“I, REX, TAKE THEE, BERTHA.”
The words were said in the old Homestead about a year from the time when
we first saw Bertha walking along the lane to meet her sister and
holding in her hand the newspaper which had been the means of her
meeting with Rex Hallam. The May day had been perfect then, and it was
perfect now. The air was odorous with the perfume of the pines and the
apple-blossoms, and the country seemed as fresh and fair as when it
first came from the hands of its Creator. The bequest which Fred had
made to Bertha, and which he wished he had doubled, had been quadrupled
by Louie, who, when Bertha declined to take so much, had urged it upon
her as a bridal present in advance. With that understanding Bertha had
accepted it, and several changes had been made in the Homestead, both
outside and in. Bertha’s room, however, where Rex had once slept,
remained intact. This he insisted upon, and it was in this room that he
received his bride from the hands of her bridesmaids. It was a very
quiet affair, with only a few intimate friends from Worcester and
Leicester, and Mrs. Hallam from New York. Bertha had suggested inviting
Mrs. Haynes, but Rex vetoed that decidedly. She had been the direct
cause of so much humiliation to Bertha that he did not care to keep her
acquaintance, he said. But Mrs. Haynes had no intention to be ignored by
the future Mrs. Rex Hallam, and one of the handsomest presents Bertha
received came from her, with a note of congratulation. Louie and Phineas
were master and mistress of ceremonies, Louie inside and Phineas
outside, where he insisted upon caring for the horses of those who drove
from Worcester and the village.
He’d “smile if he couldn’t do it up ship-shape,” he said, and he came at
an early hour, gorgeous in swallowtail coat, white vest, stove-pipe hat,
and an immense amount of shirt-front, ornamented with Rhine-stone studs.
In his ignorance he did not know that a dress-coat was not just as
suitable for morning as evening, and had bought one second-hand at a
clothing-store in Boston. He wanted to make a good impression on Lucy
Ann, he said to Grace, who had been at the Homestead two or three days,
and who, declaring him a most delicious specimen, had hobnobbed with him
quite familiarly. She told him she had no doubt he would impress Lucy
Ann; and he did, for she came near fainting when he presented himself to
her, asking what she thought of his outfit, and how it would “do for
high.” She wanted to tell him that he would look far better in his
every-day clothes than in that costume, but restrained herself and made
some non-committal reply. Since meeting him on the ship she had had time
to reflect that no one whose opinion was really worth caring for would
think less of her because of her relatives, and she was a little ashamed
of her treatment of him. Perhaps, too, she was softened by the sight of
the old homestead, which had been her husband’s home, or Grace Travis’s
avowal that she wished she had just such a dear codger of a cousin,
might have had some effect in making her civil and even gracious to the
man who, without the least resentment for her former slight of him,
“Cousin Lucy Ann”-ed her continually and led her up to salute the bride
after the ceremony was over.
There was a wedding breakfast, superintended by Louie, who, if she felt
any regret for the might-have-been, did not show it, and was bright and
merry as a bird, talking a little of Fred and a great deal of Charlie
Sinclair, whom business kept from the wedding and whose lovely present
she had helped select. The wedding trip was to extend beyond the Rockies
as far as Tacoma, and to include the Fair in Chicago on the homeward
journey. The remainder of the summer was to be spent at the Homestead,
where Rex could hunt and fish and row to his heart’s content, if he
could not have a fox-hunt. Both he and Bertha wished a home of their own
in New York, but Mrs. Hallam begged so hard for them to stay with her
for a year at least that they consented to do so.
“You may be the mistress, or the daughter of the house, as you please,
only stay with me,” Mrs. Hallam said to Bertha, of whom she seemed very
fond.
Evidently she was on her best behavior, and during the few days she
stayed at the Homestead she quite won the hearts of both Mr. Leighton
and Dorcas, and greatly delighted Phineas by asking him to spend the
second week in July with her. In this she was politic and managing. She
knew he was bound to come some time, and, knowing that the most of her
calling acquaintance would be out of town in July, she fixed his visit
at that time, making him understand that he could not prolong it, as she
was to join Rex and Bertha in Chicago on the 15th. Had he been going to
visit the queen, Phineas could not have been more elated or have talked
more about it.
“I hope I sha’n’t mortify Lucy Ann to death,” he said, and when in June
Louie came for a few days to the Homestead, he asked her to give him
some points in etiquette, which he wrote down and studied diligently,
till he considered himself quite equal to cope with any difficulty, and
at the appointed time packed his dress-suit and started for New York.
This was Monday, and on Saturday Dorcas was surprised to see him walking
up the avenue from the car.
He’d had a tip-top time, he said, and Lucy Ann did all she could to make
it pleasant.
“But, my!” he added, “it was so lonesome and grand and stiff; and didn’t
Lucy Ann put on the style! But I studied my notes, and held my own
pretty well. I don’t think I made more than three or four blunders. I
reached out and got a piece of bread with my fork, and saw a
thunder-cloud on Lucy Ann’s face; and I put on my dress-suit one morning
to drive to the Park, but took it off quicker when Lucy Ann saw it.
Dress-coats ain’t the thing in the morning, it seems. I guess they ain’t
the thing for me anywhere. But my third blunder was wust of all, though
I don’t understand it. Between you ’n’ I, I don’t believe Lucy Ann has
much company, for not a livin’ soul come to the house while I was there,
except one woman with two men in tall boots drivin’ her. Lucy Ann was
out and the nigger was out, and I went to the door to save the girls
from runnin’ up and down stairs so much. I told her Mis’ Hallam wa’n’t
to home, and I rather urged her to come in and take a chair, she looked
so kind of disappointed and tired, and curi’s, too, I thought, as if she
wondered who I was; so I said, ‘I’m Mis’ Hallam’s cousin. You better
come in and rest. She’ll be home pretty soon.’
“‘Thanks,’ she said, in a queer kind of way, and handed me a card for
Lucy Ann, who was tearin’ when I told her what I’d done. It was the
servants’ business to wait on the door when Peters was out, she said,
and on no account was I to ask any one in if she wasn’t there. That
ain’t my idea of hospitality. Is’t yours?”
Dorcas laughed, and said she supposed city ways were not exactly like
those of the country. Phineas guessed they wasn’t, and he was glad to
get where he could tip back in his chair if he wanted to, and eat with
his knife, and ask a friend to come in and sit down.
A few days later Dorcas and her father, with Louie, started for Chicago
to join the Hallams. For four weeks they reveled in the wonders of the
beautiful White City. After that Mrs. Hallam returned to her lonely
house in New York, while Rex and Bertha and Louie went back to the old
Homestead. There they spent the remainder of the summer, and there
Bertha lingered until the hazy light of October was beginning to hang
over the New England hills and the autumnal tints to show in the woods.
Then Rex, who had spent every Sunday there, took her to her new home,
where her reception was very different from what it had been on her
first arrival. Then she was only a hired companion, dining with the
housekeeper and waiting on the fourth floor back for her employer to
give her an audience. Now she was a petted bride, the daughter of the
house, with full authority to go where she pleased, do what she pleased,
and make any change she pleased, from the drawing-room to the handsome
suite which had been fitted up for her. But she made no change, except
in Rex’s sleeping-apartment, where she did take the pictures of
ballet-dancers, rope-walkers, and sporting men from the mirror-frame,
and substituted in their place those of her father, Dorcas, and Grace.
She would have liked to remove her own picture, with “Rose Arabella
Jefferson” written upon it, but Rex interfered. It seemed to him, he
said, a connecting link between his bachelor life and the great joy
which had come to him, and it should stay there, Rose Arabella and all.
Mr. Leighton and Dorcas have twice visited Bertha in her home, and been
happy there because she was so happy. But both were glad to go back to
the old house under the apple-trees and the country life which they like
best. Bertha, on the contrary, takes readily to the ways of the great
city, although she cares but little for the fashionable society that is
so eager to take her up, and prefers the companionship of her husband
and the quiet of her home to the gayest assemblage in New York.
Occasionally however, she may be seen at some afternoon tea, or dinner,
or reception, where Mrs. Hallam is proud to introduce her as “my
nephew’s wife,” while Mrs. Walker Haynes, always politic and persistent,
speaks of her as “my friend, that charming Mrs. Reginald Hallam.”
THE SPRING FARM.
CHAPTER I.
AT THE FARM HOUSE.
It was a very pleasant, homelike old farm house, standing among the New
England hills, with the summer sunshine falling upon it, and the summer
air, sweet with the perfume of roses and June pinks, filling the wide
hall and great square rooms, where, on the morning when our story opens,
the utmost confusion prevailed. Carpets were up; curtains were down;
huge boxes were standing everywhere, while into them two men and a boy
were packing the furniture scattered promiscuously around, for on the
morrow the family, who had owned and occupied the house so long, were to
leave the premises and seek another home in the little village about two
miles away. In one of the lower rooms in the wing to the right, where
the sunshine was the brightest and the rose-scented air the sweetest, a
white-faced woman lay upon a couch looking at and listening to a lady
who sat talking to her, with money and pride and selfishness stamped
upon her as plainly as if the words had been placarded upon her back.
The lady was Mrs. Marshall-More, of Boston, whose handsome country house
was not far from the red farm house, which, with its rich,
well-cultivated acres, had, by the foreclosure of a mortgage she held
upon it, recently come into her possession, or rather into that of her
half brother, who had bidden it off for her.
Mrs. Marshall-More had once been plain Mrs. John More, but since her
husband’s death, she had prefixed her maiden name, with a hyphen to the
More, making herself Mrs. Marshall-More, which, she thought, had a very
aristocratic look and sound. She was a great lady in her own immediate
circle of friends in the city, and a greater lady in Merrivale, where
she passed her summers, and her manner toward the little woman on the
couch was one of infinite superiority and patronage, mingled with a show
of interest and pity. She had driven to the farm house that morning,
ostensibly to say good-bye to the family, but really to go over the
place which she had coveted so long as a most desirable adjunct to her
possessions. What she was saying to the white-faced woman in the widow’s
cap was this:
“I am very sorry for you, Mrs. Graham, and I hope you do not blame me
for foreclosing the mortgage. I had to have the money, for Archie’s
college expenses will be very heavy, and then I am going to Europe this
summer, and I did not care to draw from my other investments.”
“Oh, no, I blame no one, but it is very hard all the same to leave the
old home where I have been so happy,” Mrs. Graham replied, and Mrs.
Marshall-More went on: “I am glad to hear you say so, for the Merrivale
people have been very ill-natured about it and I have heard more than
once that I hastened the foreclosure and intend to tear down the old
house and build a cottage, which is false.”
To this Mrs. Graham made no reply, and Mrs. Marshall-More continued:
“You will be much better off in the village than in this great rambling
house, and your children will find employment there. Maude must be
eighteen, and ought to be a great help to you. I hear she is a
sentimental dreamer, living mostly in the clouds with people only known
to herself, and perhaps she needed this change to rouse her to the
realities of life.”
“Maude is the dearest girl in the world,” was the mother’s quick protest
against what seemed like disapprobation of her daughter.
“Yes, of course,” was Mrs. Marshall-More’s response. “Maude is a nice
girl and a pretty girl and will be a great comfort to you when she wakes
up to the fact that life is earnest and not all a dream, and in time you
will be quite as happy in your new home as you could be here, where it
must be very dreary in the winter, when the snow-drifts are piled up to
the very window ledges, and the wind screams at you through every
crevice.”
“Oh-h,” Mrs. Graham said, with a shudder, her thoughts going back to the
day when the blinding snow had come down in great billows upon the
newly-made grave in which she left her husband, and went back alone to
the desolate home where he would never come again.
It had been so terrible and sudden, his going from her. Well in the
morning, and dead at night; killed by a locomotive and brought to her so
mangled that she could never have recognized him as her husband. People
had called him over-generous and extravagant, and perhaps he was, but
the money he spent so lavishly was always for others, and not for
himself, and as the holder of the heavy mortgage on his farm had been
content with the interest and never pressed his claim, he had made no
effort to lessen it, even after he knew it passed into the hands of Mrs.
