Let 'em be happy, and rest so contented,
They pay the tribute of their hearts and knees.
_Thiery and Theodoret_.
After passing some of his cultures through the filter, he injected
subcutaneously the filtrate, composed of dead organisms and their
toxins, into Lionel's arms and into his own. Taking one of the
black-faced monkeys, which they had brought with them for the purpose,
he shaved and cleansed a part of its neck, and injected a weak culture
into the space prepared, after exposing the culture to a heat slightly
below the heat necessary to kill the organisms. Into another monkey he
injected a culture, weakened by a slight addition of carbolic. He had
no great hope that the measure which he was preparing would be of use;
he meant to try them all. "If I had had more time," he thought
bitterly, "I might have succeeded." He had lost so much time in
getting the culture to grow. As he sealed up the punctures with
collodion, he said to himself that he had tried Lionel's cure, and that
now he was free to try his own personal theories. He would kill some
animal naturally immune, such as a wildebeest or a koodoo, and obtain
serum from it direct, in as cleanly a manner as he could. Lionel had
said that such a serum, so collected, would be useless and probably
septic; but who cared for possible blood-poisoning when the alternative
was certain death? Personally he would prefer a death by glanders to
this drowsy dying. If he could disable an antelope, he might be able
to obtain the blood by formal antiseptic methods in sterilised pots.
It would be worth trying. He had taken serum from a horse in England.
He knew the process. Unfortunately the heart of Africa is not like
England, nor is a kicking, horned, wild beast, tearing the earth to
tatters in the death-agony, like a staid and glossy horse neatly
arranged to be tapped. "Besides," he thought, "the beast may be
suffering from all manner of diseases, or it may hold germs in
toleration which the blood of man could not tolerate. And how was he
to go hunting with an equipment of sterile pots and pipes on his back?"
He liked the notion too well to be frightened by the difficulties. It
offered the possibility of success; it gave him hope, and it kept his
mind busily engaged. Even if he saw no wild game, the hunt would be a
change to him. He was a moderately good rifle-shot. The foil was the
only weapon at which he was really clever. As he looked to his rifle,
he felt contempt for the unreality of his life in London. It had been
a life presupposing an immense external artificiality. How little a
thing upset it! How helpless he was when it had been upset. And what
would happen to England when something upset London, and scattered its
constituent poisons broadcast? He went out to the hunt.
The wind blew steadily from the direction of the forest. There was no
chance of doing anything from that side. He could never approach game
downwind. He would have to cross the river. He had never tried to
cross the river. He did not even know if it were possible. The
thought of the crocodiles and the mere sight of the swirling flood had
kept him from examining the river. He had not been near it since he
had sought with Lionel for the atoxyl bottles. What it looked like
upstream he did not know. He went upstream to look for a ford.
At a little distance beyond the hill he came upon something which made
him pause. The earth there had been torn into tracks by the waters of
a recent thunder-storm. The cleanness of the cuttings reminded Roger
of the little bog-bursts which he had seen in Ireland after excessive
rains. In one of the tracks the rushing water had swept bare the
paving of an ancient road, leaving it clear to the sky for about twenty
yards. The road was of a hard even surface, like the flooring of a
Zimbabwe. To the touch the surface was that of a very good cycling
road in the best condition. The ruts of carts were faintly marked upon
it in dents. The road seemed to have been made of hewn stones, covered
over and bound with the powdered pounded granite used for the floors of
the ruins. It was five of Roger's paces in breadth. The edges were
channelled with gutters. Beyond the gutters were borders of small hewn
blocks neatly arranged, so that the growths near the road might not
spread over it. Judging by the direction of the uncovered part, the
road entered the Zimbabwe through a gate in the west wall. In the
other direction, away from the Zimbabwe, it led slantingly towards the
river, keeping to the top of a ridge (possibly artificial), so as to
avoid a low-lying tract still boggy from the flood. The river made a
sharp bend at the point where the road impinged upon it. Below the
bend the lie of the bank had an odd look, which recalled human
endeavour even now, after the lapse of so many centuries. Greatly
excited, Roger hurried up to look at the place.
