How Desmond asserts himself, and shows himself a better man than his
rival--And how a bunch of red roses causes a breach, and how a ring
heals it.
"Then it is decided," says Olga. "'The School for Scandal' first, and
tableaux to follow. Now for _them_. I suppose four altogether will be
quite sufficient. We must not try the patience of our poor audience past
endurance."
"It will be past that long before our tableaux begin," says Ulic
Ronayne, in a low tone. He is dressed in a tennis suit of white flannel,
and is looking particularly handsome.
Olga makes a pretty little _moue_, but no audible response.
"I have two arranged," she says, "but am distracted about three and
four. Will anybody except Mr. Kelly come to my assistance?"
"Oh, you're jealous because you didn't think of 'Enid' and the
carriage-horse yourself," returns that young man, with ineffable
disdain,--"or that Dolly Varden affair."
"Well, that last might do,--modified a little," says Olga, brightening.
"Mr. Ryde is enormous enough for anything. Quite an ideal Hugh."
"Quite," says Ronayne, with a smile.
"Then it has arranged itself; that is, if you agree, dear?" says Olga,
turning to Monica.
"It shall be as you wish. I mean, I know nothing about it," gently; "but
I shall like to help you if I can."
"I mean you don't object to the subject,--or Mr. Ryde?" says Olga,
kindly, unaware that Mr. Ryde has come away from the tea-table and is
now close behind her. Monica, however, sees him, and smiles courteously.
"Oh, no," she says, as in duty bound.
And then the fourth is found and grasped, and all trouble is at an end.
"_So_ glad I can now take my tea in peace," says Olga, with a sigh of
profound relief. "_Who_ would be stage-manager?"
"Ah! you don't do much of this kind of thing in Ireland, I daresay,"
says Mr. Ryde.
"What kind of thing?" asks Olga, sweetly, who doesn't like him.
"Tea-drinking?"
"No--acting--er--and that."
"I'm afraid I'm quite at sea about the '_that_,'" says Olga, shaking her
blonde head. "Perhaps we do a good deal of it, perhaps we don't. Explain
it to me."
("Awful stoopid people!--not a word of truth about their ready wit,"
says Mr. Ryde to himself at this juncture.)
"Oh, well--er--let us confine ourselves to the acting," he says, feeling
somehow at a loss. "It is new to you here, it seems."
"I certainly have never acted in my life," begins Monica; "but----"
Mrs. Bohun interrupts her.
"We are a hopelessly benighted lot," she says, making Ryde a present of
a beautiful smile. "We are sadly behind the world,--_rococo_"--shrugging
her shoulders pathetically--"to the last degree. You, Mr. Ryde, have
opened up to us possibilities never dreamt of before; touches of
civilization hitherto unknown."
"I should think in your case a very little tuition would be sufficient,"
says Ryde, with such kindly encouragement in his tone that Ronayne, who
is at Olga's feet, collapses, and from being abnormally grave breaks
into riotous laughter.
"You must teach us stage effects,--is that the proper term?--and correct
us when we betray too crass an ignorance, and--above all things, Mr.
Ryde," with an arch glance, "you must promise not to lose your temper
over the _gaucheries_ of your Dolly Varden."
"Whose Dolly Varden?" asks Desmond, coming up at this instant laden with
cups of tea.
"Mr. Ryde's."
"He is to be Hugh to Miss Beresford's Dolly," says Ronayne.
"Yes, isn't it good of Monica? she has consented to take the part," says
Olga, who is really grateful to her for having helped her out of her
difficulty.
"_Have_ you?" says Desmond, turning upon Monica with dilated eyes.
"Yes. Is that tea for me?" returns she, calmly, with great
self-possession, seeing that sundry eyes are upon her.
"For you, or any one," replies he. Tone can convey far more meaning than
words. The words just now are correct enough, but the tone is uncivil to
the last degree. Monica, flushing slightly, takes a cup from him, and
Olga takes the second.
There is a short silence whilst they stir their tea, during which Madam
O'Connor's voice can be distinctly heard,--it generally _can_ above
every tumult. She is discoursing enthusiastically about some wonderful
tree in her orchard, literally borne down by fruit.