Marshall-More, who had often expressed a wish to own the place known as
the Spring Farm, and so-called from the numerous springs upon it. She
would fill it with her city friends and set up quite an English
establishment, she said; and now it was hers, to all intents and
purposes, for though the deed was in her brother’s name, it was
understood that she was mistress of the place and could do what she
liked with it. Of the real owner, Max Gordon, her half-brother, little
was known, except the fact that he was very wealthy and had for years
been engaged to a lady who, by a fall from a horse, had been crippled
for life. It was also rumored that the lady had insisted upon releasing
her lover from his engagement, but he had refused to be released, and
still clung to the hope that she would eventually recover. Just where he
was at present, nobody knew. He seldom visited his sister, although she
was very proud of him and very fond of talking of her brother Max, who,
she said, was so generous and good, although a little queer. He had
bidden off the Spring Farm because she asked him to do so, and a few
thousand dollars more or less were nothing to him; then, telling her to
do what she liked with it, he had gone his way, while poor Lucy Graham’s
heart was breaking at the thought of leaving the home which her husband
had made so beautiful for her. An old-fashioned place, it is true, but
one of those old-fashioned places to which our memory clings fondly, and
our thoughts go back with an intense longing years after the flowers we
have watered are dead, and the shrubs we have planted are trees pointing
to the sky. A great square house, with a wing on either side, a wide
hall through the center and a fireplace in every room. A well-kept lawn
in front, dotted with shade trees and flowering shrubs, and on one side
of it a running brook, fed by a spring on the hillside to the west;
borders and beds and mounds of flowers;—tulips and roses and pansies and
pinks and peonies and lilies and geraniums and verbenas, each blossoming
in its turn and making the garden and grounds a picture of beauty all
the summer long. No wonder that Lucy Graham loved it and shrank from
leaving it, and shrank, too, from Mrs. Marshall-More’s attempts at
consolation, saying only when that lady arose to go, “It was kind in you
to come and I thank you for it; but just now my heart aches too hard to
be comforted. Good-bye.”
“Good-bye, I shall call when you get settled in town, and if I can be of
any service to you I will gladly do so,” Mrs. Marshall-More said, as she
left the room and went out to her carriage, where she stood for a moment
looking up and down the road, and saying to herself, “Where can Archie
be?”
CHAPTER II.
WHERE ARCHIE WAS.
A long lane wound away to the westward across a strip of land called the
mowing lot, through a bit of woods and on to a grassy hillside, where,
under the shade of a butternut tree, a pair of fat, sleek oxen were
standing with a look of content in their large, bright eyes as if well
pleased with this unwonted freedom from the plough and the cart. Against
the side of one of them a young girl was leaning, with her arm thrown
across its neck and her hand caressing the long, white horn of the dumb
creature which seemed to enjoy it. The girl was Maude Graham, and she
made a very pretty picture as she stood there with her short, brown hair
curling in soft rings about her forehead; her dark blue eyes, her
bright, glowing face, and a mouth which looked as if made for kisses and
sweetness rather than the angry words she was hurling at the young man,
or boy, for he was only twenty, who stood before her.
“Archie More,” she was saying, “I don’t think it very nice in you to
talk to me in that patronizing kind of way, as if you were so much my
superior in everything, and trying to convince me that it is nothing for
us to give up the dear old place where every stone and stump means
somebody to me, for I know them all and have talked with them all, and
called them by name, just as I know all the maiden ferns and water
lilies and where the earliest arbutus blossoms in the spring. Oh,
Archie, how can I leave Spring Farm and never come back again! I think I
hate you all for taking it from us, and especially your uncle Max.”
Here she broke down entirely, and laying her face on the shining coat of
the ox began to cry as if her heart would break, while Archie looked at
her in real distress wondering what he should say. He was a city-bred
young man, with a handsome, boyish face, and in a way very fond of
Maude, whom he had known ever since he was thirteen and she eleven, and
he first came to Merrivale to spend the summer. They had played and
fished together in the brook, and rowed together on the pond and
quarreled and made up, and latterly they had flirted a little, too,
although Archie was careful that the flirting should not go too far, for
he felt that there was a vast difference between Archie More, son of
Mrs. Marshall-More, and Maude Graham, daughter of a country farmer. And
still he thought her the sweetest, prettiest girl he had ever seen, a
_jolly lot_ he called her, and he writhed under her bitter words, and
when she cried he tried to comfort her and explain matters as best he
could. But Maude was not to be appeased. She had felt all the time that
the place need not have been sold, that it was a hasty thing, and though
she did not blame Archie, she was very sore against Mrs. Marshall-More
and her brother, and her only answer to all Archie could say, was:
“You needn’t talk. I hate you all, and your uncle Max the most, and if I
ever see him I’ll tell him so, and if I don’t you may tell him for me.”
Archie could keep silent and hear his mother blamed and himself, but he
roused in defense of his uncle Max.
“Hate my uncle Max,” he exclaimed. “Why, he is the best man that ever
lived, and the kindest. He knew nothing of you, or how you’d feel, when
he bought the place; if he had he wouldn’t have done it; and if he could
see you now, crying on that ox’s neck, he would give it back to you.
That would be just like him.”
“As if I’d take it,” Maude said, scornfully, as she lifted up her head
and dashed the tears from her eyes with a rapid movement of both hands.
“No, Archie More, I shall never take Spring Farm as a gift from any one,
much less from your uncle Max; but I shall buy it of him some day if he
keeps it long enough.”
“You?” Archie asked, and Maude replied, “Yes, I, why not? I know I am
poor now, but I shall not always be so. People call me crazy, a dreamer,
a crank, and all that, because they cannot see what I see; the people
who are with me always, my friends; and I know their names and how they
look and where they live; Mrs. Kimbrick, with her fifty daughters, all
Eliza Anns, and Mrs. Webster, with her fifty daughters, all Ann Elizas,
and Angeline Mason, who comes and talks to me in the twilight, wearing a
yellow dress; they are real to me as you are, and do you think I am
crazy and a crank because of that?”
Archie said he didn’t, but he looked a little suspiciously at the girl
standing there so erect, her eyes shining with a strange light as she
talked to him of things he could not understand. He had heard of this
Mrs. Kimbrick and Mrs. Webster before, with their fifty daughters each,
and had thought Maude queer, to say the least. He was sure of it now as
she went on:
“Is the earth crazy because there is in it a little acorn which you
can’t see, but which is still there, maturing and taking root for the
grand old oak, whose branches will one day give shelter to many a tired
head? Of course not; neither am I, and some time these brain children,
or brain seeds, call them what you like, will take shape and grow, and
the world will hear of them, and of me; and you and your mother will be
proud to say you knew me once, when the people praise the book I am
going to write.”
“A book!” and Archie laughed incredulously, it seemed so absurd that
little Maude Graham should ever become an author of whom the world would
hear.
“Yes,” she answered him decidedly. “A book! Why not? It is in me; it has
been there always, and I can no more help writing it than you can help
doing,—well, nothing, as you always have. Yes, I shall write a book, and
you will read it, Archie More, and thousands more, too; and I shall put
Spring Farm in it, and you, and your uncle Max. I think I shall make him
the villain.”
She was very hard upon poor Max, whose only offense was that he had
bidden off Spring Farm to please his sister, but Archie was ready to
defend him again.
“If you knew uncle Max,” he said, “you would make him your hero instead
of your villain, for a better man never lived. He is kindness itself and
the soul of honor. Why, when he was very young he was engaged to a girl
who fell from a horse and broke her leg, or her neck, or her back, I’ve
forgotten which. Anyhow, she cannot walk and has to be wheeled in a
chair, but Max sticks to her like a burr, because he thinks he ought. I
am sure I hope he will never marry her.”
“Why not?” Maude asked, and he replied:
“Because, you see, Max has a heap of money, and if he never marries and
I outlive him, some of it will come to me. Money is a good thing, I tell
you.”
“I didn’t suppose you as mean as that, Archie More! and I hope Mr. Max
will marry that broken-backed woman, and that she will live a thousand
years! Yes, I do!”
The last three words were emphasized with so vigorous blows on the back
of the ox, that he started away suddenly, and Maude would have fallen if
Archie had not caught her in his arms.
“Now, Maude,” he said, as he held her for a moment closely to him,
“don’t let’s quarrel any more. I’m going away to-morrow to the
Adirondacks, then in the fall to college, and may not see you again for
a long time; but I sha’n’t forget you. I like you the best of any girl
in the world; I do, upon my honor.”
“No, you don’t. I know exactly what you think of me, and always have,
but it does not matter now,” Maude answered vehemently. “You are going
your way, and I am going mine, and the two ways will never meet.”
And so, quarreling and making up, but making up rather more than they
quarreled, the two went slowly along the gravelly lane until they
reached the house where Mrs. Marshall-More was standing with a very
severe look upon her face, as she said to her son:
“Do you know how long you have kept me waiting?”
Then to Maude:
“Been crying? I am sorry you take it so hard. Believe me, you will be
better off in the village. Neither your mother nor you could run the
farm, and you will find some employment there. I hear that Mrs. Nipe is
wanting an apprentice and that she will give small wages at first, which
is not usual with dressmakers. You’d better apply at once.”
“Thank you,” Maude answered quickly. “I do not think I shall learn
dressmaking,” and Maude looked at the lady as proudly as a queen might
look upon her subject. “Mrs. More, do you think your brother would
promise to keep Spring Farm until I can buy it back?” she continued.
The idea that Maude Graham could ever buy Spring Farm was so
preposterous that Mrs. Marshall-More laughed immoderately, as she
replied, “Perhaps so. I will ask him; or you can do it yourself. I don’t
know where he is now. I seldom do know, but anything addressed to his
club, No. —, —— Street, Boston, will reach him in time. And now we must
go. Good-bye.”
She offered the tips of her fingers to the girl who just touched them,
and then giving her hand to Archie said, “Good-bye, Archie, I am sorry
we quarreled so, and I did not mean half I said to you. I hope you will
forget it. Good-bye; I may never see you again.”
If Archie had dared he would have kissed the face which had never looked
so sweet to him as now; but his mother’s eyes were upon him and so he
only said “Good-bye,” and took his seat in the carriage with a feeling
that something which had been very dear had dropped out of his life.
CHAPTER III.
GOING WEST.
It was a very plain but pretty little cottage of which Mrs. Graham took
possession with her children, Maude and John, who was two years younger
than his sister. As most of the furniture had been sold it did not take
them long to settle, and then the question arose as to how they were to
live. A thousand dollars was all they had in the world, and these Mrs.
Graham placed in the savings bank against a time of greater need, hoping
that, as her friends assured her, something would turn up. “If there was
anything I could do, I would do it so willingly,” Maude was constantly
saying to herself, while busy with the household duties which now fell
to her lot and to which she was unaccustomed. During her father’s life
two strong German girls had been employed in the house and Maude had
been as tenderly and delicately reared as are the daughters of
millionaires. But now everything was changed, and those who had known
her only as an idle dreamer and devourer of books, were astonished at
the energy and capability which she developed. But these did not
understand the girl or know that all the stronger part of her nature had
been called into being by the exigencies of the case. Maude’s love for
her mother was deep and unselfish, and for her sake she tried to make
the most and the best of everything. Stifling with a smile born of a sob
all her longings for the past, she turned her thoughts steadily to the
one purpose of her life,—buying Spring Farm back! But how? The book she
was going to write did not seem quite so certain now. Her brain children
had turned traitors and flown away from the sweeping, dusting,
dishwashing and bedmaking which fell to her lot and which she did with a
song on her lips lest her mother should detect the heartache which was
always with her, even when her face was the brightest and her song the
sweetest. She had written to Archie’s uncle without a suspicion that she
did not know his real name. As he was a brother of Mrs. More, whose
maiden name was Marshall, his must be Marshall too, she reasoned,
forgetting to have heard that Mrs. More was only a half-sister and that
there had been two fathers. Of course, he was Max Marshall, and she
addressed him as follows:
“MERRIVALE, July —, 18—.
