CHAPTER IX

My Sister Stéphanie Marries the Archduke Rudolph, who Died at Meyerling

My younger sister spent a happy girlhood at Brussels. At the age

of nineteen she was a radiant beauty. Without knowing whom she was

eventually to marry, she had been encouraged to look forward to making a

more advantageous marriage than her eldest sister.

The King had never been very enthusiastic over my marriage with the

Prince of Coburg. He had higher ambitions for me. My mother, however,

desired the marriage. I have already given her reasons.

To avenge himself for his disappointed hopes, the King intended

Stéphanie to marry an heir to a throne. He had thought of Rudolph of

Habsburg as a possible husband for her, and the Queen agreed with him.

What a daring idea! For however honourable the Royal House of Belgium

might be, it did not rank so high as that of Austria.

I was not in ignorance, as I shall shortly relate, of the project

of this marriage which began under the most dazzling auspices, and

terminated in the most appalling tragedy.

History has been more interested in the final catastrophe than in the

story of the early days of the married life of Rudolph of Habsburg

and Stéphanie of Belgium. I, too, will discuss the finale and describe

Rudolph as I knew him on the eve of his death.

Rudolph was then thirty years old. He might easily have called himself

"the beloved of the gods." A great Court was at his feet; the most

beautiful town in the world, after Paris, was an abode where all might

have belonged to him. The people of the Monarchy placed their hopes of

the future in him. He had a wife whom everyone envied; a daughter

whom he overwhelmed with caresses; a noble and good mother whom he

worshipped; and lastly, a father whose great Empire would revert to him;

but Rudolph, the ill-fated and unhappy, preferred to die.

Let us, once for all, finish with the legends of Meyerling, and as far

as it is possible have done with the lies connected with it. Rudolph of

Habsburg committed suicide!

It is said that there is no proof of this. This is wrong; the proof

exists. I am able to give it.

The history of the liaison which led Rudolph of Habsburg and Mary

Vetsera to the grave has often been told. I will therefore confine

myself to relating a few points which are but little known.

There was in the love of the hereditary archduke for Mary Vetsera either

a lurid fatality or a sinister influence....

When I was in Vienna shortly before I decided to write these pages, I

was sorting some private papers which recalled me to the period when

I was the confidante and friend of Rudolph. Having finished my task, I

went for a drive.

At the turning of a crowded street my attention was attracted by the

sight of a melancholy looking old woman dressed in a dark costume. My

carriage was going slowly at the time, so I could not fail to notice

that she seemed crushed by numerous calamities, bent to the ground under

the weight of a heavy burden, and she walked close to the buildings,

almost touching the walls as she passed. Her face showed utter dejection

and horror, and it was seared with innumerable tragic wrinkles. In this

funereal apparition I recognized the mother of Mary Vetsera.

What had happened to the smart woman of the world whom I had been

accustomed to meet chaperoning her daughter, then in the full bloom of

her bewitching youth?

I have only to close my eyes in order to see Mary Vetsera--superb and

glowing as she appeared at an evening entertainment given by the Prince

of Reuss, the German Ambassador--the last sensational appearance in

Viennese society of the girl who was about to become the heroine of the

"bloody enigma" of Meyerling.

But the enigma is very simple.

[Illustration: THE ARCHDUKE RUDOLPH]

Nevertheless, one must be behind the scenes in order to see all and

know all. And this will always be difficult for journalists, who concoct

distorted versions of "facts" which are the enemies of "history." Every

journalist continues to rely on his imagination or on his observations,

which vary according to his point of view. If the truth, therefore, is

long in coming to light it is not very extraordinary. The astonishing

thing about the Press is not so much that it abounds in lies as that it

sometimes states the truth.

I had just arrived at the Embassy. The Prince of Reuss left me in order

to precede my sister and her husband who were making an official entry.

Rudolph noticed me, and leaving Stéphanie came straight up to me. "She

is there," he said without any preamble; "ah, if somebody would only

deliver me from her!"

"She" was Mary Vetsera, his mistress of the ardent face. I, too, glanced

at the seductress. Two brilliant eyes met mine. One word will describe

her: Mary was an imperial sultana, one who feared no other favourite,

so sure was she of the power of her full and triumphant beauty, her deep

black eyes, her cameo-like profile, her throat of a goddess, and her

arresting sensual grace.

She had altogether taken possession of Rudolph, and she longed for him

to be able to marry her. Their liaison had lasted for three years.

Mary Vetsera was a member of a bourgeois family of Greek origin with

some pretensions to nobility. The family, which was numerous and

impoverished, hoped much from the favour of the Heir Apparent. Perhaps

the only one who did not concern herself in worldly matters was a sister

of the idol who, unlike her, had not the gift of beauty. Her merit was

of a less perishable order. When the drama of Meyerling engulfed Rudolph

and his love, this sister of the dead Mary disappeared in a convent.

