XXXVII

The Rector, when he came home upon that day, when Jim’s alliance with

Mr. Osborne began, did not show any such pleasure in the circumstances

as his wife expected. He mumbled and coughed, and with a lowering brow

said that anything was an excuse that kept the boy from his work, and

that if Jim picked up Osborne’s fads in addition to his own faults they

would make a pretty hash of it altogether. Mrs. Plowden, however, made

the less of this that the Rector was evidently in but an indifferent

state of temper and spirits generally. ‘He has been put out about

something,’ his interpreter said to the girls; ‘something has gone wrong

with him in town; he has not got his business done as he wished.’ But

what that business was, his wife was obliged to allow that she did not

know. ‘I can’t help thinking,’ she said, ‘that it’s something about your

uncle Reginald. What else could Emily have come over in such hot haste

about? And then your father going up to town in this wild way without

giving any reason. I can’t imagine what can be the cause unless it was

something about Reginald. They are dreadful for sticking to each other,

the Plowdens; they would think, perhaps, that I would make a remark, and

I am sure that there are plenty of remarks I might make, for if ever

there was a man who was utterly unbearable in a house it was Reginald

Plowden, and nothing in the world would make me consent to have him here

again, nothing! Your father has had something on his mind for some time

back. Don’t you remember he burst in one day as if he were full of

something to tell us, and then stopped short all at once?’

‘But that looked as if it was good news, mamma. He had met Mr. Swinford

and he was just going to tell us.’

‘What good news could come to us through Leo Swinford?’ cried Mrs.

Plowden scornfully: which was to poor Emmy as if somebody had given her

a blow in the face. She fell back quite suddenly behind her sister, and

attempted no reply.

‘It did look at first as if it was something good,’ Mrs. Plowden

allowed; ‘but when I tried to draw it out of him he only got into a fuss

you know, as he does so often, and told me I’d hear it all in good time.

I am sure ever since he has had something on his mind; and when he came

back from town last night he could have torn us all in pieces. If it is

not about Reginald I am sure I can’t imagine what it can be.’

‘It may be something about Aunt Emily, mamma.’

‘What could there be about Emily? No, she has heard from Reginald, that

is what it is, and he has told her he was sending back her money, or

something of that sort, and your father has gone up to town to see if it

was true. And he has found out, of course, that it was not true, as I

could have told him before he went a step on such an errand. And now he

can’t contain himself for rage and disappointment, and if I’m not

mistaken, he has gone over to tell your aunt Emily that she is not to

think of it any more.’

‘He did walk over to the cottage,’ one of the girls said; and the other

added:

‘How do you find out things, mamma? Now I am sure I never should have

thought of anything of that kind.’

‘My dears,’ said Mrs. Plowden with a certain complaisance, ‘you never

knew Reginald Plowden. And I do. You cannot gather grapes off thorns, or

figs off thistles; and if there ever was thorns and thistles in flesh

and blood, Reginald Plowden is the man. That your Aunt Emily should

still expect to get her money back from him, just shows what a thing

family affection is; but she might as well expect it to drop down from

those lilac-trees.’

The girls did not say anything in reply; but Emmy, for her part, thought

of quite a different explanation. She believed that Leo Swinford, whose

proceedings had been so great an object of interest, and of whom she

knew both by her own observation and by common report that he was

‘always at the cottage,’ had offered himself and his fortune to Lady

William. Proposed to Aunt Emily!--that was how poor Emmy put it. A girl

cannot but think such a proposal wholly ridiculous, if not an absolute

infatuation. Her respect for her aunt made her still believe and hope

that the proposal had been rejected; but this wonderful event would

quite account for the ‘something on his mind,’ which it was very clear

the Rector had. What he had gone to town about, however, and whether

his mission could have any bearing upon this disquieting question, Emmy

could not say. Florence was so preoccupied with other matters that upon

this, even though it cost her sister so much disquietude, she expressed

no opinion at all.

