Time, 1:30 A.M. On the field there are a lot of people going to and
fro. Many friends have come to bid me goodby. Even though I have spoken
to very few about the adventure, still many know of it. With Colonel
Smaniotto there are on the field several officers of the staff, Colonel
Novellis of the Aviation, the Honorable Miari of the kite-balloon
division, and many other of my aviator friends who wish to be present
at my departure. I have taken with me a map as a precaution, for the
weather which seemed most favorable at first has gradually become
foggy, and since even the upper atmosphere does not seem very clear, it
may be difficult to get our bearings. However, I am certain that once I
have arrived in enemy territory, or rather in my own home town, I shall
not need any map. Our fur-lined leather coats and our helmets are ready
and lie folded on the wing. The mechanics are busy about the motor, one
gives a last look at the spark-plugs, another at the magneto, another
at the gasoline feed, so that once departed we shall have no unpleasant
surprises. Gelmetti is already at his place and is trying the levers. A
groundman has turned the propeller and in the calm of the night nothing
can be heard but the chirping of the crickets and the croaking of the
frogs which are telling of their loves from the ditches. There arises
the deep and powerful roar of the motor and from the curved arches of
the hangars the echo answers so that it seems as if several machines
were in motion in the distance. The moon is rising, and as I see her
again after so many days of rain, she seems smaller, and I wonder how
my pilot will be able to make a landing on unknown ground with so
little light.
De Carli who probably will soon attempt a similar feat stands near me.
There is in the eyes of all such great anxiety, emotion so deep that I
ask myself why I too, should not feel moved. Lieutenant Simoni asks me
if I feel as calm as at other times when I am about to leave for a war
flight, and I answer him that I am certain I should not feel so calm if
I were seeing another leaving in my place. Many of the pilots of
chasing machines of the 77th squadron are present and among them
Lieutenant Marazzani, one of our aces who has brought with him his
little fox terrier.
“Before starting on a flight,” he tells me, “I always touch the nose of
Bobby, and, as you see, I have always returned. You do the same, and
you’ll see it will bring you good luck.”
He does not have to beg me twice, and I pass my hand over the damp nose
of Bobby who looks at me with his intelligent eyes as though to ask me
what unusual thing is happening, for he is not accustomed to seeing
planes leave at night. Everything is ready. I have the money in a
small roll. Bottecchia has in his pocket a bar of chocolate, and I
have brought with me my talisman which has been with me in every
undertaking, an old crucifix of silver, a family heirloom which has
been in many wars and many battles with my ancestors. We are in the
plane and in place of the small observer’s seat they have fastened a
small wooden board on which two of us must manage to sit. But the
place is very narrow, and both Bottecchia and myself are not very
comfortable. The inside of our “cabane” is lighted by blue lamps upon
the dashboard and I hold in my hand a small lamp fastened to a long
wire with which to watch the manometer which marks the oil pressure and
the gasoline feed tube. The motor is hitting in all cylinders. Gelmetti
advances and retards the accelerator and the machine pulses and
vibrates, held back by the wedges under the wheels and the mechanics
who are holding it by the shaking wings. The “Voisin” seems to have
found again its youth and seems eager to start the flight. The
indicator marks 1300 revolutions. Everything seems to be proceeding
regularly.
“Are we ready?” I ask Gelmetti. We button up our overcoats and buckle
our helmets under our chins. Many hands are extended towards us. Some
of the men clamber up on the large springs of the wheels to embrace me,
and although the wool of my helmet covers nearly all my face, still I
feel something moist on my skin. They surely are not my tears!...
Bobby, jubilant at the sound of the motor going at full speed, begins
to bark, and his master throws a stone down the field for Bobby to
chase so that he will not disturb us, and so that I may exchange in
quiet a few more words with Colonel Smaniotto.
“Above all I urge you to specify the sector and the day of the
offensive, and secondly the location of troops.”