At the soirée I was struck by my brother-in-law's state of nervous

exhaustion (this soirée took place, I may mention, during the second

fortnight of January, 1889), but I thought it well to try and calm him

by saying a word or two about Mary which would please him, so I remarked

quite simply:

"She is very beautiful." Then I looked at my perfectly gowned sister,

beautiful, too, in another way, who was making a tour of the room....

My heart contracted. All three, Stéphanie, Rudolph and Mary were

unfortunate.

Rudolph left me without replying. An instant later he returned and

murmured: "I simply cannot tear myself away from her."

"Leave Vienna," I said; "go to Egypt, to India, to Australia. Travel. If

you are lovesick that will cure you."

He shrugged his shoulders imperceptibly and spoke no more during the

evening.

It was not a pleasant soirée. An atmosphere of uneasiness hung over

the brilliant assembly. For my own part, I was so depressed that on my

return home I could not sleep.

I had followed, so to speak, all the gradual developments of Rudolph's

passion.

Upon my arrival at the Court of Vienna I instantly liked the archduke,

and he gave me his friendship. We were almost the same age. I venture

to say that we resembled each other in many points. Our ideas on certain

matters were identical. Rudolph confided in me, and I soon placed my

confidence in him.

It often happened that after my arrival in Vienna I was not always on

my guard. God knows, then, that it was praiseworthy of me to say to

the prince, in the intimate manner adopted by those Royal and princely

families who had imbibed the patriarchal German spirit:

"Get married. I have a sister who is like me. Marry her." He at once

changed the subject by replying: "I like Middzi better." Middzi was a

pretty girl, a perfect Viennese type, a Parisian of Eastern Europe. He

had two children by her.

But at last wisdom prevailed with me, perhaps my will also, and the

finding in maternity the courage to support many things which later

grew worse and were no longer bearable. I was not then either "mad,

extravagant," or "capable of every kind of deceit," as my persecutors

said later.

On the contrary. For a long time my good qualities and virtues were

praised by people who later covered me with opprobrium.

At this period my younger sister was said to be a charming happy replica

of myself, and therefore Rudolph took the train for Brussels. Stéphanie

thus became the second highest personage in Austria-Hungary--the future

empress of the Dual Monarchy.

The archduke had no trouble in finding favour in her eyes. He was more

than handsome; he was fascinating. He had a slight figure, but it was

well proportioned. Notwithstanding his delicate appearance, he possessed

a strong constitution. He always made me think of a thoroughbred; he

had the shape, the light build and the temper of one. His nervous force

equalled his sensitiveness. His pale face reflected his thoughts. His

eye, the iris of which was brown and brilliant, assumed varying shades

and changed in shape with his expression. He passed rapidly from love to

anger, and from anger to love. He was a disconcerting individual, with a

captivating, changeful and refined soul.

Rudolph's smile perhaps made a still greater impression. It was the

smile of an angelic sphinx, a smile peculiar to the Empress; he had

also her manner of speaking; and these traits, added to his winning and

mysterious personality, charmed all with whom Rudolph came in contact.

Well read and always ready to welcome new ideas, he sought the society

of artists and savants. He was happy in the company of such men as

the distinguished painters Canon and Angeli, and Billroth, the eminent

professor.

My readers must not expect a pen portrait of my sister. It would be

difficult for me to write about her in laudatory phrases since I have

said that she resembled me. I will only say that she was better-looking.

Rudolph and Stéphanie made a well-matched pair. A daughter was born

to them--Elizabeth--now Princess of Windisgretz. She owes her material

independence to the fortune which she inherited from her grandfather,

the Emperor Francis Joseph, and this fact added to her independence of

soul has made her a very noticeable personality.

After the birth of her daughter, my sister, almost on the day following

her churching, decided to travel. She said that she wanted to go to the

seaside and recover from the effects of her confinement. She therefore

went to Jersey, where she stayed some considerable time.

Rudolph was opposed to her going away. He negatived the idea by saying

that she ought to stay with him, as he was unable to accompany her owing

to his duties as Heir Apparent.

But we are a family who, having once decided upon doing anything, are

very difficult to persuade to the contrary.

Stéphanie was obstinate. She never thought that a young wife's duty

was to remain as long as possible near her husband, especially when he

happened to be the man most exposed to the temptations of the Court of

Vienna.

Rudolph was greatly vexed at the length of an absence which really could

only have been excused on the grounds that it was not so long as it

might have been.

The Crown Princess fell ill. When she escaped from the hands of the

doctors who had lavished their attentions upon her, Rudolph was told

that he would have little chance in the future of again becoming the

father of legitimate children.

The blow was severe. From that day he tried to forget his troubles.

