CHAPTER XIV

A world once considered of enduring stability had crashed fearsomely

about the ears of Winona Penniman and Wilbur Cowan. After this no

support was to be trusted, however seemingly stout. Old foundations had

crumbled, old institutions perished, the walls of Time itself lay

wrecked. They stared across the appalling desolation with frightened

eyes. What next? In a world to be ruined at a touch, like a house of

cards, what vaster ruin would ensue?

It did not shock Wilbur Cowan that nations should plunge into another

madness the very day after a certain fair one, mentioned in his

meditations as "My Pearl--My Pearl of great price," and eke--from the

perfume label--"My Heart of Flowers," had revealed herself but a mortal

woman with an eye for the good provider. It occasioned Winona not even

mild surprise that the world should abandon itself to hideous war on the

very day after Lyman Teaford had wed beyond the purple. It was awful,

yet somehow fitting. Anything less than a World War would have appeared

inconsequent, anti-climactic, to these two so closely concerned in the

preliminary catastrophe, and yet so reticent that neither ever knew the

other's wound. Wilbur Cowan may have supposed that the entire Penniman

family, Winona included, would rejoice that no more forever were they to

hear the flute of Lyman Teaford. Certainly Winona never suspected that a

mere boy had been desolated by woman's perfidy and Lyman's mad

abandonment of all that people of the better sort most prize.

Other people, close observers of world events, declared that no real war

would ensue; it would be done in a few days--a few weeks at most. But

Winona and Wilbur knew better. Now anything could happen--and would. Of

all Newbern's wise folk these two alone foresaw the malign dimensions of

the inevitably approaching cataclysm. They would fall grimly silent in

the presence of conventional optimists. They knew the war was to be

unparalleled for blood and tears, but they allowed themselves no more

than sinister, vague prophecies, for they could not tell how they knew.

And they saw themselves active in war. They lost no time in doing that.

The drama of each drew to a splendid climax with the arrival in Newbern

of a French officer--probably a general--bound upon a grave mission.

Wilbur's general came to seek out the wife of Lyman Teaford.

To her he said in choice English: "Madame, I bring you sad news. This

young man died gallantly on the field of battle--the flag of my country

was about to be captured by the enemy when he leaped bravely forward,

where no other would dare the storm of shot and shell, and brought the

precious emblem safely back to our battle line. But even as the cheers

of his comrades rang in his ears an enemy bullet laid him low. I sprang

to his side and raised his head. His voice was already weak, for the

bullet had found rest in his noble heart.

"'Tell her,' he breathed, 'that she sent me to my death so that she

might become only a bird in a gilded cage. But tell her also that I wish

her happiness in her new life.' Madame, he died there, while weeping

soldiers clustered about with hats off and heads bowed--died with your

name on his pale lips---'My Pearl of great price,' he whispered, and all

was over. I bring you this photograph, which to the last he wore above

his heart. Observe the bullet hole and those dark stains that discolour

your proud features."

Whereupon Mrs. Lyman Teaford would fall fainting to the floor and never

again be the same woman, bearing to her grave a look of unutterable

sadness, even amid the splendours of the newly furnished Latimer

residence on North Oak Street.

Winona's drama was less depressing. Possibly Winona at thirty-two had

developed a resilience not yet achieved by Wilbur at twenty. She was not

going to die upon a field of battle for any Lyman Teaford. She would

brave dangers, however. She saw herself in a neat uniform, searching a

battlefield strewn with the dead and wounded. To the latter she

administered reviving cordial from a minute cask suspended at her trim

waist by a cord. Shells burst about her, but to these she paid no heed.

It was thus the French officer--a mere lieutenant, later promoted for

gallantry under fire--first observed her. He called her an angel of

mercy, and his soldiers--rough chaps, but hearty and outspoken--cheered

her as La Belle Americaine.

