CHAPTER XXIX.

How Miss Priscilla is driven to enter Coole--How she there receives

an important proposal, but with much fortitude declines it--And how

The Desmond suffers more from a twinge of conscience than from a

bullet.

In the morning, a certain amount of constraint prevails with every one.

Kit is, of course, aware of all that has happened, and of the day's

expected visitor for Monica, who has refused to come down to breakfast,

and who is as unsettled and miserable as she well can be. Kit has

espoused her cause _con amore_, and is (I need hardly say) ready for

open war at a moment's notice. She has indeed arranged a plan of action

that will bring her on the battle-field at a critical moment to deliver

a speech culled from some old novels in her room and meant to reduce

both her aunts to annihilation.

When breakfast is over she disappears to study her part afresh, and the

Misses Blake, too, separate and go to their own rooms, with an air of

careful unconcern, that would not have imposed upon a one-year babe.

When again they reappear, they seem desirous of avoiding each other's

glances, whereupon it occurs suddenly to everybody that they have both

put on their very best silk gowns and lace caps, and have in fact got

themselves up with elaborate care to receive--a _Desmond_! No wonder

they are ashamed of themselves!

Still keeping up the outward symptoms of supreme indifference, they seat

themselves in the drawing-room, Miss Penelope attacking her knitting

with tremendous vigor, whilst Miss Priscilla gets apparently lost in the

pages of "Temple Bar." Monica, sliding in presently like a small ghost,

in her clinging white gown, slips into a seat in the window that

overlooks the avenue, and hides herself and her pretty anxious face

behind the lace curtains.

An hour glides by with aggravating slowness; and then a sound of wheels

upon the gravel makes Monica's heart beat almost to suffocation. The two

Misses Blake, suddenly forgetful of their _role_ of unconcern, start

from their seats and go to the window where Monica now is standing. A

brougham and pair of horses drive up to the door, and a young man,

opening the door, springs to the ground. It is Desmond.

"To come here in a close carriage!" says Miss Priscilla, with much

contempt. "Is he afraid of catching cold, I wonder? I never heard of

such foppery in my life."

"He is not a fop," says Monica, indignantly, and then she catches sight

of her lover's face, and something in it awakes within her a prescience

of coming evil.

Then the drawing-room door is thrown open with rather unceremonious

haste, and the young man, entering, goes straight to where Miss

Priscilla is standing, merely taking and holding Monica's hand as he

reaches her, but addressing to her neither word nor look. He seems

greatly agitated, and altogether unlike the man who stood here yesterday

and almost defied them. His face is very pale, and full of honest grief

and indignation.

"My uncle is at death's doors," he says in a voice that quivers with

rage and excitement. "Coming home late last night he was shot at by some

ruffians from behind the blackthorn hedge on the Coole road. He wants

you Miss Blake" (to Priscilla). "He is asking for you. You will not

refuse to come to a man who may be dying for all we know! I have

brought the carriage for you, and I implore you not to delay, but to

come to him at once."

Miss Priscilla has sunk into a chair, and is quite colorless; Miss

Penelope clasps her hands.

"Oh, poor George!" she says, involuntarily, almost unconsciously. His

present danger has killed remembrance of all the angry years that stand

between to-day and the time when last she called him by his Christian

name.

"When did it happen? How?" asks Monica, tightening her fingers round

his, and trembling visibly.

"About ten o'clock last evening. Both Kelly and I were with him, and a

groom. Two shots were fired. Kelly and I jumped off the dog-cart and

gave chase and succeeded in securing one of them. There were four

altogether, I think. We did not know my uncle was wounded when we ran

after them, but when we came back we found Murray the groom holding him

in his arms. He was quite insensible. I left Kelly and Murray to guard

our prisoner, and drove my uncle home myself. He is very badly hurt.

Miss Blake," turning again to Miss Priscilla, "you will come with me?"

"Oh, yes, yes," says Miss Priscilla, faintly.

"And I shall go with you, my dear Priscilla," says Miss Penelope,

heroically. "Yes, you will want me. To find yourself face to face with

him after all these years of estrangement and in so sad a state will be

distressing. It is well I should be on the spot to lend you some

support."

Miss Priscilla lays her hand on her arm.

"I think I shall go alone, Penelope," she says, falteringly. For one

moment Miss Penelope is a little surprised, and then in another moment

she is not surprised at all. But I believe in her heart she is a good

deal disappointed: there is a flavor of romance and excitement about

this expedition she would gladly have tasted.