“MR. MAX MARSHALL:
“DEAR SIR,—I am Maude Graham, and you bought my old home, Spring Farm,
and it nearly broke my own and mamma’s heart to have it sold. I don’t
blame you much now for buying it, but I did once, and I said some hard
things about you to Archie More, your nephew, which he may repeat to
you. But I was angry then at him and everybody, and I am sorry that I
said them. I am only eighteen and very poor, but I shall be rich some
day,—I am sure of it,—and able to buy Spring Farm, and I want you to
keep it for me and not sell it to any one else. It may be years, but
the day will come when I shall have the money of my own. Will you keep
the place till then? I think I shall be happier and have more courage
to work if you write and say you will.
“Yours truly, “MAUDE GRAHAM.”
After this letter was sent and before she had reason to expect an
answer, Maude began to look for it, but none came, and the summer
stretched on into August and the house at Spring Farm was shut up, for
Mrs. Marshall-More was in Europe, and Maude’s great anxiety was to find
something to do for her own and her mother’s support. Miss Nipe, the
dressmaker, would give her a dollar a week while she was learning the
trade, and this, with the three dollars per week which her brother John
was earning in a grocery store, would be better than nothing, and she
was seriously considering the matter, when a letter from her mother’s
brother, who lived “out West,” as that portion of New York between the
Cayuga Bridge and Buffalo was then called, changed the whole aspect of
her affairs and forged the first link in the chain of her destiny. He
could not take his sister and her children into his own large family, he
wrote, but he had a plan to propose which, he thought, would prove
advantageous to Maude, if her mother approved of it and would spare her
from home. About six miles from his place was a school, which his
daughter had taught for two years, but as she was about to be married,
the position was open to Maude at four dollars a week and her board,
provided she would take it.
“Maude is rather young, I know,” Mr. Ailing wrote in conclusion, “but no
younger than Annie was when she began to teach, so her age need not
stand in the way, if she chooses to come. The country will seem new and
strange to her; there are still log-houses in the Bush district; indeed,
the school-house is built of logs and the people ride in lumber wagons
and are not like Bostonians or New Yorkers, but they are very kind, and
Maude will get accustomed to them in time. My advice is that she
accept.”
At first Mrs. Graham refused to let her young daughter go so far from
home, but Maude was persistent and eager. Log-houses and lumber wagons
had no terrors for her. Indeed, they were rather attractions than
otherwise, and fired her imagination, which began at once to people
those houses of the olden time with the Kimbricks and the Websters, who
had forsaken her so long. Four dollars a week seemed a fortune to her,
and she would save it all, she said, and send it to her mother, who
unwillingly consented at last and fortunately found a gentleman in town
who was going to Chicago and would take charge of Maude as far as
Canandaigua, where she was to leave the train and finish her journey by
stage. But on the evening of the day before the one when Maude was to
start, the gentleman received word that his son was very ill in Portland
and required his immediate presence.
“I can go alone,” Maude said courageously, though with a little sinking
of the heart. “No one will harm me. Crossing the river at Albany is the
worst, but I can do as the rest do, and after that I do not leave the
car again until we reach Canandaigua.”
“Don’t feel so badly, mamma,” she continued, winding her arms around her
mother’s neck and kissing away her tears. “I am not afraid, and don’t
you know how often you have said that God cared for the fatherless, and
I am that, and I shall ask Him all the time I am in the car to take care
of me, and He will answer. He will hear. I’m not a child. I am eighteen
in the Bible and a great deal older than that since father died. Don’t
cry, darling mamma, and make it harder for me. I must go to-morrow, for
school begins next Monday.”
So, for her daughter’s sake, Mrs. Graham tried to be calm, and Maude’s
little hair trunk was packed with the garments, in each of which was
folded a mother’s prayer for the safety of her child; and the morning
came, and the ticket was bought, and the conductor, with whom Mrs.
Graham had a slight acquaintance, promised to see to the little girl as
far as Albany, where he would put her in charge of the man who took his
place. Then the good-byes were said and the train moved on past the
village on the hillside, past the dear old Spring Farm which she looked
at through blinding tears as long as a tree-top was in sight, past the
graveyard where her father was lying, past the meadows and woods and
hills she loved so well, and on towards the new country and the new life
of which she knew so little.
CHAPTER IV.
ON THE ROAD.
Those were the days when the Boston train westward-bound moved at a
snail’s pace compared with what it does now, and twenty-four hours
instead of twelve were required for the trip from Merrivale to
Canandaigua, so that the afternoon was drawing to a close when the cars
stopped in Greenbush and the passengers alighted and rushed for the boat
which was to take them across the river. This, and re-checking her
trunk, was what Maude dreaded the most, and her face was very white and
scared and her heart beating violently as she followed the crowd,
wondering if she should ever find her trunk among all that pile of
baggage they were handling so roughly, and if it would be smashed to
pieces when she did, and if she should get into the right car, or be
carried somewhere else. She had lost sight of the conductor. Her head
was beginning to ache, and there was a lump in her throat every time she
thought of her mother and John, who would soon be taking their simple
evening meal and talking of her.
“I wonder if I can bear it,” she said to herself, as she sat in the
cabin the very image of despair, clasping her hand-bag tightly and
looking anxiously at the people around her as if in search of some
friendly face, which she could trust.
She had heard so much before leaving home of wolves in sheep’s or rather
men’s clothing, who infest railway trains, ready to pounce upon any
unsuspecting girl who chanced to fall in their way, and had been so much
afraid that some of the wolves might be on her train, lying in wait for
her, that she had resolutely kept her head turned to the window all the
time with a prayer in her heart that God would let no one speak to and
frighten her. And thus far no one had spoken to her, except the
conductor, but God must have deserted her now, for just as they were
reaching the opposite shore, a gentleman, who had been watching her ever
since she crouched down in the shadowy corner, and who had seen her wipe
the tears away more than once, came up to her and said, “Are you alone,
and can I do anything for you?”
“Yes,—no; oh, I don’t know,” Maude gasped as she clutched her bag, in
which was her purse, more tightly, and looked up at the face above her.
It was such a pleasant face, and the voice was so kind and reassuring,
that she forgot the wolves and might have given him her bag, purse,
check and all, if the conductor had not just then appeared and taken her
in charge. Lifting his hat politely the stranger walked away, while
Maude went to identify her trunk.
“Will you take a sleeper?” the conductor asked.
And she replied: “Oh, no. I can’t afford that.”
So he found her a whole seat in the common car, and telling her he would
speak of her to the new conductor, bade her good-bye, and she was left
alone.
Very nervously she watched her fellow passengers as they came hurrying
in,—men, mostly, it seemed to her,—rough-looking men, too, for there had
been a horserace that day at a point on the Harlem road, and they were
returning from it. Occasionally some one of them stopped and looked at
the girl in black, who sat so straight and still, with her hand-bag held
down upon the vacant seat beside her as if to keep it intact. But no one
offered to take it, and Maude breathed more freely as the crowded train
moved slowly from the depot. After a little the new conductor came and
spoke to her and looked at her ticket and went out, and then she was
really alone. New England, with its rocks and hills and mountains, was
behind her. Mother, and John, and home were far away, and the lump in
her throat grew larger, and there crept over her such a sense of
dreariness and homesickness, that she would have cried outright if she
dared to. There were only six women in the car besides herself. All the
rest were _wolves_; she felt sure of that, they talked and laughed so
loud, and spit so much tobacco-juice. They were so different from the
stranger on the boat, she thought, wondering who he was and where he had
gone. How pleasantly he had spoken to her, and how she wished——She got
no further, for a voice said to her:
“Can I sit by you? Every other seat is taken.”
“Yes, oh, yes. I am so glad,” Maude exclaimed involuntarily in her
delight at recognizing the stranger, and springing to her feet she
offered him the seat next to the window.
“Oh, no,” he said, with a smile which would have won the confidence of
any girl. “Keep that yourself. You will be more comfortable there. Are
you going to ride all night?”
“Yes, I am going to Canandaigua,” she replied.
“To Canandaigua!” he repeated, looking at her a little curiously; but he
asked no more questions then, and busied himself with adjusting his bag
and his large traveling shawl, which last he put on the back of the
seat,, more behind Maude than himself.
Then he took out a magazine, while Maude watched him furtively, thinking
him the finest looking man she had ever seen, except her father, of
whom, in his manner, he reminded her a little. Not nearly so old,
certainly, as her father, and not young like Archie either, for there
were a few threads of grey in his mustache and in his brown hair which
had a trick of curling slightly at the ends under his soft felt hat. Who
was he? she wondered. The initials on his satchel were “M. G.,” but that
told her nothing. How she hoped he was going as far as she was, she felt
so safe with him, and at last, as the darkness increased and he shut up
his book, she ventured to ask:
“Are you going far?”
“Yes,” he replied, with a twinkle of humor in his blue eyes, “and if
none of these men get out, I am afraid I shall have to claim your
forbearance all night, but I will make myself as small as possible.
Look,” and with a laugh he drew himself close to the arm of the seat,
leaving quite a space between them; but he did not tell her that he had
engaged a berth in the sleeper, which he had abandoned when he found her
there alone, with that set of roughs, whose character he knew.
“Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these ye have done
it unto me,” would surely be said to him some day, for he was always
giving the cup of water, even to those who did not know they were
thirsting until after they had drunk of what he offered them. Once he
brought Maude some water in a little glass tumbler, which he took from
his satchel, and once he offered her an apple which she declined lest
she should seem too forward; then, as the hours crept on and her eyelids
began to droop, he folded his shawl carefully and made her let him put
it behind her head, suggesting that she remove her hat, as she would
rest more comfortably without it.
“Now sleep quietly,” he said, and as if there were something mesmeric in
his voice, Maude went to sleep at once and dreamed she was at home with
her mother beside her, occasionally fixing the pillow under her head and
covering her with something which added to her comfort.
It was the stranger’s light overcoat which, as the September night grew
cold and chill, he put over the girl, whose upturned face he had studied
as intently as she had studied his. About seven o’clock the conductor
came in, lantern in hand, and as its rays fell upon the stranger, he
said, “Hello, Gordon, you here? I thought you were in the sleeper. On
guard, I see, as usual. Who is the lamb this time?”
“I don’t know; do you?” the man called Gordon replied.
“No,” the conductor said, turning his light full upon Maude; then, “Why,
it’s a little girl the Boston conductor put in my care; but she’s safer
with you. Comes from the mountains somewhere, I believe. Guess she is
going to seek her fortune. She ought to find it, with that face. Isn’t
she pretty?” and he glanced admiringly at the sweet young face now
turned to one side, with one hand under the flushed cheek and the short
rings of damp hair curling round her forehead.
“Yes, very,” Gordon replied, moving uneasily and finally holding a
newspaper between Maude and the conductor’s lantern, for it did not seem
right to him that any eyes except those of a near friend should take
this advantage of a sleeping girl.
The conductor passed on, and then Gordon fell asleep until they reached
a way station, where the sudden stopping of a train roused him to
consciousness, and a moment after he was confronted by a young man, who,
at sight of him, stopped short and exclaimed:
“Max Gordon, as I live! I’ve hunted creation over for you and given you
up. Where have you been and why weren’t you at Long Branch, as you said
you’d be when you wrote me to join you there?”
“Got tired of it, you were so long coming, so I went to the Adirondacks
with Archie.”
“Did you bring me any letters?” Max replied, and his friend continued,
“Yes, a cart load. Six, any way,” and he began to take them from his
side pocket. “One, two, three, four, five; there’s another somewhere.