"You never saw such a sight!" she is saying,--"laden down to the ground.
The finest show of pears in the country. I was telling Williams he would
do well to prop it. But I suppose it will ruin the tree for the next two
years to come."
"What, the propping?" says Rossmoyne.
"No, the enormous produce, you silly boy!" says his hostess, with a
laugh.
Monica, who is growing restless beneath Desmond's angry regard, turns to
her nervously.
"I think I should like to see it," she says, softly.
"Allow me to take you to it," says Ryde, quickly, coming to her side.
"Miss Beresford is coming with _me_," interposes Desmond. His face is
pale, and his eyes flash ominously.
"That is for Miss Beresford to decide."
"She _has_ decided," says Desmond, growing even paler, but never
removing his eyes from his rival's. He is playing a dangerous game, but
even in the danger is ecstasy. And, as Monica continues silent, a great
joy fills his soul.
"But until"--begins the Englishman, doggedly--"I hear----"
"Mrs. Bohun's cup is causing her embarrassment. See to it," interrupts
Desmond, unemotionally. And then, turning to Monica, he says, "Come,"
coldly, but with such passionate entreaty in his eyes that she is borne
away by it, and goes with him submissively across the lawn, until she
has so far withdrawn herself from her companions that a return would be
undignified.
They go as far as the entrance to the orchard, a good quarter of a mile,
in silence, and then the storm breaks.
"I won't have that fellow holding you in his arms," says Desmond, pale
with grief and rage, standing still and confronting her.
"I thought you said you would never be jealous again," says Monica, who
has had time to recover herself, and time, too, to grow angry.
"I also said I hoped you would never give me cause."
"Mrs. Bohun has arranged this tableau."
"Then disarrange it."
"But how?"
"Say you won't act with Ryde."
"You can't expect me to make myself laughable in that way."
"Then _I'll_ do it."
"And so make me laughable in another way. I can't see what right you
have to interfere," she breaks out suddenly, standing before him, wilful
but lovely. "What are you to me, or I to you, that you should order me
about like this?"
"You are all the world to me,--you are _my wife_," says the young man,
in a solemn tone, but with passionately angry eyes. "You can refuse me
if you like, but I shall go to my grave with your image only in my
heart. As to what I am to _you_, that is quite another thing,--less than
nothing, I should say."
"And no wonder, too, considering your _awful_ temper," says Monica,
viciously; but her tone trembles.
At this he seems to lose heart. A very sad look creeps into his dark
eyes and lingers there.
"Well, do what you like about these wretched tableaux," he says, so
wearily that Monica, though victorious, feels inclined to cry. "If they
give you a moment's pleasure, why should I rebel? As you say, I am
nothing to you. Come, let us go and look at this famous pear-tree."
But she does not stir. They are inside the orchard, standing in a very
secluded spot, with only some green apples and an ivied wall to see
them. Her eyes are downcast, and her slender fingers are playing
nervously with a ribbon on her gown. Her lips have taken a remorseful
curve. Now, as though unable to restrain the impulse, she raises her
eyes to his for a brief second, but, brief as it is, he can see that
they are full of tears.
"Brian," she says, nervously.
It is the first time she has ever called him by his Christian name, and
he turns to her a face still sad indeed, but altogether surprised and
pleased.
"Now, that is good of you," he says.
"There is nothing good about me," says Monica, tearfully. "I am as
horrid as I well can be, and you are----Brian, I will give up that
tableau. I will not be Dolly Varden; no, not if Mr. Ryde went on his
_knees_ to me."
"My dear, _dear_ love!" says Mr. Desmond.
"Do you indeed love me," says Monica, softly, "in spite of all I do?"
"I love you _because_ of all you do. What is there not commendable in
every action of yours? I love you; I live always in the hope that some
day you will be more to me than you are to-day. A presumptuous hope
perhaps," with a rather forced smile, "but one I _will_ not stifle. I
suppose every one lives in a visionary world at times, where some 'not
impossible she' reigns as queen. I dare say you think my queen _is_
impossible, yet you little know what dreams have been my playmates,
night and day."
