As he entered the temple there came a great rush of many hundreds of

bats, whirling past his ears into the air. He passed between walls of

carven and painted figures, which were still sharp and bright in detail.

He went through a first room, as long as a cricket-pitch, into another,

which was pleasant with the sound of water. A pool had been cut in the

rock in the midst of this great room; water spouted into it from the

tongues of grotesque heads. At the end of the room there were stairs

leading up to an altar made of a piece of black obsidian chipped to a

point. At the back of this altar there were rooms filled with the murmur

of pigeons. These rooms must once have been the priests’ dwellings. They

were now dovecotes for the blue rock-pigeons which flew out, on his

approach. He clambered out after them on to a terrace cut upon the rock

of the mountain for two hundred yards by a people who had no explosives

save the will of their rulers. There was no green thing in sight,

nothing but rocks and sand. The rocks were of every savagery of

splinter, of savage colours, bright blue, yellow, red and black, all

spiked and toppled and tumbled, and only brought into order upon this

terrace by the unknown priests of dead gods.

He took what he could of the eggs of the rock-pigeons, then shaped his

course and went on into the wilderness, until his way was barred by a

cliff across his path, eight hundred feet high and more. He walked along

it for over a mile, but found no scaling place. At the end of his walk

the cliff bowed over so as to make a shelter or cave. Here in some

remote time some forgotten tribe had built up a house for themselves by

piling a wall of stones without mortar, between the hollow and the

light. The path of these men still led to their entrance, a hole in the

wall, just big enough for a small man to crawl through. Sard did not

dare to try to enter by that door for fear of snakes. There was a

sheltered place among the rocks where he lay down to rest. He fell into

a deep sleep, and slept until the cold woke him. He felt something

pressed against his chest which had not been there before. It was some

snake which had crawled there for the warmth. Very cautiously he moved

his stiff arms, until he could fling it from him, and leap up in the one

motion. He leaped clear of it, and then leaped clear of the place.

It was then about four in the morning and intensely cold. The snake was

perhaps too sluggish to attack. He was too miserable with cold to stay

longer there. He ate a little of his food, and went on along the face of

the cliff, until he found a place of fallen rocks where it was possible

to climb.

It seemed to him that he had gone for hours out of his way trying to

find a path, and that already he was weaker than he had been from want

of proper food and rest. He knew now how easy it would be for him to die

up there in the Sierra; why, he might wander for days trying to find

food or drink, the way out or the way back. He knew now that he might

have been wiser to risk the silver escorts, and follow the railway

across the desert.

All that day he wandered on among the mountains, far to the west of his

proper course. The crags of a great snowy peak were like a wall upon his

right hand, they seemed to edge him off to the west at every point. He

would walk for a mile and then think, “Now I can get across to the

eastward,” but always when he had scrambled up the screes, he would come

to some cliff which he could not climb. He saw no living thing in all

this day, except two little birds running among the rocks, and the

eagles quartering in the heaven.

At last as he wandered, he saw above him a gash or chimney in the cliff.

He scrambled to its very foot and looked up it. There was a percolation

of water down the side, which he tasted and found sweet. The rock was

very rotten, but he saw that it was a way up this cliff. As it was a

possible means of getting back to his course, he set himself to climb

it. It took him an hour to reach the top, and as he scrambled up to

safety above it, the thongs of his ollas broke, and both jars dropped to

the bottom of the chimney and smashed to pieces there.

He found himself on a great heave of rocky mountain which went on to a

pine forest. Beyond the pine forest the main crags of the Sierra rose,

covered with snow. They were blindingly bright in front of him, rocks as

blue as steel and ice as white as death, a wall between him and the sea,

which he would have to climb.

At about sunset, when he was entered into the pine forest, he smelled

suddenly a smell of smoke. It was the smoke of burning pine-cones or

pine-needles. He judged that it came from a little fire, because he so

easily lost the scent. He turned towards it, thinking that even the most

savage of mountain Indians would be less terrible than that loneliness.

Sometimes he lost the scent, then he cast about like a dog, until he

picked it up again. Presently he was almost certain that he heard a

moan. It seemed the fitting speech for such a place. He went towards it,

and soon heard the moaning pass into something much more savage, a

cursing and a calling down of vengeance. After a minute of violence, it

died again into grief and mourning and lamentation.

