XIX

Lady Wychcote came again next morning about ten o'clock. She seemed much

mollified by Sophy's account of the arrangement that had been entered

into--showed a marked inclination to assume more amicable relations with

her daughter-in-law.

"I _knew_ that he would act reasonably when things were put clearly

before him. He is erratic--but a most able creature. As soon as he

realised the gravity of the situation I was convinced that he would act

with me--with us--for his own benefit."

"Yes--you were right--you knew him better than I did," said Sophy with

generous humility. She, too, felt softened towards her mother-in-law

because her maternal intuition had been right, when she, Sophy, as a

wife, had doubted.

"Very nice of you to admit it, I'm sure," said Lady Wychcote affably.

She was so highly pleased that all her ideas were by way of being

carried out, that she actually asked to see Bobby. This was a wonderful

condescension, for from the day of his birth she seemed scarcely to have

been aware of his existence.

"I will go to the nursery if you like," she said, as it were a Queen

saying with royal affectation of equality: "See, I am even prepared to

descend from my dais and walk on a level with you."

"Thanks--but there's no need," said Sophy. "I will have him brought

here."

Lady Wychcote had not seen the child, except at a distance, since he

could walk and talk. As his nurse set him upon his feet, and his sturdy

little figure came towards her, strutting mannishly, serious but

unafraid, something stirred in her chilly breast--something not exactly

warm but pungent. The child had the look of her own family. It had been

a family noted for its statesmen. What possibilities might not lie hid

in that small, firm breast under its ruffled collar! It came over her

in a sudden tingling wave of resuscitated hope and fact abruptly

realised, that in case of Gerald's dying childless--_this_ child would

be heir to the title. He was a Chesney after all. He had the name, and

her own blood in his veins. The mother was only the "incalculable

quantity" in the sum of this higher spiritual mathematics.

Inconsistently, as with all tyrants, her mind whirled about, accepting

as a pleasing possibility what had until then only occurred to her as an

insufferable one--a weapon with which to goad Gerald, when his

disinclination to marry put her beyond all patience. Now as she looked

at Bobby, who had gone straight to his mother's knee, and stood biting

his small fist, and regarding her solemnly out of grey, noncommittal

eyes, she thought, "Why not! He is my grandchild after all." She even

spoke her thought aloud.

"Has it ever occurred to you that that child may be Lord Wychcote some

day, in case Gerald dies unmarried!" she asked.

It had occurred to Sophy, for Cecil had spoken once or twice of such a

possibility--but he had spoken of it grumblingly.

"If that duffer Gerald dies without begetting a proper little

Conservative," he had said, "our little chap's chances may be knocked

out, by a seat in the Lords. Nice country this--where a political career

can be smashed to smithereens by having to wear a bally title whether

you will or no."

It never seemed to cross his mind that Bobby might desire a career other

than political--or granting that he should not, that by a sort of

figurative reversion of species, he might become a Unionist instead of a

Liberal.

But Sophy did not have political ambitions for her son. She would rather

have seen him a great artist of some sort--the great poet of his day. In

her marriage seemed to have quenched the spark of mental creation. It

was a deep grief to her that she had felt no real desire to write since

becoming Chesney's wife. Only that saddest of all emotions--the desire

to desire. It was as if mocking, satyr-hoofs had trampled her mind's

garden. The fine poetry of her imaginative mood had not been able to

withstand the shocks of such a marriage as hers. Sometimes she had felt

bitterly, as though there were the print of a goat's hoof on her heart

and that it had filled slowly with blood. It was this scar that burnt

when she was unhappy.

"Oh, Gerald is sure to marry," she now said hastily. "He was so much

better when I saw him in April."

"Pf! He goes up and down. There's no counting on him," said his mother

bitterly. "Is your boy strong? He looks very healthy."

"He's splendidly strong," said Sophy proudly. "He's never had an ill day

in his life."

She gathered the boy close to her jealously. There was such a greedy,

appraising look in Lady Wychcote's eyes. She might have been a civilised

ogress, estimating from long habit the tender flesh of a child.

