CHAPTER XXVI

Howard Letchworth settled himself comfortably by an open window in the

5.12 express and spread out the evening paper, turning, like any true

college man, first to the sporting page. He was anxious to know how

his team had come out in the season's greatest contest with another

larger college. He had hoped to be there to witness the game himself,

and in fact the Clouds had invited him to go with them in their car,

but unfortunately at the last minute a telegram came from a firm with

whom he expected to be located during the summer, saying that their

representative would be in the city that afternoon and would like to

see him. Howard had been obliged to give up the day's pleasure and see

his friends start off without him. Now, his business over, he was

returning to college and having his first minute of leisure to see how

the game came out.

The train was crowded, for it was just at closing time and every one

was in a rush to get home. Engrossed in his paper, he noticed none of

them until someone dropped, or rather sprawled, in the seat beside

him, taking far more room than was really necessary, and making a lot

of fuss pulling up his trousers and getting his patent leather feet

adjusted to suit him around a very handsome sole-leather suitcase

which he crowded unceremoniously over to Howard's side of the floor.

The intruder next addressed himself to the arrangement of a rich and

striking necktie, and seemed to have no compunctions about annoying

his neighbor during the process. Howard glanced up in surprise as a

more strenuous knock than before jarred his paper out of focus. He saw

a young fellow of about his own age with a face that would have been

strikingly handsome if it had not also been bold and conceited. He had

large dark eyes set off by long curling black lashes, black hair that

crinkled close to his head in satiny sleek sheen, well-chiselled

features, all save a loose-hung, insolent lip that gave the impression

of great self-indulgence and selfishness. He was dressed with a

careful regard to the fashion and with evidently no regard whatever

for cost. He bore the mark at once of wealth and snobbishness. Howard,

in spite of his newly-acquired desire to look upon all men as

brothers, found himself disliking him with a vehemence that was out of

all proportion to the occasion.

"Don't they have any pahlah cars on this road?"

The question was addressed to him in a calm, insolent tone as if he

were a paid servitor of the road. He looked up amusedly and eyed the

stranger pitingly:

"Not so as you'd notice it," he remarked crushingly as he turned back

to his paper. "People on this road too busy to use 'em."

But the stranger did not crush easily:

"Live far out?" he asked, turning his big, bold eyes on his seatmate

and calmly examining him from the toe of a well-worn shoe to the crown

of a dusty old hat that Howard was trying to make last till the end of

the season. When he had finished the survey his eyes travelled

complacently back to his own immaculate attire, and his well-polished

shoes fresh from the hands of the city station bootblack. With a

well-manicured thumb and finger he flecked an imaginary bit of dust

from the knee of his trousers.

Howard named the college town brusquely.

"Ah, indeed!" Another survey brief and significant this time. "I don't

suppose you know any people at the college." It was scarcely a

question, more like a statement of a deplorable fact. Howard was

suddenly amused.

"Oh, a few," he said briefly. (He was just finishing his senior year

rather brilliantly and his professors were more than proud of him.)

Another glance seemed to say: "In what capacity?" but the elegant

youth finally decided to voice another question:

"Don't happen to know a fellah by the name of Cloud, I suppose? Al

Cloud?"

"I've met him," said Howard with his eyes still on his paper.

"He's from my State!" announced the youth with a puff of importance.

"We live next door in California. He's a regular guy, he is. Got all

kinds of money coming to him. He'll be of age in a month or two now,

and then you'll see him start something! He's some spender, _he_ is."

Howard made no comment, but something in him revolted at the idea of

talking over his friend in such company.

"I've got to hunt him up," went on the young man, not noticing that

his auditor appeared uninterested. "I'm to stay with him to-night. I

was to send a telegram, but didn't think of it till it was almost

train time. Guess it won't make much difference. The Clouds always

used to keep open house. I suppose they have a swell place out here?"

"Oh, it's quite comfortable, I believe," Howard turned over a page of

the paper and fell to reading an article on the high price of sugar

and the prospect of a fall.