He went towards the noise and came round some great rocks on to a scene

which he remembered until he died. There was an open space there with

the tracks of men and horses on the sandy floor of the pine forest.

Someone had kindled a little fire there, and the ground was littered

with bits of tamales. Beyond the fire, swinging so that his feet were

sometimes covered by gusts of the smoke, a dead man hung from a pine

branch. At the foot of the tree, crouched and moaning, was a woman. She

was rocking to and fro with her grief. From time to time she stretched

her arms abroad and cursed and screamed in a kind of rhythm or poetry of

hate. Then the grief again became too strong for her, and she moaned and

lamented. One of the dead man’s slippers had fallen into the fire and

lay half burnt there. There was a paper pinned upon his chest, with the

word “Traitor” drawn on it with a burnt stick. The paper was a coarse

paper bag which had once contained chewing tobacco. The man was quite

dead; he must have been hanging there since noon. Both he and the woman

were Pardos. From the tracks near the fire it was plain that about

twenty had been at the hanging. It was the act of justice of some gang.

It was a shock to Sard to find man as harsh as that desolation.

The man was of middle stature, very broad and powerfully built, with a

big, broad, rugged face and grizzled curly hair. His arms, which had

been bound in front of him, were knotted with muscle. Sard cut him down

and laid him on the ground and cut loose his hands. He saw that the man

had been shot after being hung. He did what he could to compose the

body, and asked the woman if there was nobody near at hand who could

help to give him burial. The woman did not answer, she was possessed

with her grief and continued to rock to and fro, crooning, moaning, and

sometimes bursting out into cursing. He asked if there were any place to

which he could take her. He motioned that she should go home, and

offered to take her thither. At first she did not understand. At last it

seemed to enter her head that he was trying to take her from the body or

to take the body from her. She rose up, foaming at the mouth, snatched a

knife from her belt, and stabbed at him; then stood snarling and cursing

at him, while sobs shook her and tears ran down her face. He did not

like to leave her there in that wilderness, but she was not in any mood

to let him help her or even to know that he wished to help. He asked if

he could carry the body for her to the settlement. He was standing at

some little distance from her, speaking slowly and distinctly, so that

she might understand what he was saying. At the end of his speech he was

almost certain that somebody laughed. Glancing sharply to one side, he

was almost certain that somebody slipped behind one of the big pine

trees.

“Who’s there?” he called. He leaped to one side and caught sight of

somebody behind a tree. He saw that behind this person, at some little

distance, were two women. They seemed to be negresses. Their faces were

covered, and they seemed to be the slaves of this hiding man.

“What are you doing here?” the man said. He spoke the English of an

Occidental who had lived for some years in an American port.

“Trying to reach the coast,” Sard answered.

“Well, you want to be getting on. There’s nothing here that concerns

you,” the man answered. “You’d best pull out for the coast.”

“Which is the way to the coast?” Sard asked. “Is there no trail that

will take me there?”

“Trail? Hell!” said the man, “find your trail yourself. Beat it.”

“I want to beat it,” Sard said. “Can you tell me if I can get across the

Sierra, going eastwards from this?”

“No,” said the man, “you can’t. You must go south-eastwards from here,

keeping along the line of those peaks there, and after about ten miles

you’ll find a gap that they call the pass of Hermita. That’s the only

pass in all that range.”

“Can I reach the coast from that pass?” Sard asked.

“You’ll find out what you reach when you get there,” the man said. “Now

beat it just like hell, or you’ll reach nothing this side Jordan.”

Sard glanced for just one second or half-second at the two veiled women.

They had not stirred during the talk, but in the half-second of his

glance he saw one of them start, and in the same half-second he knew

that he was in danger and leaped to one side. It was all over in

half-a-second, but in that half-second the man had fired from behind his

tree. Sard heard the revolver bullet go past him. He dodged to a tree,

then away to another tree, then to a third. The man dodged after him,

firing whenever he saw a target. The shots came very near: Sard turned

and ran.

