KATE MAKES AN APPOINTMENT.
Between Lady Fordingbridge and her father a better state of things
existed than that which prevailed between her and her husband. Indeed,
Kitty, who could not forgive the treachery of the man who was now her
husband, could not, at the same time, bring herself to regard her
father's share in that treachery in as equally black a light. She knew
that it was the actual truth that he had been much in debt to Simeon
Larpent (as he was then), and she had persuaded herself also to
believe that which he constantly assured her was the truth--and,
perhaps, might have been--that Larpent would have proceeded against
him for his debt, in spite of the story Fane had been instructed to
tell to the effect that the other was very willing to continue their
creditor. Moreover, old and feeble as her father was now--broken down
and unable any longer to earn bread to put in their mouths, she did
not forget that, until the events of the last few unhappy months, he
had been an excellent parent to her. For, hardly and roughly, by long
days of weary work, the bread had been earned somehow, the roof kept
over their heads, the clothes found for their backs. Hour after hour,
as she remembered, the worn-out old Irish gentleman--once the
brilliant young military adventurer had stood in the room set apart
for the fencing school, giving his lessons to men young enough to be
his sons; and also she recalled how every night, it seemed to her, he
was more fatigued than before, his back a little more bowed, his
weariness greater. And as--even after the marriage had taken place
into which she had been hoodwinked--she thought of all this, and of
how he had grown older and more feeble in his fight to keep the wolf
from the door, she almost brought herself to forgive him entirely for
the great wrong he had done her.
She sat thinking over all this on the morning after her lord's
departure for the country, while opposite to her, toasting his feet in
front of the fire, her father sat. The old man was well dressed now;
he was comfortable and without care--an astute Irish attorney settled
in Paris had tied the viscount up as tightly as possible in the matter
of jointure, settlements and dowry for Kitty, not without remonstrance
from Fordingbridge, which was, however, unavailing; and out of her own
money she had provided for her father. And as her eyes rested on him
she felt that, badly as he had behaved to her, she was still glad to
know that his laborious days were past. At this time Kitty was very
near to forgiving him altogether; her strong, loving heart remembering
so much of all he had done for her in the past, and forgetting almost
all of his wrongdoing.
"What do your letters say to ye, Kitty, this morning?" asked Doyle
Fane, who, after more than forty years' absence from his native land,
still retained some of its rich raciness of tone and accent. "Ye've a
big post there before ye, me child."
"Very little of any importance," she replied. "The night coach through
St. Albans brings me a letter from his lordship trusting I shall be
happy during his enforced absence. Faugh! Also there is one by the
French packet from Kathleen Muskerry. Her uncle, the priest at Marly,
is removed to St. Roch. Lady Belrose, whose acquaintance I made a
month ago at Leicester House, writes desiring me to accompany her to
the masquerade at Vauxhall."
"Good, me child, good. And what for not? 'Twill do ye good to see some
life, to----"
"To see some life!" she repeated, "see some life! In the midst of
death all around us!"
"Death!" the old man repeated. "Death! Faith, I did not know it. What
death is there around us?"
"Father!" she exclaimed, looking at him, "is there not death all
around--threatening those whom we love--whom we loved once? Do you not
know that London is at the present moment full of followers of the
unhappy prince, who, if they are caught, must be doomed? Do you not
know that the Tower, Newgate, the New Gaol over the water in
Southwark, is crowded with such men, all of whom have soon to stand
their trial for high treason--men of whom we have known many, some of
whom were your pupils? Father, this is no time for masquerades."
For a moment the old man gazed at her with solemn eyes, as though
endeavouring to penetrate her mind, to discover if behind her words
there lay any hidden meaning; then he asked:
"Are there any--any whom--we know particularly well among these
threatened men? You may tell me, Kitty. You may trust me--now."
"Is not Father Sholto in jeopardy?" she asked, while her eyes also
rested on him much as his had dwelt on her. Perhaps she, too, was
wondering if he guessed to whom, more than all others, her remarks
applied. "If he were discovered would he not share the gaol, if not
the scaffold? He told us yesterday that there was a newly-made law
against any Jesuit priests from France who should be found in
England."[Note B]
"Are there any--any others?" he almost whispered. But still her clear
blue eyes regarded him, and she spoke no word.
