CHAPTER VII

After that, being a merciful man, Edward let her get off the

historico-artistic gridiron, upon which he had been innocently grilling

her. He showed her no more pictures, nor, indeed, anything else except

his smoking-room, in which she exhibited a lively, and this time

perfectly unfeigned interest, and where her intelligent inquiries as to

the brand of cigars favoured by him, and her discriminating knowledge of

the subject in contrast to her abysmal ignorance of the former ones,

taught him that hers had not been a past of mere cigarettes. She had

nourished a faint hope that he might have invited her to share a

friendly whiff there and then, but it was clearly not to be. Instead, he

gently ejected her. “Of course, the old camel would smell it,” said the

disappointed young creature, inwardly feeling a sensible relief in this

ingeniously insulting play upon the name of her latest benefactress.

Edward had escorted her back to the very spot where he had found her,

opposite the calumniated Dierick Bouts; and with despair she saw, or

thought she saw, in his eye an imminent intention of leaving her. What

could she do to arrest him? Rush at once into some entanglingly

interesting subject which would rob him of that wish to escape which it

was so incomprehensible that he could ever have nourished? Ask him why

he married Camilla?

She was saved from a remedy which would certainly in its results have

proved worse than the disease, by the object of her solicitude.

“I am afraid,” he said, looking first compassionately at her and then

rather helplessly round the room, as if in puzzled search among its

wealth of beautiful objects and inviting books for something capable of

amusing her--“I am afraid that you will be very dull all by yourself.”

The inevitable civil falsehood--inevitable, at least, to the ever-lying

Bonnybell, followed.

“Oh no, I love being by myself.”

“Really?”

“Yes, really; that is to say”--in terror that he might be obtuse enough

to believe her--“that is to say, I love it _generally_.”

The implication that she did not love it on this particular occasion was

so piteously apparent, that humanity forced him to throw a rope to her.

“What do you think about going out?”

She glanced through the window. It would have been much more consonant

with her views of the right way of spending Sunday to have sat blowing

delicate clouds through her nose and picking his brains over the

smoking-room fire, but that was a blue rose.

“What do you recommend?” she asked with a smile that looked

persuadable.

“Isn’t it rather rash ever to recommend anything to anybody?”

Mr. Tancred’s propositions were mostly put interrogatively. He had not

enough value for his own opinion to assert anything with dogmatism,

having fifteen years earlier set up so robust a self-contempt as still

showed no signs of wearing out.

“Be rash, then.” She was still smiling anxiously, divided between a

lurking fear of mud and a horror of solitude.

“I wonder,” he suggested, still tentatively, and eying doubtfully the

towny elegance of her garb, “whether you would care to walk with me as

far as what we call the Dower House?”

“Is that where you keep your dowagers?” she asked playfully, but with an

inward misgiving as to the proposed treat being “good enough.”

“It is where Camilla’s people used to keep them,” replied he, with that

careful dissevering of himself, which Bonnybell so often afterwards

noticed, from his wife’s possessions; “but as she is the last of the

Tancreds, it will not be needed again.”

“The last of the Tancreds!” repeated she, with an accent of surprise. “I

thought that Tancred was your name?”

“No,” he answered in that ill-at-ease voice with which he--and that as

rarely as might be--alluded to his marriage. “I gave mine up when I

married.”

“I hope she made it worth your while,” was the worldly wise reflection

of the listener; but on her sweet little face appeared only the

expression of an intuitive sympathy. The subject was evidently not a

much-relished one; and yet it would be disagreeable to her companion to

see that she had discovered the fact; it must be gently glided away

from.

“So I am to be taken to see an empty house--four bare walls?” she

pouted, with a charming protrusion of her nether lip.

He laughed, in sheer irrational pleasure at the prettiness of the

contortion.

“On the contrary, the friends to whom Camilla has lent it while their

own house is being rebuilt find themselves inconveniently thick upon the

ground.”

“Are there ten of them? and do they live upon _gigots à l’eau_?” cried

she, alluding to what he had told her of the full-quivered land-agent on

their way home from church.

“No, there are only three young Aylmers--only two at home, unless Toby

came back last night.”

“Toby? Who is Toby?”

“Toby is the precious only son.”

That decided her. “I should like it of all things!” she cried. “May I

come as I am, or must I make myself frightful, _à l’Anglaise_?” She held

her arms straight down a little way from her sides and “invited

inspection.”

“I think, if you go as you are, the brambles in the wood will not leave

you many of those jingly things.”

“The wood!” repeated she, with a sudden clouding of the brow.

