CHAPTER XV.

It will now be necessary to go back a few steps of this history, and

return to Oriana, whose vengeful rage, and unabated malice has been in a

former period alluded to, and stated to have remained long abortive. But

though such was in reality the case, and although upwards of two years

had elapsed in fruitless machinations and vain attempts, Oriana was not

to be thus baffled; obstacles which long since must have discouraged a

less vindictive mind, seemed but to add fuel to the hate which burned in

her; she still continued to watch every movement of the objects of her

long-desired vengeance; the desire of vengeance was the predominent

sensation of her soul, and for that she seemed to abandon every other

consideration.

Not even her regard for the opposite sex had now a power of detaching

her mind, for any length of time, from the contemplation of her highest

aim. In every blooming youth she beheld a second Eugene; the remembrance

of the shame and disgrace she had suffered was excited afresh; and she

trembled lest deception might lurk, and she again commit herself.

Against Gabrielle were her long-continued turbulent emotions chiefly

indulged. Angelo, whom she had never loved, she did not now hate

sufficiently to desire above every thing his destruction. She considered

him merely as a means to work the misery and destruction of Gabrielle.

She knew him well, for artless and undisguised was the character of

Angelo. She knew him to be fickle, variable, ardent, and susceptible;

and it was upon this knowledge that she chiefly grounded her hopes of

compassing the mischief she meditated.

Wearied by a recourse to arts and stratagems hitherto unavailing, she

determined upon organising a system which should be so perfectly

regulated in all its parts, and so indefatigably persevered in, that no

human foresight or skill should be capable of circumventing it. Oriana

was truly a Genoese, cunning as they all are, inured to hardships,

patient, and persevering, above the rest of the Italians; and, naturally

poor, they make up, by an indefatigable industry, for the niggardliness

of fortune towards them. There is a celebrated proverb respecting them,

that they have a sea without fish, a land without trees, and men without

faith: perhaps women may be included in the latter stricture, which

could not be better applied than to Oriana.

When a child, she had been placed by her parents with the wife of a poor

fisherman, living in a hut by the side of the Bonzevera, to be nursed;

but subsequently these parents, whose infamy and want of principle

appeared to have been transmitted to their offspring, abandoned her to

the mercy of poverty-struck wretches, who had grounded their chief hopes

of decent support upon the pay they expected to have received for the

care and nouriture of their charge. When however, after a short time,

they discovered that so far from being amended in their situation, her

parents had absconded, and left their forlorn infant upon their hands,

they determined, though sorely smarting under the lash of poverty, and

bitterly disappointed, to endeavor to do the best they could, rather

than abandon to destruction an unoffending child.

Oriana accordingly remained with the fisherman and his wife, who did not

find that the addition of her slender support rendered them poorer than

they were before. Nor when the wife of the fisherman, a few years after

this event, presented him with a daughter, did they look with altered

eye upon the little Oriana, or turn her adrift; they brought her up with

their own daughter, and still contrived to live. When Oriana arrived at

an age to comprehend, she was made fully sensible, but without reproach,

of the obligations under which she existed to her benefactors, and she

promised, that if she lived she would endeavour to repay to the utmost

the kindness she had received. This promise, without entering more

minutely than is necessary into her history, the unhappy girl faithfully

kept. In process of time, when requiring no longer their protection or

care, but towering above them in meretricious splendor, she did not add

ingratitude to them, in the catalogue of her vices; she did not forget,

or consider inferior to her, the obscure guardians of her early youth,

but transferred them from the wretched hovel where long she had existed

with them, to a commodious and comparitively sumptuous residence;

bestowed on them a share of her comforts and advantages, and suffered

the tide of her fortune to flow in a degree towards them.

In consequence of this, the fisherman Mezzotetto, and his family, were

devoted both from gratitude and early habit to her, who, from a

deserted and dependant orphan upon them, had become their benefactress;

and it would have been a task of difficulty for Oriana to have proposed

to them that which they would have hesitated to comply with. These were

the persons then, who in the organisation of her proposed plan presented

themselves to her mind, as ready and willing assistants, and fit and

perfect instruments for carrying into execution her cherished vengeance,

too long delayed. Hastening to them, therefore, soon as her ideas were

sufficiently arranged, she first exacted from each an oath of secrecy,

and then imparting to them as much of her views as she considered

necessary, she explained to Mezzotetto the part she desired him to act,

and in what way he could best forward the hope of vengeance, burning at

her heart, which long she confessed had destroyed (from being

unaccomplished) her every pleasure, and which, if remaining much longer

thus, must hasten her, in despair, to an untimely grave.