He strove to banish them by drink, by hunting and other kinds of

amusements. This desire for forgetfulness increased.

At this critical moment he met Mary Vetsera. The first time that her

beauty was brought to my notice I nearly betrayed myself, having been

placed in an unexpected and awkward position, which served to show me

the height which passion can attain in a nature such as Rudolph's.

One evening we gave a dinner at the Coburg Palace. The Crown Prince,

according to his rank, sat on my right, and my sister sat opposite me.

There was naturally much gossip current in Vienna about the liaison

which existed between Rudolph and Mary Vetsera. Stéphanie, thanks to her

dignity of character, was silent, but I know that she suffered. I was

not afraid of mentioning this delicate subject to Rudolph, and I had

expressed my hopes that the gossip was exaggerated. I wished to believe

that he was merely the victim of a passing caprice. Yet at my own table,

with the servants present, the guests watching (especially my sister's

and her husband's) our slightest movements, Rudolph took it into

his head to show me, sheltered by the tablecloth and the usual table

decorations, the miniature of a woman, hidden in something which

appeared to be a cigarette-case. "This is Mary," said he; "what do you

think of her?"

The only thing I could do was to pretend neither to see nor to hear him,

and I began to talk to my sister across the table. But after this, of

what follies would Rudolph not be guilty? We were not long in finding

out!

My brother-in-law died on January 30, 1889, between 6 A.M. and 7 A.M.

Three or four days previously my sister came to see me one morning--a

rare thing for her to do. I was still in bed, as I was tired. Stéphanie

seemed anxious and disturbed.

"Rudolph," said she, "is going to Meyerling, and intends staying there

some days. _He will not be alone._ What can we do?"

I raised myself on my pillows. I felt a strange and sinister foreboding.

I remembered Rudolph's words at the Prince of Reuss's soirée. "For the

love of God," I cried, "go with him!"

But was this possible? Alas! no. I next saw my sister when she was a

widow and my brother-in-law was dead, lying in state, with his bloodless

face swathed in a white bandage....

On the afternoon of January 28 I was driving in the Prater accompanied

by a lady-in-waiting. It was a fine winter's day, and the sunshine was

still lingering over Vienna. The horses were proceeding at a walking

pace in order that I could enjoy the beauty of the day, and enable me to

notice the carriages and the equestrians and acknowledge their salutes.

In the Hauptallee I noticed with astonishment Rudolph, unattended and on

foot, chatting in a lively manner with Countess L., who has been so much

talked about and who has published so much, but whose rôle in connexion

with Rudolph was such that it was not agreeable for me to know her.

The archduke saw my carriage. He made a sign to me to stop, and came up

to me. He was then speaking to me for the last time.

I have often asked myself why his trivial words caused me such

indefinable anxiety. I still remember the sound of his voice, and I have

not forgotten the peculiar look which accompanied his words. Rudolph was

pale and feverish; he seemed on the verge of a nervous breakdown.

"I am going to Meyerling this afternoon," he announced. "Tell 'Fatty'

not to come to-night, but the day after to-morrow."

"Fatty," to speak with all due respect, was my husband. The Prince of

Coburg was always included amongst the boon companions of Rudolph's

hunting and other pleasure parties.

I tried to keep my brother-in-law by my side for a moment or two longer,

and induce him to say something more. I asked him: "When will you come

and see me? It is a long time since you have been."

He replied, looking at me most strangely:

"What would be the use of coming to see you?"

* * * * *

Rudolph stayed at Meyerling from the evening of January 28 until the

morning of the 30th, alone with his mistress. When his guests arrived

for the hunt, the gathering was exactly like one of those pagan feasts

in the days of Nero and Tiberius, when Death was bidden to the banquet.

But the guest condemned to die was the prince himself, and he dragged

with him into the abyss the imperious mistress who had first brought him

to its brink.

They were found dead in their bedroom. It was a frightful sight, and it

was first witnessed by Count Hoyoz, and then by the Prince of Coburg.

If Mary Vetsera was indeed the dominating force, and as Venus would not

relinquish her prize, Rudolph, in an access of despair and rage, did not

forgive her for placing him in an impossible position; but neither did

he pardon himself.

On the morning after a nerve-racking orgy both lovers perished. It all

happened with lightning-like rapidity.

It was impossible for Rudolph to continue keeping two households.

Impetuous but enslaved, he could not endure a liaison which paralysed

his energies, but which he lacked the strength to break, so great was

the hold which Mary had obtained over him.

Novelists have often depicted the frightful situation of the thraldom of

the body, and the desperate protests of the spirit which can only escape

by death.

