“ALL WE SAY IS HEARD.…”
1
Time had no existence in Felsenweir.
Endless sunshine and silence created an impression of eternity utterly
beyond my powers to describe. That it was morning I had many reasons
for supposing. But so far as other evidence went it might equally well
have been midnight. (As a matter of fact, it was neither.)
Lonergan’s visit had appalled me. Behind those glassy eyes I had
glimpsed a soul in torment.
Was he bewitched--or under the influence of a drug? A _drug_! Here lay
a possible explanation! At last I identified a hazy impression which
had haunted me during the time Lonergan had been with me. I saw in
imagination the witch doctor of a tribe living far up the Rio Negro as
once I had seen him in the flesh. Again I listened to his oddly
mechanical speech and tried in vain to hold his glassy and oblique
glance. That man had been under the influence of a drug--a drug
unknown to European pharmacists, but possessing seemingly magical
properties.
I stared about my prison with a new apprehension. Lonergan’s curious
evasion of the point which I considered of paramount interest--namely,
under what circumstances he had left the Regal--now presented itself
in a new light.
Hazily, I started to formulate a theory. Purpose began to appear in
what had seemed purposeless, and I saw that Max and I had walked into
a cunningly laid trap.
I too had been drugged! The nude horror from which I had fled, only at
last to fall a captive, had contrived in some way to drug me.…
Even now, was I really master of my own will?
Suspecting myself to be constantly watched from some hidden spy-hole,
I recognized the uselessness of any exploration. This idea of
sleepless espionage was definitely horrible.
I dropped in the armchair and lighted a cigarette. Come what may, I
must not lose my nerve. As I did so, the Voice addressed me.
“Woodville,” came those cold tones in which I now seemed to detect a
mocking note, “as I am anxious that you should understand the facts of
your position, I have asked Marusa to come and talk to you.”
My heart leaped. But I succeeded in retaining immobility.
“Since you are interested in her, she can possibly make you see
reason. We are a friendly company, Woodville. When you have had a
chat, I shall be ready to receive you.”
Silence again!
Between horror of this proof, if proof were necessary, that Marusa was
indeed a member of the shadowy group surrounding the Voice, and joy of
knowing I was about to meet her again, I found myself in a chaotic
frame of mind. Forces outside my knowledge and beyond my control
stormed and tossed about me. Why I had been spared and what I was
expected to do, I could only surmise. But, that cunning coercion would
be brought to bear to influence that “decision” for which the Voice
had made me responsible, I could not doubt.
I was to be offered apparently some alternative to death. Except that
his behaviour was not that of one strictly _compos mentis_, it would
seem that Lonergan had already made this decision.
What of Gaston Max?
The world was to be destroyed. This, frankly, I didn’t believe. It
might be possible for that terror behind the Voice to decimate a
village in the Pyrenees, to strike down one of his unhappy creatures
whose evidence threatened to be dangerous. But the whole of the world
presented a vastly bigger proposition.
Nevertheless, my life was certainly at stake, however great or small
might be the peril of the general population.
And Marusa was coming to see me.…
Abruptly I stood up. I had heard that dim whine heralding the
elevator’s approach. A section of wall slid silently upward. In the
car, which was only large enough to accommodate one passenger, Marusa
stood. She wore a smart walking suit and a little green hat crushed
down upon her coppery hair.
Her attitude surprised me.
She held a white handkerchief outstretched against her breast. Her
glance was eloquent--urgent!
My stupidity, looking back, amazes me. Thank heaven, the meaning of
her pantomime at last, and in time, dawned upon me!
Written in red, probably with lipstick, upon the cambric were these
words:
ALL WE SAY IS HEARD
ALL WE DO IS SEEN
Marusa, realizing that I had read and understood, crumpled up the
handkerchief in her hand and stepped out of the elevator. The panel
dropped down behind her.
We were alone.
2
“Your personal ideas of right and wrong are of no importance,” Marusa
explained.
As I bent over her, lighting a cigarette which she had taken from the
packet on my tray, her blue eyes were wells of unspoken eloquence.
“It’s just a question whether you prefer to survive with the few, or
pass out with the many. It’s really quite simple, isn’t it?”
“Painfully simple.”
I extinguished the match and dropped it into a teacup.
“You see, the Master is a sort of Higher Power. One might as well
disagree with the behaviour of a volcano as disagree with Anubis.”
She smiled up at me. And insane wonderment came.
Marusa was a figure of virginal womanhood to which I should have been
prepared humbly to offer all I had. That conspiracy, anarchy,
assassination could be acceptable to her as part of the creed of life,
I found it impossible to believe. Yet what else could I believe?
I thought of Lonergan! Not the truculent, self-sufficient Lonergan I
had known, but a subdued Lonergan, servant of the Master. This was
comforting. I stared eagerly, perhaps hungrily, into the charming face
of my visitor. Then came a second idea.…
Those figures in black armour--that remorseless, soulless thing
possessed of the strength of ten men which had captured me! Were
_these_ human?
