CHAPTER XV

GUNS AND STRING BEANS

"Claire darling--

"Almost two weeks since I wrote to you. Will you love me any more?

"As I write I am all alone on the edge of a very little pool of light

reflected from my little lamp that was only intended to see me into bed

and not to burn half the night through while I write to my pal.

"Is this summer night as perfect where you are, Claire? (Tush--you've

probably been playing tennis and dancing and flirting until you are too

exhausted to care about anything except the breakfast bell disturbing

you.) But up here it's _wonderful_! The sky is blue-black velvet, all

studded with stars that seem suspended--they are so very close. And

the air just caresses you! And there are the sweetest smells, grassy

and earthy and all fragrant of roses. There are queer little noises,

too--as though the night was full of fairy creatures. And I heard a

whip-or-will! And a screech-owl, way, way off.

"Since I wrote to you last I have 'put my foot in it' again! Terribly!

It's too long a story to write to you--there isn't nearly oil enough

for that--but I skated over the thin ice and reached safety--in other

words, I am still here! And, Nancy, I know, now, even Aunt Sabrina is

beginning to like me! Do you know why? Because I lost my head and

told her what I thought was the matter with her and Happy House and I

don't suppose anyone _dared_ to tell her that before. (I called her

Leavitt traditions tommy-rot.) And I think she _enjoyed_ the

sensation! Anyway, she seems to treat me now like Somebody and she

said something the other day about how lovely the autumns were on the

Island, as though she took it for granted I'd be here then!

"Claire, what if I can _never_ get away? Did I dream, when I took

Anne's shoes (to speak in figures) and put them on, where they'd lead

me? And sometimes I think that I will not see the end of the trail for

a long time. I'm not crazy to see it, either, for it _must_ end in

Disaster!

"I am beginning to understand these people, too. I--in my usual way,

judged them too quickly! One must know their history to know

them--know what a splendid background they have. Aunt Sabrina has

taken up Ezekiel where she left off and tells me stories about the

Champlain Valley. Of course, I know she is doing it, because I called

the Leavitt glories 'tommy-rot' and when I read, in B'lindy's book

(gotten up, of course, to bait tourists) what these Islanders _have_

done, I feel cheap and small and insignificant beside all these people

who have such heroic grandfathers and great grandfathers.

"I suppose, all over the world, Island people must be different from

people whose lands lie directly contingent with other lands and people.

The very waters that shut away these precious Hero Islands wash their

lives back upon themselves--they live in--they can't help it. The

world that rushes on so fast for us, living in the big cities, scarcely

stirs them here! These folks talk about Ethan Allen and Remembrance

Baker as though it was only yesterday they walked down under the elms

of the village street! They all eat off from very old china and sit in

very old chairs--precious because some hero dear to the Island has sat

in them!

"(All of this is not original with me--The Hired Man said it.)

"So just as I finished grandly saying to Aunt Sabrina that it didn't

matter at _all_ what the people, who are dead and gone, have done, I'm

beginning to see--like a picture opened before my eyes--that it _does_

matter--quite a little! They, these dead and gone people, leave us

what they have done; if it's bad, we have to pay for it, some way or

other--if it's noble, we have to be worthy of it! _That_ philosophy is

all mine and not the Hired Man's.

"There are a great many things about the aforesaid Hired Man (I never

think of him as that) that perplex me. He is a great big riddle. He

is more interesting than any one I ever met before. I wish you were

here so we could talk him over the way we used to the Knights of the

Pink Parlor. That he is good looking is not what seems so queer,

because I suppose there _are_ good-looking hired men as well as

good-looking street car conductors or undertakers. He is so

understandable--he is like you and Anne and Dad. And he knows so much

about everything! He must have gone to college--he talks just like a

college man. But once when I hinted he smiled and told me that he was

'still a student in the college of Experience, where after all one

could learn more than at even the great universities.'

"He is Mysterious. After I've been with him I plan it all out--what he

must have been and why he fell to the level of this sort of work; then

the next time I see him he says something that makes me change all my

ideas. I am sure he is concealing something--he simply will not say

one word about himself! I don't believe it's anything as bad as murder

or forgery or--anything like that, because he has such honest eyes, and

they look right straight through you. It's probably some sorrow or--or

disappointment. Sometimes his eyes look very tired, as though they had

seen some terrible tragedy, though mostly always they're just jolly.

