CHAPTER LXXXI.

ROSAMOND AT HOME.

We shall follow Mr. Torrens homeward, and see how he acquitted himself

of the disagreeable and difficult task of breaking his matrimonial

intentions to his daughter, the fair but ruined Rosamond.

It was past nine o'clock in the evening when he reached the cottage; and

Rosamond, with a charming filial solicitude to render her parent's home

as comfortable as possible, had superintended the preparations for

supper. Exercising a command, too, over the sad feelings which filled

her bosom, and invoking resignation with Christian fortitude to her aid,

she even manifested a species of cheerfulness as she opened the

front-door at the sound of his well-known knock. But, alas! it was not

the innocent—artless cheerfulness of other days:—it was merely the

struggle of the moonbeam to pierce the mass of dark and menacing clouds!

And now behold the father and daughter seated at the supper-table—that

repast which the care of Rosamond had endeavoured to render as agreeable

as possible, but which was disposed of hastily and without appetite on

either side.

At length, when the things were cleared away and Mr. Torrens had

fortified his courage with sundry glasses of wine, he prepared to enter

on the grave and important subject which occupied his mind.

"Rosamond, my love," he said, speaking in as kind a tone as it was

possible for his nature to assume, "I have something to communicate to

you, and shall be glad if you will hear me calmly and without

excitement. I have this evening seen Mrs. Slingsby."

"That woman!" exclaimed the daughter, starting. "Oh! I had hoped that

her name would no more be mentioned in this house."

"I begged of you not to give way to excitement—I warned you to be

reasonable," said Mr. Torrens severely. "Surely you can accord me your

attention when I am anxious to discourse with you on matters of

importance?"

"Pardon me, dearest father—and, oh! do not blame nor reproach me if I

manifest a very natural irritability—a loathing—an abhorrence——"

She could say no more, but burst into a flood of tears.

Mr. Torrens suffered her to give full vent to her emotions; for he knew

that the reaction would produce comparative calmness.

"Rosamond," he at length said, "you _can_ be reasonable when you

choose—and I do hope that you have sufficient confidence in your father

to accord him your attention and to believe what he may state to you.

Listen then—and rest assured that I should never take the part of any

one against my own daughter. I have seen Mrs. Slingsby."

Rosamond gave a convulsive start; but her father, appearing not to

observe it, proceeded.

"It struck me," he continued, "that she would never have had the

presumption and impudence to call here this morning, if she were really

as guilty as you supposed her to be. I therefore deemed it an act of

justice to ascertain the nature of those explanations which she

proffered in this room, and which your presence cut short. With that

object in view, I proceeded to her abode; and she assured me that she

was entirely innocent of any connivance in the atrocity perpetrated by

Sir Henry Courtenay——"

"Innocent!" almost shrieked Rosamond. "Oh! my dear father, you know not

how specious—how plausible that woman can be when she chooses; and it

has suited her purpose to be so with you. But be not deceived——"

"Do you imagine that I am not old enough and sufficiently experienced to

discriminate between sincerity and duplicity?" demanded Mr. Torrens. "I

tell you, Rosamond, that you wrong Mrs. Slingsby—that your suspicions

are most injurious! Reflect—consider before you thus condemn! You

overheard a few words which immediately threw you into a state of such

excitement that your imagination tortured all the subsequent discourse

into an evidence of guilt on the part of a lady who is deeply attached

to you—who loves you as if she were your own mother—and who will die of

grief if you continue thus to misjudge her. Yes, Rosamond—Mrs. Slingsby

has declared that she will put a period to her existence if you persist

in your present belief! She accuses you of ingratitude towards her,

after all her affectionate kindness in your behalf; and, should she

carry her dreadful threat into execution—which I much fear, for she

seems literally distracted—her blood will be upon your head!"

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"Merciful heavens!" exclaimed Rosamond, appalled by this terrible

announcement. "But if I cannot command my own convictions?" she added

hastily.