"Well, perhaps it will be better so," she says, amiably. "I am glad he

has sent for you. He will be the easier for _your_ forgiveness, though

he cannot obtain _hers_, now. Come upstairs: you should not keep Mr.

Desmond waiting." There is a kindly light in her eyes as she glances at

the young man. And then she takes Miss Priscilla away to her room, and

helps her carefully with her toilet, and accepts the situation as a

matter of course, though in her secret soul she is filled with amazement

at The Desmond's sending for Miss Priscilla even though lying at death's

door.

And indeed when the old man had turned to Brian and asked him to bring

Miss Blake to Coole, Brian himself had known surprise too, and some

misgivings. Was he going to make her swear never to give her consent to

his (Brian's) marriage with her niece? or was he going to make open

confession of that dishonorable action which caused Miss Blake's pretty

stepsister to suffer dire tribulation, according to the gossips round?

"I should like to see Priscilla Blake," the old squire had said, in a

low whisper, his nephew leaning over him to catch the words, and then he

had muttered something about "old friends and forgiveness," that had not

so easily been understood.

"You shall see her," the younger man says, tenderly. "I'll go for her

myself. I am sure she won't refuse to come."

"_Refuse!_" There is something in the squire's whisper that puzzles

Brian.

"I am certain she will not," he repeats, mechanically, whilst trying to

translate it. But the look has faded from the old man's face, and his

tone is different, when he speaks again.

"If she is afraid to come," he says, generously, having evidently

settled some knotty point of inward discussion to his entire

satisfaction, "tell her from me that I am ready and willing to forgive

_all_."

"You mean you are anxious to obtain her forgiveness," says Brian, with

the kindly intention of assisting the old man's wandering imagination.

"Eh?" says the squire, sharply. "What d'ye mean, Brian? Speak, lad, when

I desire you."

"Look here, George! if you excite yourself like this, you know what the

consequences will be," says Brian, sharply, in his turn. "I only meant

that, as you--er--jilted their stepsister, I suppose you are anxious to

obtain their pardon, now you feel yourself pretty low. But I'd advise

you to wait and see about that when you have recovered your strength a

little."

"And you believed that old story too!" says the poor squire, forlornly.

"I didn't jilt her at all, Brian. _It was she jilted me!_"

"_What!_" says Brian, turning to see if the bullet had touched his brain

instead of his ribs.

"'Tis true. I tell you, that girl broke my heart. She was the prettiest

creature I ever saw, with soft dove's eyes, and a heavenly smile, and no

more heart than _that_," striking the post of the old-fashioned bedstead

with his uninjured arm. "I gave myself up to her, I worshipped the very

ground she walked on, and within a fortnight of our wedding she calmly

wrote to tell me she could not marry me!"

"Giving a reason?"

"No. Even _she_, I presume, could not summon sufficient courage to tell

the wretch she had deluded of her love for another. She gave me no

reason. She entreated me, however, to keep silence about the real author

of the breach between us,--that is, herself. _I_ was the one to break

off our engagement! I was to bear all the blame! She implored me to

conceal her share in it, and finally demanded of me, as a last favor,

that I would give the world to understand I had thrown _her_ over."

"A charmingly disinterested specimen of womankind," says Brian, raising

his brows.

"And this to _me_," says The Desmond, an indignant sob making his weak

voice weaker,--"a man who had always kept himself straight in the eyes

of the world. I was required to represent myself as a low, despicable

fellow, one of those who seek a woman's affections only to ignore them

at the sight of the next pretty face."

"But you refused to comply with her request?" says Brian, hastily.

"No, sir, I didn't," says the squire, shame struggling with his

excitement. "On the contrary, I gave in to her in every respect. I

believe at that time I would cheerfully have allowed myself to be

branded as a _thief_ if she had desired it and if it would have saved

her one scrap of discomfort. She was afraid of her sisters, you see. I

blamed them then, Brian, but I think now her fear of them arose from the

fact that _they_ were as true as _she_ was----Well, well!"

"This is indeed a revelation," says Brian.

"Yes; you wouldn't think they would behave like that, would you?" says

Mr. Desmond, eagerly.

"Who? The Misses Blake?" says Brian, startled.

"Yes. It wasn't like them to keep silent all these years, and let me

bear the brunt of the battle, when they knew I was innocent and that it

was their own flesh and blood who was in fault. Yet they turned their

backs upon me, and have treated me ever since as though I were in

reality the miscreant they have succeeded in making me out."

