"That was good of you. He was not out yesterday, and to-day has been so

snowy. But he is no worse; a little better and brighter, if anything.

But all the same, I want you to stay."

"Well, I don't care if I do a spell. You must be hard up for company to

be so glad to see me."

Miss Betsey sat down by the fire, and took her knitting from her pocket.

There were tears in Elizabeth's eyes which Betsey pretended not to see,

and which Elizabeth did her best to keep back. She went into her

father's room for a minute, and looked cheerful enough as she took her

seat on the other side of the hearth opposite her cousin, with her work

in her hand. But when she began to answer Betsey's questions about her

father--his appetite, his strength, his nights, his days--the tears came

again, and this time they fell over her cheeks. For she found herself

sorrowfully telling that though he had comfortable days, and days when

he seemed just as he used to do, it was evident that his strength was

failing more rapidly than it had ever done during any winter before.

She let her work fall on her lap, and leaning her elbow on the table,

covered her face with her hands.

"He is an old man," said Betsey, gravely.

"Yes. But he is all I have got," said Elizabeth, speaking with

difficulty.

"He is your father, but he is not all you've got. Don't say that."

"There is no one else that cares very much about me. If I were sick or

in trouble, I think I would have a better right to come to you, Cousin

Betsey, than to any one else in the world."

"Well, and why not? You ought to have had a sister," said Betsey.

Elizabeth laughed a little hysterically.

"I have--Jacob's wife," said she.

"Humph," said Betsey. "I'll tell you what's the matter with you; you're

nervous, and no wonder."

"Oh, Cousin Betsey! don't be hard on me. I'll be all right in a minute.

I know I'm foolish, and it is a shame now that you are here not to be

better company."

"You are nervous," repeated Betsey. "And what you want is to feel the

fresh air blowing about you. See here, old Samson is right here in the

shed. You go and put on your things and have a drive. It will do you

all the good in the world."

"And will you come with me?"

"No, I guess not. Then you'd want to hurry right home again, because of

your father. I'll stay with him, and then you won't worry. If he's

pretty well, I want to have a talk with him anyway, and now will be as

good a time as any. So don't you hurry back."

"Well, I won't. But it doesn't seem worth while to go alone."

"Yes, it does. And see here! You go over as far as Mrs Fleming's.

She'll do you good, and maybe she'll let Katie come home with you to

stay a day or two. What you want is to have somebody to look at besides

Sally Griffith, and I don't know anybody any better for that than little

Katie Fleming. Her grandmother will let her come, seeing you are

alone."

It was not a blight day even yet, though the snow had ceased to fall,

and the clouds were clearing away. Elizabeth looked out of the window,

hesitating.

"If any one should come in," said she.

"Well, I guess I could say all that need be said--unless it was anybody

very particular, and then I could keep them till you came home again."

"Well, I'll go; and thank you, cousin," said Elizabeth, laughing.

She did not drive old Samson. He was safely stabled by this time. She

drove her own horse and sleigh with its pretty robes, and acknowledged

herself better the very first breath of wind that fanned her cheek. The

snow had fallen so heavily as to make it not easy to drive rapidly, and

so she enjoyed all the more the winter sights and sounds that were about

her. The whole earth was dazzlingly white. The evergreen trees in the

graveyard looked like pyramids of snow. The trunks of the great maples

under which she passed as she drew near Mr Fleming's house, showed

black and rugged, and so did the leafless boughs that met each other

overhead.

But even the great boughs were bending under their load of new-fallen

snow, and every now and then, as the wind stirred them, it fell in

great, soft masses silently to the ground. How still and restful it

was. The sleigh-bells tinkled softly, and there was a faint rushing of

the wind through the trees, and the sharp stroke of an axe was heard now

and then in the distance. That was all. Elizabeth put away all

troubled thoughts to enjoy it, and there were no traces of tears, no

signs of nerves visible, when she drove up to Mrs Fleming's door. She

had been there a good many times since the night she had made the visit

with Clifton and the minister, and she never came but that she was

heartily welcomed by them all.

"Especially welcome to-day, when we never expected to see any one after

such a fall of snow. Come awa' ben, Miss Elizabeth, and when Davie

comes down with his load of wood, he'll put in the horse, and you'll

bide to your tea, and go home by light of the new moon."

