III

This conversation occurred the night before I went back to town. I

settled on the morrow to take a late train, so that I had still my

morning to spend at Folkestone, where during the greater part of it I

was out with my mother. Every one in the place was as usual out with

some one else, and even had I been free to go and take leave of her I

should have been sure that Flora Saunt would not be at home. Just where

she was I presently discovered: she was at the far end of the cliff, the

point at which it overhangs the pretty view of Sandgate and Hythe. Her

back however was turned to this attraction; it rested with the aid

of her elbows, thrust slightly behind her so that her scanty little

shoulders were raised toward her ears, on the high rail that inclosed

the down. Two gentlemen stood before her whose faces we couldn’t see but

who even as observed from the rear were visibly absorbed in the charming

figure-piece submitted to them. I was freshly struck with the fact that

this meagre and defective little person, with the cock of her hat

and the flutter of her crape, with her eternal idleness, her

eternal happiness, her absence of moods and mysteries and the pretty

presentation of her feet, which especially now in the supported slope

of her posture occupied with their imperceptibility so much of the

foreground--I was reminded anew, I say, how our young lady dazzled by

some art that the enumeration of her merits didn’t explain and that

the mention of her lapses didn’t affect. Where she was amiss nothing

counted, and where she was right everything did. I say she was wanting

in mystery, but that after all was her secret. This happened to be my

first chance of introducing her to my mother, who had not much left in

life but the quiet look from under the hood of her chair at the things

which, when she should have quitted those she loved, she could still

trust to make the world good for them. I wondered an instant how much

she might be moved to trust Flora Saunt, and then while the chair stood

still and she waited I went over and asked the girl to come and speak

to her. In this way I saw that if one of Flora’s attendants was the

inevitable young Hammond Synge, master of ceremonies of her regular

court, always offering the use of a telescope and accepting that of a

cigar, the other was a personage I had not yet encountered, a small pale

youth in showy knickerbockers, whose eyebrows and nose and the glued

points of whose little moustache were extraordinarily uplifted and

sustained. I remember taking him at first for a foreigner and for

something of a pretender: I scarcely know why, unless because of the

motive I felt in the stare he fixed on me when I asked Miss Saunt to

come away. He struck me a little as a young man practising the social

art of “impertinence”; but it didn’t matter, for Flora came away with

alacrity, bringing all her prettiness and pleasure and gliding over the

grass in that rustle of delicate mourning which made the endless variety

of her garments, as a painter could take heed, strike one always as the

same obscure elegance. She seated herself on the floor of my mother’s

chair, a little too much on her right instep as I afterwards gathered,

caressing her stiff hand, smiling up into her cold face, commending

and approving her without a reserve and without a doubt. She told her

immediately, as if it were something for her to hold on by, that she was

soon to sit to me for a “likeness,” and these words gave me a chance to

inquire if it would be the fate of the picture, should I finish it, to

be presented to the young man in the knickerbockers. Her lips, at

this, parted in a stare; her eyes darkened to the purple of one of the

shadow-patches on the sea. She showed for the passing instant the face

of some splendid tragic mask, and I remembered for the inconsequence of

it what Mrs. Meldrum had said about her sight. I had derived from this

lady a worrying impulse to catechise her, but that didn’t seem exactly

kind; so I substituted another question, inquired who the pretty young

man in knickerbockers might happen to be.

“Oh, a gentleman I met at Boulogne. He has come over to see me.” After a

moment she added: “He’s Lord Iffield.”

I had never heard of Lord Iffield, but her mention of his having been

at Boulogne helped me to give him a niche. Mrs. Meldrum had incidentally

thrown a certain light on the manners of Mrs. Floyd-Taylor, Flora’s

recent hostess in that charming town, a lady who, it appeared, had a

special vocation for helping rich young men to find a use for their

leisure. She had always one or other in hand and she had apparently on

this occasion pointed her lesson at the rare creature on the opposite

coast. I had a vague idea that Boulogne was not a resort of the

aristocracy; at the same time there might very well have been a strong

attraction there even for one of the darlings of fortune. I could

perfectly understand in any case that such a darling should be drawn to

Folkestone by Flora Saunt. But it was not in truth of these things I was

thinking; what was uppermost in my mind was a matter which, though it

had no sort of keeping, insisted just then on coming out.

“Is it true, Miss Saunt,” I suddenly demanded, “that you’re so

unfortunate as to have had some warning about your beautiful eyes?”

I was startled by the effect of my words; the girl threw back her head,

changing colour from brow to chin. “True? Who in the world says so?”

I repented of my question in a flash; the way she met it made it seem

cruel, and I saw that my mother looked at me in some surprise. I took

care, in answer to Flora’s challenge, not to incriminate Mrs. Meldrum.

I answered that the rumour had reached me only in the vaguest form and

that if I had been moved to put it to the test my very real interest in

her must be held responsible. Her blush died away, but a pair of still

prettier tears glistened in its track. “If you ever hear such a thing

said again you can say it’s a horrid lie!” I had brought on a commotion

deeper than any I was prepared for; but it was explained in some degree

by the next words she uttered: “I’m happy to say there’s nothing the

matter with any part of my body; not the least little thing!” She spoke

with her habitual complacency, with triumphant assurance; she smiled

again, and I could see that she was already sorry she had shown herself

too disconcerted. She turned it off with a laugh. “I’ve good eyes, good

teeth, a good digestion and a good temper. I’m sound of wind and limb!”

Nothing could have been more characteristic than her blush and her

tears, nothing less acceptable to her than to be thought not perfect

in every particular. She couldn’t submit to the imputation of a flaw. I

expressed my delight in what she told me, assuring her I should always

do battle for her; and as if to rejoin her companions she got up from

her place on my mother’s toes. The young men presented their backs

to us; they were leaning on the rail of the cliff. Our incident had

produced a certain awkwardness, and while I was thinking of what next

to say she exclaimed irrelevantly: “Don’t you know? He’ll be Lord

Considine.” At that moment the youth marked for this high destiny turned

round, and she went on, to my mother: “I’ll introduce him to you--he’s

awfully nice.” She beckoned and invited him with her parasol; the

movement struck me as taking everything for granted. I had heard of

Lord Considine and if I had not been able to place Lord Iffield it was

because I didn’t know the name of his eldest son. The young man took no

notice of Miss Saunt’s appeal; he only stared a moment and then on

her repeating it quietly turned his back. She was an odd creature: she

didn’t blush at this; she only said to my mother apologetically, but

with the frankest, sweetest amusement: “You don’t mind, do you? He’s a

monster of shyness!” It was as if she were sorry for every one--for Lord

Iffield, the victim of a complaint so painful, and for my mother, the

object of a trifling incivility. “I’m sure I don’t want him!” said my

mother; but Flora added some remark about the rebuke she would give

him for slighting us. She would clearly never explain anything by any

failure of her own power. There rolled over me while she took leave of

us and floated back to her friends a wave of tenderness superstitious

and silly. I seemed somehow to see her go forth to her fate; and yet

what should fill out this orb of a high destiny if not such beauty and

such joy? I had a dim idea that Lord Considine was a great proprietor,

and though there mingled with it a faint impression that I shouldn’t

like his son the result of the two images was a whimsical prayer that

the girl mightn’t miss her possible fortune.

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