The Rector, as had been perceived, had gone towards the cottage when he

went out with care upon his brow. He had not, after all, as the reader

will understand, proclaimed the wonderful news about Mab when he went

home after his meeting with Lord Will. He reflected to himself that it

might be some time before he could set his sister’s position quite

straight, and that in the meantime the report of Mab’s heiress-ship

would flash all over the parish, and that any question, any hesitation,

any delay, on the subject would attract the curiosity and interest of

the village folks. Mab an heiress! It would go from one end of the

county to the other, and questions as to when she would come into her

fortune would come from all sides; very likely that last horror of

impertinent gossip which reveals what everybody leaves behind him to the

admiration of the public, would communicate the news in spite of all

precautions. Lord John’s death intestate and the amount of his fortune

would be in all the papers, with a list of the kindred concerned. But at

all events, the Rector said to himself, he would say nothing till the

matter was more assured. It was not an easy thing to do. He felt it

bursting from his lips during the first day when he allowed himself to

mention Lord Will simply to relieve his mind, but by main force kept the

other communication back. And to say that it was not with the most

dreadful difficulty that he kept his mouth shut on those many occasions

when it is so natural to let slip to your wife the secret that is in

your heart, would be to do Mr. Plowden great injustice. He was not in

the habit of keeping things to himself. Even the secrets of the parish,

it must be allowed, sometimes slipped--things that ought to have been

kept rigorously inviolate. He had not, perhaps, the most exalted opinion

of his wife’s discretion, and yet she was his other self--a being

indivisible, inseparable, with whom he could not be on his guard. But

she had shown great discrimination when she said that the Plowdens stuck

to each other. Nothing would have made him confess to his wife that

there was any insecurity in the position of his sister. Emily was a

thing beyond remark, a creature not to be criticised. He would have

nothing said about her--not a word of compassion. There are a great many

men who deliver over their sisters and mothers without hesitation to be

cut in small pieces by their wives, but here and there occurs an

exception. Emily was James Plowden’s ideal and the impersonation of the

family honour and credit. He could not have a word on that subject, and

thus he was strengthened in his resolution to say nothing of Mab’s

prospects--until, at least, they were established beyond any kind of

doubt.

This did not by any means look like the position in which they were now.

Mr. Plowden went into the cottage almost with a little secrecy--looking

round him before he opened the little garden gate--for the gossips in

the parish were quite capable of reporting that there was something odd

and unusual in the Rector’s constant visits to his sister, and that

certainly something must be ‘up.’ To be sure it was only his second

business visit--but even so much as that was unlike his usual habits,

and he was extremely anxious that no question should be raised on the

subject. He found her in the drawing-room, at her usual sewing. Mab was

out, which was a thing of which the Rector was glad. She looked up

hastily at the sight of him, reading his face, as women do with their

eyes, before he had time to say a word.

‘You have not succeeded, James?’

‘How do you know I have not succeeded?’ he asked crossly. ‘I have not,

perhaps, done all that I hoped to do--but Rome was not built in a day.

It was absurd to expect that I had only to go up to London--an hour in

the train--and walk into old Gepps’ parsonage and find him still there.’

‘You did not find him at all?’

‘No, I didn’t find him at all. I never expected to find him, considering

that he was an older man than my father, and that my father has been

dead for sixteen years.’

‘To be sure,’ said Lady William faintly.

‘I found his name, however, all right, and the place--not quite in the

City, as I thought--St. Alban’s proprietary chapel, Marylebone.’

‘Ah!’

‘Do you remember the name?’

‘No,’ said Lady William; ‘I’m afraid I don’t remember even the name.’

‘Well, never mind; Gepps was incumbent then. And a very good place, too,

for anything that was to be kept quiet--hidden away in a labyrinth of

little streets; not so noticeable as the City, where an old church in

the midst of warehouses is often something to see. Lady Somebody or

other’s proprietary chapel; incumbent, the Rev. T. I. Gepps. No doubt

that was the one.’

‘Was it like my description? But, to be sure, it may have been changed,

or restored, or something.’

‘I can tell nothing about that. It has been changed with a vengeance.

Emily, the chapel has been burned down----’

She gave a little scream of annoyance, but more because of the face he

had put on, than from any perception in her own mind of the significance

of the words.

‘A few of the things were saved--the books, I mean--but not all, not

all, by any means: and all those between 1860 and 1870 perished.’

