RALPH NEWTON'S DOUBTS.
That month of August was a very sad time indeed for Ralph the heir.
With him all months were, we may say, idle months; but, as a rule,
August was of all the most idle. Sometimes he would affect to shoot
grouse, but hunting, not grouse-shooting, was his passion as a
sportsman. He would leave London, and spend perhaps a couple of days
with Mr. Horsball looking at the nags. Then he would run down to
some sea-side place, and flirt and laugh and waste his time upon the
sands. Or he would go abroad as far as Dieppe, or perhaps Biarritz,
and so would saunter through the end of the summer. It must not be
supposed of him that he was not fully conscious that this manner of
life was most pernicious. He knew it well, knew that it would take
him to the dogs, made faint resolves at improvement which he hardly
for an hour hoped to be able to keep,--and was in truth anything but
happy. This was his usual life;--and so for the last three or four
years had he contrived to get through this month of August. But now
the utmost sternness of business had come upon him. He was forced to
remain in town, found himself sitting day after day in his lawyer's
anteroom, was compelled to seek various interviews with Sir Thomas,
in which it was impossible that Sir Thomas should make himself very
pleasant; and,--worst of all,--was at last told that he must make up
his own mind!
Squire Newton was also up in London; and though London was never much
to his taste, he was in these days by no means so wretched as his
nephew. He was intent on a certain object, and he began to hope, nay
to think, that his object might be achieved. He had not once seen his
nephew, having declared his conviction very strongly that it would be
better for all parties that they should remain apart. His own lawyer
he saw frequently, and Ralph's lawyer once, and Sir Thomas more than
once or twice. There was considerable delay, but the Squire would
not leave London till something was, if not settled, at any rate
arranged, towards a settlement. And it was the expression of his will
conveyed through the two lawyers which kept Ralph in London. What was
the worth of Ralph's interest in the property? That was one great
question. Would Ralph sell that interest when the price was fixed?
That was the second question. Ralph, to whom the difficulty of giving
an answer was as a labour of Hercules, staved off the evil day for
awhile by declaring that he must know what was the price before he
could say whether he would sell the article. The exact price could
not be fixed. The lawyers combined in saying that the absolute sum
of money to include all Ralph's interest in the estate could not be
named that side of Christmas. It was not to be thought of that any
actuary, or valuer, or lawyer, or conveyancer, should dispose of
so great a matter by a month's work. But something approaching to
a settlement might be made. A sum might be named as a minimum. And
a compact might be made, subject to the arbitration of a sworn
appraiser. A sum was named. The matter was carried so far, that Ralph
was told that he could sign away all his rights by the middle of
September,--sign away the entire property,--and have his pockets
filled with ample funds for the Moonbeam, and all other delights. He
might pay off Moggs and Neefit, and no longer feel that Polly,--poor
dear Polly,--was a millstone round his neck. And he would indeed, in
this event, be so well provided, that he did not for a moment doubt
that, if he chose so to circumscribe himself, Clarissa Underwood
might be his wife. All the savings of the Squire's life would be
his,--enough, as the opposing lawyer told him with eager pressing
words, to give him an estate of over a thousand a year at once. "And
it may be more,--probably will be more," said the lawyer. But at the
very least a sum approaching to thirty thousand pounds would be paid
over to him at once. And he might do what he pleased with this. There
was still a remnant of his own paternal property sufficient to pay
his debts.
But why should a man whose encumbrances were so trifling, sacrifice
prospects that were so glorious? Could he not part with a portion
of the estate,--with the reversion of half of it, so that the house
of Newton, Newton Priory, with its grouse and paddocks and adjacent
farms, might be left to him? If the whole were saleable, surely
so also must be the half. The third of the money offered to him
would more than suffice for all his wants. No doubt he might sell
the half,--but not to the Squire, nor could he effect such sale
immediately as he would do if the Squire bought it, nor on such
terms as were offered by the Squire. Money he might raise at once,
certainly; but it became by degrees as a thing certain to him, that
if once he raised money in that way, the estate would fly from him.
