CHAPTER XVIII.

THE LOVERS.

It was noon; and Lady Hatfield sate alone in her drawing-room.

She felt herself so much better, and Dr. Lascelles had that morning so

earnestly recommended her to quit the bed-chamber and seek the change of

scene which even a removal from one apartment to another ever

affords—especially to an invalid, that she had not hesitated to follow

her own inclination and his advice, both of which were fully of accord.

Her uncle, Sir Ralph Walsingham, was announced shortly after Lady

Hatfield had descended to the drawing-room.

"My dear Georgiana," exclaimed the honest and kind-hearted man, as he

entered the apartment, "I am delighted to find you here. But why are you

alone? Where is Miss Mordaunt?"

"In the parlour below," replied Lady Hatfield. "Julia has a visitor,"

she added with an arch smile, in spite of the melancholy which still

oppressed her mind.

"A visitor!" ejaculated the baronet. "Sir Christopher Blunt, I'll be

bound!"

"You have guessed rightly, my dear uncle. But how——"

"How should I know anything about it?" interrupted Sir Ralph. "Surely,

Georgiana, you must be too well acquainted with your friend's

disposition to suppose that she could have possibly held her tongue

relative to the presumed attachment of the worthy knight? Why, all the

time she was at the Manor, did she not absolutely hurl Sir Christopher's

name at every soul whom she could engage in conversation? Was it not

'Sir Christopher had told her _this_ last season,' and 'Sir Christopher

had assured her _that_?' and did she not go much farther than merely to

hint that Sir Christopher was dying for her? For my part, I was sick of

Sir Christopher's name. But now I suppose he has come to lay his title

and fortune at her feet, as the newspapers say: or else what could

possibly signify a visit at so unseemly an hour as mid-day?"

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"It will be an excellent match for Julia," remarked Georgiana, by way of

saying something. "She is not one of those who believe that marriage

should be only a convention of hearts, and not of worldly interests."

And as Lady Hatfield made this observation, a profound sigh escaped her

bosom.

"What means that sigh, niece?" demanded the baronet. "Are you envious of

Miss Mordaunt's worldly-mindedness? I am convinced you are not. By the

way, I met Lord Ellingham last evening——"

"His lordship left his card," said Lady Hatfield, casting down her eyes,

while her bosom again rose and fell with a long and painfully-drawn

sigh.

"Georgiana," exclaimed Sir Ralph, seating himself by the side of his

niece, and taking her hand in a kind manner, "your conduct towards that

young Earl is not just—is not generous—is not rational."

"Oh! my dear uncle," cried Lady Hatfield, starting wildly, "for heaven's

sake renew not the discussion of last evening!"

"Pardon me, my dear niece," said Sir Ralph, affectionately but firmly,

"if I give you pain by referring to the topic of that discussion. I am

your nearest relation—I am a widower, and childless: you know that my

property is extensive—and my fond hope has ever been, since the death of

your aunt Lady Walsingham, that you would marry, and that your children

should inherit those estates and that fortune which I can bequeath to

whomsoever I will. But you refuse to accept the hand of a man who is

every way worthy of you—you reject an alliance which, in every human

probability, would be blessed by a progeny to whom my wealth and yours

may alike descend. Nay—interrupt me not, dear Georgiana: I am old enough

to be your father—I love you as if you were my daughter—and I have your

welfare deeply at heart. To speak frankly, I had a long conversation

last evening with Lord Ellingham——"

Georgiana's attention was for an instant broken by a wild start of

despair.

"My God! what signifies this grief, Georgiana?" asked her uncle. "I

thought to give you pleasure by the assurance I was about to

disclose,—an assurance which conveys to you the unalterable fidelity of

the Earl's affection—his readiness to bury in oblivion any little whim

or caprice which induced you to subject him to the humiliation of a

refusal the other day—his determination to study your happiness so

entirely that any cloud of melancholy, or unknown and unfounded

presentiment—any morbid feeling, in a word—which hangs upon your mind,

shall speedily be dissipated. Such are his generous intentions—such are

his tender aspirations, Georgiana:—can you reject his suit again?"

This appeal, made to the unhappy lady by an individual who, though only

related to her by the fact of having married her mother's sister, had

still ever manifested towards her the sincerest affection and

friendship,—this appeal, we say, came with such overwhelming force upon

the mind of Georgiana, that she knew not how to answer it.