"Well, well," he said a moment after. "Perhaps it may be, even after
so many years, that I do not deserve your confidence. Yet, Kitty, I
was nigh as much deceived in some things as you were. Child," he said,
leaning across the table as he spoke, "I swear to you I thought that
man who came to us was, in truth, the priest, the _curé_ of Moret. How
could I know he was a paid creature of Larpent's, a vile cheat,
instead of the man who, as I supposed, had tied the hands of Bertie
El----?"
"Stop," said his daughter, "stop! Don't mention that again. Let it be
done with, forgotten; dead and buried. It is past! Over! I--I--am Lord
Fordingbridge's wife."
"Yet I must ask. I must know. Nay, I do know. Fordingbridge hinted as
much to me ere he set out. Kitty," and now his voice sank to a whisper
that none but she could have heard, even though in the room, "is he in
London?"
"Yes," she whispered also, softly as a woman's whisper ever is. "Yes.
He is here. Oh, father! for the love of God, betray us--him--no more.
For if you do, it will not end this time with broken hearts, but with
death."
"Betray you," he said, "betray you again! Why will you not believe me
once more? See, Kitty, see here," and as he spoke he rose from his
chair and stood before her. "I swear to you that I am true in
spite--in spite of what I once did, partly in ignorance--unwittingly.
I myself loved Elphinston and always despised Larpent. And I
did--honestly, I did--believe that he had married Mademoiselle
Baufremont."
"Well," she said, "well, he had not. Enough of that. And, since
you ask me to trust you once again as I trusted you before, I answer
you--remember his life, as well as Douglas Sholto's, are in your
hands--he is in London. Both are here."
"'Tis madness," he murmured, "madness. For, Kitty, as sure as he is
here he will be betrayed. Fordingbridge will denounce him."
"Alas!" she replied, almost wringing her hands, "alas! I fear as much
myself. Yet Father Sholto says not--that it is impossible. For, he
declares, should harm come to either of them through him, he will
cause him also to be denounced. He knows some secret as to
Fordingbridge's doings that, he says, would bring him to the block for
a surety, which secret, if he turns traitor, he will use most
remorselessly. And, do what he may, at least he is harmless now. He
will be in Cheshire for a month. By that time I pray that both the
others may be beyond the seas."
"Have you seen him?" he asked, still in a low voice.
He knew that in London at this time walls almost had ears,
and that every footman or waiting-maid might be a spy of the
Government--especially in a house but recently re-opened after many
years of disuse, and, consequently, possessing a staff of servants new
to their employers and taking neither interest nor sympathy in their
affairs. Also he knew that, in the garb of servants, many a Government
agent was carefully watching every action of his or her temporary
employers. London especially had but recently recovered from too great
a fright to cease as yet to fear for its safety, and saw a bugbear in
many harmless strangers now in its midst; the house of a nobleman
returned recently from France--the birthplace of the late
invasion--and known to be a Catholic, would, therefore, be a
particularly likely object to be subjected to supervision, quiet yet
effectual.
"No," she replied; "no, I have not seen him. God forbid I should. And
if I did, the only words I could, I think, find heart to utter would
be to beseech him to fly at once. Oh! father, father, I dread some
awful calamity, though I know not in what form or shape it may come."
As she spoke, a tap was heard at the door, and, a second afterwards,
Father Sholto entered the room, while so much had her ladyship's fears
and tremors overcome her and her father that both exclaimed at once,
in the same words, "Is all well?"
"In so far as I know," he replied, after having exchanged morning
greetings with them. "As well as all will ever be. Why do you ask?
Have you reason to dread aught?"
"No, no," Kitty replied. "Still, I know not why, I am strangely
uneasy, strangely nervous to-day. Some feeling of impending ills seems
to hang over me."
"Yet," said Sholto, "if omens are to be supposed to have any power, no
such feeling should trouble you to-day. Kitty, I bear good news----"
"Good news!" she exclaimed. "From----"
"From an acquaintance of mine--one who is in the office of the Scotch
Secretary of State. Nay," he went on, seeing the look of
disappointment on her face, and knowing she had expected matter of a
different kind, "'tis worth hearing. Among the names of those now in
London for whom diligent search is being made--the names of those who,
if found, are doomed--three do not appear--three in whom we are
concerned."
"Thank God!" exclaimed Lady Fordingbridge and her father together.
"They are----"
"Our two friends across the river and--and--myself."
"Therefore you may escape at once?" she asked. "All of you? There is
nothing to keep you here in England--the Cause is broken, it can never
be regained now--you can all depart in peace?"