"You ought to see their dump out in Cally. It's some mansion, believe

me! There wasn't anything else in that part of the State to compare

with it for miles around. And cahs! They had cahs to burn! The old man

was just lousy with gold, you know; struck a rich mine years ago. His

wife had a pile, too. Her father was all kinds of a millionaire and

left every bit to her; and Al and his sister'll get everything. Seen

anything of _her_? She ought to be a winner pretty soon. She was a

peach when she was little. She's some speedy kid! We used to play

together, you know, and our folks sorta fixed it up we were just made

for each other and all that sorta thing, you know--but I don't

know--I'm not going to be bound by any such nonsense, of course,

unless I like. One doesn't want one's wife to be such an awfully good

shot, fer instance, you know----!"

A great anger surged up in Howard's soul, and his jaw set with a

fierce line that those who knew him well had learned to understand

meant self-control under deep provocation. He would have liked nothing

better than to surprise the insolent young snob with a well-directed

blow in his pretty face that would have sent him sprawling in the

aisle. His hands fairly twitched to give him the lesson that he

needed, but he only replied with a slight inscrutable smile in one

corner of his mouth:

"It _might_ be inconvenient for _some people_." There an aloofness in

his tone that did not encourage further remarks, but the young

stranger was evidently not thin-skinned, or else he loved to hear

himself babbling.

"I'm coming on heah, you know, to look this college ovah----!" he

drawled. "If it suits me, I may come heah next yeah. Got fired from

three institutions out West for larking, and father thought I better

go East awhile. Any fun doing out this way?"

"I suppose those that go to college looking for it can find it,"

answered Howard noncommittally.

"Well--that's what I'm looking for. That's about all anybody goes to

college for anyway, that and making a lot of friends. Believe me, it

would be a beastly bore if it wasn't for that. Al Cloud used to be a

lively one. I'll wager he's into everything. See much of the college

people down in town--do you?" He eyed his companion patronizingly.

"S'pose you get in on some of the spoahts now and then?"

"Oh, occasionally," said Howard with a twinkle in his eye. He was

captain of the football team and forward in basket-ball, but it didn't

seem to be necessary to mention it.

"Any fellows with any pep in them out here? I suppose there must be or

Al wouldn't stay unless he's changed. He used to keep things pretty

lively. That's one reason why I told dad I'd come out here. I like a

place with plenty of ginger. It gets my goat to be among a lot of

grinds and sissies! This is a co-ed college, isn't it? That suits me

all right if the girls have any pep and aren't too straitlaced. Any

place around here where you can go off and take a girl for a good

dinner and a dash of life? I couldn't stand for any good-little-boy

stuff. Know any place around here where you can get a drink of the

real thing now and then, some place near enough to go joy-riding to,

you know? I shall bring my cah of course----! One can get away with a

lot more stuff if they have their own cah, you know--especially where

there's girls. You can't pull off any devilment if you have to depend

on hired cahs. You might get caught. I suppose they have some pretty

spicy times down at the frat rooms, don't they? I understood the frats

were mostly located down in the town."

Howard suddenly folded his paper, looking squarely in the limpid eyes

of his seatmate for the first time, with a cold, searching, subduing

gaze.

"I really couldn't say," he answered coldly.

"Oh, I s'pose you're not interested in that sort of thing, not being

in college," said the other insolently. "But Al Cloud'll put me wise.

He's no grind, I'll wager. He's always in for a good time, and he's

such a good bluff he never gets found out. Now I, somehow, always get

caught, even when I'm not the guilty one."

The boy laughed unroariously as if it were a good joke, and his weak

chin seemed to grow weaker in the process.

Howard was growing angry and haughty, but it was his way to be calm

when excited. He did not laugh with the stranger. Instead, he waited

until the joke had lost its amusement and then he turned soberly to

the youth with as patronizing an air as ever the other had worn:

"Son, you've got another guess coming to you about Allison Cloud.

You'll have the surprise of your young life when you see him, I

imagine. Why, he's been an A student ever since he came to this

college, and he has the highest average this last semester of any man

in his class. As for bluff, he's as clear as crystal, and a prince of

a fellow; and if you're looking for a spot where you can bluff your

way through college you better seek elsewhere. Bluff doesn't go down

in _our_ college. We have student government, and I happen to be

chairman of the student exec. just now. You better change your tactics

if you expect to remain here. Excuse me, I see a friend up at the

front of the car!"