"There is a terrible mistake somewhere," says Brian. "They do verily

believe you to be the miscreant you describe."

"Brian, come here!" says the old man, in an ominously calm tone. "Do you

mean to tell me Priscilla Blake believes me guilty of having behaved

dishonestly to her sister Katherine? You positively think this?"

"I _know_ it," says Brian, who feels it is better to get out the plain

unvarnished truth at once.

"You have no doubt? Think, Brian; think."

"I needn't.--There is no doubt on my mind."

"Then she deceived us _all_," says the squire, in a stricken tone. Then

he roused himself again. He seems to have recovered his strength

wonderfully during the past hour. "Go, get me Priscilla Blake," he says.

"Hurry, boy! hurry! I must make it right with her before I die."

"Before you recover, you mean," says Brian, cheerily. "There! lie down

now, and keep yourself quiet, or you won't be looking your best when she

comes."

* * * * *

And now Miss Priscilla has come, and is standing beside the bed of her

quondam friend, looking down upon him with dim eyes.

"I am sorry to meet you again like this, George Desmond," she says, at

last, in tones meant to be full of relentless displeasure, but which

falter strangely.

"She made as great a fool of _you_ as of _me_, Priscilla," is the

squire's answer, whose tired mind can only grasp one thought,--the

treachery of the woman he had loved! And then it all comes out, and the

letter the false Katherine had written him is brought out from a little

secret drawer, bound round with the orthodox blue ribbon, and smelling

sadly of dust, as though to remind one of all things, of warmest

sweetest love, of truest trust, and indeed of that fair but worthless

body from whose hand it came, now lying mouldering and forgotten in a

foreign land.

"Oh, I wouldn't have believed it of her!" says Miss Priscilla, weeping

bitterly. "But there must have been something wrong with her always,

though we could never see it. What an angel face she had! But the

children, they speak terribly of her, and they say--that she--and James

Beresford--did not get on at all."

"Eh?" says the squire. He rises himself on his sound elbow, and quite a

glow of color rushes into his pallid cheeks. When, with a groan of

self-contempt, he sinks back again, and the light in his eye (was it of

satisfaction?) dies.

"You have met Brian," he says presently. "What do you think of him,

Priscilla? He is a good lad,--a _very_ good lad."

"He looks it," says Miss Priscilla, shortly.

"He does," heartily. "Well, I'm told this boy of mine is in love with

your girl."

"Who told you?" says Miss Priscilla.

"Brian himself," says the Squire.

"I like that in him," says Miss Priscilla. "Well, George, if you will

look upon that as settled, so shall I."

"So be it," says the squire--"Eh, my dear? but doesn't it make us feel

old to be discussing the love-affairs of these young things, when it

seems only yesterday that we--that you and I, Priscilla----"

"That is all buried long ago: don't rake it up. It died when first your

eyes fell on _her_," says Miss Blake, hurriedly.

"I was a fool," says the squire. "But, somehow, since I have been

talking to you, I don't think I'm going to die this time, and old scenes

came back to me, and--I suppose it is too late now, Priscilla?"

There is no mistaking his meaning.

"Oh, yes; a whole lifetime too late," says Miss Priscilla, with a soft,

faint blush that would not have misbecome a maiden in her teens. "But I

am glad we are friends again, George."

She pressed his hand with real affection, and then colors again warmly,

as though afraid of having discovered herself in the act of committing

an indiscretion. Could that gentle pressure be called forward, or light,

or unseemly? Terrible thought!

"So am I, my dear," says the squire. And then again, "You won't think of

it, then, Priscilla?"

"No, no," says Miss Blake, feeling flattered at his persistence, and

then she actually laughs out loud, and The Desmond laughs too, though

feebly; and then the doctor comes in again, and Miss Priscilla goes

home, to tell Miss Penelope, in the secrecy of her chamber, and with the

solemnity that befits the occasion, all about the squire's proposal, its

reception, and its rejection.

Be assured no minutest detail is forgotten; Miss Penelope is soon in

possession of every smallest look and word connected with it, and deeply

gratifying is the manner in which the great news is received by that

gentle maiden.

"Though late in the day, Penelope," says Miss Priscilla, as a sort of

wind-up to her recital, "it was an offer of marriage _any_ woman might

be proud of, be she young or old; and he _meant_ it, too. He was quite

_pressing_. Twice he asked me, although my first was a most decided

'No.'"