It had been the port of the Zimbabwe. The bank had been cut away, so
as to form a kind of dock. The stumps of the piles were still in the
mud in places. They were strong, well-burnt wooden piles, such as are
used for jetties everywhere. By the feel of the ground on the jetty
top there was paved-work not far below it. A dig or two with a knife
blade shewed that this was the case. The bank was paved like the road.
Looking back towards the ruin, Roger could mark the track of the road
running up to the wall. Even where it was overgrown he could tell its
whereabouts by the comparative lightness of the colour of the grass
upon it. Beyond the ruin, running almost straight to the south-east,
he noticed a similar ribbon of light grass, marking another road. So
this was a port, this Zimbabwe, a port at the terminus of a road. The
road might lead direct to Ophir, whence Solomon obtained his ivory and
apes and peacocks. Probably there were gold mines near at hand. This
place, so quiet now, had once seen a gold-rush. The wharf there had
been thronged by jostlers hurrying to the fields. The basin of
ill-smelling red mud had once been full of ships. And what ships?
What people? And when? "A brachycephalic people of clever
gold-workers of unknown antiquity."
Just above the "port" the river was extremely narrow. Sticking out of
the water in the narrow part were masses of masonry, which may at one
time have served as the piers of a bridge. They were so close together
that Roger crossed the river by them without difficulty. On the other
side, as he had expected, the mark of the road was ruled in a dim line
in the direction of the forest. The country was rougher on that side.
The line of the road was marked less plainly.
Late that afternoon, after an exhausting stalk, he got two shots at
what he took to be a koodoo[*] cow. He went forward out of heart,
believing that both had missed. Bright blood on the grass shewed him
that he had hit her. A little further on he found the cow down, with
her hindquarters paralysed. She struggled to get up to face him, poor
brute; but she was too hard hit; she was dying. When she had struggled
a little, he was able to close with her, avoiding the great horns. He
was even able to prepare the throat in some measure for the operation.
Lastly, avoiding a final struggle, he contrived to sterilise his hands
with a solution from one of the pots slung about him. The sight of his
hands even after this made him despair of getting an uncontaminated
serum. But there was no help for it. He took out the knife, made the
incision in the throat, and inserted the sterilised tube.
[*] It was probably an oryx.
When he turned with his booty to go home, he noticed a little fawn
which stood on a knoll above him, looking at him. She stood quite
still, so shaded off against the grasses that only a lucky eye could
distinguish her. She was waiting, perhaps, for him to go away, so that
she might call her mother. She made no effort to run from him.
Something in her appearance made him think that she was ill. The
carriage of her head seemed queer. Her coat had a look of staring. He
wished then, that he had brought his glasses, so that he might examine
her narrowly. Moving round a little, he made sure that her coat was in
poor condition. He judged that she might have been mauled by a beast
of prey.
He was just about to move on when a thought occurred to him. What if
the young of the wild game should not be immune? What if the bite of
the infected tsetse should set up a mild form of nagana in them from
which they recover? What if that mild sickness should confer a
subsequent immunity on the inflicted individual? Surely the result
would be obvious. "Vaccination" with the blood of the afflicted calf
or fawn would set up a mild attack of the disease in man, and, perhaps,
give him subsequent immunity from more virulent infection. The
ailments of wild animals are few. What if this fawn should be
suffering from a mild attack of the disease? He crept a little nearer
to her, bending low down to see if he could see the swellings on the
legs and belly which mark the disease in quadrupeds. He could not be
sure of them. He could only be sure that the coat was staring, and
that the nose and eyes were watery. He whistled gently to the little
creature, hoping that she would be too young to be frightened of him.
She stared at him with wide eyes, trembling slightly, flexing her ears.
He whistled to her again. She called plaintively to her dam. She
lowered her little head, ready to attack, pawing the ground like a
warrior. Roger fired. Afterwards he felt as though he had killed a
girl.
