The loungers with affected carelessness began to move away. With a

lightning sweep of the hands Frenchy drew his guns and banged them down

violently on the table before him. “Stay where you are, gentlemen!” he

said; “I’m going to talk and I want an audience. When I’m done talking,

I’m off on the long trail and the first man that moves goes with me!”

There had always been a winsome something in the voice of the man. It

was now commanding, irresistible. The loungers stood still and stared

dumbfounded upon this terrible new version of an old legend.

Frenchy picked up four cards from his hand and held them up fanwise

before his enforced listeners. “Look at ’em!” he shouted hoarsely.

“Look at ’em! Let ’em burn through your hides into your souls! Oh, you

don’t see anything, eh? Don’t one of you dare to grin!”

One hand fumbled nervously with the guns.

“What do you see? I say, what do you see? Four deuces? That all? I’ll

tell you what _I_ see. I see the red, warm hearts of two friends! I

see diamonds that are cheap beside such hearts! I see a club—a black,

brutal, treacherous club—that struck down a friend! And I see the

devil’s spades that dug his grave! That’s what I see! Look hard!”

Frenchy seemed to exercise an uncanny influence over his hearers. Not

one moved—all stared upon the four upheld deuces.

“It’s the devil’s story, gentlemen,” he continued in a low, husky

voice. “It’s hung by me for three bloody years—it haunts me! I’ve got

to tell it.”

He passed his free hand over his forehead beaded with sweat. Then he

whispered a question to the spellbound audience:

“Did any of you know the Kid—Kid Smith?”

A momentary expression of infinite kindness softened the face of

Frenchy, only to give way immediately to deep quivering lines of

anguish. He continued tremulously.

“I knew him—the Kid. Had the biggest, bravest heart that ever beat in

the God-forsaken white spaces of a map. One of that breed of fellows

that the world nails to its crosses—the Kid was. And we were friends;

that is, he was a friend. He gave and I took, and he was happier in the

giving than I in the taking. That’s the way it always goes: one gives

and one takes—and God pity the man that only takes!

“Why did I bet on the deuces? Oh, the damned, dirty deuces! Don’t I

know the game? By God, I know every card like a kid knows his mother’s

face! Didn’t I know it was the last ditch for me and no hope? I tell

you, gentlemen, I didn’t play ’em. The Devil played ’em for me—the

black Devil of the dirty deuces with the fiery feet that have been

kicking me hellward for three aching years!

“Look at the cards! Look at ’em! There’s blood on every one of ’em, and

they stink with the writhing flesh of a friend in the flames!”

Frenchy took another drink and his manner changed. The violence of

his delirious outburst gave way to quietness. He spoke in a low,

penetrating voice, and the black flame of his eyes held his hearers.

“The Kid and I had been riding across a big stretch of brown grass for

two days, and our tongues were thick with thirst. I remember how he

gave me the last drops of water we had with us, cussing and damning a

man who got thirsty. ‘I can go without water with the biggest camel

that ever stuck a hoof into the sand,’ said he. And I took the water; I

always took and the Kid was always giving.

“And along in the evening we struck a little water hole and camped. How

the Kid did drink when he thought I wasn’t looking! Oh, he wasn’t such

a camel for carrying water with him! It was his big heart that carried

the water—the sweet, pure, sparkling waters of friendship.

“Along about sundown a dull grey cloud grew up in the west—smoke! But

the wind was against it, blowing soft and dry from the east where the

river lay thirty miles away. ‘Think we’d better ride on?’ says the Kid.

But I was tired and wanted sleep, and the Kid gave in. Says he, ‘Horses

need a rest, I guess’; didn’t lay it onto me, you know. Giving again,

and I taking.

“So we lariated the horses and rolled in. Do you know how a man sleeps

after he’s been burning dry for days and fills up at last? I plunged

into ten thousand fathoms of soft, soft sleep—deep, deep down, where

the cool sweet dreams bloom in worlds of crystal. And everywhere in my

sleep there were bubbling springs and I drank and drank and drank, and

every gulp was sweeter than the last.

“Then the dreams changed and the many bubbling water holes of sleep

went dry, and fine hot dust sprayed up out of the chinks where the

water had flowed. Then the wind of sleep grew hot and hotter. It

scorched my face and sent thin needles of fire into my brain. And then

I was standing up coughing and rubbing my eyes and the Kid was beside

me. What did we see?