"It seems terrible, your having been so cold to him, poor fellow!" says

Miss Penelope, with a regretful sigh for the griefs of the rejected

Desmond.

"What could I do?" says Miss Priscilla, with an air of self-defence.

This thought, that she can actually be accused of having treated the

sterner sex in a hardhearted fashion, is cakes and ale to her.

"We must not talk of this, Penelope," she says, presently. "It would be

unfair. It must never transpire through _us_ that George Desmond laid

his heart and fortune at my feet only to be rejected."

To her these old-world phrases sound grand and musical and full of fire

and sentiment.

"No, no," says Miss Penelope, acquiescing freely, yet with a sigh; she

would have dearly liked to tell her gossips of this honor that has been

done her dear Priscilla. And, after all, she has her wish, for the story

gets about, spread by the hero of it himself.

The squire, tired, no doubt, of keeping secrets, and perhaps (but this

in a whisper) grateful to her because of her refusal, goes about

everywhere, and tells people far and near of his offer; so that when

their friends flock to Moyne, and, giving The Desmond as their authority

for it, accuse Miss Priscilla of her refusal, and she still, with

maidenly modesty, parries their questions, Miss Penelope, feeling

herself absolved from further reticence, comes to the front and gives

them a full and true account of the wonderful event.

"Yes, Priscilla might indeed have reigned as queen at Coole had she so

wished it, and well graced the position too," winds up Miss Penelope, on

all these occasions, with much pride and dignity.

Brian, who had been busy all the morning swearing informations, and so

forth, with Mr. Kelly and the groom, before magistrates and others,

coming into his uncle's room about half an hour after Miss Blake's

departure, finds him considerably better both in mind and in body,

though feeble in spirit, as is only natural. Indeed, the bullet had done

him little harm, causing merely a flesh-wound, but the shock had been

severe to a man of his years.

"Come here, Brian; I want to tell you something," he says, as the young

man leans over him.

"You are not to talk," says his nephew, peremptorily.

"If you won't listen to me, I'll send for Bailey, the steward," says the

squire. "Nonsense! it does me good." And then he tells him all the

particulars of Miss Priscilla's visit relating to his engagement with

Katherine Beresford, with one reservation.

"It is all right between us now," he says, in a pleased tone. "She told

me everything, and it appears we were both sadly taken in, though I

don't wish to say anything against her even now. I daresay she had her

own grievances, poor soul; and indeed Priscilla said----"

Here he pauses, and a guilty flush covers his pale face. He hesitates,

and then beckons Brian to come even nearer.

"Look you, lad! I'm not quite at ease even yet. There's something wrong

here!" laying his hand upon his heart.

"Is it pain?" asks his nephew, anxiously. "I told you you were talk----"

"No, no, boy. It's only mental pain. I want to be ashamed of myself, and

I _can't_. I'm feeling a satisfaction about something that I shouldn't.

It's not right, Brian. It's not a gentlemanly feeling, but I can't curb

it. The more I think of it, the more pleased I feel. Eh? You don't look

as if you understood me."

"I don't, much," confesses Brian, seating himself on the edge of the

bed. "You see, you haven't told me what it is all about."

"It is about Katherine Beresford. Priscilla told me, and I should like

to tell you. I say, Brian, you won't throw it in my teeth, now, when I'm

better, eh?"

"I swear I won't," says Brian.

"Well, she told me Katherine had a regular _devil_ of a life with her

husband, and _I'm glad of it_! _There!_" says the squire; after which

disgraceful confession he regularly scrambles under the bedclothes, with

a view to hiding his shame and his exultation from public view.

Brian fairly roars with laughter. At the sound of his welcome mirth, the

old man slowly emerges from the sheets again, and looks at him

doubtfully, but with growing hope.

"_She_ had the best of it, of course; any one would have the best of it

with James Beresford," he says. "But she couldn't have been altogether

comfortable; that's what I mean. I don't want you to think I should

rejoice at her having received bad treatment at her husband's hands. He

had all the bad treatment to himself, I expect."

"So do I," says Brian, who is laughing still.

"And you don't think so badly of me for it?" says the Squire, anxiously.

"Not I," says Brian.

"Still, it's rather a mean sort of feeling, isn't it, now? It's very

low--eh?"

"Low or not," says Brian, with decision, "I'm perfectly certain if it

was _my_ case I should feel just like that myself."

"You're the comfort of my life, Brian," says his uncle, gratefully; and

then he indulges in a covert smile himself, after which he drops off

into a slumber, sound and refreshing.

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