Gelmetti slackens the motor, the mechanics remove the wedges from under
the wheels and the plane is free and ready for the flight. We rise to
our feet to give a final salute, and an indescribable emotion comes
into the faces of all. The plane begins to move and our cry of “Viva
L’Italia,” is drowned by the roar of the motor whose pulsations grow
ever quicker and faster. The grass flits rapidly under the wheels. A
slight jerk, a slight start, and we are in the air. What were living
persons near us, what were houses, have become specks, have become
infinitesimal statuettes against the dark background of the earth.
I see certain small red lamps on the tops of trees, I see the red lamp
which marks the chimney of the furnace near the field. The great
scaffolding from which the searchlights usually hurl upward the streams
of their light, is lost in the night’s darkness. The little canal which
passes near the hangars glitters distinctly and along the plain
traversed by roads and streams of water, many tranquil lamps are
glowing. Along the road which leads from the field to the highway of
Mogliano the searchlights of the automobiles leaving the field follow
us. We turn slowly, and—as is always the case when in a plane—we feel
as if we were still. We are now traveling towards Mestre and beyond we
see the mirror of the glittering lagoon which the moon silvers with a
thousand tiny flames, and in the background where sky and sea mingle in
a dark gray mist, we can imagine Venice arising from the water.
The conditions of visibility are not good, and the fog instead of
diminishing as we ascend becomes gradually more opaque. A swift,
boisterous wind shakes the wings of the plane which slopes to the right
and to the left according to the movements of the pilot. At times the
entire machine vibrates and we feel ourselves so closely bound in its
flight that often we believe its wings are attached to our very
shoulders. As I look back at the oil guides I see the sparks from the
exhaust tube escaping rapidly like a swarm of fireflies swept by the
wind. The tube of the silencer which is fastened onto the motor,
although the exhaust remains at present completely open, is red and
incandescent. I ask myself anxiously what will happen, when, having
crossed the enemy’s lines, we shall have to make use of the silencer. I
look at the altimeter; we have already arisen to a height of three
thousand feet, and beneath us are outlined the walls and towers of
Treviso. The tracks of the Treviso-Venice railroad sparkle in the light
of the moon, and on the fields in the small pools of stagnant water,
the light is reflected. Several searchlights placed about the city turn
like sentinels of the air, but their rays do not strike us for they are
not searching in our direction. The white clouds slide above our heads
hiding at intervals the moon which appears again and again between the
wings of the aeroplane. The fog becomes ever denser. The wind
increases, changing at times into sudden gusts, rapid vortices, and
brief eddies. I hold my head low so as to offer as little resistance as
possible to the blowing currents, and Bottecchia does likewise,
pressing close to me. The calm hands of the pilot tightly gripped on
the “joy-stick” move from right to left with automatic gestures. The
motor does not seem to be operating well, and I whose sense of smell
has become extremely sensitive to the odor of burning rubber—since
the day when following an encounter my plane took fire near the
ground—sniff about attentively to discover if there is anything
burning. The indicator still marks 1400 revolutions. This is a
reassuring sign. We are at 6900 feet. I do not believe we have to climb
any higher, and tapping Gelmetti on the shoulder, I point out to him
the direction of the front.
Beneath us towards the Piave, which glimmers indistinctly in the east,
the fireworks of our troops on guard in the trenches shower forth.
Occasionally a ray with a parachute falls more slowly and vividly
illuminates a small tract beneath us. A few flashes and unexpected
streaks tell us that our artillery is firing prohibited shots. The sky
about us is thick with the flashes of many shrapnel which shoot up in
the air like fireworks. An anti-aircraft battery is firing at us. The
rain of fire approaches and recedes according to the moment, and
occasionally the explosion of a well-aimed shot is heard as it hisses
past the plane. The pilot changes his course so as not to be hit. I am
curious to know who is firing. I bend forward in my seat and beneath us
in our territory, I see the parting flashes of several anti-aircraft
shots which have begun a barrage fire. Immediately after, in the
direction of Treviso I see huge flashes on the ground as if large
projectiles had fallen on the city. Now I understand! Our batteries are
not firing against us, for they have certainly been informed by the
observation posts that an Italian plane is flying over them, but their
fire is directed against the enemy planes which are bombarding Treviso.
We must be on the alert, for evidently there are many enemy planes
about, and I should not care to run into a plane with the cross
designed on it.
