III

Finding it unlikely that his uncle would ask for him before evening, and

that consequently he had plenty of time at his disposal, Laurence

embarked after breakfast upon a survey of the house. When a boy at

school he had occasionally passed a couple of nights at Stoke Rivers.

His recollections of these visits were not gay. He had been glad enough

to go away again. It followed that his impressions of the house itself

were vague and confused. He now found that it was constructed in the

shape of a capital L reversed. The base of the letter, facing east and

west, contained kitchens, offices, and servants' quarters. The main

building--at right angles to it--was two stories in height, and

consisted of suites of handsome rooms opening on to a wide corridor. The

windows of the latter looked south, those of the rooms north. The

colouring and furnishings resembled, in the main, those of Mr. Rivers'

bedroom. Dark panelled walls, rich, sombre hangings of dark blue,

crimson, or violet obtained throughout. In the drawing-rooms were some

noble landscapes by Cuyp, Ruysdael, and other Dutch masters of note.

There was also an admirable collection of Italian ivories, small figures

of exquisite workmanship; and several glass cases containing fine

antique and renaissance gems. The walls of the libraries were lined with

books--a curious and varied collection, ranging from ancient

black-letter volumes down to the latest German treatise, on natural

science or metaphysics, of the current year. Laurence promised himself

to make nearer acquaintance with these rather weighty joys at a more

convenient season. Meanwhile, in contrast to the otherwise distinctly

old-fashioned character of the house, he remarked a very complete

installation of electric light, and an ingenious system of hot-air

ventilation, by means of which a temperature of over seventy degrees was

maintained throughout the whole interior. This produced a heavy and

enervating atmosphere of which Laurence--fresh from the strong clean air

of the Atlantic--became increasingly and disagreeably sensible. It made

him at once restless and inert; and as he wandered, rather aimlessly

from room to room, he was annoyed by finding a slight nervousness gained

on him--he, whose nerves were usually of the steadiest, happily

conspicuous by their absence, indeed, rather than by their presence!

"Upon my word, this beats the American abomination of steam heat," he

said to himself.

His visit to the library, where the smell of old leather bindings added

to the deadness of the air, nearly finished him. He went out on to the

corridor, and paced the length of it, past the flying staircase of black

oak leading to the upper corridor, and back again. A broad strip of

deep-pile, crimson carpet was spread along the centre of the polished

floor. On one hand, between the doors of the living-rooms, hung a

collection of valuable copper-plate engravings, representing classic

ruins in Italy and Greece. While on the other, in the spaces between the

windows, were ranged a series of busts--Augustus, Tiberias, Nero, the

two Antonines, Caligula, and Commodus--set on tall columnar pedestals of

dark green or yellow marble. The blind, sculptured faces deepened the

general sense of oppression by their rigidity, their unalterable and

somewhat scornful repose.

Out of doors the March morning was tumultuous with wind and wet,

offering marked contrast to the dry heat, the almost burdensome order

and stillness reigning within. The air of the corridor was perhaps a

degree fresher than that of the library he had just quitted. Laurence

leaned his arms on a stone window-sill, and glanced in a desultory way

at the day's _Times_, which he had picked up off the hall table in

passing. But Chinese railway concessions, plague reports from Bombay,

even the last racing fixtures, or rumours of fighting on the North-West

Indian Frontier, failed to arouse his interest. In his present humour,

these items of news from the outside world seemed curiously unimportant

and remote. He stared at the wide, well-wooded, rain-blurred landscape.

The scene at which he had assisted last night, the intimate drama moving

forward relentlessly even now to its close in that well-appointed room

upstairs--and the extraordinary character of the chief actor in that

drama--his over-stimulated brain and atrophied affections, his greed of

experiment and of acquiring information, even yet, in the very article

of death--depressed Laurence's imagination as the close atmosphere

depressed his body. It was all so painfully narrow, barren, hungry,

joyless, somehow. And meanwhile, he, Laurence, was required to play the

fool--not for the provocation of laughter, which would after all have

had a semblance of cheerful good-fellowship in it. But in cold blood, as

an object lesson in the manner and customs of the average man; a lesson

the result of which would be tabulated and pigeon-holed by that

unwearying intelligence, as might be the habits of some species of

obscure, unpleasant insect. The young man had developed slight

intolerance of the exclusively worldly side of things lately. It seemed

by no means improbable he might develop equal intolerance of the

exclusively intellectual side before long, at this rate.

"I seem qualifying as a past-master in the highly unprofitable act of

quarrelling with my bread and butter," he said to himself. "If I chuck

society, and proceed to chuck brains as well, for a man like myself,

without genius and without a profession, what the devil is there left?"

Meditating thus, he had left his station at the window, and walked to

the extreme end of the corridor farthest away from the servants' wing of

the house. It was closed by a splendid tapestry curtain, whereon a crowd

of round-limbed cupids drove a naked and reluctant woman, with gestures

of naughty haste, towards a satyr, seated beneath a shadowy grove of

trees upon a little monticule, who beckoned with one hand while with the

other he stopped the notes of his reed pipe. The tapestry was of great

beauty and indubitable worth; but the subject of it was slightly

displeasing to Laurence, a trifle gross in suggestion, as had been the

sphinxes and caryatides of the carven ebony bed.

"Oh! of course there's that sort of thing left," he said to himself,

recurring to his recent train of thought. "But, no thank you, I flatter

myself I can hardly find satisfaction in those low latitudes at

present."

Having, however, an appreciation of all fine artistic work, he laid hold

of the border of the curtain, wishing to feel its texture. To his

surprise, it was of very great weight, padded and lined with leather, as

are curtains covering the doors of certain Roman churches.