With which remarks Howard Letchworth strode across the sprawling legs

of his fellow-traveller and departed up the aisle, leaving the elegant

stranger to enjoy the whole seat and his own company.

Thus did Clive Terrence introduce himself to Howard Letchworth and

bring dismay into the little clique of four young people who had been

enjoying a most unusually perfect friendship. Howard Letchworth, as he

stood the rest of the ride on the front platform of the car conversing

with apparent interest with a fraternity brother, was nevertheless

filled with a growing dismay. Now and then he glanced back and glared

down the aisle at the elegant sprawling youth and wondered how it was

that a being as insignificant as that could so upset his equilibrium.

But the assured drawl of the stranger as he spoke of Leslie and called

her a "speedy kid" had made him boil with rage. He carried the mood

back to college with him, and sat gloomily at the table thinking the

whole incident over, while the banter and chaffing went on about him

unnoticed. Underneath it all there was a deep uneasiness that would

not be set aside. The young man had said that the Clouds were very

wealthy. That Leslie was especially so. That when she was of age she

would have a vast inheritance. There had been no sign of great wealth

or ostentation in their living but if that were so then there was an

insuperable wall between him and her.

It was strange that the question of wealth had never come up between

them. Howard had known that they were comfortably off, of course. They

had a beautiful car and wore good clothes, and were always free with

their entertaining, but they lived in a modest house, and never made

any pretences. It had not occurred to him that they were any better

off than he might be some day if he worked hard. They never talked

about their circumstances. Of course, now he came to think about it,

there were fine mahogany pieces of furniture in the little house and

wonderful rugs and things, but they all fitted in so harmoniously with

their surroundings that it never occurred to him that they might have

cost a mint of money. They never cried out their price to those who

saw them, they were simply the fitting thing in the fitting place,

doing their service as all right-minded things both animate and

inanimate in this world should do. It was the first serpent in the

Eden of this wonderful friendship at Cloudy Villa and it stung the

proud-spirited young man to the soul.

Alone in his room that night he finally gave up all pretence at study

and faced the truth. He had been drifting in a delightful dream during

the last two years, with only a vague and alluring idea of the future

before him, a future in which there was no question but that Allison

Cloud AND his sister Leslie should figure intimately. Now he was

suddenly and roughly awakened to ask himself whether he had any right

to count on all this. If these young people belonged to the favored

few of the world who were rolling in wealth, wasn't it altogether

likely that when they finished college they would pass out of this

comradely atmosphere into a world of their own, with a new set of laws

whereby to judge and choose their friends and life companions? He

could not quite imagine Allison and Leslie as anything but the frank,

friendly, enthusiastic comrades they had been since he had known

them--and yet--he knew the world, knew what the love of money could do

to a human soul, for he had seen it many times before in people he had

come to love and trust who had grown selfish and forgetful as soon as

money and power were put into their hands. He had to confess that it

was possible. Also, his own pride forbade him to wish to force himself

into a crowd where he could not hold his own and pay his part. They

would simply not be in his class, at least not for many years to come,

and his heart sank with desolation. It was then, and not till then,

that the heart of the trouble came out and looked him in the face. It

was not that he could not be in their class, that he could not keep

pace with Allison Cloud and come and go in his company as freely as he

had done; it was that he loved the bright-haired Leslie, the

sweet-faced, eager, earnest, wonderful girl. She held his future

happiness in her little rosy hand, and if she really were a rich girl

he couldn't of course tell her now that he loved her, because he was a

poor man. He didn't expect to stay poor always, of course, but it

would be a great many years before he could ever hope to compete with

anything like wealth, and during those years who might not take her

from him? Was it conceivable that such a cad as that youth who had

boasted himself a playmate of her childhood could possibly win her?

Howard went out and sat on the campus under a great shadowing tree. He

watched a silver thread of a moon slip down between the branches and

dip behind the hill, and while he sat there he went through all the

desolation of a lonely life; the bitterness of having Leslie taken

from him by one who was unworthy!--He persuaded himself that he loved

her enough to be willing to step aside and give her up to a man who

was better than himself--but this little whiffet--ugh!