He returned to "Portobe" weighted down with jars, which he emptied
carefully into sterilised pans. The result made "Portobe" look like a
cannibal's dairy. An examination of the blood shewed that both animals
had harboured trypanosomes in large numbers. When the blood had
coagulated, he decanted the serum into sterilised bottles, to which he
added minute quantities of antiseptic. That operation gave him his
serum. He had now to test it for bacteria and for toxins. He added a
portion from each bottle to various culture-mediums in test-tubes. He
added these test portions to all his media, to glycerine-agar and
glucose as well as to those better suited to the growth of trypanosomes.
He set them aside to incubate.
If there were bacteria in the sera they would increase and multiply on
the delightful food of the media. When Roger came to examine the
media, he came expecting to find them swarming with bacteria of all
known kinds. He was naturally vain of the success of his hunting; but
he knew that crude surgery out in the open is not so wholesome a method
of obtaining serum as might be. Still, a close examination shewed him
that the cultures had not developed bacteria. He was pleased at this;
but his pleasure was dashed by the thought that it was rather too good
to be true. He might have muddled the experiment by adding too much
disinfectant to the sera while bottling, by using cultures which had in
some way lost their attractiveness, or by some failure in the
preparation of the slides. After going through his examination the
second time, he decided to proceed. He injected large doses of the
sera into two monkeys.
Again he was successful. The monkeys shewed no symptoms of poisoning.
The sera, whatever they might be, were evidently harmless to the
"homologous" animal. But the success made Roger even more doubtful of
himself. It made him actually anxious, lest in adding disinfectant to
the sera, he should have destroyed the protective forces in them, as
well as the micro-organisms at which he had aimed. He delayed no
longer. He injected Lionel with a large dose of the serum from the
grown animal; he injected himself with the serum from the fawn. Going
down to the village, he made a minute examination of those who were the
least ill. Choosing out those who shewed no outward signs of the
congenital or acquired forms of blood-poisoning, he injected them with
sera, thinking that if they recovered he would use their sera for other
cases. For his own part, he felt better already. The excitement of
hope was on him. He had risen above his body.
For the next few days his life was a fever of hope, broken with hours
of despair. One of his patients died suddenly the day after the
injection. Lionel seemed no better. Another patient seemed markedly
worse. He repeated the doses, and passed a miserable morning watching
Lionel. The evening temperature shewed a marked decrease. An
examination of the throat glands shewed that the trypanosomes had
become less waggish. They were bunching into clumps, "agglutinising,"
with slow, irregular movements. That seemed to him to be the first
hopeful sign. On studying his books he could not be sure that it
really was a good sign. One book seemed to say that agglutination made
the germs more virulent; another that it paralysed them. He could see
for himself that they had ceased to multiply by splitting
longitudinally. And from that he argued that their vitality had been
weakened.
The next day Lionel was better; but the native patients were all worse.
They were alarmingly worse. They shewed symptoms which were not in the
books. They swelled slightly, as though the skin had been inflated.
The flesh seemed bladdery and inelastic at the same time. The pigment
of the skin became paler; the patients became an ashy grey colour. The
blood of one of these sufferers killed a guinea-pig in three hours.
After a short period of evident suffering they died, one after the
other, apparently of the exhaustion following on high fever. Roger, in
a dreadful state of mental anguish, stayed with them till they were
dead, trying remedy after remedy. He felt that he had killed them all.
He felt that their blood was on his hands. He felt that all those
people might still have been alive had he not tried his wretched
nostrum on them. There was no doubt that the sera had caused their
deaths. Those who had had no serum injections were no worse than they
had been. He wondered how long it would be before these symptoms of
swelling and high fever appeared in himself and Lionel. He went back
to "Portobe" expecting to find Lionel in high fever, going the road to
Marumba.
He found Lionel weakly walking about outside the tent, conscious, but
not yet able to talk intelligibly. He had not expected to see Lionel
walk again. The sight made him forget the deaths down in the village.
