CHAPTER XIII

THE INVALIDS

Sylvia Wharton wearing a trained nurse's costume tiptoed into a

darkened room.

Instantly the figure upon the bed turned and sighed.

"I don't see why she does not come to me, if she is no worse than you

say she is," the voice said. "Really, Sylvia, I think it would be

better for you or some one to tell me the truth."

Sylvia hesitated. "She isn't so well, Betty dear. Perhaps Dr. Barton

may be angry with me, as he distinctly said that you were not to be

worried. But as you are worrying anyhow, possibly talking things over

with me may make you feel better. It has all been most unfortunate,

Polly's being ill here in your house when you were enduring so much

yourself. But it all comes of mother's and everybody's yielding to

whatever Polly O'Neill wishes."

Sylvia sat down upon the side of the bed, taking one of Betty's hands

in hers. Ten days had passed since the accident at the cabin and the

burns on Betty's hands had almost entirely healed, but over her eyes

and the upper part of her face was a linen covering, so that it was

still impossible to guess the extent of her injury. She was apt to be

quieter, however, Sylvia had found out, when she could feel some one

touching her. And now the news of Polly for the time being kept her

interested.

"You see, mother's first mistake was in not bringing Polly straight

back home as soon as she found out what she was doing in New York.

Polly had a slight cold then and it kept getting worse each night. But

of course Polly pretended that it amounted to nothing and that the

stars would fall unless she finished her engagement. So finish it she

did, and then hearing of your accident toward the last, as mother and

Esther had kept the news a secret from her for some time, why come here

she would instead of immediately going home. She wanted to help nurse

and amuse you and you had said that you wanted her with you. And then

of course Polly was embarrassed over meeting father and Frank. And

father was angry at her disobedience and her frightening mother and

Mollie. However, that cold of hers has kept on getting worse and she

will have to stay in bed now for a few days anyhow. For I won't let

Polly O'Neill have her own way this time."

A faint smile showed itself on Betty's lips which Sylvia stooped low

enough to see. And then in spite of her own stolid and supposedly cold

temperament, the younger girl's expression changed. For it meant a

good deal for any one to have succeeded in making Betty Ashton smile in

these last few days.

"But you're fonder of Polly than you are of the rest of us, even

Mollie, Sylvia, and you let her lead you around," Betty argued.

Sylvia's flaxen head was resolutely shaken. She no longer wore her

hair in two tight pigtails, but in almost as closely bound braids wound

in a circle about her face. Her complexion was still colorless and her

eyes nondescript, but Sylvia's square chin and her resolute expression

often made persons take a second look at her. It was seldom that one

saw so much character in so young a girl.

"Yes, I am fond of Polly," she agreed, "but you are mistaken if you

think I let her influence me. Some one has to take Polly O'Neill

sensibly for her own sake." And Sylvia just in time stifled a sigh.

For of course her stepsister was in a more serious condition than she

had confessed to the other girl. It was well enough to call the

illness a bad cold--it was that, but possibly something worse,

bronchitis, pneumonia--Dr. Barton had not yet given it a name. She was

only to be kept quiet and watched. Later on he would know better what

to say. Her constitution was not strong.

Some telepathic message, however, must have passed from one friend to

the other, for at this instant Betty sat up suddenly with more energy

than she had yet shown.

"If anything dreadful happens to Polly, I shall never forgive Esther as

long as I live. It is all very well for Polly and your mother to

insist that Esther was not in any possible way responsible. Mollie and

I both feel differently. Esther should have told----"

By the fashion in which Sylvia Wharton arose and walked away from the

bed, Betty realized how intensely their opinions disagreed, although

the younger girl moved quietly, with no anger or flurry and made no

reply.

"Here are some more roses, Betty, that John Everett sent you. Shall I

put them near enough your bed to have you enjoy their fragrance?"

Sylvia asked. "John seems to be buying up all the flowers near

Dartmouth. I told Meg that you would rather he did not send so many.

But she says she can't stop him. For somehow John feels kind of

responsible for your getting hurt, as he arranged for you to sit under

those particular candles. Then he did not notice when you first called

for help and let Anthony Graham rescue you. Meg is downstairs now with

your mother. Would you like to see her?"

Betty shook her head. "Please don't let Meg know, but I don't feel

like talking, somehow. The girls are so sweet and sympathetic. And I

try to be brave, but until I know----"

With magically quick footsteps the younger girl had again crossed the

room and her firm arms were soon about her friend's shoulders.

"You are going to be all right, dear. Dr. Barton is almost sure of it

and I am quite. There won't be any scars that will last and your

eyes--why, you protected them marvelously, and they only need resting.

You are too beautiful, Betty dear, to have anything happen that could

in any way mar you. I can't, I won't believe it."

And somehow Sylvia was one of those people in whose judgment and faith

one must always find healing. Betty said nothing more, only put out

her hand with an appealing gesture and caught hold of Sylvia's dress.

"I don't want to talk or to see people, and I'm tired of being read to.

What is there for me to do, Sylvia child, to make the hours pass?"