So much for the war. But the French officer--a general now, perhaps with

one arm off--came to Newbern to claim his bride. He had been one of the

impetuous sort that simply would not take no for an answer. The wedding

was in the Methodist church, and was a glittering public function. The

groom was not only splendidly handsome in a French way, but wore a

shining uniform, and upon his breast sparkled a profusion of medals. A

vast crowd outside the church waited to cheer the happy couple, and

slinking at the rear of this was a drab Lyman Teaford--without medals,

without uniform, dull, prosaic, enduring at this moment pangs of the

keenest remorse for his hasty act of a year before. He, too, would never

be the same man again.

In truth, the beginning Teaford ménage lay under the most unfavourable

portents. Things looked dark for it.

Yet despite the forebodings of Wilbur and Winona, it began to be

suspected, even by them, that the war would wear itself out, as old

Doctor Purdy said, by first intention. And in spite of affecting

individual dramas they began to feel that it must wear itself out with

no help from them. It seemed to have settled into a quarrel among

foreign nations with which we could rightfully have no concern. Winona

learned, too, that her picture of the nurse on a battlefield

administering cordial to wounded combatants from the small keg at her

waist was based upon an ancient and doubtless always fanciful print.

Wilbur, too, gathered from the newspapers that, though he might die upon

a battlefield, there was little chance that a French general would be

commissioned to repeat his last words to Mrs. Lyman Teaford of Newbern

Center. He almost decided that he would not become a soldier. Some years

before, it is true, he had been drawn to the life by a government

poster, designed by one who must himself have been a capable dramatist.

"Join the Army and See the World," urged the large-lettered legend above

the picture.

The latter revealed an entrancing tropical scene with graceful palms

adorning the marge of a pinkly sun-kissed sea. At a table in the

background two officers consulted with a private above an

important-looking map, while another pleased-looking private stood at

attention near by. At the left foreground a rather obsequious-looking

old colonel seemed to be entreating a couple of spruce young privates to

drop round for tea that afternoon and meet the ladies.

Had Wilbur happened upon this poster in conjunction with the resolve of

Miss Pearl King to be sensible, it is possible his history might have

been different. But its promise had faded from his memory ere his life

was wrecked. He felt now merely that he ought to settle down to

something. Even Sharon Whipple plainly told him so. He said it was all

right to knock about from one thing to another while you were still in

the gristle. Up to twenty a boy's years were kind of yeasty and

uncertain, and if he was any way self-headed he ought to be left to run.

But after twenty he lost his pinfeathers and should begin to think about

things.

So Wilbur began to think about things. He continued to do everything

that old Porter Howgill was asked to do, to repair cars for the Mansion

garage, and to be a shield and buckler to Sam Pickering in time of need.

The _Advance_ office became freshly attractive at this time, because Sam

had installed a wonderful new power press to print the paper daily; for

the _Advance_, as Sam put it, could be found ever in the van of

progress.

The new press had innermost secrets of structure that were presently

best known to Wilbur Cowan. No smeared small boy was required to ink its

forms and no surmounting bronze eagle was reported to scream for beer

when the last paper was run off. Even Dave Cowan, drifting in from out

of the nowhere--in shoes properly describable as only memories of

shoes--said she was a snappy little machine, and applauded his son's

easy mastery of it.

So the days of Wilbur were busy days, even if he had not settled far

enough down to suit either Sam Pickering, Porter Howgill--who did

everything, if asked--or the First-Class Garage. And the blight put upon

him by a creature as false as she was beautiful proved not to be

enduring. He was able, indeed, to behold her without a tremor, save of

sympathy for one compelled to endure the daily proximity of Lyman

Teaford.

But the war prolonged itself as only he and Winona had felt it would,

and presently it began to be hinted that a great nation, apparently

unconcerned with its beginning, might eventually be compelled to a

livelier interest in it. Herman Vielhaber was a publicly exposed

barometer of this sentiment. At the beginning he beamed upon the world

and predicted the Fatherland's speedy triumph over all the treacherous

foes. When the triumph was unaccountably delayed he appeared mysterious,

but not less confident. The Prussian system might involve delay, but

Prussian might was none the less invincible. Herman would explain the

Prussian system freely to all who cared to listen--and many did

attentively--from high diplomacy to actual fighting. He left many of his

hearers with a grateful relief that neutrality had been officially

enjoined upon them.

