CHAPTER XII

FROM Judge Stevenson's office Kenneth went directly to tell Jane of

the interview. So absorbed was he in contemplation of the wider

vision of the problem he was attacking which the judge's words had

given him, he forgot to telephone her to ask if it was agreeable for

him to call at so unconventional an hour. He found her clad in a

bungalow apron busily cleaning house and singing as she worked.

They sat on the steps of the back porch while he told her all that

had been said. Taken out of his preoccupation with his own affairs,

Kenneth had shaken off his negative air and now he talked

convincingly of their plans. Jane said nothing until he had

finished.

"That's fine!" she exclaimed when he had ended. "Even if Judge

Stevenson is doubtful of how much we can accomplish, we can do

something. Now all that remains is for you to present your plan⸺"

"Not mine, yours," he corrected

"No, it will have to be yours," she answered. "You know how folks

are in the South—they think all that women can do is cook and keep

house and bear children. If you want the thing to go, it'll be best

to make them think it's your scheme."

Kenneth demurred, but in vain. She would have it no other way. She

felt no jealousy. She knew of the peculiar Southern prejudice which

relegated women to a position of eternal inferiority. Though she

felt the injustice of such arbitrary assumptions, she did not resent

it. Like all women, coloured women, she realized that most of the

spirit of revolt against the wrongs inflicted on her race had been

born in the breasts of coloured women. She knew, and in that

knowledge was content, that most of the work of the churches and

societies and other organizations which had done so much towards

welding the Negro into a racial unit had been done by women. It was

amusing to see men, vain creatures that they are, preen themselves

on what they had done. It was not so amusing when they, in their

pride, sought to belittle what the women had done and take all the

credit to themselves. Oh, well, what did it matter? The end was the

all-important thing—not the means. Jane appreciated Kenneth's

thoughtfulness and felt no tinge of jealousy if her idea—their

idea—should be a success in forming societies to help poor, helpless

Negroes out of the morass in which they were bogged. Of such

material has the coloured woman been made by adversity.

She watched Kenneth as he told her the developments of which he had

thought, the details he had worked out. Each day, it seemed to her,

Kenneth became more keenly alive each day saw a brighter sparkle in

his eyes, a springiness in his step that had not been there before.

There are many men who could willingly have followed—and do

follow—without revolt or much inward conflict a course of

self-abnegation such as he had mapped out for himself. Not so,

however, with Kenneth. He was almost puritanical in his devotion to

the fixed moral code he had worked out for his own guidance. It was

not a superimposed one, but an integral part of his very being.

Nothing could have induced him to surrender to deliberate malice or

guile or what he considered dishonesty or cowardice. His was a

simple nature, free from the barnacles of pettiness which encumber

the average man. He was not essentially religious in the accepted

meaning of the word. He believed, though he had not thought much on

the subject of religion, so immersed had he been in his beloved

profession, in some sort of a God. Of what form or shape this being

was, he did not know. He had more or less accepted the beliefs his

environment had forced upon him. He doubted the malignity of the God

described by most of the ministers he had heard. As a matter of

fact, he was rather repelled and nauseated by the religion of the

modern Church. Narrow, intolerant of contrary opinion, prying into

the lives and affairs of its communicants with which it had no

concern, its energies concentrated on raising money and not on

saving souls, of little real help to intelligent people to enable

them to live more useful lives here on earth, and centering instead

on a mysterious and problematical life after death, he felt the

Church of Jesus Christ had so little of the spirit of the Christ

that he had little patience with it. He went to services more as a

perfunctory duty than through any deep-rooted belief that he could

get any real help from them in meeting the problems of life he

faced. He bore the Church no grudge or ill will—it simply was not a

factor in the life of to-day as he saw it.

Nevertheless he had a deep religious or, better, an ethical sense.

When he was about to return to Central City, that ethical code had

been adapted to conditions he expected to find there. It was galling

to him to accept a position of subserviency to things he knew were

unjust and wrong, tacitly to admit his inferiority to men to whom he

knew he was superior in morals and training and in all the decencies

of life, solely because of the mere accident that they had been born

with skins which were white and he with one which was not white.