Mezzotetto, his wife, and daughter, the latter of whom was intended to

act a most conspicuous part in this infamous drama, at hearing this last

declaration of Oriana, prayed her to dismiss such gloomy thoughts, and

to rely upon them wholly, entering with the deepest interest into the

sentiments of their adopted child, sympathising in the bitterness of her

insulted feelings, approving of her determination to revenge the

outrages she had sustained, and promising to go hand in hand with her,

in whatever she should decree; and unhesitatingly exert their best

efforts to meet her views.

This was no more than Oriana expected; she thanked her father and

mother, however, for such she would still continue, to their great

satisfaction, to call them, for the aid they so readily offered, and

bidding them farewell, departed with the utmost exultation, accompanied

by Paulina Mezzotetto, their daughter, whom they cheerfully resigned to

be governed by her will and pleasure.

Paulina was some years younger than Oriana, and bore the appearance of

being still younger than she was. Her beauty was of that peculiar cast

which may be termed heavenly, for her face accurately resembled all that

the finest painting has suggested, or the imagination conceives, of the

Angel; her form possessed a sylphic delicacy, and that want of careless

ease which in another might have been the result of ignorance, or

vulgarism, but seemed in her the graceful timidity of innocent beauty.

It appeared as though nature, in a freak, had determined to combine all

that was beautiful and perfect in an obscure individual, but to give her

neither mind, heart, nor soul, that she might show how gloriously she

could embellish a casket, which yet should contain nothing. The

loveliness of Paulina’s person was, indeed, the only quality of beauty

she possessed.

Frequent communication with Oriana had early corrupted her principles.

She had praised her exquisite beauty, and this had excited a confusion

of ideas in her mind, which inevitably laid the foundation of her future

depravity, from having taught her to value this cherished beauty, as her

highest merit, and most valuable possession. She had entered eagerly

into the designs of Oriana, yielded implicitly to all she had proposed,

and in the prospect so pleasing to her ignorant and contaminated mind,

of being called into action, though only as the tool of another, she

hoped that a field might be opened for herself, wherein her beauty might

procure her similar advantages with those appearing to be enjoyed by the

vile and miserable Oriana.

Accordingly the Genoese had found it no difficult task to instruct so

willing a pupil in the part she was to act. Paulina, whose natural

cunning was on a par with the depravity of Oriana, readily comprehended,

and as readily acquiesced in all that was required of her. Every

arrangement then being accurately made, and their plan of action put in

train, the Genoese experienced a sensation of joy in the prospect of at

length scattering and destroying those she hated, such as long had been

unknown to her breast; for the continued contemplation of her desired

and insatiate revenge had literally deprived her of peace and rest;

already she led the life of the tortured upon earth, racked with

never-ceasing pain.

How her dire hopes became realized, how her arts succeeded, and how

justly she had estimated the weakness of Angelo, has been seen; assisted

in her efforts, and powerfully seconded by the seducing auxiliary of

matchless beauty in the person of Paulina, her triumph was complete, and

the full measure of destruction, full even as the craving vengeance of

_her_ soul could desire, heaped upon the head of the miserable

Gabrielle.

To her, unconscious as yet of the horrors bursting over her, we now

return. It was long ere this unhappy victim of early error and

misfortune suspected the full extent of her misery; true, she had long

seen, and seen with pain, that Angelo had differed strangely during the

last few months from the excellent and tender Angelo that for two years

preceding he had uniformily been; but this change of demeanor she

attributed to almost any thing but the true cause. She knew that Angelo

had a propensity to deep play, that he loved wine, and that when he had

indulged in the latter, he was but too apt to fall into the error of the

former. She conceived it probable that he might have lost considerably,

and she was in this case too delicate and too high minded to remark his

varying deportment,--now restless, now abstracted, now fretful, or

reserved. She fondly flattered herself, that kindness and attention

would recal him to himself, and that, if circumstances were as she

suspected, they might ultimately even prove beneficial, by operating as

a severe though radical cure against all future similar excesses.

What still more tended to exclude every idea of a different nature, was

the doting fondness with which he still continued to regard his child,

and sometimes with an enthusiasm of tenderness, even till the tears

started to his eyes. Little did she surmise the real source of those

tears, which were excited at the thought of soon ceasing to behold him,

or of becoming a wretch still viler, by snatching him from the bosom of

a mother. Even in his moodiest moments he would play with him, and

fondle him with a mixture of pain, and eager delight, such as to dispel

for a time his guiltier thoughts.

