XLIII

Leo Swinford had been during all these proceedings haunted with a sense

of a visitor about the house, whose comings and goings were kept secret

from him. Those who were concerned were much too clever to permit this

to be known or suspected by the risks of absolute meeting, by sudden

withdrawal into corners, whisking past of clandestine shadows in the

dark. It was not that he ever met Mrs. Brown on the stairs or in the

hall, or just missed meeting her, as is generally the case under such

circumstances. She had, as has been said, an entrance kept for herself,

which opened upon the back part of the house, where there was a thick

shrubbery, and where it would have been as impossible to find a fugitive

in the dark as to find the proverbial needle in a bottle of hay. And

Artémise was far too deeply learned in all the lore of evasion to be

caught within the house. Nevertheless, he was well aware that the place

was haunted by a personality very, perhaps unjustly, disagreeable to

him, and with which he associated all those vague suspicions and

troubles which haunt the mind of a child brought up among family secrets

and discoveries. He had been accustomed all his life to this

uncomfortable sense of some one about who was not seen, who had

presumably unacknowledged errands of mischief-making, and whose

presence, whose very existence, was inimical to family peace. That Leo’s

thoughts went a great deal too far, and that this curious secret agent

and confidante exercised, in fact, no evil influence, but had in many

cases held the side of honour and justice, was a fact that Leo was not

only quite unaware of, but totally incapable of believing in. It had

always been, indeed, a sort of consolation when there was anything

equivocal in Mrs. Swinford’s proceedings, to be able to think that it

was not his mother who was to blame, but that wretched Artémise. Leo’s

father, so long as he lived, had laid that flattering unction to his

soul, and during his lifetime the appearance of Artémise had always

been the occasion of domestic trouble. It was natural that Leo in his

youth should have had no such right or reason to object or interfere;

and he had not even been of his father’s faction in the house until that

father was dead, and a natural compunction towards a man not happy in

his life nor lamented in his death, awoke his sense of reason, and of

right and wrong in this matter. But he had always had an instinctive

dislike to Artémise. She had teased and sneered at him as a child, which

is a recollection seldom altogether forgotten, and she was his mother’s

evil genius in life--or so it gave him a certain relief to believe.

The commission given him by Lady William to find this woman, so strange

and incomprehensible a commission, and which was not explained in any

way, roused all the indefinite feelings of disgust, and a kind of

despair which had filled his mind from the moment of her reappearance

(after a long interval, in which he had been of opinion that she was

permanently shaken off) in the house. He had expressed to his mother so

distinctly his objection to her presence, that it was difficult for him

to reopen the subject, and still more difficult to suggest, as he was

tempted to do, that since Mrs. Swinford could not live without her, it

would be better on the whole that she should come to live in the house

than haunt it clandestinely. Difficult, however, as these overtures

were, he felt the necessity of making them, as soon as he understood

that the finding of Artémise was necessary to his friend. What would not

he have done to serve her, to please her? The laugh with which she had

turned off his offer of service, the suggestion that such offers

belonged to the regions of fairy tales, had scarcely been necessary to

show Leo how futile, so far as she was concerned, was his devotion. But

this conviction rarely puts an end to devotion, and it must be said that

as there is fashion in all things, it was not disagreeable to Leo’s

fashion of man to entertain a devotion of this kind, however hopeless,

for an older woman, whom it was, in the nature of things, impossible

that he could ever marry. In the nature of things as seen by her, that

is to say, and which he clearly divined. His double breeding as

Frenchman and Englishman did him service in this complication of fate.

As an Englishman he was aware that such relationships as are possible to

a Frenchman’s ideal, without apparently injuring it in his standard of

honour, were here as impossible as that the sky should fall: while as

Frenchman he was not so determined on that strong step of marriage which

seems the foregone conclusion of love in an Englishman’s eyes. He was

willing to be utterly devoted to this lady of dreams who was not for

him, and to ask no more, seeing that more could not be--but that her

wishes should be obeyed and her commissions executed at whatever cost,

was the thing most certain to his mind.