Later Herman beamed less brightly as he recounted tales of German

prowess. He came to exhibit a sort of indignant pity for the Fatherland,

into whose way so many obstacles were being inopportunely thrown. He

compared Germany to a wounded deer that ravenous dogs were seeking to

bring down, but his predictions of her ultimate victory were not less

confident. Minna Vielhaber wept back of the bar at Herman's affecting

picture of the stricken deer with the arrow in her flank, and would be

comforted only when he brought the war to a proper close.

It was at this time that Winona wrote in her journal: "General Sherman

said that war is the bad place. He knew."

It was also at this time that a certain phrase from a high source

briefly engaged the notice of Sharon Whipple.

"Guinea pigs," said he, "are also too proud to fight, but they ain't

ever won the public respect on that account. They get treated

accordingly."

It was after this that Sharon was heard ominously to wish that he were

thirty or forty years younger. And it was after this that Winona became

active as a promoter of bazaars for ravaged Belgium and a pacifist whose

watchword was "Resist not evil!" She wrote again in her journal: "If

only someone would reason calmly with them!" She presently became

radiant with hope, for a whole boatload of earnest souls went over to

reason calmly with the combatants.

But the light she had seen proved deceiving. The earnest souls went

forward, but for some cause, never fully revealed to Winona, they had

been unable to reason calmly with those whose mad behaviour they had

meant to correct. It was said that they had been unable to reason calmly

even among themselves. It was merely a mark of Winona's earnestness that

she felt things might have gone differently had the personnel of this

valiant embassy been enlarged to include herself. Meantime, war was

becoming more and more the bad place, just as General Sherman had said.

She had little thought now for silk stockings or other abominations of

the frivolous, for her own country seemed on the very verge of

committing a frightful error.

Some time had elapsed since Wilbur Cowan definitely knew that he would

never go to war because of the mother of Lyman Teaford's infant son. He

began to believe, however, that he would relish a bit of fighting for

its own sake. Winona reasoned with him as she would have reasoned with

certain high personages on the other side of the water, and perhaps with

as little success. He replied cryptically that he was an out-and-out

phagocyte, and getting more so every time he read a newspaper. Winona

winced at the term--it seemed to carry sinister implications. Where did

the boy hear such words?

This one he had heard on a late Sunday afternoon when he sat, contrary

to a municipal ordinance of Newbern, in the back room of Herman

Vielhaber, with certain officials sworn to uphold that ordinance, who

drank beer and talked largely about what we should do; for it had then

become shockingly apparent that the phrase about our being too proud to

fight had been, in its essential meaning, misleading. Dave Cowan,

citizen of the world and student of its structure, physical and social,

had proved that war, however regrettable, was perhaps never to be

avoided; that in any event one of the best means to avoid it was to be

known for your fighting ways. Anyway, war was but an incident in human

progress.

Dave's hair had thinned in the years of his wandering to see a man at

Seattle or New Orleans, and he now wore spectacles, without which he

could no longer have enlarged his comprehension of cosmic values, for

his latest Library of Universal Knowledge was printed in very small

type. Dave said that since the chemicals had got together to form life

everything had lived on something else, and the best livers had always

been the best killers. He did not pretend to justify the plan, but there

it was; and it worked the same whether it was one microscopic organism

preying on another or a bird devouring a beetle or Germany trying to

swallow the world. Rapp, Senior, said that was all very well, but these

pacifists would keep us out of war yet. Doctor Purdy, with whom he had

finished a game of pinochle--Herman Vielhaber had lately been unable to

keep his mind on the game--set down his beer stein in an authoritative

manner, having exploded with rage even while he swallowed some of the

last decent beer to come to Newbern Center. He wiped froth from his

waistcoat.

