Gradually the strip of shade under the full-foliaged bank receded until

the sun burned down upon them. When the tangled balls of snakes melted

off the branches, and the water smoked and the paddles were too hot to

handle, Manuel shoved the canoe into the shade of overhanging vines. It

was a time when all living things, except the heat-born sand flies, hid

from the direct rays of the midday sun. While the Spaniard draped a net

over the bow of the canoe these sand flies hummed by like bullets. Then

Manuel motioned his comrade to crawl with him under cover, and there

they slept away those hours wherein action was forbidden.

About the middle of the afternoon they awoke to resume their journey;

leisurely at first, and then, as the sun declined, with more energy.

Fish and crocodiles rippled the surface of the river, and innumerable

wild fowl skimmed its green width.

Toward sunset Manuel beached on a sandy bank, where there was a grove

of _siteka_ trees. He had gone into the jungle at this point and

brought out rubber. The camp site was now waist deep in vegetation,

which Manuel mowed down with his machete. Then he built two fires of

damp leaves and wood, so they would smoke and somewhat lessen the

scourge of mosquitoes. After that he carried up the charcoal box from

the canoe and cooked the evening meal.

Manuel found it good to unseal the fountain of speech, that always went

dry when he was alone in the jungle. It took him a little while to

realize that he did all the talking, that Señor was a silent man who

replied only to a direct question, and then mostly in monosyllables.

Slowly this dawned upon the voluble Spaniard, and slowly he froze into

the silence natural to him in the wilderness.

They finished the meal, eating under their head nets, and then sat a

while over the smoky fires, with the splash of fish and the incessant

whining hum of mosquitoes in their ears. When the stars came out,

lightening the ebony darkness, they manned the canoe again, and for

long hours poled up the misty gloom of the river.

In the morning they resumed travel, slept through the sweltering noon,

and went on in the night. At the end of the fifth day’s advance, Manuel

pointed out the mouth of a small tributary.

“So far I’ve been. Beyond here all is strange to me. White men from

Lima have come down the river; but of those who have gone up farther

than this, none have ever returned.”

What a light flashed from the eyes of his partner! Manuel was slow to

see anything singular in men. But this served to focus his mind on the

strangest companion with whom he had ever traveled.

Señor was exceedingly strong and implacably tireless; a perfect fiend

for action. He minded not the toil, nor the flies, nor the mosquitoes,

nor the heat; nothing concerned him except standing still. Señor never

lagged, never shirked his part of the labor, never stole the bigger

share of food, which was more than remarkable in the partner of a

rubber hunter.

So Manuel passed through stages of attention, from a vague stirring

of interest to respect and admiration, and from these to wonder and

liking, emotions long dormant within him. The result was for him to

become absorbed in covert observation of his strange comrade.

Señor ate little, and appeared to force that. He slept only a few

hours every day, and his slumbers were restless, broken by turning and

mumbling. Sometimes Manuel awakened to find him pacing the canoe or

along a sandy strip of shore. All the hot hours of their toil he bent

his broad shoulders to the paddle, wet with sweat. Indeed, he invited

the torture of the sun and flies. His white face, that Manuel likened

to a woman’s, was burned red and bitten black and streaked with blood.

When Manuel told him to take the gun and kill wild fowl, he reached

instinctively for it with the action of a man used to sport, and then

he drew back and let his companion do the shooting. He never struck at

one of the thousands of snakes, or slapped at one of the millions of

flies, or crushed one of the millions of flies, or one of the billions

of mosquitoes.

When Manuel called to Señor, as was frequently necessary in the

management of the canoe, he would start as if recalled from engrossing

thought. Then he would work like an ox, so that it began to be

vexatious for Manuel to find himself doing the lesser share. Slowly he

realized Señor’s intensity, the burning in him, the tremendous driving

power that appeared to have no definite end.

For years Manuel had been wandering in wild places, and, as the men

with whom he came in contact were brutal and callous, answering only

to savage impulses, so the evil in him, the worst of him, had risen

to meet its like. But with this man of shadowed eye Manuel felt the

flux and reflux of old forces, dim shades drawn from old memories, the

painful resurrection of dead good, the rising of the phantom of what

had once been the best in him.

The days passed, and the Pachitea narrowed and grew swifter, and its

green color took on a tinge of blue.

“A-ha!” cried Manuel. “The Palcazu is blue. We must be near the mouth.

Listen.”

