about fellows or scrapes. She knew better, she said, for no girl could
go through any school and not know something about them unless she were
a greater softie than I looked to be.
“I was always getting into a scrape, or out of one,” she said, “and it
was such fun. Why, I never learned a blessed thing,—I didn’t go to
learn, and I kept the teachers so stirred up that their lives were a
burden to them, and I know they must have made a special thank-offering
to some missionary fund when I left. And yet I know they liked me in
spite of my pranks. And to think you were stuffing your head with
knowledge at Wellesley all the time, and I never knew it, nor Grant
either! I tell you he don’t like it any better than I do. And Aunt
Kizzy’s excuse, that you would have neglected your studies if you had
known he was at Harvard, is all rubbish. That was not the reason. Do you
know what the real one was?”
I said I did not, and with a little laugh she continued, “You _are_ a
softie, sure enough;” then, pushing me a little from her, she regarded
me attentively a moment, and continued, “Do you know how very, very
beautiful you are?”
I might have disclaimed such knowledge, if something in her bright,
searching eyes had not wrung the truth in part from me, and made me
answer, “I have been told so a few times.”
“Of course you have,” she replied. “Who told you?”
“Oh, the girls at Wellesley,” I answered, beginning to feel uneasy under
the fire of her eyes.
“Humbug!” she exclaimed. “I tell you, girls don’t count. I mean boys.
What boy has told you you were handsome? Has Grant? Honor bright, has
Grant?”
The question was so sudden that I was taken quite aback, while conscious
guilt, if I can call it that, added to my embarrassment. It was three
weeks since Grant came home, and in that time we had made rapid strides
towards something warmer than friendship. We had ridden and driven
together for miles around the country, had played and sung together, and
walked together through the spacious grounds, and once when we sat in
the summer-house and I had told him of my father’s and mother’s death
and my life in Meadowbrook and Wellesley, and how lonely I had sometimes
been because no one cared for me, he had put his arm around me, and,
kissing my forehead, had said, “Poor little Dorey! I wish I had known
you were at Wellesley. You should never have been lonely;” and then he
told me that he had seen me twice in Boston, once at a concert and once
in a street-car, and had never forgotten my face, which he thought
beautiful, and that he had called me his Lost Star, whom he had looked
for so long and found at last. And as he talked I had listened with a
heart so full of happiness that I could not speak, although with the
happiness there was a pang of remorse when I remembered what Aunt Keziah
had said about my not trying to win Grant’s love. And I was not trying;
the fault, if there were any, was on his side, and probably he meant
nothing. At all events, the scene in the summer-house was not repeated,
and I fancied that Grant’s manner after it was somewhat constrained, as
if he were a little sorry. But he had kissed me and told me I was
beautiful, and when Thea put the question to me direct, I stammered out
at last, “Ye-es, Grant thinks I am handsome.”
“Of course he does. How can he help it? And I don’t mind, even if we are
engaged.”
“Engaged!” I repeated, and drew back from her a little, for, although I
had suspected the engagement, I had never been able to draw from my
aunts any allusion to it or admission of it, and I had almost made
myself believe that there was none.
But I knew it now, and for a moment I felt as if I were smothering,
while Thea regarded me curiously, but with no jealousy or anger in her
gaze.
“You are surprised,” she said at last. “Has neither of the aunts told
you?”
“No,” I replied, “they have not, but I have sometimes suspected it. And
I have reason to think that such a marriage would please Aunt Kizzy very
much. Let me congratulate you.”
“You needn’t,” she said, a little stiffly. “It is all a made-up affair.
Shall I tell you about myself?” And, drawing me close to her again, she
told me that at a very early age she became an orphan, with a large
fortune as a certainty when she was twenty-one, as she would be at
Christmas, and another fortune coming to her in the spring, if she did
not marry Grant, and half in case she did. “It’s an awful muddle,” she
continued, “and you can’t understand it. I don’t either, except that one
of my ancestors, old Amos Hepburn, of Keswick, England, made a queer
will, or condition, or something, by which the Mortons will lose their
home unless I marry Grant, which is not a bad thing to do. I have known
him all my life, and like him so much; and it is not a bad thing for him
to marry me, either. Better do that than lose his home.”
“Would he marry you just for money?” I asked, while the spot on my
forehead, which he had kissed, burned so that I thought she must see it.
But she was brushing her long hair and twisting it into braids, and did
not look at me as she went on rapidly: “No, I don’t think he would marry
me for my money unless he liked me some. Aleck wouldn’t, and Grant
thinks himself vastly superior to Aleck, whom he calls a bore and a
crank; and perhaps he is, but he is very nice,—not handsome like Grant,
and not like him in anything. He has reddish hair, and freckles on his
nose, and big hands, and wears awful baggy clothes, and scolds me a good
deal, which Grant never does, and tells me I am fast and slangy, and
that I powder too much. He is my second cousin, you know, and stands
next to me in the Hepburn line, and if I should die he would come in for
the Morton estate, unless he finds the missing link, as he calls it,
which is ahead of us both. I am sure you will like him, and I shall be
so glad when he comes. I am not half as silly with him as I am without
him, because I am a little afraid of him, and I miss him so much.”
As I knew nothing of Aleck, I did not reply, and after a moment, during
which she finished braiding her hair and began to do up her bangs in
curl-papers, she said, abruptly, “Why don’t you speak? Don’t you
tumble?”
“What _do_ you mean?” I asked, and with very expressive gestures of her
hands, which she had learned abroad, she exclaimed, “Now, you are not so
big a softie as not to know what _tumble_ means, and you have been
graduated at Wellesley, too! You are greener than I thought, and I give
it up. But you just wait till I have coached you awhile, and you’ll know
what tumble means, and a good many more things of which you never
dreamed.”
I said I did not like slang,—in short, that I detested it,—and we were
having rather a spirited discussion on the subject, and Thea was talking
in anything but a whisper, when suddenly there came a tremendous knock
on the door, which in response to Thea’s prompt “_Entrez_” opened wide
and disclosed to view the awful presence of Aunt Kizzy in her night-cap,
without her false piece, felt slippers on her feet, a candle in her
hand, and a look of stern disapproval on her face as she addressed
herself to me, asking if I knew how late it was, and why I was keeping
Thea up.
“She is not keeping me up. I am keeping her. I asked her to come in
here, and when she said we should disturb you I told her we would
whisper, and we have until I was stupid enough to forget myself. I’m
awfully sorry, but Doris is not to blame,” Thea explained, generously
defending me against Aunt Kizzy, towards whom she moved with a graceful,
gliding step, adding, as she put her arm around her neck, “Now go back
to bed, that’s a dear, and Doris shall go too, and we’ll never disturb
you again. I wonder if you know how funny you look without your hair!”
I had never suspected Aunt Kizzy of caring much for her personal
appearance, but at the mention of her hair she quickly put her hand to
her head with a deprecatory look on her face, and without another word
walked away, while Thea threw herself into a chair, shaking with
laughter and declaring that it was a lark worthy of De Moisiere.
* * * * *
Four weeks have passed since I made my last entry in my journal, and so
much has happened in that time that I feel as if I were years older than
I was when Thea came, and, as she expressed it, “took me in hand.” I am
certainly a great deal wiser than I was, but am neither the better nor
the happier for it, and although I know now what _tumble_ means, and all
the flirtation signs, and a great deal more besides, I detest it all,
and cannot help feeling that the girl who practices such things has lost
something from her womanhood which good men prize. Old-maidish Thea
calls me, and says I shall never be anything but a _softie_. And still
we are great friends, for no one can help loving her, she is so bright
and gay and kind. As for Grant, he puzzles me. I have tried to be
distant towards him since Thea told me of her engagement, and once I
spoke of it to him and asked why he did not tell me himself. I never
knew before that Grant could scowl, as he did when he replied, “Oh,
bother! there are some things a fellow does not care to talk about, and
this is one of them. You and Thea gossip together quite too much.”
After that I didn’t speak to Grant for two whole days. But he made it up
the third day in the summer-house where he had kissed me once, and would
have kissed me again, but for an accident.
“Doris,” he said, as he took my face between his hands and bent his own
so close to it that I felt his breath on my cheek,—“Doris, don’t quarrel
with me. I can’t bear it. I——”
What more he would have said I do not know, as just then we heard Thea’s
voice near by calling to Aleck Grady, who has been in town three weeks,
stopping at the hotel, but spending most of his time at Morton Park, and
I like him very much. He seems very plain-looking at first, but after
you know him you forget his hair and his freckles and his hands and
general awkwardness, and think only how thoroughly good-natured and kind
and considerate he is, with a heap of common sense. Thea is not quite
the same when he is with us. She is more quiet and lady-like, and does
not use so much slang, and acts rather queer, it seems to me. Indeed,
the three of them act queer, and I feel queer and unhappy, although I
seem to be so gay, and the house and grounds resound with laughter and
merriment all day long. Aleck comes early, and always stays to lunch, if
invited, as he often is by Thea, but never by Aunt Kizzy, who has grown
haggard and thin and finds a great deal of fault with me because, as she
says, I am flirting with Grant and trying to win him from Thea.
It is false. I am not flirting with Grant. I am not trying to win him
from Thea, but rather to keep out of his way, which I cannot do, for he
is always at my side, and when we go for a walk, or a ride, or a drive,
it is Aleck and Thea first, and necessarily Grant is left for me, and,
what is very strange, he seems to like it, while I——Oh, whither am I
drifting, and what shall I do? I know now all about the Morton lease and
the Hepburn line, for Aunt Kizzy has told me, and with tears streaming
down her cheeks has begged me not to be her ruin. And I will not, even
if I should love Grant far more than I do now, and should feel surer
than I do that he loves me and would gladly be free from Thea, who
laughs and sings and dances as gayly as if there were no troubled hearts
around her, while Aleck watches her and Grant and me with a quizzical
look on his face which makes me furious at times. He has talked to me
about the missing link and the family tree, which he offered to show me,
but I declined, and said impatiently that I had heard enough about old
Amos Hepburn and that wretched condition, and wished both had been in
the bottom of the sea before they had done so much mischief. With a
good-humored laugh he put up his family tree and told me not to be so
hard on his poor old ancestor, saying he did not think either he or his
condition would harm the Mortons much.
I don’t know what he meant, and I don’t know anything except that I am
miserable, and Grant is equally so, and I do not dare stay alone with
him a moment, or look in his eyes for fear of what I may see there, or
he may see in mine.
Alas for us both, and alas for the Hepburn line!
CHAPTER XI.—THE AUTHOR’S STORY.
THE CRISIS.
It came sooner than the two who were watching the progress of affairs
expected it, and the two were Kizzy and Dizzy. The first was looking at
what she could not help, with a feeling like death in her heart, while
the latter felt her youth come back to her as she saw one by one the
signs she had once known so well. She knew what Grant’s failure to marry
Thea meant to them. But she did not worry about it. With all her fear of
Keziah, she had a great respect for and confidence in her, and was sure
she would manage somehow, no matter whom Grant married. And so in her
white gown and blue ribbons she sat upon the wide piazza day after day,
and smiled upon the young people, who, recognizing an ally in her, made
her a sort of queen around whose throne they gathered, all longing to
tell her their secret, except Doris, who, hearing so often from her Aunt
Keziah that she was the cause of all the trouble, was very unhappy, and
kept away from Grant as much as possible. But he found her one afternoon
in the summer-house looking so inexpressibly sweet, and pathetic, too,
with the traces of tears on her face, that, without a thought of the
consequences, he sat down beside her, and, putting his arms around her,
said:
“My poor little darling, what is the matter, and why do you try to avoid
me as you do?”
There was nothing of the coquette about Doris, and at the sound of
Grant’s voice speaking to her as he did, and the touch of his hand which
had taken hers and was carrying it to his lips, she laid her head on his
shoulder and sobbed:
“Oh, Grant, I can’t bear it. Aunt Kizzy scolds me so, and I—I can’t help
it, and I’m going to Meadowbrook to teach or do something, where I shall
not trouble any one again.”
“No, Doris,” Grant said, in a voice more earnest and decided than any
she had ever heard from him. “You are not going away from _me_. You are
mine and I intend to keep you. I will play a hypocrite’s part no longer.