When doubts had assailed him, he had quieted or salved his

conscience by the constant reminder that he was following such a

course for greater eventual good. On his return, when he had found a

course such as he had charted for himself was becoming increasingly

difficult, he had refused to face the facts his mind told him were

true and had plunged more deeply into his work, seeking in it an

opiate. Only when Jane had confronted him with the utter futility of

his course and had, in effect, accused him of being a moral quitter

in considering only himself and blinding himself to the far greater

problems of those so closely bound to him by race, did his eyes

begin to be opened. Wearied of illusory hopes of peace through

compromise, he had grasped the tangible reality of work towards a

definite end, through means which he had created and which he would

guide and develop as far as he could. With the buoyant hopes and

ambitions of the young, especially of the very young, he felt that

he had already created that which he was hoping to create.

Like a traveller who has lost his way in a dense forest, an

indefinable restlessness had pervaded his being and made him sorely

discontented. Now that he had found what seemed the path which would

lead him into the clear, open air, the clouds of doubt and

perplexity were cleared away just as the bright sun, as it bursts

forth after a shower in spring, drives away the moisture in the air.

They sat there in the warm sunlight of early summer, dreaming and

planning all the great things they were going to accomplish. It had

rained earlier in the morning and from the ground rose a misty

vapour. The odour of warm wet earth mingled with the aroma of the

flowers. Hens scratched industriously for food to feed the cluster

of tiny chicks around them. A cat sneaking along the fence slyly

crept near. With a great fluttering of wings and raucous cackling,

the hens drove him away. From afar off came the voices of two women,

resting for a minute from their morning toil, gossiping with much

loud laughter. It was a peaceful, restful scene. To Kenneth as he

sat there, problems seemed remote and out of place in that place

where all was so calm.

He looked at the girl by his side. It seemed Jane had never looked

more charming clad in her bungalow apron, dust-cloth in hand. He was

glad she had made no silly, conventional excuses because of her

dress. The usual girl would have tried to rush indoors and change

her dress. Most women, he reflected, looked like angels at night,

but in the harsh glare of morning looked terrible. Jane seemed to

him to be even prettier without powder or the soft light of evening.

He felt a thrill of pleasure as he saw her dusting furniture in

their home.

They rose as Kenneth started to leave. Jane was telling him of some

trivial incident, but Kenneth heard nothing of what she said. He

turned towards her suddenly.

She divined his intentions—she could almost feel the words that were

on his lips. Quickly wishing him success in the meeting to be held

that next evening, she bade him good-bye.

After Kenneth had gone, Jane sat for some time struggling with the

problem she was facing. What was she to do? As a little girl she had

loved Kenneth with a simple, childlike love though he, with the

infinite difference of eight years of age, had paid no attention to

her. She was not at all sure now of the nature of her feelings

towards him. She liked him, it is true, but when it came to anything

deeper than that, she was not so certain. She had been told, and had

always believed, that love came as a blinding, searing, devastating

passion which swept everything before it. She felt none of this

passion and experienced no bit of that complete surrender which she

had believed was a part of the thing called love. Jane was much in

the position of the sinner on the mourner's bench who had been told

that when he became a Christian, angels and all sorts of heavenly

apparitions would miraculously appear before him, and, seeing none,

feels that he is being cheated.

Jane had seen in Kenneth's eyes that soon he would make some sort of

declaration of his love. What was she going to say? She did not

know. …

So pleasant had it been sitting there in the warm sunlight talking

with Jane, Kenneth had forgotten the time. Entering his office, he

found half a dozen patients waiting somewhat impatiently for him. As

he entered his private office, he heard old Mrs. Amos, in her

chronic quarrelsomeness, mutter:

"Dat's just what I allus say. Soon's a nigger begin to get up in the

world, he thinks hisself better'n us po' folks. Thinks he can treat

us any way he please."

Kenneth laughed and, with a few bantering words, mollified the

irascible old woman. The coloured doctor has to be a diplomat as

well as a physician—he must never allow the humblest of his patients

to gain the impression that he thinks himself better than they. Of

all races that make up the heterogenous populace of America, none is

more self-critical than the Negro—its often unjust and carping

criticism of those who stand out from the mass serves as an

excellent antidote for undue pride and conceit. …

The next evening the seven men met again at Mr. Wilson's. Kenneth

stopped by for Mr. Phillips, but he did not see Jane. The Reverend

Stewart, Tucker, Tracy, Swann, and Mr. Wilson sat awaiting them. Tom

Tracy was exhibiting, somewhat proudly it seemed, a note he had

found tacked to his door that morning. It was crudely lettered in

red ink on a cheap-quality paper. It read:

NIGGER! YOU'VE BEN TALKING TOO DAM MUCH! IF YOU DON'T SHUT YOUR

MOUTH WE WILL SHUT IT FOR YOU AND FOR GOOD! LET THIS BE A

WARNING TO YOU. NEXT TIME WE WILL ACT!

