CHAPTER V

THE TENDER DIPLOMATIST

The coming of the Easter legal vacation set Arthur free for the time

from professional hopes and fears. He was due on a visit to his mother

and sister at Malvern, but excused himself at the last moment. It was

not in him to leave London. The Temple indeed he forsook, but he abode

in his lodgings and spent his spare time with the Sarradets. Amabel

Osling was staying with them, and Raymond was now in close attendance on

her. There were two young couples, then, ready for lawn-tennis, for

theatres, for concerts, or any other diversion. Yet pleasantest of all

were the walks in Regent's Park on the offdays, when nothing special had

been arranged, but Arthur would happen to stroll up to the Broad Walk,

and Marie would chance to be giving her dog a run. Then they would

saunter about together, or sit on a seat in the spring sunshine, talking

of all manner of things--well, except of the particular form which

Sidney Barslow's rudeness had taken. Somehow, in the end, Marie never

could bring herself to tell him that and ask him to be indignant about

it. She left the enormity vague and undefined; it was really none the

less effective left like that, just as provocative of reprobation for

the sinner and sympathy for the ill-used friend. And it was safer to

leave it like that; she could never rid herself of the fear that the

actual thing, if revealed, might appear to Arthur rude indeed--rough,

ill-mannered, as much of all this as one could conceive--but not so

overwhelmingly absurd and monstrous as it ought to seem, as the demands

of her uneasy heart required that he should find it.

For she could hardly believe in what looked now like coming to pass. She

had known him for a long time--more than a year--as a good friend but

rather a reserved one; cordial and kind, but keeping always a certain

distance, actually, if without intention, maintaining a barrier round

his inner self, refusing to abandon the protective aloofness of a proud

and sensitive nature. Was he changing from this to the opposite

extreme--to that most open, intimate, exposed, and unprotected creature,

a lover? Well as she had known him, she had not thought of him as that.

But her mind fastened on the idea eagerly; it appealed to more than one

side of her nature.

"As a rule I just can't talk about myself," he said once. "How is it

that I can to you?"

"It's because I love you, and in your heart you know it," she wanted to

say, but she answered, laughing, "I've always been rather a good

listener."

"If you tell most people a single thing about yourself, they bombard you

with a dozen silly questions. Now you never do that."

"That's because I'm afraid of you, if you only knew it," she wanted to

say, but she answered merrily, "I find out more by my way in the end,

don't I?"

For every step forward his feelings had taken, hers had taken ten. She

knew it and was not ashamed; she gloried in it. From the moment she had

come over to his side, making herself his champion and asking for his

gratitude in return, her heart had brooked no compromise. Hers was a

mind quick of decision, prompt in action. To romance she brought the

qualities of business. A swift rush of feeling had carried her to the

goal; she watched him now following in her steps, and was tremulously

careful not to anticipate by an iota the stages he had yet to pass. She

marvelled that she had not loved him from the beginning, and almost

convinced herself that she had. She could scarcely persuade herself to

accept even now the signs of his nascent love.

Thus in truth, though all unknown to him, she did the wooing. Her answer

was ready before his question. She watched and waited with a passivity

that was to a man of his disposition her best lure. Some of this fine

caution she learnt from her observation of him, and some of it from

Sidney Barslow's taunt. She subdued her natural coquetry lest, even in

eyes the most unfriendly and malicious, it should seem forwardness. She

gave always just a little, little less than his words and eyes asked.

Schooling herself after this fashion, modelling her behaviour to what

she conceived to be his ideals, she sought to win him. If she succeeded

she would achieve not only her heart's desire, but a great triumph over

those disturbing doubts. His approval would, she felt, set on her the

stamp that she longed to wear--the social diploma to which she aspired.

A fine slap in the face for Sidney Barslow it would be, for instance!

Arthur's generous impulse, the desire to show himself a warm and

grateful friend to his champion, was merged now in a great and absorbing

contentment. It prevented him from considering how an engagement and a

marriage would consort with his prospects and his career; it narrowed

his vision of his own life and mind to the present moment. He had got

what he had been pining for--that intimate and (so to say) ministering

sympathy which a man perhaps can get, and certainly can ask, from a

woman only. That had been a need so great that its satisfaction seemed

to satisfy all the needs of his being, and deluded him into thinking

that all his instincts and aspirations asked no more than this, that his

keen appetite for beauty could be fed on her vivacious prettiness, that

all his impulses, wayward, fanciful, sometimes extravagant, could be

lulled to sleep by the spell of her shrewd and pleasant common sense. It

made him forget that the prime function of a lover and his supreme

expression lie in giving, and that the woman truly makes the man in love

with her when she makes him give all he has and think that he is giving

brass for gold. But if this it is to be a lover, Arthur Lisle was no

lover now; if this it is to be a lover, Marie Sarradet had never seen

and scarce imagined one.

But the spring sunshine, the impulses of youth, the ministering sympathy

blinded his eyes. He seemed to have all because he liked so much that

which he had. Gaily and happily, with that fine gallantry which she so

admired, on he came, step by step. She grew secure.