I love _you_, and I do not love Thea as a man ought to love the girl he
makes his wife, nor as she deserves to be loved; and even if you refuse
me I shall not marry her. It would be a great sin to take her when my
whole soul was longing for another.”
“Grant, are you crazy? Don’t you know you must marry Thea? Have you
forgotten the Hepburn line?” Doris said, lifting her head from his
shoulder and turning towards him a face which, although bathed in tears,
was radiant with the light of a great joy.
Had Grant been in the habit of swearing, he would probably have
consigned the Hepburn line to perdition. As it was, he said:
“Confound the Hepburn line! Enough have been made miserable on account
of it, and I don’t propose to be added to the number, nor do I believe
much in it, either. Aleck does not believe in it at all, and we are
going to look up the law without Aunt Kizzy’s knowledge. She is so
cursed proud and reticent, too, or she would have found out for herself
before this time whether we are likely to be beggared or not. And even
if the lease holds good, don’t you suppose that a great strapping fellow
like me can take care of himself and four women?”
As he had never yet done anything but spend money, it seemed doubtful to
Doris whether he could do anything or not. But she did not care. The
fact that he loved her, that he held her in his arms and was covering
her face with kisses, was enough for the present, and for a few moments
Aunt Kizzy’s wrath and the Hepburn line were forgotten, while she
abandoned herself to her great happiness. Then she remembered, and,
releasing herself from Grant, stood up before him and told him that it
could not be.
“I am not ashamed to confess that I love you,” she said, “and the
knowing that you love me will always make me happier. But you are bound
to Thea, and I will never separate you from her or bring ruin upon your
family. I will go away, as I said, and never come again until you and
Thea are married.”
She was backing from the summer-house as she talked, and so absorbed
were she and Grant both that neither saw nor heard anything until,
having reached the door, Doris backed into Thea’s arms.
“Hello!” was her characteristic exclamation, as she looked curiously at
Doris and then at Grant, who, greatly confused, had risen to his feet,
“And so I have caught you,” she continued, “and I suppose you think I am
angry; but I am not. I am glad, as it makes easier what I am going to
tell you. Sit down, Grant, and hear me,” she continued authoritatively,
as she saw him moving towards the doorway, opposite to where she stood,
still holding Doris tightly. “Sit down, and let’s have it out, like
sensible people who have been mistaken and discovered their mistake in
time. I know you love Doris, and I know she loves you, and she just
suits you, for she is beautiful and sweet and fresh, while I am neither;
I am homely, and fast, and slangy, and sometimes loud and forward.”
“Oh, Thea, Thea, you are not all this,” Doris cried.
But Thea went on: “Yes, I am; Aleck says so, and he knows, and that is
why I like him so much. He tells me my faults straight out, which Grant
never did. He simply endured me because he felt that he must, until he
saw you, and then it was not in the nature of things that I could keep
him any longer. I have seen it, and so has Aleck; and this morning,
under the great elm in the far part of the grounds, we came to an
understanding, and I told the great, awkward, ugly Aleck that I loved
him better than I ever loved Grant; and I do,—I do!”
She was half crying, and breathing hard, and with each breath was
severing some link which had bound her to Grant, who for once felt as
awkward as Aleck himself, and stood abashed before the young girl who
was so boldly declaring her preference for another. What could he say?
he asked himself. He surely could not remonstrate with her, or protest
against what would make him so happy, and so he kept silent, while
brushing the tears from her eyes, she continued, “I don’t know when it
began, or how, only it did begin, and now I don’t care how ugly he is,
nor how big his feet and hands are. He is just as good as he can be, and
I am going to marry him. There!”
She stopped, quite out of breath, and looked at Doris, whose face was
very white, and whose voice trembled as she said:
“But, Thea, have you forgotten the _lease_?”
“The lease!” Thea repeated, bitterly. “I hate the very name. It has
worked so much mischief, and all for nothing, Aleck says, and he knows,
and don’t believe it would stand a moment, and if it does we have
arranged for it, and should the Morton estate ever come to me through
Aunt Kizzy’s foolish insistence, I shall deed it straight back to her,
or to you and Grant, which will be better. It is time old Amos Hepburn
was euchred, and I am glad to do it. Such trouble as he has brought to
your grandfather, your father, and to me, thrusting me upon one who did
not care a dime for me!”
“Thea, Thea, you are mistaken. I did care for you until I saw Doris, and
I care for you yet,” Grant said, and Thea replied:
“In a way, yes. But you were driven to it by Aunt Kizzy, and so was I.
Why, I do not remember a time when I did not think I was to marry you,
and once I liked the idea, too, and threw myself at your head, and
appropriated you in a way which makes me ashamed when I remember it.
Aleck has told me, and he knows, and will keep me straight, while you
would have let me run wild, and from a bold, pert, slangy girl I should
have degenerated into a coarse, second-class woman, with only money and
the Morton name to keep me up. You and Doris exactly suit each other,
and your lives will glide along without a ripple, while Aleck’s and mine
will be stormy at times, for he has a will and I have a temper, but the
making up will be grand, and that I should never have known with you. I
am going to tell Aunt Kizzy now, and have it over. So, Grant, let’s say
good-bye to all there has been between us, and if you want to kiss me
once in memory of the past you can do so. Doris will not mind.”
There was something very pathetic in Thea’s manner as she lifted her
face for the kiss which was to part her and Grant forever, and for an
instant her arms clung tightly around his neck as if the olden love were
dying hard in spite of what she had said of Aleck; then without a word
she went swiftly up the walk, leaving Grant and Doris alone.
CHAPTER XII.—DORIS’S STORY.
THE MISSING LINK.
How can I write when my heart is so full that it seems as if it would
burst with its load of surprise and happiness? Grant and I are engaged,
and so are Thea and Aleck, and of the two I believe Thea is happier than
I, who am still so stunned that I can scarcely realize what a few hours
have brought to me,—Grant, and—and—a fortune! And this is how it
happened.
Grant was saying things to me which I thought he ought not to say, when
Thea came suddenly upon us and told us she loved Aleck better than she
did Grant, whom she transferred to me in a rather bewildering fashion,
while I accepted him on condition that Aunt Kizzy gave her consent. She
did not appear at dinner that night, and the next morning she was
suffering from a severe headache and kept her room, but sent word that
she would see Thea and Grant after breakfast. This left me to Aleck, who
came early and asked me to go with him to the summer-house, where we
could “talk over the row,” as he expressed it. Love had certainly
wrought a great change in him, softening and refining his rugged
features until he seemed almost handsome as he talked to me of Thea,
whom he had fancied from the time he first saw her.
“She is full of faults, I know,” he said, “but I believe I love her the
better for them, as they will add variety to our lives. She and Grant
would have stagnated, as he did not care enough for her to oppose her in
any way. Theirs would have been a marriage of convenience; ours will be
one of love.”
And then he drifted off to the Morton lease and Hepburn line and family
tree.
“You have never seen it, I believe,” he said, taking from his pocket a
sheet of foolscap and spreading it out upon his lap. He had offered to
show it to me before, but I had declined examining it. Now, however, I
affected to be interested, and glanced indifferently at the sheet, with
its queer looking diagrams and rows of names, which he called branches
of the Hepburn tree. “I have not made it out quite ship-shape, like one
I saw in London lately,” he said, taking out his pencil and pointing to
the name which headed the list, “but I think you will understand it. You
have no idea what a fascination there has been to me in hunting up my
ancestors and wondering what manner of people they were. First, here is
Amos Hepburn, the old curmudgeon who leased that property to your
grandfather ninety years ago. He married Dorothea Foster, and had three
daughters, Octavia, Agrippina, and Poppæa.”
“Octavia, Agrippina, and Poppæa,” I exclaimed. “What could have induced
him to give these names to his daughters?”
“Classical taste, I suppose,” Aleck said. “No doubt the old gentleman
was fond of Roman history, and the names took his fancy. If he had had a
son he would probably have called him Nero. Poppæa, the youngest, is my
maternal ancestress. I inherit my beauty from her.”
Here he laughed heartily, and then went on:
“Agrippina, the second daughter, was Thea’s great-grandmother, and
called no doubt after the good Agrippina, and not the bad one, who had
that ducking in the sea at the hands of her precious son. As to the
eldest daughter, she ought to have felt honored to be named for the poor
little abused Empress Octavia; and then it is a pretty name.”
“Yes, indeed,” I said, “and it is _my_ middle name, which my grandmother
and my great-grandmother bore before me.”
“That’s odd,” he rejoined, looking curiously at me. “Yes, very odd.
Suppose we go over Thea’s branch of the tree first, as that is the
oldest line to which a direct heir can be found, and consequently gives
her the Morton estate. First, Agrippina Hepburn married John Austin, and
had one child, Charlotte Poppæa, who married Tom Haynes, and bore him
one daughter, Sophia, and two sons, James and John. This John, by the
way, I have heard, was the young man whom Miss Keziah wished your Aunt
Beriah to marry, and failing in that she wished your father to marry
Sophia. But neither plan worked, for both died, and James married
Victoria Snead, of Louisville, and had one daughter, Dorothea Victoria,
otherwise Thea, my promised wife, and the great-great-grandaughter of
old Amos Hepburn. As I, although several years older than Thea, am in
the third and youngest branch of the tree, I have no claim on the Morton
estate; neither would Thea have, if I could find the missing link in the
first and oldest branch, that of Octavia, who was married in Port Rush,
Ireland, to Mr. McMahon, and had twins, Augustus Octavius, and Octavia
Augusta. You see she, too, was classically inclined, like her father.
Well, Augustus Octavius died, and Octavia Augusta married Henry Gale, a
hatter, in Leamington, England, and emigrated to America in 18—, and
settled in New York, where all trace of her is lost. Nor can I by any
possible means find anything about her, except that Henry Gale died, but
whether he left children I do not know. Presumably he did, and their
descendants would be the real heirs to the Morton property, if that
clause holds good. Do you see the point? or, as Thea would say, do you
tumble?”
He repeated his question in a louder tone, as I did not answer him, but
sat staring at the unfinished branch of the Hepburn tree. I did tumble
nearly off the seat, and only kept myself from doing so entirely by
clutching Aleck’s arm and holding it so tightly that he winced a little
as he moved away from me, and said: “What’s the matter? Has something
stung you?”
“No,” I replied, with a gasp, and a feeling that I was choking, or
fainting, or both.
I had followed him closely through Agrippina’s line, and had felt a
little bored when he began on Octavia’s, but only for an instant, and
then I was all attention, and felt my blood prickling in my veins and
saw rings of fire dancing before my eyes, as I glanced at the names, as
familiar to me as old friends.
“Aleck,” I whispered, for I could not speak aloud, “these are all my
ancestors, I am sure, for do you think it possible for two Octavias and
two McMahons to have been married in Port Rush and had twins whom they
called Octavia Augusta and Augustus Octavius, and for Augustus to die
and Octavia to marry a Mr. Gale, a hatter, in Leamington, and emigrate
to New York?”
It was Aleck’s turn now to stare and turn pale, as he exclaimed:
“What do you mean?”
“I mean,” I said, “that my great-grandmother’s name was Octavia, but I
never heard that it was also Hepburn, or if I did I have forgotten it. I
know, though, that she married a McMahon and lived at Port Rush. I know,
too, that Mrs. McMahon had twins, whose names were Augustus Octavius and
Octavia Augusta. Augustus died, but Octavia, who was my grandmother,
first married a Mr. Gale, a hatter, in Leamington, and then came to New
York, where he died. She then went to Boston, married Charles Wilson,
and moved to New Haven, where my mother, Dorothea Augusta, was born, and
where she married my father. I have a record of it in an old English
book, which, after my grandmother’s death, was sent to my mother with
some other things.”
“Eureka! I have found the missing link, _and you are it_! Hurrah!” Aleck
exclaimed, springing to his feet and catching me up as if I had been a
feather’s weight. “I was never more surprised in my life, or glad
either. To think here is the link right in Miss Kizzy’s hands! Wouldn’t
she have torn her hair if Grant had married Thea? By Jove, it would have
been a joke, and a sort of retributive justice, too. I must tell her
myself. But first let’s be perfectly sure. You spoke of a record. Do you
happen to have it with you?”