K. K. K.

Beneath the three initials was a crude skull and cross-bones. Though

all seven of the men knew that the warning was not to be

disregarded, that it might possibly portend a serious attempt on the

life of Tracy, that any or all of them present might receive a

similar grim reminder of the ill will of the hooded band, there was

a complete absence of fear as they sat around the table and

conjectured as to the possible result of the warning. The calmness

with which they accepted the omen of trouble would probably have

amazed the senders of the warning. Perhaps the clearest indication

of how little the South realizes the changes that have taken place

in the Negro is this recrudescence of the Klan. Where stark terror

followed in the wake of the Klan rides of the seventies, the net

result of similar rides to-day is a more determined union of Negroes

against all that the Klan stands for, tinctured with a mild

amusement at the Klan's grotesque antics. It was fortunate for

Kenneth, in a measure, that Tracy had received the threat on the day

it came. With such a reminder before them, the seven felt there was

greater need than ever before for organization for mutual

protection.

They discussed means of protecting Tracy, but he assured them he was

amply able to take care of himself. He had sent his parents that day

to stay with friends until the trouble had blown over, telling them

nothing of the warning, as he did not want them to be worried by it.

Two of his friends had agreed to stay with him at night. He was well

supplied with ammunition and was sure the three of them could

successfully repel any attack that might be made upon him. Such

trying periods have happened to Negroes so frequently in the South

that they have become inured to them. The subject was soon dropped.

Then Kenneth presented his plan. He outlined in detail how the

society should be organized. He proposed that the first lodge be

formed at Ashland, then gradually spread until there was a branch in

every section of the county. They left until later the problem of

extending the society's activities to other parts of Georgia and the

neighbouring States. Each member would be required to pay an

initiation fee of one dollar. Men would pay monthly dues of fifty

cents each, women twenty-five. The sums thus secured were to be

pooled. Half of the amount was to purchase supplies like sugar,

flour, shoes, clothing, fertilizer, seeds, farm implements, and the

other things needed to satisfy the simple wants of the members. To

make up any deficit, Kenneth and Mr. Phillips agreed to lend money

that the supplies might be purchased for cash, effecting thereby a

considerable saving. The other half was to be used as the nucleus of

a defence fund with which a test case might be made in the courts

when any member was unable to secure a fair settlement with his

landlord.

Similarly were other details presented and discussed and adopted or

modified. A name had to be chosen. Kenneth would have preferred a

short, simple one, but here he was overruled. That it might appeal

to the simple, illiterate class to which most of the prospective

members belonged, a sonorous, impressive name was necessary. They

decided on "The National Negro Farmers' Co-operative and Protective

League."

At first the plan was considered a bit too ambitious, but as Kenneth

warmed up to it in presenting it as simply and forcefully as he

could, the objections, one by one, were overcome. One change,

however, had to be made. It came from Hiram Tucker.

"Ain't you figgerin' on havin' no signs and passwords and a grip

like dey have with de Odd Fellers and de Masons and de Knights of

Pythias?" he asked.

"I didn't think that was necessary," replied Kenneth.

"Well, lemme tell you somethin', son. Ef you figgers on gettin' a

big passel of these cullud folks 'round here to jine in with us,

you'll have t' have some ‘ficials with scrumptious names, and

passwords and grips. Dese here ign'ant folks needs somethin' like

dat to catch their 'magination. If you put dat in, they'll jine like

flies 'round molasses."

Kenneth had hoped that the society would be run on a dignified and

intelligent basis, but he realized that Hiram Tucker might be right

after all. Most of the share-croppers were ignorant—at least,

illiterate. Mere show and pomp and colourful uniforms and

high-sounding names played a large part in their lives, which, after

all, wasn't so much a racial as a human trait. Hadn't the Ku Klux

Klan outdone, in absurdity of name and ceremony and dress, anything

that Negroes had ever even thought of?

This question was disposed of, after more discussion, by the

adoption of Hiram Tucker's suggestion. Kenneth was appointed to work

out the details of organization, and the meeting adjourned. The

National Negro Farmer's Co-operative and Protective League had been

born.

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