"You must cherish a Christian spirit—you must be less prompt in forming

opinions—less ready to arrive at those convictions which you represent

to be uncontrollable," said Mr. Torrens, endeavouring to bewilder his

daughter, and thereby render her spirit ductile and her mind pliant, so

that he might manage both as he pleased. "So far from nourishing

malignity against Mrs. Slingsby, you should seek consolation with her;

for your own mother is not here to console you!"

"God be thanked that my mother is not here to witness my disgrace!"

ejaculated Rosamond, clasping her hands fervently.

"For the sake of my daughters I was wrong—yes, I was wrong not to have

married again," said Mr. Torrens, as if musing to himself. "I should

have given a protectress to my children—a lady who would have been a

second mother to them; and then all this would not have occurred! But it

is not yet too late to ensure your future welfare, Rosamond, by those

means," he added, turning towards his daughter, who had listened with

surprise to her father's previous observations; "and in accomplishing

that aim, I may at the same time afford a convincing proof to a

deserving, wrongly-suspected, and misjudged woman of my own esteem, and

inferentially of your regret at the calumniatory sentiments you have

cherished concerning her."

"My dear father—I do not understand you!" cried Rosamond, a dreadful

suspicion weighing on her mind; and which, nevertheless, seemed so wild

and ridiculous—so utterly impossible to be well-founded, that she

fancied she had not rightly comprehended the sentiments of her parent.

"I am thinking how I can best ensure your welfare and happiness,

Rosamond," he said, "by giving you a substitute for that maternal

protectress whom you have lost—one who will be a companion and a friend

to you——"

"Father!" exclaimed Rosamond, horrified at the idea of having a

step-mother, and trembling with indescribable alarms lest she had indeed

too well read her sire's intentions respecting the _one_ whom he

proposed to invest with that authority.

"Will you hear me with calmness?—will you subdue this excitement, which

amounts to an undutiful aversion to all I am projecting for your sake?"

demanded Mr. Torrens, again assuming a severe tone: then, perceiving

that his daughter was dismayed by his manner, he hastily added, as if

determined at once to put an end to a painful scene, "If I have

consulted you, Rosamond, on the step that I propose to take, it was

because I deemed you sensible and reasonable enough to merit that proof

of confidence on my part, and obedient enough to submit becomingly to

the dictates of my superior wisdom and experience. Know, then, that it

is my intention to marry again—_for your sake_—and that my inclinations,

as well as my interests, induce me to fix my choice upon Mrs. Slingsby."

Rosamond uttered not a word, but fell back senseless in her chair.

"Obstinate fool!" muttered Torrens between his teeth, as he hastened

forward to save her from slipping off on the fender. "But I will neither

argue nor consult any more—I will command, where I wish to be obeyed."

He applied a scent-bottle to her nostrils; and she soon gave signs of

returning animation. Opening her eyes, she glanced wildly at her father,

as if to interrogate him whether that were really true which appeared to

have been haunting her like a horrid dream.

"Father—father," she murmured, grasping his hands; "you will not—no, you

will not do what you have said! Oh! I implore you—I conjure—sacrifice

not your own happiness and mine at the same instant! I was not mistaken

in one syllable that I overheard between that woman and that man—and

their discourse filled me with horror. She is his paramour, father—she

is in a way to become a mother——"

"Silence, daughter!" cried Mr. Torrens, sternly. "And now listen to me,

while I make you acquainted with my _commands_! Not only is it my

intention to marry Mrs. Slingsby, but I desire that you will treat her

with respect—if not with affection. And as you value my love and the

continuance of my kindness, you will observe these instructions. If any

thing more be wanting to induce you to comply with my desire, that

additional argument will, perhaps, be found in the fact that if I do not

marry Mrs. Slingsby, I shall be ruined—utterly undone—my property

wrested from me—my person conveyed to a prison—and _you_ thrust out,

houseless and penniless, into the wide world, without a soul to protect

or befriend you. Now I have told you all—and it is for you to decide

whether your prejudices shall prevail against my most substantial

interests."

Rosamond was astounded at the words which met her ears; and she knew not

how to reply.