“Yes, in my trunk,” I said, and, excusing myself for a few moments, I
flew to the house, and soon returned with what had originally been a
blank-book and which my grandmother had used for many purposes, such as
recording family expenses, names of people who had boarded with her, and
when they came, what they paid her, and when they left; dates, too, of
various events in her life, together with receipts for cooking; and
pinned to the last page was an old yellow sheet of foolscap, with the
name of a Leamington bookseller just discernible upon it. On this sheet
were records in two or three different handwritings. The first was the
birth in Leamington of Augustus Octavius and Octavia Augusta, children
of Patrick and Octavia McMahon, who were married in Port Rush, April
10th, 18—. Then followed the death of Augustus and the marriage of
Octavia to William Gale, of Leamington. Then, in my grandmother’s
handwriting, the death of Mr. Gale in New York, followed by a masculine
hand, presumably that of my grandfather, Charles Wilson, who married
Mrs. Octavia Gale in Boston, and to whom my mother, Dorothea Augusta,
was born in New Haven. I remember perfectly well seeing my mother record
the date of her marriage with my father and of my birth on the sheet of
foolscap after it came to her with the other papers from my grandmother,
but when or why it was pinned into the blank-book I could not tell. I
only knew it was there, and that I had kept the book, which I now handed
to Aleck, whose face wore a puzzled look as, opening it at random, he
began to read a receipt for ginger snaps.
“What the dickens has this to do with Cæsar Augustus and Augustus
Cæsar?” he asked, while I showed him the sheet of paper, which he read
very attentively twice, and compared with his family tree. “You _are_
the Link, and no mistake!” he said. “Everything fits to a T, as far as
my tree goes. Of course it will have to be proven, but that is easily
done by beginning at this end and working back to where the branch
failed to connect. And now I am going to tell Miss Morton and Grant.
Will you come with me?”
“No,” I replied, feeling that I had not strength to walk to the house.
I was so confused and stunned and weak that I could only sit still and
think of nothing until Grant’s arms were around me and he was covering
my face with kisses and calling me his darling.
“Aleck has told us the strangest story,” he said, “and I am so glad for
you, and glad that I asked you to be my wife before I heard it, as you
know it is yourself I want, and not what you may or may not bring me.
Aunt Kizzy is in an awful collapse,—fainted dead away when she heard
it.”
“Oh, Grant, how could you leave her and come to me?” I asked,
reproachfully, and he replied, “Because I could do no good. There were
Aunts Dizzy and Brier, and Thea, and Aleck, and Vine, all throwing water
and camphor and vinegar in her face, until she looked like a drowned
rat. So I came out and left them.”
“But I must go to her,” I said, and with Grant’s arm around me I went
slowly to the house and into the room where Aunt Kizzy lay among her
pillows, with an expression on her face such as I had never seen before.
It was not anger, but rather one of intense relief, as if the tension of
years had given way and left every nerve quivering from the long strain,
but painless and restful. Thea was fanning her; Aunt Brier was bathing
her forehead with cologne; Aunt Dizzy was arranging her false piece,
which was somewhat awry; while Aleck was still energetically explaining
his family tree and comparing it with the paper I had given him. At
sight of me Aunt Kizzy’s eyes grew blacker than their wont, while
something like a smile flitted across her face as she said, “This is a
strange story I have heard, and it will of course have to be proved.”
“A task I take upon myself,” Aleck interrupted, and she went on to
catechise me rather sharply with regard to my ancestors.
“It is strange that your father did not find it out, if he saw this
paper.”
“He did not see it, for it was not sent to us until after his death,” I
said, while Aunt Dizzy rejoined, “And if he had it would have conveyed
no meaning to him, as I do not suppose he ever troubled himself to trace
the Hepburn line to its beginning or knew that Mrs. McMahon was a
Hepburn. I have no idea what my great-grandmother’s name was before she
was married. For me, I need no confirmation whatever, but accept Doris
as I have always accepted her, a dear little girl whose coming to us has
brought a blessing with it, and although I am very fond of Thea, and
should have loved her as Grant’s wife, I am still very glad it is to be
Doris.”
She was standing by me now, with her hand on my shoulder, while Aunt
Brier and Thea both came to my side, the latter throwing her arms around
my neck and saying, “And I am glad it is Doris, and that the Hepburn
line is torn into shreds. I believe I hate that old Amos, who, by the
way, is as much your ancestor as mine, for we are cousins, you know.”
She kissed me lovingly, and, putting my hand in Aunt Kizzy’s, said to
her, “Aren’t you glad it is Doris?”
Then Aunt Kizzy did a most extraordinary thing for her. She drew me
close to her and cried like a child.
“Yes,” she said, “I am glad it is Doris, and sorry that I have been so
hard with everybody, first with Beriah, and then with Gerold, whom I
loved as if he had been my own son, and who it seems married into the
Hepburn line and I did not know it. And I have loved you, too, Doris,
more than you guess, notwithstanding I have seemed so cross and cold and
crabbed. I have been a monomaniac on the subject of the Hepburn lease.
Can you forgive me?”
I could easily answer that question, for with her first kind word all
the ill feeling I had ever cherished against her was swept away, and,
putting my face to hers, I kissed her more than once, in token of peace
between us.
That afternoon Aleck started North with his family tree and my family
record, and, beginning at the date of my mother’s marriage, worked
backward until the branch which had been broken with the Gales in New
York was united with the Wilsons of New Haven, “making a beautiful
whole,” as he wrote in a letter to Thea, who was to me like a dear
sister, and who, with her perfect tact, treated Grant as if they had
never been more to each other than friends. Those were very happy days
which followed, and now, instead of being the least, I think I am the
most considered of all in the household, and in her grave way Aunt Kizzy
pets me more than any one else, except, of course, Grant, whose love
grows stronger every day, until I sometimes tremble with fear lest my
happiness may not last. We are to be married at Christmas time, and are
going abroad, and whether I shall ever write again in this journal I
cannot tell. Years hence I may perhaps look at it and think how foolish
I was ever to have kept it at all. There is Grant calling me to try a
new wheel he has bought for me, and I must go. I can ride a wheel now,
or do anything I like, and Aunt Kizzy does not object. But I don’t think
I care to do many things, and, except to please Grant, I do not care
much for a wheel, being still, as Thea says, something of a _softie_.
CHAPTER XIII.—AUNT DESIRE’S STORY.
THE THREE BRIDES.
I am too old now to commence a diary; but the house is so lonely with
only Keziah and myself in it that I must do something, and so I will
record briefly the events of the last few weeks, or rather months, since
the astounding disclosure that Doris and not Thea was the direct heir in
the Hepburn line. Nothing ever broke Keziah up like that, transforming
her whole nature and making her quite like other people and so fond of
Doris that she could scarcely bear to have her out of sight a moment,
and when Grant and Doris were married and gone she cried like a baby,
although some of her tears, let us hope, were for Beriah, who will not
come back to live with us again, while Doris will.
And right here let me speak of Beriah’s little romance, which has ended
so happily. Years ago she loved Tom Atkins, but Kizzy separated them, in
the hope that Brier would marry John Haynes, of the Hepburn line, as
possibly she might have done, for she was mortally afraid of Kizzy. But
John had the good taste to die, and Brier remained in single blessedness
until she was past forty, when Tom, who she supposed was dead, turned up
unexpectedly in Cairo. Grant, who was there at the time, made his
acquaintance and brought a message from him to Brier, who, after
receiving it, never seemed herself, but sat for hours with her hands
folded and a look on her face as if listening or waiting for some one,
who came at last.
It was in November, and the maple-leaves were drifting down in great
piles of scarlet in the park, and in the woods there was the sound of
dropping nuts, and on the hills a smoky light, telling of “the
melancholy days, the saddest of the year.” But with us there was
anything but sadness, for two brides-elect were in the house, Doris and
Thea, who were to be married at Christmas, and whose trousseaus were
making in Frankfort and Versailles. Thea had expressed a wish to be
married at Morton Park on the same day with Doris, and, as her guardian
did not object, she was staying with us altogether, while Aleck came
every day. So we had a good deal of love-making, and the doors which
used to be shut promptly at half-past nine were left open for the young
people, who, in different parts of the grounds, or piazza, told over and
over again the old story which, no matter how many times it is told, is
ever new to her who hears and him who tells it.
One morning when Aleck came as usual, he said to Grant, “By the way, do
you remember that chap, half Arab and half American, whom we met in
Cairo? Atkins was the name. Well, he arrived at the hotel last night,
with that wild-eyed little girl and two Arabian servants, one for him,
one for the child. He used to know some of your people, and is coming
this morning to call, with his little girl, who is not bad-looking in
her English dress.”
We had just come from breakfast, and were sitting on the piazza, Grant
with Doris, and Brier with that preoccupied look on her face which it
had worn so long. But her expression changed suddenly as Aleck talked,
and it seemed to me I could see the years roll off from her, leaving her
young again; and she was certainly very pretty when two hours later, in
her gray serge gown with its trimmings of navy blue, and her brown hair,
just tinged with white, waving softly around her forehead, she went down
to meet Tom Atkins, from whom she parted more than twenty years ago. We
had him to lunch and we had him to dinner, and we had him finally almost
as much as we did Aleck, and I could scarcely walk in any direction that
I did not see a pair of lovers, half hidden by shrub or tree.
“‘Pears like dey’s a love-makin’ from mornin’ till night, an’ de ole
ones is wuss dan de young,” I heard Adam say to Vine, and I fully
concurred with him, for, as if he would make up for lost time, Tom could
not go near Brier without taking her hand or putting his arm around her.
Just what he said to her of the past I know not, except that he told her
of dreary wanderings in foreign lands, of utter indifference as to
whether he lived or died, until in Athens he met a pretty Greek, whom,
under a sudden impulse, he made his wife, and who died when their little
Zaidee was born, twelve years ago. After that he spent most of his time
in Egypt, where he has a palatial home near Alexandria, with at least a
dozen servants. Last winter he chanced to meet Grant at Shepheard’s
Hotel in Cairo, and, learning from him that Beriah was still unmarried,
he decided to come home, and, if he found her as unchanged in her
feelings as he was, he would ask her a second time to be his wife. So he
came, and the vows of old were renewed, and little Zaidee stayed with us
altogether, so as to get acquainted with her new mamma that was to be.
She is a shy, timid child, who has been thrown mostly with Arabs and
Egyptians, but she is very affectionate, and her love for Beriah was
touching in its intensity.
When Thea heard of the engagement she begged for a triple wedding, and
carried her point, as she usually does. “A blow-out, too,” she said she
wanted, as she should never marry but once, and a _blow-out_ we had,
with four hundred invitations, and people from Cincinnati, Lexington,
Louisville, Frankfort, and Versailles. There were lanterns on all the
trees in the park, and fireworks on the lawn, and two bands in different
parts of the grounds, and the place looked the next morning as if a
cyclone or the battle of Gettysburg had swept over it. The brides were
lovely, although Doris, of course, bore off the palm for beauty, but
Thea was exceedingly pretty, while Beriah reminded me of a Madonna, she
looked so sweet and saintly, as she stood by Tom, who, the moment the
ceremony was over, just took her in his arms and hugged her before us
all. Zaidee was her bridesmaid, while Kizzy was Doris’s and I was
Thea’s, and in my cream-colored silk looked, they said, nearly as young
as the girls.
The next morning the newly married people left _en route_ for Europe,
and the last we heard from them they were at Brindisi, waiting for the
Hydaspes, which was to take them to Alexandria. Doris will come back to
live with us again in the autumn, but Brier never, and when I think of
that, and remember all she was to me, and her patience and gentleness
and unselfishness, there is a bitter pain in my heart, and my tears fall
so fast that I have blurred this sheet so that no one but myself can
read it. I am glad she has Tom at last, although her going from us makes
me so lonely and sad and brings back the dreary past and all I lost when
Henry died. But some time, and that not very far in the future, I shall
meet my love, dead now so many years that, counting by them I am old,
but, reckoned by my feelings, I am still young as he was when he died,
and as he will be when he welcomes me inside the gate of the celestial
city, and says to me in the voice I remember so well, “I am waiting for
you, darling, and now come rest awhile before I show you some of the
glories of the heavenly world, and the people who are here, Douglas, and
Maria, and Gerold, and all the rest who loved you on earth, and who love
you still with a more perfect love, because born of the Master whose
name is love eternal.”
CHAPTER XIV.—DORIS’S STORY.
