CHAPTER XII.

Clifford was deeply wounded. It was all so much worse than he had

expected. The injury to the boy, the injury to himself wrought by Mrs

Stanhope, surpassed in reality his own vague anticipations of ill. But,

as usual, he hid his feelings under his impenetrable manner, and to

Knutty he only said:

"Knutty, Alan has been able to open his heart to me. And I have been

able to tell him that--that I did not kill his mother."

"Oh, my dear one," she cried, "you have suffered, both of you."

"It will be all right now for him," Clifford answered.

"And for you?" she asked anxiously.

"It will be all right for me later," he said. "I am going for a long

walk to think things over and pull myself together. And, Knutty, I want

you to tell Miss Frensham that I thank her with my whole heart for

urging the boy to come to me this morning. I cannot speak of it myself

just now. But you will tell her."

Knutty watched him climb up the steep hillside, pass the different

barns, and disappear into the birch-woods.

"Nã," she said, "it is the best plan for him to go and have it out by

himself with Nature, which he loves, to help and sustain him."

Later on she found Katharine, and gave Clifford's last message.

"Those were his last words, kjaere," she said. "I don't grudge them to

you one little bit. If you had not bewitched that boy, we should not be

one single step forrader. It was all too much for me. Seventeen stone

cannot bewitch any one. I know my limitations as well as my weight."

"Seventeen stone can stand solidly by like a fine old fortress," said

Katharine, giving her a hug.

"That metallic beast!--that metallic beast!" Knutty exclaimed. "She is

fifty times worse than poor Marianne. Marianne was merely an explosive

substance. She was a pretty bad explosive substance, I will own. But she

had some kind of a heart. Mrs Stanhope has only some sort of artificial

clockwork contrivance. But I'd like to tear even that out. Ak, ak, how

hot it is! Fat people will go to heaven when they die, I feel sure; for

they've had all their roasting on earth!"

"There is thunder in the air," Katharine said, as she fanned Tante with

an English newspaper. "I am sure we are in for a storm. I hope Professor

Thornton will not go far. Alan is out, too. He went off with Jens a few

minutes ago, down to the valley, to the Landhandleri. He has been

talking to me about his mother, Knutty. We had a stroll together before

breakfast, and then it was I told him that----"

Katharine paused.

"That he would never forgive himself if he were to lose his father

before he had told him what his trouble had been."

Knutty put down her knitting.

"Why did you say that?" she asked.

"I don't know," Katharine answered. "It came into my head, and I felt

something had to be done to help the boy through the barrier of silence

at once."

"Before it was too late, you meant?" Knutty said, looking distressed.

"Yes," replied Katharine simply.

"Well," said Knutty, in her own generous way, "I am glad he knew you did

it."

But they were not to be allowed to have further private conversation

that afternoon; for Bedstemor, now recovered from the first shock of

Bedstefar's death, came across from her own house to the Gaard. Ragnhild

hurried out to the porch, and begged Fröken Knudsgaard to keep Bedstemor

by her side and prevent her from making a descent on the kitchen, where

already great preparations were going on for the funeral feast.

"Bedstemor is going to give trouble!" Ragnhild whispered. "Thou knowest

she likes to have everything very, very grand. She wants us to do twice

as much as we are doing. Ak! There she comes now. Wilt thou not keep her

and talk with her? Let her tell thee again about her marriage, and how

she danced her shoes through on her wedding-day."

Knutty captured Bedstemor, and the old lady sat in the porch and talked

of poor Bedstefar.

"A ja," she said quaintly, "he is dead at last, poor man. He was two

years dying. It seemed a long time." Then she added mysteriously:

"God has been very good to me. And I feel very happy."

"Aha, that is a good thing," said Knutty. "Nei, nei, Bedstemor, don't go

and make yourself hotter in the kitchen. It is terribly hot this

afternoon. Stay here with me and tell me about your wedding. Tell me the

history of this old, old family. And is it true, Bedstemor, that when

you were fifteen, you were carried off by the mountain-people? Tell me

all about it. You can trust me. I won't breathe a word to any one."

So in this way Bedstemor was kept quiet, entertained and entertaining by

speaking of herself and old days, and old ways. She told Knutty about

Föderaad, the legal dues paid to the parents by the eldest son who takes

over the management of the Gaard. Knutty learnt that Föderaad varied in

different families; but in the Solli family it meant the possession of

five cows, eight sheep, sixteen sacks of grain annually, a two-year-old

calf for killing each autumn; also a pig, and a potato-field, or else

the payment of 60 kroner a-year. Bedstefar's death would deprive

Bedstemor of rather less than half this Föderaad; she would have three

cows, five sheep, half the quantity of grain, half the value of the

potato-field, and, of course, pig and calf entire; and the dower-house

with all its belongings undisturbed.

But the moment arrived when Bedstemor could no longer be deterred from

going into the Gaard which had once been hers, and making straight for

the kitchen, in a masterful manner born of reawakened memories of

ownership. Then Mor Inga came out and had a cry; but Tante patted her on

the back and whispered cheering words which brought a smile to Mor

Inga's tearful face.