"Is he clever? Quick?"

"Very," said Sophy briefly.

"I hope you won't let Cecil instil his wretched Radical principles into

the boy's mind before he's able to think for himself."

"He thinks for himself already," said Sophy, with a slight smile.

"Well--who knows? We may yet give another famous man to the Conservative

cause," said Lady Wychcote, still gazing at Bobby. Then she said to him:

"Come to your grandmother, child."

Sophy impelled him forward, and he went slowly but steadily, and stood

before the young-old lady, his hands behind him, his little stomach

thrust forward. It was the true statesman's attitude. But Bobby was only

wondering why the lady had black specks all over her face, and whether

the bird on her brown velvet hat could cry "cuckoo" like the one in the

nursery clock.

And to Sophy there came the words of Constance:

"Do, child, go to it' grandam, child:

Give grandam kingdom, and it' grandam will

Give it a plum, a cherry, and a fig."

For it galled her that Lady Wychcote should never have shown the least

interest in the boy, until it had occurred to her that some day he might

serve her ambition.

Chesney saw his mother for a few minutes before she went. He was languid

but apparently quite normal. He exaggerated this languor, as later on he

exaggerated a certain nervousness consequent on the fact that he dared

not take as much morphia as he really wanted, fearing that Gaynor, at

least, might suspect something, and well aware that a man under reduced

doses of the drug shows symptoms of extreme weakness and restlessness.

When she asked if he would see Craig Hopkins that afternoon, he replied

good-humouredly:

"Bring in the performing poodles as soon as you like. Since I'm in for

it, the show might as well begin promptly."

"Cecil is _most_ reasonable--I did not hope as much as this," she told

Sophy. Then she took her departure, adding:

"And now I must set the Town talking the way we wish."

It had been agreed between her and Sophy that she should spread reports

to the effect that Cecil was suffering from an attack of inflammation of

the brain. She had submitted this idea to Dr. Hopkins yesterday, and he

had agreed that it was wise and permissible under the circumstances.

Lady Wychcote was a clever woman. She set this report going with such

skill and so apt a measure of detail that even the sceptical Olive

Arundel was quite taken in by it. The people who chiefly mattered, and

those who had been present at the painful dinner, were only too glad to

accept such a solution of the disgraceful scene. Only Oswald Tyne smiled

behind Lady Wychcote's well-preserved and still girlish back, his

mocking, unctuous smile, and said: "I would rather dream of the

degrading spectacle of a British plum-pudding served in flames at an

Athenian banquet than see again at a London feast the brain of an

Englishman thus ignited. Both are too massive to burn gracefully. But

the plum-pudding has a lightness--a delicacy--a wholesomeness--which the

British cerebrum even in flames can never accomplish."

Olive, to whom Tyne made these remarks, exclaimed, much vexed:

"Oswald! You are _bwutal_. You are never funny when you are bwutal."

"On the contrary," he assured her gravely, "I am a Celt. I am always

funny when I am brutal. Your Englishman, now, is always brutal when he

is funny."

"Oh, don't try to be witty with every breath!" she cried crossly. "I

think it heartless of you, and that poor man was in danger of his life

at the very moment he said that awful thing!"

"Indeed he was," said Tyne earnestly. "I know that I had clutched my

knife with red slaughter hissing at my ear. Several men who were present

have confessed the same thing to me. The vice of self-control was all

that restrained us."

"At any rate," she said earnestly, seeing that it was hopeless to get at

his serious side through sympathy for Cecil, "at any rate, you like poor

dear Sophy, _don't_ you?"

"Yes, I burn discreetly 'with a hard, gem-like flame' for her."

"You wouldn't want to hurt her?"

"Not even for my own pleasure."

"Then _don't_ go about saying things about 'plum-puddings' and Grecian

feasts and all that when her husband is mentioned, _will_ you? Even if

you don't believe he's ill--be a good sort for Sophy's sake, and pretend

to."

"Pretence is always lovely," said Tyne dreamily. "Zeus pretended to be a

swan, and lo!--Artemis and Apollo!"