His uncle was a hale man, and people told him that his own life was
not so much better than his uncle's. His uncle had a great object,
and if Ralph chose to sell at all, that fact would be worth thousands
to him. But his uncle would not buy the reversion of half or of a
portion of the property. The Squire at last spoke his mind freely
on this matter to Sir Thomas. "It shall never be cast in my son's
teeth," he said, "that his next neighbour is the real man. Early in
life I made a mistake, and I have had to pay for it ever since. I am
paying for it now, and must pay for it to the end. But my paying for
it will be of small service if my boy has to pay for it afterwards."
Sir Thomas understood him and did not press the point.
Ralph was nearly driven wild with the need of deciding. Moggs's bill
at two months was coming due, and he knew that he could expect no
mercy there. To Neefit's establishment in Conduit Street he had gone
once, and had had words,--as Waddle had told to his rival. Neefit
was still persistent in his wishes,--still urgent that Newton should
go forth to Hendon like a man, and "pop" at once. "I'll tell you
what, Captain," said he;--he had taken to calling Ralph Captain, as a
goodly familiar name, feeling, no doubt, that Mister was cold between
father-in-law and son-in-law, and not quite daring to drop all
reverential title;--"if you're a little hard up, as I know you are,
you can have three or four hundred if you want it." Ralph did want it
sorely. "I know how you stand with old Moggs," said Neefit, "and I'll
see you all right there." Neefit was very urgent. He too had heard
something of these dealings among the lawyers. To have his Polly Mrs.
Newton of Newton Priory! The prize was worth fighting for. "Don't let
them frighten you about a little ready money, Captain. If it comes to
that, other folk has got ready money besides them."
"Your trust in me surprises me," said Ralph. "I already owe you money
which I can't pay you."
"I know where to trust, and I know where not to trust. If you'll once
say as how you'll pop the question to Polly, fair and honest, on
the square, you shall have five hundred;--bless me, if you shan't.
If she don't take you after all, why then I must look for my money
by-and-bye. If you're on the square with me, Captain, you'll never
find me hard to deal with."
"I hope I shall be on the square, at any rate."
"Then you step out to her and pop." Hereupon Ralph made a long and
intricate explanation of his affairs, the object of which was to
prove to Mr. Neefit that a little more delay was essential. He was so
environed by business and difficulties at the present moment that he
could take no immediate step such as Mr. Neefit suggested,--no such
step quite immediately. In about another fortnight, or in a month at
the furthest, he would be able to declare his purpose. "And how about
Moggs?" said Neefit, putting his hands into his breeches-pocket,
pulling down the corners of his mouth, and fixing his saucer eyes
full upon the young man's face. So he stood for some seconds, and
then came the words of which Waddle had spoken. Neefit could not
disentangle the intricacies of Ralph's somewhat fictitious story; but
he had wit enough to know what it meant. "You ain't on the square,
Captain. That's what you ain't," he said at last. It must be owned
that the accusation was just, and it was made so loudly that Waddle
did not at all exaggerate in saying that there had been words.
Nevertheless, when Ralph left the shop Neefit relented. "You come to
me, Captain, when Moggs's bit of stiff comes round."
A few days after that Ralph went to Sir Thomas, with the object of
declaring his decision;--at least Sir Thomas understood that such
was to be the purport of the visit. According to his ideas there
had been quite enough of delay. The Squire had been liberal in his
offer; and though the thing to be sold was in all its bearings so
valuable, though it carried with it a value which, in the eyes of
Sir Thomas,--and, indeed, in the eyes of all Englishmen,--was far
beyond all money price, though the territorial position was, for a
legitimate heir, almost a principality; yet, when a man cannot keep a
thing, what can he do but part with it? Ralph had made his bed, and
he must lie upon it. Sir Thomas had done what he could, but it had
all amounted to nothing. There was this young man a beggar,--but for
this reversion which he had now the power of selling. As for that
mode of extrication by marrying the breeches-maker's daughter,--that
to Sir Thomas was infinitely the worst evil of the two. Let Ralph
accept his uncle's offer and he would still be an English gentleman,
free to live as such, free to marry as such, free to associate with
friends fitting to his habits of life. And he would be a gentleman,
too, with means sufficing for a gentleman's wants. But that escape by
way of the breeches-maker's daughter would, in accordance with Sir
Thomas's view of things, destroy everything.