“The wind had veered about while we slept. All hell was climbing up

the west and a booming wind swept howling devils through the smoky

twilight. Above the unnatural dawn, long black ragged arms reached out

into the zenith and cloaked the stars. I heard a horse snorting and

tugging at his lariat.

“‘Good God, Kid!’ I wheezed; ‘let’s be off!’

“The Kid turned his face upon me and smiled—that slow, brave smile

haunts me night and day.

“‘Your horse is gone——’ He waved his hand toward the miles of dark that

stretched toward the river. ‘Pulled his stake just before you woke up;

heard him go.’ The Kid’s voice didn’t even tremble.

“‘Quick!’ I yelled; ‘the matches! Start a back fire!’

“Then a big, cold hand gripped my heart; the Kid had given me the last

match that day; I had wanted to smoke.

“All hell behind us and a horse for two! A thirty-mile heat with

the mustangs of the Devil, and double weight to carry! It made me

sick—dizzy sick. I forgot everything. Oh, gentlemen, when you face hell

fire you’ll know if your mother bore a coward.

“For a minute we stared into the west—a minute years long. Big pink

waves of smoke rolled into gulfs of purple and disappeared into holes

of murk. Above, the blood-red surf frothed and sparkled and fell in

yellow showers! Great blankets of dense gloom dropped from the sky and

smothered out the hellish morning, hurling momentary night down the

howling wind! Then keen zigzag blades of fire ripped through the belly

of the night!

“I felt the Kid’s hand grasp mine. O God! the feel of his hand! ‘One

horse for two, Frenchy,’ he said, quiet as a man who proposes another

drink at the bar. ‘One of us makes a run for his life; and the other——’

He motioned carelessly toward Hell. ‘One more deal of the cards,

Frenchy, and the last for one of us. High hand takes the horse; low

hand—produce the deck.’

“I produced the deck—greasy and dog-eared; for many’s the social game

the Kid and I had played with ’em together. We squatted on the prairie

in the red twilight, and the Kid dealt. Not a tremor of his perfect

gambler’s hands! Cool as though it was a game of penny ante.

“I drew three deuces! _Deuces!_ Oh, the damned, dirty deuces!

“‘How many?’ says the Kid pleasantly. For the first time in my life I

forgot to guard my hand. A deep rolling thunder had grown up out of the

burning west. It seemed I could feel the prairies tremble like a bridge

under a drove of sheep. ‘Listen!’ I gasped. ‘It’s the critters coming,’

said the Kid; ‘cattle and buffalo and elk and deer and wolves—the whole

posse. How many cards did you call for?—_two_, wasn’t it?’

“He thrust two cards into my hand. One of ’em was the deuce of hearts!

O God! It wasn’t only the printed heart he gave me; it was the warm,

red, beating heart of a friend.”

Frenchy dropped his head into his arms on the table and groaned. When

he lifted his face again his eyes were wet.

“Four deuces—and they burn holes in the dark whenever I shut my eyes!

And all day I see four pairs of devils dancing in the sunlight till my

head swims!”

Frenchy dropped his head upon his chest and breathed deep, uneven

breaths for a space.

“The Kid had only a pair of face-cards,” he continued; “a dinky little

pair of face-cards. And for a second the man in me came to the surface,

and I threw the four hand down and stamped on it and said I wouldn’t

leave him. And what did the Kid do? Began with all the blackguard

adjectives of the language and ended with ‘coward’ and threw the bunch

in my teeth. ‘You’re the first man that ever called me a quitter,

Frenchy,’ he said. ‘I played my hand, didn’t I? What would you do to a

man who’d ask you to take your money back when you’d lost? If I’d won,

do you think I wouldn’t leave your carcass here to stew, you cussed

fool?’

“And then something in the back of my head woke up and howled:

‘You won—it’s yours—a chance for life—fair play—he’d go if you

lost—he’d go!’ And there was a roaring in my head and the flaming

night whirled ’round, and the bitter words stung me, and my heart

hardened—and—I—went.

“I found the Kid’s horse saddled and bridled. I cut the lariat and

leaped astride. I jabbed the spike spurs into the frightened brute

till he roared with pain. I had forgotten everything. I was a Fear

without a body flying through a darkness that coughed smoke and spit

light. And then at last things quit whirling, and I felt the steady

_lift, lift, lift_ of the good brute racing with all the devils down a

heart-breaking stretch for the river.

