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As it happened, however, there were several people much occupied about

Mrs. Brown on the morning after that wonderful chase with all its

consequences. Mab, under one pretext or another, had spent most of the

previous day in the school. She had heard the bigger girls say their

lessons; she had hovered about the classes taught by the schoolmistress;

she had watched over the course of instruction in general with anxious

eyes. Was there any tampering with the morals of the girls of Watcham?

Were the little ones taught their hymns and collects? Were the big ones

kept up to their catechism now that the time for their confirmation

began to approach? Mab had never hitherto felt herself one of the clergy

of the parish, as the Rector’s niece might have been permitted to do.

But now she was torn with those sensations which we may suppose to be

felt by a priest who has received under the seal of confession a new

light upon the proceedings and motives of an important official. This is

a drawback of the priestly office which has rarely struck the general

observer. To know that a man who is largely influential in life, who has

important issues on hand, is using his powers for evil and not for good,

and yet to be powerless to do anything, to prevent anything, to give any

warning on the subject! Many a good priest no doubt has been bowed down

under this unthought-of weight. And so was Mab, whose young shoulders

were quite unfit for the part. Should she tell it all to Lady William,

this knowledge that was too much for her to bear? Should she give her

uncle a hint that she had discovered something which made the

schoolmistress unfit for her place? Mab felt that in all likelihood

Uncle James would laugh at her discovery, and to repeat Mrs. Brown’s

confidences, even to Lady William, would be a breach of trust. Thus the

only thing Mab could do was to come in, in her own person, to hold Mrs.

Brown (perhaps) in awe, to watch over the instruction, to correct what

was wrong, to see how far it might be her bounden duty to interfere. One

wonders how a priest would act in a similar case, or whether the

possession of many secret responsibilities in his consciousness may

perhaps neutralise the weight of each. Nothing neutralised this dreadful

weight in Mab’s case. She watched Mrs. Brown as a cat watches a mouse.

She did not like to let that enigmatical person out of her sight. She

even followed down the ranks of the girls whose heads were bent over

their copybooks, to see that the line so beautifully written in round

hand at the head of each page was orthodox. Mab gave herself a great

deal more to do than if she had herself been the mistress of the school.

She asked the girls all sorts of unexpected questions to test their

views of morality.

‘What would you do if you saw somebody take something out of a shop?

Suppose you saw a very poor person take a loaf from the baker’s?’ said

Mab, with an anxious pucker in her forehead.

‘Oh, miss!’ cried two or three girls together; ‘tell Mr. White that

minute, and if he runned away, catch him up.’

‘But if he were very, very poor--starving?’ said Mab.

There was a pause, for of course all the girls studied her countenance

to know what she wished them to reply; and Mab’s little round,

blunt-featured face, with an anxious cloud upon its childish brow, was

void of all expression that could be taken as guidance.

‘If we knowed the man we could tell after--when he was gone,’ said one

Jesuitical little person.

‘And then ‘e could run after ‘im to ‘is ‘ouse--or send the police,’

cried the rest. The idea of sending the police was the most popular. It

seemed somehow to take off the responsibility. But the girls soon

perceived that this was not the solution required.

‘If you please, miss,’ said a sharp little girl who was well acquainted

with Mab’s ways, ‘if I ‘ad a penny I’d pay instead of ‘im, and then it

wouldn’t be stealing at all.’

This was received, however, by a spontaneous groan from the class. ‘Oh,

Lizzie Jones! that would be cheating as well.’

‘And it ain’t likely as I’d ‘ave the penny,’ said Lizzie meekly. She

drew from Mab’s countenance the consolation that, after all, it was she

who had answered the best.

To describe the delight with which Mrs. Brown looked on and listened to

all this would be difficult. She read little Mab like a book, and her

sense of humour was tickled beyond description. That she was herself

upon her trial, and that the sentiments of her scholars were to be

considered in justification or condemnation--while, at the same time,

Mab was covertly consulting their ignorance and (supposed)

spontaneousness of perception like an oracle, was as clear as daylight

to this clever woman. She had never met anything so funny in her life;

and it delighted her as a good joke delights people who are given that

way, whether it is against themselves or not. But the gravity of her

aspect was equally beyond description. She seemed to take this question

in ethics with the most perfect good faith and all the seriousness in

the world.