By now father and brother were on the alert. They had canvassed the

matter in all its bearings. Raymond was Arthur's enthusiastic adherent.

Old Mr. Sarradet affected reserve and doubt; he complained that the

suitor was far from rich. But in his heart he was delighted at the

prospect. He admired Arthur, he believed in his abilities, he thought

the marriage would be a "step up" for his darling daughter--and perhaps

for her family. Above all he saw the time draw near when he should enjoy

the greatest pleasure that he had to look forward to in life--surprising

Marie by the handsome dimensions of her dowry. He hugged the thought of

it; he loved her, and he knew she was a good woman of business. It would

be a great moment when she saw in him, at one and the same moment, a

more munificent father and a cleverer man of business than ever she had

thought. Incidentally the disclosure might cause Master Raymond to

realise what very considerable things he stood to lose if he did not

mind what he was about. The old fellow had no real thought of

disinheriting his son, but he loved the power his money gave him, and

would now and again flourish the sword that he would have been most loth

to use.

So all things promised bravely--Marie, the tender diplomatist, held a

winning hand and was playing it well. Leave her to the skill that her

heart taught her, and the game was won!

Among the accidents of life are relatives appurtenant to but ordinarily

outside of the family circle. Mr. Sarradet owned one--an elder

sister--in his eyes, by early memory and tradition, exceptionally

endowed with the knowledge of the way to look after girls, and the

proper things to be done in the interest of their dignity and virtue.

She came up from Manchester, where she lived, to have her teeth seen

to--not that there were not excellent dentists in Manchester, but her

father had always gone to Mr. Mandells of Seymour Street and she had a

fancy to go to Mr. Mandells's son (of Seymour Street still)--and stayed

with her brother from Friday to Tuesday. Having seen what she saw, and

had her doubts, and come to her own conclusions, she sat up late on

Monday night, sat up till Arthur Lisle had departed and Marie was

between the sheets, and even Raymond had yawned himself on to bed; and

then she said abruptly to her brother Mr. Sarradet:

"It's a settled thing, I suppose, though it's not announced yet?"

Mr. Sarradet passed his hand over his hair-brush of a head, and pulled

his moustache perplexedly. "I suppose it is," he answered lamely, quite

conscious that Mrs. Veltheim possessed knowledge and commanded

deference, but conscious also that, up to now, matters had gone on very

well without her.

"You suppose!" said the lady. The two words carried home to a conscience

hitherto guiltily easy. But Mrs. Veltheim left nothing to chance; she

rammed the charge in. "If dear Marie had a mother!"

She alarmed the cautious old _bourgeois_--to the point of protesting

that he felt no alarm whatever.

"He's a gentleman." He took a sip at his toddy. "No girl in the world

has more self-respect." Another sip ended in "Perfect confidence!"

vaguely murmured.

"Young men are young men."

"Not at all! I don't believe it of him for a minute." His protest was

against the insinuation which even an identical proposition may carry.

"I rescued my Harriet just in time!"

"Damn your Harriet, and I wish you'd go back to Manchester!" It was not

what he said to his respected sister. "Cases differ," was the more

parliamentary form his answer took.

But the seed was sown before Mrs. Veltheim did go back to Manchester. It

germinated in the cautious suspicious soul of the old shopkeeper, so

trustful of a man's credit till the breath of a suspicion blew upon it,

then so acute to note every eddying current of the air. He grew minded

to confront Arthur Lisle with the attitude of Mrs. Veltheim--a lady for

whom Arthur, on the strength of one evening's acquaintance, had

conceived a most profound aversion.

She was a fat woman--broad, heavy, fair and florid, married to an

exceedingly prosperous German. To Mr. Sarradet her opinion was, like her

person, weighty; not always agreeable, but never unimportant. To Arthur

she was already--before ever he had conceived of her as having or being

entitled to have an opinion about him, his sentiments, or his

intentions--an appreciable drawback, though not a serious obstacle, to

the alliance which he was contemplating. He was, in fine, extremely glad

that she and her husband, whom he defined and incarnated with all his

imagination's power of vividness, lived in Manchester. If they too had

dwelt in Regent's Park, it would not have been the same place to him.

Collateral liabilities would have lurked round every corner.

By now, and notwithstanding a transitory disturbance created by the

revelation of Mrs. Veltheim, Arthur's mind had subconsciously chosen its

course; but emotionally he was not quite ready. His feelings waited for

a spark to set them in a blaze--such a spark as might come any moment

when he was with Marie, some special note of appeal sounded by her, some

quick intuition of him or his mood, raising his admiration and

gratitude, even some especially pretty aspect of her face suddenly

striking on his sense of beauty. Any one of these would serve, but one

of them was needed to change his present contentment into an impulse

towards something conceived as yet more perfect. The tender shrewd

diplomatist divined pretty well how things stood; she would not hurry or

strive, that way danger lay; she waited, securely now and serenely, for

the divine chance, the happy coincidence of opportunity and impulse. It

was bound to come, and to come now speedily. Alas, she did not know that

clumsy hands had been meddling with her delicate edifice!