TWO YEARS LATER.
It is just two years since that triple wedding, when six people were
made as happy as it is possible to be in this world, Aunt Brier and Mr.
Atkins, Aleck and Thea, and Grant and myself, on whom no shadow has
fallen since I became Grant’s wife and basked in the fullness of his
love, which grows stronger and more tender as the days go on. He is now
studying hard in a law office in town, determined to fit himself for
something useful, and if possible atone for the selfish, useless life he
led before we were married. We spent a year abroad, going everywhere
with Aleck and Thea, and staying a few weeks in Mr. Atkins’s elegant
villa near Alexandria, where everything is done in the most luxurious
and Oriental manner, and Aunt Brier was a very queen among her subjects.
When the year of travel was ended we came back to Morton Park, where a
royal welcome awaited us, and where Aunt Kizzy took me in her arms and
cried over me a little and then led me to my room, or rather rooms, one
of which was the Glory Hole, which had been fitted up as a boudoir, or
dressing-room, while the large, airy chamber adjacent, where Thea used
to sleep, had also been thoroughly repaired and refurnished, and was
given to us in place of Grant’s old room.
And here this Christmas morning I am finishing my journal, in which I
have recorded so much of my life,—more, in fact, than I care to read. I
wish I had left out a good deal about Aunt Kizzy. She is greatly changed
from the grim woman who held me at arm’s length when I first came from
school, and of whom I stood in fear. We have talked that all over, and
made it up, and every day she gives me some new proof of her affection.
But the greatest transformation in her came some weeks ago, with the
advent of a little boy, who is sleeping in his crib, with a
yellow-turbaned negress keeping watch over him. Aunt Kizzy calls herself
his grandmother, and tends him more, if possible, than the nurse. Grant
laments that it is not a girl, so as to bear some one or two of the
queer names of its ancestors. But I am glad it is a boy, and next Sunday
it will be christened Gerold Douglas, for my father and grandfather, and
Aleck and Thea will stand for it. They have bought a beautiful place a
little out of town and have settled down into a regular Darby and Joan,
wholly satisfied with each Other and lacking nothing to make them
perfectly happy. Aunt Brier and Mr. Atkins are also here, staying in the
house until spring, when they will build on a part of the Morton estate
which Mr. Atkins has bought of Grant. Oriental life did not suit Aunt
Brier, and, as her slightest wish is sacred to her husband, he has
brought her to her old home, where, when Aleck and Thea are with us, we
make a very merry party, talking of all we have seen in Europe, and
sometimes of the Hepburn line, which Aleck says I straightened,—always
insisting, however, that it did not need straightening, and that the
obnoxious clause in the lease would never have stood the test of the
law. Whether it would or not, I do not know, as we have never inquired.
MILDRED’S AMBITION.
CHAPTER I.
MILDRED.
The time was a hot morning in July, the place one of those little
mountain towns between Albany and Pittsfield, and the scene opens in a
farm house kitchen, where Mildred Leach was seated upon the doorstep
shelling peas, with her feet braced against the doorjamb to keep her
baby brother, who was creeping on the floor, from tumbling out, and her
little sister Bessie, who was standing outside, from coming in. On the
bed in a room off the kitchen Mildred’s mother was lying with a
headache, and both the kitchen and the bedroom smelled of camphor and
vinegar, and the vegetables which were cooking on the stove and filling
the house with the odor which made the girl faint and sick, as she
leaned against the door-post and longed, as she always was longing, for
some change in her monotonous life. Of the world outside the mountain
town where she was born she knew very little, and that little she had
learned from Hugh McGregor, the village doctor’s son, who had been away
to school, and seen the President and New York and a Cunarder as it came
sailing up the harbor. On his return home Hugh had narrated his
adventures to Mildred, who listened with kindling eyes and flushed
cheeks, exclaiming, when he finished, “Oh! if I could see all that; and
I will some day. I shall not stay forever in old Rocky Point. I hate
it.”
Mildred was only thirteen, and not pretty, as girls usually are at that
age. She was thin and sallow, and her great brown eyes were too large
for her face, and her thick curly hair too heavy for her head. A mop her
brother Tom called it, when trying to tease her; and Mildred hated her
hair and hated herself whenever she looked in the ten by twelve glass in
her room, and never dreamed of the wonderful beauty which later on she
would develop, when her face and form were rounded out, her sallow
complexion cleared, and her hair subdued and softened into a mass of
waves and curls. Her father, John Leach, was a poor farmer, who,
although he owned the house in which he lived, together with a few acres
of stony land around it, was in one sense a tenant of Mr. Giles
Thornton, the proprietor of Thornton Park, for he rented land enough of
him to eke out his slender income. To Mildred, Thornton Park was a
Paradise, and nothing she had ever read or heard of equaled it in her
estimation, and many a night when she should have been asleep she stood
at her window, looking off in the distance at the turrets and towers of
the beautiful place which elicited admiration from people much older
than herself. To live there would be perfect bliss, she thought, even
though she were as great an invalid as its mistress, and as sickly and
helpless as little Alice, the only daughter of the house. Against her
own humble surroundings Mildred was in hot rebellion, and was always
planning for improvement and change, not only for herself, but for her
family, whom she loved devotedly, and to whom she was giving all the
strength of her young life. Mrs. Leach was a martyr to headaches, which
frequently kept her in bed for days, during which time the care and the
work fell upon Mildred, whose shoulders were too slender for the burden
they bore.
“But it will be different some time,” she was thinking on that hot July
morning when she sat shelling peas, sometimes kissing Charlie, whose fat
hands were either making havoc with the pods or pulling her hair, and
sometimes scolding Bessie for chewing her bonnet strings and soiling her
clean apron.
“You must look nice when Mrs. Thornton goes by,” she said, for Mrs.
Thornton was expected from New York that day, and Mildred was watching
for the return of the carriage, which half an hour before had passed on
its way to the station.
And very soon it came in sight,—a handsome barouche, drawn by two
shining black horses, with a long-coated driver on the box, and Mr. and
Mrs. Thornton and the two children inside,—Gerard, a dark, handsome boy
of eleven, and Alice, a sickly little girl, with some spinal trouble
which kept her from walking or playing as other children did. Leaning
back upon cushions was Mrs. Thornton,—her face very pale, and her eyes
closed, while opposite her, with his gold-headed cane in his hand, was
Mr. Thornton,—a tall, handsome man who carried himself as grandly as if
the blood of a hundred kings was flowing in his veins. He did not see
the children on the doorsteps, until Gerard, in response to a nod from
Mildred, lifted his cap, while Alice leaned eagerly forward and said,
“Look, mamma, there’s Milly and Bessie and the baby. Hello, Milly. I’ve
comed back;” then he said quickly, “Allie, be quiet; and you Gerard, why
do you lift your cap to such people? It’s not necessary;” and in these
few words was embodied the character of the man.
Courteous to his equals, but proud and haughty to his inferiors, with an
implicit belief in the Thorntons and no belief at all in such people as
the Leaches, or indeed in many of the citizens of Rocky Point, where he
owned, or held mortgages on, half the smaller premises. The world was
made for him, and he was Giles Thornton, of English extraction on his
father’s side and Southern blood on his mother’s, and in his pride and
pomposity he went on past the old red farm house, while Mildred sat for
a moment looking after the carriage and envying its occupants.
“Oh, if I were rich, like Mrs. Thornton, and could wear silks and
jewels; and I will, some day,” she said, with a far-off look in her
eyes, as if she were seeing the future and what it held for her. “Yes, I
will be rich, no matter what it costs,” she continued, “and people shall
envy me, and I’ll make father and mother so happy? and you, Charlie”——
Here she stopped, and parting the curls from her baby brother’s brow,
looked earnestly into his blue eyes; then went on, “you shall have a
golden crown, and you, Bessie darling, shall have,—shall have,—Gerard
Thornton himself, if you want him.”
“And I lame Alice?” asked a cheery voice, as there bounded into the
kitchen a ten year old lad, who, with his naked feet, sunny face and
torn straw hat, might have stood for Whittier’s barefoot boy.
“Oh, Tom,” Mildred cried, “I’m glad you’ve come. Won’t you pick up the
pods while I get the peas into the pot? It’s almost noon, and I’ve got
the table to set.”
Before Tom could reply, another voice called out, “You have given Gerard
to Bessie and Alice to Tom; now what am I to have, Miss Prophetess?”
The speaker was a fair-haired youth of seventeen, with a slight Scotch
accent and a frank, open, genial face, such as strangers always trust.
He had stopped a moment at the corner of the house to pick a rose for
Mildred, and hearing her prophecies, sauntered leisurely to the
doorstep, where he sat down, and fanning himself with his big hat, asked
what she had for him.
“Nothing, Hugh McGregor,” Mildred replied, with a little flush on her
cheek. “Nothing but that;” and she tossed him a pea-pod she had picked
from the floor.
“Thanks,” Hugh said, catching the pod in his hand. “There are two peas
in it yet, a big and a little one. I am the big, you are the little, and
I’m going to keep them and see which hardens first, you or I.”
“What a fool you are,” Mildred said, with increased color on her cheek,
while Hugh pocketed the pod and went on: “A crown for Charlie, Gerard
for Bessie, Allie for Tom, a pea-pod for me, and what for you, my
darling?”
“I am not your darling,” Mildred answered quickly; “and I’m going to
be,—mistress of Thornton Park,” she added, after a little hesitancy,
while Hugh rejoined: “As you have given Gerard to Bessie, I don’t see
how you’ll bring it about, unless Mrs. Thornton dies, a thing not
unlikely, and you marry that big-feeling man, whom you say you hate
because he turned you from his premises. Have you forgotten that?”
Mildred had not forgotten it, and her face was scarlet as she recalled
the time the past summer when, wishing to buy a dress for Charlie, then
six months old, she had gone into one of Mr. Thornton’s pastures after
huckleberries, which grew there so abundantly, and which found a ready
market at the groceries in town. In Rocky Point, berries were considered
public property, and she had no thought that she was trespassing until a
voice close to her said, “What are you doing here? Begone, before I have
you arrested.”
In great alarm Mildred had seized her ten quart pail, which was nearly
full, and hurried away, never venturing again upon the forbidden ground.
“Yes, I remember it,” she said, “but that wouldn’t keep me from being
mistress of the Park, if I had a chance and he wasn’t there. Wouldn’t I
make a good one?”
“Ye-es,” Hugh answered slowly, as he looked her over from her head to
her feet. “But you’ll have to grow taller and fill out some, and do
something with that snarly pate of yours, which looks this morning like
an oven broom,” and with this thrust at her bushy hair Hugh disappeared
from the door just in time to escape the dipper of water which went
splashing after him.
“Oven broom, indeed!” Mildred said indignantly, with a pull at the
broom; “I wonder if I am to blame for my hair. I hate it!”
This was Mildred’s favorite expression, and there were but few things to
which she had not applied it. But most of all she hated her humble home
and the boiled dinner she put upon the table just as the clock struck
twelve, wondering as she did so if they knew what such a dish was at
Thornton Park, and what they were having there that day.
CHAPTER II.
AT THORNTON PARK.
Meanwhile the barouche had stopped under the grand archway at the side
entrance of the Park house, where a host of servants was in waiting; the
butler, the housekeeper, the cook, the laundress, the maids, the
gardener and groom and several more, for, aping his English ancestry and
the custom of his mother’s Southern home before the war, Mr. Thornton
kept about him a retinue of servants with whom he was very popular. He
paid them well and fed them well, and while requiring from them the
utmost deference, was kind in every way, and they came crowding around
him with words of welcome and offers of assistance. Mrs. Thornton went
at once to her room, while Alice was taken possession of by her nurse,
who had come from the city the night before, and who soon had her charge
in a little willow carriage, drawing her around the grounds. Gerard, who
was a quiet, studious boy, went to the library, while Mr. Thornton,
after seeing that his wife was comfortable, joined his little daughter,
whose love for her country home he knew, and to whom he said, “I suppose
you are quite happy now?”
“Yes, papa,” she replied, “only I want somebody to play with me. Ann is
too big. I want Milly Leach. She was so nice to me last summer. Can’t I
have her, papa?”