Oh, here ’tis,” he said, taking out the sixth, which looked rather
soiled and worn. “I suppose it’s for you,” he continued, “although it’s
directed to Mr. Max Marshall, Esq., and is in a school-girl’s
handwriting. It came long ago, and we chaps puzzled over it a good
while; then, as no one appeared to claim it, and it was mailed at
Merrivale, where your sister spends her summers, I ventured to bring it
with the rest. If you were not such a saint I’d say you had been
imposing a false name upon some innocent country girl, and, by George, I
believe she’s here now with your ulster over her! Running off with her,
eh? What will Miss Raynor say?” he went on, as his eyes fell upon Maude,
who just then stirred in her sleep and murmured softly, “Our Father, who
art in Heaven.”
She was at home in her little white-curtained bedroom, kneeling with her
mother and saying her nightly prayer, and, involuntarily, both the young
men bowed their heads as if receiving a benediction.
“I think, Dick, that your vile insinuation is answered,” Max said, and
Dick rejoined, “Yes, I beg your pardon. Under your protection, I s’pose.
Well, she’s safe; but I must be finding that berth of mine. Will see you
in the morning. Good-night.”
He left the car, while Max Gordon tried to read his letters as best he
could by the dim light near him. One was from his sister, one from
Archie, three on business, while the last puzzled him a little, and he
held it awhile as if uncertain as to his right to open it.
“It must be for me,” he said at last, and breaking the seal he read
Maude’s letter to him, unconscious that Maude was sleeping there beside
him.
Indeed, he had never heard of Maude Graham before, and had scarcely
given a thought to the former owners of Spring Farm. His sister had a
mortgage upon it; the man was dead; the place must be sold, and Mrs.
More asked him to buy it; that was all he knew when he bid it off.
“Poor little girl,” he said to himself. “If I had known about you, I
don’t believe I’d have bought the place. There was no necessity to
foreclose, I am sure; but it was just like Angie; and what must this
Maude think of me not to have answered her letter. I am so sorry;” and
his sorrow manifested itself in an increased attention to the girl, over
whom he adjusted his ulster more carefully, for the air in the car was
growing very damp and chilly.
It was broad daylight when Maude awoke, starting up with a smile on her
face and reminding Max of some lovely child when first aroused from
sleep.
“Why, I have slept all night,” she exclaimed, as she tossed back her
wavy hair; “and you have given me your shawl and ulster, too,” she
added, with a blush which made her face, as Max thought, the prettiest
he had ever seen.
Who was she, he wondered, and once he thought to ask her the question
direct; then he tried by a little _finessing_ to find out who she was
and where she came from, but Maude’s mother had so strongly impressed it
upon her not to be at all communicative to strangers, that she was
wholly non-committal even while suspecting his design, and when at last
Canandaigua was reached he knew no more of her history than when he
first saw her, white and trembling on the boat. She was going to take
the Genesee stage, she said, and expected her uncle to meet her at Oak
Corners in Richland.
“Why, that is funny,” he said. “If it were not that a carriage is to
meet me, I should still be your fellow-traveler, for my route lies that
way.”
And then he did ask her uncle’s name. She surely might tell him so much,
Maude thought, and replied:
“Captain James Alling, my mother’s brother.”
Her name was not Alling, then, and reflecting that now he knew who her
uncle was he could probably trace her, Max saw her into the stage, and
taking her ungloved hand in his held it perhaps a trifle longer than he
would have done if it had not been so very soft and white and pretty,
and rested so confidingly in his, while she thanked him for his
kindness. Then the stage drove away, while he stood watching it, and
wondering why the morning was not quite so bright as it had been an hour
ago, and why he had not asked her point-blank who she was, or had been
so stupid as not to give her his card.
“Max Gordon, you certainly are getting into your dotage,” he said to
himself. “A man of your age to be so interested in a little unknown
girl! What would Grace say? Poor Grace. I wonder if I shall find her
improved, and why she has buried herself in this part of the country.”
As he entered the hotel a thought of Maude Graham’s letter came to his
mind, and calling for pen and paper he dashed off the following:
CANANDAIGUA, September —, 18—.
MISS MAUDE GRAHAM,—Your letter did not reach me until last night, when
it was brought me by a friend. I have not been in Boston since the
first of last July, and the reason it was not forwarded to me is that
you addressed it wrong, and they were in doubt as to its owner. My
name is Gordon, not Marshall, as you supposed, and I am very sorry for
your sake and your mother’s that I ever bought Spring Farm. Had I
known what I do now I should not have done so. But it is too late, and
I can only promise to keep it as you wish until you can buy it back.
You are a brave little girl and I will sell it to you cheap. I should
very much like to know you, and when I am again in Merrivale I shall
call upon you and your mother, if she will let me.
With kind regards to her I am
Yours truly,
“MAX GORDON.”
The letter finished, he folded and directed it to Miss Maude Graham,
Merrivale, Mass., while she for whom it was intended was huddled up in
one corner of the crowded stage and going on as fast as four fleet
horses could take her towards Oak Corners and the friends awaiting her
there. Thus strangely do two lives sometimes meet and cross each other
and then drift widely apart; but not forever, in this instance, let us
hope.
CHAPTER V.
MISS RAYNOR.
About a mile from Laurel Hill, a little village in Richland, was an
eminence, or plateau, from the top of which one could see for miles the
rich, well-cultivated farms in which the town abounded, the wooded hills
and the deep gorges all slanting down to a common centre, the pretty
little lake, lying as in the bottom of a basin, with its clear waters
sparkling in the sunshine. And here, just on the top of the plateau,
where the view was the finest, an eccentric old bachelor, Paul Raynor,
had a few years before our story opens, built himself a home after his
own peculiar ideas of architecture, but which, when finished and
furnished, was a most delightful place, especially in the summer when
the flowers and shrubs, of which there was a great profusion, were in
blossom, and the wide lawn in front of the house was like a piece of
velvet. Here for two years Paul Raynor had lived quite _en prince_, and
then, sickening with what he knew to be a fatal disease, he had sent for
his invalid sister Grace, who came and stayed with him to the last,
finding after he was dead that all his property had been left to her,
with a request that she would make the Cedars, as the place was called,
her home for a portion of the time at least. And so, though city bred
and city born, Grace had stayed on for nearly a year, leading a lonely
life, for she knew but few of her neighbors, while her crippled
condition prevented her from mingling at all in the society she was so
well fitted to adorn. As the reader will have guessed, Grace Raynor was
the girl, or rather woman, for she was over thirty now, to whom Max
Gordon had devoted the years of his early manhood, in the vain hope that
some time she would be cured and become his wife. A few days before the
one appointed for her bridal she had been thrown from her horse and had
injured her spine so badly that for months she suffered such agony that
her beautiful hair turned white; then the pain ceased suddenly, but left
her no power to move her lower limbs, and she had never walked since and
never would. But through all the long years Max had clung to her with a
devotion born first of his intense love for her and later of his sense
of honor which would make him loyal to her even to the grave. Knowing
how domestic he was in his tastes and how happy he would be with wife
and children, Grace had insisted that he should leave her and seek some
other love. But his answer was always the same. “No, Grace, I am bound
to you just as strongly as if the clergyman had made us one, and will
marry you any day you will say the word. Your lameness is nothing so
long as your soul is left untouched, and your face, too,” he would
sometimes add, kissing fondly the lovely face which, with each year,
seemed to grow lovelier, and from which the snowy hair did not in the
least detract.
But Grace knew better than to inflict herself upon him, and held fast to
her resolve, even while her whole being went out to him with an intense
longing for his constant love and companionship. Especially was this the
case at the Cedars, where she found herself very lonely, notwithstanding
the beauty of the place and its situation.
“If he asks me again, shall I refuse?” she said to herself on the
September morning when Maude Graham was alighting from the dusty stage
at Oak Corners, two miles away, and the carriage sent for Max was only
an hour behind.
How pretty she was in the dainty white dress, with a shawl of scarlet
wool wrapped around her, as she sat in her wheel chair on the broad
piazza, which commanded a view of the lake and the green hills beyond.
Not fresh and bright and glowing as Maude, who was like an opening rose
with the early dew upon it, but more like a pale water lily just
beginning to droop, though very sweet and lovely still. There was a
faint tinge of color in her cheek as she leaned her head against the
cushions of her chair and wondered if she should find Max the same
ardent lover as ever, ready to take her to his arms at any cost, or had
he, during the past year, seen some other face fairer and younger than
her own.
“I shall know in a moment if he is changed ever so little,” she thought,
and although she did not mean to be selfish, and would at any moment
have given him up and made no sign, there was a throb of pain in her
heart as she tried to think what life would be without Max to love her.
“I should die,” she whispered, “and please God, I shall die before many
years and leave my boy free.”
He was her boy still, just as young and handsome as he had been thirteen
years ago, when he lifted her so tenderly from the ground and she felt
his tears upon her forehead as she writhed in her fearful pain. And now
when at last he came and put his arms around her and took her face
between his hands and looked fondly into it as he questioned her of her
health, she felt that he was unchanged, and thanked her Father for it.
He was delighted with everything, and sat by her until after lunch,
which was served on the piazza, and asked her of her life there and the
people in the neighborhood, and finally if she knew of a Capt. Alling.
“Capt. Alling,” she replied; “why, yes. He lives on a farm about two
miles from here and we buy our honey from him. A very respectable man, I
think, although I have no acquaintance with the family. Why do you ask?”
“Oh, nothing; only there was a girl on the train with me who told me she
was his niece,” Max answered indifferently, with a vigorous puff at his
cigar, which Grace always insisted he should smoke in her presence. “She
was very pretty and very young. I should like to see her again,” he
added, more to himself than to Grace, who, without knowing why, felt
suddenly as if a cloud had crept across her sky.
Jealousy had no part in Grace’s nature, nor was she jealous of this
young, pretty girl whom Max would like to see again, and to prove that
she was not she asked many questions about her and said she would try
and find out who she was, and that she presumed she had come to attend
the wadding of Capt. Alling’s daughter, who was soon to be married. This
seemed very probable, and no more was said of Maude until the afternoon
of the day following, which was Sunday. Then, after Max returned from
church and they were seated at dinner he said abruptly, “I saw her
again.”
“Saw whom?” Grace asked, and he replied, “My little girl of the train.
She was at church with her uncle’s family. A rather ordinary lot I
thought them, but she looked as sweet as a June pink. You know they are
my favorite flowers.”
“Yes,” Grace answered slowly, while again a breath of cold air seemed to
blow over her and make her draw her shawl more closely around her.
But Max did not suspect it, and pared a peach for her and helped her to
grapes, and after dinner wheeled her for an hour on the broad plateau,
stooping over her once and caressing her white hair, which he told her
was very becoming, and saying no more of the girl seen in church that
morning. The Allings had been late and the rector was reading the first
lesson when they came in, father and mother and two healthy, buxom
girls, followed by Maude, who, in her black dress looked taller and
slimmer than he had thought her in the car, and prettier, too, with the
brilliant color on her cheeks and the sparkle in the eyes which met his
with such glad surprise in them that he felt something stir in his heart
different from anything he had felt since he and Grace were young. The
Allings occupied a pew in front of him and on the side, so that he could
look at and study Maude’s face, which he did far more than he listened
to the sermon. And she knew he was looking at her, too, and always
blushed when she met his earnest gaze. As they were leaving the church
he managed to get near her, and said, “I hope you are quite well after
your long journey, Miss——.”
“Graham,” she answered, involuntarily, but so low that he only caught
the first syllable and thought that she said _Grey_.
She was Miss Grey, then, and with this bit of information he was obliged
to be content. Twice during the week he rode past the Alling house,
hoping to see the eyes which had flashed so brightly upon him on the
porch of the church, and never dreaming of the hot tears of homesickness
they were weeping in the log school-house of the Bush district, where
poor Maude was so desolate and lonely. If he had, he might, perhaps,
have gone there and tried to comfort her, so greatly was he interested
in her, and so much was she in his mind.