We are passing over Montello, all bent and shriveled, which reminds me
of the configuration of the Carso. At the foot of the mountain I
recognize Giavera and almost on the banks of the Piave, Narvesa
shimmers. We are about to enter enemy territory. The broad flow of the
Piave, which separates into various currents among the whitish masses
of the islands, clearly outlines to us the flow of its impetuous
waters. The supports torn from the bridge of the Priola arise towards
us like the stumps of a mutilated arm and farther down, the river
widens its course towards the Grave di Pappadopoli and the sector of
the front where the Bersaglieri of the 8th Regiment are stationed. Even
Bottecchia recognizes the places in which he fought recently and points
out to me Isola Maggiore, separated from Isola Caserta by a short,
narrow current. All these strips of land which formerly were nought but
unformed heaps of stones, now have a history, and on every one of them
both the belligerent nations have tried to establish defenses, to
construct outposts and small stations for machine guns.
“_Oh rare, delightful sweetheart_” ... the familiar melody is recalled
by the buzzing of the motor and repeats itself continually in my ears.
At times while listening to the powerful voice of the “Isotta” I feel
as if there were many instruments playing in the night and the
alternating melodies and varying modulations in the orchestration
recall the classic symphonies in which the greatest artists of sound
have expressed with majestic power the rhythmic significance of their
thought and the fury of their passions.
The Castle of Saint Salvador appears on top of the hills and although
our guns must have fired at it frequently it still preserves its
original structure and the heavy tower, which has something German
about it, still rests on the high sloping roof. This castle belongs to
an Austrian and, perhaps because his countrymen have spared it,
undeviating justice has loosed against it the fury of our guns. The
reverse of the hills which point towards Conegliano slopes slowly
towards the hills of Pieve di Soligo, while the broad road of Susegana
and Conegliano glimmers distinctly beneath us.
Gelmetti has inserted the handle of the silencer, and as though by
magic the concert of the marvelous instruments which had echoed many
distant songs in my mind ceases. We now feel as if we were sliding
through air, the same impression one feels while coasting in an
automobile whose engine has been shut off.
The enemy territory is less illuminated than ours. The lights in the
villages are scarce, and there are few searchlights turned towards us.
As though by magic the enemy anti-aircraft batteries become silent. The
reason for their silence is obvious; the Austrians have many of their
own bombing planes in the sky and they certainly have not noticed the
slight humming of our motor. Along the road of Susegana to Conegliano
Pordenone, great green lights are lit from which many colored rays
shoot forth at intervals. It is the first time I have observed those
lights in enemy territory but I have heard about them from Lieutenant
Ancilotto who often goes on nocturnal flights to try to down some enemy
bombing plane which finds in the obscurity of the night the courage to
attempt what it dares not in the daytime. These signals are placed at
convenient intervals so that if some enemy plane loses its way in the
fog and cannot find its bearings, all it need do is to fly low over the
lights which often indicate a safe place for a landing.
There is Conegliano.... The large tower and cypresses of the castle
look small and flat and do not convey to me that feeling of reality
which I felt as I looked at them from the bank of the Piave. Near the
great stone quarry, from which even before our retreat powerful dredges
had taken abundant construction material, there lies a large mansion
with its lights aglow and surrounded by a vast garden. It is my own
house! I recognize the tennis-court, the paths and barns, and I know
who those are who are permitting themselves the luxury of so costly an
illumination at this late hour. They are the surviving Austrian
aviators of the 7th chasing squadron who miraculously escaped the fire
of our guns. They who cannot allow themselves the joy of combat and do
not dare face us by day in the sky are trying perhaps other struggles
against the weaker, against the women who succumb. What a pity that I
have not a bomb. I am certain I would not miss my aim! The long path
which leads from Vittorio to the inn at Gai is outlined clearly against
the green fields and the Villa of Querini Stampalia on the top of the
hill unfolds in the night its huge arches. The Austrians have built a
new connection on the railroad line, Sacile-Conegliano, which will
enable their trains to arrive directly at the station of Ceneda without
passing through Conegliano.
