II

Talbot dressed numbly. It was early, damned early, and his head

throbbed. Aside from the physical discomfort involved he didn’t mind a

hangover. He was more sensitive when he hung one on.

He was going to need that sensitivity when he talked to Soleri.

The man had a pretty phenomenal empathy index himself--say about 0.95.

The more he thought about it the more certain he became that it must

be at least 0.95. The executive had displayed uncanny acumen the night

before.

Talbot swung a rack out of the closet and automatically selected

a light conservative suit. Soleri would expect him to dress

conservatively. He didn’t care what Soleri thought, but it was a matter

of pride with him to fit neatly into any situation.

He dialed a cup of coffee, and then on second thought changed it to two

cups, and gulped both of them. He studied his reflection in the mirror.

It would do. He was the perfect picture of the successful executive.

All he lacked was success.

He resisted the impulse to phone Laura. He was convinced she wouldn’t

answer at seven in the morning. Probably she wouldn’t answer later in

the day. Maybe in a week he’d call her _after_ he got the job with

TRANSPORTATION.

He went down and hailed an aircab which took him to the far side

of the city. He alighted and read for the third or fourth time the

instructions Soleri had written on the card. He located the entrance

without difficulty and went in. Normally, he supposed, there would be a

receptionist in the lobby. He didn’t see one. It was not important, for

Soleri had cleared the way for him.

He ascended three flights of stairs, walked around a turn at the

corridor, and there he was--in front of Soleri’s office. It would be

just his luck to find that he had arrived too early. But there was

definitely someone in the office. He conquered his trepidation and went

in.

Soleri smiled and came toward him from behind the desk. His hand was

extended and he was laughing. It was friendly laughter, and Talbot

could sense the friendliness. But he was unemployed, and for that

reason he resented it.

“My God,” said Soleri. “If we looked anything alike we’d be twins.”

Talbot stared intently, reviewing and adding to his original

impressions of the other. They were within an inch and a pound of each

other. Moreover they now wore identical suits and identical shoes and

if there was a difference in their ties and shirts, it would have taken

an expert to detect it. Talk about empathy! Soleri really had it.

But actually they didn’t resemble each other at all. Soleri’s hair was

black, and Talbot’s was brown. Soleri’s eyes were dark, Talbot’s gray.

Viewed from the back with a hat on they were indistinguishable. But

face to face no one could have mistaken one for the other.

“It’s an impressive trick,” Soleri chuckled. “If you’re trying to

convince me you’re good--relax. I believe it.”

“I’m not trying to convince you of anything,” said Talbot.

Soleri looked at him keenly. “You probably aren’t,” he said. “It ties

in.”

Talbot blinked. “Are you saying it’s _my_ empathy? One point four or

five isn’t _that_ good. Your own index must be zero point ninety-five.”

“How did you know?” said Soleri. “I never told you.”

“Why--” began Talbot, and stopped. How _had_, he known? It was one

thing to think you knew, quite another to be always right. Something

was startlingly out of place.

Empathy measurements started in adolescence. Before then the body was

in a state of flux. It was still building, exploring. It did not have

the experience on which to base valid opinions.

The adolescent was primarily aware of himself. He scarcely knew why

he thought and felt the way he did, and had no time to encompass the

emotions of others. But as he matured and some of his own problems

became settled, an increasing awareness grew in him. He became better

able to anticipate and participate in the feelings of others. Not

merely to react to them, but to feel them as if they were his own.

After adolescence the ability to identify with others continued to

increase--rapidly at first, and then more slowly. Plotted out as age

against understanding, the curve resembled an hyperbola reaching for

the asymptote.

Soleri smiled. “I see you’ve figured it out for yourself. We don’t

think you’re usual either. A test will decide the matter.”

“The test can come later. Who’s ‘we’?”

“Myself and Randy, my secretary.”

Inwardly Talbot sighed. He could hardly blame the guy. With a secretary

like that he couldn’t picture himself spending much time in an office

either. Evidently Soleri and Randy didn’t. No doubt Soleri would claim

that last night’s meeting had come under the heading of business as

usual.

“Another thing,” he said. “How did you know I’d be at that bar?”

Soleri shook his head in humorous resignation. “You don’t let much get

by you. To be wholly frank, that’s why we want you. Well, if you must

know, we called your apartment several times in the last few days. You

were never home. So we put plant protection on you. It’s outside their

normal jurisdiction, but they learned your habits quickly enough.”

“I don’t like to be snooped at,” protested Talbot. “I don’t even know

how you got my name.”

“That one’s easy,” said Soleri. “Several years ago you filed an

application with us. I looked it over recently. I’m a mathematician--an

amateur but fairly good. I decided that if you’d put down the various

empathy measurements correctly you might be better than you thought.

Over a short portion of the curve, you know, a cubic or another

equation can resemble an hyperbola. After Randy gets here we’ll see.”

Talbot nodded. He could accept that. It helped to explain why he’d had

so much trouble. People resented his competition. The thought gave him

confidence, and he reached out easily for the next conclusion.

“But you’re not being altruistic about this,” he said. “I may have an

index of zero point nine, better than yours, way at the top of the

executive class. But for all you know I may have no knowledge, no

subject matter in my head.” He paused to formulate the thought clearly.

“You want me for something else. Specifically you’re in trouble.”

“We may not need that test. But we’ll take it anyway,” said Soleri.