He shouted with joy. Closer examination made him less joyous. The
skin of Lionel's arm, very dull and inelastic to the touch, was
slightly swollen with something of the bladdery look which he had
noticed in the men now dead. It was as though the body had been
encased in a bladdery substance slightly inflated. He had no heart to
test the symptoms upon the body of another animal. There was death
enough about without that. He sat down over the microscope and
examined his sera again and again. He could find no trace of any
living micro-organisms. The sera seemed to be sterile. But he saw now
that it had some evil effect upon those infected with trypanosomes. He
could not guess the exact chemical nature of the effect. It probably
affected the constituents of the blood in some way. The poison in the
sera seemed to need the presence of trypanosomes to complete its
virulence.
While he worked over the microscope, he noticed that his own flesh was
developing the symptom. He put aside his work when he saw that. He
concluded that Lionel and he were marked for death within twenty-four
hours. Before death (as he had learned in the village) they might look
to suffer much pain. After some hours of suffering they would become
unconscious and delirious. After raving for a while they would die
there in the lonely hut, and presently the ants would march in in
regular ranks to give them cleanly burial. Their bones would lie on
the cots till some thunderstorm swept them under mud. Nobody would
ever hear of them. They would be forgotten. People in England would
wonder what had become of them; they would wonder less as time went on,
and at last they would cease to wonder. Newspapers would allude to him
from time to time in paragraphs two lines long. Then, as his
contemporaries grew older, that would stop, too. He would be
forgotten, utterly, and nobody would know, and nobody would care.
It was dreadful to him to think that nobody would know. He could count
on an hour or two of freedom from pain. Before the pain shut out the
world from him, he would try to leave some record of what they were.
He sat down to write a death-letter. It was useless, of course, and
yet it might, perhaps, by a rare chance, some day, come to the
knowledge of those whom he had known in England. He wondered who would
find the letter, if it were ever found. Some great German scientist
about to banish the disease. Some drunken English gold prospector with
a cockney accent. Some missionary, or sportsman, or commercial
traveller. More likely it would be some roving savage with a snuff-box
in his earlobe, and a stone of copper wire about his limbs. He wrote
out a short letter:
"Lionel Uppingham Huntley Heseltine, Roger Monkhouse Naldrett. Dying
here of blood poisoning, following the use of koodoo serum for
trypanosomiasis. Should this come to the hands of a European, he is
requested to communicate with Dr. Heseltine, 47A Harley Square, Wimpole
Street, W., London, England, and with the British Consul at Shirikanga,
C. F. S."
He added a few words more; but afterwards erased them. He had given
the essentials. There was no need to say more. He translated the
brief message into French, Spanish, and German, and signed the copies.
He placed the document in a tin soap box which he chained to an iron
rod driven into the floor of the hut. When that was done, he felt that
he had taken his farewell to life.
He thought of Ottalie, without hope of any kind. He was daunted by the
thought of her. He could not feel that his soul would ever reach to
her soul, across all those wilds. He was heavy with the growing of the
change upon him. This death of which he had thought so grandly seemed
very stupid now that he was coming to know it. He remembered reproving
a young poet for the remark that death could not possibly be so stupid
as life. It was monstrous to suppose that the young poet could be
right after all. And yet----
He went out hurriedly and released all the laboratory animals:
guinea-pigs, monkeys, and white rats. They should not die of
starvation, poor beasts. They squeaked and gibbered excitedly for a
minute or two, as they moved off to explore. Probably the snakes had
them all within the week.
After some hours of waiting for the agony to begin, Roger fell asleep,
and slept till the next morning. When he woke he sat up and looked
about him, being not quite sure at first that he was still alive. His
pulse was normal, his tongue was normal, his heart was normal. He felt
particularly well. He looked at his flesh. The bladdery look had
relapsed, the skin was normal again. Looking over to Lionel's cot, he
saw that Lionel was not in the hut. Fearing that he had wandered out
to die in a fit of delirium, he went out into the open to look for him.
