Chapter XXI.

Was there some strange, magnetic attraction between Lord Arleigh and

Madaline, or could it be that the _valet_, knowing or guessing the state

of his master's affections, gave what he no doubt considered a timely

hint? Something of the kind must have happened, for Madaline, unable to

sleep, unable to rest, had risen in the early morning, while the dew was

on the grass, and had gone out into the shade of the woods. The August

sun shone brightly, a soft wind fanned her cheeks.

Madaline looked round before she entered the woods. The square turrets

of Verdun Royal rose high above the trees. They were tall and massive,

with great umbrageous boughs and massive rugged trunks, the boughs

almost reaching down to the long, thick grass. A little brook went

singing through the woods--a brook of clear, rippling water. Madaline

sat down by the brook-side. Her head ached for want of sleep, her heart

was stirred by a hundred varied emotions.

Did she love him? Why ask herself the question? She did love him--she

trembled to think how much. It was that very love which made her

hesitate. She hardly dared to think of him. In her great humility she

overlooked entirely the fact of her own great personal loveliness, her

rare grace and gifts. She could only wonder what there was in her that

could attract him.

He was a descendant of one of the oldest families in England--he had a

title, he was wealthy, clever, he had every great and good gift--yet he

loved her; he stooped from his exalted position to love her, and she,

for his own sake, wished to refuse his love. But she found it difficult.

She sat down by the brook-side, and, perhaps for the first time in her

gentle life, a feeling of dissatisfaction rose within her; yet it was

not so much that as a longing that she could be different from what she

was--a wish that she had been nobly born, endowed with some great gift

that would have brought her nearer to him. How happy she would have been

then--how proud to love him--how glad to devote her sweet young life to

him! At present it was different; the most precious thing that she could

give him--which was her love--would be most prejudicial to him. And just

as that thought came to her, causing the blue eyes to fill with tears,

she saw him standing before her.

She was not surprised; he was so completely part and parcel of her

thoughts and her life that she would never have felt surprised at seeing

him. He came up to her quietly.

"My darling Madaline, your face is pale, and there are tears in your

eyes. What is the matter? What has brought you out here when you ought

to be in-doors? What is the trouble that has taken away the roses and

put lilies in their place?"

"I have no trouble, Lord Arleigh," she replied. "I came here only to

think."

"To think of what, sweet?"

Her face flushed.

"I cannot tell you," she answered. "You cannot expect that I should tell

you everything."

"You tell me nothing, Madaline. A few words from you should make me the

happiest man in the world, yet you will not speak them."

Then all the assumed lightness and carelessness died from his manner. He

came nearer to her; her eyes drooped before the fire of his.

"Madaline, my love, let me plead to you," he said, "for the gift of your

love. Give me that, and I shall be content. You think I am proud," he

continued; "I am not one-half so proud, sweet, as you. You refuse to

love me--why? Because of your pride. You have some foolish notions that

the difference in our positions should part us. You are quite

wrong--love knows no such difference."

"But the world does," she interrupted.

"The world!" he repeated, with contempt. "Thank Heaven it is not my

master! What matters what the world says?"

"You owe more to the name and honor of your family than to the world,"

she said.

"Of that," he observed, "you must allow me to be the best judge."

She bowed submissively.

"The dearest thing in life to me is the honor of my name, the honor of

my race," said Lord Arleigh. "It has never been tarnished and I pray

Heaven that no stain may ever rest upon it. I will be frank with you,

Madaline, as you are with me, though I love you so dearly that my very

life is bound up in yours. I would not ask you to be my wife if I

thought that in doing so I was bringing a shadow of dishonor on my

race--if I thought that I was in even ever so slight a degree tarnishing

my name; but I do not think so. I speak to you frankly. I know the story

of your misfortunes, and, knowing it, do not deem it sufficient to part

us. Listen and believe me, Madaline--if I stood with you before the

altar, with your hand in mine, and the solemn words of the marriage

service on my lips, and anything even then came to my knowledge which I

thought prejudicial to the fame and honor of my race, I should without

hesitation ask you to release me. Do you believe me?"

"Yes," she replied, slowly, "I believe you."

"Then why not trust me fully? I know your story--it is an old story

after all. I know it by heart; I am the best judge of it. I have weighed

it most carefully; it has not been a lightly-considered matter with me

at all, and, after thinking it well over, I have come to the conclusion

that it is not sufficient to part us. You see, sweet, that you may

implicitly believe me. I have no false gloss of compliments. Frankly, as

you yourself would do, I admit the drawback; but, unlike you, I affirm

that it does not matter."

"But would you always think so? The time might come when the remembrance

of my father's----"

"Hush!" he said, gently. "The matter must never be discussed between us.

I tell you frankly that I should not care for the whole world to know

your story. I know it--the duke and duchess know it. There is no need

for it to be known to others; and, believe me, Madaline, it will never

be and need never be known--we may keep it out of sight. It is not

likely that I shall ever repent, for it will never be of any more

importance to me than it is now."

