CHAPTER XXVIII.

MORALS OF ENTERPRISE.

I got him the money he required; and we were about to set forth, when he

exclaimed abruptly:--

“Put money in thy own purse, Clifford. It may be necessary to practise a

little ruse de guerre. In playing my game, it may be important that you

should deem to play one also. You have no scruples to fling the dice or

flirt the cards for the nonce.”

“None! But I should like to know your plans. Tell me, in the first

place, your precise object.”

“Simply to detect certain knaves, and save certain fools. The knaves

have ruined me, and I make no lamentations; but there are others in

their clutches still, quite as ignorant as myself, who may be saved

before they are stripped entirely. The object is not a bad one; for the

rest, trust to me. I mean no harm; a little mischief only; and, at most,

a tweak of one proboscis or more. There's risk, of a certainty, as there

is in sucking an egg; but you are a man! Not like that d--d milksop, who

gives up his friend as soon as he gets poor, and proffers him a sermon

by way of telling him--precious information, truly--that he's in a fair

way to the devil. The toss of a copper for such friendship.”

The humor of Kingsley tallied somewhat with my own. It had in it a spice

of recklessness which pleased me. Perhaps, too, it tended somewhat to

relieve and qualify the intenseness of that excitement in my brain,

which sometimes rose to such a pitch as led me to apprehend madness.

That I was a monomaniac has been admitted, perhaps not a moment too soon

for the author's candor. The sagacity of the reader made him independent

of the admission.

“Your beggar,” said he, somewhat abruptly, “has the only true feeling

of independence. Absolutely, I never knew till now what it was to be

thoroughly indifferent to what might come to-morrow. I positively care

for nothing. I am the first prince Sans Souci. That shall be my

title when I get among the Cumanches. I will have a code of laws and

constitution to suit my particular humor, and my chief penalties shall

be inflicted upon your fellows who grunt. A sigh shall incur a week's

solitary confinement; a sour look, pillory; and for a groan, the

hypochondriac shall lose his head! My prime minister shall be the fellow

who can longest use his tongue without losing his temper; and the

man who can laugh and jest shall always have his plate at my table.

Good-humored people shall have peculiar privileges. It shall be a

certificate in one's favor, entitling him to so many acres, that he

takes the world kindly. Such a man shall have two wives, provided he can

keep them peacefully in the same house. His daughters shall have dowries

from government. The prince of Sans Souci will himself provide for

them.”

I made some answer, half jest, half earnest, in a mood of mocking

bitterness, which, perhaps, more truly accorded with the temper of both

of us. He did not perceive the bitterness, however.

“You jest, but mine is not altogether jest. Half-serious glimpses of

what I tell you float certainly before my eyes. Such things may happen

yet, and the southwest is the world in which you are yet to see many

wondrous things. The time must come when Texas shall stretch to Mexico.

These miserable slaves and reptiles--mongrel Spaniards and mongrel

Indians--can not very long bedevil that great country. It must fall into

other hands. It must be ours; and who, when that time comes, will carry

into the field more thorough claims than mine. Master of myself, fearing

nothing, caring for nothing; with a gallant steed that knows my voice,

and answers with whinny and pricked ears to my encouragement; with a

rifle that can clip a Mexican--dollar or man--at a hundred yards, and a

heart that can defy the devil over his own dish, and with but one spoon

between us--and who so likely to win his principality as myself? Look

to see it, Clifford, I shall be a prince in Mexico; and when you hear of

the prince Sans Souci be assured you know the man. Seek me then, and ask

what you will. You have CARTE BLANCHE from this moment.”

“I shall certainly keep it in mind, prince.”

“Do so: laugh as you please; it is only becoming that you should laugh

in the presence of Sans Souci; but do not laugh in token of irreverence.

You must not be too skeptical. It does not follow because I am a

dare-devil that I am a thoughtless one. I have been so, perhaps, but

from this moment I go to work! I shall be fettered by fortune no

longer. Thank Heaven, that is now done--gone--lost; I am free from its

incumbrance! I feel myself a prince, indeed; a man, every inch of me.

This night I devote as a fitting finish to my old lifeless existence.