"Am I your queen?" sweetly.
"Yes, darling."
"And you are glad I have given up this tableau?"
"I don't know what I should have done if you hadn't."
"Then, now you will do something for me," says Miss Beresford, promptly.
"Anything," with enthusiasm.
"Then to-morrow you are to come here _without_ the roses I heard you
promising Miss Fitzgerald this afternoon."
Her tone is quite composed, but two little brilliant flecks of color
have risen hurriedly and are now flaunting themselves on either pretty
cheek. She is evidently very seriously in earnest.
"She asked me for them: she will think it so ungenerous, so rude," says
Desmond.
"Not ungenerous. She will never think you that, or rude either," says
Monica, gauging the truth to a nicety. "_Careless_ if you will, but no
more; and--I _want_ you to seem careless where she is concerned."
"But why, my dearest?"
"Because I don't like her; she always treats me as though I were some
insignificant little girl still in short petticoats," says Miss
Beresford, with rising indignation. "And because--because, too----"
She pauses in some confusion.
"Go on: because what?" with gentle encouragement.
"Well, then, because I know she wants to _marry_ you," says Monica,
vehemently, but in a choked voice.
"What an extraordinary idea to come into your head!" says Desmond, in a
choked tone also, but from a different emotion.
"What are you laughing at?" severely. "At me?"
"My darling, it seems so absurd, and----"
"I _forbid_ you to laugh," in a tone replete with anger but highly
suggestive of tears. "Don't do it."
"I'll never laugh again, my pet, if it offends you so dreadfully."
"But your eyes are laughing; I can see them. I can see a great deal more
than you think, and I know that hateful girl has made up her mind to
marry you as soon as ever she can."
"That will be never."
"Not if you go on bringing her roses and things."
"What harm can a simple rose do?"
"If you are going to look at it in that light, I shall say no more. But
in a very little time you will find she has married you, and _then_
where will you be?"
Her jealousy is too childishly open to be misunderstood. Mr. Desmond's
spirits are rising with marvellous rapidity; indeed, for the past two
minutes he feels as if he is treading on air.
"As you won't have me, I don't much care _where_ I shall be," he says
with the mean hope of reducing her to submission by a threat. In this
hope he is doomed to be disappointed, as she meets his base insinuation
with an unlowered front.
"Very good, _go_ and marry her," she says, calmly, as if church, parson,
and Miss Fitzgerald are all waiting for him, in anxious expectation,
round the corner.
"No, I shan't," says Desmond, changing his tactics without a blush.
"Catch me at it! As you persist in refusing me, I shall never marry, but
remain a bachelor forever, for your sweet sake."
"Then say you will not bring those roses to-morrow. Or, better still,
say you will bring them, and"--all women, even the best are cruel--"give
them to me _before_ her."
"My darling! what an unreasonable thing to ask me!"
"Oh! I daresay! when people don't _love_ people they always think
everything they do unreasonable."
This rather involved sentence seems to cut Mr. Desmond to the heart.
"Of course, if you say that, I must do it," he says.
"Don't do it on my account," with a wilful air.
"No, on my own, of course."
"Well, remember I don't ask you to do it," with the most disgraceful
ingratitude. "Do as you wish about it."
"Your wishes are mine," he says, tenderly. "I have had no divided
existence since that first day I saw you,--how long ago it seems
now----"
"Very long. Only a few weeks in reality, but it seems to myself that I
have known and--liked you all my life."
"Yet that day when I saw you on the hay-cart is hardly two months old,"
says Desmond, dreamily.
As a breath of half-forgotten perfume, or a long-lost chord fresh
sounded, brings back the memories of a lifetime, so does this chance
remark of his now recall to her a scene almost gone out of mind, yet
still fraught with recollections terrible to her self-love.
"Two months,--only two?--oh, it must be more," she says, with a pang.
Surely time ought to lessen the feeling of shame that overpowers her
whenever she thinks of that fatal day.
"So wearisome a time, my own?" asks he, reproachfully.