Above the hum of the sand flies rose a rumble, like low thunder, only a

long, unending roll. It was the roar of rapids. The men leaned on their

paddles and trudged the length of the canoe, steadily gliding upstream,

covering the interminable reaches, winding the serpentine bends. The

rumble lulled and swelled, and then, as they turned a bend, burst upon

their ears with clear thunder. The Palcazu entered the larger river

by splitting round a rocky island. On one side tumbled a current that

raced across the Pachitea to buffet a stony bluff. On the other side

sloped a long incline of beautiful blue-green water, shining like

painted glass.

Manuel poled up the left shore as far as possible, then leaped out

to wade at the bow. Señor waded at the stern, and thus they strove

against the current. It was shallow, but so swift that it made progress

laboriously slow, and it climbed in thin sheets up the limbs of the

travelers. Foot by foot they ascended the rapid, at last to surmount it

and beach the canoe in a rocky shore.

“Water from the Andes!” exclaimed Manuel. “It’s years since I felt such

water. Here’s a bad place to float a canoe full of rubber.”

“You’ll have jolly sport shooting this rapid,” replied Señor.

“We’re entering Cashibos country now. We must eat fish--no firing the

guns.”

Wild cane grew thick on the bank; groves of the white sitekas led to

the dark forest where the giant capirona trees stood out, their tall

trunks bare and crimson against the green; and beyond ranged densely

wooded hills to far distant purple outline of mountains or clouds.

“There’s cowcha here, but not enough,” said Manuel.

They rested, as usual during the blistering noon hours, then faced up

the Palcazu. Before them stretched a tropical scene. The blue water

reflected the blue sky and the white clouds, and the hanging vines and

leaning orchid-tufted, creeper-covered trees. Green parrots hung back

downward from the branches, feeding on pods; macaws of gaudy plumage

wheeled overhead; herons of many hues took to lumbering flight before

the canoe.

The placid stretch of river gave place to a succession of rapids, up

which the men had to wade. A downpour of rain joined forces with the

stubborn current in hindering progress. The supplies had to be covered

with palm leaves; stops had to be made to bail out the canoe; at times

the rain was a blinding sheet. Then the clouds passed over and the sun

shone hot. The rocks were coated with a slime so slippery that sure

footing was impossible.

Manuel found hard wading; and Señor, unaccustomed to such locomotion,

slid over the rocks and fell often. The air was humid and heavy,

difficult to breathe; the trees smoked and the river steamed. Another

chute, a mill race steep as the ingenuity of the voyagers, put them to

tremendous exertions. They mounted it and rested at the head, eyes down

the glancing descent.

“What jolly sport you’ll have shooting that one!” exclaimed Señor; and

he laughed for the first time; not mirthfully, rather with a note that

rang close to envy.

Manuel gazed loweringly from under his shaggy brows. This was the

second time Señor had spoken of the return trip. Manuel’s sharpening

wits divined a subtle import--Señor’s consciousness that for himself

there would be no return. The thing fixed itself on Manuel’s mind and

would not be shaken. Blunt and caustic as he was, something withheld

his speech; he asked only himself, and knew the answer. Señor was

another of those men who plunge into the unbroken fastnesses of a wild

country to leave no trace. Wanderers were old comrades to Manuel. He

had met them going down to the sea and treading the trails; and he knew

there had been reasons why they had left the comforts of home, the

haunts of men, the lips of women. Derelicts on the drifting currents

had once been stately ships; wanderers in the wilds had once swung with

free stride on sunny streets.

“He’s only another ruined man,” muttered Manuel, under his breath.

“He’s going to hide. After a while he will slink out of the jungle to

become like all the others--like me!”

But Manuel found his mind working differently from its old habit; the

bitterness that his speech expressed could not dispel a yearning which

was new to him.

While making camp on a shelf of shore he was absorbed in his new

thoughts, forgetting to curse the mosquitoes and ants.

When the men finished their meal, twilight had shaded to dusk. Owing to

the many rapids, travel by night had become impossible. Manuel drooped

over one smoky fire and Señor sat by another. After sunset there never

was any real silence in the jungle. This hour was, nevertheless,

remarkably quiet. It wore, shaded, blackened, into wild, lonely night.

The remoteness of that spot seemed to dwell in the sultry air, in the

luminous fog shrouding the river, in the moving gloom under the black

trees, in the odor of decaying vegetable life.

Manuel nodded and his shoulders sagged. Presently Señor raised his

head, as if startled.