‘If the man was starving,’ she said, taking up the argument, ‘and Lizzie

Jones had not a penny, as is most likely, and he was known not to be a

dishonest man, but only driven mad by the poor children hungry at

home----’

‘Yes, teacher,’ said Lizzie Jones, who felt that she herself had thrown

most light on the subject.

‘Well,’ said Mrs. Brown, ‘of course it is never right to shield a wrong

act.’

This was so unlike what the girls expected after her exordium that there

was a little cry of surprise, swiftly modified into one of cordial

assent.

‘But,’ said the schoolmistress, ‘knowing that this is so--which you must

never forget--I’ll tell you what this young lady would do. She would go

after the man to his house--which most likely she would know: and I’m

not sure that she would not stop and buy some things on the way--at the

butcher’s, perhaps----’

At this the girls manifested a little doubt; while one murmured ‘Tea,

teacher,’ and another said ‘Potatoes’ loud out that she might not be

overlooked; at which the class, consulting Mrs. Brown’s face by a

lightning glance, burst into a laugh.

‘Hush!’ said Mrs. Brown. ‘This is a very interesting question that is

set to us--as good as a story; but you mustn’t laugh. The young lady

would go to the man’s house, and she would probably see the children

devouring the bread; and she would ask a number of questions--far more

than she has asked you to-day, though she has asked a great many. She

would discover there was no fire (supposing it to be cold, which it

isn’t to-day) and nothing to eat in the house, and that the man was out

of work and the wife ill and the children starving. She would

immediately send off for all that was wanted----’

‘Please, teacher,’ said Lizzie Jones, holding out her hand, ‘she’d give

’em a coal ticket, and a bread ticket and bid ’em send one of the little

ones up with a basket for the pieces.’

‘Well, perhaps she would do that. And when she had supplied their wants,

she would take the man aside, and she would say to him, “I saw you steal

that loaf at Mr. White’s.”’

There was a long breath and a cry of ‘Oh!’ from the girls, and Lizzie

Jones, who was soft-hearted--or was it only that she was forward?--began

to cry.

‘“Now,” the young lady would say, “come back with me and pay for it.

You’re going to get work again presently, and the children shall not

starve; but you must not have anything against you when you get work.”’

There was another very large round ‘Oh!’ from the girls, who turned

their eyes with one accord from Mrs. Brown’s to Mab’s face.

‘I don’t know if I would do that,’ said Mab.

‘Neither do I,’ said Mrs. Brown; ‘but judging by what I know of your

character, Miss Pakenham, that is what I should expect you to do.’

This happened on the morning of the day after Leo’s chase in the rain.

Mab went home very soberly when the children were dismissed for dinner

and in a very uncertain state of mind. She did not know how to take Mrs.

Brown’s apologue, which already was being circulated through the village

in a dozen different versions as a thing which Miss Mab had actually

done, until it came to the ears of White, the baker, who contradicted it

indignantly, and declared that he’d give a stale loaf as soon as look at

it if the children were starving; but let a man off as stole it because

he come and offered to pay up after was what he wouldn’t never do.

In the meantime Leo had been turning over in his mind that idea of Mrs.

Brown, the schoolmistress. At first it amused him to think that so

harmless a visitor to the servants’ hall might have been the object of

his very unnecessary pursuit, and in this sense he laughed at the

situation, which was so ludicrous, and longed to cross over to the

cottage in the rain, when he left the Rectory, to make Lady William the

partaker of so good a joke. But as he drove home in Jim’s clothes and

the sober Watcham fly, which Mrs. Plowden, in her motherly care, had

ordered for him, a different view suddenly occurred to Leo. The joke was

good, but not good enough to last out that slow drive through the deep

dark and the falling rain. It occurred to him as he thought of it that a

visitor to the servants’ hall might, indeed, be disconcerted by the

curiosity of the master of the house, but would not, unless she had

some very dishonest meaning, turn back and fly. Why should the

schoolmistress, probably acquainted with the housekeeper and

entertaining a very good opinion of herself, fly from Leo? There was no

reason in the world why she should fly. She would probably have

quickened her steps, and arrived at the little side entrance puffing and

blowing, but chiefly with indignation, and given very warmly her opinion

of the young master who spied upon the back-door visitors. But to turn

back at the sight of him and get herself out of the way meant something

more than a respectable visit to the housekeeper. What did it mean? A

village schoolmistress was not one to visit the young maids, or get them

into mischief; but why, why did she turn and flee? It was impossible to

assign a sufficient reason for this to himself.

