CHAPTER XXI

A NIGHT RIDE

The berceuse had passed through Aix and was nearing Gardanne-le-Pin,

leaving to its right the dead lake known as l'Etang de Berre, while,

rising up on its left, were the last and most southern spurs of the

Lower Alps.

It was drawing very near to Marseilles. Inside that travelling

carriage, which comprised, as has been said, a sleeping apartment and

sitting-room combined, as well as a cooking place and a bed for the

servant, all was very quiet now except for the snores of the knavish

valet, Lolive, which occasionally reached the ears of the white-faced,

stricken man in the inner compartment; the man who, in spite of the

softness of the couch on which he lay, never closed his eyes, but

instead, whispered, muttered, continually to himself: "If I should be

too late. God! if the transports should have sailed!"

Behind, and just above where his head lay upon the pillow of that

couch, there was let into the panel of the carriage a small glass

window covered by a little curtain, or pad of leather, a convenience

as common in those days as in far later ones, and, through this,

Desparre, lifting himself at frequent intervals upon one elbow, would

glance now and again as a man might do who was desirous of noting--by

the objects which he passed on the road--how far he had got upon his

journey. Yet, hardly could this be the case with him now, since the

route the berceuse was following was one over which he had never

travelled before. In the many journeys he had made, either with the

regiment in which he had served so long or when riding swiftly to

rejoin it after leave of absence, this road had, by chance, never been

previously used by him. What, therefore, could this terror-haunted man

be in dread of seeing, when, lifting the leather pad, he placed his

white face against the glass and peered out; what did he see but the

foliage of the warm southern land lying steeped in the rays of the

moon, while no breeze rustled the leaves that hung lifelessly on the

branches in the unstirred, murky heat of an almost tropical summer's

night; or the white, gleaming, dusty road that stretched behind him

like a thread as far as his eyes could follow it?

In truth, he expected to see nothing; he knew that there was nothing

to come behind him which he need fear, unless it were some mounted

robber whom he could shoot, and would shoot, from the interior of his

carriage--from out that window--with his silver-mounted pistols--as he

would shoot a mad dog or a wolf that might attack him; he knew that

there was no human creature on earth who could molest him or bar his

way. He had made that safe, at least, he told himself, though, even in

the telling, in the recalling how he had done it, he shuddered. Still,

it was done! The Englishman who had thwarted him, as he then

considered, but for whose interference he now thanked the Being whom,

even in his evil heart, he acknowledged as God, was dead; had been

left lying dead upon the stones of Paris months ago. Dead, after

saving him from another infamy which he would have added to all the

horrors of his past life, though, in this case, unknowingly. And

Vandecque--ay, Vandecque--the man who could have told so much, who

could have told how that Englishman had been hacked and done to death

so that his patron's vengeance might be glutted both on him and the

woman he had once meant to marry. Well! Vandecque was safe. Neither

could that gambler rise up to denounce him, nor could he ever stand

before the world and point to Desparre as the murderer of the man who

had married his adopted niece. He, too, was disposed of. Yet, still,

the traveller glanced ever and anon through that window as the

berceuse rolled on, not knowing why he did so nor what he feared, nor

what he expected to see.

"Laure, his own child! His daughter!" he mused again, as he had now

mused for so long. The child of the one woman he had ever really

loved--of a woman who had fondly loved him, who had believed and

trusted in him. And he, called away suddenly to join his regiment to

take active service, had never even known what had befallen her, had

never even dreamt that she was about to become a mother. He had not

known that she had been cast forth into the streets by her parents to

die, but had, instead, deemed that she was false to him from the

moment he left Paris, and had, therefore, hidden herself away from him

ever afterwards.

Well! he was innocent of all this--innocent of all that had befallen

her and their child, innocent of what a hideous, hateful crime his

marriage would have been: yet guilty, blood-guilty in his vengeance on

that child after she had escaped from marrying him. Guilty of sending

her to the prison under a false charge of attempted murder--of

banishing her to a savage, almost unknown land. Guilty of murder in

yet another form than that which he had meted out to her husband--of

the cruel, wicked murder of an innocent woman. And now he had learnt

that this woman was his own child, his own flesh and blood!

And he might be too late to save her. The transports had probably

sailed, or--and again he shuddered--she might have fallen dead on the

road in that long, dreary march from Paris to the South. He knew well

enough what the horrors were that the chain-gangs experienced in

their journeys towards the sea-coast towns--nay, all France knew. They

had heard and talked for years of how the convict men and women

dropped dead day by day; of how, each morning, the cordon resumed its

march with some numbers short of what it had been on the previous

morning--of how bodies were left lying by the wayside to bake in the

sun and to have the eyes picked out by the crows until the communes

found and buried them.