Being much more innocent-minded than she, and accustomed to much more

cleanly company, he had not the dimmest suspicion that his mention of

the harmless coppice in question had re-aroused her misgivings. They had

been almost completely lulled by his demeanour hitherto; but had he been

acting all this while? Had his cool and distant friendliness--so

improbable in the face of all her experience of men--been assumed only

to lead up to this ominous wood? It could be safely said that with not

one of Claire’s and her own former intimates would she have for an

instant thought of trusting herself in a shady grove.

The thought that his apparently harmless proposition implied an intended

enterprise of the usual sort inspired her with no particular disgust. He

would only be acting after his kind. All men were alike. This formula,

from which she had hitherto had no cause to make any exception, covered

with its contemptuous generality her whole masculine acquaintance,

actual and possible.

“Well, does the wood frighten you?” he asked, with a slight and most

unsuspicious laugh at the perturbation and doubt written in her face.

“What do you think will happen to you in it?”

If she answered him truly--which, to do her justice, was the last thing

that she had ever any temptation to do--he would probably think it

necessary to pretend indignation, and go off in a huff without her, so

she temporized.

“It only just struck me that possibly I might be out too late; that Mrs.

Tancred might want me.”

“Camilla never wants any one on Sunday afternoon,” returned he, with a

sort of compassionate amusement at the idea of his wife ever “wanting,”

or doing anything but groan under, the society of her little incubus;

“and besides, it was her own suggestion.”

There was no more to be said, and, remarking to herself in derisive

gaiety, that “There is no fool like an old fool,” Miss Ransome skipped

off to make grudging modifications in her costume.

“Toby would have preferred me as I was,” was her final verdict on her

own reflected image; “but I have no doubt that I am good enough, and too

good for him, as I am.”

The Dower House stood in the park, sundered by a mere green mile from

the great house, so that the departed dowagers had been able clearly to

view the scene of their ended importance, and to contrast their

successors’ methods unfavourably with their own. It was of such roomy

proportions as to suggest the idea that it had been planned by some

foreseeing lady, providing cannily for her own days of deposition. Not

having been porticoed and stone-faced, as its parent-building had been

in the days when you were compelled to inhabit a sham Grecian temple, or

forfeit your self-respect, it retained those modest Tudor charms of old

red brick and twisted chimney-stacks, which, fashion having happily

wheeled them round again into favour, might chance to remain unmutilated

during our little day.

The dreaded “wood” was nothing more than the skirt of a large covert,

and was easily traversed in five minutes. Although a cautious inquiry as

to its length had elicited this fact, Miss Ransome quickened her pace as

she entered the shade, which the still adhering leaves on the trees, and

the quickly lessening daylight of a November afternoon, rendered thick

and almost more than dusk.

Her companion noted with innocent surprise her nervous haste, and again

asked her what she was afraid of, adding, with perfect unsuspiciousness

that he himself was the cause of her fear--

“There is rather a boggy place just ahead of us in the path; I must have

it looked to. Shall I give you a hand?”

She refused softly, but with such decision as provided him with a lazy

sense of entertainment at the independence of her spirit, which was only

equalled apparently by her absolute indifference to, and unconsciousness

of, any of the sights and sounds of Nature. There was nothing very

striking, it is true, in a Berkshire park--“as flat as a denial or a

pancake”--on a winter afternoon, and he should not have been surprised

that the lightly speaking voices of birds, whose songs were long since

over, should hit unnoticed her sophisticated ear; but that the glorious

colours which still stained the noble trees, that the wonderful eyebeam

which the sky--smoke-coloured all day--shot from under lifted lids in

good night to whitening grass and copper and rust-tinted bracken, should

be apparently entirely invisible to her, gave him a slight shock. He

pointed out to her one superb effect of interlacing tints, but did not

repeat the experiment.

She was too civil and too anxious to please not to respond with a

perfunctory superlative “Yes, too delightful!” but in a moment had

dropped back into her chatter about people, a chatter which circled

round the family to whom she was on her way to be introduced, and which

contained exhaustive, though circuitous, inquiries as to why “Toby” was

“precious.” She must know before his presentation to her why and to what

extent “Toby” was “precious.” Was it merely the usual dull British

adoration of the solitary male of an over-feminine family which made him

so? Or was it that he was heir to something so considerable as to render

his life of importance to his family stem? Also, why were they

rebuilding their house?

By the time she had reached the nail-studded oak front door of the Dower

House, both questions were set at rest in her mind. The house was being

rebuilt, because, through the carelessness of a housemaid, it had

regrettably been burnt down; happily, however, the original plans had

been found, and it was being rebuilt, stone for stone, as Sir John

Vanbrugh had first erected it.

Bonnybell had never heard of Sir John Vanbrugh as either architect or

playwright, but she ejaculated fervently, “_What_ a blessing!” and

reckoning up mentally the sum of the information given her, said to

herself, with a thankful heart, as she followed the servant into the

hall, that Toby was well worth her nicest attention.

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