For Alice to want a thing was for her to have it, if possession were
possible, and her father answered her:
“Yes, daughter, you shall have her,” without knowing at all who Milly
Leach was. But Alice explained that she was the girl who lived in the
little red house where Ann had often taken her the summer before to play
with Tom and Bessie. And so it came about that Ann was sent that
afternoon to the farm house with a request from Mr. Thornton that
Mildred should come for the summer and amuse his daughter. Three dollars
a week was the remuneration offered, for he always held out a golden
bait when the fish was doubtful, as he thought it might be in this case.
Mrs. Leach was better, and sitting up while Mildred combed and brushed
the hair much like her own, except that it was softer and smoother,
because it had more care and there was less of it.
“Oh, mother,” she cried, when Ann made her errand known, “can’t I go?
Three dollars a week! Only think, what a lot; and I’ll give it all to
you, and you can get that pretty French calico at Mr. Overton’s store.
May I go?”
“Who will do the work when I’m sick?” Mrs. Leach asked, herself a good
deal moved by the three dollars a week, which seemed a fortune to her.
“I guess they’ll let me come home when you have a headache,” Milly
pleaded, and on this condition it was finally arranged that she should
go to the Park for a time at least, and two days after we saw her
shelling peas and longing for a change, the change came and she started
out on her career in her best gingham dress and white apron, with her
small satchel of clothes in her hand and a great lump in her throat as
she kissed her mother and Bessie and Charlie, and would have kissed Tom
if he had not disappeared with a don’t-care air and a watery look in his
eyes, which he wiped with his checked shirt sleeve, and then, boy-like,
threw a green apple after his sister, hiding behind the tree when she
looked around to see whence it came.
It was a lovely morning, and Thornton Park lay fair and beautiful in the
distance as she walked rapidly on until a familiar whistle stopped her
and she saw Hugh hurrying across the fields and waving his hat to her.
“Hello!” he said, as he came to her side, “I nearly broke my neck to
catch you. And so you are going to be a hired girl. Let me carry that
satchel,” and he took it from her while she answered hotly, “I ain’t a
hired girl. I’m Allie’s little friend; that’s what she said when she
came with Ann last night and we made the bargain, and I’m to have three
dollars a week.”
“Three dollars a week! That is big,” Hugh said, staggered a little at
the price. “But, I say, don’t go so fast. Let’s sit down awhile and
talk;” and seating himself upon a log, with Mildred beside him and the
satchel at his feet, he went on: “Milly, I don’t want you to go to
Thornton Park. Won’t you give it up? Seems as if I was losing you.”
“You never had me to lose,” was the girl’s reply, and Hugh continued:
“That’s so; but I mean that I like you better than any girl I ever knew;
like you just as I should my sister if I had one.”
Here Milly elevated her eyebrows a little, while Hugh went on: “And I
don’t want you to go to that fine place and learn to despise us all, and
the old home by the brook.”
“I shall never do that, for I love father and mother and Tom and Bessie
and Charlie better than I do myself. I’d die for them, but I do hate the
old house and the poverty and work, and I mean to be a grand lady and
rich, and then I’ll help them all, and you, too, if you’ll let me.”
“I don’t need your help, and I don’t want to see you a grand lady, and I
don’t want you to be snubbed by that proud Thornton,” Hugh replied, and
Milly answered quickly, with short, emphatic nods of her head:
“I sha’n’t be snubbed by him, for if he sasses me I shall sass him. I’ve
made up my mind to that.”
“And when you do may I be there to hear; but you are a brick, any way,”
was Hugh’s laughing rejoinder, and as Milly had risen to her feet, he,
too, arose, and taking up the satchel walked with her to the Park gate,
where he said good-bye, but called to her after a minute, “I say, Milly,
I have that pea-pod yet, and _you_ are beginning to wilt, but I am as
plump as ever.”
“Pshaw!” was Mildred’s scornful reply, as she hurried on through the
Park, while Hugh walked slowly down the road, wishing he had money and
could give it all to Milly.
“But I shall never be rich,” he said to himself, “even if I’m a lawyer
as I mean to be, for only dishonest lawyers make money, they say, and I
sha’n’t be a cheat if I never make a cent.”
Meanwhile Milly had reached the house, which had always impressed her
with a good deal of awe, it was so stately and grand. Going up to the
front door she was about to ring, when the same voice which had ordered
her from the berry pasture, said to her rather sharply:
“What are you doing here, little girl?”
“I’m Mildred Leach, and I’ve come to be Allie’s little friend,” Mildred
answered, facing the speaker squarely, with her satchel in both hands.
“Oh, yes; I know, but go to the side door, and say Miss Alice instead of
Allie,” Mr. Thornton replied as he began to puff at his cigar.
Here was _sass_ at the outset, and remembering her promise to Hugh,
Milly gave a vigorous pull at the bell, saying as she did so:
“I sha’n’t call her Miss, and I shall go into the front door, or I
sha’n’t stay. I ain’t dirt!”
This speech was so astounding and unexpected, that instead of resenting
it, Mr. Thornton laughed aloud, and as a servant just then came to the
door, he sauntered away, saying to himself:
“Plucky, by Jove; but if she suits Allie, I don’t care.”
If Mr. Thornton had a redeeming trait it was his love for his wife and
children, especially little Alice, for whom he would sacrifice
everything, even his pride, which is saying a great deal, and when, an
hour later, he found her in the Park with Mildred at her side making
dandelion curls for her, he was very gracious and friendly, asking her
how old she was, and giving her numerous charges with regard to his
daughter. Then he went away, while Mildred looked admiringly after him,
thinking how handsome he was in his city clothes, and how different he
was from her father.
“It’s because he’s rich and has money. I mean to have some, too,” she
thought, and with the seeds of ambition taking deeper and deeper root,
she began her life at Thornton Park, where she soon became a great
favorite, not only with Alice, but with Mrs. Thornton, to whom she was
almost as necessary as to Alice herself.
Regularly every Saturday night her three dollars were paid to her, and
as regularly every Sunday morning she took them home, where they were
very acceptable, for Mr. Leach had not the least idea of thrift, and his
daughter’s wages tided over many an ugly gap in the household economy.
Mrs. Leach had the French calico gown, and Charlie a pair of red shoes,
and Bessie a new white frock, and Tom a new straw hat, but for all that
they missed Mildred everywhere, she was so helpful and willing, even
when rebelling most against her condition, and when in September Mrs.
Thornton proposed that she should go with them to New York, Mrs. Leach
refused so decidedly that the wages were at once doubled, and six
dollars a week offered in place of three. Money was nothing to Mrs.
Thornton, and as what she set her mind upon she usually managed to get,
she succeeded in this, and when in October the family returned to the
city, Mildred went with them, very smart in the new suit Mrs. Thornton
had given her, and very red about the eyes from the tears she had shed
when saying good-bye to her home.
“If I’d known I should feel this way, I believe I wouldn’t have gone,”
she had thought, as she went from room to room with Charlie in her arms,
Bessie holding her hand, and Tom following in the rear, whistling “The
girl I left behind me,” and trying to seem very brave.
On a bench by the brook which ran back of the house Mildred at last sat
down with Charlie in her lap, and looking at the water running so fast
at her feet, wondered if she should ever see it again, and where Hugh
was that he did not come to say good-bye. She had a little package for
him, and when at last he appeared, and leaping across the brook, sat
down beside her, she gave it to him, and said with a forced laugh:
“A splint from the oven broom. You used to ask for one, and here ’tis.”
He knew what she meant, and opening the paper saw one of her dark curls.
“Thanks, Milly,” he said, with a lump in his throat. “I’ll keep it, and
the peas, too, till you come back. When will that be?”
“I don’t know; next summer, most likely; though perhaps I shall stay
away until I’m such a fine lady that you won’t know me. I’m to study
with Allie’s governess and learn everything, so as to teach some time,”
she said.
“Here’s the carriage,” Tom called round the corner, and kissing Charlie
and Bessie and Tom, who did not resist her now, and crying on her
mother’s neck, and wringing her father’s hard hand and saying good-bye
to Hugh, she went out from the home where for many a long year she was
not seen again.
CHAPTER III.
INCIDENTS OF FIFTEEN YEARS.
At first the inmates of the farm house missed the young girl sadly; but
they gradually learned to get on very well without her, and when in the
spring word came that Mrs. Thornton was going to Europe and wished to
take Mildred with her, offering as an inducement a sum far beyond what
they knew the girl’s services were worth, and when Mildred, too, joined
her entreaties with Mrs. Thornton’s, telling of the advantage the
foreign life would be to her, as she was to share in Alice’s
instruction, the father and mother consented, with no thought, however,
that she would not return within the year. When Hugh heard of it he went
alone into the woods, and sitting down near the chestnut tree, where he
and Milly had often gathered the brown nuts together, thought the matter
out in his plain, practical way.
“That ends it with Milly,” he said. “Europe will turn her head, and if
she ever comes home she will despise us more than ever and me most of
all, with my gawky manners and big hands and feet.”
Then, taking from his pocket a little box, he opened it carefully, and
removing a fold of paper looked wistfully at the contents. A curl of
dark-brown hair and a gray pod with two peas inside,—one shriveled and
harder than the other, and as it seemed to him harder and more shriveled
than when he last looked at it.
“It’s just as I thought it would be,” he said, “She will grow away from
me with her French and German and foreign ways, unless I grow with her,”
and for the first time in his life Hugh felt the stirring of a genuine
and laudable ambition. “_I_ will make something of myself,” he said. “I
have it in me, I know.”
The curl and the peas were put away, and from that time forward Hugh’s
career was onward and upward, first to school in Pittsfield, then to
college at Amherst, then to a law office in Albany, and then ten years
later back to Rocky Point, where he devoted himself to his profession
and won golden laurels as the most honorable and prominent lawyer in all
the mountain district. Rocky Point had had a boom in the meantime, and
now spread itself over the hillside and across the pasture land, almost
to the red farm house which stood by the running brook, its exterior a
little changed, as blinds had been added and an extra room with a bow
window, which looked toward the village and the brook. And here on
summer mornings fifteen years after Mildred went away a pale-faced woman
sat, with her hair now white as snow, combed smoothly back from her
brow, her hands folded on her lap, and her eyes turned towards the
window through which she knew the sun was shining brightly, although she
could not see it, for Mrs. Leach was blind. Headache and hereditary
disease had done their work, and when her husband died she could not see
his face, on which her tears fell so fast. For more than two years he
had been lying in the cemetery up the mountain road, and beside his
grave was another and a shorter one, nearly level with the ground, for
it was twelve years since Charlie died and won the golden crown which
Milly had promised him that day when the spirit of prophecy was upon
her.
During all these years Mildred had never come back to the old home which
bore so many proofs of her loving remembrance, for every dollar she
could spare from her liberal allowance was sent to her people. Mrs.
Thornton had died in Paris, where Alice was so far cured of her spinal
trouble that only a slight limp told that she had ever been lame. At the
time of Mrs. Thornton’s death there was staying in the same hotel an
English lady, a widow, who had recently lost her only daughter, a girl
about Mildred’s age, with something of Mildred’s look in her eyes. To
this lady, whose name was Mrs. Gardner, Mildred had in her helpful way
rendered many little services and made herself so agreeable that when
Mrs. Thornton died the lady offered to take her as her companion and
possibly adopted daughter, if the girl proved all she hoped she might.
When this proposal was made to Mr. Thornton he neither assented nor
objected. The girl could do as she pleased, he said, and as she pleased
to go she went, sorry to leave Alice, but glad to escape from the
father, whose utter indifference and apparent forgetfulness of her
presence in his family, had chafed and offended her. Rude he had never
been to her, but she might have been a mere machine, so far as he had
any interest in or care for her. She was simply a servant, whose name he
scarcely remembered, and of whose family he knew very little when Mrs.
Gardner questioned him of them.
“Very poor and very common; such as would be called peasantry on the
continent,” he said, and Mildred, who accidentally overheard the remark,
felt the hot blood stain her face and throb through her veins as she
registered a vow that this proud, cold man, who likened her to a
peasant, should some day hold a different opinion of her.
She was nearly fifteen now, and older than her years with her besetting
sin, ambition, intensified by her life abroad, and as she saw, in the
position which Mrs. Gardner offered her an added round to the ladder she
was climbing, she took it unhesitatingly, and went with her to
Switzerland, from which place she wrote to her mother, asking pardon if
she had done wrong, and enclosing fifty pounds which she had been saving
for her.
