CHAPTER X

How Browne got back to his hotel is a mystery to this day. He had an

insane desire to tell every one he met of his good fortune. He wanted

to do something to make other people as happy as himself, and, for the

reason that he could find no one else at the moment, had to be content

with overtipping his cabman, and emptying all his spare change into the

hands of a beggar in the Place Vendome. The afternoon was gray and

cold; but never had the world seemed so fair to him, or so full of

sunshine. He told himself over and over again that he was the luckiest

man on earth. He had already built himself several castles in the air,

from the battlements of which the banner of Love was waving gaily.

What a difference he would make in Katherine's life! She had been poor

hitherto; now his wealth, the proper use of which he had never before

realised, should be devoted to giving her everything that a woman could

dream of or desire. In his satisfaction with himself and the world in

general, he even forgot his usual dislike for Madame Bernstein. Was it

not due to her action, he asked himself, that the present happy state

of affairs had been brought about? In return he would show her that he

was grateful. As for the morrow, and the excursion to Fontainebleau,

he would send his man at once to arrange for a special train, in order

that they might run no risk of being disturbed or inconvenienced by

other tourists. On second thoughts, however, he changed his mind. He

would not do anything so absurd. He might be a _parvenu_, in a certain

sense, but he did not want to prove himself one to her. No; they would

go down quietly, sensibly, and unostentatiously like other people.

They would enjoy the outing all the more if they did not attract

unnecessary attention. Then another idea struck him, and he acted upon

it immediately. Putting on his hat once more, he left the hotel, and

proceeded in the direction of a certain jeweller's shop. Having

entered it, he approached the counter, and asked for a plain gold ring

of heavy pattern. He had at first been tempted to buy her one set with

diamonds and a bracelet to correspond--two articles that should be so

perfect that even millionaires' wives should envy. That time, however,

would come later on. At present all that was wanted was something

good, plain, and in perfect taste. He felt sure she would understand

his action, and think the better of him for it.

Anticipating a large order from the wealthy young Englishman, whom he

recognised immediately, the shopkeeper was a little disappointed. But

he tried not to show it. With his precious purchase in his pocket, the

happy young man returned to his hotel to dress for the evening's

entertainment. Needless to say, he was the first to arrive at the

rendezvous, but it was not very long before Madame Bernstein and

Katherine put in an appearance. Browne met them at the door and

conducted them upstairs to the room he had reserved. If the dinner he

had given them in London had proved a success, this one was destined to

prove much more so. Madame and Browne were in the highest spirits,

while Katharine, though a little shy and reserved, had improved

considerably since the afternoon. Before they separated, arrangements

were completed for the morning's excursion. Browne, it was settled,

was to call for Katherine in time to catch the early train, and, in

return for the trust reposed in him, he pledged himself to return her

safely to her guardian before nine in the evening. Before he retired

to rest that night he opened the window of his bedroom and studied the

heavens with an anxious face. A few clouds were to be seen away to the

north-west, but elsewhere the stars were shining brightly. Taken

altogether, there seemed to be every reasonable chance of their having

a fine day for the excursion.

But, alas! how futile are human hopes, for when he woke next morning a

grievous disappointment was in store for him. Clouds covered the sky,

and a thick drizzle was falling. A more miserable and dispiriting

prelude to the day could scarcely be imagined. His disappointment was

intense; and yet, in a life that seemed as dead to him now as the

Neolithic Period, he remembered that he had gone cub-hunting in

England, had fished in Norway, and shot over his deer-forest in the

Highlands in equally bad weather, and without a grumble or a protest.

On the present occasion, however, everything was different; it seemed

to him as if he had a personal grievance to settle with Dame Nature;

and in this spirit he dressed, ate his breakfast, and finally set off

in a cab for the Rue Jacquarie. Whether Katherine would go out or not

he could not say, but he half-expected she would decline. Having

passed the _concierge_, he made his way upstairs to Madame Bernstein's

sitting-room. Neither of the ladies was there, but, after he had

waited for a few minutes, Katherine put in an appearance, dressed in a

tight-fitting costume of some dark material which displayed her slender

figure to perfection.

"What a terrible day!" she said, as she glanced out of the window. "Do

you think we can go?"