He stayed at the Cedars several days, and then finding it a little
tiresome said good-bye to Grace and went his way again, leaving her with
a vague consciousness that something had come between them; a shadow no
larger than a man’s hand, it is true, but still a shadow, and as she
watched him going down the walk she whispered sadly, “Max is slipping
from me.”
CHAPTER VI.
THE SCHOOL MISTRESS.
The setting sun of a raw January afternoon was shining into the dingy
school-room where Maude sat by the iron-rusted box stove, with her feet
on the hearth, reading a note which had been brought to her just before
the close of school by a man who had been to the postoffice in the
village at the foot of the lake. It was nearly four months since she
first crossed the threshold of the log school-house, taking in at a
glance the whole dreariness of her surroundings, and feeling for the
moment that she could not endure it. But she was somewhat accustomed to
it now, and not half so much afraid of the tall girls and boys, her
scholars, as she had been at first, while the latter were wholly devoted
to her and not a little proud of their “young school ma’am,” as they
called her. Everybody was kind to her, and she had not found “boarding
round” so very dreadful after all, for the fatted calf was always killed
for her, and the best dishes brought out, while it was seldom that she
was called upon to share her sleeping-room with more than one member of
the family. And still there was ever present with her a longing for her
mother and for Johnnie and a life more congenial to her tastes. Dreaming
was out of the question now, and the book which was to make her famous
and buy back the old home seemed very far in the future. Just how large
a portion of her thoughts was given to Max Gordon it was difficult to
say. She had felt a thrill of joy when she saw him in church, and a
little proud, too, it may be, of his notice of her. Very minutely her
cousins had questioned her with regard to her acquaintance with him,
deploring her stupidity in not having ascertained who he was. A
relative, most likely, of Miss Raynor, in whose pew he sat, they
concluded, and they told their cousin of the lady at the Cedars, Grace
Raynor, who could not walk a step, but was wheeled in a chair, sometimes
by a maid and sometimes by a man. The lady _par excellence_ of the
neighborhood she seemed to be, and Maude found herself greatly
interested in her and in everything pertaining to her. Twice she had
been through the grounds, which were open to the public, and had seen
Grace both times in the distance, once sitting in her chair upon the
piazza, and once being wheeled in the woods by her man-servant, Tom. But
beyond this she had not advanced, and nothing could be farther from her
thoughts than the idea that she would ever be anything to the lady of
the Cedars. Max Gordon’s letter had been forwarded to her from
Merrivale, but had created no suspicion in her mind that he and her
friend of the train were one. She had thought it a little strange that
he should have been in Canandaigua the very day that she arrived there,
and wished she might have seen him, but the truth never dawned upon her
until some time in December, when her mother wrote to her that he had
called to see them, expressing much regret at Maude’s absence, and when
told where she was and when she went, exclaiming with energy, as he
sprang to his feet, “Why, madam, your daughter was with me in the
train,—a little blue-eyed, brown-haired girl in black, who said she was
Captain Alling’s niece.”
“He seemed greatly excited,” Mrs. Graham wrote, “and regretted that he
did not know who you were. He got an idea somehow that your name was
_Grey_, and said he received your letter with you asleep beside him. He
is a splendid looking man, with the pleasantest eyes and the kindest
voice I ever heard or saw.”
“Ye-es,” Maude said slowly, as she recalled the voice which had spoken
so kindly to her, and the eyes which had looked so pleasantly into her
own. “And that was Max Gordon! He was going to the Cedars, and Miss
Raynor is the girl for whom he has lived single all these years. Oh-h!”
She was conscious of a vague regret that her stranger friend was the
betrothed husband of Grace Raynor, who, at that very time, was thinking
of her and fighting down a feeling as near to jealousy as it was
possible for her to harbor. In the same mail with Maude’s letter from
her mother there had come to the Cedars one from Max, who said that he
had discovered who was his _compagnon da voyage_.
“She is teaching somewhere in your town,” he wrote “and I judge is not
very happy there. Can’t you do something for her, Grace? It has
occurred to me that to have a girl like her about you would do you a
great deal of good. We are both getting on in years, and need
something young to keep us from growing old, and you might make her
your companion. She is very pretty, with a soft, cultivated voice, and
must be a good reader. Think of it, and if you decide to do it,
inquire for her at Captain Alling’s. Her name is Maude Graham.
Yours lovingly,
“MAX.”
This was Max’s letter, which Grace read as she sat in her cosy
sitting-room with every luxury around her which money could buy, from
the hot house roses on the stand beside her to the costly rug on which
her chair was standing in the ruddy glow of the cheerful grate fire. And
as she read it she felt again the cold breath which had swept over her
when Max was telling her of the young girl who had interested him so
much. And in a way Grace, too, had interested herself in Maude, and
through her maid had ascertained who she was, and that she was teaching
in the southern part of the town. And there her interest had ceased. But
it revived again on the receipt of Max’s letter and she said, “I must
see this girl first and know what she is like. A woman can judge a woman
better than a man, but I wish Max had not said what he did about our
growing old. Am I greatly changed, I wonder?”
She could manage her chair herself in the house, and wheeling it before
a long mirror, she leaned eagerly forward and examined the face
reflected there. A pale, sweet face, framed in masses of snow white
hair, which rather added to its youthful appearance than detracted from
it, although she did not think so. She had been so proud of her golden
hair, and the bitterest tears she had ever shed had been for the change
in it.
“It’s my hair,” she whispered sadly,—“hair which belongs to a woman of
sixty, rather than thirty-three, and there is a tired look about my eyes
and mouth. Yes, I am growing old, oh, Max——,” and the slender fingers
were pressed over the beautiful blue eyes where the tears came so fast.
“Yes, I’ll see the girl,” she said, “and if I like her face, I’ll take
her to please him.”
She knew there was to be an illumination on Christmas Eve in the church
on Laurel Hill, and that Maude Graham was to sing a Christmas anthem
alone.
“I’ll go, and hear, and see,” she decided, and when the evening came
Grace was there in the Raynor pew listening while Maude Graham sang, her
bright face glowing with excitement and her full, rich voice rising
higher and higher, clearer and clearer, until it filled the church as it
had never been filled before, and thrilled every nerve of the woman
watching her so intently.
“Yes, she is pretty and good, too; I cannot be deceived in that face,”
she said to herself, and when, after the services were over and Maude
came up the aisle past the pew where she was sitting, she put out her
hand and said, “Come here, my dear, and let me thank you for the
pleasure you have given me. You have a wonderful voice and some time you
must come and sing to me. I am Miss Raynor, and you are Maude Graham.”
This was their introduction to each other, and that night Maud dreamed
of the lovely face which had smiled upon her, and the voice, which had
spoken so kindly to her.
Two weeks afterwards Grace’s note was brought to her and she read it
with her feet upon the stove hearth and the low January sun shining in
upon her.
Miss Raynor wanted her for a companion and friend, to read and sing to
and soothe her in the hours of languor and depression, which were many.
“I am lonely,” she wrote, “and, as you know, wholly incapacitated from
mingling with the world, and I want some one with me different from my
maid. Will you come to me, Miss Graham? I will try to make you happy.
If money is any object I will give you twice as much as you are now
receiving, whatever that may be. Think of it and let me know your
decision soon.
“Yours very truly,
“GRACE RAYNOR.”
“Oh,” Maude cried. “Eight dollars a week and a home at the Cedars,
instead of four dollars a week and boarding around. Of course I will go,
though not till my present engagement expires. This will not be until
some time in March,” and she began to wonder if she could endure it so
long, and, now that the pressure was lifting, how she had ever borne it
at all.
But whatever may be the nature of our surroundings, time passes quickly,
and leaves behind a sense of nearly as much pleasure as pain, and when
at last the closing day of school came, it was with genuine feelings of
regret that Maude said good-bye to the pupils she had learned to love
and the patrons who had been so kind to her.
CHAPTER VII.
AT THE CEDARS.
It had cost Grace a struggle before she decided to take Maude as her
companion, and she had been driven past the little log house among the
hills and through the Bush district, that she might judge for herself of
the girl’s surroundings. The day was raw and blustering, and great banks
of snow were piled against the fences and lay heaped up in the road
unbroken save by a foot path made by the children’s feet.
“And it is through this she walks in the morning, and then sits all day
in that dingy room. I don’t believe I should like it,” Grace thought,
and that night she wrote to Maude, offering her a situation with
herself.
And now, on a lovely morning in April, when the crocuses and snowdrops
were just beginning to blossom, she sat waiting for her, wondering if
she had done well or ill for herself. She had seen Maude and talked with
her, for the latter had called at the Cedars and spent an hour or more,
and Grace had learned much from her of her former life and of Spring
Farm, which she was going to buy back. Max’s name, however, was not
mentioned, although he was constantly in the minds of both, and Grace
was wondering if he would come oftener to the Cedars if Maude were
there. She could not be jealous of the girl, and yet the idea had taken
possession of her that she was bringing her to the Cedars for Max rather
than for herself, and this detracted a little from her pleasure when she
began to fit up the room her companion was to occupy. Such a pretty room
it was, just over her own, with a bow window looking across the valley
where the lake lay sleeping, and on to the hills and the log
school-house which, had it been higher, might have been seen above the
woods which surrounded it. A room all pink and white, with roses and
lilies everywhere, and a bright fire in the grate before which a willow
chair was standing and a Maltese kitten sleeping when Maude was ushered
into it by Jane, Miss Raynor’s maid.
“Oh, it is so lovely,” Maude thought, as she looked about her, wondering
if it were not a dream from which she should presently awake.
But it was no dream, and as the days went on it came to be real to her,
and she was conscious of a deep and growing affection for the woman who
was always so kind to her and who treated her like an equal rather than
a hired companion. Together they read and talked of the books which
Maude liked best, and gradually Grace learned of the dream life Maude
had led before coming to Richland, and of the people who had deserted
her among the hills, but who in this more congenial atmosphere came
trooping back, legions of them, and crowding her brain until she had to
tell of them, and of the two lives she was living, the ideal and the
real. She was sitting on a stool at Grace’s feet, with her face flushed
with excitement as she talked of the Kimbricks, and Websters, and
Angeline Mason, who were all with her now as they had been at home, and
all as real to her as Miss Raynor was herself. Laying her hand upon the
girl’s brown curls, Grace said, half laughingly, “And so you are going
to write a book. Well, I believe all girls have some such aspiration. I
had it once, but it was swallowed up by a stronger, deeper feeling,
which absorbed my whole being.”
Here Grace’s voice trembled a little as she leaned back in her chair and
seemed to be thinking. Then, rousing herself, she asked suddenly, “How
old are you, Maude?”
“Nineteen this month,” was Maude’s reply, and Grace went on: “Just my
age when the great sorrow came. That was fourteen years ago next June. I
am thirty-three, and Max is thirty-seven.”
She said this last more to herself than to Maude, who started slightly,
for this was the first time his name had been mentioned since she came
to the Cedars.
After a moment Grace continued: “I have never spoken to you of Mr.
Gordon, although I know you have met him. You were with him on the train
from Albany to Canandaigua; he told me of you.”
“He did!” Maude exclaimed, with a ring in her voice which made Grace’s
heart beat a little faster, but she went calmly on:
“Yes; he was greatly interested in you, although he did not then know
who you were; but he knows now. He is coming here soon. We have been
engaged ever since I was seventeen and he was twenty-one; fourteen years
ago the 20th of June we were to have been married. Everything was ready;
my bridal dress and veil had been brought home, and I tried them on one
morning to see how I looked in them. I was beautiful, Max said, and I
think he told the truth; for a woman may certainly know whether the face
she sees in the mirror be pretty or not, and the picture I saw was very
fair, while he, who stood beside me, was splendid in his young manhood.
