CHAPTER IV.

Two years had passed since that evening, and the greater part of a

third.

Magnhild was quite as thoroughly accustomed to the new daily routine as

she had been to the old.

The priest visited her three or four times a year; he slept in the room

over the workshop usually occupied by Skarlie when he was at home.

During the day the priest visited at the captain's, or the custom-house

officer's, or at the home of the chief of police. His coming was called

the "priestly visitation."

There was chess-playing in the day-time and cards in the evening. The

priest's wife and young lady daughters had also been seen at the Point a

few times. In the lading-town there was scarcely any one with whom

Magnhild associated.

Skarlie and she had taken one trip to Bergen. Whatever might there have

happened or not happened, they never undertook another, either to Bergen

or elsewhere.

Skarlie was more frequently absent than at home; he was engaged in

speculations; the work-shop was pretty much abandoned, though the store

was still kept open. A short time after her arrival, Magnhild had

received an invitation from the school committee--most likely through

Skarlie's solicitation--to become the head of the industrial school.

Henceforth she passed an hour or two every day at the public school;

moreover, she gave private instructions to young girls who were grown

up. Her time was employed in walking, singing, and a little sewing; she

did very little reading, indeed. It was tedious to her.

Directly after she came there, Roennaug had appeared at the Point, and

had hired out at the nearest "skyds" (post-station), in order to earn

money speedily for the purchase of a ticket to America. She was

determined to live no longer the life of an outcast here, she said.

Magnhild took charge of Roennaug's money for her, and was alarmed to note

how rapidly it increased, for she had her own thoughts about the matter.

Now the ticket was bought, Magnhild would be entirely alone.

Many were the thoughts called forth by the fact that the journey across

the sea to new and perhaps great experiences should be so easy for one

person and not for another.

One morning after a sleepless night, Magnhild took her accustomed walk

to the wharf to watch the steamer come in. She saw the usual number of

commercial travelers step ashore; the usual number of trunks carried

after them; but this day she also observed a pale man, with long, soft

hair and large eyes, walking around a box which he finally succeeded in

having lifted on a wagon. "Be careful! Be careful!" he repeated again

and again. "There must be a piano in the box," thought Magnhild.

After Magnhild had been to school, she saw the same pale man, with the

box behind him, standing before the door of her house. He was

accompanied by the landlord of one of the hotels. Skarlie had fitted up

the rooms above the sitting-room and bed-chamber for the accommodation

of travelers when the hotels were full. The pale stranger was an invalid

who wished to live quietly.

Magnhild had not thought of letting the rooms to permanent guests and

thus assuming a certain responsibility. She stood irresolute. The

stranger now drew nearer to her. Such eyes she had never beheld, nor so

refined and spiritual a face. With strange power of fascination those

wondrous eyes were fixed on her. There was, as it were, two expressions

combined in the gaze that held her captive, one behind the other.

Magnhild was unable to fathom this accurately; but in the effort to do

so she put her forefinger in her mouth, and became so absorbed in

thought that she forgot to reply.

Now the stranger's countenance changed; it grew observant. Magnhild felt

this, roused herself, blushed, gave some answer and walked away. What

did she say? Was it "Yes" or "No"? The landlord followed her. She had

said "Yes!" She was obliged to go up-stairs and see whether everything

was in readiness for a guest; she did not rely very implicitly on her

own habits of order.

There was great confusion when the piano was carried up; it took time,

too, to move the bed, sofa, and other articles of furniture to make room

for the instrument. But all this came to an end at last, and quiet once

more prevailed. The pale stranger must be tired. Soon there was not a

step, not a sound, overhead.

There is a difference between the silence which is full and that which

is empty.

Magnhild dared not stir. She waited, listened. Would the tones of the

piano soon fall upon her ear? The stranger was a composer, so the

landlord had said, and Magnhild thought, too, she had read his name in

the newspaper. How would it be when such a person played? Surely it

would seem as though miracles were being wrought. At all events,

something would doubtless ring into her poor life which would long give

forth resonance. She needed the revelation of a commanding spirit. Her

gaze wandered over the flowers which decorated her window, and on which

the sun was now playing; her eyes sought the "Caravan in the Desert,"

which hung framed and glass covered by the door, and which suddenly

seemed to her so animated, so full of beautifully arranged groups and

forms. With ear for the twittering of the birds in the opposite

neighbor's garden and the sporting of the magpies farther off in the

fields, she sat in blissful content and waited.

Through her content there darted the question, "Will Skarlie be pleased

with what you have done? Is there not danger of injury to the new sofa

and the bed too? The stranger is an invalid, no one can tell"--She

sprang to her feet, sought pen, ink, and paper, and for the first time

in her life wrote a letter to Skarlie. It took her more than an hour to

complete it. This is what she wrote:--

I have let the rooms over the sitting-room and bed-chamber to a

sick man who plays the piano. The price is left to you.