“Taken the bits in her teeth,” was Hugh’s comment, when he heard of it,
while Mr. and Mrs. Leach mourned over their wayward daughter, whose
loving letters, however, and substantial gifts made some amends for her
protracted absence.
She had gone with Mrs. Gardner as a companion, but grew so rapidly into
favor that the lady began at last to call her daughter, and when she
found that her middle name was Frances, to address her as Fanny, the
name of the little girl she had lost, and to register her as Miss
Gardner. To this Mildred at first objected as something not quite
honorable, but when she saw how much more attention Fanny Gardner
received than Mildred Leach had done, she gave up the point, and became
so accustomed to her new name that the sound of the old would have
seemed strange to her had she heard it spoken. Of the change, however,
she never told her mother, and seldom said much of Mrs. Gardner, except
that she was kind and rich and handsome, with many suitors for her hand,
and when at last she wrote that the lady had married a Mr. Harwood, and
spoke of her ever after as Mrs. Harwood, the name Gardner passed in time
entirely from the minds of both Mr. and Mrs. Leach, who, being very
human, began to feel a pride in the fact that they had a daughter
abroad, who was growing into a fine lady and could speak both German and
French.
From point to point Mildred traveled with the Harwoods, passing always
as Mrs. Harwood’s adopted daughter, which she was to all intents and
purposes. And in a way she was very happy, although at times there came
over her such a longing for home that she was half resolved to give up
all her grandeur and go back to the life she had so detested. They were
at a villa on the Rhine, not very far from Constance, when she heard of
Charlie’s death, and burying her face in the soft grass of the terrace
she sobbed as if her heart were broken.
“Oh, Charlie,” she moaned, “dead, and I not there to see you. I never
dreamed that you would die; and I meant to do so much for you when you
were older. I wish I had never left you, Charlie, my darling.”
Could Mildred have had her way she would have gone home then, but Mrs.
Harwood would not permit it, and so the years went on until in Egypt she
heard of her father’s death, and that her mother was blind. It was Tom
who wrote her the news, which he did not break very gently, for in a way
he resented his sister’s long absence, and let her know that he did.
“Not that we really need you,” he wrote, “for Bessie sees to the house,
which is fixed up a good deal, thanks to you and mother’s Uncle Silas.
Did you ever hear of him? I scarcely had until he died last year and
left us five thousand dollars, which makes us quite rich. We have some
blinds and a new room with a bay window and a girl to do the work; so,
you see, we are very fine, but mother is always fretting for you, and
more since she was blind, lamenting that she can never see your face
again. Should we know you, I wonder? I guess not, it is so long since
you went away, thirteen years. Why, you are twenty-six! Almost an old
maid, and I suppose an awful swell, with your French and German and
Italian. Bessie can speak French a little. She is eighteen, and the
handsomest girl you ever saw, unless it is Alice Thornton, whose back is
straight as a string. She comes to Thornton Park every summer with
Gerard, and when she isn’t here with Bessie, Bessie is there with her.
Mr. Thornton is in town sometimes, high and mighty as ever, with a face
as black as thunder when he sees Gerard talking French to Bessie, for it
was of him she learned it. I have been away to the Academy several
quarters, and would like to go to college, but shall have to give that
up, now father is dead. Did I tell you I was reading law with Hugh? He
is a big man every way, stands six feet in his slippers, and head and
shoulders above every lawyer in these parts. Why, they sometimes send
for him to go to Albany to try a suit. I used to think he was sweet on
you, but he has not mentioned you for a long time, except when mother
got blind, and then he said, ‘Milly ought to be here.’ But don’t fret;
we get along well enough, and you wouldn’t be happy with us.
“Yours,
“Tom.”
When Mildred read this letter she made up her mind to go home at any
cost, and would have done so, if on her return from Naples she had not
been stricken down with a malarial fever, which kept her an invalid for
months, and when she recovered from it there had come into her life a
new excitement which absorbed every other thought, and led finally to a
result without which this story would never have been written.
CHAPTER IV.
AT THE FARM HOUSE.
It was fifteen years since Milly Leach sat shelling peas on the doorstep
where now two young girls were sitting, one listening to and the other
reading a letter which evidently excited and agitated her greatly. It
was as follows:
“LANGHAM’S, LONDON, MAY —, 18—.
“DEAR ALICE,—You will probably be surprised to hear that I am going to
be married to a Miss Fanny Gardner, whom I first met in Florence. She
is twenty-seven or twenty-eight, and the most beautiful woman I ever
saw, and good as she is beautiful. You are sure to like her. The
ceremony takes place at —— church in London, and after the wedding
breakfast at her mother’s town house we shall go for a short time to
Wales and Ireland and then sail for home.
“I suppose you and Gerard are at the Park, or will be soon, and I want
you to see that everything is in order. We shall occupy the suite of
rooms on the south side of the house instead of the east, and I’d like
to have them refurnished throughout, and will leave everything to your
good taste, only suggesting that although Miss Gardner’s hair is
rather a peculiar color,—golden brown, some might call it,—she is not
a blonde; neither is she a brunette; and such tints as soft French
grays and pinks will suit her better than blue. The wedding day is
fixed for June —. Shall telegraph as soon as we reach New York, and
possibly write you before.
“Your loving father,
“GILES THORNTON.”
“Oh—h,” and the girl who was listening drew a long breath. “Oh—h! Going
to be married,—to Fanny Gardner. That’s a pretty name. She’s English, I
suppose. I guess you’ll like her;” and Bessie put her hand, half
pityingly, half caressingly upon the arm of her friend, down whose
cheeks two great tears were rolling.
“Yes,” Alice replied; “but it is so sudden, and I’m thinking of mother.
I wonder what Gerard will say. There he is now. Oh, Gerard,” she called,
as a young man came through the gate and seating himself upon a lower
step took Bessie’s hand in his and held it while the bright blush on her
lovely face told what he was to her.
“What’s the matter, Allie?” he said to his sister. “You look solemn as a
graveyard.”
“Papa is going to be married,” Alice replied, with a sob.
“Wha—at!” and Gerard started to his feet. “Father married! Why, he is
nearly fifty years old. Let me see,”—and taking the letter from Alice he
read it aloud, commenting as he read. “Twenty-seven or twenty-eight; not
much older than I am, for I am twenty-five; quite too young for me to
call her mother. ‘The most beautiful woman I ever saw.’ He must be hard
hit. ‘Ceremony takes place——’ Why, girls, it’s to-day! It’s past. I
congratulate you, Allie, on a stepmother, and here’s to her health from
her son;” and stooping over Bessie he kissed her before she could
remonstrate.
Just then Hugh McGregor came up the walk, and taking off his straw hat
wiped the perspiration from his face, while he stood for a moment
surveying the group before him with a quizzical smile upon his lips.
Fifteen years had changed Hugh from the tall, awkward boy of seventeen
into the taller, less awkward man of thirty-two, who, having mingled a
good deal with the world, had acquired much of the ease and polish which
such mingling brings. Handsome he could not be called; there was too
much of the rugged Scotch in him for that, but he had something better
than beauty in his frank, honest face and kindly blue eyes, which
bespoke the man who could be trusted to the death and never betray the
trust. He, too, had received a letter from Mr. Thornton, whose business
in Rocky Point he had in charge, and after reading it had gone to
Thornton Park with the news. Finding both Alice and Gerard absent, he
had followed on to the farm house where he was sure they were.
“I see you know it,” he said, pointing to the letter in Gerard’s hand.
“I have heard from your father and came to tell you. Did you suspect
this at all?”
“No,” Alice replied; “he has never written a word of any Miss Gardner. I
wonder who she is.”
“I don’t know,” Hugh answered slowly, while there swept over him the
same sensation he had experienced when he first saw the name in Mr.
Thornton’s letter.
It did not seem quite new, and he repeated it over and over again but
did not associate it with Mildred although she was often in his mind,
more as a pleasant memory now, perhaps, for the feelings of the man were
not quite what the boy’s had been, and in one sense Milly had dropped
out of his life. When she first went away, and he was in school,
everything was done with a direct reference to making of himself
something of which Milly would be proud when she came back. But Milly
had not come back, and the years had crept on and he was a man honored
among men, and in his busy life had but little leisure for thought
beyond his business. It was seldom now that he looked at the dark brown
curl, or the little pea in the pod, hard as a bullet, and shriveled
almost to nothing. But when he did he always thought of the summer day
years ago and the young girl on the steps and the sound of the brook
gurgling over the stones as it ran under the little bridge. And it all
came back to him now, with news of Mr. Thornton’s bride, though why it
should he could not tell. He only knew that Milly was haunting him that
morning with strange persistency, and his first question to Bessie was,
“When did you hear from your sister?”
“Last night. She is in London, or was,—but wrote she was going on a
journey and then was coming home. I shall believe that when I see her.
Mother has the letter, and will be glad to see you,” was Bessie’s reply,
and Hugh went into the pleasant, sunny room where the blind woman was
sitting, with her hands folded on her lap and a listening expression on
her face.
“Oh, Hugh,” she exclaimed, “I am glad you have come. I want to talk to
you.”
Straightening her widow’s cap, which was a little awry, as deftly as a
woman could have done, he sat down beside her, while she continued, as
she drew a letter from her bosom, where she always kept Milly’s last. “I
heard from Milly last night. I am afraid she is not happy, but she is
coming home by and by. She says so. Read it, please.”
Taking the letter he began to read:
“LONDON, May —, 18—.
“DARLING MOTHER:—I am in London, but shall not stay long, for I am going
on a journey, and it may be weeks, if not months, before I can write you
again. But don’t worry. If anything happens to me you will know it. I am
quite well and—oh, mother, I never loved you as I do now or needed your
prayers so much. Pray for me. I can’t pray for myself, but I’d give half
my life to put my arms around your neck and look into your dear, blind
eyes, which, if they could see, would not know me, I am so changed. My
hair fell out when I was so sick in Naples, and is not the same color it
used to be. Everything is different. Oh, if I could see you, and I shall
in the fall, if I live.
“Give my love to Tom and Bessie, and tell Hugh,——No, don’t tell him
anything. God bless you, darling mother. Good-bye,
“From
“MILDRED F. LEACH.”
Hugh’s face was a study as he read this letter, which sounded like a cry
for help from an aching heart. Was Milly unhappy, and if so, why? he
asked himself as he still held the letter with his eyes fixed upon the
words “Tell Hugh——No, don’t tell him anything.” Did they mean that in
her trouble she had for a moment turned to him, he wondered, but quickly
put that thought aside. She had been too long silent to think of him
now; and he was content that it should be so. His liking for her had
been but a boy’s fancy for a little girl, he reasoned, and yet, as he
held the letter in his hand, it seemed to bring Milly very near to him,
and he saw her plainly as she looked when entering Thornton Park that
morning so long ago. “I felt I was losing her then. I am sure of it
now,” he was thinking, when Mrs. Leach asked what he thought of Milly’s
letter, and where he supposed she was going, and what ailed her.
Hugh was Mrs. Leach’s confidant and oracle, whom she consulted on all
occasions, and Tom himself was no kinder or tenderer in his manner to
her than this big-hearted Scotchman, who soothed and comforted her now
just as he always did, and then, without returning to the young people
by the door he went out through the long window of Mrs. Leach’s room and
off across the fields to the woods on the mountain side, where he sat
down upon a rocky ledge to rest, wondering why the day was so
oppressive, and why the words “Tell Hugh” should affect him so
strangely, and why Mildred seemed so near to him that once he put up his
hand with a feeling that he should touch her little hard, brown hand,
browned and hardened with the work she hated so much. It was not often
that he indulged in sentiment of this kind, but the spell was on him,
and he sat bound by it until the whistle from the large shop had called
the workmen from their dinners. Then he arose and went down the mountain
road to his office, saying to himself: “I wonder where she is to-day,
when I am so impressed with a sense of her nearness that I believe she
is thinking of me,” and with this comforting assurance, Hugh was very
patient and kind to the old woman whose will he had changed a dozen
times, and who came to have it changed again, without a thought of
offering him any remuneration for his trouble.