How I loved him; more, I fear, than I loved God, and for that I was
punished,—oh, so dreadfully punished. We rode together that afternoon,
Max and I, and I was wondering if there were ever a girl as happy as
myself, and pitying the women I met because they had no Max beside them,
when suddenly my horse reared, frightened by a dog, and I was thrown
upon a sharp curb-stone. Of the months of agony which followed I cannot
tell you, except that I prayed to die and so be rid of pain. The injury
was in my spine, and I have never walked in all the fourteen years
since. Max has been true to me, and would have married me had I allowed
it. But I cannot burden him with a cripple, and sometimes I wish, or
think I do, that he would find some one younger, fairer than I am, on
whom to lavish his love. He would make a wife so happy. And yet it would
be hard for me, I love him so much. Oh, Max; I don’t believe he knows
how dear he is to me.”
She was crying softly now, and Maude was crying, too; and as she
smoothed the snow-white hair and kissed the brow on which lines were
beginning to show, she said:
“He will never find a sweeter face than yours.”
To her Max Gordon now was only the betrothed husband of her mistress,
and still she found herself looking forward to his visit with a keen
interest, wondering what he would say to her, and if his eyes would
kindle at sight of her as they had done when she saw him in the church
at Laurel Hill. He was to come on the 20th, the anniversary of the day
which was to have been his bridal day, and when the morning came, Grace
said to Maude:
“I’d like to wear my wedding gown; do you think it would be too much
like Dickens’ Miss Havershaw?”
“Yes, yes,” Maude answered, quickly, feeling that faded satin and lace
of fourteen years’ standing would be sadly out of place. “You are lovely
in those light gowns you wear so much,” she said.
So Grace wore the dress which Maude selected for her; a soft, woolen
fabric of a creamy tint, with a blue shawl, the color of her eyes,
thrown around her, and a bunch of June pinks, Max’s favorite flowers, at
her belt, Then, when she was ready, Maude wheeled her out to the piazza,
where they waited for their visitor.
CHAPTER VIII.
MAX AT THE CEDARS.
The train was late that morning and lunch was nearly ready before they
saw the open carriage turn into the grounds, with Max standing up in it
and waving his hat to them.
“Oh, Maude,” Grace said, “I would give all I am worth to go and meet
him. Isn’t he handsome and grand, my Max!” she continued, as if she
would assert her right to him and hold it against the world.
But Maude did not hear her, for as Max alighted from the carriage and
came eagerly forward, she stole away, feeling that it was not for her to
witness the meeting of the lovers.
“Dear Max, you are not changed, are you?” Grace cried, extending her
arms to him, with the effort to rise which she involuntarily made so
often, and which was pitiful to see.
“Changed, darling? How could I change in less than a year?” Max
answered, as he drew her face down to his bosom and stroked her hair.
Grace was not thinking of a physical change. Indeed she did not know
what she did mean, for she was not herself conscious how strong an idea
had taken possession of her that she was losing Max. But with him there
beside her, her morbid fears vanished, and letting her head rest upon
his arm, she said:
“I don’t know, Max, only things come back to me to-day and I am thinking
of fourteen years ago and that I am fourteen years older than I was
then, and crippled and helpless and faded, while you are young as ever.
Oh, Max, stay by me till the last. It will not be for long. I am growing
so tired and sad.”
Grace hardly knew what she was saying, or why, as she said it, Maude
Graham’s face, young and fair and fresh, seemed to come between herself
and Max, any more than he could have told why he was so vaguely
wondering what had become of the girl in black, whom he had seen in the
distance quite as soon as he had seen the woman in the chair. During his
journey Grace and Maude had been pretty equally in his mind, and he was
conscious of the feeling that the Cedars held an added attraction for
him because the latter was there; and now, when he began to have a faint
perception of Grace’s meaning, though he did not associate it with
Maude, he felt half guilty because he had for a moment thought any place
where Grace was could be made pleasanter than she could make it. Taking
her face between his hands he looked at it more closely, noticing with a
pang that it had grown thinner and paler and that there were lines about
the eyes and the mouth, while the blue veins stood out full and distinct
upon the forehead. Was she slowly fading? he asked himself, resolving
that nothing should be lacking on his part to prove that she was just as
dear to him as in the days when they were young and the future bright
before them. He did not even speak of Maude until he saw her in the
distance, trying to train a refractory honeysuckle over a tall frame.
Then he said:
“Is that Miss Graham, and do you like her as well as ever?”
“Yes, better and better every day,” was Grace’s reply. “It was a little
awkward at first to have a stranger with me continually, but I am
accustomed to her now, and couldn’t part with her. She is very dear to
me,” she continued, while Max listened and watched the girl, moving
about so gracefully, and once showing her arms to the elbows as her wide
sleeves fell back in her efforts to reach the top of the frame.
“She oughtn’t to do that,” Grace said. “She is not tall enough. Go and
help her, Max,” and nothing loth, Max went along the terrace to where
Maude was standing, her face flushed with exercise as she gave him her
hand and said, “Good-morning, Mr. Gordon. I am Maude Graham. Perhaps you
remember me.”
“How could I forget you,” sprang to Max’s lips, but he said instead,
“Good-morning, Miss Graham. I have come to help you. Miss Raynor thinks
it is bad for your heart to reach so high.”
Maude could have told him that her heart had not beaten one half as fast
while reaching up as it was beating now, with him there beside her
holding the vine while she tied it to its place, his hand touching hers
and his arm once thrown out to keep her from falling as she stumbled
backward. It took a long time to fix that honeysuckle, and Max had
leisure to tell Maude of a call made upon her mother only a week before.
“Spring Farm is looking its loveliest, with the roses and lilies in
bloom,” he said, “and Angie, my sister, is enjoying it immensely. She
has filled the house with her city friends and has made some changes, of
which I think you would approve. Your mother does, but when she wanted
to cut down that apple-tree in the corner I would not let her do it. You
remember it, don’t you?”
“Oh, Mr. Gordon,” Maude exclaimed, “don’t let her touch that tree. My
play-house was under it, and there the people used to come to see me.”
He did not know who the people were, for he had never heard of Maude’s
brain children,—the Kimbricks and the Websters,—and could hardly have
understood if he had; but Maude’s voice was very pathetic and the eyes
which looked at him were full of tears, moving him strangely and making
him very earnest in his manner as he assured her that every tree and
shrub should be kept intact for her.
“You know you are going to buy it back,” he continued laughingly, as
they walked slowly toward the house where Grace was waiting to be taken
in to lunch.
“Yes, and I shall do it, too. You will see; it may be many years, but I
trust you to keep it for me,” Maude said, and he replied, “You may trust
me with anything, and I shall not disappoint you.”
The talk by the honeysuckle was one of many which took place while Max
was at the Cedars, for Grace was too unselfish to keep him chained to
her side, and insisted that he should enjoy what there was to enjoy in
the way of rides and drives in the neighborhood, and as she could not
often go with him she sent Maude in her stead, even though she knew the
danger there was in it, for she was not insensible to Max’s admiration
for the girl, or Maude’s interest in him.
“If Max is true to me to the last, and he will be, it is all I ask,” she
thought, and gave no sign of the ache in her heart, when she saw him
going from her with Maude and felt that it was in more senses than one.
“If he is happy, I am happy, too, she would say to herself, as she sat
alone hour after hour, while Max and Maude explored the country in every
direction.
Sometimes they drove together, but oftener rode, for Maude was a fine
horsewoman and never looked better than when on horseback, in the
becoming habit which Grace had given her and which fitted her admirably.
Together they went through the pleasant Richland woods, where the grass
was like a mossy carpet beneath their horses’ hoofs, and the singing of
the birds and the brook was the only sound which broke the summer
stillness, then again they galloped over the hills and round the lake,
and once through the Bush district, up to the little log house which Max
expressed a wish to see. It was past the hour for school. Teacher and
scholars had gone home, and tying their horses to the fence they went
into the dingy room and sat down side by side upon one of the wooden
benches, and just where a ray of sunlight fell upon Maude’s face and
hair, for she had removed her hat and was fanning herself with it. She
was very beautiful, with that halo around her head, Max thought, as he
sat watching and listening to her, as in answer to his question, “How
could you endure it here?” she told him of her terrible homesickness
during the first weeks of her life as a school-teacher.
“I longed so for mother and Johnnie,” she said, “and was always thinking
of them, and the dear old home, and—and sometimes—of you, too, before I
received your letter.”
“Of me!” Max said, moving a little nearer to her, while she went on:
“Yes, I’ve wanted to tell you how angry I was because you bought our
home. I wrote you something about it, you remember, but I did not tell
you half how bitter I felt. I know now you were not to blame, but I did
not think so then, and said some harsh things of you to Archie; perhaps
he told you. I said he might. Did he?”
“No,” Max answered, playing idly with the riding whip Maude held in her
hand. “No, Archie has only told me pleasant things of you. I think he is
very fond of you,” and he looked straight into Maude’s face, waiting for
her reply.
It was surely nothing to him whether Archie were fond of Maude, or she
were fond of Archie, and yet her answer was very reassuring and lifted
from his heart a little shadow resting there.
“Yes,” Maude said, without the slightest change in voice or expression.
“Archie and I are good friends. I have known him and played with him,
and quarreled with him ever since I was a child, so that he seems more
like a brother than anything else.”
“Oh, ye-es,” Max resumed, with a feeling of relief, as he let his arm
rest on the high desk behind her, so that if she moved ever so little it
would touch her.
There was in Max’s mind no thought of love-making. Indeed, he did not
know that he was thinking of anything except the lovely picture the
young girl made with the sunlight playing on her hair and the shy look
in her eyes as, in a pretty, apologetic way she told him how she had
disliked him and credited him with all the trouble which had come upon
them since her father’s death.
“Why, I thought I hated you,” she said with energy.
“Hated me! Oh, Maude, you don’t hate me now, I hope;—I could not bear
that,” Max said, letting the whip fall and taking Maude’s hand in his,
as he said again, “You don’t hate me now?”
“No, no; oh, no. I—oh, Mr. Gordon,” Maude began, but stopped abruptly,
startled by something in the eyes of the man, who had never called her
Maude before, and whose voice had never sounded as it did now, making
every nerve thrill with a sudden joy, all the sweeter, perhaps, because
she knew it must not be.
Wrenching her hand from his and springing to her feet she said, “It is
growing late, and Miss Raynor is waiting for us. Have you forgotten
_her_?”
He had forgotten her for one delirious moment, but she came back to him
with a throb of pain and self-reproach that he had allowed himself to
swerve in the slightest degree from his loyalty to her.
“I am not a man, but a traitor,” he said to himself, as he helped Maude
into her saddle and then vaulted into his own.
The ride home was a comparatively silent one, for both knew that they
had not been quite true to the woman who welcomed them back so sweetly
and asked so many questions about their ride and what they had seen.
Poor Grace; she did not in the least understand why Maude lavished so
much attention upon her that evening, or why Max lingered longer than
usual at her side, or why his voice was so tender and loving, when he at
last said good-night and went to his own room, and the self-castigation
which he knew awaited him there.
“I was a villain,” he said, as he recalled that little episode in the
school-house, when to have put his arm around Maude Graham and held her
for a moment, would have been like heaven to him. “I was false to Grace,
although I did not mean it, and, God helping me, I will never be so
again.” Then, as he remembered the expression of the eyes which had
looked up so shyly at him, he said aloud, “Could I win her, were I free?
But that is impossible. May God forgive me for the thought. Oh, why has
Grace thrown her so much in my way? She surely is to blame for that,
while I——well, I am a fool, and a knave, and a sneak.”