"You consent, Georgiana—you consent!" exclaimed Sir Ralph, entirely

mistaking the cause of her profound silence; and, starting up, he rushed

from the room before her lips could give utterance to a syllable that

might have the effect of stopping him.

"Merciful God! what does he mean to do?" cried Georgiana, clasping her

hands together, while a species of spasmodic shuddering came over her

entire frame.

Hasty footsteps approached the door.

Wildly did the unhappy lady glance around her—with the terrified and

imploring air of one whom the officers of justice were about to fetch to

the scaffold.

The door flew open: Georgiana averted her eyes;—but at the next moment

her hands were grasped in those of another, and warm lips were pressed

upon each fair hand of hers—and for a single instant there streamed

through her whole being the electric warmth of ineffable delight, hope,

and love!

She sank back upon the sofa whence she had risen: her eyes, which for a

moment had seemed to lose the faculty of sight, were involuntarily

turned toward the Earl of Ellingham, who was kneeling at her feet;—and

simultaneously her uncle's voice, sounding like the knell of destiny

upon her ears, exclaimed, "I told you she had consented, Ellingham: be

happy—for Georgiana is yours!"

The door of the apartment was then closed hastily; and Lady Hatfield now

knew that she was alone with her lover.

"Oh! my dearest Georgiana," murmured Arthur, still pressing the lady's

hands in his own, "how happy have you at length made me—and how can I

ever express the joy which animates me at this moment! My heart dances

wildly with joy and gratitude; and all the anguish which I have lately

experienced, is forgotten—as if it never had been. Indeed, my beloved

one, it is for me to implore your pardon—for I should not have remained

absent from you so long. But now that we are re-united, and your

indisposition has passed,——now that your mind has recovered its

naturally healthy tone,—there is nothing, my Georgiana, to interrupt the

free course of our felicity."

Lady Hatfield was seized with a certain involuntary horror, which

completely stupefied her, as these impassioned exclamations fell upon

her ears: and vainly—vainly did she endeavour to reply.

Arthur rose, and seating himself by her side on the sofa, passed his arm

around her slender waist, and drawing her gently towards him, said in a

subdued tone, "From this day forth, beloved Georgiana, you must have no

secrets unknown to me. Confide in me as your best and sincerest

friend—and the tenderest sympathy shall flow from my heart to solace you

in those moments of melancholy which no mortal, however prosperously

placed, can hope altogether to avoid. In the society of a husband who

will never cease to love you—whose constant care shall be to ensure your

felicity—and whose unwearied attention shall be devoted to the promotion

of your happiness, your life will be spent in an atmosphere into which a

cloud shall seldom intrude. Oh! what pictures of perfect bliss present

themselves to my imagination!"

The enamoured nobleman pressed the fair one closer to his breast, as he

thus poured forth his soul with all the ardour of his sincere and

devoted love; and she—in spite of herself,—bewildered, stupefied,

intoxicated as she was by the suddenness with which this scene had been

brought about,—she gazed with mingled rapture and surprise upon that

handsome countenance which the glow of inward passion and ineffable joy

now rendered still more expressive.

She felt as if the hysterical shriek, which for some moments past had

threatened to burst from her lips, were subdued—stifled by some unknown

power, whose influence was strangely sweet and consoling:—her soul

almost sickened in the bliss of that love by which she was surrounded,

and to which her woman's heart could not do otherwise than respond.

Then, again, she felt as if she must start from his arms—reject his

love—dash down that chalice of honied happiness from which they both

were drinking deep draughts—and proclaim to him that it was all a

hideous mistake—that she had never consented to receive him as her

husband—that her uncle had committed a fearful error—and that they must

separate, never, never again to meet!

But at the very moment when she was about to do all this, Arthur drew

her nearer to him;—his breath, sweet as that of flowers, fell on her

burning cheek—his hand pressed hers—she found herself linked to him in

heart by a spell which no mortal courage could at such a moment have

broken—then she caught herself looking into his fine eyes, and reading

the thrilling language of love that was written there—and in another

moment their lips met in one long and delicious kiss.

"Sweet Georgiana, I adore you!" murmured Arthur, his glances speaking

more eloquently than his words. "And now there breathes not a happier

man on the earth's wide surface than I. Say, Georgiana—say, does not

that happiness which I myself experience impart pleasure to you? Could

you now do aught to torture my soul again with the agony of

suspense—with the despair of baffled hope? Believe me, my dearest angel,

that if destiny, in its malignant spite, were now to separate us—if

to-morrow I came and found you gone, or here but cold and altered,—in a

word, if any impediment were to arise to the accomplishment of our

union, I should not survive the blow! As a distracted maniac should I be

borne to a mad-cell—or, if my reason were left me, my grave would be

stained with a suicide's blood!"