Meantime the group by the door had been joined by Tom, who had grown
into just the kind of man Whittier’s barefoot boy would have grown into
if he had grown at all,—a frank, sunny-faced young man, whom every old
woman and young girl liked, and whom one young girl loved with all the
intensity of her nature, caring nothing that he was poor and one whom
her proud father would scorn as a son-in-law. They were not exactly
engaged,—for Alice said her father must be consulted first, and they
were waiting for him, while Gerard, who could wait for nothing where
Bessie was concerned, was drinking his fill of love in her blue eyes,
with no thought or care as to whether his father would oppose him or
not.
“Hello, you are all here,” Tom said, as he came round the corner and
laid his hand on Allie’s shoulder; then, glancing at her face, he
continued: “Why, you’ve been crying. What’s the matter, Allie?”
“Oh, Tom, papa is married to-day,—to Fanny Gardner, an English girl with
golden-brown hair and only twenty-eight years old and very handsome, he
says. I know I shall hate her,” Alice sobbed, while Tom burst into a
merry laugh.
“Your father married to a girl with golden-brown hair, which should be
gray to match his,—that is a shame, by Jove. But, I say, Allie, I’m glad
of it, for with a young wife at Thornton Park, you will be _de trop_,
don’t you see?” And just as Gerard had done to Bessie so Tom did to
Alice—kissed her pale face, with his best wishes to the bride, who was
discussed pretty freely, from her name to the furniture of her room,
which was to harmonize with the complexion of one who was neither a
blond nor a brunette, but very beautiful.
For the next few weeks there was a great deal of bustle and excitement
at Thornton Park, where Bessie went every day to talk over and assist in
the arrangement of the bridal rooms, which were just completed when
there came a telegram from New York saying that the newly married pair
had arrived and would be home the following day.
CHAPTER V.
THE BRIDE.
A Cunard steamer had landed its living freight at the wharf, where there
was the usual scramble and confusion, as trunks and boxes were opened
and angry, excited women confronted with their spoils by relentless
custom house officers, bent upon doing their duty, unless stopped by the
means so frequently employed upon such occasions. Outside the long
building stood an open carriage in which a lady sat, very simply but
elegantly attired, with money, and Paris, and Worth showing in every
article of her dress, from her round hat to her dainty boots, which
could not be called small, for the feet they covered harmonized with the
lady herself, who was tall and well proportioned, with a splendidly
developed figure, on which anything looked well. There was a brilliant
color in her cheeks, and her brown eyes were large and bright and
beautiful, but very sad as they looked upon the scenes around her
without seeming to see anything. Nor did their expression change when
she was joined by an elderly man, who, taking his seat beside her, said
first to the driver:
“To the Windsor,” and then to her, “I was longer than I thought I should
be; those rascally officers gave me a world of trouble, but we shall
soon be at the hotel now. Are you very tired?”
The question was asked very tenderly, for Giles Thornton was greatly in
love with his bride of a few weeks. He had first met her in Florence,
where she was recovering from the long illness which had lasted for
months and made her weak as a child and almost as helpless. During her
sickness her hair had fallen out, and owing to some unusual freak of
nature it had come in much lighter than it was before and not so curly,
although it still lay in wavy masses upon her head, and here and there
coiled itself into rings around her forehead. The Harwoods were staying
at the same hotel with Mr. Thornton, and it was in the Boboli Gardens
that he first met her as she was being wheeled in an invalid chair by
her attendant.
“Will he know me?” was her first thought when he was presented to her.
But there was no fear of that, for Mildred Leach had passed as wholly
out of his mind as if he had never seen her, and if she had not there
was no danger of his recognizing the girl who had been his daughter’s
companion in this lovely woman whose voice and manner and appearance
were indicative of the refinement and cultivation to which for years she
had been accustomed. To him she was Miss Gardner, an English girl, and
during the half hour he walked by her chair in the gardens, he felt his
heart throb as it had never throbbed since he buried his wife. He had
loved her devotedly and had never thought to fill her place until now
when love did its work at first sight, and when two weeks later the
Harwoods left Florence for Venice and Switzerland, he was with them, to
all intents and purposes Mildred’s lover, although he had not openly
announced himself as such.
To Mrs. Harwood Mildred had said, “Don’t tell him who I am. I prefer to
do that when the time comes. I am going to punish him for calling my
father a peasant when you inquired about him. I heard him. I have not
forgotten.”
And so Mr. Thornton went blindly to his fate, which came one day in
Ouchy in the grounds of the Beau-Rivage, where Mildred was sitting
alone, with her eyes fixed upon the lake and the mountains beyond, and
her thoughts back in the old farm house, with her mother and Bessie and
Tom and Hugh, of whom she had not heard a word for months.
“He has forgotten me,” she said to herself, “and why shouldn’t he? I was
never much to him, and yet”——
She did not get any farther, for there was a footstep near; some one was
coming, and in a moment Mr. Thornton said to her, “Alone, Miss Gardner,
and dreaming? May I dispel the dream and sit beside you a moment?”
Mildred knew then what was before her, as well as she did half an hour
later, during which time Giles Thornton had laid himself and his fortune
at her feet, and what was harder than all to meet, had made her believe
that he loved her. She knew that he admired her, but she had not counted
upon his love, which moved her a little, for Mr. Thornton was not a man
to whom one could listen quietly when he was in earnest and resolved to
carry his point, and for an instant Mildred wavered. It was something to
be Mrs. Giles Thornton, of Thornton Park, and ought to satisfy her
ambition. With all her beauty and social advantages, she as yet had
received no eligible offer. It was known that she had no money, and only
an Italian count and the youngest son of an English earl had asked her
hand in marriage. But both were poor, and one almost an imbecile, from
whom she shrank in disgust. Mr. Thornton was different; he was a
gentleman of wealth and position, and as his wife she would for a part
of the year live near her family. But with the thought of them there
came the memory of an overgrown, awkward boy, whose feet and hands were
so big that he never knew what to do with them, but whose heart was so
much bigger than his feet and hands, that it bore down the scale and Mr.
Thornton’s chance was lost for the time being.
“Hugh may never be anything to me,” she thought, “but I must see him
before I give myself to any one.”
Then turning to Mr. Thornton, she said, “I thank you for your offer,
which I believe is sincere, and that makes it harder for me to tell you
what I must. Do you remember a girl, Mildred Leach, who was your
daughter’s little friend, as she called herself, for she was as proud as
you, and would not be a maid?”
“Ye-es,” Mr. Thornton stammered, as he looked wistfully into the
beautiful face confronting him so steadily. “I had forgotten her
entirely, but I remember now. She left us to go with an English lady, a
Mrs. Gardner. Why, that is Mrs. Harwood,—and,—and,—oh, you are not she!”
“Yes, I am,” was Mildred’s reply, and then very rapidly she told her
story, not omitting her having overheard him liken her parents to
peasants when speaking of them to Mrs. Gardner. “I determined then,” she
said, “that if possible I would one day humble your pride, but if I have
done so, it has not given me the satisfaction I thought it would, and I
am sorry to cause you pain, for I believe you were in earnest when you
asked me to be your wife, which I can never be.”
“No,” he answered slowly, like one who had received a blow from which he
could not at once recover. “No, you can never be my wife; Mildred Leach;
it does not seem possible.”
Then he arose and walked rapidly away, and when the evening boat left
Ouchy for Geneva he was on it, going he cared but little where, if by
going he could forget the past as connected with Mildred Leach.
“I cannot marry her family,” he said many times during the next few
months, when he was wandering everywhere and vainly trying to forget
her, for always before him was the face he had never admired so much as
when he last saw it, flushed and pale by turns, with a wondrous light in
the brown eyes where tears were gathering. “If it were not for her
family, or if I could separate her from them, I would _not_ give her
up,” he had often thought when in the following May he met her again at
the Grand Hotel in Paris, where the Harwoods were stopping.
He could not tell what it was which impressed him with the idea that she
had changed her mind, as she came forward to meet him, saying she was
glad to see him, and adding that Mr. and Mrs. Harwood had gone to the
opera. She seemed very quiet and absent minded at first, and then
rousing herself, said to him abruptly, “You did not stop long enough in
Ouchy for me to inquire after my family. You must have seen them often
since I left home.”
“Yes,—no,” he answered in some embarrassment; “I have of course been to
Thornton Park, but I do not remember much about them. I believe your
father rents, or did rent, some land of me, but am not sure, as my agent
attends to all that.”
“My father is dead,” Mildred answered so sharply as to make him jump and
color painfully, as if guilty of a misdemeanor in not knowing that her
father was dead.
“I beg your pardon. I am very sorry. I,—yes,—am very sorry,” he began;
but she cut him short by saying, “Do you know Hugh McGregor?”
“Oh, yes. I know him well,” and Mr. Thornton brightened perceptibly. “He
is my lawyer, and attends to all my business in Rocky Point; a fine
fellow,—a very fine fellow. Do you know him?”
“Yes,” Mildred replied, while her breath came heavily, “I know him, and
I hear he is to marry my sister Bessie.”
“Oh, indeed,” and as if memory had suddenly come back to him, Mr.
Thornton seemed immensely relieved. “I remember now,—Bessie Leach;
that’s the girl I have sometimes seen with Alice. Gerard taught her
French,—a very pretty girl. And Mr. McGregor is engaged to her? I am
very glad. Any girl might be proud to marry him.”
Mildred made no reply to this, and Mr. Thornton never guessed the dreary
emptiness of her soul as she sat with her hands clasped tightly
together, thinking of the man whom any girl would be proud to marry. A
few months before she would have said that he was nothing more to her
than the friend of her childhood, but she had recently learned her
mistake, and that the thought of seeing him again was one of the
pleasantest anticipations of her home going. There had come to the hotel
a Mr. and Mrs. Hayford from America, who sometimes spent their summers
at Rocky Point, where Mrs. Hayford was once a teacher. As Mildred had
been her pupil, she remembered her at once, after hearing the name, and
would have introduced herself but for a conversation accidentally
overheard between Mrs. Hayford and a friend who had also been at Rocky
Point, and to whom she was retailing the news, first of New York and
then of Rocky Point, where she had spent a few days in April prior to
sailing.
“Do you remember that Hercules of a lawyer, Hugh McGregor, whom you
admired so much?” was asked. “They say he is engaged to Bessie Leach, a
girl much younger than himself, but very pretty,—beautiful, in fact,
and——
Mildred heard no more, but hurried away, with an ache in her heart that
she could not quite define. Tom had intimated that Gerard was interested
in Bessie, and now Hugh was engaged to her. Well, it was all right, she
said, and would not admit to herself how hard the blow had struck her
and how she smarted under it. And it was just when the smart was at its
keenest that Mr. Thornton came again across her path, more in love, if
possible, than ever, and more intent upon making her his wife. He had
fought a desperate battle with his pride and had conquered it, and
within twenty-four hours after meeting her in Paris, she had promised to
marry him, and when her pledge was given she was conscious of a feeling
of quiet and content which she had scarcely hoped for. In his character
as lover Mr. Thornton did not seem at all like the man she had feared in
her childhood, nor if he felt it did he gave the slightest sign that he
was stooping from his high position. She had been very frank with him
and had made no pretension of love. “I will be true to you,” she said,
“and try to please you in everything. I am tired of the aimless life I
have led so many years, and I think Mrs. Harwood is a little tired of me
too. She says I ought to have married long ago, but I could not marry a
fool even if he had a title. I shall be so glad to go home to my
friends, although I am so changed they will never know me.”
Then she added laughingly: “Wouldn’t it be great fun not to write them
who I am and see if they will recognize me?”
She did not really mean what she said, or guess that it harmonized
perfectly with a plan which Mr. Thornton had in mind, and was resolved
to carry out, if possible. If he could have had his wish he would not
have gone to Rocky Point at all, but his children were there and
Mildred’s heart was set upon it, and he must meet the difficulty in some
way. He could marry Mildred, but not her family, and he shrank from the
intimacy which must necessarily exist between the Park and the farm
house when it was known who his wife was. In his estimation the Leaches
were nobodies, and he could not have them running in and out of his
house and treating him with the familiarity of a son and brother, as he
was sure they would do if he did not stop it. If Mildred would consent
to remain incognito while at the Park the annoyance would be prevented,
and this consent he tried to gain by many specious arguments. His real
reason, he knew, must be kept from sight, and so he asked it as a
personal favor, saying it would please him very much and be a kind of
excitement for her.
