What ho! she bumps

called him to Glasgow?

"We must think of something!" Marsh was saying, but Henry was busy with

his own thoughts and paid no heed to him.

What, after all, had a farm to offer a quick-witted man or woman? That

girl, Lizzie McCamley of whom his father had spoken once, she had

preferred to go to Belfast and work in a linen mill and live in a slum

rather than continue in the country; and Jamesey McKeown, who was so

quick and eager and anxious to succeed, had weighed farms and fields and

hills and valleys in the balance and found them of less weight and value

than a Glasgow bar and a Glasgow music-hall. Henry remembered that his

father was more interested in the land than most men--and he resolved to

ask for his opinion. What was the good of all this co-operation, this

struggle to discover the best way of making the earth yield up the means

of life, this effort to increase and multiply, when nothing they could

do seemed to make the work attractive to those who did it?...

Marsh was still murmuring to him. "I see," he was saying, "that

something must be done. That girl ... what's her name?... Sheila

something?..."

"Sheila Morgan!" Henry said.

"Yes. Sheila Morgan ... she said something about dancing classes, didn't

she? We'll start a dancing class ... we'll teach them the Gaelic

dances!..."

It suddenly seemed funny to Henry that Marsh should propose to solve the

Land Problem ... the real Land Problem ... by means of dancing classes.

"They'll want more than that," he said. "They can't always be dancing!"

"No," Marsh answered, "but we can begin with that!"

Marsh's depression swiftly left him. He began to speculate on the future

of the countryside when the Gaelic revival was complete. There would be

Gaelic games, Gaelic songs, Gaelic dances and a Gaelic literature. "I

don't see why we shouldn't have a theatre in every village, with village

actors and village plays.... There must be a great deal of talent hidden

away in these houses that never comes out because there is no one to

bring it out.... I wish you were older, Henry, and were quit of Trinity.

You and I ... and Galway ... of course, we must have Galway ... might

start the Movement on a swifter course than it has now!..." He broke off

and made a gesture of impatience. "Oh, my God, why can't a man do more!"

he said.

5

Henry put the question to his father, and Mr. Quinn considered it for a

while.

"I don't know," he answered, "what to say. You'd think people would find

more to interest them in the land than in anything else ... but they

don't. There's so much to do, an' it's so varied, an' you have it all

under your own eye ... you begin it an' carry it on and you end it ...

an' yet somehow!... An' then the whole family understands it and can

take an interest in it. You'd think that that would hold them. There

isn't any other trade in the world that'll take up a whole family an'

give them all somethin' to talk about an' think over an' join in. But

I've never known a bright boy or girl on a farm that wasn't itchin' to

get away from it to a town!"

"But something'll have to be done, father!" Henry urged. "We must have

farmers!..."

"Aye, something'll have to be done, but I'm damned if I know what. I

suppose when they've developed machinery more an' can make transit

easier ... but sometimes I half think we'll have to breed people for the

land ... thick people, slow-witted people, clods ... an' just let them

root an' dig and grub an' ... an' breed!" He got up as he spoke, and

paced about the room. "No, Henry, I've got no remedy for you! The

Almighty God'll have to think of a plan, _I_ can't!"

6

Sheila Morgan did not know any of the ancient Gaelic dances, nor did any

one in Ballymartin. She knew how to waltz and she could dance the polka

and the schottishe. "An' that's all you need!" she said. There were two

old women in the village who danced a double reel, and Paddy Kane was a

great lad at jigs....

"Perhaps later on," Marsh said, "we can get some one to teach them

Gaelic dances!"

And so the classes began. Marsh had announced at the Language class that

the first of the Dancing Classes would be held on the following Thursday

... and on Thursday every boy and girl and young man and woman in

Ballymartin had crowded into the schoolroom where the class was to be

held.

"There are more here than come to the Language class," Marsh exclaimed

in astonishment when he entered the room.

"Dancing seems to be more popular than Gaelic," Henry replied.

"I don't know how we shall teach them all," Marsh went on. "I can't

dance ... and she can't possibly teach them all!"

But there was no need to teach them to dance--they had all learned to

dance "from their cradles," as some one said, and in a little while the

room was full of dancing couples.

Sheila Morgan had gone smilingly to John Marsh as he entered the room.

"We're all ready," she said, and waited.

"Oh, yes!" he replied, a little vaguely.

She looked at him for a few moments, and then went on. "If you were to

lead off," she suggested.

"Me? But I can't dance!..."

"You can't dance!"

"No," he continued. "Somehow, I've never learnt to dance!" She looked

disappointed. "I thought mebbe you an' me 'ud lead off," she said.

"I'm sorry," he replied. "Perhaps Mr. Quinn can dance!..."

Henry gave his arm to her and they walked off, to begin the slow

procession round the room until all the couples were ready.

"I think Mr. Marsh is the only one in the place that can't dance,"

Sheila said, as she placed her hand on Henry's shoulder.

He put his arm round her waist and they moved off in the dance. "I

suppose he is," he answered.

7

He danced with her several times. Her cheeks were glowing and the lustre

of her eyes was like the sparkle of the stars. Her lips were slightly

parted, and now and then her breath came quickly. As they swung round

and round, she sometimes closed her eyes and then slowly opened them

again. He became aware of some strange emotion that he had never known

before.

"I love dancin'," she murmured, half to herself.

"Yes," he replied, scarcely knowing that he was speaking.

"I love dancin'," she said again, and again he said "Yes" and no

more....