It was a bright, windy, tropic morning, with a tonic briskness in the
air such as one feels sometimes in England, in April and late
September. One of the released monkeys was fast by the neck again upon
his perch. He was munching a biscuit with his entire vitality. Lionel
sat upon the wall, sunning himself in a blanket. His attitude
suggested both great physical weakness, and entire self-confidence.
"I say, Roger," he began. "It's too bad. You are a juggins! You've
let all our menagerie go. What are we to do for laboratory animals? I
caught McGinty here. Otherwise we'd have been without a single one.
Every cage in the place is wide open. What have you been doing?"
"My God!" said Roger. "He's cured!"
"Cured, sir?" said Lionel. "Why shouldn't I be? There's been nothing
wrong with me except fever. But I'm not joking. I want to know about
these animals. What were you thinking of to let them out?"
"Lionel," said Roger, "for the last five weeks you've been dying of
sleeping sickness. The atoxyl was lost. I believe you threw it away."
"There's the atoxyl," said Lionel, pointing. "In the hole in the wall
there. I put it there yesterday, after dosing those two."
Sure enough, there stood the bottle in the dimness of a hole in the
wall. Roger must have passed it some fifty times.
"I looked for it everywhere," said Roger.
Lionel's eyes narrowed to the sharpness of medical scrutiny. He
examined Roger for some time.
"Let me take your pulse, Lionel," said Roger, staring back.
"My pulse is all right," said Lionel. "Be off and look for
guinea-pigs." The pulse was all right; so was the flesh of the wrist.
"I suppose the next thing you'll want me to believe is that I've still
got sleeping sickness? Well, look at my tongue. Perhaps that will
convince you." Lionel waited for an answer for a moment with
protruding tongue. The tongue was steady. Lionel returned to the
charge. "What have you been playing at with those Weissner serum
pans?" he asked. "Have you been bleeding the monkeys? You seem to
have been having a field-day generally."
"I tell you," said Roger, "that you've been dying of sleeping sickness
for five weeks. Look at your temperature chart. Look at my diary.
After the atoxyl was lost, I tried every mortal thing we had. And
nothing was any good. You were drowsing away to death for days. Don't
you remember?"
"I remember having fever, and you or somebody messing around with a
needle. But, five weeks, man! Five weeks. Come!"
"I tell you, you have. You've been unconscious half the time."
"Well. If I've had sleeping sickness, how comes it that I'm here,
talking to you? You say yourself the atoxyl was lost."
"Lionel," said Roger, "I injected you with a dead culture. After that,
I shot a couple of koodoos (if they were koodoos), a cow and a fawn.
The fawn had nagana or something. I took sera from them, and injected
the sera into both of us. Great big doses in both cases. I injected
the sera into seven poor devils in the village, and they all swelled up
and died. It was awful, Lionel. What makes people swell up?"
"I don't know," said Lionel. "I suppose it might be anthrax. Was
there fever?"
"Intense pain, very high fever, and death apparently from exhaustion.
And you and I swelled up a little; and I made sure yesterday that we
were both going to die too. I wrote letters, and stuck them up on a
bar inside there."
"Oh, so that was what the rod was for? I thought it was something
funny. And now we are both cured?"
"Yes. My God, Lionel, I'm thankful to hear your voice again. You
don't know what it's been."
They shook hands.
"You're a public benefactor," said Lionel. He looked hard at Roger.
"I give you best," he added. "I thought you were a griff. But you've
found a cure, it seems. Eh? Look at him. It's the first time he's
realised it!"
"But," Roger stammered, "I've killed seven with it; that's not what I
call a cure."
"Did you inject the seven with the dead culture first?" Lionel asked.
"No. Only myself and you."
"There you are," said Lionel. "You griffs make the discoveries, and
haven't got the gumption to see them. My good Lord! It's as plain as
measles. You inject the dead culture. That's the first step. That
makes the trypanosomes agglutinise. Very well, then. You inject your
serum when they are agglutinised; not before. When they are
agglutinised, the serum destroys them, after raising queer symptoms.