"Ja," said Mor Inga, "thou art right, thou. One can never please one's

relatives. It is stupid to expect to do so. It was a wise remark. Thou

good Danish friend of mine!"

She told Tante that the old order of things was passing away, even in

the more remote parts of the valley; but as Bedstefar belonged to the

old order, he was to be buried according to the "gammel skik" (the old

custom). But they intended to reduce the number of feast-days to the

lowest number compatible with the dignity of the family and due honour

to the dead--about four days; only in that case it would be necessary to

show more than ordinarily lavish hospitality, so that none of the guests

might feel that the family had not the means nor the desire to entertain

them right royally. The kitchen had already become the scene of

increased industry; and Ragnhild would soon be cooking countless jellies

and innumerable fancy biscuits. No cakes were to be made; for, according

to custom, the guests would bring them on the day of the funeral, or

send them the day before. A sheep, an ox, and a calf were to be killed

that very evening, and some one would be sent to bring back fresh Mysost

from the Saeter. And two days before the burial, Jens and a fair-haired

cousin Olaf would go up into the mountains to bring back a good supply

of trout from the lake. Mor Inga reckoned that they would need about two

hundred pounds. Then the main dwelling-house and all the brown houses

would have to be thoroughly scoured and put in order.

"The guests must not see one speck of dust nor one unpolished

door-handle," Mor Inga said. "For they will walk over the whole house

and notice everything."

"Now remember," enjoined Knutty, as Mor Inga rose to go back to domestic

difficulties, "do your best, and don't waste time trying to please any

relation on earth; for it is an impossibility."

Solli passed by afterwards, and paused to say a few words to Tante. He

did not often talk.

"We are in for a thunderstorm," he said. "I wish we had more water. Rain

has been so scarce that we have no water with which to put the fire out,

if the Gaard should be struck by lightning. There has not been such a

dry season for years."

Old Kari paused a moment on her way to the house, where Bedstefar lay in

sublime unconsciousness of life, the things of this world, and the

bustling preparations which were being carried on for his funeral feast.

He lay there decorated with scented geranium-leaves. The entrance-door

of his resting-place was guarded by two young fir-trees, which Karl had

cut down from the woods above. He was visited from time to time by

different members of the family, and old Kari went in continually,

sprinkling the ground with water, and strewing fresh sweet

juniper-leaves on the floor which Bedstefar would never tread again. She

held some juniper in her apron now.

"God morgen," she said, nodding to Tante. "Ak, ja! I knew Bedstefar

would die yesterday. Lisaros was so restless. And there is still more

trouble to come, for Fjeldros has a very sore throat!"

Then Jens and Alan came back in the gig.

"We are going to have an awful storm, Knutty," Alan said. "It is

suffocating down in the valley. Where's father?"

"He went out," Knutty answered, pointing vaguely in the direction of the

birch-woods.

"I'll go and meet him," Alan said.

"Don't go, Alan," Knutty said a little anxiously. "You don't know which

way he will come back."

"Knutty," the boy asked shyly, "did he tell you we'd--we'd--we'd----"

"Yes," answered Knutty, with a comforting nod. "I know all about it."

"I feel quite a different fellow now," Alan said. "And father was so

awfully good to me. He wasn't angry or upset or anything. And he was

just splendid about mother, and--and, Knutty, I--I shall always hate

myself."

"You may do that as much as you like, so long as you love him," Knutty

said. "Now help me up, stakkar. I am going to take another lesson in the

making of fladbröd. And Mette is beckoning to me that she is ready to

begin."

As they strolled together across the courtyard to the hut where Mette

was making the fladbröd, Knutty said:

"I feel ten stone lighter to-day to think that my darling icebergs have

come together again. They must never drift apart any more."

"Never," said Alan eagerly; and Knutty, glancing at him out of the

corner of her sharp little eyes, was satisfied that Clifford had won or

was winning his son back to their old loving comradeship.

"Ah," she thought, "how unconscious the boy is of the wound he has

inflicted on his father. Well, that's all right. It is only fair on the

young that they should not realise the limits of their own

understanding."

So they went in and watched the bright and dramatic Mette, with whom

Tante had an affinity, making fladbröd for the funeral guests. She

explained that she was making the best quality now: cooked potato,

barley and rye, finely powdered and mixed, without water. Gaily she

rolled this mystic compound until it was as thin as a sheet of paper,

and she whipped it off with a flourish on to the top of the

fladbröd-oven, known as a "Takke," a round, flat iron oven placed for

the time being in the Peise. Then she turned it at the right moment on

to its other side, and whisked it off with another flourish on to the

top of a great pile of fladbröd, which looked like a ruined pillar of

classic times.

"Certainly," said Tante, nodding approvingly, "thou art a true

_artiste_, Mette."

"I do it best when I'm watched," said Mette, laughing. "Then I get

excited."

