XXIV

Joyce spent the rest of the morning in her Mother’s room, and Bertram

was left to amuse himself alone. It was not very amusing. He was aware

of a sense of isolation, not for the first time, in this distinguished

household. Lord Ottery, after some minutes of almost intimate

conversation, and that episode of holding on to Bertram’s arm, became

absent-minded, and then, as though dismissing a footman, gave Bertram to

understand that he wished to be left alone in the library, while he

pursued his studies on The Black Death.

Bertram strolled round the stables, where most of the stalls were empty,

though Ottery still kept a few hacks, and Alban had his hunter,

“Lightning.”

He passed a few words with the grooms, and found himself reminiscing on

the war. One of them had been with “his lordship,” meaning Alban,

Viscount Bellairs, in the Grenadier Guards, and had been hit on the same

day of July ’16 in the attack on Morval and Lesbœufs. Afterwards, for

the second time, at Fontaine Notre Dame, below Bourlon Wood, in November

of ’17. Remembered the great Tank attack in November ’20? Lord, yes!

Major Pollard was there with his machine guns? Fancy that! . . . Well,

it seemed a long time ago, and like a dream.

“Care to go through it all again?” asked Bertram.

The two men laughed, appreciating some hidden joke, not to be put into

words.

Something was said about the strike.

“Them Labour chaps ought to be mowed down by machine guns,” said one of

the men. “Dirty tykes!”

He was amazed when Bertram said he thought they had some justice on

their side. It struck him “all of a heap.” They were all bloody

Bolsheviks, begging his pardon.

Bertram himself was astonished at this point of view of men who had

fought in the War and were of the same class as those in the world of

“labour” they denounced. As he sauntered away, after a few light

remarks, he supposed they were survivals of English feudalism. Their

outlook was limited to the horizon of this old house. They belonged to

the Family. They were for the maintenance of the Old Order which paid

their wages, gave them perquisites, belonged to their tradition of

service. The War hadn’t changed their mentality much. Strange!

He strolled round to the lake, and found Alban sitting on the end of the

punt, smoking a cigarette and reading the _Sporting Times_, with his

back to the wind. He was in an old heather-green jacket and grey,

moss-stained trousers, with a cap at the back of his head, and looked

better like that, to Bertram’s yes, than in his town clothes, with white

spats and all.

“Good morning!” said Bertram, with more geniality than he quite felt,

not having much affection for his brother-in-law.

Alban glanced over the top of the _Sporting Times_, and allowed himself

to show a faint surprise.

“Hullo! Come down with Joyce?”

Assured on this point, he became absorbed again in his pink paper.

Bertram waited a little while for the condescension of another remark.

Not obtaining that favour, he strolled away again, cursing inwardly at

the incivility of his brother-in-law.

“A damned cad!” he said to himself. “An insufferable snob!”

And yet, as he had to admit to his sense of fairness, there was no

reason why Alban should have engaged in chatty conversation. He himself

resented fellows who were always “yapping.” Alban wanted to read the

_Sporting Times_. There was heaps of room in the park for Bertram.

“It’s the Irish strain in me,” thought Bertram. “I’m always suspecting

uncivil treatment when none is meant. It’s the ‘persecution’ mania. I’ll

have to check it.”

Yet, in spite of all these arguments, his moodiness was increased at the

luncheon table because of the almost complete ignoring of his presence

by Joyce and her family. Not a word was said about the sale of the

house—servants being present—and there was some general gossip, mostly

by Alban and Lady Ottery, of a social and political kind. The Prime

Minister had gone to Chequers Court for Easter, with his usual gang. The

War Office had drawn up a complete programme in case the strike led to

any rioting. General Bellasis was organising a Home Defence Corps. All

ex-officers would be asked to join.

“Doesn’t it seem unnecessary?” asked Bertram.

Alban looked at him coldly, as he might have stared at a junior

subaltern of the Guards Mess, after an impertinent remark.

“Extremely necessary,” he answered.

Lord Ottery put in a remark.

“Bellasis is coming down for the week-end, he tells me. We shall hear

all about it.”

Bertram glanced at Joyce, and wondered whether she had suggested this

visit. He detested Bellasis. Joyce seemed to be aware of his look, for

she flushed, ever so slightly, though she did not meet his eyes. She had

been crying again, he thought. Most unusual for Joyce. He felt very

sorry for her. Sitting there at the old dining-table, under the portrait

of Rupert Bellairs, fifth Earl, by Lely, it was impossible to believe

that Holme Ottery was up for sale.

How like Joyce was to that fellow! He hadn’t noticed it before. Although

Charles II’s favourite had a plump pink face, softened by long ringlets,

he had the same kind of eyes and nose as Joyce’s, with the same glint of

steel in the eyes. She sat next to her Mother, crumbling her bread and

looking thoroughly “vexed.” He had seen her in such moods of late, at

his own breakfast table, when she came down to breakfast.