For a few moments she stood gazing vacantly upon her father's

countenance, as if to read thereon a confirmation of words, the import

of which seemed too terrible to be true: then, probably experiencing the

necessity of seeking the solitude of her own chamber for the purpose of

giving vent to the overflowing fulness of her heart's emotions, she

hurried from the room.

Poor friendless girl! dreadful was the position in which she found

herself placed! Oh! why were not Clarence and Adelais near to console

her—to receive her beneath their protecting influence? Alas! she would

not have dared to face them, even were they in the metropolis at the

time; for she could not have revealed to them her dishonour—Oh! no, she

would sooner have died!

Throwing herself on a seat in the privacy of her bed-chamber, she burst

into tears, and gave vent to her anguish in heart-rending sobs.

An hour passed—and still she thought not of retiring to rest;—she was in

a state of utter despair!

She heard her father ascend to his chamber: but this circumstance

reminded her not that the usual hour when she herself sought her couch

had gone by.

Suddenly she was aroused from the deep reverie of woe that had succeeded

the violent outburst of her anguish, by the movement of the handle of

the door, as if some one were about to enter her room.

She started and listened, the bed being between the place where she was

and the door, so that she could not see the latter.

Yes—some one was indeed entering the chamber.

With a faint scream she darted forward, and beheld a man in the act of

closing the door behind him.

The intruder was Jeffreys, the recently-hired servant.

"What has brought you hither, John?" enquired Rosamond, in hasty and

anxious tone—for she feared lest something had happened to her father.

"Nothink but your own beautiful self, Miss," answered the ruffian,

advancing towards her as well as he was able—for he was much

intoxicated.

"Begone!" cried Rosamond, her whole countenance becoming suddenly

crimson with indignation. "Begone, I say—and to-morrow my father will

know how to punish this insolence."

"Your father, Miss, won't do no such a thing," returned Jeffreys; "and

it'll be all the worse for you if you holler. I know a many things that

wouldn't render it safe for master to quarrel with me. So give me a

kiss——"

"Villain!" exclaimed Rosamond, bursting into tears: "how dare you thus

insult me? Leave the room—or I alarm the house at any risk!"—and she

rushed towards the bell-pull.

"None of that nonsense, Miss—_or I'll hang your father, as sure as

you're alive_!" said Jeffreys, placing his back to the door, folding his

arms, and surveying Rosamond with the insolence of a licentious, drunken

bully.

"Hang my father!" repeated the unhappy girl, staggering back and sinking

into a chair—for so many dreadful things had recently occurred, that her

mind was more attuned to give immediate credence to evil than to receive

good tidings.

"Yes, by jingo!" said Jeffreys: "I can hang him any day I like. But

what's more, I know pretty well all that's happened to you. I didn't

listen for nothink at the parlour door this morning when that Mrs.

Bingsby or Stingsby, or whatever her name is, was here."

"My God! my God!" murmured Rosamond, pressing her hands to her brow with

all her might—for she felt as if she were going mad.

"Now don't take on so, Miss," said Jeffreys: "I'm sure I didn't mean to

vex you like that. But the fact is I've took a great fancy to you: and

if so be I let out that your father did draw a knife across the throat

of that baronet which come here last night, and which I s'pose was the

same you spoke of this morning to Mrs. Bingsby——"

"Monster!" shrieked Rosamond, in a shrill, penetrating tone—for she was

unable any longer to subdue the horrible emotions which racked and

tortured her, goading her almost to madness.

In another instant Mr. Torrens was heard to rush from his chamber—a

moment more, and he forced his way into his daughter's room, hurling the

villain Jeffreys forward with the violence exerted in dashing open the

door.

"Father—dear father!" exclaimed Rosamond, springing into his arms; "save

me—save me from that monster, who has told me such dreadful—dreadful

things!"

"Be calm, Rosamond," said Mr. Torrens in a low and hoarse tone; "or you

will alarm the other servant. Jeffreys," he added, turning towards the

fellow who was swaying himself backwards and forwards, in the middle of

the room, in that vain attempt to appear sober so often made by drunken

men, "how dare you to intrude here? But follow me—I must speak to you

alone."