Never could Gabrielle suspect so far the honor and faith of Angelo, as,

situated as he was, to suppose for an instant, that any other female

could attract, much less employ his attention,--for the insinuation of

the base Paulina to Angelo was wholly unfounded:--Gabrielle had neither

suspected, nor had ever watched his movements; the fabrication was at

the instigation of the fiend Oriana, for the purpose of inducing the

deluded Angelo to hasten every measure, and to commit himself beyond the

power of redemption. Gabrielle was besides so rational, so liberally

just in her conceptions, although so enthusiastic in her feelings, that

she could make infinite allowances for the variations of manner,

conduct, or disposition. She considered Angelo as a firm and faithful

_husband_, who was fond in spirit, rather than in profession; not as a

lover who, with a new object, is all rapture and tender endearment.

Superior sense, and fine discrimination, taught her, that the female who

desires to be happy, must forego all the idle gratifications of vanity,

or foolish egotism; and that the female who loves, and is beloved, may

readily sacrifice these nothings at the shrine of reason.

Thus, then, when at last the fatal truth burst upon her, it came like

the lightning’s flash, which for a time dries up and palsies every

faculty. Angelo had been for some time past in the habit of returning

home at an extreme late hour of the night, but had never yet remained

absent for the whole of it. Still, when the first night elapsed and he

did not return, Gabrielle in her mind palliated it, for she considered

that he might have been by some friends prevailed on to dine at a

distance from town, and afterwards not to venture back over some

unfrequented road, at an unseasonable hour. Thus, though she experienced

a slight pang at the inattention of Angelo, once so unusual with him,

but now, alas! too frequent, she did not suffer much uneasiness or

alarm. When the following morning arrived however, noon, evening, and

night came on, and still no appearance of Angelo, the thoughts of

Gabrielle were of some terrible cause for delay, some unforeseen

accident or disaster. How could a mind so generous, so noble, and so

conscious in itself of not meriting the cruelest injury that could be

offered woman, suspect for an instant the real cause of Angelo’s

absence?

At length the second night passed away, and Gabrielle, now alarmed and

agitated beyond endurance, imagined nothing less than midnight

assassination.

Her thoughts wandered to Oriana; she dismissed in horror the idea; again

and again they reverted to her, fixed on her, and could not be

withdrawn. Angelo did not return; who but _her_ could desire or plan his

death? Yielding to a sudden impulse of despair, scarce knowing what she

intended, and incapable of consideration, she determined to see her. The

thought and the execution were almost one, she flew to her house with a

wild rapidity, and on gaining admittance, burst immediately into the

well-known apartment, where usually Oriana sat: there she beheld the

fierce machinating fiend, who, calm and triumphant, was exulting in idea

over the havoc she had caused. Gabrielle stood before her--gazed upon

her for a moment; she read her fate in her eyes, and clasping her hands

together, with pale and frenzied countenance, she exclaimed, “Tell

me--tell me, I conjure you, where is Angelo! Where is my husband!”

Oriana cast on her a glance, in which all the dreadful passions of her

mind were depicted--hate, malice, ruthless revenge, and barbarous

triumph; then, with a smile which language cannot describe, she said,

“Angelo D’Albini is not with me you perceive, Signora; where else he

is, no doubt himself will soon inform you.”

“Oh, lives he, lives he to inform me?” wildly exclaimed Gabrielle;

“sure, if he did, long since I should have known.”

“It is quite impossible, you know, Signora,” observed Oriana, with a

cutting coolness, “to account for the caprices of men; in all

probability the Conte is still living; but as he once preferred you, and

then me, and then you again, you being condescending enough to receive

him, it is not impossible but he may now prefer another to you. However,

fear not, perhaps he may return to you again still.”

At this horrible insinuation, and the air with which it was delivered,

the most distracting ideas presented themselves to Gabrielle, who knew

not on what to fix. That Oriana was informed respecting Angelo, she

could not avoid believing; but to the hint of his infidelity she

attached not the smallest credit, conceiving that Oriana merely

intimated this to delude and give her pain. From her obdurate and

malicious countenance, however, she clearly beheld she had nothing to

expect; to interrogate her would be vain and she therefore merely said,

while her towering spirit gained for a moment some ascendancy over the

anguish of her heart, “Wretched woman! though I shudder at your

depravity, I disdain your insinuations, and despise your malice; Angelo

has so long escaped your abominable machinations, I trust in heaven he

may escape them still, and, to the confusion of your hopes, unchanged

and uninjured soon return.”

“But not to you;” exclaimed Oriana, bursting into a loud laugh, as

Gabrielle, struck with horror, hastened from her presence; “not to you,

not to you,” she repeated, and her demoniac peals of laughter continued

to echo in her ears till she had escaped beyond the verge of its sound.