Lady Ottery had given Bertram a wintery smile, and permitted him to kiss

her cheek. He felt as though he had kissed one of the marble pillars in

St. Paul’s Cathedral.

“A sharp frost last night,” she said, and as this statement didn’t call

for much of an answer, she seemed to forget his presence, and engaged

Alban in an argument on the subject of Mrs. Asquith’s Memoirs, newly

published, of which she disapproved strongly.

“An outrage!” was her opinion, and she also believed they would be used

as propaganda by radicals who desired to destroy society, and delighted

in all such revelations of corruption in high places.

“It seems to me an extremely witty, harmless, and entertaining book,

Mother,” said Alban. “My only regret is that it contains such little

scandal. Think of all the things she might have written!”

“If we must have scandals, let us keep them to ourselves, my dear,” said

Lady Ottery, firmly. “In my young days we hushed up anything that might

prejudice our position in the public mind.”

“Most dishonest!” said Alban lightly.

“What do you think, Ottery?” asked Bertram’s mother-in-law.

“Entirely as you do, my dear,” said Lord Ottery, somewhat vaguely,

having been thinking, perhaps, of The Black Death.

Bertram expressed an opinion upon Mrs. Asquith’s portraits of “The

Souls.” He thought it would be quoted centuries hence as a picture of

English life in the ’eighties. His opinion did not seem to impress his

wife’s family or Joyce. There was no reply to his remark, and Alban

switched off the conversation to the character of his new terrier—a

cunning little devil with a hell of a lot of pluck.

“Doing anything special this afternoon, Joyce?” asked Bertram, towards

the end of this meal which had been a silent one for him.

“I’m talking business with Alban,” said Joyce, in a most determined

voice, as though announcing an ultimatum to Alban himself.

He took it as such, and groaned a little.

“Certainly, old girl, much as I hate such palavers.”

Talking business with Alban. Not for Bertram to intervene. He had no

right to “barge in” upon such discussions, though Joyce happened to be

his wife. Well, he might do a slope down into the village, and buy an

afternoon paper, or perhaps tramp over the Common, and watch the village

boys starting the season’s cricket. Holme Ottery was not very sociable

to-day to an outsider like himself.

That was what he did, and he recovered his sense of humour a little as

he watched the game of cricket between the youngsters of Ottery. He even

laughed aloud at the argumentative interruptions of the game, with wild

and angry shouts of “How’s that?” “That ain’t fair!” . . . “Who’s

umpire?” . . . “Umpire be blowed!” Youth didn’t change, in spite of

social upheavals, the passing of the Old Order, houses to let, falling

Empires, ruin in Europe, threatened strikes, any damn thing. Boyhood

survived, with its laughter, its quarrels, its passionate excitement,

its game of life. Survived, in spite of war’s massacre! Many of those

kids must have lost fathers and brothers. The shadow of the War had been

over their childhood. They’d seen women weeping at the news of death.

But it had not spoilt the spirit of youth. They’d forgotten the shadow.

Bertram wondered if any of them would live to see another Great War,

would live to die, as fathers and brothers had died, in the same old

battlefields, blown to bits, sliced by flying steel, gassed, plugged

with machine-gun bullets. Not if he could do anything to save them. Not

if his book had any luck.

How wonderful was the fruit blossom this year! The little orchards round

the Common were snowed under with white and pink petals. The April wind

was laden with scent of apple-blossom, cherry-blossom, pear-blossom, and

drenched with the stronger perfume of lilac, splendid in the cottage

gardens. It stole into his senses like an opiate. Why worry? This beauty

of England endured through the centuries, through civil strife, foreign

wars, all kind of trouble, soon forgotten. Spring had come again, with

its English loveliness, calling to his heart, putting its spell upon the

senses. Romance and love should go hand in hand in little old villages

like this. So they had gone hand in hand, a year ago, when he and Joyce

had wandered through Ottery village, not caring because the village folk

smiled to see their love, glad of their friendly, smiling glances. A

year ago! They didn’t go hand in hand just now. Something had come

between them, some coldness. Perhaps with the coming back of spring

again, their love would come back. He would woo Joyce again, as a humble

lover, as a passionate but patient lover. This very night he would sue

for her kisses, as once she had kissed him with sweet lips. He would

entice her down to the little wood beyond the lake where one night

they’d stood listening to a nightingale, with their arms about each

other, like children, like Adam and Eve, like any man and any woman in

the spring-time of life, with pulses thrilling to the tune of love,

freshly heard.

Sentiment! Romantic stuff! Well, why not?

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