‘Mother,’ he said, on the first occasion when he had the possibility of

an interview, for Mrs. Swinford, after the little controversy over Lord

Will, had exercised her usual caprice, appearing only when she pleased

at the common table, and ‘was not well enough’ to receive even her own

son in her boudoir, ‘you have, I think, a very frequent visitor.’

‘I--have very frequent visitors! Where do I find them? I should be glad

if you would tell me, Leo.’

‘I have no desire to be disagreeable, mother--you have Artémise.’

‘Ah, Artémise! Yes, fate for once has been a little favourable to me. To

keep me from dying of England, and your village, and all the exciting

circumstances of my life. I have Artémise--that is occasionally. You

know that I am not permitted to have her here.’

‘Mother!’ he said; then subduing himself, ‘You are very much attached to

this woman, who has never done anything but harm, so far as I know.’

‘Well,’ said Mrs. Swinford, ‘and what then? Is it not permitted to me to

love as well as to hate? Artémise is the nearest to me in blood of any

one in the world.’

‘You forget your son, it appears.’

‘My son--ah, that is a different matter. Sons have a way of being in

opposition to their mothers. Besides, isn’t there a high authority which

says that a mother is no relation, so to speak--an accident? It is so in

English law.’

‘English law has little to do with you and me, or any law. Mother, if

you prefer this Artémise to every one, why have her pay you visits

clandestinely like----’

‘Like a lover!’ she said, with her tinkling laugh. ‘Well, say she is my

lover and I like it; have it so.’

‘Such a simile is insulting,’ he said. ‘I resent for you that you should

even yourself say it.’

‘Ah, but I do not resent; I like the simile. The thing itself might not

be so impossible. But you are a Puritan, Leo, like your father. I have

tried to prevent it, but one cannot stop the course of nature.

Fortunately, my own constitution is not so.’

He rose in impatience, as was generally the result of these

conversations, and paced the long dining-room from end to end. Then he

returned to where she sat with her back to the fire, which she still

insisted on, though it was now May. He stood half behind her, leaning on

the mantelpiece. It was better, perhaps, than being face to face.

‘What I mean,’ he said, ‘is, that if your comfort so depends upon this

woman--whom I don’t pretend to like, as you know; but that does not

matter: if your comfort depends upon her, mother, or if she is some

pleasure to you, it would certainly be better to have her here, living

with you, than skulking to and fro like a----’

‘Lover!’ she said again, with a laugh to madden him. Then she turned

round upon him, as he stood with his head bent regarding the glow of the

fire. ‘I don’t say that you’ve made your offer an insult, Leo, which

would be the truth--but what is the cause of such a change? You have a

motive. Ah! I think I see it!’

He looked up with a more profoundly clouded brow than had ever been seen

in Leo before.

‘What do you see?’ he said.

She laughed again. Any one who has ever listened to the dreadful endless

tinkling of an electric bell at a foreign railway station will

understand how Mrs. Swinford laughed, and how it affected the nerves of

those who listened.

‘Ah! I think I see!’ she repeated.

Perhaps it was because he was used to these _agaceries_ that he bore it

so well. What tempests of impatience were in his heart! He did not move.

He remained as still as if he had been made in bronze, leaning against

the mantelpiece till the laugh ceased. Then he said coldly:

‘I have expressed myself willing to give up what may be my own prejudice

on your account, mother. I think it would be more dignified, more fit

and becoming for you that your visitor did not come by stealth. What

motive you credit me with I can’t tell. If you do not think fit to adopt

my suggestion, so be it; but at least let her come openly, not by

stealth.’

The tinkling began again with that supreme power of exasperation, and

she said amid her laughing, every word coming tinkling out:

‘That you may have her at hand and within reach when she is wanted, eh?

I divine you, my Leo. What is becoming for the mother who is so little

capable of understanding that for herself, is a beautiful pretext--what

is convenient for some one else----’

‘Who is the person,’ he said, suddenly lifting his eyes, ‘to whom it

will be so convenient to know where this woman is?’ He did not shrink

or show any consciousness as he thus carried the war into the enemy’s

country. Leo, after all, was a man of the world, and his mother’s son.

