The young man's astonishment was immense. Recovering from the first
shock of it, he was taken with reprehensible irreverence towards the
sick man upstairs.
"The old sinner, how he has lied!" he said to himself. "A pretty ass he
has made of me with this card up his iniquitous, old sleeve all the
while!"
He debated momentarily whether good manners demanded his retirement
before his presence was perceived; or whether he was free to go forward
and make acquaintance with this unacknowledged member of his uncle's
household. Strong curiosity, coupled with a spirit of mischief, provoked
him to adopt the latter course. He owed it to himself, surely, not to
neglect so handsome an opportunity of turning the tables upon old Mr.
Rivers. While, astonishment and levity, notwithstanding, Laurence was
aware of a strong attraction drawing him towards the slender, rose-clad
figure. He began to question, indeed, whether it, like the room and its
furnishings, was not in a degree familiar to him? Whether it was not the
embodiment of just all that of which he had been so singularly expectant
when visiting the room this same morning?
Meanwhile the young lady's hands moved over the rounded cover of the
escritoire as though endeavouring to open it. The lace frills, edging
her muslin cape, flew upwards, showing her bare arms. These were thin,
but beautifully shaped; while the movement of her hands was singularly
graceful and rapid. She touched, yet seemed unable firmly to grasp the
gilded handles of the escritoire again and again; clasped her hands, as
it appeared to Laurence--for her back was still towards him--with a
baffled, despairing gesture, and then moved away across the room. She
appeared to flit rather than walk, so light and silent were her steps,
bird-like in their swift and dainty grace. Watching her, Laurence was
reminded of a certain Spanish _danseuse_, who, during the previous
winter, had excited the wild enthusiasm and considerably lightened the
pockets of the _jeunesse doree_ of New York. But the charm of the
dancer had, for him at least, been spoilt by the somewhat unbridled
pride of success perceptible in her bearing. Whereas the flitting figure
now before him, notwithstanding the beguiling loveliness of its motions,
struck him as penetrated with the sorrow of failure, rather than the
arrogance of success.
She wandered to and fro, regardless or unconscious of his presence,
searching--searching--as it seemed; passing her hands over the
work-table, sweeping them along the surface of the chimney-piece between
the ornaments and china, fingering the music upon the piano. He caught
sight of a delicate profile, a round and youthful cheek. But her
movements were so anxious and rapid that he could get no definite view
of her face. Indeed, her action was so quick that it was not without
effort Laurence followed it.
At first the young man's attitude had been one of slightly irritated
amusement at the concealment practised on him by his host. But as the
rose-clad lady's search continued, the sense of amusement was merged in
one of sympathy. She was so graceful a creature. She appeared so sadly
baffled and perplexed. A subtle anxiety laid hold of him--an
apprehension that something momentous and of far-reaching consequence to
himself was in act of accomplishment--that he was himself deeply
involved, and pledged by a long train of antecedent circumstances to
assist those delicately framed and apparently so helpless hands in their
unceasing search.
"Pardon me, but what have you lost?" he asked her at last, speaking
gently as to a timid and unhappy child. "Tell me, and let me try to help
you find it."
At the sound of his voice the flitting figure paused, stood a moment
listening, as though striving to collect the purport of his address.
Then it turned to him. For the first time Laurence saw his companion's
face clearly, and he shrank back, penetrated at once by a great
admiration and a vague dread of her. For it was a very lovely face, but
shy and wild as no other human face he had ever beheld. The sweet mouth
drooped at the corners, as with some haunting, but half-comprehended
distress. The eyes were serious; blue-purple--as are deep, high-lying,
mountain tarns, set in a soft gloom of pine-trees and of heather. A
gentle distraction pervaded the young lady's aspect. And this was the
more arresting, that each bow and curl of her pretty hair was in place;
every detail of her dress fresh and finished, from the string of pearls
about her white throat, to the toes of her rose-pink, satin slippers,
sparkling with an embroidery of brilliants, which showed beneath the
small flounce edging her rose-pink skirt.
Laurence had lived at least as virtuously as most men of his class; yet
it would be idle to declare Virginia his first and only flame. He had
married her, which constituted the difference between her and all those
other flames--and at times it occurred to him what a prodigiously great
difference that was! Since his marriage he had been guiltless of looking
to the right hand or to the left even in thought. But, before that
event, it must be owned, he had had his due share of affairs of the
heart. He was thoroughly conversant with the premonitory symptoms of
that fascinating disorder, commonly known as "falling in love." And, to
his dismay, as he looked on the sad and lovely person before him, he
was conscious that some of those premonitory symptoms were not entirely
absent. An immense pity and tenderness took him; a deepening conviction,
too, of recollection, as one who after a long lapse of years hears again
some almost forgotten melody, or sees again a once well-known and
well-beloved landscape. The sad face was new to him, not in itself, but
in its sadness only. The corners of the sweet mouth should not droop,
but tip upward in soft, discreet laughter. The serious eyes should
dance, as the surface of these same mountain tarns in sunlight under a
rippling breeze. The face, remembered thus, had indeed never been wholly
forgotten--he knew that. It formed part of inherent prenatal
impressions, of which, all his life, he had been potentially if not
actively aware.
All this flashed through him in the space of a few seconds; while he
repeated, somewhat staggered by the fulness of emotion which the tones
of his own voice implied--
"Only tell me what you have lost--tell me; and let me help you find
it."--Then he added more lightly, smiling at her with his sincere and
kindly smile:--"Really, my services are worth enlisting. I've always
been a rather famous hand at finding things, you know."
She gazed at the young man for a minute or more, a tremulous wonder in
her expression, while she fingered the string of pearls about her
rounded throat. Her lips moved, but no sound came from them. Her
attitude changed. She stood with her head raised, apparently listening.
Then reluctantly, as in obedience to some unwelcome summons, she moved
swiftly across the room to the outstanding, painted satin-wood
escritoire, passed at the back of it, and the young man found himself
alone.