"An _artiste_ should get excited," said Knutty.

Then Knutty learnt that there were other kinds of fladbröd, the coarsest

quality being made of beans, barley, and water. And she was still

acquiring accurate knowledge on this important subject, and listening

delightedly to Mette's animated explanations, when a clap of thunder was

heard.

"Nei da!" cried Mette, "we are in for a storm. I must go and call my

poor cows home. It is nearly milking-time."

Tante found Gerda, Katharine, and Alan standing together in the

courtyard.

"Here comes my Ejnar," Gerda exclaimed, as a lone figure came into view

on the hillside. "I am thankful he has not strayed far. Solli says we

are in for an awful storm."

"And I see some one yonder," Katharine said. "I daresay that is

Professor Thornton."

But it proved to be the Sorenskriver. He hastened back to the Gaard,

hurrying the loitering Ejnar on with him. Every one had now returned

except Clifford. The sky grew blacker and more threatening. There was no

rain. Hesitating claps of thunder were heard. Knutty, Katharine, and

some of the others gathered together on the verandah, which commanded

the whole view of the valley, and watched the awe-inspiring exhibition

of Nature's anger. The fury of the storm broke loose. The lightning was

blinding, the thunder terrific. Time after time they all thought that

the Gaard must have been struck. At last the rain fell heavily and more

heavily. Every one was relieved to hear it; for the turf on the roofs of

all the black houses and barns was as dry as matchwood. Every one in

different corners of the Gaard was keeping a look-out for Clifford.

Knutty pretended to be philosophic, and said at intervals:

"He is quite safe, I am sure. He has taken shelter somewhere. Besides,

he loves a thunderstorm, the silly fellow! Isn't it ridiculous? Now, _I_

think the only pleasant place in a thunderstorm is the coal-cellar. I've

found it a most consoling refuge."

And when Alan said:

"I'm getting awfully anxious about father, Knutty," she answered:

"Now, really, kjaere, don't be foolish. He can take care of himself. He

was not born yesterday."

They all tried to reassure and divert the boy, all of them, including

even Ejnar.

"If the Kemiker does not bring some treasure back from his long

expedition," he said, "I, for one, will have nothing to say to such a

contemptible wretch."

Mor Inga came to add her word of comfort.

"No doubt the Professor has taken shelter at that little lonely Saeter

in the direction of F----," she said.

"He will be comfortable there; and the old woman makes an excellent cup

of coffee."

The storm died down. The early evening passed into the late evening; and

still Clifford did not come. Ten o'clock struck, and still he did not

come. At twelve o'clock the storm broke loose again and raged with

redoubled fury. Knutty, Katharine, and Alan watched together, in

Knutty's room. They could not induce the boy to go to bed. He was in

great distress.

"If father would only come back," he kept on saying; "if he'd only come

back. If he does not come soon, I must go and look for him."

"He will not return to-night," Katharine said. "And it would be useless

to go out and look for him. As Mor Inga says, he has probably taken

shelter in some Saeter, and there he will stay until the morning comes.

Cheer up, Alan dear. It will be all right to-morrow."

It was she who finally persuaded the boy to go to bed; and when she

looked into his room ten minutes later, he was fast asleep, worn out

with the emotions and anxieties of that day. Then Knutty and she watched

and waited.

"I should not be feeling so miserable about my poor iceberg," Knutty

said, "if he had gone off in a happier mood. But he was quite knocked

over by his interview with the boy. It was all so much worse than he had

anticipated. That was what I had feared."

"But you see it is past now," Katharine said, reassuring her,--"I mean,

the telling of it. He will come back, strengthened and soothed; while

Alan's anxiety for his father's safety will help to put things right."

"My dear, I never thought of that," Knutty exclaimed, with a faint

glimmer of cheerfulness on her old face. "You leap out to those things.

You're an illuminated darling. That's what you are."

Gerda came to see them.

"Ejnar is fast asleep and dreaming of 'Salix,'" she said; "but I could

not sleep, Tante. I have been thinking how dreadful it would be if the

Professor had been struck by lightning."

"That is what we have all been thinking, stupid one," answered Tante

gravely, "but we've had the sense not to say it. Go back to bed and

dream of 'Salix' too. Much better for you."

"But I came to comfort you," Gerda said "You must not send me away. Do

you know, I have been thinking of that song you love so much, 'Thou who

hast sorrow in thy heart.' Shall I sing to you now?"

Knutty nodded.

Gerda sang, softly, softly this Danish song:--

THOU WHO HAST SORROW IN THY HEART.

Thou, who hast sor-row in thy heart,

Go out to field and copse;

Let the cool winds breathe on thee

To make thee strong and whole.

Go o-ver hill and o-ver dale,

Go by the shin-ing sea and hear-ken intent,

To the tale of sad-ness in the woods,

And the gen-tle an-swer of the brook.

Knutty slept.

[Illustration: Sheet music of 'Thou who hast sorrow in thy heart'.]

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