I have had one of the new sofas (the hair-cloth) carried

up-stairs and one of the spring beds. He wants to be

comfortable. Perhaps I have not done right.

MAGNHILD.

She had crossed out the words: "Now I shall have an opportunity to hear

some music." The heading of the letter had caused her some trouble; she

finally decided to use none. "Your wife," she had written above the

signature, but had drawn her pen through it. Thus fashioned, the letter

was copied and sent. She felt easier after this, and again sat still and

waited. She saw the stranger's dinner carried up to him; she ate a

little herself and fell asleep,--she had scarcely had any sleep the

previous night.

She awoke; there was yet no sounds of music above. Again she fell

asleep, and dreamed that the distance between the mountain peaks had

been spanned by a bridge. She told herself that this was the bridge at

Cologne, a lithograph of which hung on the wall near the bed-chamber.

Nevertheless it extended across the valley from one lofty mountain to

the other, supported by trestle-work from the depths below. The longer

she gazed the finer, more richly-colored the bridge became; for lo! it

was woven of rainbow threads, and was transparent and radiant, all the

way up to the straight line from crest to crest. But crosswise above

this, the distance was spanned by another bridge. Both bridges began now

to vibrate in slow two-fourths time, and immediately the entire valley

was transformed into a sea of light, in which there was an intermingled

play of all the prismatic hues; but the bridges had vanished. Nor were

the mountains any longer visible, and the dissolving colors filled all

conceivable space. How great was this? How far could she see? She grew

positively alarmed at the infinity of space about her and awoke;--there

was music overhead. In front of the house stood a crowd of people,

silently gazing at the upper window.

Magnhild did not stir. The tones flowed forth with extreme richness;

there was a bright, gentle grace over the music. Magnhild sat listening

until it seemed as though these melodious tones were being showered down

upon head, hands, and lap. A benediction was being bestowed upon her

humble home, the world of tears within was filled with light. She pushed

her chair farther back into the corner, and as she sat there she felt

that she had been found out by the all-bountiful Providence who had

ordered her destiny. The music was the result of a knowledge she did not

possess, but it appealed to a passion awakened by it within her soul.

She stretched out her arms, drew them in again, and burst into tears.

Long after the music had ceased,--the crowd was gone, the musician

still,--Magnhild sat motionless. Life had meaning; she, too, might gain

access to a rich world of beauty. As there was now song within, so one

day there should be singing around about her. When she came to undress

for the night she required both sitting-room and bed-chamber for the

purpose, and more than half an hour; for the first time in her life she

laid down to rest with a feeling that she had something to rise for in

the morning. She listened to the footsteps of her guest above; they were

lighter than those of other people; his contact with the furniture, too,

was cautious. His eyes, with their kindly glow of good-will, and the

fathomless depths beyond this, were the last objects she saw distinctly.

Indescribable days followed. Magnhild went regularly to her lessons, but

lost no time in getting home again, where she was received by music and

found the house surrounded by listeners. She scarcely went out again

the rest of the day. Either her guest was at home and she was waiting

for him to play, or he had gone out for a walk, and she was watching for

his return. When he greeted her in passing she blushed and drew back. If

he came into her room to ask for anything, there ran a thrill through

her the moment she heard the approach of his footsteps; she became

confused and scarcely comprehended his words when he stood before her.

She had, perhaps, not exchanged ten words with him in as many days, but

she already knew his most trifling habit and peculiarity of dress. She

noticed whether his soft brown hair was brushed behind his ears, or

whether it had fallen forward; whether his gray hat was pushed back, or

whether it was drawn down over his forehead; whether he wore gloves or

not; whether he had a shawl thrown over his shoulders or not. And how

was it in regard to herself? Two new summer dresses had been ordered by

her, and she was now wearing one of them. She had also purchased a new

hat.

She believed that in music lay her vocation; but she felt no inclination

to make any kind of a beginning. There was enough to satisfy her in her

guest's playing, in his very proximity.

Day by day she developed in budding fullness of thought; her dream-life

had prepared her for this; but music was the atmosphere that was

essential to her existence: she knew it now. She did not realize that

the refined nature of this man of genius, spiritualized and exalted by

ill-health, was something new, delightful, thought-inspiring to her; she

gave music alone the credit for the pleasure he instilled into her life.

At school she took an interest in each scholar she had never experienced

before; she even fell into the habit of chatting with the sailor's wife

who did the work of her house. There daily unfolded a new blossom within

her soul; she was as meek as a woman in the transition period, which she

had never known. Books she had heard read aloud, or read herself at the

parsonage, rose up before her as something new. Forms she had not

noticed before stood out in bold relief,--they became invested with

flesh, blood, and motion. Incidents in real life, as well as in books,

floated past like a cloud, suddenly became dissolved and gave distinct

pictures. She awoke, as an Oriental maiden is awakened, when her time

comes, by song beneath her window and by the gleam of a turban.

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