“Possibly you will be recognized,” he said; “and if so, all right; if
not, we will tell them just before we go to New York in the autumn and
enjoy their surprise.”
He did not add that, once away from Rocky Point, it would probably be
long before he took her there again. He only talked of the plan as a
joke, which Mildred did not quite see. She was willing to keep the
secret until she met them, but to keep it longer was absurd and foolish,
she said, and involved a deception, which she abhorred.
“I accepted you partly that I might be near them and see them every
day,” she said, “and am longing to throw my arms around mother’s neck
and tell her I have come back.”
“And so you shall in time, but humor my whim for once. You will not be
sorry,” Mr. Thornton pleaded, and Mildred consented at last, and felt in
a measure repaid when she saw how happy it made Mr. Thornton, whose real
motive she did not guess.
This was the last of April, and six weeks later Mildred was Mrs. Giles
Thornton, traveling through Scotland and Wales and trying to believe
herself happy in her husband’s love and the costly gifts he lavished
upon her. She had been courted and admired as Fanny Gardner, but the
deference paid her now and her independence were very sweet to her, and
if she could have forgotten Hugh and been permitted to make herself
known to her family, she would have been content at least on the morning
when she left New York and started for Thornton Park.
CHAPTER VI.
MRS. GILES THORNTON.
She was very lovely in all the fullness of her matured beauty as she
stepped from the train at Rocky Point, and with her large bright eyes
swept the crowd of curious people gathered to see her, not one of whom
she recognized. A handsome open carriage from Brewster’s, sent up a few
days before for this occasion, was waiting for them, and with a half bow
to those who ventured to salute her husband, Mildred seated herself in
it and was driven through the well-remembered street, her heart beating
so loudly that she could hear it distinctly as she drew near the top of
the hill from which she knew she would see her old home and possibly her
mother. And when the hill top was reached and she saw the house with its
doors opened wide, and from the upper window of what had been hers and
Bessie’s room a muslin curtain blowing in and out, she grew so white
that her husband laid his hand on hers, and said, “Don’t take it so
hard, darling. You are doing it to please me.”
“Yes, but it seems as if I must stop here,” she answered faintly as she
leaned forward to look at the house around which there was no sign of
life, or stir, except the moving of the curtain and the gambols of two
kittens playing in the doorway where Mildred half expected to meet the
glance of Bessie’s blue eyes and see the gleam of Charlie’s golden hair.
But Charlie was lying on the mountain side, and Bessie, although out of
sight, was watching the carriage and the beautiful stranger in whom she
saw no trace of her sister.
“I’ve seen her,” Bessie said, as she went into her mother’s room, “and
she is very lovely, with such a bright color on her cheeks. And so young
to be Mr. Thornton’s wife! I wonder if she loves him. I couldn’t.”
“No. I suppose you prefer Gerard,” Mrs. Leach replied, while Bessie
answered blushingly, “Of course I do. Poor Gerard! How angry his father
will be when he knows about Tom and me, too. Gerard was going to tell
him at once, but I persuaded him to wait until the honeymoon was over.
Just two months I’ll give him, and during that time I mean to cultivate
Mrs. Thornton and get her on my side. I hope she is not proud like him.
She did not look so.”
Bessie had been at the Park that morning helping Alice give the last
touches to the rooms intended for the bride. These had been finished in
the tints which Mr. Thornton had prescribed. Everything was new, from
the carpets on the floors to the lace-canopied bedstead of brass. There
were flowers everywhere in great profusion, roses mostly of every
variety, and in a glass on a bracket in a corner, Bessie had put a bunch
of June pinks from her own garden, explaining to Alice that her mother
had sent them to the bride, as they were her favorite flowers and would
make the rooms so sweet. Everything was finished at last, and after
Bessie was gone Alice had nothing to do but to wait for the coming of
the carriage which she soon saw entering the Park. Mildred’s face was
very white and her voice trembled as she saw Alice in the distance and
said, “I can’t bear it. I came near shrieking to the old home that I was
Mildred. I must tell Alice. I cannot be so hypocritical. There is no
reason for it.”
“No, no,” and Mr. Thornton spoke a little sternly. “It is too late now,
and you have promised. I wish it and have my reason. Ah, here we are,
and there are Alice and Gerard.”
They had stopped under the great archway at the side entrance where
Gerard and Alice were waiting for them and scanning the bride curiously
as she alighted and their father presented her to them,—not as their
mother, but as “Mrs. Thornton, my wife.”
All Mildred’s color had come back and her face was glowing with
excitement as she took Alice’s hand; then unable to control herself, she
threw her arms around the neck of the astonished girl and burst into a
flood of tears, while Mr. Thornton looked on in dismay, dreading what
might follow. He was himself beginning to think it a very foolish and
unnatural thing to try to keep his wife’s identity from her people, but
he was not a man to give up easily, and once in a dilemma of his own
making he would stay in it at any cost.
“She is very tired and must go to her room,” he said to his daughter,
who was crying herself, and holding Mildred’s hands in her own.
Had Mildred tried she could have done nothing better for her cause than
she had done. Alice had been very doubtful as to whether she should like
her new mother or not, but something in the eyes which looked so
appealingly into hers, and in the tears she felt upon her cheek, and the
clasp of the arms around the neck, disarmed all prejudice and made of
her a friend at once. As for Gerard, he had never meant to be anything
but friendly, and when the scene between the two ladies was over he came
forward with the slow, quiet manner natural to him and said, “Now it is
my turn to welcome Mrs. Thornton, who does not look as if she could have
for a son a great six-footer like me. But I’ll call you mother, if you
say so.”
“No, don’t,” Mildred answered, flashing on him a smile which made his
heart beat rapidly and brought a thought of Bessie, who sometimes smiled
like that.
Leading the way to Mildred’s rooms, Alice said, as she threw open the
door, “I hope you will like them.”
“Like them! They are perfect,” was Mildred’s answer, as she walked
through the apartments, feeling that it must be a dream from which she
would bye-and-bye awaken. “And so many roses,” she said, stopping here
and there over a bowl or cluster of them until, guided by the perfume,
she came upon the pinks her mother had sent to her.
Taking up the glass she held it for an instant while Alice said, “June
pinks, perhaps you do not have them in England. They are old-fashioned
flowers, but very sweet. A friend of mine, Bessie Leach, brought them
for you from her mother, who is blind.”
There was a low cry and a crash as the finger-glass fell to the floor
and Mildred sank into the nearest chair, white as ashes, with a look in
her eyes which startled and frightened Alice.
“It is the heat and fatigue of the voyage. I was very sea-sick,” Mildred
said, trying to smile and recover herself, while Alice went for a towel
to wipe up the water trickling over the carpet, and wondering if Mrs.
Thornton was given to faintings and hysterics like this.
“She don’t look like it,” she thought, as she picked up and carried out
the bits of glass and the pinks which had done the mischief.
When lunch was served Mildred was too ill to go down. A severe headache
had come on, and for a time Alice sat by her couch bathing her forehead
and brushing her hair, which was more a mottled than golden brown, for
it was darker in some places than others, especially when seen in
certain lights and shadows. But this only added to its beauty, and Alice
ran her fingers through the shining mass, admiring the color and the
texture and admiring the woman generally and answering the many
questions which were asked her. Hungry at heart to hear something of her
family, Mildred said to her, “Tell me of your friends. Have you any
here? Girl friends, I mean.”
“Only one with whom I am intimate,” Alice replied, and then as girls
will she went off into rhapsodies over Bessie Leach, and in a burst of
confidence concluded by saying, “You must not tell papa, for he is not
to know it yet, but Bessie is to be my sister. She is to marry Gerard.”
“Marry Gerard!” and Mildred raised herself upon her elbow and shedding
her heavy hair back from her face stared at Alice with an expression in
her eyes which the girl could not understand, and which made her wonder
if her stepmother, too, were as proud as her father and would resent
Gerard’s choice.
This called forth another eulogy upon Bessie’s beauty and sweetness,
with many injunctions that Mildred should not repeat to her husband what
had been told her.
“Nobody knows it for certain but Mr. McGregor and ourselves,” she added,
and then, turning her face away so that it could not be seen, Mildred
said, “Mr. McGregor? That is your father’s attorney. Is he a married
man?”
The question was a singular one, but Alice was not quick to suspect, and
answered laughingly, “Hugh McGregor married! Why, I don’t suppose he has
ever looked twice at any girl. He is a confirmed old bachelor, but very
nice. Father thinks the world of him.”
“Yes, oh, yes,” Mildred moaned, as she clasped her hands over her
forehead where the pain was so intense.
“You are worse. You are white as a sheet; let me call papa,” Alice
cried, alarmed at the look of anguish in the dark eyes and the gray
pallor of the face which seemed to have grown pinched and thin in a
moment.
But her husband was the last person whom Mildred wished to see then, and
detaining Alice she said, “Don’t call him, please. It will soon pass
off, and don’t think me ungrateful, either, but I’d rather be alone for
a while. I may sleep and that will do me good.”
And so, after darkening the room, Alice went out and left the wretched
woman alone in her grief and pain.
“Mrs. Hayford was mistaken. Hugh is not engaged to Bessie, and I am Mrs.
Giles Thornton,” she said, a little bitterly. “My ambition ought to be
satisfied. I have made my own bed and must lie in it, and go on lying,
too!”
She smiled faintly at her own joke and then continued: “If I had only
resisted and come back Mildred Leach! But it is now too late, and Hugh
will always despise me for the deception. Oh, Hugh!”
There was a spasmodic wringing of the hands, and then, as if ashamed of
herself Mildred said, “I must not, will not be faithless to my husband,
who loves me, I know, and I will be worthy of his love and make him
happy, so help me Heaven!”
The vow was made and Mildred would keep it to the death. The might have
been, which has broken so many hearts when the knowledge came too late,
was put away and buried deep down in the inmost recesses of her soul,
and when two hours later she awoke from a refreshing sleep and found her
husband sitting by her, she put her hand in his just as she had never
put it before, and did not shrink from him when he stooped down to
caress her.
CHAPTER VII.
CALLS AT THE PARK.
It was early the next morning when Mildred arose and stepping out upon
the balcony looked toward the town which had changed so much since she
was there last. Across the noisy little river which went dashing along
in its rocky bed at the foot of the mountain, one or two tall stacks of
manufactories were belching forth their smoke, while new churches and
hotels and villas dotted what had been pasture lands when she went away.
Standing upon tiptoe she could see the chimney top of her old home, and
just over it, up the mountain road, the evergreens in the cemetery where
her father and Charlie were lying.
“I’ll go there some day alone and find their graves,” she was thinking
when her husband joined her.
“I am sure you are better, you look so fresh and bright; but it is time
you were getting ready for breakfast,” he said, as he gave her a little
caress.
And Mildred was very bright when she at last went with her husband to
the breakfast-room, a half-opened rose which he had gathered for her at
her throat, and another at her belt. It was her first appearance at her
own table, and Mr. Thornton led her proudly to her seat behind the
coffee urn and looked at her admiringly while she assumed the rôle of
mistress as naturally as if she had all her life been accustomed to her
present surroundings. Alice had kissed her effusively as she came in,
hoping she was quite well and thinking her more beautiful than on the
previous day. Gerard, who was less demonstrative but more observant than
his sister, greeted her cordially and then sat watching her, curious and
puzzled by something in her face or manner or voice which seemed
familiar to him.
“She is dazzlingly lovely. I wonder how Bessie will look beside her,” he
thought, as after breakfast he started for the farm house as was his
daily custom.
It was very warm that morning and Mildred had seated herself with a book
upon the shaded balcony opening from her room, when word was brought her
that her husband wished to see her on the front piazza.
“There’s a gentleman with him,—Mr. McGregor,” the servant said, and
Mildred felt as if her heart had suddenly risen in her throat, making
her choke and gasp for breath.
She knew he would come some time, but had not expected him so soon, and
she shook like a leaf as she stood a moment before her mirror.
“He will never know me,” she said, as side by side with the reflection
of herself she saw the girl of fifteen years ago; sallow and thin and
slight, with eyes too big for her face, and hair too heavy for her head;
the girl with the faded calico dress and high-necked apron, who seemed
to walk beside her as she descended the broad staircase and went through
the hall and out upon the piazza, where she heard her husband’s voice,
and Hugh’s.