Awful enough would have been his vengeance had she been an ordinary

woman who had despised and scorned him. But, as it was, she was his

own daughter!

Would he be in time to save her? Or, if not, would he still find her

alive if he should follow her to New France? And if so, if he could

save her either at Marseilles or in that town now rising at the mouth

of the Mississippi, then--then--well then, instead of hating Diane

Grignan de Poissy for the revenge she had taken on him, he would bless

her, worship her for at last revealing the secret she had so cherished

as an instrument of future vengeance.

In that night, as he thought all these things, a revolution took place

in the soul of Armand Desparre; he was no longer all bad. Vile as he

had been and execrable, a man who had trifled with women's hearts, who

had received benefits from at least one woman under the pretence of

becoming her husband eventually; a man who had been a very tiger in

his rage and hate against those who had thwarted him, and a shedder of

blood, yet now--now that his evil life stood revealed clearly before

him, he shuddered at it. On this night he registered a vow that, if he

lived, he would make amends. His child should be rescued if it were

possible, even though he, with paralysis staring him threateningly in

the face, should have to voyage to the other side of the world to save

her. That, at least, should be done. As for the Englishman murdered at

his instigation who was that child's husband, nothing could call him

back to life from the Paris graveyard in which he had doubtless been

lying for months; while for Vandecque--but of Vandecque he could not

dare to allow himself to think. His fate, as an accomplice removed,

was too terrible, even more terrible than his vengeance on Laure

Vauxcelles, as she had come to be called.

Unknowingly, Diane Grignan de Poissy had gone far by what she had

done--by the vengeance she had been nursing warm for years to use

against him if he proved faithless to her--towards enabling him to

whiten and purify his soul at last.

Again, as it had become customary for him to do since he had lain in

the travelling carriage, and from the time of quitting Eaux St. Fer,

he lifted the cover of the little window and glanced out. And it

seemed to him that the night was passing away, that soon the

day-spring would have come. The stars were paling and already the moon

sank towards the northwest; he saw birds moving in the trees and

pluming themselves and heard them twittering; also it had grown very

cold. Sounding his repeating clock it struck four. The August dawn was

near at hand. A little later and a grey light had come--daybreak.

The route stretched far behind him; for half a league he could see the

white thread tapering to a point, then disappearing sharply and

suddenly round a bend of the road which he remembered having passed.

And as he gazed, recalling this and recollecting that at that bend he

had noticed a lightning-blasted fir tree growing out of a sandy

hillock, he saw a black speck emerge from behind the point, with,

beneath it, a continual smoke of white dust. Then the speck grew and

grew, while the smoke of dust became larger and larger and also

whiter, until at last he knew that it was a horseman coming on at a

swift rate, a horseman who loomed larger and larger as each moment

passed and brought him rapidly nearer to the lumbering berceuse in

which the watcher sat.

"He rides apace," Desparre muttered; "hot and swiftly. He presses his

hat down upon his head as the morning breeze catches it and hurries

forward. It is some courrier du Roi who posts rapidly. One who rides

with orders."

Observing how well the man sat his horse, his body appearing as though

part of the animal's own, and how, thereby, the creature skimmed

easily along the road and overtook the berceuse more and more every

moment, he decided that this was some cavalry soldier, young and well

trained, whose skill had been acquired first in the schools and then,

mayhap, on many a battlefield. Whereon he sighed, recalling how he

himself, in other days, had ridden fast through summer nights and dewy

dawns, with no thought in his mind but his duty and--his future! And

now--now!--he was a broken-down invalid; a man whose soul was black

and withered with an evil past. Would he ever----?

He paused in his reflections, scarcely knowing why he did so or what

had caused their sudden termination. Yet he realised that something

quite different from those reflections had come to his mind to drive

them forth--some idea totally removed from them. What was it? What was

he thinking of? That--he comprehended at last, after still further

meditation--that this form following behind, enshrouded in its long

riding-cloak, was not strange to him; that he had seen those square

shoulders, which that cloak covered but did not conceal, somewhere

before. Yet, what a fantasy must this be! There were thousands of men

in France with as good a figure as this man's, as well-knit a frame,

as broad and shapely shoulders.