Laurence pulled the corner of it towards him and passed behind it. The

curtain fell back into position with a muffled thud, leaving him

standing in a narrow, dark, cupboard-like space, closed by a door, of

which it took him some stifling seconds to find the handle. He fumbled

blindly in the dark, an almost childish sense of agitation upon him. He

felt as in dreams, when the place to be traversed grows more and more

contracted, walls closing down and in on every hand, while the means of

exit become more maddeningly impossible of discovery. To his surprise,

he turned faint and broke into a sweat. It was not in the least an

amusing experience.

At last the handle gave, with a click, and the door opened, disclosing a

large and lofty room quite unlike any one which he had yet visited. It

was delicately fresh both in atmosphere and colouring. It wore a

gracious and friendly look, seeming to welcome the intruder with a

demure gladsomeness. A certain gaiety pervaded it even on this

unpropitious morning. The great bay-window, facing east, gave upon a

stately Italian garden, beyond the tall cypresses, white statues, and

fountains of which spread flat, high-lying lawns of brilliantly green

turf. These were crossed by a broad walk of golden gravel leading to an

avenue of enormous lime-trees, the domed heads of which were just

touched with the rose-pink buds of the opening spring.

The furniture of the room was of satin-wood, highly polished and painted

with garlands of roses, true-lovers' knots of blue ribbon, dainty

landscapes, ladies and lovers, after the manner of Boucher. The chairs

and sofas were upholstered in brocade, the predominating colours of

which were white, pale yellow, and pale pink. An old-fashioned, square,

semi-grand piano--the case of it in satin-wood and painted like the

rest--stood out into the room. On a spindle-legged table beside it lay a

quantity of music, the printing very black, the pages brown with age.

Close against these was a violin case covered with faded, red velvet,

on which were stamped initials and a crest.

Laurence's eyes dwelt on these things. And then--surely there should be

a harp in the further left-hand corner, the strings of it covered by a

gilded, stamped leather hood? Yes, it was there right enough.--And a

tall escritoire, with a miniature brass balustrade running along the top

of it, should stand at right angles to the chimney-piece, upon which

last, doubled by the looking-glass behind, should be tall azure and gold

_Sevres_ jars, an Empire clock--the golden face of it set in a ring of

precious garnets--figures in Chelsea china and branched, gold

candlesticks.

Laurence looked for and found these objects, a prey at once to surprise

and to a sense of happy familiarity. He was perfectly acquainted with

this room--but why or how he knew not. He was filled, too, by a singular

sense of expectation. It was to him as though some exquisite presence

had but lately quitted this apartment and might, at any instant, return

to it. He apprehended something tenderly, delectably feminine. The china

ornaments, and many little fanciful silver toys, spoke of a woman's

taste. So did a tambour frame, and an ivory work-box, the lid of it

open, disclosing dainty property of gold thimble, scissors, cottons, and

what not--and a half-finished frill of cobweb-like India muslin, a

little, gold-eyed needle sticking in the mimic hem. On the small table

beside the work-box lay a white vellum-bound copy of the _Vita Nuova_ of

Dante, and the _Introduction to the Devout Life_ of St. Francis de

Sales.

Perplexed by his own sensations, possessed too by a sudden, gentle

reverence and longing which he could not explain, Laurence touched the

pretty trifles in the work-box; fitted the thimble on the tip of his

little finger; turned the pages of the Dante, and read how the poet came

near swooning at first sight of the maiden of eight years old whom,

though she was never destined to be his mistress or wife, he loved ever

after, and made immortal in immortal verse. He unlocked the worn

red-velvet violin case and drew the bow--not for the first time--he

could have sworn not--across the wailing strings. What did it all mean?

Yes, what, indeed,--in the name of common-sense, of New York and

Newport, of his golf and polo, and cotillions, of crowded opera-house

and shouting racecourse? In the name, too, of those hard, brilliant,

dying eyes, and that cold, hungry intellect upstairs, what did it mean?

He had no recollection of having been into this room on his former

visits to Stoke Rivers in his boyhood. And yet, of course, he must have

been here--otherwise? But then this overmastering sense of expectation,

this apprehension of an exquisite feminine presence, this--

"Upon my word, I'm playing the fool to some purpose," he said, half

aloud.

He crossed the room, threw wide the French window and went onto the head

of the semicircular flight of stone steps without. The wind buffeted him

roughly. The rain spattered in his face. On the left, the lawns were

divided from the downward slope of rough park and woodland by a sunk

fence. Beyond was outspread an extensive tract of rolling, wooded

country--red and white hamlets half buried among trees, here and there

the spire of a village church, flat, green pastures lying along the

valleys, brown patches of hop-garden and ploughland, and uplifted

against the grey, storm-drifted horizon a windmill crowning some

conspicuous height. Suddenly the cry of hounds, running, saluted

Laurence's ear. Then the whole pack, breaking covert, crossed the open

park. The field followed, horses pulling, riders leaning forward,

squaring their shoulders to the wind--a flash of scarlet, chestnut,

black and bay, behind the dappled joy of the racing pack.

For a moment the strange influences of this strange day made even the

merry hunt appear to Laurence as the pageant of an uneasy dream. But

soon the honest outdoor life claimed him again, forcing him back upon

unquestioned realities. He closed the French window behind him, stood on

the wet steps spending some anxious moments in the lighting of a cigar,

and then strolled, hatless, round to the stables to make inquiry as to

what his uncle might own in the matter of horseflesh.

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