When they are not agglutinised the serum destroys you by the excess of
what causes the queer symptoms. I don't understand those symptoms.
They are so entirely unexpected. Did you examine the blood?"
"One cubic centimetre of the venous blood killed a guinea-pig in three
hours."
"Yes, no doubt. But did you look at the blood microscopically?"
"No," said Roger, ashamed. "I looked at my sera for streptococci."
"You juggins!" said Lionel. "Yet you come out and land on a cure.
Well, well! You're a lucky dog. Let's go in and look at our glands."
Roger noticed that he walked with the totter of one newly risen from a
violent attack of fever.
Four months later, the two men reached Shirikanga in a canoe of their
own making. They were paddled by four survivors from the village. All
the rest were dead, either of sleeping sickness or of the serum.
Lionel had not discovered what it was in the serum which caused the
fatal symptoms. It contained some quality which caused the
streptococci, or pus-forming microbes, to increase; but, as far as he
could discover, this quality was exerted only when the patient's blood
contained virulent trypanosomes, or some other active toxin-producing
micro-organisms in the unagglutinised condition. They cured four of
the villagers. They might have saved more had they been able to begin
the treatment earlier in the disease. They were not dissatisfied with
their success. They "had powler't up and down a bit," like the Jovial
Huntsmen. They had come to some knowledge of each other, and to some
extension of their faculties.
Scientifically, they had done less than they had hoped; but more than
they had expected to do. They had been the first to cure cases with
animal serum. They had been the first to study in any way the effect
of nagana upon the young of wild game, and to prepare (as yet untested)
vaccine from young antelopes, quaggas, and elands. They had discovered
a wash of Paris green and lime which destroyed the tsetse pupas. They
had cleared some three miles of fly belt. They had studied the tsetse.
They had surveyed the whole and excavated a part of the Zimbabwe.
Lastly, they had settled the foundations of friendship between them.
That was, perhaps, the best result of the expedition. They had settled
a friendship likely to last through life. They were confident that
they would do great things together. Shirikanga hove in sight at the
river mouth. Two country barques lay at anchor there, with grimy
awnings over their poops. Ashore, in the blaze of the day, were a few
white-washed huts, from one of which a Union Jack floated. In the
compound of another hut a negro was slowly hoisting the ball of a flag.
He brought it to the truck and broke it out, so that it fluttered free.
It was a red burgee, the letter B of the code.
"Mail day," said Lionel. "We shall be out of here to-night. We shall
be at Banana by Wednesday. That means Antwerp by Wednesday three
weeks. London's not far away."
"Good," said Roger. He was not thinking of London. He was thinking of
a lonely Irish hill, where there were many yellow-hammers. The trees
there stood up like ghosts. Round an old, grey, two-storied house the
bees murmured. He was thinking that perhaps one or two roses might be
in blossom about the house even a month later, when he would stand
there.
He thought of his life in Africa, and of its bearing upon himself. It
had done him good. He was worth more to the world than he had been a
year before. He thought little of his success. It had been fortunate.
It had saved Lionel. When he thought of his earlier life he sighed.
He knew that he would have achieved more than that sorry triumph had he
been trained. His life had been improvised, never organised. Great
things are done only when the improvising mind has a great organisation
behind it.
He thought it all over again when he lay in his bunk in a cabin of the
_Kabinda_, on his way up-coast. He was at peace with the world. Clean
sheets, the European faces, and the civilised meals in the saloon, had
wiped out the memory of the past. Africa was already very dim to him.
The Zimbabwe rose up in his mind like something seen in a dream, a dim,
but rather grand shape. The miseries of the camp were dim. He had
been sad that morning in bidding farewell to the four whose lives he
had saved. Jellybags, Toro, Buckshot, and Pocahontas. He repeated
their names and considered their engaging traits. Jellybags was the
best of them. He had liked Jellybags. Jellybags had wanted to come
with them. He would never see Jellybags again. He didn't care
particularly. The sheets of the bunk were very comfortable. At the
end of a great adventure things are seen in false proportions. Only
the thought that those men had shared his life for a while gave him the
suggestion of a qualm before he put them from his mind.