He went on running for a quarter of a mile, till he was over the brow of

the hill. Here he turned at right angles to his track, and ran along the

rocky hillside into a glen which had once been wooded with pines, but

had been burnt out half a century before. Spikes of charcoal, twelve or

fifteen feet high, rose from the ground all over the hillside, like an

army of witches. He dodged through this wood and went through it

diagonally, keeping uphill. When he reached a bend in the hill, he lay

down for breath. He could see no trace of man nor any trace of life,

nothing but wilderness, rocks, burnt sand and burnt pikes of trees, the

sun looking at it all with indifference, bringing no life to it, and the

wind from the icefields floating over it, bringing death.

Sard looked away to the south-east, where the man had said that there

was a pass. He could not be sure, and yet it seemed to him that at about

that place the hills did seem to fall down into a kind of saddle, as if

there might be a pass. Elsewhere he could see nothing but a line of

crags, neither sign nor prospect of a pass.

“I may as well die there as in another place,” he said. “Why should the

man have lied, when he meant to kill me the next instant? But my only

chance to get across that pass is to go now as fast as I can put foot to

earth, before he can get there first with his gang to head me off.”

Tired as he was, he set out for that gap or saddle in the Sierra. He

went cautiously, taking care not to expose himself upon skylines.

Presently the sun went down. He went stumbling on, in the night, keeping

his direction by the stars. At about midnight he could go no further. He

reckoned that he must have done ten miles. “In the morning,” he thought,

“as soon as it is light, I shall see this pass.” There was a brook of

water coming down the mountain where he stopped. He was guided to it by

its flashing and its tinkle. He came to it and found it slightly

brackish but drinkable. He drank a very little, and bathed, cold as it

was. In a little flat space near the water he found a patch of grass. It

was little better than hay, but there were some green blades pushing

among the dead, and he ate some for his only supper.

Then he slept and dreamed that he was in the lazarette of the

_Pathfinder_, surrounded by food, barrels of prime mess beef, barrels of

prime mess pork, tanks of new ship’s biscuits, hot out of the oven,

casks of split peas, cases of raisins, jams, preserved meats, cheese,

butter and pickles. In his dream the steward of the _Pathfinder_ came to

his elbow and said, “I’ve put your coffee in the chart-house, Mr.

Harker, and I’ve cooked you a few of those rock-cakes that you like.”

Then he woke and found himself in the desolation, in the grey of the

dawn, with a few blades of grass for his only sustenance. But there in

the stream below him was a little clump of plants, bearing still the

pods of the seeds of the season before. They were not pods, they were

ears, and it was a sort of grain. Most of the grains had been shed

abroad, but out of the whole clump he harvested one handful, which he

ate almost grain by grain with the husks. They were tasteless but left a

slightly bitter after-taste. Hungry as he was, he saved a few with some

of the grass for his dinner. It was perhaps five in the morning when he

gathered the grain, and only six when he set out to find the pass.

He had not gone very far into the wilderness of rock in which he was

before he realised that he was not likely to find any pass. For

centuries the great crags of the Sierra had scaled their husks on to

these slopes in the heats of the summers. It was a world of tumbled

stones, blocks, crags and pinnacles, many of them polished into strange

forms by the dancing of the sand about them. He was at that point at

which the peaks seemed to come down into a gap or saddle, but he was

shut from it by cliffs of a hundred feet, too steep for him to scale.

When he had first set out in the morning, he had feared lest his enemies

should be waiting for him there, but when he saw the rocks, he knew that

no man would be there except himself. Yet he felt sure that there must

be some way through the mountains there.

He wandered on, trying to find some point in the cliff which he could

scale. With boots nailed in the soles, he might have tried these crags,

but he was wearing only the cut-down Bluchers which had been given to

him before he left the coast. In these it was quite impossible for him

to climb. They slipped aside from under him. This was the first day in

which hunger became a torment to him. It had been present in him ever

since the first day, but now it possessed him. At about midday he came

to a little lake where there was a dead tree growing out of the water.

Out of the tree came a piercing and terrible crying from a hawk that

seemed to be warning him away. Terrible as the noise was, it was still

companionship in that silence. It was something to see and to hear a

living thing. The hawk had no fear of him. He walked to within twenty

yards of the tree and the hawk looked at him and cried. Presently it

rose and circled round and sank away upon the wind, leaving Sard utterly

alone. He drank of the water of the lake and pushed on up the hillside

to a point where the cliff seemed scaleable. Here as he went he heard

noises that made him think that multitudes of men were at work in the

mountains near him. There were noises of footsteps and of voices, noises

of tools beating upon metals, explosions and the rumblings of machines.