But Elizabeth could not stay long. Betsey, who was with her father,

would be anxious to be home early, and she must not leave her father

alone, though she would like to stay.

"Well, you know best, and we winna spoil the time you're here by teasing

you about staying longer. So sit you down here by the fire and warm

your hands, though you look anything but chilled and cold. Your cheeks

are like twin roses."

Elizabeth thought of Betsey's dismissal of her and laughed.

"My drive has done me good."

She stayed a good while and enjoyed every minute of it. It was a great

rest and pleasure to listen to Mrs Fleming's cheerful talk, with

Katie's quiet mother putting in a word, and now and then Katie herself.

Neither Katie nor Davie were at the school this winter. The studies

that Davie liked best he would have had to go on with alone, even if he

had gone, and he liked as well to get a little help from the master now

and then and stay at home. But he had not much time for study. For he

had taken "just a wonderful turn for work," his grandmother said, and

much was told of the land he was clearing and the cord-wood he was

piling for the market. Katie brought in a wonderful bee-hive he had

made, to show Miss Elizabeth, and told her how much honey they had had,

and how much more they were to have next year, because of Davie's skill.

Davie had made an ice-house too, for the summer butter--a rather

primitive one it seemed to be as Katie described it--on a plan of

Davie's own, and it had to be proved yet, but it gave great satisfaction

in the meantime. And the frame of the new dairy was lying ready beside

the burn to be put up as soon as the snow melted, and the water was to

be made to run round the milk-pans in the warm nights, and Katie, under

the direction of her grandmother, was to make the best butter in the

country. All this might not seem of much interest to any one but

themselves, but listening to them, and watching their happy, eager

faces, Elizabeth, who had more than the common power of enjoying other

people's happiness, felt herself to be refreshed and encouraged as she

listened, especially to what was said about Davie. The troubles of the

Flemings would soon be over should Davie prove to be a prop on which, in

their old age, they might lean.

"He is wonderfully taken up about the work, and the best way of doing it

just now, and I only hope it may last," said Mrs Fleming, and then

Katie said, "Oh, grannie!" so deprecatingly that they all laughed at

her.

When Mr Fleming came in, and had heard all about the squire, and how

Cousin Betsey was staying with him while Elizabeth made her visit and

got a breath of fresh air, she took courage to present her petition that

Katie might be allowed to go home with her and stay a day or two. It

needed some courage to urge it, for she knew that her grandfather was

never quite at peace when Katie was not at home. "It was Cousin Betsey,

Mrs Fleming, that bade me ask you for Katie for a little while. She

said her coming would do me good, and Katie no harm; and she said you

would be sure to let her come since I was so lonesome at home."

Katie looked with wistful eyes at her grandmother, and she looked at the

old man.

"We might spare her a while to Miss Elizabeth, who is kept so close at

home with her father. And you must take your seam with you, Katie, my

lassie," added the old lady, as no dissenting frown from the grandfather

followed her first words. "And maybe Miss Elizabeth has a new stitch,

or some other new thing to teach you. These things are easy carried

about with a person, and they ay have a chance to come in use sometime.

Oh, ay, you can take a while with a book, too, now and then when Miss

Elizabeth is occupied with her father. Only be reasonable, and don't

forget all else, as is awhiles the way with you. And you can put on

your bonny blue frock, but be sure and take good care o' it," and many

more last words the happy Katie heard, and then they went away.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN.

TWO FRIENDS.

A day with Miss Elizabeth was one of Katie's chief pleasures, and it was

scarcely less a pleasure to Miss Elizabeth to have her with her; so the

faces of both were bright and smiling as they drove away from the door.

"It's no' often that you see two like these two," said Mrs Fleming, as

they all stood looking after them for a minute. "And it's only good

that they are like to do one another. May the Lord have them both in

His keeping. There is nothing else that can keep them safe and happy;

but that is enough, and I'm not afraid."

They drove slowly down the slope, and waited at the gate for a word with

Davie, who was coming from the wood with his great brown oxen, with the

last load for the night. He did not look more than half pleased to see

his sister at Miss Elizabeth's side.

"You are not to grudge her to me, Davie, for a little while," said Miss

Holt.

"Oh, she can please herself," said Davie, with a shrug. "When will you

be home again, Katie?"