“Hear me!” he continued; “you laugh again, Clifford--very good! Laugh

on, but hear me. You shall hear more of me in time to come. I fancy I

shall be a fellow of considerable importance, not in Texas simply, or

in Mexico, but here--here in your own self-opinionated United States.

Suppose a few things, and go along with me while I speak them. That

Texas must stretch to Mexico I hold to be certain. A very few years will

do that. It needs only thirty thousand more men from our southern and

southwestern States, and the brave old English tongue shall arouse the

best echoes in the city of Montezuma! That done, and floods of people

pour in from all quarters. It needs nothing but a feeling of security

and peace--a conviction that property will be tolerably safe, under

a tolerably stable government--in other words, an Anglo-Saxon

government--to tempt millions of discontented emigrants from all

quarters of the world. Will this result have no results of its own,

think you? Will the immense resources of Mexico and Texas, represented,

as they then will be, by a stern, pressing, performing people, have no

effect upon these states of yours? They will have the greatest; nay,

they will become essential to balance your own federal weight, and keep

you all in equilibrio. For look you, the first hubbub with Great Britain

gives you Canada, at the expense of some of your coast-towns, a few

millions of treasure, and the loss of fifty thousand men. A bad exchange

for the south; for Canada will make six ponderous states, the policy

and character of which will be New England all over. To balance this you

will have your Florida territory, [Footnote: Florida, since admitted,

but unhappily, as a single state.] of which two feeble states may be

made. Not enough for your purposes. But the same war with England will

render it necessary that your fleet should take possession of Cuba;

which, after a civil apology to Spain for taking such a liberty with her

possessions, and, perhaps, a few million by way of hush money, you

carve into two more states, and, in this manner, try to bolster up your

federal relations. How many of her West India islands Great Britain will

be able to keep after such a war, is another problem, the solution of

which will depend upon the relative strength of fleets and success of

seamanship. These islands, which should of right be ours, and without

which we can never be sure against any maritime power so great and so

arrogant as England, once conquered by our arms, find their natural,

moral, and social affinities in the southern states entirely; and, so

far, contribute to strengthen you in your congressional conflicts.

But these are not enough, for the simple reason that the population of

states, purely agricultural, never makes that progress which is made in

this respect by a commercial and manufacturing people. With the command

of the gulf, the possession of an independent fleet by the Texans, the

political characteristics of the states of Carolina, Georgia, Florida,

Alabama, Mississippi, Louisiana, and Arkansas, must undergo certain

marked changes, which can only be neutralized by the adoption, on the

part of these states, of a new policy corresponding with their change of

interests. How far the cultivation of cotton by Texas will lead to its

abandonment in Carolina and Georgia, is a question which the next

ten years must solve. That they will be compelled to abandon it is

inevitable, unless they can succeed in raising the article at six cents;

a probability which no cotton-planter in either of these states will be

willing to contemplate now for an instant. Meanwhile, Texas is spreading

herself right and left. She conquers the Cumanches, subdues the native

mongrel Mexicans. Her Hoestons and Lamars are succeeded by other and

abler men, under whose control the evils of government, which followed

the sway of such small animals as the Guerreros, and the Bolivars, the

Bustamentes, and Sant' Annas, are very soon eradicated; and the country,

the noblest that God ever gave to man in the hands of men, becomes a

country!--a great and glorious country--stretching from the gulf to the

Pacific, and providing the natural balance, which, in a few years, the

southern state of this Union will inevitably need, by which alone your

great confederacy will be kept together. You see, therefore, why I speed

to Texas. Should I not, with my philosophy, my horse and my rifle--not

to speak of stout heart and hand--reasonably aspire to the principality

of Sans Souci? Laugh, if you please, but be not irreverent. You shall

have carte blanche then if you will have a becoming faith now, on the

word of a prince. I say it, It is written--Sans Souci.” [Footnote: All

these speculations were written in 1840-'41. I need not remark upon

those which have since been verified.]

“Altissimo, excellentissimo, serenissimo!”

“Bravissimo, you improve; you will make a courtier--but mum now about my

projects. We must suppress our dignities here. We are at the entrance of

our hell!”

We had reached the door of a low habitation in a secluded street.