The altimeter marks 7500 feet. I think we can begin to descend because
there is not more than about ten miles between us and the field on
which we have decided to land. The fog which at first was dense has
thinned out gradually and we can now recognize every detail on the
ground beneath us as though it were daytime. The moon which is now high
in the heavens follows its course, tipped up on one side. The
vegetation beneath us changes gradually and in place of the cultivated
fields, vineyards and rows of mulberry trees there is a flat, grassy
region divided by many small streams of water lined with willow trees.
The Meschio, a tributary of the Livenza, has already disappeared
beneath the wing, and beyond glitter the tumultuous falls of the
Livenza near Sacile. The river forms a huge “S” around the towers of
this city whose sharp gables rise towards us. The streets are deserted
and it seems as if no important movement had ever stained their
whiteness. The still wing continues to descend. 4500 feet.... I stand
up to inspect the ground because we must lean slightly towards the left
in order to leave the road which leads from Sacile to Pordenone and
take the road from Fontana Fredda to Aviano. The field on which we have
decided to descend is called “Praterie Forcate” and is about a mile
from the enemy flying field at Aviano. I strain my eyes to try to
recognize the little trenches to the left of our field, trenches which
I have seen in photographs of this region made by Gelmetti from his
“Spad.” There they are, right in front of us! I examine the field
beneath us and there does not seem to be anything abnormal about it.
The sections where the grass has been cut and those where it is still
high form little splotches which resemble camouflaged military works.
We are about 3000 feet above ground and Gelmetti begins spiraling so
that I lose my equilibrium for a moment, but when the plane resumes its
horizontal position I suddenly see flashing on the ground beneath us
one of those green lights which I had previously noticed from on high
and which are accustomed to indicate directions to enemy planes. Three
colored stars rise up towards us and tremblingly fall slowly back on
the plain. There is no time to lose. We must at once modify all our
plans because if in the field where we had decided to land there is a
green light it means that nearby there are Austrians and if we do not
wish to be captured at once we must attempt a landing in some other
place. We describe a wide curve and resume our original route with our
nose towards the camp of Aviano. Two searchlights suddenly blaze out on
the ground and by their light we clearly see a “T” which is the sign
used by the Austrians to indicate to their pilots the spot where they
should place their wheels marked on the field. For a second we believe
all is lost, we fear we must renounce our enterprise forever. If the
rays of the searchlight succeed in enveloping us in their light we
shall be discovered, fired at, and shall have to turn homeward. But
instead of turning their lights towards us they concentrate the power
of their rays on the ground, so that the field beneath us seems to
tremble with a myriad sparks which dance in their broad embrace. The
searchlights cross and intersect over the “T” of the landing spot.
Through the air there passes a swift vision; a few yards from us an
enemy plane which I have recognized from the flashes of the exhaust,
cuts across us but swiftly withdraws and its light disappears towards
the higher strata of air. Therefore, the enemy planes must be
departing, their motors must be going and they must be making an
infernal noise.
Suddenly a wild plan occurs to me. What if, instead of landing on the
field near the one which we had picked out, we should land right on the
outskirts of the enemy’s flying field? In the first place we should be
certain of the favorable character of the land, and secondly we could
not be discovered by the Austrians because they have the light of the
searchlights in their eyes; they would not hear the indistinct noise of
our motor because it is so slight that it would be drowned by the noise
of their departing planes. Furthermore, the audacity of the project
fascinates me; the risk tempts me; it would be too beautiful to be able
to land right on their own field without having them notice it. In a
second I unfold my plan to Gelmetti. He does not answer, but as a
response he lessens still further the flow of gas. The earth rapidly
approaches us. It seems as if it were coming towards us; with the
rapidity of lightning everything retakes its just proportions. We are a
few feet above a road; I am bent double so as not to hamper in the
least the movements of the pilot. He concentrates all his efforts so as
to make a safe landing, but perhaps because he is deceived by the
distant light which, instead of helping, hinders us, he touches land
too soon with his back wheels and the plane jerks forward suddenly; in
a second he straightens it with great dexterity and we touch the ground
gently and glide swiftly towards the end of the field.
“Good, excellent!” I had time to say to Gelmetti and he answered, “Up
to the very last moment you want to make fun of me.”