‘What do you say, James?’

She began to awaken to a little consciousness that this concerned her,

which she had not at first understood. ‘The books?’--she took it up but

vaguely now--‘the books? What--what does that mean, James?’

‘It means that of the period of your marriage there is no record

at all. Do you understand me, Emily? No record, no certificate

possible--nothing. It is as if you had planned it all. A clergyman who

is dead; a chapel which is burned down; a registry which is destroyed.

That is what it might be made to look by skilful hands--as if you had

invented the whole.’

She sat half stupefied looking at him, the work still in her hands, her

needle in her fingers, looking up at him more astonished than was

compatible with speech. ‘The clergyman dead, the chapel burnt down, the

registry destroyed!’ She said these words in a kind of half-conscious

tone--repeating them after him, yet not knowing what she had said.

‘That is about the state of the case; if you had meant to deceive, you

couldn’t have done better all round.’

Lady William looked at him with a curious half smile, yet wistful wonder

in her eyes. ‘But,’ she said, ‘I did not want to deceive.’ There was a

sort of startled amusement in her tone, mingling with something of

reality, a question half rising, a faint feeling of the possibility, and

that even, perhaps, her brother----‘James,’ she cried, ‘you do not

imagine that I--I----’

The words failed her; the colour forsook her face, and she sat looking

up at him dismayed; her work fallen into her lap, but the needle still

in her hand.

‘Of course I do not imagine that you--nor, did I doubt that, could I

doubt for a moment when there’s my father’s hand and date upon it. And I

suppose that would be evidence in a court of justice,’ the Rector said,

knitting his brows--‘I’m rather ignorant on such subjects, and I don’t

know. But I suppose it would be evidence. I could prove my father’s

handwriting, and that I found his notebooks, and produce the rest of

them, and so forth. But it’s touch and go to rely upon a thing so close

as that.’

‘The books destroyed!’ she said, repeating the words, ‘the church burned

down, the clergyman dead. Do such things happen? all to overcome a poor

woman? If it was in a book one would say how impossible--how absurd----

’

‘Emily,’ said the Rector, ‘you must forgive me for saying it, but that’s

just what your whole story is--impossible and absurd. It has been so

from the beginning; people have no right to launch themselves on such a

career. You had it always in your power not to take the first step. I

blame my father almost more than you--he ought not to have allowed you

to do it: but I blame you too. For even a girl of nineteen is old enough

to know what’s possible and what’s impossible. You ought not to have

allowed yourself to be launched upon such a bad way. After your

ridiculous marriage you might have expected everything else that was

ridiculous to follow. It is all of a piece. Nobody would believe one

word of it from the beginning to the end--if it was, as you say, in a

book.’

Lady William listened to this tirade with a curious piteous look, almost

like a child’s; a look that was on the verge of tears and yet had a

faint appealing smile in it, an appeal against judgment. Oh what a

foolish girl that had been, that girl of nineteen, that ought to have

known better! and what a good thing for her if she had known better; if

she had been able by her own good sense and judgment to overcome those

about her: the foolish old father, the false friend who led her into the

net. Listening to her brother’s voice so long, long after the event, and

looking back upon the thing that was so impossible, the thing which

between them these foolish people had done--she could see very well how

preposterous it was, and how it could have been resisted. Mab (all these

thoughts flew through her mind while the Rector was speaking) would not

have done it. But Mab’s mother had done it, and could not even now see

what else she could have done among these three people surrounding her,

arranging everything for her. And there was a sort of whimsical,

ridiculous humour in the idea that all these complications must have

followed from that foolish beginning. What could she expect but that the

clergyman should die, the church be burned down, and the books

destroyed? To the disturbed and disappointed Rector, thoroughly put out,

touched in mind and in temper by a _contretemps_ so painful and

disconcerting, there was nothing whatever ludicrous in the thought. But

to her, whose whole life hung upon it, her child’s fortune, her own good

name, everything that was worth thinking of in the world, there was an

absurdity which had almost made her laugh in the midst of her despair.

‘I am very sensible of the folly of it now,’ she said, commanding her

voice, ‘and I know all the misery that has been involved better than any

one can tell me--but it is too late now to think of that. We must think

in these dreadful circumstances what is now to be done.’