“Listen!” he whispered, touching his comrade’s arm.

Then in the semidarkness they listened. Señor raised his head net above

his ears.

“There! Hear it?” he breathed low. “What on earth--or in hell? What is

it?”

“I hear nothing,” replied Manuel.

Señor straightened his tall form and stood with clenched hands.

“If that was fancy--then--” He muttered deep in his chest. All at once

he swayed to one side. And became strung in the attitude of listening.

“Again! Hear it! Listen!”

Out of the weird darkness wailed a soft, sad note, to be followed by

another, lower, sweeter, and then another still fainter.

“I hear nothing,” repeated Manuel. This time, out of curiosity and

indefinable portent, he lied.

“No! You’re sure?” asked Señor huskily. He placed a shaking hand on

Manuel. “You heard no cry--like--like--” He drew up sharply. “Perhaps I

only thought I heard something--I’m fanciful at times.”

He stirred the camp fire and renewed it with dry sticks. Evidently he

wanted light. A slight blaze flickered up, intensifying the somber

dusk. A vampire bat wheeled in the lighted circle. Manuel watched his

companion, studying the face, somehow still white through the swollen

fly blotches and scorch of sun, marveling at its expression. What had

Señor imagined he had heard?

Again the falling note! Clearer than the clearest bell, sweeter than

the saddest music, wailed out of a succession of melancholy, descending

tones, to linger mournfully, to hold the last note in exquisite

suspense, to hush away, and leave its phantom echo in the charged air.

A woman, dying in agony and glad to die, not from disease or violence,

but from unutterable woe, might have wailed out that last note to the

last beat of a broken heart.

Señor gripped Manuel’s arm.

“You heard that--you heard it? Tell me!”

“Oh, is that what you meant? Surely I heard it,” replied Manuel.

“That’s only the Perde-alma.”

“Perde-alma?” echoed Señor.

“Bird of the Lost Soul. Sounded like a woman, didn’t it? We rubber

hunters like his song. The Indians believe he sings only when death is

near. But that signifies nothing. For above the Pachitea life and death

are one. Life is here, and a step there is death! Perde-alma sings

seldom. I was years on the river before I heard him.”

“Bird of the Lost Soul! A bird! Manuel, I did not think that cry came

from any living thing.”

He spoke no more, and paced to and fro in the waning camp-fire glow,

oblivious to the web of mosquitoes settling on his unprotected head.

Manuel pondered over the circumstance till his sleepy mind refused to

revolve another idea. In the night he awoke and knew from the feeling

of his unrested body that he had not slept long. He had been awakened

by his comrade talking in troubled slumber.

“Lost soul--wandering--never to return! Yes! Yes! But oh let me forget!

Her face! Her voice! Could I have forgotten if I had killed her?

Driven, always driven--never to find--never--”

So Señor cried aloud, and murmured low, and mumbled incoherently, till

at last, when the black night wore gray, he lay silent.

“A woman!” thought Manuel. “So a woman drove him across the seas to

the Palcazu. Driven--driven! How mad men are!”

Señor had turned his face from his world, to drift with the eddying

stream of wanderers who follow no path and find no peace, to be

forgotten, to end in evil, to die forlorn--all for a woman.

In the darkness of this Peruvian forest, Señor lay amid the crawling

vermin unconsciously muttering of a woman. Night spoke aloud thoughts

deep hidden by day. Señor had a sailor’s eye, a soldier’s mien; he

had not shrunk from the racking toil, the maddening insects, the

blood-boiling heat; he was both strong and brave; yet he was so haunted

by a woman that he trembled to hear the fancied voice of his ghost of

love in the wailing note of a jungle bird. That note was the echo of

his haunting pain. Señor’s secret was a woman.

Manuel understood now why he had been inexplicably drawn to this man.

A ghost had risen out of his own dead years. It rolled back time for

Manuel, lifting from the depths a submerged memory, that, like a

long-sunken bell, rang the muffled music of its past.

Out of the gray jungle gloom glided the wraith of one he had loved

long ago. She recalled sunny Spain--a grassy hill over the blue

bay--love--home--dark in his inner eye. And the faint jungle murmuring

resembled a voice. Thus after absence of years, Manuel’s ghost of love

and life had come to him again. It had its resurrection in the agony

of his comrade. For Manuel there was only that intangible feeling,

the sweetness of remembered pain. Life had no more shocks to deal him,

he thought; that keen ache in the breastbone, that poignant pang could

never again be his. Manuel was life worn. He felt an immunity from

further affliction, and consciousness of age crept across the line of

years.