It was now midday, and even at that season the sun had power to loosen

stones from the cliff-face. Little stones were falling all round him

with little rustling patters like stealthy footsteps. Sometimes a bigger

stone would fall, bound for a few feet, and dislodge some other stone.

Sometimes little trails of earth and stone came slithering down. Higher

up on the great crags boulders fell at intervals, thundering like guns

and sending echoes. It was like the laughter of demons.

He reached the summit of the crag and saw beyond him another steep

ascent leading to another wall of rock. This ascent was paved with

rotten stone, into which his feet sank over the ankles at each step. It

was rock made rotten by frost and sun, and it broke like clay under his

feet. The sun burned upon his back as he walked, and wind from the

icefields blew sand into his face. He persevered until he reached the

cliff beyond, only to find that there was no climbing it. It rose up

sheer and the point seemed to overhang. When he tried to scale part of

it, the foothold and the hand-hold gave way beneath him. It was stone

that had ceased to be stone.

In the heat of the day he learnt that there was no pass there across the

mountains. The man had misled him, to bring him into a desert from which

there could be no escape. There was hardly any sign of life in all that

wilderness, except a few evil-looking shrubs about a foot high, so armed

with spines that they seemed all teeth. He had read somewhere that all

things in the desert are deadly. These shrubs, the hawk, the asp basking

in the sun, and the scorpion beneath the rock, were the only dwellers in

that waste.

He made up his mind that there was nothing for it but to go back over

his tracks and start again at the pine trees. Evil as the men there

were, he felt himself drawn towards them, not from companionship nor

from a longing for his kind, but by the thought of the bits of tamale

and beans which had littered the ground about the hung man. He plodded

back across the field of rotten rock, scrambled down again to the lake,

and was amazed to find how little that distance was in returning which

had seemed so vast in the going. He bathed and drank out of the lake,

found some shelter among the rocks from the wind and the sun, made sure

that there were neither snakes nor scorpions there nor any nest of

hornets. He repeated the sailor’s proverb, “He who has water and sleep

has no cause to grumble.”

He slept until the sun went down. He was wakened by the crying of the

hawk. Rousing up from his lair, he saw the bird perched on the tree with

his wings spread, crying what seemed to be a curse upon all that

desolation. Hope suddenly came into Sard, for perhaps there was a nest

with eggs within the tree. He had been too tired to think of it before,

but now the very thought gave him life. He shook with excitement. He

went out and swarmed up the tree, found a nest, and though the hawks

beat at him and struck him with wings and talons, he took the two eggs,

each bigger than a duck’s egg and of a mottled reddish colour. In the

nest was half of a large lizard which the hawk had brought thither. At

other times he would have shrunk from such meat, but now he judged that

if it would nourish the hawk, it would nourish him. He ate it with the

eggs and wished that it had been ten times its size. Having sucked the

eggs, he broke and licked the eggshells. He found that he was not

thinking of the wilderness. His thoughts were almost continually in a

little English country town, at a grocer’s shop, where there were boxes

of eggs at the door. He kept thinking of those boxes of hundreds of eggs

together, perhaps a thousand eggs in one shop, and of rounds of cheese,

weighing a stone apiece. But the eggs were what stirred him most.

Thinking of these eggs, he stumbled and scrambled back over the eleven

miles of rock to the pinewood. From his childhood he had been accustomed

to take bearings wherever he went, and he had little difficulty in

finding his way. In the moonlight he saw the tree with the cut rope

still dangling from the bough. Under the tree was the body of the dead

man, which had been roughly buried where Sard had laid him. His feet

stuck up out of the earth, one bare and one slippered foot. Sard did not

think of him, but of the bits of tamale that had been scattered there

the day before. To his intense joy they were there still; altogether

there were enough bits of tamale and bean pulp to outweigh a ship’s

biscuit. Hungry as he was, he determined to save half of his find for

the next day. He thought, “I depend on a bandit’s hanging for to-day’s

food: to-morrow I need not expect to be so lucky: ‘it is not always

May’: still, ‘God will provide.’”