"Well, Ralph," he said, sighing, almost groaning, as his late ward
took the now accustomed chair opposite to his own.
"I wish I'd never been born," said Ralph, "and that Gregory stood in
my place."
"But you have been born, Ralph. We must take things as we find them."
Then there was a long silence. "I think, you know, that you should
make up your mind one way or the other. Your uncle of course feels
that as he is ready to pay the money at once he is entitled to an
immediate answer."
"I don't see that at all," said Ralph. "I am under no obligation to
my uncle, and I don't see why I am to be bustled by him. He is doing
nothing for my sake."
"He has, at any rate, the power of retracting."
"Let him retract."
"And then you'll be just where you were before,--ready to fall into
the hands of the Jews. If you must part with your property you cannot
do so on better terms."
"It seems to me that I shall be selling £7,000 a year in land for
about £1,200 a year in the funds."
"Just so;--that's about it, I suppose. But can you tell me when the
land will be yours,--or whether it will ever be yours at all? What is
it that you have got to sell? But, Ralph, it is no good going over
all that again."
"I know that, Sir Thomas."
"I had hoped you would have come to some decision. If you can save
the property of course you ought to do so. If you can live on what
pittance is left to you--"
"I can save it."
"Then do save it."
"I can save it by--marrying."
"By selling yourself to the daughter of a man who makes--breeches! I
can give you advice on no other point; but I do advise you not to do
that. I look upon an ill-assorted marriage as the very worst kind of
ruin. I cannot myself conceive any misery greater than that of having
a wife whom I could not ask my friends to meet."
Ralph when he heard this blushed up to the roots of his hair. He
remembered that when he had first mentioned to Sir Thomas his
suggested marriage with Polly Neefit he had said that as regarded
Polly herself he thought that Patience and Clarissa would not
object to her. He was now being told by Sir Thomas himself that his
daughters would certainly not consent to meet Polly Neefit, should
Polly Neefit become Mrs. Newton. He, too, had his ideas of his own
standing in the world, and had not been slow to assure himself
that the woman whom he might choose for his wife would be a fit
companion for any lady,--as long as the woman was neither vicious
nor disagreeable. He could make any woman a lady; he could, at any
rate, make Polly Neefit a lady. He rose from his seat, and prepared
to leave the room in disgust. "I won't trouble you by coming here
again," he said.
"You are welcome, Ralph," said Sir Thomas. "If I could assist you,
you would be doubly welcome."
"I know I have been a great trouble to you,--a thankless, fruitless,
worthless trouble. I shall make up my mind, no doubt, in a day or
two, and I will just write you a line. I need not bother you by
coming any more. Of course I think a great deal about it."
"No doubt," said Sir Thomas.
"Unluckily I have been brought up to know the value of what it is
I have to throw away. It is a kind of thing that a man doesn't do
without some regrets."
"They should have come earlier," said Sir Thomas.
"No doubt;--but they didn't, and it is no use saying anything more
about it. Good-day, sir." Then he flounced out of the room, impatient
of that single word of rebuke which had been administered to him.