I jumped to the ground with my bundle of civilian clothes under my arm,
and without waiting a moment I bent to kiss the ground for which I had
suffered so much. My comrade also descended without uttering a word. We
looked anxiously about but the searchlights continued to glow in their
regular fashion as though no alarm had been given. Above us we heard
the deep grinding noise of a “Gotha.” Not a moment to be lost. I went
towards the tail and Bottecchia stood by the wing. The propeller
revolved slowly and with a light, cadenced rustling moved the high
grass and bent with its breeze the branches of the trees and the stalks
of the flowers near it. I pushed all my weight against the triangular
trellis of the tail of the “Voisin” and by making the front wheels of
the plane rise, I caused it to circle on its hind wheels while
Bottecchia helped me by pushing on the side of the wing. Quickly we
removed our fur coats and helmets and I jumped on the plane to throw
them in the bottom of the car. Gelmetti was moved and I could not say a
word. I whispered in his ear, “Remember what you have promised;
remember to come back for me after a month.” He nodded affirmatively
and kissed me. I barely had time to place my feet back on the ground
before he had fed the motor with gas and in the twinkling of an eye had
disappeared. The dear old “Voisin” had again taken flight and we could
only distinguish it by the rumbling of the silencer which was red-hot
and resembled a red lamp wandering in the sky. For a few seconds we
could still follow its glitter and then it disappeared....
* * * * *
We were alone! The moment which I had thought about so often, which I
had so often dreaded, was come! The aeroplane, the last advanced
sentinel of our country, the last safe refuge, had left us, but I did
not tremble. There was within me all that calm which comes to us in
most trying moments, all the faith I had ever felt in the success of my
mission. Above us the tranquil stars twinkled and the vast plain
beneath trembled as though an invisible hand were moving the flowers
and stars which surrounded us. In the background the still profiles of
the mountains lent to the picture a meek aspect of peace and we, who
had passed from sudden motion to calm, from a great struggle to the
silence of nature, found again in the wilderness of that broad plain
the significance of deep things, the intimate feeling of life. Never as
in that moment had I ever experienced the sensation that something
within me had been cut short, that a new life was commencing for me; I
felt like a sailor who, wrested from the current, has with difficulty
reached the bank of a turbulent stream and looks anxiously towards the
other bank to which he no longer has the strength or the courage to
return. So I felt that the past was worth nothing and that I lived only
for the strength of the present, that I lived only for the strength of
the future.
We began to walk rapidly. I had taken Bottecchia by the arm and had
clasped his hand with great emotion that he might feel we were now one,
that a single, firm, indissoluble bond now bound us for the future. He
too answered me with a prolonged, affectionate clasp, without uttering
a word. Almost as if there had opened before us a mysterious way,
unseen before, we hurried and ran towards the mountain guided by a sure
instinct of direction. In moments of such great concentration it almost
seems as if nature, through an egotistical strength of conservation
gives to the organism an unimaginable calm. My impression was not of
walking through a deserted field, but of following the track of a known
path, and when we reached a small country road on whose rocky bed an
enemy tractor had left the marks of its broad tracks, I had the
impression of having already seen those marks, I felt as if I was
reliving in a new life an old adventure.... We were happy! With us sang
the voices of the insects. All the loves which breathe in the country
about us seemed to raise a hosannah of glory in one single glorious
melody. In my ears rang the chords of a Beethoven sonata which sings of
the joys of the awakening. Without stopping we ran across a long
expanse of field until we reached a file of poplars which rose in front
of us. There we paused a moment for breath; to turn around and take
stock of the real things about us.... The small roll of enemy money
weighed in my hand, but I did not put it away because I wished to have
it at hand to throw away at the first provocation. Beyond the file of
trees there extended before us another field, as vast as the first. But
the ground was less level, there were little grassy mounds, heaps of
rocks, and occasional holes. With great satisfaction I reflected on the
good fortune which guided us to land where the ground was level whereas
we might have selected the ground we were now passing over, in which
case a disaster would have been inevitable. At intervals we listened
with our ears close to the ground to discern if there were any
suspicious noises about. The only indications of the enemy and of the
war were the beams of the searchlights which were still lit and the
uninterrupted buzzing of the numerous enemy planes furrowing the paths
of the sky. A small truck passed along the road which we had crossed
and we heard its rumbling lose itself in the distance. We had now
arrived in a cultivated region and large fields of wheat were swaying