Either the magical beliefs of the past had a firmer foundation than
modern science is prepared to grant, vampires and werewolves an actual
existence outside mediæval fable, or I was dreaming, had dreamed
since that hour when the Voice first addressed me, since the moment I
had seen a giant bat alight upon the Felsenweir tomb.…
In blue eyes raised to mine there was none of that queer, oblique
evasion, sense of a focus beyond one, which had disturbed me in
Lonergan’s glance. Marusa’s regard was passionately intense, as though
she hoped to communicate thoughts to which she dared not give
utterance.
I turned aside for a moment. I was trying to reject but knew myself
helpless to dispel the idea that this girl was not entirely human.…
Like other horrors I had met, she was the successful experiment of
some mighty modern magician--a perfected laboratory product, a
creature responsive to every whim of her creator; but having neither
heart nor soul: a shell, a mockery, an allurement to drag me down.…
“It’s so hopelessly unavoidable.”
I turned to her.
Gratefully reassuring, that English schoolgirl accent. But the odd
hint of foreign parentage in her intonation touched a note of
unreality, deep enough to keep my doubts alive.
“Quite!” I admitted. “What in the name of heaven you’re doing in this
galley defeats me. But I suppose it wouldn’t be sane to ask?”
“Well!” Marusa flicked ash from her cigarette. “It’s only natural
after all that you _should_ ask. I think I told you I came here
straight from school? And I sort of accepted it all. I’ve never known
anything different. Do please realize you’re not in the hands of a
madman with absurd theories. It’s true, it’s a fact that life on the
globe is going to end very shortly. Only those who know will survive.
It doesn’t matter whether you think it’s right or wrong. The _fact_
remains, doesn’t it?”
“It would seem to.”
“Of course, I don’t expect you to understand or to believe. But very
shortly you’ll know what I say is true. If you think it’s any use
dying, nobody can prevent you, I suppose. Frankly, I can’t see that it
would serve any purpose.”
My heart turned cold. She spoke of wholesale assassination as she
might have spoken of an invitation to a dance. Evidently I showed my
feelings, for:
“It sounds awful to you, I realize,” she confessed. “Once it would
have seemed awful to me. But when it’s all been explained to you, when
you grasp that it’s inevitable, necessary, part of the scheme of
things, you won’t feel like that.”
I began to wonder--and I began to hope again.
“One doesn’t curse an earthquake for killing thousands of people.
There’s no room for argument about it. We can’t save them _all_, can
we? They’re not meant to be saved. The only reason, I think, why I
have been allowed to tell _you_, is that time’s so short, and… well!”
She glanced aside and made a little _moue_ which filled me with a mad
desire to kiss her.
“I like you very much and I should hate you to die!”
My hope had been realized! The truth was welcome, but strange.
Marusa believed Anubis to be not a destroyer, but a saviour! His real
part in the pending catastrophe was concealed from her!
“But by what right does this Anubis impose the death penalty?”
“By right of his greater knowledge. Try to imagine what would happen
if the masses got to know about their coming destruction! All the
same, I must admit I used to think as you do. But there’s an
inevitableness about the whole thing which smashes down our poor
little laws. I can’t expect you to understand. It’s so colossal. It’s
entirely a matter of readjustment, you see… realizing how trivial and
petty and silly the things are which we used to consider so big!”
She looked up at me eagerly.
“Has Anubis told you all this?”
Marusa shook her head. Her expression changed, as I suppose my tone
had changed.
“I’ve never seen Anubis.… I’m only a sort of--privileged guest: I
mean, I don’t take any active part in the work of the order. I can’t
even tell you where he is!”
“You amaze me. Please go on.”
“I don’t know if you really mean it--but I’ll try to. You see, the
world is a sort of schoolroom. And just now it’s overcrowded. Nobody
can learn his proper lesson. A clearance is called for. The big war
helped quite a lot, but we should need earthquakes and plagues and a
score of big wars to put things right.”
She detected my smile and returned it with a charming smile of her
own.
“Do you think I’m mad?” she asked naïvely.
“No!”
I had ceased smiling and I suppose I spoke the word rather grimly.
“Are you furious with me?”
“Not at all.”
“Then don’t look at me like that! Because presently you’ll find all
your established ideas upset. I can see you don’t believe me. But
before judging, at least wait awhile.”
The difference between the carefully preserved casualness of this
conversation and that which underlay it impressed me forcibly.
“Am I allowed to ask questions?”
“No! Please don’t!”
“But there are so many things I want to know.”
“Probably things I should be unable to tell you.”
She was watching me in an earnest way which served as a reminder of
her warning:
_All we say is heard--all we do is seen._
Her beauty, her composed manner, the modern carelessness of her speech
combined to make me forget the true facts of my situation. Moreover, I
understood, or thought I understood, her place in this bloody
saturnalia. And now, Marusa stood up with a little wry smile.
“You surely don’t mean you’re going?”
“I’m afraid so.”
“But,” I said, claimed by a sudden and material curiosity, “how do you
notify the mysterious elevator that you desire its presence?”