"I'm sure _you_ don't have to pretend to be a _goose_," said Olive, out

of patience, and she walked away from him, proudly carrying off the last

word.

But Tyne's native kindliness outweighed his love of drollery this time.

The memory of Sophy's beautiful, frozen profile as he had last seen it,

and which had reminded him of the drooping, white profile of the

Neapolitan Antinous, held him from further expressing his doubts of the

genuineness of Chesney's attack. As for the others, they behaved with

discreet and kindly sympathy, and carriages drew up often before the

house in Regent's Park to leave cards and inquiries.

Thus the bitterness of humiliation was lifted from Sophy's heart, and

thus, too, it came to pass that Amaldi could think of her again without

that overwhelming surge of helpless pity, and fierce, thwarted

indignation. He left cards on her and Chesney a few days later, and

meeting Bobby as he turned from the door, had the rather bitter pleasure

of holding him in his arms for a moment.

The child had not forgotten him. He gazed soberly into his eyes for a

moment, then broke into the delicious chuckle that meant delighted

affection with him, and pressing the firm little fruit of his fresh

cheek to Amaldi's, said:

"Bobby man!... Bobby _nith_ man--tome back!"

Amaldi's heart glowed and ached. He kissed the boy with passion, then

set him gently down and went away. He had found that which was lost to

him even as he found it, and the world seemed to him like a vast house

full of vacant, echoing rooms.

* * * * *

It was decided that Chesney should be taken to Dynehurst during the next

week. He affected a listless apathy, and seemed not to care whether he

went or stayed. Dr. Hopkins expressed himself satisfied with his

condition. He thought, however, that the sooner he could be moved to the

country the better it would be for him in every way. He had written

fully to Dr. Bellamy, the Wychcotes' physician at Dynehurst. For Sophy

these intervening days were peaceful but heavy. She could not recapture,

somehow, her high mood of the evening of her talk with Cecil. Things

went along evenly, monotonously. He was never either cheerful or

depressed--talked little, sometimes locked his bedroom door for hours

together. This made her curiously apprehensive. What was he doing behind

that locked door? She felt that Gaynor also was vaguely uneasy over this

new phase, but they did not mention it to each other. Apart from this

one thing, Cecil was very reasonable--submitted to having all wine

withdrawn from his diet; even put up with having his cigarettes cut down

to eight a day. Neither Sophy nor Gaynor suspected for a moment that he

had a third hypodermic syringe in his possession. With the startling and

crafty acumen of the morphinomaniac, he had secreted it in the last

place that they would have thought of--namely, in the same letter-case,

of which now he left the key carelessly on his dressing-table or the

little stand by his bed. Nor did they, in their inexperience of such

things, realise that one who had for three years been addicted to the

habit, and who, during two years of that time, had been accustomed to

large and constant doses of the drug, could not possibly have supported

its withdrawal, even gradually, with the composure shown by Chesney.

Dr. Hopkins always made his visits about ten in the morning; and, deeply

cunning, determined that no mistake on his part should prevent his

escape from the town where Algernon Carfew lived, an ever present

menace, Chesney refrained from taking his usual dose until after the

physician had seen him. These occasions of waiting for Hopkins to come

and go were very painful. Sometimes the little doctor would be half an

hour late, and each minute of this half hour seemed endless to the man,

fretting with crawling skin and muscles spasmodically twitching, for the

calming poison. So when Hopkins felt his forehead and his pulse on these

occasions, he would find the one moist and the other feeble. These

symptoms were in accord with the therapeutics of the case, hence the

inexperienced doctor's satisfaction.

But though Sophy felt saddened by the way that Cecil seemed to keep her

civilly aloof, as though what he was enduring were impossible of

comprehension to her, on the other hand she was very happy in her

surprise that this dreadful and mysterious habit should prove so easy to

cure. She recalled De Quincy's _Confessions of an Opium Eater_, and the

agonies that he described as accompanying his efforts to abstain.

Morphia, then, must differ in its effects from opium. She thanked God,

in her ignorance, that Cecil's enemy was morphia and not opium.

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