their stalks in the night breeze. We did not cross the field, but
preferred to circle around it, because the stalks as they divide always
leave a trace of the passing and if anyone were to have followed us, or
had noticed our presence he could easily reach us by following our
track through the wheat field. I did not expect the land to be so
extensively cultivated. Even in the smallest patches of ground the
little plants of wheat lifted up their heads and everywhere were the
signs of the indefatigable hand of man. We followed a labyrinth of
cultivated vines and every time we were about to step out into an
opening, we looked anxiously about us to make sure there was no living
creature near us. We threw ourselves prostrate on the ground at the
slightest suspicious noise. We had traversed a great deal of road, but
the distance between us and the mountain was still great and would be
more difficult to cover because the dawn was not distant and because we
were approaching a region where there were dwellings. The far-off voice
of a dog barking at the moon reached us as we stepped out onto a road
and this was the first indication that the presence of man was near. We
passed a region cultivated with fruit trees and from behind a hedge
which separated the field from the road there rose the outline of a
small farmhouse.
We had to be on our guard so as not to fall in the jaws of the wolf
when least expected. We were bound to travel more slowly and try to
stay as far as possible from dwellings. Had we been dressed in civilian
clothes we should have been less conspicuous, but if anyone were to see
us in Italian uniforms, with our healthy appearance and clothes not
badly worn, he might suspect us at once and spread the news.
Furthermore we had to be very careful not to meet Austrian soldiers. We
had to avoid the roads where the gendarmes usually walk.
The languid melody of night had been superseded by the brisker melody
of the morning. It seemed as if all the voices of the country were of
one accord to tell us the tale of the light which was about to rise, to
celebrate the praises of the great light-giver which, having traversed
the starry deserts, returns to us with the joys of the awakening. The
air had become colder, there was in it something sharper, something
which invigorates one for the struggle of the day. Towards the east,
towards the distant aviation fields where the searchlight faded in the
first greenish lights of dawn, a thin, pale, wan light penetrated and
followed the grave majesty of night, the grave, deep azure vault in
which Venus had lit her torch.
The houses became more frequent and from them there sounded occasional
confused noise of voices. Something common and familiar was awakened in
our consciences. The wonder of sleep was interrupted by the little
necessities of every hour, and these needs were revealed to us by the
noise of wooden shoes running downstairs, by a virile voice, or by the
bellowing or mooing of an animal as it awakened. The roosters raised
their silvery voices towards the sun and their joyous chants multiplied
and increased along the plain with the light. Life was being reborn
again in a multitude of ways and we had not reached a safe spot as yet,
we had not reached the mountain where we should be able to change our
clothes. We were compelled to quicken our steps, lest we be discovered
unexpectedly, and since in the many noises we had heard nothing
abnormal, nothing which indicated the presence of the enemy, we
hastened all the more to reach the hills embossed in the thick foliage
of the chestnut trees.
A small village extended at a short distance to our right and the
tranquil houses with their sloping roofs of wood clustered about the
church like little devout women who wished to enter. Our progress was
now more difficult because at times our path was crossed by wire
railings, by low walls which must be jumped, and every now and then
there was no alternative but to travel along stretches of road where we
were likely to have unpleasant encounters. A bluish smoke rose from the
chimneys and through a thick curtain of leaves I got a glimpse of a
peasant who having collected his heifers, urged them on with the tip of
his staff. There was only a short distance left for us to cross and
having followed for a few moments a wall along the road, and having
crossed a small ditch, we again found ourselves in open country and
fronting hills sloping toward the plain. We began to ascend and nature
at once became wilder, the cultivation less cared for, and thick
entanglements of shrubs and thorns encircled the sturdy, knotted trunks
of the chestnut trees. These gently sloping hills followed one another
in rapid succession, so that no sooner had the climber reached the top
of one of them than up shot another elevation which required further
ascent. But we had to descend again towards the bottom of the valley
from which there rose a sudden cloud of smoke. Between the backs of two
mountains which outlined their sharp shapes against the sky there
appeared the square imposing mass of the Castle of Polcenigo. We
quickened our pace while descending and passed near a small clearing in
which a few trenches had been dug and above which projected several
targets of cardboard. This must have been a practice field for the
enemy, and therefore we could not delay long in its vicinity; for
directly the sun rose, there would probably arrive enemy soldiers.