Perhaps he was going mad to imagine such things; perhaps madness

sometimes preceded that paralysis with which he was threatened and

which he feared so much! Yet, at this moment, when now the sun rose up

bright and warm from beyond where the Rhone lay, and threw a long

horizontal ray across the road that both he and the horseman were

travelling at a rapidly decreasing distance apart, the rider put up

his hand, unfastened the hook of his cloak, and, taking the latter

off, rolled it up and placed it before him on the saddle. Whereby he

revealed a well-shaped, manly form, clad in a dark riding suit

passemented with silver galloon. Yet, still, his face was not quite

visible since the laced three-cornered hat was now tilted well over it

to keep the rays of the bright morning sun from out his eyes, into

which they now streamed as the road made another turn.

"I am not mad," Desparre whispered to himself. "I have seen that form

before. Yet where? Where?"

This he could not answer. He could not even resolve in his own mind

whether the knowledge that he was acquainted with that on-coming

figure disturbed him or not, yet he turned his glance away from the

eyehole of the carriage and cast it on a shelf above the couch. A

shelf on which lay the box wherein reposed his silver-hilted pistols.

Then he returned to the little window, holding the leathern flap so

lowered with a finger raised above his head, that he could gaze forth

while exposing to view little more of his features than his eyes.

The horseman was overtaking him rapidly, he would be close to him

directly, so close that his face must then be plainly discernible; he

would be able to discover whether he had been deceived into that

quaint supposition that the figure was actually known to him, or

whether, instead, he was cherishing some strange delusion. Doubtless

the latter was the case! Yet, all the same, the finger let down the

flap a little more, so that there was now only a slit wide enough to

enable his eyes to peer through the glass.

At this moment the road took still another turn and, in an instant,

the rider was lost to his view. Then, next, that road rose

considerably, whereby the berceuse was forced to creep up the incline

at a pace which was less than a walk. The man behind him must,

therefore, come up in a few minutes; even his horse would, at a

walking pace alone, overtake his own animals as they struggled and

dragged at the heavy lumbering carriage behind them.

But still he kept the flap open with his upraised hand, and still he

peered forth from the window, it being darkened and blurred by the

moisture from his nostrils. Then, suddenly, the carriage stopped, the

horses were doubtless obliged to rest for an instant from their

labours, and, a moment or so later, the horseman had come round the

corner and up the inclined road at a trot, he reaching almost the back

of the berceuse ere pulling up. At which Desparre dropped the flap as

though it had been molten steel which seared his hand; dropped it and

staggered back on to the couch close by, whiter than before, shaking,

too, as if palsied! For he had not been deceived in his surmise as to

recognising the horseman's figure; he knew now that he had not. He had

seen the man's face at last! And it was the face of the man whom

Desparre thought to be long since lying buried in some Paris

graveyard, the face of the man who had married Laure; the husband of

the woman he had caused to be sent out an exile to the New World. That

man, alive--strong--well!

"What should he do? What? What? What?" he asked himself, as he

recognised this rider's presence and its nearness to him and observed

that he could hear the horse's blowings, as well as the great gusts

emitted from its nostrils and the way it shook itself on slackening

its pace on the other side of the back panel of his carriage. What? He

could not get out and fight him in his diseased, enfeebled state,

brought on by a year of hot and fiery debauch in Paris following on

years of coarser debauches when he had been a poor man; he would have

no chance--one thrust and he would be disarmed, a second and he would

be dead, run through and through. Yet he knew that, if the man outside

but caught a glimpse of his face, death must be his portion. They had

met often at Vandecque's and at the demoiselle's Montjoie; almost he

thought that the Englishman had recognised him as he concealed himself

in the porch of the house in the Rue des Saints Apostoliques--if he

saw his features now, he would drag him forth from the carriage,

throttle him, stab him to the heart. Doubtless he would do that at

once--these English were implacable when wronged!--doubtless, too, he

was in pursuit of him, had sought him in Paris, followed him to Eaux

St. Fer, was following him to Marseilles. For, that he should be here

endeavouring to find his wife he deemed impossible. She had been

almost spirited away to the prison of St. Martin-des-Champs and there

were but one or two knew what had become of her; while those who did

so know had been--had been--well--made secure.

He had followed him, and--now--he had found him! Now! and there was

but an inch, a half inch of carriage panel between them; at any moment

he might hear the man's summons to him to come forth and meet his

doom. And he would be powerless to resist--he was ill, he repeated to

himself again, and his servants were poltroons; they could not assist

him.

Thinking thus--glancing round the confined spot in which he was cooped

up--wondering what he should do, his eyes lighted on the pistol box

upon the shelf.

The pistol box! The pistol box! Whereon, seeing it, he began to muse

as to whether a shot well directed through that small window--not now,

in full daylight, but later, in some gloomy copse they might pass

through--would not be the shortest way to end all and free himself

from the enemy whom he had already so bitterly wronged.

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