Two days after Mrs. Veltheim had gone back to Manchester, old Sarradet

left his place of business early, travelled by omnibus from Cheapside to

the corner of Bloomsbury Street, and presented himself at the door of

Arthur's lodgings. Arthur was at home; Marie had told him that she would

not be able to meet him in Regent's Park that afternoon, as some

shopping business called her elsewhere, and he was lounging through the

hours, not (as it happened, and it does happen sometimes even when a man

is in love) thinking about her much, but rather about that problem of

his legal career which the waning of the vacation brought again to his

mind. The appearance of Mr. Sarradet--who had never before honoured him

with a visit--came as something of a surprise.

"As I was passing your corner, I thought I'd look in and see if you were

coming up to our place this afternoon," Mr. Sarradet explained.

"Because, if so, we might walk together."

Arthur said that he understood that Marie would be out, and therefore

had not proposed to pay his friends a visit that day.

"Out, is she? Ah, yes!" He smiled knowingly. "You know what she's doing

better than her father does!" He was walking about the little room,

looking at Arthur's pictures, photographs, and other small possessions.

"Well, you'll be coming again soon, I expect?"

"I expect so, if you'll have me," said Arthur, smiling.

Mr. Sarradet took up a photograph. "That's a nice face!"

"It's my mother, Mr. Sarradet."

"Your mother, is it? Ah, well now! And she lives at----? Let me see! You

did mention it."

"At Malvern--she and my sister."

"Your sister? Ah, yes! Unmarried, isn't she? Have you no other brothers

or sisters?"

Under these questions--and more followed, eliciting a good deal of

information about his family and its circumstances--Arthur's face

gradually assumed its distinctively patient expression. The patience was

very closely akin to endurance--in fact, to boredom. Why did the fussy

old fellow worry him like that? Instinctively he hardened himself

against Sarradet--against Sarradet's implied assertion of a right to ask

him all these questions. Perhaps he knew that this resentment was not

very reasonable. He felt it, none the less. To put him in any way to the

question, to a test or a trial, was so entirely contrary to what had

been Marie's way.

"And you're practising at the Bar, Mr. Lisle, eh?"

The infusion of obstinacy in the patience grew stronger. "I'm what is

commonly called a briefless barrister."

Now old Sarradet knew that--and did not mind it under the circumstances.

But the thought of that dowry was too much for him. He could not resist

a little flourish. "Briefless! Oh, come, don't say that!" He pursed up

his lips and shook his head humorously.

"It's unfortunately the case, Mr. Sarradet. I hope it won't always be

so, of course."

"We must hope that, we must all hope that!" said Sarradet, rubbing his

hands slowly together. "And in any case we none of us know what fortune

has in store for us, do we?" He smiled, looking at Arthur with an

interrogative air. He thought he had given the young man a lead, a good

cue on which to speak. Arthur said nothing, and Sarradet's smile

gradually vanished, being replaced by a look of some perplexity. He did

not know how to go on; Mrs. Veltheim had told him what to do but had not

told him how to do it. There was an awkward silence. Sarradet had taken

up his hat and stood in the middle of the room, fingering it and eyeing

Arthur with an air that seemed almost furtive. "Well, I must be going,"

he said at last.

Arthur moved towards the door of the room and opened it. Sarradet

stepped into the hall, saying, "Perhaps you'll be looking in on us

to-night?"

"Thanks awfully, but I've arranged to go to the theatre with a man

to-night."

"To-morrow then?" Sarradet's tone sounded persistent.

Arthur had meant to look in to-morrow. It had been a pleasant prospect.

Why was the old fellow making an obligation, a duty, of it?

"Yes, I'll come to-morrow," he said, rather curtly.

"Ah, that's right, that's right!" Arthur had opened the hall door by

now. Sarradet took his hand and pressed it hard. "That'll be good news

for Marie, won't it?" He had at last got a little nearer to what Mrs.

Veltheim wanted.

"I'm very much flattered by your putting it like that." Arthur was still

distant and defensive.

But Sarradet was desperate now--he must get out what he wanted to say

before the door was shut on him. "Oh, nonsense! Come, Mr. Lisle, as man

to man, we understand one another?"

The question was out at last. If he had put it a quarter of an hour

earlier, Arthur Lisle would have answered it to his satisfaction,

however little he relished its being put. But now it was not fated to

have an answer. For on the very moment of its being put, there came

interruption in a form which made the continuance of this momentous

conversation impossible.

A barouche with a pair of fine bay horses, a barouche on Cee-springs,

sumptuously appointed, clattered up the street and to the common

amazement of the two men stopped at the door. The footman sprang down

from the box and, touching his hat to a lady who occupied the carriage,

waited for her instructions. But she paid no heed to him. She leant over

the side of the carriage and looked at the two men for a moment.

Sarradet took off his hat. Arthur Lisle just stared at the vision, at

the entire vision, the lady, the carriage, the footman--the whole of it.

The lady's face broke into a bright smile of recognition.

"I came to call on Mr. Arthur Lisle. You must be Arthur, aren't you?"

she said.

No, there was no possibility of Mr. Sarradet's getting his question

answered now.

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