"No, it is not that. It is only----. Oh, Brian, that day you speak of,
when I was on that horrid hay-cart, did you--I mean--did I--that is--did
I look very ungraceful?"
The word she is dying to say is _dis_graceful, but she dares not.
"Ungraceful?"
"Yes. Terry says that when we were passing you that day I was--was,"
with a desperate rush, "kicking up my heels?"
She is trembling with shame and confusion. Crimson has sprung to her
cheeks, tears to her eyes.
"I don't believe a word of it," says Mr. Desmond, comprehending the
situation at last. "But, even supposing you were,--and, after all, that
is the sort of thing _every one_ does on a bundle of hay,"--as though
it is quite the customary thing for people generally to go round the
world seated on hay-carts,--"I didn't see you--that is, your heels, I
mean; I saw only your face,--the prettiest face in the world. How could
I look at anything else when I had once seen that?"
"Brian!" turning to him impetuously, and laying both her hands upon his
shoulders, "I do think you are the dearest fellow on earth."
"Oh, Monica! am I the dearest to you?" He has twined his arms round her
lissome figure, and is gazing anxiously into her eyes.
"Yes,--yes, _certainly_." And then, with a _naivete_ indescribable, and
with the utmost composure, she says,--
"I think I should like to give you a kiss!"
Is the blue dome still over his head, or has the sky fallen? The thing
he has been longing for, with an intensity not to be portrayed, ever
since their first meeting, but has not dared to even _hint_ at, is now
freely offered him, as though it were a thing of naught.
"Monica!" says her lover, the blood rushing to his face, "do you _mean_
it?" He tightens his clasp round her, yet still refrains from touching
the sweet lips so near his own. A feeling of honest manliness makes him
hesitate about accepting this great happiness, lest, indeed, he may have
misunderstood her. To him it is so great a boon she grants that he
hardly dares believe in its reality.
"Of course I do," says Miss Beresford, distinctly offended. "I--at
least, I _did_. I don't now. I always want to kiss people when I feel
fond of them; but you don't, evidently, or else, perhaps, you aren't
really fond of me at all, in spite of all you have said. Never mind.
Don't put yourself out. It was merely a passing fancy on my part."
"Oh, don't let it pass," exclaims her lover, anxiously. "Darling _life_,
don't you know I have been longing, _longing_ to kiss you for weeks
past, yet dared not, because something in your eyes forbade me? And now,
to have you of your own accord really willing to give my dear desire
seems too much."
"Are you sure that it is that, or----"
"My angel, what a question!"
"Yet perhaps you think----Don't kiss me just to oblige me, you know. I
don't care so much about it as all _that_, but----"
She finds it impossible to finish the sentence, because----
* * * * *
Dexterously, but gently, she draws herself away from him, and stands a
little apart. Looking at her, he can see she is troubled. He has opened
his lips to speak, but by a gesture she restrains him.
"I know it now," she says. This oracular speech is accompanied by a
blush, vivid as it is angry, and there are large tears in her eyes. "I
should not have asked _you_ to kiss _me_. That was your part, and you
have taught me that I usurped it. Yet I thought only that I was fond of
you, that you were my friend, or like Terry, or--" here the grievance
gains sound, "you _should_ not have kissed me like that."
"You didn't suppose I was going to kiss you as Terry might?" asks he,
with just indignation. "He is your brother; I am--not."
"I don't know anything about it, except this, that it will be a very
long time before you have the chance of doing it again. I can't bear
being _hugged_."
"I am very sorry," says Mr. Desmond, stiffly. "Let me assure you,
however, that I shall never cause you such offence again until you wish
it."
"Then say never at once," says Monica, with a pout.
"Very good," says Desmond. It may now be reasonably supposed that he has
met all her requirements, and that she has no further complaints to
bring forward; but such is not the case.
"I don't like you when you talk to me like that," she says,
aggressively, and with a spoiled-child air, glancing at him from under
her sweeping lashes.
"How am I to talk to you, then?" asks he, in despair.