Rather desperately the younger girl looked about the great, sunshiny

room. It was not Betty's old blue room, but the room once used as a

store-room and afterwards occupied by Esther, into which Betty had

moved a short while before her accident. Imagination was not Sylvia

Wharton's strong point. She was an excellent nurse, quiet, firm and

patient and always to be relied upon. But what to do to make Betty

Ashton stop thinking of what might await her at the end of her weeks of

suffering must have taxed a far more fertile brain than Sylvia's.

However, the suggestion did not have to come from her; for at this

instant there was a knock at the door, so gentle that it was difficult

to be sure that it really was a knock.

Outside stood the German professor with his violin under his arm. And

he looked so utterly wretched and uneasy that Sylvia wondered how he

could feel so great an emotion over Betty, although the entire village

seemed to be worrying as though in reality she had been their own

"Princess." No one could talk of anything else until her condition

became finally known; but Herr Crippen was a newcomer and Betty had

never cared for him.

"Would the little _Fräulein_ like it that I should play for her?" he

now asked gently.

And Sylvia turned to the girl on the bed.

At first Betty had shaken her head, but now she evidently changed her

mind.

"You are very kind. I think I should enjoy it," she answered. And a

few moments afterwards Sylvia stole away.

So there was no one in the room to notice how frequently Herr Crippen

had to wipe his glasses as he looked down upon the girl of whose face

he could see nothing now save the delicately rounded chin and full red

lips.

[Illustration: The professor had to wipe his glasses]

Then without worrying her he began to play: in the beginning not

Beethoven nor Mozart, nor any of the classic music he most loved, but

the Camp Fire songs, which he had lately arranged for the violin

because of his interest in the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire girls, and which

he was playing for the first time before an audience.

And Betty listened silently, not voicing her surprise. The song of

"The Soul's Desire," what memories it brought back of Esther and their

first meeting in this room! No wonder that Esther had so great talent

with such a queer, gifted father. Betty wondered idly what the mother

could have been like. She was an American and beautiful, so much she

remembered having been told.

Then ceasing to think of Esther she began thinking of herself. Could

she ever again even try to follow the Law of the Camp Fire, which had

meant so much to her in the past few years, if this dreadful tragedy

which hovered over her, sleeping or waking, should be not just a

terrible fear, but a living fact. Should she be scarred from her

accident, or worse fear, should her eyes be affected by the scorching

heat of the flames?

Softly under her breath, even while listening with all her soul to the

music, Betty repeated the Camp Fire Law.

"Seek Beauty?" Could she find it, having lost her own? Then she

remembered that the beauty which the Camp Fire taught was not only a

physical beauty, but the greater kind which is of the spirit as well as

of the flesh.

"Give Service?" Well, perhaps some day in ways she could not now

imagine, she might be able to return a small measure of the service

that her friends had been so generously bestowing upon her.

"Pursue Knowledge, Be Trustworthy." No misfortune need separate a girl

from these ideals.

"Hold on to Health." This might mean a harder fight than she had ever

yet had to make before, but Betty felt a new courage faintly struggling

within her.

"Glorify Work." That was not an impossible demand of her as a Torch

Bearer among her group of Camp Fire girls. It was the last of the

seven points of their great law that she dreaded to face at this

moment, here in the darkness alone.

"Be Happy." Could she ever again be happy even for a day or an hour?

And yet the law said: "If we have pain, to hide it, if others have

sorrow, be quick to relieve it."

But what the rest of the law read she could not now recall. For Herr

Crippen was beginning to play one of the most exquisite pieces of music

that can ever be rendered on the violin, Schubert's Serenade.

"Last night the nightingale woke me,

Last night when all was still

It sang in the golden moonlight"

Betty wondered why the music should sound so strangely far away, as

though she were dreaming and it were coming to her somewhere out of the

land of dreams.

Another moment and Betty was sound asleep. Nevertheless the Professor,

with his eyes still upon her, played softly on, played until Mrs.

Ashton noiselessly entered the room.

Then he ceased and the man and woman, standing one on either side of

Betty's bed, looked at each other with expressions it would be

difficult to translate. For each face held a certain amount of

pleading and of defiance.

"She is like her mother; _nicht wahr_?" the Professor murmured, and

then withdrew.

Afterwards for several moments Mrs. Ashton's eyes never ceased

regarding the curls of Betty's red brown hair, that lay outside on her

pillow. Her long braids had been cut off and latterly she had been

wearing a little blue silk cap, which had now slipped off on account of

her restlessness.

Mrs. Ashton, glancing in a mirror at her own faded flaxen hair, sighed.

Then, seating herself in a chair near by she waited in absolute

patience and quietness, until suddenly from a movement upon the bed she

guessed that Betty was waking.

And actually her child's lips were smiling upon her not only bravely

but cheerfully, as though her sleep had brought both comfort and faith.

"Sit close by me, mother," Betty said, "and don't let any one else come

in for a long time. You know I have been trying to get you to tell me

the history of this old room for ages and now this is such a splendid

comfy chance. I am just exactly in the mood for hearing a long,

thrilling story."

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