The chimes on the library pealed out nine o'clock, reminding him of

his work half done, yet the shadow of engulfing sorrow and loss hung

over him. With a jerk he drew himself up and tried to grasp at common

sense. How ridiculous of him to get up all this nightmare out of a few

minutes' talk with a fellow who used to be the Clouds' old neighbor.

He might not have been telling the truth. And anyhow it was a libel on

friendship to distrust them all this way, as though riches were some

kind of a disease like leprosy that set people apart. It wasn't his

night to go down to the village, but just to dispel this nonsense and

bring back his normal state of mind he would go and drop in on the

Clouds for a few minutes. A sight of them all would reassure him and

clear his brain for the work he must do before midnight. Leslie Cloud

was very young yet, and much can happen in a year or two. He might

even be in a fair way to make a fortune himself somewhere, who knew?

And as for that little cad, it was nonsense to suppose he was anything

to fear. Besides, it wasn't time yet to think about being married when

he wasn't even out of college. He would forget it and work the harder.

Of course he could never quite go back and forget that he had admitted

to himself that he was in love with Leslie, but he would keep it like

a precious jewel hid far in his heart, so carefully locked that not

even for his own delight would he take it out to look at now at this

time.

Having thus resolved, a weight seemed to have rolled from his

shoulders and he sprang up and walked with a quick tread down to the

village. There was a cheerful clang of victrolas, player-pianos and

twanging guitars as he passed the fraternity rooms, and he went

whistling on his way toward Cloudy Villa.

But as he neared the tall arched hedge, and looked eagerly for the

welcome light, he saw that the big living-room windows were only lit

by a soft play of firelight. Did that mean they were all sitting in

the firelight around the hearth? A fearful thought of the stranger

intruded just here upon his fine resolves, and to dispel it he knocked

noisily on the little brass knocker.

It was very still inside, but a quick electric light responded to his

knock and in a moment he could hear someone coming down-stairs to the

door. His heart leaped. Could it be Leslie? Ah! He must not--yet how

wonderful it was going to be to look at her this first time after

really knowing his own heart in plain language. Could he keep the joy

of her out of his eyes, and the wonder of her from his voice? Then the

door opened and there stood Cherry in negligée of flaring rosy cotton

crêpe embroidered with gorgeous peacocks, and her pigtails in eclipse

behind an arrangement of cheap lace and pink ribbons.

"No, sir, Mister Howard, dey ain't none ob 'em heah! Dey got

cumpney--some young fellah fum back to Californy way. Dey done tuk him

out to see de town."

Howard's heart sank and he turned his heavy footsteps back to

college. The worst fear had come to pass. Of course reason asserted

itself, and he told himself that he was a fool, a perfect fool. Of

course they had to be polite to an old neighbor whether they liked him

or not. And what was he to presume to judge a stranger from a

five-minute conversation, and turn him down so completely that he

wasn't willing to have his old friends even like him? Well, he was

worse than he had thought himself and something would have to be done

about it.

What he did about it was to stay away from Cloudy Villa for almost a

week, and when Leslie at last, after repeated efforts to get hold of

him by telephone, called him up to say there was an important

committee meeting at the church which he ought to attend, he excused

his long absence by telling how busy he had been. Of course he had

been busy, but Leslie knew that he had always been busy, and yet had

found time to come in often. She was inclined to be hurt and just the

least bit stand-offish. Of course if he didn't _want_ to come he

needn't! And she took Clive Terrence driving in the car and showed him

all the wonders of the surrounding neighborhood with much more

cordiality than she really felt. It was her way of bearing her hurt.

At last she got Allison by himself and asked him quite casually why

Howard hadn't been down. But Allison, in haste to keep an appointment

with Jane, and knowing that Howard enjoyed being down as much as they

wanted him, hadn't even noticed the absence yet.

"Oh, he's up to his eyes in work," responded Allison. "He's likely

busy as a one-armed paper-hanger with fleas! He's a senior, you know.

Wait till next year and you'll see me in the same boat!" and he

hurried away whistling.

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