"You know very well how to talk to Miss Fitzgerald," retorts she,
provokingly, and with a bold attempt at a frown. Yet there is something
about her naughty little face, a hidden, mocking, mischievous, yet
withal friendly smile as it were, that disarms her speech of its sting
and gives Brian renewed hope and courage.
He takes her hand deliberately and draws it unrepulsed through his arm.
"Let us go up this walk," he says, "and leave all angry words and
thoughts behind us."
He makes a movement in the direction indicated, and finds that she moves
with him. He finds, too, that her slender fingers have closed
involuntarily upon his arm. Plainly, she is as glad to be at peace with
him as he with her.
Coming to a turn in the path, shaded by two rugged old apple-trees now
growing heavy with their green burden, Desmond stands still, and,
putting his right hand in his pocket, draws out something from it. As he
does this he colors slightly.
"You wear all your rings on your right hand," he says, with loving
awkwardness, "and it seems to me the other poor little fingers always
look neglected. I--I wish you would take this and make it a present to
your left hand."
"_This_" is a thick gold band, set with three large diamonds of great
brilliancy in gypsy fashion.
"Oh! not for me!" says Monica, recoiling, and clasping her hands behind
her back, yet with her eyes firmly fastened upon the beautiful ring.
"Why not for you? Some day I shall give you all I possess; now I can
give you only such things as this."
"Indeed I must not take it," says Monica; but even as she utters the
half-hearted refusal she creeps unconsciously closer to him, and, laying
her hand upon his wrist, looks with childish delight and longing at the
glittering stones lying in his palm.
"But I say you must," says Desmond, taking a very superior tone. "It is
yours, not mine. I have nothing to do with it. It was never meant for
me. See," taking up her hand and slipping the ring on her engaged
finger, "how pretty your little white hand makes it look!"
It is always a difficult thing to a woman to bring herself to refuse
diamonds, but doubly difficult once she has seen them positively
adorning her own person.
Monica looks at the ring, then sighs, then turns it round and round
mechanically, and finally glances at Desmond. He returns the glance by
passing his arm round her shoulders, after which there is never another
word said about the ownership of the ring.
"But it will put my poor little pigs in the shade, won't it?" says
Monica, looking at her other hand, and then at him archly. "Oh! it is
lovely--_lovely_!"
"I think I might have chosen you a prettier one, had I run up to Dublin
and gone to Waterhouse myself," says Desmond; "but I knew if I went I
could not possibly get back until to-morrow evening, and that would mean
losing two whole days of our precious seven."
This speech pleases Monica, I think, even more than the ring.
"I am glad you did not go," she says, softly.
"So am I--especially as----" Here he pauses, and then goes on again
hurriedly. "If I had gone, Monica, you would not have forgotten me?"
"How could I forget you in two little days?"
"They would have been two very big days to me. But tell me, if I were to
go away from you for a far longer time--say for a whole month--would you
still be faithful? Should I find you as I left you,--indifferent to
others at least, if not wholly mine?"
"Why should I change?"
"Darling, there are so many reasons." He draws his breath quickly,
impatiently. "Some day, you may meet some one else--more suited to you,
perhaps, and----"
"I shall never do that." She interrupts him slowly, but decidedly.
"You are sure?"
"Yes."
The answer in words perhaps is meagre; but he, looking into the depths
of her soft eyes, sees a surer answer there, and is satisfied.
The shadows are growing longer and slower. They do not dance and quiver
now in mad glee, as they did an hour agone.
"I think we must go back," says Monica, with unconcealed regret.
"What! you will throw me again into temptation? into the very arms of
the fair Bella?" says Desmond, laughing.
"Reflect, I beg of you, before it is too late."
"After all," says Monica, "I don't think I have behaved very nicely
about her. I don't think now it would be a--a pretty thing to make you
give me the roses before her. No, you must not do that; and you must not
manage to forget them, either. You shall bring the handsomest you can
find and give them to her,--but _publicly_ Brian, just as if there was
nothing in it, you know."
"There is nothing like adhering to the strict truth," says Brian. "There
shall be nothing in my roses, I promise you,--except perfume."