He thought of Ottalie. He saw her more clearly than of old. In the
old days he had seen her through the pink mists of amatory sentiment.
The sentiment was gone. Action had knocked it out of him. He saw her
now as she was. She was more wonderful in the clearer light; more
wonderful than ever; a fine, trained, scrupulous mind, drilled to a
beautiful unerring choice in life. She was near and real to him, so
real that he seemed to be within her mind, following its fearlessness.
He felt that he understood her now. With a rush of emotion he felt
that he could bring what she had been into the life of his time.
In the steamer at Banana was a German scientist bound to Sierra Leone.
He spoke English. He asked the two friends about their achievement.
Lionel told him that they had discovered a serum for the cure of
trypanosomiasis. The German smiled. "Ah," he said. "There is already
sera. The Japanese bacteriologist, what was his name? Shima? Oshima?
Shiga? No, Hiroshiga. He have found a good serum, which makes der
peoples die sometimes. Then there is Mühlbauer who have improved the
serum of Hiroshiga. He have added a little trypanroth or a little
mercury or somedings. Now he have cured everymans. I wonder you have
not seen of Hiroshiga in der newspapers. He have make his experiments
in der spring; and Mühlbauer he is now at Nairobi curing everymans. He
have vaccination camps."
"Well," said Lionel. "We've been beaten on the post. You hear, Roger?
All that we have done has been done."
"You wait," said Roger. "We're only beginning."
Afterwards he was sad that it was ending thus. He would have been
proud to have given a cure to the world. It would have been an
offering to Ottalie. She would have loved to share that honour. He
had plucked that poor little flower for her at the risk of his life.
It was hard to find that it was only a paper flower after all. He
thought of Ottalie as standing at the window of the upper passage
looking out for him. She seemed to him to be something of all
cleanness and fearlessness, waiting for him to lead her into the world,
so that men might serve her.
In Ottalie's old home, a month later, he saw his way. Leslie, Lionel,
and himself sat together in the twilight, talking of her. Roger was
deeply moved by a sense of her presence there. He leaned forward to
them and spoke earnestly, asking them to join hands in building some
memorial to her. "She was like a new spirit coming to the world," he
said. "Like the new spirit. We ought to bring that new spirit into
the world. Let us form a brotherhood of three to do that. We are
three untrained enthusiasts. Let us prepare an organisation for the
enthusiasts who come after us. Let us build up an interest in the new
hygiene and the new science; in all that is cleanly and fearless. We
could start a little school and laboratory together, and run a monthly
paper preaching our tenets. All the ills of modern life come from dirt
and sentiment, and the cowardice which both imply. If we stand
together and attack those ills, year in and year out, we shall get rid
of them. Little by little, if one stands at a street corner, the crowd
gathers."
"Yes," said Leslie. "And you think dirt and sentiment the bad things?
Well, perhaps you're right. They're both due to a want of order in the
mind. What do you think, Lionel?"
"I?" said Lionel. "I say, certainly. We three are living in a most
wonderful time. The world is just coming to see that science is not a
substitute for religion, but religion of a very deep and austere kind.
We are seeing only the beginning of it."
They settled a plan of action together.
Roger went out into the garden, and down the hill, thinking of the
crusade against the weariness and filth of cities. There was an
afterglow upon the hills. It fell with a ruddy glare on the window of
his dream. It thrilled him. The light would fall there long after the
house had fallen. It had lighted Ottalie. It had burned upon the pane
when Ottalie's mother stood there. Nature was enduring; Nature the
imperfect; Nature the enemy, which blighted the rose and spread the
weed. Thinking of the woman who had waited for him there in his
vision, he prayed that her influence in him might help to bring to
earth that promised life, in which man, curbing Nature to his use,
would assert a new law and rule like a king, where now, even in his
strength, he walks sentenced, a prey to all things baser.