He followed the tracks of the bandits till he heard a wolf howling, with

a dog answering him howl for howl. Presently, as he went on, he heard

horses squealing at each other: he smelt horses. Next he heard a man

singing in a shrill falsetto, with many shakes, to the twangle of a

guitar.

Following the noise in the moonlight, he came to a flat pan or gully

through which a brook, that had made the gully, still passed on its way

to the sea. The hills came closely about the pan, giving it shelter from

all gales: this (with the water supply) had made it desirable to the

Indians in old time.

The Indians had long since gone from it. It was now peopled by the

outlaws who had done the hanging in the pine-barren: their tracks led

into it; their voices sounded from the midst of it. Sard made out a line

of huts stretching irregularly across the pan on the line of a track or

trail. The falsetto singer was in the midst of the pan, dancing as he

sang. Men were sitting about at the doors of their huts, talking, or at

least uttering remarks.

“Such, indeed, is life.”

“Between Sunday and Monday there is ever midnight.”

“She, being a woman, is, as one may say, a woman.”

“The gringos, the accursed: is there anything more accursed?”

“Good wine, good water and good sausage: truly three good things.”

Sard heard these things uttered with all the dignity of a Solomon

pronouncing judgments. Dogs were nosing about among the huts, picking

bits of tamale. Sard felt that it would be wiser to move boldly down to

the village than to stay skulking in the brush till a dog nosed him. He

walked boldly down into the gully and passed at the back of the first

huts straight into a lover with his lass. Both cursed him under their

breath, but were too much interested in themselves to heed him. He

muttered an apology as he escaped. A few huts further along the line he

came to a corner where an old ruined adobe wall jutting from an occupied

hut made shelter for him. He settled into the shelter, meaning to wait

till the men were quiet, when he hoped to be able to find food or a

pass, perhaps both. He knew that he was in the presence of men who would

cut his throat if they found him, yet he listened to what was going on

with enjoyment.

Two or three men were sitting on the other side of the adobe hut; they

were engaged chiefly in silence, which they sometimes broke with speech,

but more often by spitting. The wind blowing from them brought Sard

wafts of cigarette smoke.

“Was that someone passing at the back of the house?” one asked.

“No,” another said. “It was some dog.”

“To me,” another said, “the noise was as of a pig.”

“A pig or a dog,” the second replied; “when I said that it was a dog, I

meant that it was not a Christian.”

They talked for a while about different kinds of Christians, of which

there seemed to be four sorts: themselves, the ricos, the rojos, and the

gringos. There seemed to be something not quite-quite, something not of

the sincerest milk of the word, about the last three sorts. They talked

about pigs when they had finished with the Christians.

“Never will I be as the gringos,” one said, “who will eat of pig, even

though it be nourished upon their grandmothers.”

“My uncle, who lived not here,” the second said, “being indeed from

Havana, a city of Cuba, sold certain pigs to certain sailors who were

gringos. These pigs these gringos greedily ate; their eyes shone, my

uncle said. Yet were those pigs, pigs that had eaten many Christians.”

“Lo, now,” the third said, “it is not pigs who eat Christians, but

witches, the accursed ones, who take the shape of pigs that they may

eat: this also only gringos do.”

“Yet are the gringos fools,” the first answered. “There is Anselmo, who

spoke with one but yesterday. Hola, Anselmo, come tell us of the gringo

with whom you spoke upon these mountains. Hither, Anselmo. Listen, you,

all of you, that you may die with laughter at what Anselmo tells.”

There was a pause while Anselmo came to the group: there were greetings

of “How so?”; then the first speaker spoke again.

“Anselmo,” he said, “these have not heard of your meeting with the

gringo upon these mountains. Tell them, then.”

“Ah,” Anselmo answered in the voice of him who had shot at Sard the day

before. “It is thus; if you will see. I was in the mountains, in the

pine-barren, where lately a justice of the people was achieved. I,

sauntering there, considering many things, since it is my nature to

consider, beheld suddenly a gringo, beastly even beyond the nature of

such. For a moment I thought, ‘Lo, now, a prospector.’ Then I saw from

certain signs that he was neither this nor that, but an Americano, a

Tejano, an Inglés, what matter? This one (I also saw) was lost, as such

always are if ever they leave a marked road.

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