The house was of wood--an ordinary hovel of two stories. A cluster

of similar fabrics surrounded it, most of which I afterward

discovered--though this fact could not be conjectured by an observer

from the street--were connected by blind alleys, inner courts, and

chambers and passages running along the ground floors. We stopped an

instant, Kingsley having his hand upon the little iron knocker, a single

black ring, that worked against an ordinary iron knob.

“Before I knock,” said he, in a whisper, “before I knock, Clifford, let

me say that if you have any reluctance--”

“None! none! knock!”

“You will meet with some dirty rascals, and you must not only meet them

with seeming civility, but as if you shared in their tastes--sought the

same objects only--the getting of money--the only object which alone is

clearly comprehensible by their understanding.”

“Go ahead! I will see you through.”

“A word more! Get yourself in play at a different table from me. You

will find rogues enough around, ready to relieve you of your Mexicans.

Leave me to my particular enemy; you will soon see whose shield I

touch--but keep an occasional eye upon us; and all that I ask farther at

your hands, should you see us by the ears, is to keep other fingers from

taking hold of mine.”

A heavy stroke of the knocker, followed by three light ones and a second

heavy stroke, produced us an answer from within. The door unclosed, and

by the light of a dim lamp, I discovered before me, as a sort of warden,

a little yellow, weather-beaten, skin-dried Frenchman, whom I had

frequently before seen at a fruit-shop in another part of the city. He

looked at me, however, without any sign of recognition--with a blank,

dull, indifferent countenance; motioned us forward in silence, and

reclosing the door, sunk into a chair immediately behind it. I followed

my companion through a passage which was unfathomably dark, up a flight

of stairs, which led us into a sort of refreshment room. Tables were

spread, with decanters, glasses, and tumblers upon them, that appeared

to be in continual use. In a recess, stood that evil convenience of

most American establishments, whether on land or sea, a liquor bar; its

shelves crowded with bottles, all of which seemed amply full, and ready

to complete the overthrow of the victim, which the other appliances of

such a dwelling must already have actively begun.

“Here you may take in the Dutch courage, Clifford, should you lack the

native. This, I know, is not the case with you, and yet the novelty of

one's situation frequently overcomes a sensitive mind like fear. Perhaps

a julep may be of use.”

“None for me. I need no farther stimulant than the mere sense of

movement. I take fire, like a wheel, by my own progress.”

“Pretty much the same case with myself. But I have been in the habit

of drinking here, of late, and too deeply. To-night, however, as I said

before, ends all these habits. If there is honey in the carcass, and

strength from the sleep, there is wisdom from the folly, and virtue

from the vice. There is a moral as well as a physical recoil, that most

certainly follows the overcharge; and really, speaking according to my

sincere conviction I never felt myself to be a better man, than just at

this moment when I am about to do that which my own sense of morality

fails altogether to justify. I do not know that I make you understand my

feelings; I scarcely understand them myself; but of this sort they are,

and I am really persuaded that I never felt in a better disposition to

be a good man and a working man than just at the close of a career which

has been equally profligate and idle.”

I think my companion can be understood. There seems, in fact very little

mystery in his moral progress. I understood him, but did not answer. I

was not anxious to keep up the ball of conversation which he had begun

with a spirit so mixed up of contradictions--so earnest yet so playful.

A deep sense of shame unquestionably lurked beneath his levity; and yet

I make no question that he felt in truth, and for the first time, that

degree of mental hardihood of which he boasted.

He advanced through the refreshment-room, to a door which led to an

apartment in an adjoining tenement. It was closed, but unfastened. The

sound of voices, an occasional buzz, or a slight murmur, came to our

ears from within; that of rattling dice and rolling balls was more

regular and more intelligible. Kingsley laid his hand upon the latch,

and looked round to me. His eye was kindled with a playful sort of

malicious light. A smile of pleasant bitterness was on his lips. He said

to me in a whisper:--

“Stake your money slowly. A Mexican is the lowest stake. Keep to that,

and lose as little as possible. You will soon see me sufficiently

busy, and I will endeavor to urge my labors forward, so as to make your

purgatory a short one. I shall only wait till I feel myself cheated in

the game, to begin that which I came for. See that I have fair play in

THAT, MON AMI, and I care very little about the other.”

He lifted the latch as he concluded, and I followed him into the

apartment.

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