And then there was suddenly shot into his mind, as our best intuitions

come, suddenly and with a sharp shock--almost a pang--the question, Who

was the schoolmistress? Artémise was nothing if not a woman of variety.

He had himself known her go through the most extraordinary

transformation; one time dazzling in splendour, the next almost a

beggar. Why should not she herself be the schoolmistress? There could be

no such concealment, no such unlikely place to look for her, as in the

parish school of Watcham. There she would be at his mother’s very door,

accessible on every occasion, ever within call. He had thought it

scarcely possible that she could come constantly from London and

disappear again unseen; but if she were in Watcham, at hand, in such a

place, where nobody could think of looking for her, the difficulty would

disappear. And she was an excellent actress; a woman to take anybody in,

not to say an unsophisticated and artless company like the Rector and

his churchwardens. He could scarcely help smiling to himself in the dark

as he suddenly thought of the perfect representation of a model

schoolmistress which Artémise would get up for the edification of the

authorities. No schoolmistress in the world was ever so excellent a type

of the class as Artémise would make herself look--her voice, her

gestures, her demeanour would be all perfect. And she would have the

satisfaction of being perfectly safe, for who would think of looking for

her there?

But then there were the ladies, who were different. Would she take in

the ladies, too? Would not they suspect the representation to be too

complete? And then Lady William--Lady William could not have been

deceived. She must have recognised at once the woman of whom she was in

search. Leo did not know Lady William’s peculiarity about the parish. He

was aware that Mab knew everybody and all their circumstances, and it

did not occur to him that her mother would hold apart. This seemed to

cut the ground from under his feet again. But he determined to see for

himself next day who the schoolmistress was.

Next day, however, was a half-holiday, and he did not reach the school

till the afternoon, when all the children were dispersed and the house

shut up. Mrs. Brown, he was informed at the nearest cottage, where it

appeared her little maid-servant lived, had gone away for the afternoon,

so that his inquiries made no further progress that day. He went to tell

his adventure to Lady William, and, if not to suggest this solution, at

least to ask what she knew of Mrs. Brown. But Lady William also was out

of doors, and nothing more was to be done. He hesitated whether he

should not go to the Rectory to make a call of thanks, and to see

(perhaps) if Emmy Plowden resembled her aunt as much by daylight as she

had done in the unusually favourable circumstances of last night. But

this intention he did not carry out. Unfortunately for romance, Leo was

so ungrateful as to recall what he called the _bourgeois_ dinner, the

drab-coloured comfort, the petty little anxieties and cares (chiefly on

his own account) of the Rectory party, with more amusement than

admiration, though with a compunction, too. Kind excellent people! How

abominable it was to laugh at them! But his laughter was not checked by

the compunction--it only gave a certain piquancy to all that was

ludicrous in the picture.

The third person whose mind was full of Mrs. Brown was Jim Plowden. He

had seen her little of late, partly that the many calls Mr. Osborne made

upon him left him less time for those strolls about the village, which

had ended so often in the ‘Blue Boar,’ but sometimes, to his advantage,

in the schoolhouse; partly because, now that the evenings were so much

lighter, he could not go there unseen. This reason had acted with the

others in the partial reformation of Jim. It was scarcely possible to go

into the ‘Blue Boar’ in the lingering daylight while all the village

folk were about. Had he been altogether uninterrupted in his former

habits, it is possible that by this time he might not have cared. But

Mr. Osborne’s warm and exacting friendship had begun with the

lengthening days, and after an interval, even of a week or two, such a

hindrance told. On this occasion, however, Jim felt that he must risk a

little danger for the sake of a woman who had been kind to him, who had

certainly amused him, and, he sometimes began to think, had done him

good. It could be nothing to her advantage to have a visitor such as he

was. She had done it, he thought vaguely, out of kindness, and now he

would risk something for kindness too; and then he could always say he

had brought a message about the school from his father, or Florence, who

took an interest in the school, or Mab, or somebody. Fortified by his

good intention he walked into the schoolmistress’s house about six

o’clock that evening when all the people were about, several of whom

stared, he could see, at Mrs. Brown’s visitor--in which, however, I need

not say, Jim deceived himself, for the village people were already aware

that he visited Mrs. Brown, as well as that he visited the ‘Blue Boar,’

and held these secrets in store against the time when they might be of

use either for or against the Rector’s son. He went in, however, boldly,

to the surprise of Mrs. Brown, who did not expect him, and who was

engaged in some sort of operation that looked very much like packing.

