III

The dinner was as pleasant and heterogeneous as Olive's dinners always

were. But Sophy could not rouse from the dark mood into which Olive's

confidences had thrown her. The hateful scene with her husband had

already destroyed all the gay anticipation which she had felt at the

idea of an evening in the brilliant, whimsical world that liked and

spoiled her. She had been kept at home by Cecil's humours and strange

illness all during the early spring. Of late, he had been in his gentler

frame of mind. Very "nice" to her. He had seemed to want her to have the

pleasure of this evening's gaiety. She was only twenty-seven. To be

known as a beauty in London society, and petted by some of its most

famous circle--this was very bewitching to seven-and-twenty--even with

Tragedy glowering in the background. But now all was spoiled for her.

As she went with Olive again to the latter's bedroom, while the other

women chattered over their wraps in the hall below, she said: "I don't

think I'll go on to this musicale with you, Olive. I'm tired. I think

I'll just have Parkson call me a cab and go home."

"_Now_ ... I _do_ feel a wretch!" Mrs. Arundel exclaimed, turning on her

a reproachful face. "It's those horrid things I repeated to you, of

course!"

She caught both Sophy's hands in hers.

"_Don't_ make me feel a pig by not going, there's a _darling_," she

pleaded. "Don't, _don't_ be _morbid_!"

"I'm not morbid-- I'm really tired," said Sophy, looking down at the tip

of her shoe and moving it softly on the carpet, in that way she had when

deeply troubled or very angry.

"And if you _will_ go home, don't talk about having a _cab_. I'll send

you in Jack's brougham. It's _beastly_ of Cecil not giving you a

carriage!"

"He says we can't afford it."

"Then Gerald ought to give you one. The Wychcotes simply _stink_ of

money!"

Sophy smiled faintly. She could never get used to hearing such words

come so simply from pretty lips. Her black "Mammy" had once washed her

little tongue with soap for saying "stink."

"I know," she said; "but Gerald gives Cecil an allowance as it is."

Olive opened her hyacinth-blue eyes frankly.

"But Cecil had quite a fortune of his own! How does that happen?"

"I don't know," said Sophy tiredly. Money did not interest her. She had

a thousand dollars a year from her father's estate. That gave her a rich

feeling of independence. She loved to feel that her clothes, even her

underlinen and shoes and stockings, were bought with her own money. She

did not know how much it was that Gerald Wychcote allowed his younger

brother. She had never asked. But she knew that the house in Regent's

Park belonged to Gerald and that he let them have it for a nominal rent.

"I think it's a shame!" said Olive. "I suppose he made ducks and drakes

of it with that exploring fad, and travelling in India and such places.

Such _nonsense_!"

Then she took Sophy's hand again.

"_Do_ come!" she coaxed. "There's a perfect _dear_ of a man I want you

so much to meet. A friend of Varesca's--a Lombard nobleman, the Marchese

Amaldi. Italians are perfectly _enchanting_. Don't you think so?-- I am

like Lord Carlisle ... '_Italianissimo_'!"

Sophy smiled vaguely, remembering when Olive had been Austrianissimo and

Irishissimo and Frenchissimo.

"Does that smile mean you're coming? Ah, _do_! Marco Amaldi is the most

heavenly man I ever knew ... except Varesca."

"A 'heavenly' man?"

Sophy was still smiling.

"Yes. Perfectly deevy; and _so_ clever!"

Suddenly Sophy's smile faded and her eyes grew dark.

"Now you've got your 'fey' look," said Mrs. Arundel, watching her

curiously. "What does it mean? Going with me?"

Sophy did not speak at once. Her eyes seemed to watch something forming

slowly, far away--something that gathered distinctness against the

confused background of life's harlequinade. Suddenly she started, closed

her eyelids an instant, then looked at Olive. Her eyes were still wide

and vague. They looked slightly out of focus, like the eyes of a baby

staring at a flame. Olive felt a little shiver go over her.

"What is it?" she asked. "What do you see?"

"Nothing. It's just a feeling. I'll go with you. Something is going to

happen to me to-night. Something important. The room will have three

windows----"

She broke off again, and looked from Olive's face, far away.

Mrs. Arundel's voice took on an awed tone. "Are you really

superstitious, Sophy?"

"About that, I am."

"About what?"

"About a room with three windows. Don't ask me. I can't explain it. It's

just a feeling."

"Olive!... Come along! We'll be late!" shouted Arundel, from the hall.

The two women went down together, Mrs. Arundel still rather awed.

Sophy's eyes were really so uncanny sometimes. Very, very beautiful, of

course, but eerie. Now if she, Olive Arundel, were a man--she would

prefer something less peculiar, more "human." Olive was very fond of

this word, "human." She felt that, like charity, it covered a multitude

of sins--pretty, pleasant little sins.

* * * * *

When they reached the Ponceforths', the musicale was in full swing. Some

one was singing a song by Maude Valerie White. Sophy heard a little gasp

from Olive--her arm was impetuously seized.

"Sophy," she whispered, in spite of the singing, "there _are_ three

windows!"

Sophy, too, was gazing at the windows. She said nothing. An artist had

lent his flat to the Ponceforths for their musicale. The big studio made

such a capital place for singing. There were three wide windows at one

end.

Sophy moved forward as in a sort of daze, half pleasant, half fearful.

That feeling as of an imminent crisis grew on her. Some one brought her

to a chair. It was a little apart from the other chairs. She sat rather

rigidly, her hands one over the other in her lap. Her profile shone like

pearly gold against a curtain of brown velvet. Presently she felt that

some one was watching her with peculiar intentness. Little spangles of

sensation crept over the back of her head. It was as though a little

electric feather were being drawn softly along her hair. Then Jean de

Reszke began to sing. It was a wild Hungarian folk-song that he sang

with that warm, wild voice of his. The words meant nothing to her. The

voice told her that it was a song of love and the despair even of love

fulfilled.

De Reszke finished his song on a slow, melancholy note like a ray of

fading sunlight in autumn. All the melancholy of late autumn seemed to

penetrate Sophy's bosom. Then a quick revulsion of feeling seized her.

That "something"--that "something" that was going to "happen" was near

her--drawing closer.

Varesca's handsome little face bent smiling towards her.

"Mrs. Chesney, I have a friend who cannot wait for the music to be done

for being introduced to you. May I bring him?--the Marchese Amaldi--a

good friend of mine." Varesca's rather quaint English sounded pleasant

to her.

"Why, yes--do," she said, smiling at him.

"Marco----" said Varesca, half turning. Amaldi, who had stood just

behind Sophy, came forward. They looked gravely at each other while she

gave him her hand. Before they could speak, the girl who had been at

first singing began another song. For a second longer, Sophy and Amaldi

continued to look at each other in that quiet, serious way. Then she

turned her eyes on the singer. That had been a strange feeling--the

feeling which had come over her as she met Amaldi's eyes. It was as if

they were recognising each other, rather than just becoming acquainted.

As the girl went on with the rather tiresome song, Sophy turned her head

and glanced at him again. This time he smiled, very slightly. She smiled

in answer. Yes; it was really as if they were old friends meeting thus

unexpectedly again.

And how charming his face was--dark and irregular! Now, again, that she

saw him without looking at him, in that way women have, she thought he

had a reserved air. She always noticed at once the colour of people's

eyes. Amaldi's were a clear olive. His figure showed a lithe symmetry as

he leaned relaxed against the curtain of brown velvet. He was not very

tall; but, though slender, he looked strong. It was odd how everything

about him seemed familiar to her.

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