XXVI

It was impossible to get a private word with Joyce before dinner. Her

“palaver” with Alban was still in progress when Bertram returned, as he

found when he went searching for her in the morning-room, her bedroom,

at the end of the gallery, and at last in Alban’s little room on the

other side of the great stairway.

Alban called “Come!” sharply in answer to his tap at the door, and did

not look friendly when Bertram went in, smiled at Joyce, and said, “Any

chair for a mere husband?”

Joyce’s face was flushed. She and Alban were seated at the table, which

was strewn with papers. The brother and sister were wonderfully alike,

Bertram thought, as they sat together, side by side. Joyce had the same

profile as Alban, though softened and more delicate, the same line of

forehead and nose, finely cut, like a Greek cameo. She took no notice of

Bertram’s entry, but went on talking to her brother.

“Then it comes to this: You insist on bleeding father to the extent of

four thousand a year, and Holme Ottery must go to some horrible

Profiteer!”

“That’s the position, apart from the word ‘bleeding,’” answered Alban

irritably. “You can see for yourself. The Governor is paying taxes out

of capital, borrowing for upkeep, wages, and interest on mortgages, and

breaking into capital again for my little bit, and yours. When he pegs

out, death duties will swallow most of what’s left.”

“It’s disgraceful!” said Joyce. “It’s a damned disgrace!”

She rose from the table, flinging back the papers, and went over to the

window, staring out into the dusk of the park.

Alban laughed, and drummed on the table with his finger-nails.

“It all comes of having a democratic government, pandering to the

working-classes, bribing them with doles, and ruining trade and capital

by excessive taxes.”

“Somebody must pay for the war,” said Bertram.

Alban became aware of his presence again, and answered him gloomily.

“Not in that way. The Germans ought to pay.”

It was Bertram’s turn to laugh.

“Even Germany can’t pay for the ruin of the whole world, after her own

losses.”

Joyce swung round from the window seat.

“For Heaven’s sake, Bertram! Don’t go pro-German, after being pro-Irish,

pro-Bolshevik, and anti-everything that’s English and patriotic!”

“Quite so!” said Alban, associating himself with his sister’s protest in

a somewhat pompous manner.

Bertram felt a sudden warmth in his blood creeping up the back of his

neck. He was not annoyed with Joyce, because he could understand her

sense of tragedy about the old house. He was not angry with her, though

her words hurt him hideously, after his thoughts about her beauty and

the chance of re-capturing her love. But he had no use for that “Quite

so!” of his brother-in-law.

“I fancy I did my job pretty well in the war,” he said quietly. “If

England ever needs me again . . .”

He checked himself. What was the good of arguing? Joyce and Alban were

both on edge because of this family crisis. Anyhow, he would be an idiot

to proclaim his love for England. It might be taken for granted after

his service.

“Oh, bother all that!” cried Joyce.

She dismissed the need of argument on that score by another attack on

her brother.

“I’m not going to let this business end in mere talk, Alban! If there’s

any chance of saving Holme Ottery—”

Alban’s temper mastered him for a moment, and he interrupted his sister

harshly.

“Haven’t I told you there’s no earthly chance? What’s the good of

playing about with unrealities? Facts are facts. Figures are figures.”

“Yes, and your four thousand belong to the facts and the figures,”

answered Joyce, just as angrily. “If you gave up gambling and racing,

you could put some back into the family pot.”

Alban stared at his sister with that hard look which sometimes came into

his eyes, as Bertram knew. But he answered icily, after a moment’s

hesitation:

“Don’t let’s have an altercation, or get down to personalities. Four

thousand is not too much for my position. I’m extremely economical. I

might remind you that father settled two thousand a year on yourself.

What about that?”

Joyce spoke in a low voice.

“I’d cut every penny of it to save Holme Ottery.”

Alban leaned back in his chair, regarding his finger-nails, and laughed

more amiably.

“Heroic, and all that, but utterly useless, little sister. Besides, what

about your own home? Bertram isn’t making a fortune just now.”

“He’ll have to get a job,” said Joyce.

So the attack had come round to Bertram now. He was to be made

responsible, perhaps, for the necessity of selling Holme Ottery!

Perhaps, after further conversation, he might be accused of instigating

the Strike, and would be saddled with the sins of the Government!

“I don’t think I’ll get dragged into this family discussion,” he said,

with a desperate effort to be patient and calm. “Anyhow, it’s time to

dress for dinner. Coming, Joyce?”

“Presently,” said Joyce. He didn’t wait for her, and went up to his own

room on the north side of the gallery, and having shut the door with a

bang, sat down on the bed with his knees hunched up and his face in his

hands.

“He’ll have to get a job’” Joyce had said.

Well, he’d found his job, and written his first book, now in the

publisher’s hands, and his first article, already published, in _The New

World_. Not much, but a good beginning. He objected to Joyce’s way of

speaking that sentence—“He’ll have to get a job!” She had spoken it

harshly. Did she imagine that he hadn’t tried to get a job, that he had

been a slacker, an I-won’t-work? He had gone the round of all his

friends, answered advertisements—even gone to a Labour Exchange!—in

the hope of finding some decent kind of work. He had agonised because of

his idleness, until he had sat down to write a book and found himself

writing it.

Not one of her precious Family had offered to help him. Ottery had just

stared vaguely at him when he had asked for his influence. Alban

wouldn’t walk a yard to get him anything. Not all the crowd in Joyce’s

set had put anything in his way, though some of them pulled the social

wires. He must have a straight talk with Joyce before the day was out.

He must put himself right with her and bring her back to him. Impossible

that things should go on in this way—this frightful, soul-destroying

way.

So he brooded, and was late for dinner, and received the rebuke of Lady

Ottery’s frigid glance.

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