Rudolph at thirty years of age was utterly out of love with life. He was

worn out from living in the atmosphere of a Court which suffocated

him. His death by his own hand was due to several causes, of which the

following are the principal:

First, his bitter regret of a marriage which did not give him what he

expected, after his disappointment in knowing he could not have a son;

the impossibility of realizing the wish to dissolve it--an impious wish

in the eyes of his relatives, the Holy See and the Catholic Church; and,

finally, the certainty he had as to the chances of the longevity of

the Emperor, that heartless being, that living mummy, who had embalmed

himself with selfish and petty cares.

Rudolph often remarked: "I shall never reign; he will not allow me to

reign."

And if he had reigned?

Ah, if he had reigned! I knew all his plans and his ideas. Of these, I

will only say, modernity did not frighten him. The most daring modern

idea would have been acceptable to him. He had already destroyed, in

imagination, the worn-out machinery of the Austro-Hungarian Monarchy.

But, like pieces of invisible armour held together by expanding links,

the constraints, the formulas, the archaic ideas, the ignorance and the

disillusions from which he was always wishing to escape, closed in on

him. His life was a perpetual struggle against a feeble, worn-out,

blind and corrupt Court, the routine of which enslaved his body without

shackling his intelligence. He was compelled either to go under or to

reign for a time and then to conquer, and throw off the burning garment

of Nessus, open the windows, overthrow the Great Wall of China and chase

away the camarilla.

But the Austro-Hungarian Monarchy would perish rather than change. It

went to its death with a courier in advance!

The sad news of Rudolph's death reached Vienna on the morning of

January 30. General consternation prevailed. In the afternoon one of the

Emperor's aides-de-camp came to see if he could obtain more news from

me.

I was scarcely able to speak. I had been told that the Prince of Coburg

had assassinated my brother-in-law!

There were some charitable souls in Vienna and at Court who did not

admit that Rudolph's affection for me was merely fraternal.

Ah, if one only realized to what jealousy and wickedness the highest are

exposed!

After the death of the Crown Prince all kinds of stories and scandalous

gossip were rife!

I told the aide-de-camp that I knew nothing beyond the tragic news of

the death of Rudolph and Mary Vetsera, and that my husband, who had

left that very morning at six o'clock to shoot at Meyerling, had not

returned.

In the meantime I had seen one of Stéphanie's ladies-in-waiting, who had

told me about the catastrophe. Mastering my emotions, I went to see my

sister at the Hofburg.

I found her pale and silent, holding in her hand a letter whose secret

must now be given to history.

This letter, which had just been discovered addressed to Stéphanie in

Rudolph's private desk, announced his death. He had already resolved on

this course when he spoke to me in the Prater. The letter commenced as

follows:

"I take leave of life." It was too much for me to read that. The words

were blurred by my tears. "Be happy in your own way," he said to his

wife. And his last thought was of his child. "Take great care of your

daughter. She is most dear to me. I leave you this duty." Unhappy child,

who has had no father. I have often pitied her, and I pity her more than

ever. She does not know what she has lost.

The Prince of Coburg did not return to the palace until the night of the

31st, after having passed many hours alone with the Emperor. He came at

once to my room. His disturbed condition and his wild words showed how

distraught he was. I pressed him to give me some of the details of the

tragedy. "It is horrible, horrible," he said. "But I cannot, I must

not say anything except that they are both dead." He had sworn to the

Emperor to keep silent, as had Rudolph's other friends who had gone to

shoot at Meyerling. The secret was well kept. The servants who might

have spoken have, for very good reasons, disclosed nothing.

When I went to see the Empress, at her request, I found myself in the

presence of a marble statue covered with a black veil.

I was so agitated that I could hardly stand.

I passionately kissed the hand she extended, and in a voice broken like

that of the mother at Calvary she murmured:

"You weep with me! Yes, I know that you too loved him."

Oh, unfortunate mother! She adored her son. He helped her to bear that

life smothered in ashes which his malicious father led beside one who

was so noble. After Rudolph had been snatched from her and from his

Imperial future, the Empress fled from this Court which henceforth held

nothing for her, and she met death alone. It is known by what a sudden

and cruel blow she died--the innocent victim of the penalty of her rank.

I saw, I see in the successive dramas of the House of Austria a

punishment sent by Heaven. A chain of bloody fatalities which recalls

the tragedies of Sophocles or Euripides is not simply a game of chance.

The justice of the gods is always that of God. The Court of Vienna was

destined to perish horribly. It had betrayed everything; first of all

its traditions, for nothing noble remained--even its intrigues were

base. It was only a servants' hall for the valets from Berlin. And after

Francis Joseph appeared at the famous Eucharistic Congress on the eve of

the war, and stood before the altar as Prince of the Faith, he went to

finish the dull day at the house of Madame Schratt, and listen to the

backstairs gossip of Vienna and the unsavoury reports of the police

news!

Rudolph died of sheer disgust!

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