She laughed lightly. Her youth and gaiety were amazing in that place
where artificial sunlight dispelled a gloom which should have been
black as that of the Pit. For surely the Thing which I knew as the
Voice had arisen straight from hell.
Another possibility regarding the girl, not quite so dreadful as the
first, suddenly presented itself. I thought again of Lonergan. Might
it not be that all creatures in Felsenweir, human and otherwise, were
_controlled_ in some way?
“It’s stupidly simple!”
Marusa spoke the words in so easily natural a manner that my
half-formulated theory was swept aside.
From a small handbag which she carried she took out a sort of disk,
mounted in what appeared to be dull gold. It vaguely resembled a
compass, but in place of a compass needle possessed a movable
indicator. She held it up before me.
“You’ll receive one of these,” she said, “very soon… at least, I hope
so. I haven’t time to explain it now, but I can show you how it
works.”
She moved the indicator to a number and twisted a small knob like that
of a watch. The result was that a succession of hieroglyphics appeared
in a space immediately below the centre of the dial. Ceasing to turn
when a figure resembling the Arab letter _’alif_ occupied the space,
she glanced at me, smiling with schoolgirlish mischief.
“There!”
She replaced the disk and closed her bag. I heard the whine of a
rising elevator.
“Please say you won’t be obstinate! I couldn’t bear it, now.…”
3
Throughout ten minutes of sunlit silence after Marusa’s departure, I
sat staring at that wall which masked the elevator shaft. I smoked
without knowing I was smoking. I recalled every word she had said
during our all too brief interview. By which tokens, if I had paused
to consider my condition, I must have known myself in love.
So I was seated when the now familiar whine brought me sharply to my
feet. I didn’t know what to expect nor _whom_ to expect. Perhaps that
unimaginable being, the Master--Anubis.
The panel slid upward.
I saw that the elevator was empty; but:
“Will you be good enough to enter, Woodville,” the Voice ordered.
“When you arrive at your destination, you will be directed.”
Since plainly I had no alternative, I stepped into the narrow car.
Immediately it began to descend. My last view of the room in which I
had awakened was one of the floor on my line of sight as the lift
dropped, carrying the closing panel with it.
Descent took place in absolute darkness. I still had a half-smoked
cigarette between my fingers when light came blindingly.
Before me I saw a vast, luxuriously furnished apartment, not
resembling any place that I had hitherto seen. Despite its air of
luxury it possessed a sort of simplicity. Growing roses in square
stone pots were used as decorations. The walls and floor were of gray
stone blocks, the latter being covered with very fine rugs.
A flat ceiling bore a geometrical design in blue and gold. There were
many cushioned settees. A strange-looking statue which I had no time
or inclination to examine occupied the centre of the place. It was
black. Along one side of this hall, vaguely resembling a cloister and
separated from the main apartment by solid square pillars, was a sort
of corridor.
Since I was plainly intended to do so, I stepped out of the car.
I paused, looking about me. There was no sound. The hall was silent as
a tomb. I thought I was alone--until, standing far along the
cloisteresque passage, I saw a gigantic armoured figure!
The Voice addressed me.
“Come to the door before which you see the Watch standing, Woodville.
He will admit you.”
I glanced down at my dwindling cigarette, dropped it and set my foot
upon it. Resolutely I stepped out, turned left, walked along the
cloister, and approached that armoured Thing. Lacking those
experiences which had been mine, one could never have supposed this
gleaming giant to be animate. One hand upraised held a mace which
rested upon the mailed right shoulder. This primitive, formidable
weapon would, I verily believe, have shattered the skull of an
elephant.
Some three paces I was from the black guardian when slowly his
gigantic mace was moved from the shoulder and lowered. Its head
dropped with a metallic crash upon the stone floor!
The figure lumberingly took a pace to the right. In the patch of wall
revealed I saw such a four-foot opening as that from which I had
recently come.
This, I presumed, was another elevator.
I shall not attempt to describe my feelings as I passed the Watch. But
I reflected that one sudden death was as good as another and stepped
into the narrow car. Immediately it arose, either mechanically as the
result of my stepping into it or because of some signal which I did
not observe.
Complete darkness--then, suddenly, light, as the elevator became
stationary.
I stepped out on to an ancient stone staircase.…
This was part of the former hold of Felsenweir. I looked down to my
right. A massive iron grille barred the stair. There were no windows.
But sunshine prevailed. Clearly I was meant to go upwards. I began to
ascend.
On and on I went. Three times I detected spaces left of the winding
staircase (i.e., on the outside of the tower which clearly I was
climbing) where windows had been bricked up and cemented over.
A memory came.
I recalled Felsenweir as I had seen it from the Devil’s Elbow. The
battlements, the first platform, the keep, and above the keep, jutting
up like a minaret, the central watch tower.
This must be the watch tower. I was climbing to the highest point of
Felsenweir.
What should I find at the top? Who awaited me there?
Already an age seemed to have elapsed since I had talked with Marusa.
I was alone now in this haunted shell of a past tyranny, nearing the
heart of that mystery which had brought me to the Black Forest.
Up I went and up.…