He called himself a great many hard names that night, and registered a
vow that so long as Grace lived, and he said he hoped she would live
forever, he would be true to her no matter how strong the temptation
placed in his way. It was a fierce battle Max fought, but he came off
conqueror, and the meeting between himself and Maude next morning was as
natural as if to neither of them had ever come a moment when they had a
glimpse of the happiness which, under other circumstances, might perhaps
have been theirs. Maude, too, had had her hours of remorse and
contrition and close questioning as to the cause of the strange joy
which had thrilled every nerve when Max Gordon called her Maude and
asked her if she hated him.
“Hate him! Never!” she thought; “but I have been false to the truest,
best woman that ever lived. She trusted her lover to me, and——”
She did not quite know what she had done, but whatever it was it should
not be repeated. There were to be no more rides, or drives, or talks
alone with Max. And when next day Grace suggested that she go with him
to an adjoining town where a fair was to be held, she took refuge in a
headache and insisted that Grace should go herself, while Max, too,
encouraged it, and tried to believe that he was just as happy with her
beside him as he would have been with the young girl who brought a
cushion for her mistress’ back and adjusted her shawl about her
shoulders and arranged her bonnet strings, and then, kissing her fondly,
said, “I am so glad that you are going instead of myself.”
This was for the benefit of Max, at whom she nodded a little defiantly,
and who understood her meaning as well as if she had put it into words.
Everything was over between them, and he accepted the situation, and
during the remainder of his stay at the Cedars, devoted himself to Grace
with an assiduity worthy of the most ardent lover. He even remained
longer than he had intended doing, for Grace was loth to let him go, and
the soft haze of early September was beginning to show on the Richland
hills when he at last said good-bye, promising to come again at
Christmas, if it were possible to do so.
CHAPTER IX.
GOOD-BYE, MAX; GOOD-BYE.
It was a cold, stormy afternoon in March. The thermometer marked six
below zero, and the snow which had fallen the day before was tossed by
the wind in great white clouds, which sifted through every crevice of
the house at the Cedars, and beat against the window from which Maude
Graham was looking anxiously out into the storm for the carriage which
had been sent to meet the train in which Max Gordon was expected. He had
not kept his promise to be with Grace at Christmas. An important lawsuit
had detained him, and as it would be necessary for him to go to London
immediately after its close, he could not tell just when he would be at
the Cedars again.
All through the autumn Grace had been failing, while a cold, taken in
November, had left her with a cough, which clung to her persistently.
Still she kept up, looking forward to the holidays, when Max would be
with her. But when she found he was not coming she lost all courage, and
Maude was alarmed to see how rapidly she failed. Nearly all the day she
lay upon the couch in her bedroom, while Maude read or sang to her or
talked with her of the book which had actually been commenced, and in
which Grace was almost as much interested as Maude herself. Grace was a
careful and discriminating critic, and if Maude were ever a success she
would owe much of it to the kind friend whose sympathy and advice were
so invaluable. A portion of every day she wrote, and every evening read
what she had written, to Grace, who smiled as she recognized Max Gordon
in the hero and knew that Maude was weaving the tale mostly from her own
experience. Even the Bush district and its people furnished material for
the plot, and more than one boy and girl who had called Maude
schoolma’am figured in its pages, while Grace was everywhere, permeating
the whole with her sweetness and purity.
“I shall dedicate it to you,” Maude said to her one day, and Grace
replied:
“That will be kind; but I shall not be here to see it, for before your
book is published I shall be lying under the flowers in Mt. Auburn. I
want you to take me there, if Max is not here to do it.”
“Oh, Miss Raynor,” Maude cried, dropping her MS. and sinking upon her
knees beside the couch where Grace was lying, “you must not talk that
way. You are not going to die. I can’t lose you, the dearest friend I
ever had. What should I do without you, and what would Max Gordon do?”
At the mention of Max’s name a faint smile played around Grace’s white
lips, and lifting her thin hand she laid it caressingly upon the girl’s
brown hair as she said:
“Max will be sorry for awhile, but after a time there will be a change,
and I shall be only a memory. Tell him I was willing, and that although
it was hard at first it was easy at the last.”
What did she mean? Maude asked herself, while her thoughts went back to
that summer afternoon in the log school-house on the hill, when Max
Gordon’s eyes and voice had in them a tone and look born of more than
mere friendship. Did Grace know? Had she guessed the truth? Maude
wondered, as, conscience-stricken, she laid her burning cheek against
the pale one upon the pillow. There was silence a moment, and when Grace
spoke again she said:
“It is nearly time for Max to be starting for Europe, or I should send
for him to come, I wish so much to see him once more before I die.”
“Do you think a hundred trips to Europe would keep him from you if he
knew you wanted him?” Maude asked, and Grace replied:
“Perhaps not. I don’t know. I only wish he were here.”
This was the last of February, and after that Grace failed so fast, that
with the hope that it might reach him before he sailed, Maude wrote to
Max, telling him to come at once, if he would see Grace before she died.
She knew about how long it would take her letter to reach him and how
long for him to come, allowing for no delays, and on the morning of the
first day when she could by any chance expect him, she sent the carriage
to the Canandaigua station, and then all through the hours of the long,
dreary day, she sat by Grace’s bedside, watching with a sinking heart
the pallor on her lips and brow, and the look she could not mistake
deepening on her face.
“What if she should die before he gets here, or what if he should not
come at all?” she thought, as the hours went by.
She was more afraid of the latter, and when she saw the carriage coming
up the avenue she strained her eyes through the blinding snow to see if
he were in it. When he came before he had stood up and waved his hat to
them, but there was no token now to tell if he were there, and she
waited breathlessly until the carriage stopped before the side entrance,
knowing then for sure that he had come.
“Thank God!” she cried, as she went out to meet him, bursting into tears
as she said to him, “I am so glad, and so will Miss Raynor be. She does
not know that I wrote you. I didn’t tell her, for fear you wouldn’t
come.”
She had given him her hand and he was holding it fast as she led him
into the hall. She did not ask him when or where he received her letter.
She only helped him off with his coat, and made him sit down by the fire
while she told him how rapidly Grace had failed and how little hope
there was that she would ever recover.
“You will help her, if anything can. I am going to prepare her now,” she
said, and, going out, she left him there alone.
He had been very sorry himself that he could not keep his promise at
Christmas, and had tried to find a few days in which to visit the Cedars
between the close of the suit and his departure for England. But he
could not, and his passage was taken and his luggage on the ship, which
was to sail early in the morning, when, about six o’clock in the
evening, Maude’s letter was brought to him, changing his plans at once.
Grace was dying,—the woman he had loved so long, and although thousands
of dollars depended upon his keeping his appointment in London, he must
lose it all, and go to her. Sending for his luggage, and writing a few
letters of explanation, the next morning found him on his way to the
Cedars, which he reached on the day when Maude expected him.
She had left Grace asleep when she went to meet Max, but on re-entering
her room found her awake and leaning on her elbow in the attitude of
intense listening.
“Oh, Maude,” she said, “was it a dream, or did I hear Max speaking to
you in the hall? Tell me is he here?”
“Yes, he is here. I sent for him and he came,” Maude replied, while
Grace fell back upon her pillow, whispering faintly:
“Bring him at once.”
“Come,” Maude said to Max, who followed her to the sick-room, where she
left him alone with Grace.
He stayed by her all that night and the day following, in order to give
Maude the rest she needed, but when the second night came they kept the
watch together, he on one side of the bed, and she upon the other, with
their eyes fixed upon the white, pinched face where the shadow of death
was settling. For several hours Grace slept quietly. Then, just as the
gray daylight was beginning to show itself in the corners of the room,
she awoke and asked:
“Where is Max?”
“Here, darling,” was his response, as he bent over her and kissed her
lips.
“I think it has grown cold and dark, for I can’t see you,” she said,
groping for his hand, which she held tightly between her own as she went
on: “I have been dreaming, Max,—such a pleasant dream, for I was young
again,—young as Maude, and wore my bridal dress, just as I did that day
when you said I was so pretty. Do you remember it? That was years
ago,—oh! so many,—and I am getting old; we both are growing old. You
said so in your letter. But Maude is young, and in my dream she wore the
bridal dress at the last, and I saw my own grave, with you beside it and
Maude, and both so sorry because I was dead. But it is better so, and I
am glad to die and be at rest. If I could be what I once was, oh! how I
should cling to life! For I love you so much! Oh, Max, do you know, can
you guess how I have loved you all these years, and what it has cost me
to give you up?”
Max’s only answer was the hot tears he dropped upon her face as she went
on: “You will not forget me, that I know; but some time,—yes, some
time,—and when it comes, remember I was willing. I told Maude so. Where
is she?”
“Here!” and Maude knelt, sobbing, by the dying woman, who went on: “She
has been everything to me, Max, and I love her next to you. God bless
you both! And if, in the Heaven I am going to, I can watch over you, I
will do it, and be often, often with you, when you think I’m far away.
Who was it said that? I read it long ago. But things are going from me,
and Heaven is very near, and the Saviour is with me,—closer, nearer than
you are, Max; and the other world is just in sight, where I soon shall
be, free from pain, with my poor, crippled feet all strong and well,
like Maude’s. Dear Maude! tell her how I loved her; tell her——”
Here her voice grew indistinct, and for a few moments she seemed to be
sleeping; then, suddenly, opening her eyes wide, she exclaimed, as an
expression of joy broke over her face: “It is here,—the glory which
shineth as the noonday. In another moment I shall be walking the golden
streets. Good-bye, Max; good-bye.”
Grace was dead, and Maude made her ready for the coffin, her tears
falling like rain upon the shrivelled feet and on the waxen hands which
she folded over the pulseless bosom, placing in them the flowers her
mistress had loved best in life. She was to be buried in Mt. Auburn, and
Maude went with the remains to Boston, as Grace had requested her to do,
caring nothing because Mrs. Marshall-More hinted broadly at the
impropriety of the act, wondering how she could have done it.
“She did it at Grace’s request, and to please me,” Max said; and that
silenced the lady, who was afraid of her brother, and a little afraid of
Maude, who did not seem quite the girl she had last seen in Merrivale.
“What will you do now? Go back to your teaching?” she asked, after the
funeral was over.
“I shall go home to mother,” Maude replied, and that afternoon she took
the train for Merrivale, accompanied by Max, who was going on to New
York, and thence to keep his appointment in London.
Few were the words spoken between them during the journey, and those
mostly of the dead woman lying under the snow at Mt. Auburn; but when
Merrivale was reached, Max took the girl’s hands and pressed them hard
as he called her a second time by her name.
“God bless you, Maude, for all you were to Grace. When I can I will
write to you. Good-bye.”
Only for a moment the train stopped at the station, and then it moved
swiftly on, leaving Maude standing upon the platform with her mother and
John, while Max resumed his seat, and pulling his hat over his eyes,
never spoke again until New York was reached. A week later and a ship of
the Cunard line was plowing the ocean to the eastward, and Max Gordon
was among the passengers, silent and abstracted, with a bitter sense of
loneliness and pain in his heart as he thought of the living and the
dead he was leaving behind,—Grace, who was to have been his bride, dead
in all her sweetness and beauty, and Maude, who was nothing to him but a
delicious memory, alive in all her freshness and youthful bloom. He
could hardly tell of which he thought the more, Grace or Maude. Both
seemed ever present with him, and it was many a day before he could rid
himself of the fancy that two faces were close against his own, one cold
and dead, as he had seen it last, with the snowy hair about the brow and
a smile of perfect peace upon the lips which had never said aught but
words of love to him,—the other glowing with life and girlish beauty, as
it had looked at him in the gathering darkness when he stood upon the
car step and waved it his good-bye.
CHAPTER X.
AT LAST.