"I will leave it for you to decide," he answered. "If you consider it

too wet we can easily put it off for another day."

Something in his face must have told her how disappointed he would be

if she refused. She accordingly took pity on him.

"Let us go," she said. "I have no doubt it will clear up later on.

Must we start at once?"

"If we wish to catch the train we should leave here in about ten

minutes at latest," he answered.

She thereupon left the room, to return presently with a cup of steaming

chocolate.

"I made this for you myself," she said. "It will keep you warm. While

you are drinking it, if you will excuse me, I will go and get ready."

When she returned they made their way to the cab, and in it set off for

the railway station. Rain was still falling as the train made its way

along the beautiful valley of the Yeres, and it had not ceased when

they had reached Melun. After that Dame Nature changed her mind, and,

before they reached their destination, the clouds were drawing off, and

long streaks of blue sky were to be plainly observed all round the

horizon. They left the station in a flood of sunshine; and by the time

they had crossed the gravelled courtyard and approached the main

entrance to the palace, the sun was as warm and pleasant as on a spring

day.

It would be difficult to over-estimate the pleasure Browne derived from

that simple excursion. He had visited Fontainebleau many times before,

but never had he thought it so beautiful or half so interesting as he

did on the present occasion. When she had overcome the first novelty

of her position, Katherine adapted herself to it with marvellous

celerity. Side by side they wandered through those rooms of many

memories, in the wake of the custodian, whom they could not persuade to

allow them to pass through alone, even under the stimulus of a large

gratuity. Passing through the apartments of Napoleon, of Marie

Antoinette, of Francis the First, they speculated and mused over the

cradle of the infant king of Rome, and the equally historic table upon

which Napoleon signed his abdication.

The wonders of the palace exhausted, they proceeded into the gardens,

visited and fed the famous carp, tested the merits of the labyrinth,

and marvelled at the vineries. Finally they returned to the village in

search of luncheon. The afternoon was devoted to exploring the forest,

and when dusk had descended they dined at the Hotel de France et

d'Angleterre, and afterwards returned to Paris. It was during the

homeward journey, that Browne found occasion to carry out a little

scheme, of which he had been thinking all day. Taking from his pocket

the ring he had purchased on the previous evening, he secured

Katherine's hand and slipped it on her slender finger.

"The symbol of my love, darling," he said softly. "As this little

circlet of gold surrounds your finger, so my love will encompass you on

every side throughout your life. Wear it in remembrance of my words."

Her heart being too full to answer him, she could only press his hand,

and leave it to him to understand.

Faithful to his promise, he delivered Katherine into the keeping of her

guardian before nine o'clock. Both declared that they had had a

delightful day, and Madame Bernstein expressed her joy at hearing it.

It seemed to Browne, however, that there was an air of suppressed

excitement about her on this particular evening which he could not

understand. When he bade them good-bye he returned to his hotel,

feeling that he had come to the end of the happiest day of all his life.

Next morning he was standing in the hall preparatory to going out, when

his servant approached him and handed him a note. One glance at the

address was sufficient to tell him from whom it came. He had only seen

the handwriting once before, but every letter had been engraved upon

his heart. He tore it open, delighted at receiving it, yet wondering

at her reason for communicating with him.

"Dear love," it began, "when you asked me the other day to be your

wife, I tried so hard to make you see that what you wished was quite

impossible. Yesterday we were so happy together; and now I have had

some news which makes me see, even more clearly than I did then, that I

have no right to let you link your life with mine. Hard as it is for

me to have to say it, I have no choice left but to do so. You must

forget me; and, if you can, forgive me. But remember always this

promise that I give you: if I cannot marry you, no other man shall ever

call me wife.--KATHERINE PETROVITCH."

Browne stood for some moments, like a man dazed, in the hall among the

crowd of happy tourists, holding the letter in his hand, and staring

straight before him. His whole being seemed numbed and dead. He could

not understand it; he could not even realise that she was attempting to

put herself out of his life for ever.

"There must be some mistake," he whispered to himself; and then added:

"She admits that she loves me, and yet she wants to give me up. I will

not allow myself to think that it can be true. I must go to her at

once, and see her, and hear it from her own lips before I will believe."

He thereupon went out into the street, called a cab, and set off for

the Rue Jacquarie.

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