How different from other mornings in the past was the breaking of this

gray dawn! The mist was as hard to breathe, the humidity as oppressive,

the sun as hot, and the singing spiteful, invisible, winged demons

stung with the same teeth of poisoned fire--all the hardship of jungle

travel was as before, yet it seemed immeasurably lessened.

For many years Manuel had slaved up these smoky rivers, sometimes with

men who hated him, and whom he learned to hate. But no man could have

hated Señor. In these enterprises of lonely peril, where men were

chained together in the wilderness, with life strained to the last

notch, there could be no middle course of feeling. A man must either

hate his companion and want to kill him, or love him and fight to save

him.

So Manuel loved Señor, and laughed at the great white wonder of it,

lightening it all; and once again the sealed fountain of his speech

broke and flowed. Back in the settlement _chicha_ had always loosed

Manuel’s tongue, liberated wild mirth, incited fierce passions; here

in the jungle the divining of another’s pain, such as had seared him

years before, pierced to the deeps of his soul, and brought forth kind

words that came haltingly through lips long grimly set to curse.

In the beginning of that new kinship, Señor looked in amaze upon his

changed comrade, and asked if he had fever. Manuel shook his shaggy

head. Señor then fell silent; but he listened, he had to listen, and,

listening, forgot himself. A new spirit fused the relation of these men.

“Señor, we are hunters,” said Manuel. “I for gold that I do not want

and shall easily find, you for--”

“Peace, Manuel, peace, that I ceaselessly want, but will never find.”

Onward the voyagers poled and waded up the blue Palcazu. The broken

waters held them to five miles a day. Only giants could have made even

so many. The slimy rocks over which floundered the hydra-headed balls

of snakes, the stench of hot ponds behind the bars, the rush of current

to be fought inch by inch, the torrents of rain, the bailing of the

canoe, the merciless heat, and the everwhirling, steel-colored bands

of venomous flies--these made day a hell, rest a time of pain, sleep a

nightmare; but the hunters, one grim, the other gay, strengthened with

the slow advance.

Often Manuel climbed the banks, to return saying there was cowcha,

more than he had seen, yet still not enough. They must go higher, to

richer soil. They camped where sunset overtook them. As they sat over

the smoky fires or fished in the river or lay side by side under the

tent, Manuel talked. He had gone over the vast fund of his wilderness

knowledge, experience in that sun-festered world, stories of river and

jungle, of fights and fevers. Circling back on his seafaring life,

as castaway, mariner, smuggler, he dredged memory of the happenings

of those years till he reached the catastrophe that had made him a

wanderer.

“What made me a caucho outlaw?” he queried, whipping his big hand

through the flying swarm about his face. “A woman! What sends

most wandering men down the false trails of the world? What drove

you, comrade? Perhaps a woman! _Quien sabe?_ I loved a girl. She

had eyes like night--lips of fire--she was as sweet as life. See

my hand tremble! Señor, it was years ago--five, maybe ten, I don’t

remember--what are years? We were married, and had a cottage on a

grassy hill above the bay, where the wind blew, and we could see the

white ripples creeping up the sand. Then a sailor came from over the

sea; a naval man, Señor, of your country. He had seen the world;

he could fascinate women--and women change their love. She walked

with me along the beach in the twilight. The wind tossed her hair.

I repeated gossip, accused her of loving this man I had never seen.

She acknowledged her love; proudly, I thought bravely; surely without

shame. Señor, with these same hands I forced her to her knees, stifled

her cry--and slowly, slowly watched the great staring eyes grow fixed

and awful--the lips fall wide--”

“You strangled her?” burst from Señor in passionate force.

“I was a fiend,” went on the Spaniard. “I felt nothing except that her

love had changed. I fled over the seas. For long my mind was dark, but

clearness came, and with it truth. How I knew it I can’t say--these

things abide in mystery--but my girl was innocent. Then hell gaped for

me. Burning days--endless nights under the hateful stars--no rest--her

last cry, like the Perde-alma, Señor--her great, wide eyes--the beat,

the beat, the eternal beat of pain, made him you see a thing of iron

and stone.