Rapidly we traversed the distance which still separated us from the
river and without removing our shoes or turning up our trousers we
plunged into the water, which reached to our knees, and which separated
us from another hill where the wood was so thick and compact that it
would serve as a safe refuge in which to change our clothing.
A small rocky path rose towards the summit of the hill and the water of
a brook eddied and leaped down through the rocks. The vegetation about
us was composed largely of shrubs, and the climbing vines about the
massive trunks of the chestnut trees formed intricate labyrinths which
it was not easy to enter. At intervals a small clearing opened before
us and we chose one of these, not too distant from the top of the hill,
as a suitable place in which to make the necessary changes.
This was really a streak of luck because we were thoroughly wet, and it
would do us no harm to change into dry clothes. The only thing we
wanted to change was our shoes but on certain occasions one cannot
afford to be too particular. We undressed and put on the coarse
underwear and our heavy peasant suits. I glanced at the front of my
uniform on which the three blue medal ribbons, which I did not wish to
leave behind me even when I left my country, were pinned. Bottecchia
made a bundle of our cast-off clothing and threw it under a tree which
could be recognized at once for its height. Those suits might prove
useful. If at a future date we should be found and made prisoners we
could show our tallies and call ourselves Italian aviation officers who
had been compelled to land in a camp near Aviano, because of a sudden
damage to the motor. We could say we had ordered the pilot to destroy
the plane and that we had obtained civilian clothes from some peasants
in which we attempted to reach our own lines. The pilot instead of
destroying the plane perhaps had succeeded in adjusting the magneto and
had departed leaving us in enemy territory. To prove the truth of our
tale we could show them our uniforms which we had left under the tree
where they were at present. This version seemed plausible and I hoped
that in case of necessity I should be able to convince the Austrians.
We stood up. The resplendent sun was already high in the heavens and
all the plain was flooded with its light. The fields which we had
traversed extended across the background of the picture and we
recognized the rows of poplar trees towards which we had sped when we
first alighted. Then we saw again all the cultivated district, the
scattered houses we had encountered at the beginning and finally the
compact mass of houses of Budoia which we miraculously passed without
unpleasant rencontres. Everything about us seemed marvelous. The
plants, the flowers, the bushes, the grass seemed to have a new
fascination for us. The very rising of the sun astonished us, as though
the sun should arise otherwise than in our own territory. Finally we
began to consider the insurmountable barrier which separated us from
our people, and looking towards the west we sought for a sign of
something from the other side. Everywhere we were surrounded by enemy
territory. Delay in this spot however was dangerous. We should try to
get our bearings more definitely in mind; waiting then in some secluded
nook until night fell once more.
It would be interesting to be able to watch from an elevated point the
movement on the Sarone-Polcenigo road and we therefore continued our
walk towards the other side of the hill; that side which dominated the
road. I threw a last glance towards the tree beneath which our uniforms
rested, hoping I should never need to see them again. The wood was so
thick and tangled that it was difficult to open a passageway among the
dense foliage. At length we emerged on a large clearing. In the center
the heavy walls of a large house arose. The chimney was tranquilly
exhaling a bluish smoke which faded away in the clear atmosphere of the
morning. We barely had time to hide before we saw a young woman
carrying a large pail of milk come out from the half-open door. How we
should have liked to step out and talk with her; how we should have
liked to drink a glass of milk! But dared we do it when in that house
there might be billeted some enemy soldiers? We turned away and resumed
our weary march through the contorted coils of the climbing vines.