"Oh, in a day or two. I cannot just tell; but soon."

They had not time to linger, and the horse did not care to stand, so

with a hurried good-bye they were away and moved on rapidly for a while.

"I don't think Davie likes me very well," said Miss Elizabeth.

"Oh, it's not you he doesn't like," said Katie eagerly.

"It is Jacob, I suppose?"

It was not Jacob that Katie meant, but she said nothing.

"Well, never mind; we are going to think and speak only of pleasant

things for the next three days, and that was a bad beginning."

Though the snow was deep it was light, and the horse, with the prospect

of home before him, was willing to go, and strong as well, so they flew

along, down the hill beneath the maples, past the graveyard and the

church, into the long street of the town; and then, though it was

growing late, Miss Elizabeth turned to the left over the bridge instead

of going up the hill toward home. They came into the road on the other

side of the bridge that brought most people to the town, and the snow

was already well beaten down, and they went on in perfect enjoyment of

the easiest of all movements.

It was neither sunlight nor moonlight, or rather it was both, for the

clouds had all cleared away, and a red glow lingered in the west, and

high above hung the moon, a silver crescent, and in the sky beyond a

bright star here and there; all the rest was white, with streaks of

black where the fences were and the wayside trees, and far in the

distance a long stretch of forest hid the line where the white of the

earth touched the blue of the sky.

In the light so faint, and yet so clear, that shone around them, all

things had an unfamiliar look--a look of mystery, and it seemed, even to

the sensible Katie, as though almost any strange adventure might happen

to them to-night.

"I could almost fancy that we were going away together into some strange

country, into the country of the `wraiths' maybe, that grannie whiles

tells the bairns about. Don't all things seem to have a strange look

to-night, Miss Elizabeth?"

Miss Elizabeth started. She had fallen into thought, and Katie could

see when she turned her face that her thoughts had not been happy.

"What were you saying, Katie? Going away together? Oh, how I wish we

were, away beyond the hills yonder, to leave all our troubles behind

us."

That was to be considered. Katie was not so ready to assent to her

friend's words as usual.

"But we should be leaving our comforts behind us too, all the people who

love us, and all those whom we love."

"Ah, yes, I know; and all our work as well. And it would be no good,

for we should carry our troubles with us. It was a foolish thing to

say, Katie, dear. It must be time to turn back when such foolish words

come to one's lips."

Besides they had come to a place where turning was easy, and it might be

some time before they could get another chance, so deep was the snow on

either side. So they turned round toward home, and Katie thought it

more wonderful still, for the red glow in the sky was before them now,

and the new moon, and more stars shone as the glow faded.

"But it would be fine to go away with you, Miss Elizabeth, to some far

country, to see strange sights--if we could be spared, I mean, and with

the thought of coming back again."

"Wouldn't it be fine!" said Miss Elizabeth, rousing herself. "Some day

we'll go--you and I together, Katie. We'll cross the sea, and wander

through the countries that we read about in books, and among the great

cities that have stood for hundreds and hundreds of years. Wouldn't you

like to see Scotland, Katie, and the heather hills that grannie tells us

about; and the great castles that they used to hold against all comers

in the old times, and the parks, and the deer, and the gardens full of

wonderful flowers, and the lakes and the mountains--only we can see

lakes and mountains at home."

"And the moors and glens where they worshipped in the dark days."

And so they went on in turn, telling what they would like to see--they

were going slowly now--till they came to the bridge again.

"I like to think about it, but it could never be," said Katie gravely.

"And why not? It might very easily be, I think."

"But it could never be for me, until--the saddest things had happened.

I could never leave my grandfather and my grandmother, and all the rest;

only the rest might live till I came back again; but grannie--and him--"

"Yes, Katie, and it is as true for me as for you. Our work is here, and

our happiness too; and, after all, we have fallen into sad thoughts

again. But we are nearly home now."

"There was no light in the minister's study to-night," said Katie, as

they went slowly up the hill. "Nor in the dining-room either. He must

be away from home."

Elizabeth had noticed the darkened window, but she did not say so.

Indeed she said nothing. She was thinking: "Perhaps he went in to see

my father, knowing I was away."