‘You see, Emily,’ said Mr. Plowden, ‘I never knew the rights of it till

the other day. I knew there was something queer and hasty about it, a

sort of running away; but you know that till you came back here a widow

with your little girl I had heard actually nothing--and, indeed, not

very much until you came to the Rectory the other day.’

‘That is quite true; and I am very sorry, James.’

‘I don’t say it to upbraid you, my dear. My father was much more to

blame than you were. I would not like to have any of my daughters

exposed to such a temptation, even at their age. And Florence is

twenty-three. And you were always a spoiled child, getting everything

your own way.’ The Rector had gradually worked out his impatience and

had gone round the circle to tenderness and indulgence again. He put his

hand on her shoulder, and patted it as he might have done a child. ‘My

poor girl,’ he said, ‘my poor Emily!’ with the voice of one who brings

tidings of death, and a face as long as a day without bread, as the

French say.

She looked up at him with a gaze of alarm.

‘James!’ she cried, ‘do you think it is all over with us? Don’t say so,

for Heaven’s sake! I’ll find Artémise if I seek her through all the

country; I’ll find evidence somehow. Don’t condemn us with that dreadful

tone.’

‘Condemn you!’ said Mr. Plowden, ‘never will I condemn you, Emily. Even

if you had done something wrong instead of only something very foolish,

you may be sure I should have stood by you through thick and thin. No,

my poor dear, you shall get no condemnation from me; and Jane, I am

sure, has far too much sense and too good a heart----’

Here the Rector’s voice broke a little. The idea that his wife would

have to be made the judge of his sister, and might almost, indeed, hold

Emily’s reputation in her hands, was more than he could bear.

‘Jane!’ said Lady William, with a ring in her voice as sharp and keen as

that of her brother’s was lachrymose; but, happily, she had sufficient

command of herself not to express the exasperation which this suggestion

of being at Jane’s mercy caused her. She said, however, with a painful

smile, ‘You are throwing down your arms too soon; I don’t intend to be

discouraged so easily. Now I know that the fight will be desperate I can

rouse myself to it. It is evident that the one thing that is

indispensable is to find Artémise.’

‘Who is Artémise? Some French maid or other?’ said the Rector, with a

tinge of disdain.

‘Artémise is Miss Mansfield, who was with us--a cousin, or some people

thought a half-sister, of Mrs. Swinford. Their father was a strange man,

more French than English, and that is the reason of their names,

and--many other odd things. She is a strange woman, and has a strange

history. She was at the Hall, a sort of governess--when---- And she was

sent with me that night. And without her I don’t think--but we need not

enter into those old stories now. One thing I know is that she is

living, and that Leo Swinford has seen her--not very long ago.’

‘A disreputable witness,’ said Mr. Plowden, shaking his head, ‘is not

much better than no witness at all.’

He was in a despondent mood, and ready to throw discouragement upon

every hope.

‘I don’t know that she is disreputable; and at all events she was

present,’ said Lady William. ‘That must always tell--in a court of

justice, as you say: though God grant that it may never come there.’

‘I suppose you can lay your hand upon her without any difficulty,

through Mr. Swinford,’ the Rector said, suddenly adopting an indifferent

tone as if with the rest of the business he had nothing to do.

‘That is, perhaps, too much to say; but at least she may be found--or I

hope so,’ Lady William replied.

‘And now I must go,’ said Mr. Plowden. ‘Of course, anything and

everything I can do, Emily--when you have tried what is to be

accomplished in your own way----’ He turned towards the door, and then

returned again, with a still more cloudy face. ‘My dear sister,’ he

said, in a tone of solemnity and tenderness adapted to the words, ‘you

may have to seek his help for this; but for all our sakes do not, any

more than you can help, have young Mr. Swinford here.’

Lady William looked up quickly with a half-defiant glance.

‘Above all’ said the Rector impressively, ‘while there is any sort of

doubt, any sort of cloud, and when every step you take will be

remarked---- Don’t make me enter into explanations, but, for all our

sakes, don’t have Mr. Swinford always here.’

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