“What was left, Señor? Only a wild life. You see the wanderer

with crimes on him thick as his gray hairs. Ah! What I might have

done--might have been! I see that in your eyes. What a man might have

been! Holy Mercy! A braver part no man ever had chance to play. I could

have left her free. I would not have heard the hound of remorse ever

baying my trail. I could have hidden like a stricken deer, and died

alone. But I was a blind coward. Men see differently after years go by.

What is love? What is this thing that makes one woman all of life to a

man? Constant or fickle, she is fair to him. Bound or free, she answers

to nameless force.”

“Where did you--all this happen?” asked Señor hurriedly and low.

“It was at Malaga, on the Mediterranean.”

Señor stalked off into the gloom, whispering.

Manuel did not notice his comrade’s agitation; he was in the rude grip

of unfamiliar emotions. His story had been a deliberate lie, yet it

contained truth enough to recall the old feeling out of its grave. He

thought he had divined Señor’s secret, his sacrifice, the motive behind

his wandering in a God-forsaken land. He believed it was to leave a

woman free and to forget. He felt the man’s burning regret that he had

not spilled blood in vengeance. So he had lied, had made himself a

murderer, that by a somber contrast Señor might see in forgiveness and

mercy the nobler part.

Deep in Manuel’s bitter soul he knew how he had lied--for that woman of

his youth had not been innocent; he had not harmed her, and he had left

her free. Señor would believe his fabricated tragedy, and, looking on

this hulk of a man, this wandering wretch, haunted by what he might

have been, and, thanking God for his clean hands, might yet see the

darkness illumined.

More days the hunters poled and pulled up the Palcazu, to enter, at

length, the mouth of a deep estuary coming in from the north.

This water was a blue-green reflection of sky and foliage. It was a

beautiful lane, winding between laced and fringed, woven and flowered

walls. The heavy perfume of overluxuriance was sickening. Life was

manifold. The estuary dimpled and swelled and splashed--everywhere were

movements and sounds of water creatures. Gorgeous parrots screeched

from the trailing vines; monkeys chattered from the swishing branches.

Myriads of bright-plumaged birds, flitting from bank to bank, gave the

effect of a many-colored net stretched above the water. Dreamy music

seemed to soar in the rich, thick atmosphere.

The estuary widened presently into a narrow, oval lake, with a sandy

shore on the north. Crocodiles basked in the sun, and, as Manuel turned

the canoe shoreward, they raised themselves on stumpy legs, jaws wide,

grotesque and hideous, and lunged for the water.

“Cayman! I never saw so many,” exclaimed Manuel, striking right and

left with his paddle. “Where I find caymans, there’s always cowcha.

Señor, I believe here is the place.”

They ascended the bank, and threaded a maze of wild cane rising

to higher ground. The soil was a rich alluvial. Manuel dug into

it with his hands, as if, indeed, he expected to find gold there.

The ridge they mounted was not thickly forested. Manuel made two

discoveries--they were on the borderland of the eastern Andes, and

all about them were rubber trees. Whether or not Manuel cared for the

fortune represented by one hundredth part of the rubber he could see,

certain it was that he ran from one tree to another clasping each in a

kind of ecstasy.

“Iquitos will go mad,” he cried. “A thousand tons of cowcha in sight!

It’s here. Look at the trees--fifty, sixty feet high! Señor, we shall

go in rich, rich, rich!”

They packed the supplies up from the river to escape the sand flies,

and built a shack, elevating it slightly on forked sticks to evade the

marching ants and creeping insects. Inside the palm-leaf walls they

hung the net, fitting it snugly in the cramped space. By clearing away

the underbrush and burning the ground bare, they added still more to

the utility of their camp site, and, as far as it was possible in that

jungle, approached comfort.

A troop of monkeys took refuge in the tops of some palms and set up

a resentful chattering; parrots and macaws swelled the unwelcoming

chorus; a boa wound away from the spot, shaking a long line of bushes;

and an anteater ran off into the _sitekas_.

Manuel caught up his gun, making as if to pursue the beast, then slowly

laid the weapon down.

“I’d forgotten. We’re in Cashibos country now. I’ve seen no signs, but

we had best be quiet. At that we may have to shoot the jaguars. They

stalk a man.”

The rubber hunters worked from dawn till the noonday heat, rested

through the white, intense hours, resumed their tasks in the afternoon,

and continued while the light lasted. The method of honest rubber

hunters was to tap a tree in the evening and visit it the next morning

to get the juice. This was too slow a process for Manuel--as it took

several days for a flow of a few ounces.

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