She invited him to come in, and cleared one of the chairs from a number

of miscellaneous articles with which it was covered, and which she was

putting away.

‘You are not--going on a journey?’ he said, alarmed.

‘Oh no, not that I know of; but you know, Mr. Jim, a woman in such a

humble position as mine, with so many people to please, has but an

uncertain tenure. I am putting some old things in order, so that should

anything untoward happen----’

‘But I hear nothing except praise,’ said Jim; ‘they say no one ever kept

the school in such order, or the children so bright, or----’

‘Do they really say so? How truly good of them!’ said Mrs. Brown, with a

laugh. It was a laugh of so much amusement that Jim, who did not see the

joke, was disposed to be angry, but she ended by shaking her head and

putting on a comically doleful look. ‘But I do not please everybody,’

she said; ‘oh, far from it. Your friend, Mr. Osborne, does not like me:

and your cousin, Miss Mab, is full of suspicions.’

‘Mab,’ said Jim in high disdain, ‘as if it mattered what Mab thought!’

‘Don’t you know,’ said Mrs. Brown, ‘that Miss Mab will probably be an

heiress one of these days, and that it will matter a great deal what she

thinks?’

‘Nonsense,’ cried Jim, ‘as much an heiress as I am! We have no rich

relations, alas! to leave us money.’

‘But she may have,’ said Mrs. Brown, ‘and if you will take my advice you

will go in for your cousin, Mr. Jim; that would make everything straight

if you got a nice little bit of money with your wife.’

‘Nonsense,’ cried Jim, becoming scarlet, and feeling the very tips of

his ears burn. ‘Besides,’ he said, ‘if I ever have a wife I’d rather

keep her than that she should keep me.’

‘A very excellent sentiment,’ said his adviser, ‘but I don’t quite see

how you are going to carry it out.’

‘I shall carry it out by having no wife at all,’ said Jim: and then he

added hastily, ‘that’s not what I came to tell you. Have you any reason

for not wanting Swinford to know that you are here?’

‘For not wanting--Swinford--to know----?’ A little colour seemed to

rise, too, in her dark countenance. ‘This change of subject,’ she cried,

‘takes away my breath. You are too quick for me. Have I any reason----?

It is Leo Swinford you mean, at the Hall?’ As if she did not know who it

was! Even Jim was clever enough to perceive that she was simply gaining

time. ‘No,’ she answered slowly, ‘I have no particular reason. I do not,

perhaps, in a general way wish--to receive--friends who have known me

elsewhere, here----’ She looked round upon her little room, with a

laugh. ‘You may, perhaps, if you think of it, understand why. Have you

come to warn me that I am found out?’

‘Oh no,’ said Jim. ‘And I’m sure I don’t want to interfere; but he was

at the Rectory last night. He said he had caught a glimpse of a lady he

knew, and had followed her all the way down to the village to speak to

her, and she had disappeared. Some one said that no one had passed but

Mrs. Brown. And then he laughed and said, “Perhaps it was Mrs. Brown he

had seen going to pay a visit to some one in the servants’ hall.”’

A sudden flash shot out of Mrs. Brown’s dark eyes. ‘I hope,’ she said,

‘you encouraged the idea that I paid visits in the servants’ hall?’

‘I didn’t say anything--good or bad,’ said Jim.

Which was not strictly true; but then nobody heard him, which came to

the same thing.

‘Good friend,’ said Mrs. Brown, ‘true friend! but you can tell Leo

Swinford when you see him again that one of these days Mrs. Brown is

coming to call on him, with important information, at the Hall, and he

will never need to hunt her through the rain any more!’

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