"He's wonderful with Nonie and Davy--they adore him. He thinks of so

many nice things for them to do. He says once he was a scoutmaster in

the Boy Scouts. I think he almost gave something away then, for, after

he said it, he looked so funny and wouldn't say another word.

"He treats me as though I was another boy just a little older than

Davy. And after the silly men we knew in college it's a relief to find

anyone like Peter Hyde, even though he is a hired man. I suppose it's

because he's probably had a hard time--has had to make his way, he's

had all the nonsense knocked out of him! I am sure, if one could teach

him to dance and then set him down in the middle of your mother's

living-room you'd all go crazy over him. Now isn't that some Hired

Man? Dear me, I spend more time wondering about him! Then I laugh at

myself. Do you remember the Russian who came to college last year--how

we all thought he must be a Russian prince and then we found out he'd

been born on the Lower East Side?"

* * * * *

There were other doubts concerning Peter Hyde that Nancy did _not_

confide to Claire. For the past two years and more, in Nancy's honest

soul, all men between twenty-one and forty were divided into two

classes; those who had gone over to France and those who had not. If

Peter Hyde _had_ gone there was nothing in any act or word that

signified it; if he had _not_ gone, why not? Was _that_ what he was

hiding?

She had resorted, feeling very contemptible as she did so, to little

traps to draw him out, but he had invariably escaped them--sometimes

changing the subject abruptly, other times openly laughing and saying

nothing. Very much against her will she felt growing within her a

contempt for him; almost a dislike of his personal appearance, so

obviously healthy and able to have fought for his country! And yet,

loyalty had kept her from confiding this to Claire.

A sense of fairness, too, urged her to give Peter the benefit of the

doubt until she knew. "I'll just ask him," she decided resolutely.

"I'll ask him right out--the very first chance I get!"

The opportunity to learn the truth had come on the very afternoon

following the night she had written to Claire. Nonie and Davy had not

appeared for a swim, so Peter had suggested a walk. He wanted Nancy to

go over, with him, the new work he had started on the Judson ten-acre

piece, the improvements in the barns, the rotary gardens.

It was the first time that Peter Hyde had talked much about his work.

Nancy, who would have said turnips grew on bushes, for all she knew,

found herself, under his instruction, suddenly absorbed in the

scientific growing of beans and corn and potatoes; in the making of one

strip of garden produce three different food products in rotation; in

irrigation and drainage; in sanitary stables and electrically lighted

chicken houses.

"You know there's poetry in these growing things," Peter cried, waving

his hand out over the tender stalks of corn. "You get all the Art you

want! Can you find anywhere a more wonderful picture than that waving

field of oats--pale green against that sky? And in a few weeks it'll

be yellow. See that lettuce green, too. And music--you can stand in a

field of corn when the wind is blowing a little and you will hear a

symphony!"

Nancy, surprised, watched his glowing face with interest Here was

indeed a new side of the Hired Man! He went on:

"And business, say, there's a practical side to this farming that ought

to satisfy any man. Wits, science, strategy, instinct, plain

common-sense--it's all as necessary right here as in the biggest

business concern in the world. And if a fellow wants a _fight_--well,

he has it when he goes up against Mother Earth. We're used to thinking

of her as kindly, generous, lavishing her favors! I've had another

picture--she's worse than a Czar! She's exacting, she's moody, she's

undependable, at times. I suppose she does it to try out her

children--but anyway, the farmer has to fight every minute!"

He stopped suddenly. "I'm boring you to death, maybe!" He laughed

apologetically. "It's always been a hobby of mine--this working with

the earth. I never thought I'd do anything with it--until the war!

Then I realized how much a nation's prosperity depends upon how its

soil is used. And that's where our government's been short-sighted.

They haven't paid enough attention to the small farmers. Of course,

they try out some good things and publish bulletins, but the farmers

ought to _know_ how, by certain scientific changes, the productiveness

of the land can be doubled! Take Judson, here. He's been farming this

whole place just the way his grandfather did before him! He's read

about new-fangled things, but he's afraid to try them--he doesn't know

how to begin! Think how many Judsons there are all over the world! So

I'm trying to show him by actually working out some experiments I've

tested. If it's a success, if his account at the bank at North Hero

shows it at the end of the season--why, there isn't anything Judson

will be afraid to try. And think what it would mean to this country if

it had a million farmers like Judson! And see how easily they can be

shown!"