“I turned about in the saddle. Half the sky had turned into an open

furnace! Above me a great stormy ocean of blood rolled on into the

twilight of the east! Blood!—a seething, billowy sea of red blood,

with great, red, purring cat-tongues lapping it greedily! Gaudy giant

flowers—purple, yellow, red, green—bloomed for a moment in a strange

garden of dreams, and nodded in the wind and fell and bloomed again and

fell! The infernal beauty of the thing fascinated me for a moment. Then

I heard the rumbling—the unceasing thunder. It was louder than before.

I thought of the ten thousand sharp hoofs gaining, gaining, with whips

of fire lashing them in the rear. And then I thought of the Kid back

there.

“My heart sickened. The hot wind that scorched my face accused me; the

choking air accused me. I could see him lying on his face even then

with the mad hoofs beating him into a pulp; I could see the writhing

of his body as the heat increased; I could smell the stench of his

sizzling flesh!

“I reeled in the saddle, yet the mad wish to live lashed my hands to

the pommel. But this was only for a moment. The meanest worm that ever

wriggled in a dunghill holds fast to his life. I forgot the Kid again;

I remembered only myself and that I must ride to win. I pulled the

horse down and held him steady. Never did I throw a leg across a better

horse than the Kid’s—honest, rangy, clean-limbed and deep in the chest!

My heart leaped with joy when I heard his long even breathing. I had

a great delirious love for the big-hearted brute as I felt his long,

even reach, the tireless rhythmic stride that throws the miles behind.

The drifting red sea of smoke above cast the wild glare down upon the

prairie and made the footing sure. I threw my guns away; I stripped off

my coat and gave it to the wind. I knew what an extra pound might mean.

“An elk forged slowly past, his wide antlers tipped with light. An

antelope sprang up and bounded away into the twilight ahead. A coyote

leaped from a shoe-string clump; he cowered and whined like a whipped

dog with his tail between his legs, then raced away down the wind.

Snorting shadows began to move to right and left in the further gloom

and disappear in the smoke-drift. I was now a part of the ragged edge

of the flotsam tossed up by the approaching lip of the flood. I gave my

horse another inch of rein and held him steady. The thunder in the rear

grew louder; I could hear dimly the wild confusion of animal cries. I

was the fox hearing the yelp of the hounds and racing for cover.

“Years and years of flight with the breath of an oven to breathe! Years

and years of rising and falling, rising and falling, and my throat was

tight with the driving smoke. The good brute began to wheeze and cough.

I felt the tremor of his wearying muscles, the slight unsteadiness of

the knees. I prayed for the river—prayed like a kid at his mother’s

knee. I begged the brute to keep his legs; I cursed him when he

tottered; I called him baby names and damned him in a breath.

“And after years the day began—a sneaking shadow of a day, shamed out

by the howling western dawn that met it on the run. A storm of sound

was all about me. Neck and neck I raced with a buffalo bull that led

the herd; his swollen tongue hung from his foaming mouth; his breath

rumbled in his throat. Wheezing steers toiled up about me. Deer and elk

raced side by side, slowly forging into the van. Grey wolves bounded

past, whining and yelping. And my good brute beat away bravely at the

few remaining miles. I felt the dry rasp of his lungs and the breaking

of his big, strong heart. He stumbled—I gave him the spur to the heel;

he gave no sign of pain. He was dying on his feet.

“And the cheap, dirty day crept in through the smoke—and I thought of

the Kid, and lost heart and cared no more about the race. But by and by

I saw the river ahead, and we plunged in—a howling, panting flood of

beasts, struggling for the farther shore.

“The sky and the river whirled about me. I felt my horse totter up a

sandbank and fall. Then the day went out, and I forgot.

“O God! I wish I’d never waked up! Why didn’t the buffalo and the

steers beat me into the sand? Why did I wake up?”

Frenchy covered his face with his hands and the tears trickled through

his fingers.

“But the dead horse parted the herd, and I woke up and the fire was

dead and the sun looked like a moon through the smoke. Three aching

years ago, it was; and I’ve dragged my carcass about and tried to look

like a man. But night and day the deuces have followed me and tortured

me. They burn holes in the dark whenever I shut my eyes; four pairs of

devils dance before me all day in the sunlight till my head whirls.”

Frenchy picked up the four deuces and held them tremblingly before the

staring crowd.

“Look at ’em! Let ’em burn through your hides into your souls! There’s

the blood of the Kid on ’em. The damned dirty deuces! They’ve got me in

the last ditch! I’m done!”

Frenchy crushed the cards and dashed them to the floor. He arose

unsteadily to his feet, took his guns and staggered out of the barroom

of the “Big 6.”

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Transcriber’s note:

—Obvious errors were corrected.

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