"Yes," he said, "we can." But letting his eye fall on Fane, he took
her a little apart and said:
"Kitty, we have the chance of getting across the water; at least, we
are safe at present. I, you know, can go at any moment; there is
nothing to detain me. The glorious work, the accomplishment of which I
crossed over to see, will never be done now--I may as well go.
But--shall the others go too? It rests with you to say."
"With me," she said, looking up at him; "with me? Why, how should I
prevent them going? Oh Archibald, if I could see them I would beg them
on my knees to go while there is yet time."
"One will not leave England without the other; Douglas would never go
without Bertie. And, Kitty, Elphinston will not go yet."
"Not yet! Why not? What does he tarry for? Is it to take vengeance on
my husband, to--to----"
"To see you."
"To see me," she said, clasping her hands convulsively together, while
from her soft blue eyes there shone so bright a light that Father
Sholto knew how deeply the love still dwelt in her heart for the poor
wanderer and outcast; "to see me. Oh! say, does he forgive--has he
sent me one word of pardon, of pity?"
"Ay, child, he forgives, if he has aught to forgive. Those are his
words. Yet, he bids me say, he must see you, speak with you;
then--then he will go away for ever. Now," Sholto went on, "'tis for
you to decide. If you see him, there is naught to prevent his going;
only--I must tell you, it is my duty as a priest, though you need but
little caution from me--remember this man loves you now as much as he
ever loved you, and--you are another man's wife."
Fane had left the room when the others drew apart--perhaps he
guessed that Sholto had some message for his daughter--so that now
they could speak at ease. For a moment Lady Fordingbridge seemed lost
in thought--as though struggling between conflicting desires, the one
to see again the man she loved, the other to know that he was safe, a
third to remember that, however hateful to her Lord Fordingbridge was,
she was still his wife. Then suddenly she said:
"You are right. 'Tis best we should not meet. Yet--yet--you say he
will not quit England without our doing so."
"I fear not. And time is precious. Remember, though the names are not
in the list, they may be at any moment. Or he, or both of them, may be
denounced. Many of Cumberland's and Cope's regiments are back in
London; they may be recognised by some against whom they fought, and,
if that were the case, their chance of existence would be small.
Kitty, if you are strong enough, as you should be, 'tis almost best
that you should see him. Then he can go in peace."
"I am strong enough," she replied. "Have no fear of me; I have none of
myself. Yet, how can it be? He cannot come here--I cannot go to him.
But oh! to hear from his own lips that he forgave me, that he would
think of me sometimes without bitterness."
"What answer shall I give him, then?"
"Does he await one?"
"Eagerly. If you bade him meet you in George's Throne-room he would
contrive to be there."
"When do you see him again?" she asked.
"To-night, after dark."
"So be it. To-night you shall bear him a message from me. Now, leave
me a little while. At dinner we will meet again. Then, then, I will
ask you to carry a note to him."
When she was alone she went to the standish and, taking pens and
paper, wrote two notes. The first was easily despatched; it simply
told Lady Belrose she would accompany her and her party to Vauxhall on
the following night. The next took longer, caused her much
deliberation.
She pined to see the man whom in her own heart she accused herself of
having deceived; yet she dreaded the hour when she should stand face
to face with him. Alas! how could she look into his eyes--eyes that
she feared would look back but sternly upon her--and plead for
forgiveness, remembering that, had she but trusted and believed in
him, they who now met as strangers would by this time have been man
and wife a twelvemonth. Yet, it was not only to gratify her own desire
to once more touch his hand and hear his voice, even though that voice
should reproach her, that she desired to see him. It was also to save
him, since he would leave the country, he had said, after they had
once met.
So, at last, she decided it should be so. She would see him once,
would take his pardon from his own lips--Sholto had said that he
forgave her--and then she would bid him go and consult nothing but his
own safety and that of his true and tried friend.
She took the pen in her hand again and drew the paper towards her,
but, at first, she knew not what to say. In the previous letter she
had sent him the words and ideas had come easily enough, for then she
was writing a straightforward narrative with, in it, a sad plea for
forgiveness. But now it was different. She was making an assignation
with a man she had once loved--once!--she was deceiving her husband.
"Bah!" she said, as this thought rose to her mind. "If 'tis deception
let it be so. Out of his deceit to me is borne mine to him."
Whereon once more she pondered a moment on what she should say, and
then wrote:
"Lady Fordingbridge will be at the masquerade at Vauxhall to-morrow
night. May she hope she will hear none but gentle words there?"
That was all.