Nancy's face was alight with enthusiasm. With her vivid imagination

she pictured a glorious army of Peter Hydes going out over the land,

rescuing the poor farmers, putting new weapons into their hands!

"It's wonderful! And it's--brave!" she added, "because it isn't as if

you went off with a whole lot of others with bands and flags flying!"

She was suddenly struck with remorse that she had, in her heart, so

wronged Peter Hyde! She had thought him a slacker when he had

shouldered the harder task! Something in the earnestness still

reflected on his face made her own her guilt.

"I can't be glad _enough_ you've told me all this! I didn't know! I

never lived in the country. I just thought things to eat grew up any

old way. And all this time I have been thinking horrid things about

you because I thought you hadn't gone to war! I thought, maybe, you

were way off up here to escape the feeling everyone had for slackers!

You can imagine, now, when I see what you really _are_ doing, how

ashamed I feel! Will you forgive me?"

Peter's frank amusement made Nancy feel very uncomfortable and small.

But then she deserved it! He held out his hand as a sign of his

forgiveness. There was still laughter in his eyes as he regarded her.

"I suppose that was very natural! Most of the young fellows you know

must have gone over!" he said, seriously enough.

She wanted very much to tell him of her father--how he had followed the

men over the top; how he had worked day after day getting the stories

back to the people at home and spent night after night tracing the

"missing," or writing letters for the boys who never got further back

than the first dressing-stations and who wanted mothers and fathers and

sweethearts to know that they'd had their chance and had made the most

of it! But she couldn't, for she was supposed to be Anne and Anne's

father had died when she was a little girl.

She told him of a few of the college men she had known, who had gone,

eagerly, at the first call.

"They didn't even want to wait to get commissions! _They_ just wanted

to fight!"

The revelation of Peter Hyde made her think of Claire's brother. She

told him about Claire and Anne--she called Anne, vaguely, "another

girl." "Claire's a darling and we just love her, but we can't _abide_

her brother! Of course it's not reasonable, because we've never laid

eyes on him, but we've heard enough from Claire to know just what he's

like. I suppose the war made a few like him--he was brave enough over

there and lucky to have all his recommendations recognized, but it made

him _so_ conceited! He came back here and just strutted around,

everywhere. Claire says her mother's friends used to have _teas_ for

him--he'd go to them and speak and show his medals! Claire was mad

over him. She was so disappointed because I came here instead of going

to Merrycliffe. But I couldn't see myself spending my time petting her

beloved Lion! I knew I'd be rude and say just what I thought."

Nancy and Peter were sitting upon the stump of a tree near the cliff.

Peter suddenly rose and walked to the edge--his back square to Nancy.

After a moment he turned.

"Thought I heard something down there," he explained, at her

questioning glance. "Don't blame you for disliking that sort--like

Claire's brother! They're a rummy kind! I had a friend a lot like

him. But--maybe, it wasn't all his fault--about the teas and things!

Maybe his mother got 'em started and he didn't want to hurt her!"

It was like Peter Hyde, so gentle with children and animals, to stand

up now for even Barry Wallace's kind.

"You're just like Dad," Nancy cried warmly, then stopped, a little

frightened. But of course Peter had not been in Freedom long enough to

know anything about the Leavitts.

He bowed with great ceremony, one hand over his heart.

"If Dad's like daughter, I thank you for the compliment. Now, if you

will linger longer with me I'd like to show you Mrs. Sally and her

babies. Sally is my experimental pig. I've built a piggery for her

with a plunge and a sunken garden, and if you don't declare that Sally

enjoys such improved surroundings, I'll know my whole summer's work's a

failure."

Nancy walked over the rough ground toward the barns with a light heart.

She had a delightful sense of being "pals" with this new Peter

Hyde--who, while the Barry Wallaces were swaggering around with their

medals, was up here in an out-of-the-way corner of the nation, fighting

a new sort of a fight! He actually _wanted_ her approval of his new

piggery!

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