And so he had, for when they went into the hall they heard his voice,

indeed several voices in the sitting-room. But they went first

up-stairs to take off their wraps in Miss Elizabeth's room, and came

down just in time to find the tea-table ready, and the company waiting

for them. There was coffee on the table too, for Mr Burnet was there,

and Sally knew his tastes.

"There! You feel better, don't you?" said Miss Betsey, who was the

first to notice their entrance. "You look better, anyway."

"Like two roses," said Mr Burnet.

Elizabeth laughed and thanked him, and then shook hands with Mr

Maxwell.

"I hope you have had a good time, daughter. I have," said the squire.

"Yes. I see you have had company."

"Yes, Betsey is always good company. Mr Maxwell came when he saw you

pass down the street. He didn't know Betsey was here, and he thought I

might be lonesome."

"It was very kind," said Elizabeth.

All the rest sat down, but Mr Maxwell continued standing. The squire

would not listen to him, when he said that doubtless his tea would be

waiting for him at home, but urged him almost petulantly to remain.

"Lizzie, why don't you ask the minister to stay?"

For Elizabeth was listening to something that Mr Burnet was saying to

Katie, but she turned round when her father spoke to her.

"We haven't Mr Burnet and Cousin Betsey here very often, Mr Maxwell.

You might stay to-night for their sakes."

So he stayed, and the squire had a good time still, and so had all the

rest, it seemed, for they were in no haste to leave the table till Sally

came to take the things away. When she came in again it was to say that

"Ben had been waiting for his Aunt Betsey for the biggest part of an

hour, and it was getting on for nine o'clock." Even then Miss Betsey

seemed in no hurry to go, but when she went, Mr Burnet went also, and

Elizabeth went out of the room with her cousin, and did not come back

for what seemed to Katie a long time. Her father was tired and she went

out with him afterward. Mr Maxwell talked with Katie a while, about

her mother and her grandparents, about Davie and his bees, and the work

that had occupied him all the winter, and then he sat for a long time

looking into the fire in silence. When Miss Elizabeth came in again he

rose to go away.

"It is not very late," said she.

"No--and it is very pleasant here," said the minister, and he sat down

again.

Miss Elizabeth took her work, and they were all silent for a while, and

in the silence a sudden sense of embarrassment and discomfort seized

Katie Fleming. She had a book in her hand, but she was not sure whether

she ought to read or not. She would have liked to go with it to the

side-table, where Miss Elizabeth had carried the lamp before she sat

down, or even out into the kitchen to see Sally for a while.

"Are you deep in your story already? Well, take your book to the lamp,

if you like, for a little while," said Miss Elizabeth, just as if she

had known her thoughts.

But Katie would not have liked her to know her thoughts. She was glad

to go to the lamp, but she did not care for her story. She was thinking

of something else, of a single word she had heard one day, which put

together significantly the names of the minister and her friend. She

had been indignant at first. "They were just friends," she had said to

herself. Afterward she could not help giving them a good many of her

thoughts, and she was not sure about it. As she sat with the book on

the table before her, shading her eyes with her hands, she felt a little

guilty and greatly interested, for the story before her was better than

any story in a book.

Perhaps she ought to go away, she thought again. It was not right to

listen, and she could not help listening. But indeed there was nothing

said which all the world might not hear. Mrs Varney had burned her

hand. Old Mrs Lawrence was sick, and Miss Elizabeth promised to go and

see her. Then Mr Maxwell told her about a meeting he had attended in

Fairfax, and about another that he meant to attend, and so on.

"It might be grannie and he," said Katie, with a little impatient

wonder. "Only grannie would say it all a great deal better, and not

just `yes' and `no,' and `I hope so indeed,' like Miss Elizabeth. What

has come to her, I wonder? Mrs Stacy's rheumatism, and the mothers'

meeting at North Gore. That is not how people talk, surely--when--

when--"

Suddenly looking up she met Miss Elizabeth's eye, and reddened, and hung

her head. Then she rose as Miss Elizabeth beckoned to her, and came to

the fireside again, still holding her book in her hand.

After that Miss Elizabeth took a letter which she had that day received

from her brother Clifton, and read bits of it aloud. It was a very

amusing letter, she seemed to think, and so did the minister, but Katie

did not understand all the allusions in it, and missed the point. And

besides, Clifton Holt was not a favourite with her. She was a little

scornful of a lad who seemed to care so little for the opportunities he

had, and who did so little good work with them. He was idle, she

thought, and conceited, and she could not but wonder at Miss Elizabeth's

delight in him, and listened with some impatience to the discussion of

him and his affairs that followed the reading of the letter.