‘Ah!’ she cried, stopping in her laugh, which was always a gain. ‘I

congratulate you, my son, upon your _aplomb_. But don’t you know you

take away all grace from your offer, if there were any in it, when you

say _this woman_? How dare you speak of your mother’s dear friend and

relation as _this woman_? It is an affront I will not bear.’

‘Mother, this is a subterfuge,’ said Leo indignantly.

‘And is not your proposal a subterfuge? Understand that I will manage

things in my own way, Leo. Artémise shall come to me how she and I

please. She shall stay with me if I wish it, and she consents to it, as

would have been the case whatever you had felt on the subject. I am not

here, you understand, as your housekeeper,’ she laughed scornfully, ‘or

your dependent; I am, while I am here, the mistress of the house: and

shall invite whom I please. If you think your order to shut her out

affected me, any more than your order to admit her does now--I think we

have said enough on this subject. You can give me your arm upstairs.’

She held out her arm, imperiously rising from the table, and Leo obeyed.

They presented a group full of natural grace, as he led her carefully

upstairs, subduing his steps to hers. She, wonderful in all her laces

and draperies, a _marquise_, a lady of the old _régime_, exacting every

sign of devotion; he, not made of velvet or brocade, as her cavalier

ought to have been, but in the spare and reserved costume of modern

days, with a manner very grave, very self-controlled, full of care, and

attention, and duty. There was nothing in it of that pretty gallantry,

so charming from a son to a mother, of which Leo for years of his life

had been an example, but a serious care of guidance and protection,

which was as different as night from day. They went upstairs thus, she

leaning all her weight upon him, he careful above measure to keep her

foot from stumbling even upon her own too ample skirts. When he had

placed her in her favourite chair, and seen that she had everything she

liked near her, he stood gravely by her side.

‘Is this your last word, mother?’ he said.

‘It is quite my last word. Should Artémise come here, I shall expect you

to be civil to her. Should she not come, you will be careful to let her

alone.’

‘I must act in that matter according to my own judgment,’ he said.

He could hear the tinkle of the laugh as he went away. That laugh!--it

had been compared to silver bells _dans les temps_. It was not that now,

but an electric jar or vibration that got on the nerves. Mrs. Swinford’s

son did not think of this, or feel any pity for the woman who had

descended thus from the poetic state of compliment and adulation. Sons,

perhaps, rarely consider that downfall with any sympathy. And Leo was

too angry to make any sentiment possible for the moment. He was all the

more angry because of his own undisclosed motive, which his mother had

been so quick to discover. Had he been quite single-minded, desiring

only his mother’s comfort and honour, things might perhaps have gone

better; but he was not single-minded. And now the question was, not how

to justify his mother, but to discover for Lady William the woman she

wanted--to secure her, wherever she was, and whatever might be the

motive for which she was sought. He did not very clearly know what that

was, nor was he sure as to the previous connection of Artémise with Lady

William’s history. But his mother’s revelations to Lord Will had helped

the vague recollections in his own mind, and he divined something of her

possible importance--importance most probably (he thought) more fancied

than real, for it would be in the nature of a woman to give weight to a

personal witness of the marriage, above all papers and records.

Importance or not, however, real or fancied as might be the need of her,

it was enough that Lady William wanted her to make Leo’s action certain.

She must be found, he said to himself, as he went downstairs.

He questioned Morris that evening carelessly: ‘Do you remember a lady,

Morris, who came here one evening in the dusk? A lady--who insisted on

disturbing Mrs. Swinford. Don’t you remember? And by dint of insisting

was allowed to go in?’

‘Remember ‘er, sir!’ said Morris, with much emphasis. ‘I should just

think I did--as well as I remember my own name.’

‘She has never,’ said Leo, carelessly aiming at a ball on the billiard

table, ‘been here again?’

He spoke in so artificially careless a tone to convey no suspicion of

any special meaning in the question, that Morris would not have been a

man and a butler had he not been put upon the alert.