The next step of the distracted Gabrielle was to make application to all

those friends of Angelo with whom she was acquainted, for some

intelligence respecting him, but in vain; not any of his friends had

been lately in the habit of seeing him; and now for the first time it

was, when Gabrielle called to mind his perpetual absence from home, that

something like suspicion glanced for a moment across her mind. Where,

then, could he have been, if, as it appeared, not among his friends?

Wonder, alarm, and uncertainty possessed her wholly, and, in

undescribable suspense and anguish, she found she had no alternative

but to await the moment that should explain to her his mysterious

disappearance, his present fate, or future intention.

At length this anxiously desired, yet terrible moment arrived,--the

moment which was to give her information of the man, who having first

involved her in the most dreadful misfortunes, prepared now to give them

a climax; to let her behold, traced by _his_ hand, those horrible

characters, which were to reveal to her his perfidy and ingratitude! A

letter, post-mark of Calais, was the form, in which this cruel

communication met the astonished and almost incredulous eyes of the

bewildered Gabrielle. At each line she read, her heart beat with

increased violence--dreadful ideas of her own situation, and the future

fate of her child, like horrible phantoms gleamed before her;--the

power of thought gradually forsook her;--her eyes glared on the paper,

without power to decypher it to an end;--in vain she struggled to

collect herself, to retain her fleeting senses; violent convulsions

seized her--she staggered--and fell prostrate to the floor! The contents

of the letter were these:--

“_Calais._

“Conscious that I owe to you an explanation for my conduct, I have

not till this moment found courage to address you; and even now,

oh, Gabrielle! I can explain to you nothing. I am attracted, and

borne away from you by a dazzling constellation which ravishes my

eyes, which maddens my senses, and which fills up my heart. Oh,

Gabrielle! Oh, unfortunate daughter of Montmorency, pity my

baseness--pity my ingratitude!

“What shall I say more?--Return to you I cannot;--for, to return to

you with affections changed would be an insult to that celestial

goodness and virtue of your’s which my soul reverences and adores.

But though my soul reverences and adores your virtues, my heart, my

weak erring heart, doats upon the beauty of another. Oh, wretch

that I am! God! why do I live to write thus to her I once so fondly

loved, whom reproachful conscience sternly tells me I ought still

to love!--to the mother of my child? To---- oh, Gabrielle, these

falling tears bear witness of my anguish and remorse; and shew you

that your wrongs are revenged, even in the very centre of my guilty

heart, torn as it is by the most impetuous passion. Our child---- I

have left him with you, beloved Gabrielle; _beloved_, did I say?

Oh, heaven have mercy! where will this confusion of feeling, this

distraction of idea end?

“My destination is to England--to London, where I shall fix; my

reasons for not remaining at Naples, after the guilt I have avowed

to you, must be obvious; perhaps other considerations swayed me

too: at all events, respect for your feelings had its share in

determining me. I could not, Gabrielle, I could not openly dare

outrage that delicate tenderness that you bore me;--ah, its

remembrance throbs at my heart in bitterest reproach, and the

conviction of it increases my crime. But attempt not to recal me,

Gabrielle; ah, no, I know you too well; nor reproach me, I implore

you; it will be unnecessary; I could almost say, confound me

not--sink me not to the earth--even by beholding your hand

writing!--Cherish our boy;--believe me, he is dear to me as to

you; but in leaving him with you, I have preferred you to myself;

cherish him for the sake of his father--for the sake of his father,

did I say? No, no, no--for his _own_ sake, sweet innocent! be

happy, too, if you can, and endeavour to forget that such a wretch

exists as

“ANGELO D’ALBINI.”

“My banker’s agent, at Naples, has orders to answer your drafts to

any amount.”

Thus wrote the weak, the erring Angelo, whose pleasure in the

gratification of his passion was more than counterbalanced by the pangs

of his remorse; whose heart, when the vain hours of dalliance had

palled, missing the refined delight of intellectual intercourse, was

continually reproached by his reason for abandoning a being like

Gabrielle, and who, while he shuddered at, and lamented his vices, had

not the fortitude to oppose them.

The unhappy Gabrielle, whose fall had been heard by a domestic in the

next room, was conveyed immediately to bed, and every means administered

to restore her senses; but her mind had received a blow which reason

could not overcome; violent fever and delirium seized her, and she was

speedily reduced to a state such as made it improbable she would long

live to deplore, or smart under her manifold injuries.

Angelo in the mean time proceeded to England, reached London, and there

establishing himself for a time, the stings of remorse and uneasy

reflection were blunted by the frivolous gaieties in which he indulged,

by exhibiting the beautiful Paulina to the ephemeral flutterers of the

day, by hearing the praises bestowed on her person, and by exciting her

idle wonder, and shallow observations, at the scenes so new to her.