"To be sure he is her brother, and she must make the best of him," said

Katie.

By and by Mr Maxwell rose to go away, and Miss Elizabeth bade him

good-night in the sitting-room, and did not go with him to the hall, as

was her way usually with visitors who were going away. Then she said

she had to see Sally about something, and was so long away that Katie

had time to get fairly into her story, and so she read on after she came

in again, and it was a good while before she noticed that her friend was

gazing with a strange, fixed look into the embers, and that her roses

had paled sadly since Mr Burnet had praised them when they first came

in. But she smiled brightly enough when she turned and met Katie's

wistful look.

"Well! How do you like it, Katie? But we must do something besides

reading to-morrow, dear, or grannie will not be pleased."

And then she went on to tell of some pretty fancy-work that they were to

learn together, and was so full of it, and of all they were to do the

next three days, that Katie forgot her grave looks for that night. As

the days went on, and she saw how feeble Mr Holt had become, she did

not wonder at her sadness, and it did not come into Katie's mind that

there could be any other cause for her sadness and her grave looks than

her father's illness gave.

"Except, perhaps, her brother may not be doing so well as he ought. And

that is enough of itself to make her sad," said Katie. "For what should

I do if it were our Davie?"

Katie had a pleasant visit in many ways. The leisure was delightful to

her. They had a drive every day. Sometimes Mr Holt went with them,

and then they had the large sleigh and a pair of horses, and sometimes

Katie laughed, and made Miss Elizabeth laugh too, pretending that she

was a rich lady riding in her own sleigh, and taking her friends for a

drive. But she liked it best when Miss Elizabeth drove her own horse

Lion, and they went alone together. It seemed to Katie that the talks

they had at such times, in the keen, clear winter air, were different

from the talks they sometimes fell into sitting by the fireside, when

all the rest had gone to bed and they had the home to themselves. Under

the bright sunshine they seemed to get away from Gershom and its news

and its troubles and vexations, into a wider and brighter world, and

some of the things that Miss Elizabeth said to her then, Katie told

herself she would never forget while she lived.

There were visitors now and then, and at such times, if they were

strangers to her, Katie took her book into a corner, or into Sally's

bright kitchen, and read it there; but if the visitors were her friends

as well, she stayed and enjoyed their visits also. Just one thing

happened that it was not pleasant to think about afterward. Indeed it

had been very unpleasant at the time, and Katie had some trouble in

deciding whether or not she should say anything about it to grannie and

her mother when she went home.

This was a visit made one day to Elizabeth by Mrs Jacob Holt. Katie

did not go away this time, because she was afraid it might not please

her friend, but she did not join in the conversation. She sat beyond

the flower-stand in the bay-window, reading and knitting; but she was

not so interested in her book as not to hear something of what was said.

Mrs Jacob told some village news, and then spoke about Clifton, and

about a new dress that was to be finished for her to-day, and much more

of the same kind.

It was not Mrs Jacob's fault that the conversation took the turn it

did. It was the squire, who questioned her about Jacob, and about

various matters connected with their business; and then he said

something about Silas Bean, who had got hurt in his employment, and the

difficulty was to make him understand what Silas Bean should be doing at

the Varney place with two yoke of oxen, and what Jacob had to do with

it. Elizabeth reminded him that Jacob had bought the Varney place, and

that Mark Varney had gone away, and tried to end the discussion of the

matter. But Mrs Jacob went still on to remind him of the Gershom

Manufacturing Company, that would no doubt be formed by and by, and how

Jacob hated to have time lost, and was taking advantage of the snow to

have stones and timber drawn that would be needed in the building of the

new dam; and that was the way that Silas Bean came to be there with his

oxen.

"And the company will take the timber off his hands, I suppose," said

she. "Only it's likely Jacob will be pretty much the company himself--

at least he will have most to say in it. He most generally does."

"But it seems to me that Jacob should not have undertaken so much

without consulting me," said the squire, with some excitement. "It

seems to me he's going ahead pretty fast, isn't he?"

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