Occasionally a lizard glided swiftly through the low juniper-bushes
which were in bud and we turned, fearful that some suspicious person
was following us. The wood became gradually thinner and the hill
descended rapidly towards the road. We stopped in a sort of cave
surrounded by shrubs from which we could see everything without being
seen. In front of us rose the stony wall of the Cansiglio which is
almost without vegetation; the sections nearer the lowland however,
seemed more cultivated than in previous years. On one side the Livenza,
which from its very source forms wide turns over a vast sloping tract
of ground, divided our hill from the mountain in front of us. The
Church of the Santissima could be distinguished on the further side of
the valley and a few houses were scattered here and there over the
slopes. We tried to get our bearings so as to study what road to follow
as soon as night should fall. That village which we saw about two miles
away in the gap between the hills and the Cansiglio was Sarone. Yes,
certainly, because lower down, before the long zigzagging of the
ascending road, I recognized the great furnaces which are marked on the
map. We had to decide whether it would be more convenient to pass to
the right or to the left of the village, and both of us decided to pass
by way of the mountain where the dwellings are less frequent. For, by
that way it would be easier for us to pass unobserved. I thought it
would be better to follow a little mule-path which seemed to pass over
several small precipices where, one could guess, there was a quarry,
and thence, by keeping always towards the center, we should arrive at
Belvedere.
The hours followed each other slowly; the sun was high and the noise of
the cicadas made itself heard about us. The fields in front of us were
peopled with workers and the furrows in which the wheat was planted
glistened distinctly. Several women, easily identifiable from the black
kerchiefs tied about their heads and the traditional full skirt, were
hoeing near us. So far there had been no sign of the enemy, yet from
what I heard at Sarone, there should be the command of a brigade of
Honwed nearby and therefore also the command of the gendarmes. Several
hours had passed and still not a single wagon nor a single soldier had
been seen. Suddenly we heard the buzzing of a motor overhead. We raised
our eyes and over us an enemy plane flew low, clearly distinguishable
by the crosses on its wings. We now had to resign ourselves to the
sight of seeing those colors, which we often fought on our front, pass
over our heads. Here the machines which would fly at great height and
would be followed by bursts of shrapnel would be the planes with the
tricolor of our friends and comrades.
Noon had now passed. We inferred this from the position of the sun for
we had no watch with us. Subdued whisperings were heard from among the
rustling leaves as though persons were passing through the wood which
we had crossed. They were the sweet sounds of children’s voices. We
left the small clearings at once so as not to be espied and from the
wood there came two little boys searching for strawberries. They took
the road which led to the house on the top of the hill; after a few
seconds every sound ceased. How we should have liked to stop them; how
we wished to kiss them, to express to them all our love and how many
questions we wished to ask them. But we did not deem it advisable to
confide in little children who might talk and so focus on us the
attention of soldiers who could not be far distant.
A slight noise of firing reached us from the other side of the valley.
It must be, we thought, the Austrians practicing in the firing camp
which we crossed. The time did not seem to pass, and although each of
us had rested for a few hours while the other stood on guard, it seemed
as if the great solar disk were always in the same spot in the heavens
and had decided never to disappear behind the summits of the hills. A
military cart drawn by four horses passed near us with heavy tread. The
cart was full of knapsacks and munitions and this was the first sign,
this was the first enemy we had encountered. Immediately afterward we
heard a bugle, and a truck passed by noisily, the reverberation of its
motor growing and then fading away among the mountain echoes. The sun
at last was about to set and the women who were working in the fields
took their children in their arms, and with the farming implements on
their shoulders, wended their way towards home. Then followed the
groups of peasants ascending slowly the road which leads to Sarone. A
great calm seemed to rest over all; peace in a smile seemed to descend
from heaven, and in the failing light it seemed as if all worries, all
cares, became drowsy. The sunset hour passed quickly and the purple sky
became tinged with violet in the higher regions.
_Era già l’ora che volge il desio
Ai naviganti e intenerisce il core
La, di, che han deteo ai dolci amici addio._
—Dante Purgatorio
The melancholy of night enveloped my soul and albeit no chimes from a
bell wept for the dying day, yet a throng of memories crowded my mind
during the first silences and shadows of the night.