"Father—one word," said Rosamond, in a voice indicative of deep feeling.

"This man uttered a frightful accusation against you—Oh! an accusation

so terrible that my blood curdles——"

"Nonsense, Rosamond!" interrupted Mr. Torrens, cruelly agitated: "you

see that he has taken a drop too much—he is a good well meaning

fellow—and will be very sorry in the morning——"

"Sorry! why the devil should I be sorry?" cried Jeffreys, with the

dogged insolence of inebriation. "I don't know what I've got to be sorry

for——"

"Come, come," said Mr. Torrens, gently pushing his daughter aside, and

approaching the man-servant in a coaxing, conciliatory way; "this is

carrying the thing too far, John——"

"Well—well, we can talk it over in the morning, Miss—and I dare say we

shall make matters right enough together," stammered the drunken hind,

as he allowed himself to be led away from the chamber by Mr. Torrens.

"You're a pretty gal—and if I said anythink amiss——"

The almost maddened father hurried him over the threshold, and Rosamond

hastened to secure the door behind them both.

Then flinging herself into a chair, she exclaimed, "My God! what horrors

have met my ears this night! Misfortunes—crimes—woes—fears—outrages have

entered the house, like an army carrying desolation along with it! But

my father—a murderer—Oh! heavens—no—no—it cannot be! And yet that dread

accusation—so cool—so systematic——my God! my God!"

And she wept as if her heart would break.

From this painful—or rather most agonising condition of mind, she was

aroused by a low knock at her door; and, in answer to her question who

was there, the voice of her father replied.

She hastened to admit him;—but, as he entered, she started back,

appalled by the ghastliness of his countenance, every lineament of which

denoted horror and fearful emotions.

"Father, tell me all—keep me not in suspense—let me know the worst!"

exclaimed Rosamond, clasping her hands in an imploring manner. "Dreadful

things have happened, I am sure—and my brain is reeling, maddening!"

"Daughter," said Mr. Torrens, taking her hand, "you _must_ and you

_shall know_ the worst now—for I find that the miscreant Jeffreys has

indeed told you too much for me to attempt to conceal the truth——"

"Just heavens! my father—stained with blood—the blood of vengeance on

account of his dishonoured daughter;" said Rosamond, speaking in broken

sentences and with hysterical excitement, while her eyes were fixed

intently and with a fearfully wild expression upon the haggard

countenance of her sire.

"No—not so, Rosamond," answered Mr. Torrens emphatically. "Sit

down—there—and try and compose yourself for a few moments, while I give

you an explanation which circumstances have rendered imperative."

The wretched girl suffered herself to be placed on a seat: her father

then drew another chair close to the one which she occupied—and, leaning

with folded arms over the back of it, he continued in these terms:——

"Last night—after you had retired to your room—Sir Henry Courtenay

called. Yes—he dared to visit the house into which such dishonour and so

much misery had been brought by his means. But he came to offer every

possible atonement which it was in his power to make; and then I

ascended to your room—here—to make you aware of his presence in the

parlour below and of the proposals which I had received. But I found you

in a state of mind too profoundly excited to bear the announcement—I

remained with you to console and tranquillise you—and, when I saw that

you were growing more calm, I retraced my way down stairs. Merciful

heavens! what a spectacle then met my eyes!"