He led her to a seat at the side of the room and sat down on the chair

next to it. They did not speak, but sat there watching the swift

movements of the other dancers. Marsh was somewhere at the other end of

the room, looking on ... a little puzzled, a little disturbed ... but

pleased, too, because the dancers were pleased. He was wondering why the

interest in the Gaelic language was not so strong as the interest in the

waltz. "A foreign dance, too ... not Gaelic at all!"

But Henry had forgotten the Gaelic movement, and was conscious only of

the girl beside him and her glowing cheeks and her bright eyes and the

softness of her.... She was older than he was, a couple of years and he

noticed that she had just "put up" her hair. It had been hanging loosely

when he first saw her, and he wondered which he liked better, the loose,

hanging hair, or the hair bound round her head. Her slender white neck

was revealed now that her hair was up, and it was very beautiful, but he

thought that after all, his first sight of her, as she stood in the

doorway, the raindrops still on her face, and flung back the long, loose

strands of dark hair that lay about her shoulders ... he still thought

that was the loveliest vision of her he had seen....

Then he remembered Mary Graham. She, too, had long loose hair that lay

in dark lengths about her shoulders, and her eyes, too, could shine ...

but she was a girl, and Sheila was a woman!... He was engaged to Mary,

of course ... well, was it an engagement? They had been sweethearts and

he had told her he loved her and she had said that she would marry him

... and all that ... but they were kids when that happened. Ninian had

called him a sloppy ass!... This was different. His feeling for Sheila

Morgan was different from his feeling for Mary Graham. He had never felt

for any one as he felt for Sheila. He seemed unaccountably to be more

aware of Sheila than he was of Mary. He could not altogether understand

this difference of sensation ... but sometimes when he had been with

Mary, he had forgotten that she was a girl ... she was just some one

with whom he was playing a game or going for a walk or taking a bathe in

the sea. But he could not forget that Sheila was a woman. When he had

danced with her and his arm was about her waist and her fingers were in

his ... he seemed to grow up. He felt as if something at which he had

been gazing uncomprehendingly for a long time, had suddenly become known

to him. He recognised something ... understood something which had

puzzled him.

"Let's dance again," he said, standing up before her.

"All right," she answered, rising and going to him.

"I love dancing," he said to her.

"Yes," she murmured in reply.

8

When the dance was over, he took her to her uncle's farm. Marsh,

overcome by headache, had gone home before the dance was ended, and

Henry felt glad of this. He waited in the porch of the schoolhouse while

Sheila put on her coat and wrap, and wondered why his feeling for her

was so different from his feeling for Mary Graham, and while he

wondered, she came to him, gathering up her skirts.

"Isn't the sky lovely?" she said, glancing up at the stars, as they

walked out of the school-yard into the road.

He glanced up too, but did not answer.

"Millions an' millions of them," she said. "You'd wonder the sky 'ud

hold them all!"

"Yes," he said.

"Many's a time I wonder about the stars," she went on. "Do you ever

wonder about them?"

"Sometimes."

"Do you think there's people in them, the same as there is on the

earth?"

"I don't know," he answered.

"This is a star, too, isn't it?" she asked.

"Yes."

"An' shines just like them does?"

"Yes, I think so!"

"That's quare!" She walked on for a few yards without speaking, and her

eyes were fixed steadily on the starry fields. "It's funny," she said,

"to think mebbe there's people up there lookin' at us an' them mebbe

thinkin' about this place what we're thinkin' of them. Wouldn't you love

to be able to fly up to one of them an' just see if it's true?..."

He laughed at her and she laughed in response. "I'm talkin' blether,"

she said, stumbling over a stone in the road.

"Mind!" he warned her, putting out his hand to steady her.

"I was nearly down that time," she said. "These roads is awful in the

dark ... you can't see where you're goin' or what's in the way!"

"No," he replied.

Her arms were crooked because she was holding her skirts about her

ankles, and as she stumbled against him a second time, he put out his

hand and caught hold of her arm, and this time he did not withdraw it.

He slipped his arm inside hers and drew her close to him, and so they

walked on in the starlight up the rough road that led to Matthew

Hamilton's farm.

"It's quaren late," she said, moving nearer to him.

"Yes," he answered.

There was a rustle in the trees as the night wind blew through the

branches, and they could hear the silken murmur of the corn as it bent

before the breeze. Now and then there was a flutter of wings in a hedge

as they passed by, and the low murmurs of cattle and sheep came from the

fields.

"I wish it were next Thursday," he said.

"So do I," she replied.

"I wish we could have two dancing-classes in the week instead of one!"

"So do I," she said.

"But we can't manage that," he continued. "You see we have two nights

for the Language class!..."

"You could have one night for the Language class," she said, "and two

nights for dancing!"

"I don't think Marsh would like that," he answered.

They walked on for a while, thinking of what Marsh would say, and then

she broke the silence.

"I don't see the good of them oul' language classes," she said.

"Don't you?"

"No. I'd rather be dancin' any day!..."

9

He left her at the gate that led into the farmyard.

"Good-night," he said, holding out his hand to her.

"Good-night!" she replied.

But still he did not move away nor did she open the gate and pass into

the yard.

"I shall look forward to Thursday," he said.

"So shall I!"

"Good-night!"

"Good-night!"

He still held her hand in his and as she made a movement to draw it

away, he suddenly pulled her to him and put his arms about her and

kissed her.

"Sheila!" he said.

"Let me go!" she whispered.

She drew away from him, and stood looking at him for a few moments. Then

she pushed the gate open and walked into the yard.

"Good-night!" she said.

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