But it is impossible to be always immersed in amusement, which soon

ceases to be esteemed so, when the spirits become exhausted; it is

impossible to gaze always upon a lovely countenance with equal

admiration, for the senses becoming satiated, the _heart_ requires

something more--something to interest, to delight, to fix beyond the

moment. In a union like that of Angelo with Paulina, where passion and

the wandering senses were alone the basis, the rapture of enthusiasm

soon cools, the effervescence of the senses subsides, indifference

succeeds to ardour, and to indifference disgust. In such an union, too,

where there is no solid foundation for the mind on which to rest, there

are inevitably many moments and many hours, which, if not dedicated to

passion, for love in this instance we may not call it, must be vacant,

oppressive and inane. The mind cannot be for ever on the stretch, the

calm and social pleasures of intellectual intercourse are necessary to

refresh, and to invigorate it, and then alone can it be truly said that

love becomes a rational, blissful, and refined enjoyment.

Though still intoxicated by her matchless beauty, the eyes of the

misguided Angelo opened by degrees. He still beheld before him those

enchanting features, and that blooming form, but he saw nothing beyond

them, and even those he saw daily with decreased admiration, because

daily they became more familiar in his sight. He could now discern, e’en

through the delusive charms of that beauteous countenance, a dearth of

every finer quality of the mind; but time convinced him soon it wanted

not the more ignoble characteristics of cunning, and mercenary

selfishness; for Paulina, having now gained her aim, and satisfied

Oriana, was no longer anxious to appear to Angelo the thing she was not.

Her modest deportment, bashful innocence, and timidity, gradually, nay

quickly, vanished. She became bold, tyrannical, capricious, and,

presuming on the misplaced fondness of Angelo, extravagant and

ridiculous in her requests. Thus, while she disgusted him by her extreme

folly, she made him wretched by the conduct she pursued, and painfully

awakened him from the dream of enchantment by which he had been misled.

Now then it was, that the ill-fated Gabrielle appeared before him in the

full perfection of _her real beauty_; never, till this time, had he so

fully appreciated her; she stood before him, decked in the bright glory

of her various virtues; she held his forsaken child in her arms, and

regarded him in mournful accusation. From this vision of pain, because

of happiness scorned and cast away, he hurried in anguish to Paulina for

consolation; he saw still that fair face, but he saw in it those traces

of a grovelling and worthless mind, which experience had revealed to him

existed, disguised no longer by the transitory smiles of artless

innocence.

“Oh, is it possible!” would he mentally exclaim, in regarding the

altered object before him, “is it possible, that I could ever have been

so deceived? Can this be the soft creature, whose trembling innocence,

whose blushing simplicity, excited first my love? No, no, it cannot be

her, but some fiend rather, who, to punish me, has assumed her form.”

Mean time Paulina, who, like her mistress Oriana, was utterly incapable

of such a sentiment as love, and who felt towards Angelo a perfect

indifference; respecting his pride and his feelings as little as she did

his happiness, took every opportunity of mortifying the one, and of

insulting the other, by the most flagrant levity of deportment towards

such of his friends, as, to divert the vacuum of those hours he must

have passed in her society only, he thought it expedient to invite.

Indeed she did not disguise from Angelo that she preferred the

conversation of other men to his, and gave as her reason, with an

appearance of archness, but real sincerity, that she was weary of

continually regarding the same object. Thus had he the mortification of

seeing himself foiled at his own weapons,--fickleness and love of

novelty.

A few months elapsed, and a perfect revolution having taken place in the

mind of Angelo, he decided, in the bitterness of his mournful

retrospection, to lay open his guilty heart to the deeply injured

Gabrielle, to acknowledge his present conviction of his folly and

baseness, to cast himself repentant at her feet, implore the tender

charities of her nature for forgiveness, and supplicate her to receive

him once more to her bosom.

According as his letter should be answered, he determined to act; and

having written and dispatched it, he awaited in trembling anxiety for

some reply.

But day after day elapsed, and he did not receive any; a line at least

he had expected from the well-known goodness of Gabrielle--a line,

however cold, however severe: in vain his hopes, not a word arrived to

cheer him, and, overwhelmed by sorrow and regret, he said to himself,

“Alas! even the supreme excellence of Gabrielle has undergone a change;

but it is my baseness which has contaminated it, and taught her noble

nature to desire revenge. Ah! Gabrielle, Gabrielle, thou hast it

fully!--fully are thy wrongs revenged!”

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