And Mr. Torrens, having introduced his fearful history by this deceptive

and well coloured preface, proceeded to narrate the facts of the murder

precisely as they had really occurred,—not forgetting to mention the

robbery of a sum of money which he had left on the table. He then

explained the part which John Jeffreys had subsequently performed in the

occurrences of the preceding night; and he wound up in the following

manner:——

"Thus you perceive, dear Rosamond, how a fearful combination of

circumstances would fix dark and dreadful suspicions on me, were this

tragedy to be brought to light. And now, too, you can understand how

that miscreant Jeffreys dared to presume upon his knowledge of the

shocking event—how, believing me to be completely in his power, he

fancied that I dared not defend my own daughter from his licentious

ruffianism. And, more than all this, Rosamond—Mrs. Slingsby holds me

also beneath the rod of terrorism! For she knew that the baronet came

hither last night—she knew also that he did not return—and I was

compelled to reveal to her the whole truth, even as circumstances have

now forced me to reveal it to you. And this is the secret of my intended

marriage with her—a marriage that will take place to-morrow, and into

which she has coerced me! Thus, Rosamond, if you ever loved and if you

still love your unhappy father—pity him, pity him—but do not reproach

him—nor aggravate his grief and his mental anguish by thought or deed on

your part!"

So ingeniously had Mr. Torrens blended truth and fiction in his

narrative, to work upon the feelings of his daughter,—so artfully had he

combined and explained the various incidents in order to represent

himself as the victim of cruel circumstances—that the generous-minded

Rosamond felt the deepest commiseration and sympathy on behalf of her

father rapidly taking possession of her soul.

"My dearest parent," she said, "I crave your pardon—I implore your

forgiveness, for having wronged you by the most unjust—the most horrible

suspicions! But the conduct of that man Jeffreys—his awful

accusation—the reluctance you appeared to exhibit in dealing summarily

with him, when you entered the room the first time this night,—all these

things operated powerfully upon my mind, which has been attenuated by so

many dreadful shocks within the last ten or twelve days! Alas! what

sorrows have overtaken us—what perils environ us! Let us fly from this

neighbourhood, dear father—let us leave England——"

"It is impossible, Rosamond!" interrupted Mr. Torrens hastily. "I had

myself thought of that means of ensuring personal safety: but I

abandoned the idea almost as soon as formed—for it was better to stay

here, surrounded by danger, yet having bread to eat, than seek a foreign

clime to starve!"

"We can work, dear father—we can toil for our livelihood! But,

no—never should you be reduced to such a painful necessity, so long as

your daughter has health and strength to labour for our mutual

support!" exclaimed the excellent-hearted girl. "Oh! let us fly—let us

quit this country—let us repair to France! I have some few

accomplishments—drawing—music—a knowledge of all the branches of

needlework; and it will be hard indeed if I cannot earn enough to

procure us bread."

"No—no, Rosamond—it cannot be!" said Mr. Torrens, tears now trickling

down his cheeks—for the better he became acquainted with the admirable

traits of his daughter's character—traits which adversity, misfortune,

and danger now developed—the more bitterly did his heart smite him for

the awful treachery he had perpetrated with regard to her.

"And wherefore is it impossible?" she asked. "Consider, my dear father,

by what circumstances you are now surrounded. On one side is Jeffreys

whom you dare not offend—whom you cannot discharge—and from whose

ruffianism your daughter is not safe. On the other side, is this

marriage with Mrs. Slingsby—a marriage which I now perceive to be forced

upon you—a marriage that will bring into this house a person whom

neither of us can ever love or respect!"

"Enough! enough! Rosamond," exclaimed Mr. Torrens: "all these sad

things—these dangers and these sacrifices—have become interwoven with

the destiny which it is mine to fulfil; and I must pursue my painful

course—follow on my sad career, in the best manner that I may. I cannot

risk starvation in a foreign land—I could not support an existence

maintained by the toils of my daughter. Besides, I am confident of being

able to realise a fortune by my speculations in this neighbourhood.

Here, then, must I remain. And now, Rosamond, it remains for you to

decide whether you will receive the mother-in-law whom imperious

circumstances force upon you—or whether you will abandon your father!"

"Never, never will I leave you!" cried the affectionate girl, throwing

her arms around her parent's neck, and embracing him tenderly.

The interview—the painful interview between the father and his child

then terminated. The former retired to his own apartment, a prey to

feelings of the most harrowing nature; and the latter sought her couch,

to which slumber was brought through sheer exhaustion.

But the horrors of the early portion of the night were perpetuated in

her dreams!

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