Sir Thomas, as soon as he was alone, applied himself at once to the
book which he had reluctantly put aside when he was disturbed. But he
could not divest his mind of its trouble, as quickly as his chamber
had been divested of the presence of its troubler. He had said
an ill-natured word, and that grieved him. And then,--was he not
taking all this great matter too easily? If he would only put his
shoulder to the wheel thoroughly might he not do something to save
this friend,--this lad, who had been almost as his own son,--from
destruction? Would it not be a burden on his conscience to the last
day of his life that he had allowed his ward to be ruined, when by
some sacrifice of his own means he might have saved him? He sat and
thought of it, but did not really resolve that anything could be
done. He was wont to think in the same way of his own children, whom
he neglected. His conscience had been pricking him all his life, but
it hardly pricked him sharp enough to produce consequences.
During those very moments in which Ralph was leaving Southampton
Buildings he had almost made up his mind to go at once to Alexandria
Cottage, and to throw himself and the future fate of Newton Priory at
the feet of Polly Neefit. Two incidents in his late interview with
Sir Thomas tended to drive him that way. Sir Thomas had told him that
should he marry the daughter of a man who made--breeches, no lady
would associate with his wife. Sir Thomas also had seemed to imply
that he must sell his property. He would show Sir Thomas that he
could have a will and a way of his own. Polly Neefit should become
his wife; and he would show the world that no proudest lady in the
land was treated with more delicate consideration by her husband than
the breeches-maker's daughter should be treated by him. And when it
should please Providence to decide that the present squire of Newton
had reigned long enough over that dominion, he would show the world
that he had known something of his own position and the value of his
own prospects. Then Polly should be queen in the Newton dominions,
and he would see whether the ordinary world of worshippers would not
come and worship as usual. All the same, he did not on that occasion
go out to Alexandria Cottage.
When he reached his club he found a note from his brother.
Newton Peele, September 8th, 186--.
MY DEAR RALPH,--
I have been sorry not to have had an answer from you to
the letter which I wrote to you about a month ago. Of
course I hear of what is going on. Ralph Newton up at the
house tells me everything. The Squire is still in town,
as, of course, you know; and there has got to be a report
about here that he has, as the people say, bought you out.
I still hope that this is not true. The very idea of it
is terrible to me;--that you should sell for an old song,
as it were, the property that has belonged to us for
centuries! It would not, indeed, go out of the name, but,
as far as you and I are concerned, that is the same. I
will not refuse, myself, to do anything that you may say
is necessary to extricate yourself from embarrassment; but
I ran hardly bring myself to believe that a step so fatal
as this can be necessary.
If I understand the matter rightly your difficulty is not
so much in regard to debts as in the want of means of
livelihood. If so, can you not bring yourself to live
quietly for a term of years. Of course you ought to marry,
and there may be a difficulty there; but almost anything
would be better than abandoning the property. As I told
you before, you are welcome to the use of the whole of my
share of the London property. It is very nearly £400 a
year. Could you not live on that till things come round?
Our cousin Ralph knows that I am writing to you, and knows
what my feelings are. It is not he that is so anxious for
the purchase. Pray write and tell me what is to be done.
Most affectionately yours,
GREGORY NEWTON.
I wouldn't lose a day in doing anything you might direct
about the Holborn property.
Ralph received this at his club, and afterwards dined alone,
considering it. Before the evening was over he thought that he had
made up his mind that he would not, under any circumstances, give up
his reversionary right. "They couldn't make me do it, even though I
went to prison," he said to himself. Let him starve till he died, and
then the property would go to Gregory! What did it matter? The thing
that did matter was this,--that the estate should not be allowed to
depart out of the true line of the Newton family. He sat thinking of
it half the night, and before he left the club he wrote the following
note to his brother;--
September 9th, 186--.
DEAR GREG.,--
Be sure of this,--that I will not part with my interest in
the property. I do not think that I can be forced, and I
will never do it willingly. It may be that I may be driven
to take advantage of your liberality and prudence. If so,
I can only say that you shall share the property with me
when it comes.
Yours always,
R. N.
This he gave to the porter of the club as he passed out; and then, as
he went home, he acknowledged to himself that it was tantamount to a
decision on his part that he would forthwith marry Polly Neefit.