Five years had passed since Grace was laid in her grave in Mt. Auburn,
and Max was still abroad, leading that kind of Bohemian life which many
Americans lead in Europe, when there is nothing to call them home. And
to himself Max often said there was nothing to call him home, but as
often as he said it a throb of pain belied his words, for he knew that
across the sea was a face and voice he was longing to see and hear
again, a face which now visited him in his dreams quite as often as that
of his dead love, and which he always saw as it had looked at him that
summer afternoon in the log house among the Richland hills, with the
sunlight falling upon the rings of hair, and lending a warmer tint to
the glowing cheeks. Delicious as was the memory of that afternoon, it
had been the means of keeping Max abroad during all these years, for, in
the morbid state of mind into which he had fallen after Grace’s death,
he felt that he must do penance for having allowed himself for a moment
to forget her, who had believed in him so fully.
“Grace trusted me, and I was false to her and will punish myself for it,
even if by the means I lose all that now makes life seem desirable,” he
thought.
And so he stayed on and on, year after year, knowing always just where
Maude was and what she was doing, for Archie kept him informed.
Occasionally he wrote to her himself,—pleasant, chatty letters, which
had in them a great deal of Grace,—his lost darling, he called her,—and
a little of the places he was visiting. Occasionally, too, Maude wrote
to him, her letters full of Grace, with a little of her life in
Merrivale, for she was with her mother now, and had been since Miss
Raynor’s death. A codicil to Grace’s will, bequeathing her a few
thousand dollars, made it unnecessary for her to earn her own
livelihood. Indeed, she might have bought Spring Farm, if she had liked;
but this she would not do. The money given for that must be earned by
herself, paid by the book she was writing, and which, after it was
finished and published, and after a few savage criticisms by some
dyspeptic critics, who saw no good in it, began to be read, then to be
talked about, then to sell,—until finally it became the rage and was
found in every book store, and railway car, and on almost every parlor
table in New England, while the young authoress was spoken of as “a star
which at one flight had soared to the zenith of literary fame,” and this
from the very pens which at first had denounced “Sunny Bank” as a
milk-and-watery effort, not worth the paper on which it was written.
All Mrs. Marshall-More’s guests at Spring Farm read it, and Mrs.
Marshall-More and Archie read it, too, and both went down to
congratulate the author upon her success, the latter saying to her, when
they were alone:
“I say, Maude, your prophecy came true. You told me you’d write a book
which every one would read, and which would make mother proud to say she
knew you, and, by Jove, you have done it. You ought to hear her talk to
some of the Boston people about Miss Graham, the authoress. You’d
suppose you’d been her dearest friend. I wonder what Uncle Max will say?
I told you you would make him your hero, and you have. I recognized him
at once; but the heroine is more like Grace than you. I am going to send
it to him.”
And the next steamer which sailed from New York for Europe carried with
it Maude’s book, directed to Max Gordon, who read it at one sitting in a
sunny nook of the Colosseum, where he spent a great part of his time.
Grace was in it, and he was in it, too, he was sure, and, reading
between the lines what a stranger could not read, he felt when he had
finished it that in the passionate love of the heroine for the hero he
heard Maude calling to him to come back to the happiness there was still
for him.
“And I will go,” he said. “Five years of penance have atoned for five
minutes of forgetfulness, and Grace would bid me go, if she could, for
she foresaw what would be, and told me she was willing.”
With Max to will was to do, and among the list of passengers who sailed
from Liverpool, March 20th, 18—, was the name of Maxwell Gordon, Boston,
Mass.
* * * * *
It was the 2d of April, and a lovely morning, with skies as blue and air
as soft and warm as in the later days of May. Spring Farm, for the
season, was looking its loveliest, for Mrs. Marshall-More had lavished
fabulous sums of money upon it, until she had very nearly transformed it
into what she meant it should be, an English Park. She knew that Maude
had once expressed her intention to buy it back some day, but this she
was sure she could never do, and if she could Max would never sell it,
and if he would she would never let him. So, with all these _nevers_ to
reassure her, she went on year after year improving and beautifying the
place until it was worth far more than when it came into her hands, and
she was contemplating still greater improvements during the coming
summer, when Max suddenly walked in upon her, and announced his
intention of going to Merrivale the next day.
“But where will you stay? Both houses are closed only the one at Spring
Farm has in it an old couple—Mr. and Mrs. Martin—who look after it in
the winter,” she said, and Max replied:
“I will stay at Spring Farm with the Martins. I want to see the place.”
And the next day found him there, occupying the room which, by a little
skillful questioning of Mrs. Martin, he learned had been Maude’s when
her father owned the farm.
Miss Graham was home, she said, and at once launched out into praises of
the young authoress of whom Merrivale was so proud.
“And to think,” she said, “that she was born here in this very house! It
seems so queer.”
“And is the house more honored now than when she was simple Maude
Graham?” Max asked, and the old lady replied:
“To be sure it is. Any house can have a baby born in it, but not every
one an authoress!” and with that she bustled off to see about supper for
her guest.
Max was up early the next morning, wondering how soon it would be proper
for him to call upon Maude. He had no thought that she would come to
him, and was somewhat surprised when just after breakfast her card was
brought up by Mrs. Martin, who said she was in the parlor. Maude had
heard of his arrival from Mr. Martin, who had stopped at the cottage the
previous night on his way to the village.
“Mr. Gordon in town! I supposed he was in Europe!” she exclaimed,
feeling herself grow hot and cold and faint as she thought of Max Gordon
being so near to her.
That very afternoon she had received the first check from her publisher,
and been delighted with the amount, so much more than she had expected.
There was enough to buy Spring Farm, if Max did not ask too much, and
she resolved to write to him at once and ask his price. But that was not
necessary now, for he was here and she should see him face to face, and
the next morning she started for Spring Farm immediately after their
breakfast, which was never served very early.
“Will he find me greatly changed, I wonder,” she thought, as she sat
waiting for him, her heart beating so rapidly that she could scarcely
speak when at last he came and stood before her, the same man she had
parted from five years before save that he seemed a little older, with a
look of weariness in his eyes.
But that lifted the moment they rested upon her.
“Oh, Maude,” was all he could say, as he looked into the face he had
seen so often in his dreams, though never as beautiful as it was now.
“Maude,” he began at last, “I cannot tell you how glad I am to see you
again, or how glad I am for your success. I read the book in Rome.
Archie sent it to me, and I have come to congratulate you.”
He was talking so fast and pressing her hands so hard that he almost
took her breath away. But she released herself from him, and,
determining to have the _business_ off her mind as soon as possible,
began abruptly:
“I was surprised to hear of your arrival, and glad, too, as it saves me
the trouble of writing you. I can buy Spring Farm now. You know you
promised to keep it for me. What is your price?”
“How much can you give?” Max asked; and without stopping to consider the
strangeness of the question, Maude told him frankly the size of the
check she had received, and asked if it were enough.
“No, Maude,” Max said, and over the face looking so anxiously at him
there fell a cloud of disappointment as Maude replied:
“Is it much more you ask?”
“Yes, a great deal more,” and Max seated himself beside her upon the
sofa, for she was now sitting down; “but I think you can arrange it.
Don’t look so sorry; It is _you_ I want, not your money. Will you give
me yourself in return for Spring Farm?”
He had her hands again, but she drew them from him, and covering her
face with them, began to cry, while he went on:
“Five years is a long time to wait for one we love, and I have waited
that length of time, with thoughts of you in my heart, almost as much as
thoughts of Grace, whom I loved dearly while she lived. But she is dead,
and could she speak she would bid you grant me the happiness I have been
denied so many years. I think she knew it would come some day. I am sure
she did, and she told me she was willing. I did not mean to ask you
quite so soon, but the sight of you, and the belief that you care for me
as I care for you, has made me forget all the proprieties, and I cannot
recall my words, so I ask you again to be my wife, to give me yourself
as the price of Spring Farm, which shall be your home as long as you
choose to make it so. Will you, Maude? I have come thousands of miles
for your answer, which must not be no.”
What else he said, or what she said, it is not necessary for the reader
to know; only this, that when the two walked back to the cottage Maude
said to her mother, “I am to marry Mr. Gordon in June, and you will
spend the summer in our old home, and John will go to college in the
fall.”
It was very bad taste in Max to select the 20th of June for his wedding
day, and she should suppose he would remember twenty years ago, when
Grace Raynor was to have been his bride, Mrs. Marshall-More said to
Archie, when commenting upon her brother’s approaching marriage, which
did not altogether please her. She would far rather that he should
remain single, for Archie’s sake and her own. And still it was some
comfort that she was to have for her sister one so famous as Maude was
getting to be. So she went up to Merrivale early in June and opened her
own house, and patronized Maude and Mrs. Graham, and made many
suggestions with regard to the wedding, which she would have had very
fine and elaborate had they allowed it. But Maude’s preference was for a
quiet affair, with only a few of her more intimate friends present. And
she had her way. Archie was there, of course, and made himself master of
ceremonies. He had received the news of Maude’s engagement with a keener
pang of regret than he had thought it possible for him to feel, and
suddenly woke up to a consciousness that he had always had a greater
liking for Maude than he supposed. But it was too late now, and casting
his regrets to the winds he made the best of it, and was apparently the
gayest of all the guests who, on the morning of the 20th of June,
assembled in Mrs. Graham’s parlor, where Max and Maude were made one.
Aunt Maude, Archie called her, as he kissed her and asked if she
remembered the time she cried on the neck of the brown ox, and declared
her hatred of Max and all his relations.
“But I did not know him then; did I, Max?” Maude said; and the bright
face she lifted to her husband told that she was far from hating him
now.
There was a short trip to the West and a flying visit to Richland and
the Cedars, so fraught with memories of the past and of Grace, whose
grave on the wedding day had been one mass of flowers which Max had
ordered put there. “Her wedding garment,” he said to Maude, to whom he
told what he had done. “She seems very near to me now, and I am sure she
is glad.”
* * * * *
It was a lovely July day, when Max and Maude returned from their bridal
journey and took possession of the old home at Spring Farm, where Mrs.
Graham met them with a very different expression upon her face from what
it wore when we first saw her there years ago. The place was hers again,
to enjoy as long as she lived; and if it had been beautiful when she
left it, she found it far more so now, for Mrs. Marshall-More’s
improvements, for which Max’s money had paid, were mostly in good taste,
and never had the grounds looked better than when Max and Maude drove
into them on this July afternoon. Although a little past their prime,
there were roses everywhere, and the grassy walks, which Mrs. More had
substituted in place of gravel, were freshly cut, and smooth and soft as
velvet, while the old-fashioned flowers Maude loved so well, were
filling the air with their perfume, and the birds in the maple tree
seemed carolling a welcome to the bride so full were they of song.
And here we shall leave her, happy in her old home and in her husband’s
love, which is more to her than all the world beside. Whether she will
ever write another book we do not know, probably she will, for where the
brain seeds have taken root it is hard to dislodge them, and Maude often
hears around her the voices of new ideal friends, to whom she may some
time be compelled to give shape and name, as she did to the friends of
her childhood.
THE HEPBURN LINE.
CHAPTER I.—DORIS’S STORY.
MY AUNTS.
I had come from my mother’s burial to the rector’s house, where I was to
stay until it should be known what disposition would be made of me by my
father’s aunts, the Misses Morton, who lived at Morton Park, near
Versailles, Kentucky. Of these aunts I knew little, except that there
were three of them now, but there had been four, and my
great-grandfather, an eccentric old man, had called them respectively,
Keziah, Desire, Maria and Beriah which odd names he had shortened into
Kizzy and Dizzy, Rier and Brier. My father, who had lived with them when
a boy, had often talked of Morton Park, and once when he was telling me
of the grand old house, with its wide piazza and Corinthian pillars, its
handsome grounds and the troop of blacks ready to come at his call, I
had asked him why he didn’t go back there, saying I should like it
better than our small cottage, where there were no grounds and no
Corinthian pillars and no blacks to wait upon us. For a moment he did
not answer, but glanced at my mother with a look of unutterable
tenderness, then, drawing us both closely to him, he said, “If I go
there I must leave you behind; and I would rather have mamma and you
than all the blacks and Corinthian pillars in the world.”