He paused abruptly, for her blue eyes were looking wistfully at him.

"What is it, Madaline?" he asked, gently.

"I wish you would let me tell you all about it--how my mother, so gentle

and good, came to marry my father, and how he fell--how he was tempted

and fell. May I tell you, Lord Arleigh?"

"No," he replied, after a short pause, "I would rather not hear it. The

duchess has told me all I care to know. It will be better, believe me,

for the whole story to die away. If I had wished to hear it, I should

have asked you to tell it me."

"It would make me happier," she said; "I should know then that there was

no mistake."

"There is no mistake, my darling--the duchess has told me; and it is not

likely that she has made a mistake, is it?"

"No. She knows the whole story from beginning to end. If she has told

you, you know all."

"Certainly I do; and, knowing all, I have come here to beg you to make

me happy, to honor me with your love, to be my Wife. Ah, Madaline, do

not let your pride part us!"

He saw that she trembled and hesitated.

"Only imagine what life must be for us, Madaline, if we part. You would

perhaps go on living with the duchess all your life--for, in spite of

your coyness and your fear, I believe you love me so well, darling,

that, unless you marry me, you will marry no one--you would drag on a

weary, tried, sad, unhappy existence, that would not have in it one

gleam of comfort."

"It is true," she said, slowly.

"Of course it is true. And what would become of me? The sun would have

no more brightness for me; the world would be as a desert; the light

would die from my life. Oh, Madaline, make me happy by loving me!"

"I do love you," she said, unguardedly.

"Then why not be my wife?"

She drew back trembling, her face pale as death.

"Why not be my wife?" he repeated.

"It is for your own sake," she said. "Can you not see? Do you not

understand?"

"For my sake. Then I shall treat you as a vanquished kingdom--I shall

take possession of you, my darling, my love!"

Bending down, he kissed her face--and this time she made no resistance

to his sovereign will.

"Now," said Lord Arleigh, triumphantly, "you are my very own, nothing

can separate us--that kiss seals our betrothal; you must forget all

doubts, all fears, all hesitation, and only say to yourself that you are

mine--all mine. Will you be happy, Madaline?"

She raised her eyes to his, her face bedewed with happy tears.

"I should be most ungrateful if I were not happy," she replied; "you are

so good to me, Lord Arleigh."

"You must not call me 'Lord Arleigh'--say 'Norman.'"

"Norman," she repeated, "you are so good to me."

"I love you so well, sweet," he returned.

The happy eyes were raised to his face.

"Will you tell me," she asked, "why you love me, Norman? I cannot think

why it is. I wonder about it every day. You see girls a thousand times

better suited to you than I am. Why do you love me so?"

"What a question to answer, sweet! How can I tell why I love you? I

cannot help it; my soul is attracted to your soul, my heart to your

heart, Madaline. I shall be unwilling to leave you again; when I go away

from Verdun Royal, I shall want to take my wife with me."

She looked at him in alarm.

"I am quite serious," he continued. "You are so sensitive, so full of

hesitation, that, if I leave you, you will come to the conclusion that

you have done wrong, and will write me a pathetic little letter, and go

away."

"No, I shall not do that," she observed.

"I shall not give you a chance, my own; I shall neither rest myself nor

let any one else rest until you are my wife. I will not distress you now

by talking about it. I shall go to the duchess to-day, and tell her that

you have relented in my favor at last; then you will let us decide for

you, Madaline, will you not?"

"Yes," she replied, with a smile; "it would be useless for me to rebel."

"You have made some very fatal admissions," he said, laughingly. "You

have owned that you love me; after that, denial, resistance, coyness,

shyness, nothing will avail. Oh, Madaline, I shall always love this spot

where I won you! I will have a picture of this brook-side painted some

day. We must go back to the house now; but, before we go, make me happy;

tell me of your own free will that you love me."

"You know I do. I love you, Norman--I will say it now--I love you ten

thousand times better than my life. I have loved you ever since I first

saw you; but I was afraid to say so, because of--well, you know why."

"You are not afraid now, Madaline?"

"No, not now," she replied; "you have chosen me from all the world to be

your wife. I will think of nothing but making you happy."

"In token of that, kiss me--just once--of your own free will."

"No," she refused, with a deep blush.

"You will, if you love me," he said; and then she turned her face to

his. She raised her pure, sweet lips to his and kissed him, blushing as

she did so to the very roots of her golden hair.

"You must never ask me to do that again," she said, gravely.

"No," returned he; "it was so remarkably unpleasant, Madaline, I could

not wish for a repetition;" and then they went back to the house

together.

"Norman," said Madaline, as they stood before the great Gothic porch,

"will you wait until to-morrow before you tell the duchess?"

"No," he laughed, "I shall tell her this very day."

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