Georgiana was appalled by this terrible announcement; and in the agony

of feeling which it excited within her, she cast a glance of profound

tenderness upon the Earl, unwittingly pressing his hand at the same

time.

"Oh! now I know that you entertain the same sentiments as myself," he

cried, mistaking those convulsive movements on her part for the tender

evidences of love: "now I know that your heart beats in unison with

mine. Oh! thrice happy day—the happiest that I ever yet have known. And

happier does it seem, too, because it has dissipated so much previous

anxiety—healed so much acutely-felt pain. Yes—dearest Georgiana—I am

almost glad that you rejected my suit the other day; for the wretched

feelings of the interval have, by contrast, made the present moment

indescribably sweet. And shall I tell you, my beloved one, that I am now

acquainted with the nature of that secret——"

"That secret!" cried Georgiana, with a cold shudder—which Ellingham did

not perceive, for at the moment he pressed her fondly towards him.

"Yes, dearest," he continued: "I know all the power which that secret

influence must occasionally have over you: and, believe me when I

declare that—instead of being any longer annoyed at the fact of that

circumstance having induced you to refuse my hand the other day—I deeply

sympathise with you! And if I now allude to that event—that incident

which years ago, at your late father's country-residence in Hampshire——"

A short convulsive sob burst from Georgiana's breast.

"Oh! pardon me—pardon me, beloved one!" cried the Earl, again imprinting

a kiss upon her lips: "I know that I was wrong to allude to an event

which you can never entirely forget. But if I mentioned it ere now—it

was for the first and the last time—and merely to convince you that he,

whom you will soon receive as your husband, is aware of that secret

influence which holds a sway over your mind; and that he implores you to

forget it—to abandon yourself only to the thoughts of that happiness

which our love and our brilliant social position must ensure us. And

now, my dearest Georgiana, no more on that head: never again let the

topic enter into our discourse—never let us allude to it, even by a

single syllable!"

"Oh! generous—excellent-hearted—noble-minded man," exclaimed Georgiana;

"and is your love for me indeed so strong as this?"

"Can you doubt it, dearest?" said the Earl. "If so—tell me how I can

prove its sincerity?"

"Have you not given me a proof the most convincing that man can give to

woman?" asked Lady Hatfield, concealing her blushing countenance on

Arthur's breast. "Are you not content to receive as your wife one who——"

"No more—no more!" exclaimed the Earl, tenderly hushing her words with

kisses. "Have we not agreed never again to allude to that topic?"

"But one word, Arthur," said Georgiana: "only one word! Who could have

acquainted you——"

"Your uncle, dearest," answered Lord Ellingham;—"that excellent man who

has been mainly instrumental in procuring me the happiness which I now

enjoy!"

"My uncle!" murmured Lady Hatfield, her soul subdued with astonishment

of the most overwhelming nature.

But the Earl's ears caught not the repetition of his answer; neither did

he notice the effect which it produced upon Georgiana;—for her head was

pillowed upon his breast—his hand clasped hers—her fine form leant

against him—and he had no thought save of the pure but intoxicating

happiness which he now enjoyed.

Oh, Love! thou art the sweetest charm of life—the dearest solace in this

sphere of trial and vicissitude—the sentiment that, shining on us as a

star, adds the most refulgent brightness to our lot. Ambition never

imparted consolation to the breaking spirit, and places no curb on the

wild passions and insatiable vices which too often dominate the human

heart. Wealth makes its possessor envied, but also encourages the daring

of the robber, or sharpens the knife of the murderer who seeks to grasp

it. Honours engender hatred in the breasts of those who once were

friends. Pleasure is bought by gold, and must be paid for over and over

again by the health. Genius is a consuming fire: like the spur to the

gallant steed, it urges its votary on, but draws the life-blood in the

act. Glory is the eruption of the volcano—bright, majestic, and

resplendent to gaze upon—yet bearing death in its halo. But thou, O

Love! art the star which beams brighter as the gloom of this cold and

selfish world becomes darker:—thou art the sunshine of the soul—teaching

man to emulate the gentleness, the resignation, and the holy devotion of

woman—and raising woman but one remove from the nature of angels!

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