"Pacifists!" he stormed. "Why don't they ever look into their own

bodies? They couldn't live a day on non-resistance to evil. Every one of

their bodies is thronged with fighting soldiers. Every pacifist is a

living lie. Phagocytes, that's what they are--white corpuscles--and it's

all they're there for. They believe in preparedness hard enough. See 'em

march up to fight when there's an invasion! And how they do fight! These

pacifists belie their own construction. They're built on a fight from

the cradle and before that.

"I wish more of their own phagocytes would begin to preach

non-resistance and try to teach great moral lessons to invading germs.

We wouldn't have to listen to so many of 'em. But phagocytes don't act

that way. They keep in training. They don't say, like that poor old

maunderer I read this morning, that there's no use preparing--that a

million phagocytes will spring to arms overnight if their country's

invaded. They keep in trim. They fight quick. If they didn't we wouldn't

be here."

"These phagocytes--is infantry, yes?" demanded Herman Vielhaber. "I

never hear 'em named before like that."

"Infantry, and all the other branches, in a healthy body--and our own

body is healthy. Watch our phagocytes come forward now, just as those

tiny white corpuscles rush through the blood to an invaded spot. You'll

see 'em come quick. Herman, your country has licked Belgium and

Serbia--you can rightly claim that much. But she'll never get another

decision. Too many phagocytes."

Dave Cowan, who always listened attentively to Doctor Purdy for new

words, was thus enabled to enlighten Winona about her own and other

people's phagocytes; and Winona, overwhelmed by his mass of detail--for

Dave had supplemented Purdy's lecture with fuller information from his

encyclopedia--had sighed and said: "Oh, dear! We seem to be living over

a volcano!"

This had caused Dave to become more volubly instructive.

"Of course! Didn't you know that? How thick do you suppose the crust of

the earth is, anyway? All we humans are--we're plants that have grown

out of the cooled crust of a floating volcano; plants that can walk and

talk, but plants just the same. We float round the sun, which is only

another big volcano that hasn't cooled yet--good thing for us it

hasn't--and the sun and us are floating round some other volcano that no

one has discovered yet because the circle is too big, and that one is

probably circling round another one--and there you are. That's plain,

isn't it?"

"Not very," said Winona.

"Well, I admit there's a catch in it I haven't figured out yet, but the

facts are right, as far as I've gone. Anyway, here we are, and we got

here by fighting, and we'll have to keep on fighting, one way or

another, if we're to get any place else."

"I don't know anything about all that," said Winona; "but sometimes I

almost think the Germans deserve a good beating."

This was extreme for Winona, the arch pacifist.

"You almost think so, eh? Well, that's a good specimen of almost

thinking. Because the Germans don't deserve any such thing unless

someone can give it to them. If the bird can swallow the worm the bird

deserves the worm. The most of us merely almost think."

It was much later--an age later, it seemed to Winona--for her country,

as she wrote in her journal, had crossed the Rubicon--that she went to

attend a meeting of protest in a larger city than Newbern; a meeting of

mothers and potential mothers who were persuaded that war was never

excusable.

She had listened to much impassioned oratory, with a sickening surprise

that it should leave her half-hearted in the cause of peace at any

price; and she had gone to take her train for home, troubled with a

monstrous indecision. Never before had she suffered an instant's

bewilderment in detecting right from wrong.

As she waited she had observed on a siding a long, dingy train, from the

windows of which looked the faces of boys. She was smitten with a quick

curiosity. There were tall boys and short boys; and a few of them were

plump, but mostly they were lean, with thin, browned faces, and they

were all ominously uniformed. Their keen young faces crowded the open

windows of the cars, and they thronged upon the platforms to make noisy

purchases from younger boys who offered them pitiful confections from

baskets and trays.