‘Oh, ‘asn’t she, sir!’ said Morris. ‘I should say, sir, as she’s here

most days, is that lady; as if the house was her own----’

‘I have never seen her,’ said Leo, with as natural an expression of

surprise as he could put on.

‘No more haven’t I,’ said Morris. ‘Never; and how she gets in and goes

out is more nor I can say; but she’s favoured, sir, of course, in the

‘igher suckles; that we know.’

‘Morris, my man,’ said Leo briskly, ‘you forget yourself, I think. I

asked you if a lady, who is a friend of my mother’s, had been here

again: and you take it upon you to talk of how she comes into the house

without attracting your intelligent attention, which was not the

question at all.’

‘I ‘umbly beg your pardon, sir,’ said Morris; and here the conversation

stayed. Leo felt that he had done as much as in the meantime it was

possible to do. His own faculties alone must arrange the rest. Those

faculties, thoroughly awakened and put to the sharpest usage that was in

them, were, however, of but little use to Leo for a day or two. There

could be no doubt, he felt sure, that Artémise was continually in the

house. But it was impossible for him to storm his mother’s apartments in

search of her, and equally impossible to show himself to a keen-eyed

houseful of servants as in waiting to trap her near his mother’s door.

The situation was one of the utmost difficulty, and demanded extreme

caution, and the only result he attained after twenty-four hours’

sustained observation was that it was possible from Mrs. Swinford’s

rooms to reach, without going near the formal entrance, a servants’

door, apparently little used, and which opened at an unfrequented angle

of the house, quite apart from the noisy and populous kitchen entrance.

He had made up his mind to post himself in the shrubbery close to this

door at the hour of dinner, when his mother would imagine him to be

occupied with his meal. She had sent down word that she herself was not

coming to dinner, and the opportunity seemed propitious. Leo was

pondering upon this resolution, and how to carry it out, as he returned

from the village, where Lady William had told him that the need for

finding Artémise was greater than ever. It was a hazy, rainy evening,

not dark, but growing towards dusk, as he walked home soberly under his

umbrella, full of this intention. And he had just passed the glimmer of

the lake, all dimpled with the circlets of the falling rain, when a

movement in the shrubbery behind caught his eye. The bushes were thick

there, a heavy _bosquet_ of all the flowering shrubs that make spring

delicious, a thicket of lilac and syringa, which extended along the

further side of the pretty piece of water. Leo scarcely paused to think,

but, putting down his umbrella, and pulling himself together, started at

full speed for the house to intercept the visitor who, on whatsoever

errand, was making her way towards the back entrance: probably only a

servant using the legitimate way. He was not near enough, nor was there

light enough to make out absolutely who it was, or, indeed, more than

that the figure was that of a woman, covered from head to foot with one

of the shapeless garments, ulster or waterproof, which are the habitual

wear of a humble class of the community. He managed so well that he

reached the neighbourhood of the house sooner than this gliding figure,

who was more a movement than a being, and whom, in a less excited state

of his nerves, he would probably not have noticed at all. He made for

the little entrance which he had discovered and arrived there before

her. Would he be convicted of spying by the astonished eyes of some

innocent maidservant? Or would he----? What was that? Certainly the

movement had been there for a moment in the bushes, and there had been a

pause--a pause was it of consternation to see him on the watch? A moment

after, he perceived that the almost imperceptible quiver of the pale

lilac, washed almost white with the rain, had gone further off; the

visitor had retreated. He hurried along in the track, his heart beating.

Certainly it was retreating. Down again along the edge of the little

lake he followed, cautious, tracking the faint swaying in the branches.

If the evening had not been perfectly still, he could not have noted any

progress at all, the path of the fugitive was so judiciously chosen.

Then he gave almost a shout of satisfaction; skirting among the bushes

became no longer practicable, and, trusting to the dark and the rain, an

indistinct form suddenly appeared in the open, moving like a shadow, but

with great speed, over the grass. He uttered a cry, almost without

knowing it, and launched himself forth in pursuit.

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