“Yes, it’s trouble. Do you want to see if you can tell me what it is?”

Talbot didn’t so much think as contact Soleri’s personality. He knew

that atomic energy was advanced and with it almost any degree of

temperature could be attained. And the hotter the exhaust, every other

factor being equal, the faster the rocket. He allowed the thought to

float closer.

“The technical problem is liners,” he said. “You’ve got to have

something that won’t be melted or eroded by the exhaust.”

“True,” said Soleri. “Metal or ceramics won’t do--not at the

temperatures we’re working with. We have made certain mathematical

investigations which indicate there _is_ a solution. Metal plus

certain energy states might turn the trick.

“We can discuss techniques later. It’s sufficient for now that we’ve

narrowed it down to a matter of trial and error. The rest should be

easy enough: a million or so experiments and we’ll have it. We’ve hired

the best brains in the field, and you can be sure we haven’t spared

time or money. Only we aren’t making progress. The perfect rocket motor

should drive us at--or near--the speed of light. We’re nowhere near

that.”

* * * * *

Talbot leaned on the desk. “Competition?” he asked thoughtfully.

Soleri smiled painfully. “Perhaps. We’re big, but we’re not the only

company after the motor. The difficulty arises from the fact that

there’s nothing definite we can point to as wrong. If there was, plant

protection would find the person or persons responsible and put an end

to the obstruction in short order. What happens is simply this. Costly

experiments have one insignificant detail wrong, and blow up or fail to

function at all. Elaborate computations have one decimal point moved

and it takes a month to locate the impediment. Who’s behind it? What

official or worker is out to sabotage us? That’s what we’re trying to

discover.”

“Did it ever occur to you that the perfect rocket motor may be an

illusion? Perhaps it can’t be built.”

“We have Frescura to say otherwise. Rocket construction is his life’s

work. Other experts in the field agree with him--though they are not

always able to follow his theoretical explanations.”

“I won’t argue with them,” said Talbot. He glanced uneasily at the door

of the office. A breeze was blowing it open slightly. “I see now why

you wanted me to come so early. It was to make sure I wouldn’t be seen?”

“Right,” Soleri said. “I wanted to explain the situation and have you

leave before the regular shift gets here. I’ll make arrangements for

the test to be given outside the plant. When you come back you’ll

be hired through regular channels. That way there’ll be no apparent

connection with me. You’ll simply be given a position in the shop. It

will be high enough to enable you to meet everyone, but it won’t be so

top-level that you’ll be prevented from mingling freely.”

“I’m not sure I’m interested,” said Talbot. “If I’m as good as you

think I am--why should I take a job like that?”

“It’s temporary, don’t you see? With your degree of empathy you can

track down the trouble without arousing suspicion. After that we’ll

put you where you belong. And your salary will be scaled to your test

rating from the beginning, regardless of your workshop status. How does

that sound to you?”

“Forthright,” said Talbot. “And quite generous.” He didn’t like to

snoop any better than he liked being snooped at. But he’d listen.

“Randy’s due any moment,” said Soleri. “Let’s see that employment card

again.”

Talbot reached for his wallet. The container the card was in didn’t

detach easily. He opened it, and handed the wallet to Soleri.

Soleri examined the card with interest. He made a rough sketch of it

on paper, plotting the points of the series of tests and joining them

with a free-hand curve. He was so intent on the task that he failed to

notice that the office door had opened the width of a man’s hand.

Talbot wouldn’t have noticed either, had he not turned at that precise

instant to get a better view of the sketch and seen the hand in the

crack. The hand threw a small dark object on the floor, then whipped

back quickly. The door closed.

Talbot’s reactions were good but not good enough. He jogged Soleri’s

elbow. “What’s that?” he said uneasily, indicating the object.

It was round and dark, hard to distinguish on the floor. It took Soleri

a second to see it--a second too long. “Get down,” he shouted, shoving

Talbot behind the desk.

The action threw Soleri offbalance and he fell the wrong way. He

scrambled frantically for the protection of the desk but only his hand

with the wallet still in it reached the merciful shadow.

A chaotic sound echoed somewhere near Talbot. He’d never heard

anything like it. He didn’t have time to wonder where it came from

because it was followed by another louder sound.

Instinctively he closed his eyes as an incandescent sheet of flame

whipped across the room. It was accompanied by a vast thermal

concussion which blotted out all sound. Take a tiny piece of the

interior of the Sun--not the center, but somewhere between that and

the visible outer portion--and wrap it with unimaginable insulation.

Transport it to an office and strip away the covering in a microsecond.

Within a limited area the explosion was even more frightful than that.

At first the desk shielded Talbot. In the intolerable light paint

and pictures were burned from the wall. Chairs disappeared and the

fireproof floor bubbled and vaporized. By the time the thick steel and

thermoplastic desk collapsed in ashes around Talbot’s body the tiny

speck of matter had dissipated most of its energy and there was only

fire to fear.

Clouds of steam came from the ceiling as the sprinkler system went into

action. It didn’t function well because most of it had been melted away

in the first blast. Nevertheless water gushed out and turned to steam.

Talbot struggled to get out. But he was badly burned. Steam and smoke

were searing his lungs, and a section of the ceiling had peeled off and

fallen on his legs, pinning him to the floor. He saw a hand, all that

was left of Soleri, clutching the wallet. And then he couldn’t breathe,

couldn’t see or feel anything at all.

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