Winona stared at them with a sickened wonder. They were all so alive, so

alert, so smiling, so eager to be on with the great adventure. In one of

the cars a band of them roared a stirring chorus. It stirred Winona

beyond the calm that should mark people of the better sort. She forgot

that a gentleman should make no noise and that a lady is serene; forgot

utterly. She waved a hand--timidly at first--to a cluster of young heads

at a car window, and was a little dismayed when they waved heartily in

return. She recovered and waved at another group--less timidly this

time. Again the response was instant, and a malign power against which

she strove in vain carried Winona to the train's side. Heads were thrust

forth and greetings followed, some shy and low-toned, some with feigned

man-of-the-world jauntiness.

Winona was no longer Winona. A freckled young vender with a basket

halted beside her. Winona searched for her purse and emptied its hoard

into one gloved hand. Coins spilled from this and ran about the

platform. Hands sprang from the window above her to point out their

resting places, and half a dozen of the creatures issued from the car to

recover them for her. Flustered, eager, pleasantly shocked at her own

daring, Winona distributed gifts from the basket, seeing only the hands

that came forth to receive them.

Chewing gum, candy, popcorn, figs--even cigarettes--and Winona the first

vice-president and recording secretary of Newbern's anti-tobacco

league! War was assuredly what Sherman had so pithily described it, for

she now sent the vender back to replenish his stock of cigarettes, and

bought and bestowed them upon immature boys so long as her coin lasted.

Their laughter was noisy, their banter of one another and of Winona was

continuous, and Winona laughed, even bantered. That she should banter

strangers in a public place! She felt rowdy, but liked it.

There was a call from the front of the train, and the group about her

sprang to the platform as the cars began to move, waving her gracious,

almost condescending adieus, as happy people who go upon a wondrous

journey will wave to poor stay-at-homes. Winona waved wildly now, being

lost to all decorum; waved to the crowded platform and then to the cloud

of heads at the window above her.

From this window a hand reached down to her--a lean, hard, brown

hand--and the shy, smiling eyes of the boy who reached it sought hers in

something like appeal. Winona clutched the hand and gripped it as she

had never gripped a human hand before.

"Good-bye, sister!" said the boy, and Winona went a dozen steps with the

train, still grasping the hand.

"Good-bye, good-bye, good-bye--all of you!" she called, and was holding

the hand with both her own when the train gathered speed and took it

from her grasp.

She stood then watching other windows thronged with young heads as the

train bore them on; she still waved and was waved at. Faint strains of

the resumed chorus drifted back to her. Her face was hurting with a set

smile.

She stumbled back across the platform, avoiding other groups who had

cheered the passing train, and found sanctuary by a baggage truck loaded

with crates of live chickens. Here she wept unnoticed, and wondered why

she was weeping. Later, in her own train, she looked down and observed

the white-ribboned badge which she had valiantly pinned above her heart

that very morning. She had forgotten the badge--and those boys must have

seen it. Savagely she tore it from its mooring, to the detriment of a

new georgette waist, and dropped it from the open window.

That night she turned back in her journal to an early entry: "If only

someone would reason calmly with them. Resist not evil!" She stared at

this a long time, then she dipped a new pen in red ink and full across

it she wrote "What rotten piffle!" That is, she nearly wrote those

words. What she actually put down was "What r-tt-n piffle!"

To Wilbur Cowan, in recounting her fall from the serene heights of

pacifism, she brazenly said: "Do you know--when that poor boy reached

down to shake hands with me, if I could have got at him I just know I

should have kissed him."

"Gee whiz!" said Wilbur in amazed tribute.

"I don't care!" persisted Winona. "That's the way I felt--he was such a

nice boy. He looked like you, as if he'd come from a good home and had

good habits, and I did want to kiss him, and I would have if I could

have reached him--and I'm not going to tell a falsehood about it for any

one, and I'm--I'm hostile."

"Well, I guess pretty soon I'll be going," said Wilbur.

Winona gazed at him with strangely shining eyes.

"You wouldn't be any good if you didn't!" she said, suddenly.

It was perhaps the least ornate sentence she had ever spoken.

"Gee whiz!" said Wilbur again. "You've changed!"

"Something came over me," said Winona.

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