CHAPTER XVIII.

SUSPENSE.

For two or three days Florence could not resist secretly watching

Mr. Aylwinne. He did not go to town, as she had expected he would,

but he wrote several letters, and seemed unusually impatient for the

arrival of the post. There was an inexplicable change, too, in his

manner toward herself. Without actually avoiding her, he seemed to hold

himself aloof, to address her with increased respect and consideration,

and to lower his tones as if some great sympathy for her were striving

within him.

Florence flushed to the temples as she imagined a reason for this. He

had missed the newspaper, had guessed whose hand had abstracted it, and

divined the feelings with which she had discovered his interest in its

contents.

Ashamed to have so betrayed herself, she tried to appear careless and

light-hearted, but succeeded so ill that even Aunt Margaret detected

something amiss, and openly wondered what ailed her.

“I cannot understand that girl,” she said to Mr. Aylwinne

confidentially. “I’m sure she has some secret she keeps from me, which

is most ungenerous of her, for she knows how much I abhor mysteries and

deceit.”

“Miss Heriton wants a change,” he answered abruptly. “She must go away

from here, or she will have an illness. Take her to the seaside, Mrs.

Blunden, and let my wards go with you. She will then have less time to

be lonely and brood over her sorrows.”

“Sorrows!” Mrs. Blunden ejaculated, almost angrily. “Good gracious!

Why, she has none; or, if she has, it’s very unthankful of her! She

knows I shall make a provision for her future, whether she marries

or remains single, and I’m neither exacting nor ill-natured. Sorrows

indeed!”

“The young have many thoughts they do not always care to publish,”

he replied evasively, “and Miss Heriton may have had troubles in her

father’s lifetime which have robbed her of her natural cheerfulness.”

“It’s more likely that the heat of the weather has affected her,” said

Aunt Margaret, unable to enter into his ideas. “I’m afraid she has

her mother’s delicate constitution. I was very inconsiderate not to

think of that before. Poor child!” she added, all her better feelings

awakening. “I’ve no doubt she has felt languid and poorly for some

time, and would not confess it for fear of alarming me. I’ll have a

physician from London directly, and he shall counsel me where to take

her.”

Accordingly Mrs. Blunden dispatched a telegram for one of the highest

medical authorities, who arrived before the astonished Florence knew

he was on his way. To please her aunt she saw him, although protesting

that nothing ailed her.

The physician pronounced her nerves weak, prescribed a simple tonic,

agreed with Mrs. Blunden that sea air would prove efficacious, and

drove away, and in another hour Orwell Court was in commotion, for the

business of packing commenced directly, Aunt Margaret declaring that no

time should be lost in effecting the contemplated change.

Mr. Aylwinne, through the agency of a friend, secured them a charming

cottage at Babbicombe Bay, and made every arrangement for the comfort

of the party that his thoughtful consideration could devise. He had

insisted that Mrs. Wilson should accompany them, although she strongly

urged the impossibility of leaving him at Orwell Court alone.

“Don’t be uneasy on my account,” he said; “I shall do very well. When I

begin to get hipped and miss my comforts I will send for you.”

“What’s that?” cried Mrs. Blunden, who had been engaged with some one

else. “Hipped! Why should you be? Of course you will go with us.”

No, he answered decidedly--he should not leave home until he had

received some letters for which he was daily looking.

“But you’ll join us?”

He hesitated. He did not know. He could not say. He would be guided by

circumstances.

She was a little annoyed at her nonsuccess in prevailing with him, and

bade him but a cold farewell. He either would not or did not notice

this, but insisted on accompanying them to the railway station, at

which, owing to Mrs. Blunden’s impatience, they arrived nearly half an

hour before the train was due.

While the boys wandered about the platform, plying Aunt Margaret with

questions, and Mrs. Wilson overlooked the labeling of the luggage,

Florence retreated to the waiting room. Here Mr. Aylwinne found her.

“Don’t let me disturb you, Miss Heriton; I have only come to say

good-by, and to ask you if there is anything I can do for you in

London, where I purpose going to-morrow?”

She said no, and thanked him coldly, but still he lingered.

“I do not wish to force myself into your confidence, yet between old

friends like you and me a little license may be permitted. Give me

leave to speak freely, will you?”

“I do not know what you can mean,” said Florence, surprised at this

preamble.

“Indeed! Then perhaps I am premature--perhaps you do not know. But

there is, or, rather, was, a report in one of the daily papers that I

fancied you would wish to hear confirmed or contradicted.”

Florence grew crimson with mortification. Even if he guessed the

jealous regret she had been nourishing, it was indelicate of him thus

to allude to it.

“I have heard all I wish to hear,” she exclaimed, and hurried toward

her aunt, who now called out that the train was in sight.

“I have looked my last on Orwell Court,” thought Florence when they

were actually on their journey, “perhaps on its master; nor do I think

that I would wish to see him again, even if a wish would bring him

to my feet. If he has engaged himself to this young girl, how cruel

to waver, to keep aloof, now that she is suffering! If the report be

false, why torture me with glances and sighs that reveal his affection,

even while he plainly says he cannot ask me to be his? I will never see

him again if it be possible to avoid it, but persuade Aunt Margaret

to travel--to take me somewhere out of the beaten track, where even

his name cannot reach my ear, and it may be possible in time to forget

him.”

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