CHAPTER VII

Silence had settled again over the little oasis which an hour before had

been the scene of noisiest activity.

Scattered amongst the palms and thorn trees the debris of a camp

evidenced the passing of a caravan, and three or four miles away the

train of lurching camels with its escort of mounted Arabs was still

visible moving steadily over the rolling waste, heading for the south.

Seated cross-legged on the warm ground, idly dribbling sand through his

long, brown fingers, Carew watched it with a feeling of envy, longing

for the time when he could once more lead his own caravan towards the

heart of the great desert whither his thoughts turned perpetually.

But for the promise made to General Sanois he would already have left

Algiers. The small attraction the town had once had for him had vanished

completely in the mental disturbance that had dominated him during the

last few weeks. And Sanois’ preparations dragged interminably. Daily

Carew was tempted to put his half-laughing threat into execution and

abandon the whole enterprise. But the constant delays were no fault of

the General who was straining every nerve to complete his

arrangements—and Carew had given his word. There was nothing for it but

to wait with what patience he could muster.

Out of tune with himself and his surroundings he had gone for

distraction to Biskra to attend the annual race meeting, and for three

crowded days he had been able, partially, to forget the strange unrest

that beset him. But only partially. The little desert town, filled to

overflowing for the great event of the year, was too small for chance

meetings to be avoided and several times he had glimpsed Geradine,

blustering and insufferable there as in Algiers. But keeping closely to

his own circle of acquaintances Carew had escaped coming into contact

with the man for whom he had conceived a hatred that was inexplicable.

And in Biskra he had other interests besides the racing to engage his

attention. Amongst the Arab chiefs who poured into the town from far and

wide he had encountered many old friends. And it was in response to the

earnest request from one of them, the strangest Arab he had ever known,

that Carew had left Biskra early the previous day to ride with him the

first couple of stages of a journey that would take the sheik weeks to

accomplish.

It was long since they had met and the intervening years had brought

startling and unforeseen changes into the life of the man Carew

remembered as a light-hearted captain of Spahis who had been more

Frenchman than Arab in his tastes and inclinations.

Carew’s gaze turned musingly to the chief who lay stretched on the

ground beside him. Wrapped in his burnous, his face hidden in his arms,

he had slept, or seemed to sleep throughout the hour of the siesta and

not even the clamour and bustle of the departing caravan had roused him.

Carew had watched the breaking up of the camp with more than ordinary

interest. A headman had superintended the arrangements with precision

and despatch that savoured more of military methods than the usual

haphazard procedure prevalent among journeying Arabs; and the escort, of

whom a dozen or so remained at the further side of the oasis chatting

with Hosein, were all obviously fighting men, extraordinarily

disciplined and orderly.

Still in disgrace with the Administration for the wiping out of a

contiguous tribe ten years before, for what purpose had Said Ibn

Zarrarah, ex-captain of Spahis and paramount chief of a large district,

not only fostered the warlike instincts of a people with fighting

traditions behind them but endeavoured, apparently with success, to

engraft on them the European tactics he had himself learnt from the

rulers of the country? It was an intriguing question Carew had pondered

while his companion slept. In the old days France had had no more

devoted adherent than the dashing young Spahi. Was there now any

ulterior motive in the militarism he encouraged in his people, or was it

merely a means by which he sought to distract his mind from a life that

Carew knew to be uncongenial?

A younger son with no immediate prospect of succeeding to the leadership

of the tribe, with aspirations that had never found fulfillment in his

desert home, he had, on joining his regiment, become thoroughly

Gallicised, spending long periods of leave in Paris and unlike the

average semi-educated native assimilating only what was best in western

thought and culture. Unspoilt by the flattery and attention heaped on

him, notorious for his cold disregard of women, he had lived for his

regiment and the racing stable he maintained in France. The death of his

elder brother, killed in the raid that had put him out of favour with

the Government, had called him from the life he loved to assume the

cares and duties of a chieftainship he had never desired. Hotly

resenting the heavy censure of the authorities on an action that had

been misrepresented to them, and too proud to explain the necessity that

had forced his hand, he had severed all connections with the past and

had retired to his desert fastness to combat the suspicions of the

elders of his tribe who had distrusted him for his want of religious

zeal and for his adherence to the very people with whom he was in

disgrace.

The irony of the situation had not been lost on him and it had been a

certain satisfaction to prove conclusively his loyalty to his father’s

house. The Governor who had condemned his action had been superseded

shortly afterwards, but the chief of the Ibn Zarrarah had ignored the

change and made no effort towards reconciliation. His heart turned often

in secret to the France he had known and loved, he held aloof from his

old associates, keeping strictly to his own territory and immersing

himself in the affairs of his tribe. He had lived down the mistrust of

even the most conservative of his people, conforming outwardly to an

orthodoxy that gave him no inward consolation.

This year, for the first time in ten years, he had yielded to the long

suppressed desire to revisit the scene of former pleasures. In the old

days he had been a conspicuous and well-known figure at the annual race

meeting at Biskra, popular with Arab and Frenchman alike and famous for

his stud of magnificent horses. The visit just concluded had been made

under very different circumstances. Unrecognised and almost unremembered

he had kept entirely to the company of his own countrymen, a spectator

only where once he had been a moving spirit.

The experience had been fraught with more pain than pleasure. He was

human enough to feel the difference keenly, philosophical enough to be

contemptuous of his own bitterness. But all his philosophy could not

heal the ache in his heart or still the longings quickened by the sound

of the soft musical language he had spoken for years in preference to

his own.

And now when Carew bent forward and touched him with a half-laughing

“Ho, dreamer!” in the vernacular, he sat up with a jerk revealing dark

melancholy eyes that were not dulled with sleep but hard and bright with

concentrated thought. “For the love of God speak French,” he ejaculated.

“Oh, I know I’m a fool,” he went on with a half-defiant ring in his

voice, “a bigger fool than most—I always was. I was a fool to forget

that I was an Arab, to try and imagine myself a Frenchman. I was a fool,

when my brother Omair remained childless, not to realise that I might at

any time be called upon to give up all that made life pleasant for me.

And when he was killed I was a fool to do what I did. You know what

happened. I went to Algiers to make my _amende honorable_ for having

broken the peace of the border, and the Governor—that fat old Faidherbe

who was always trembling for his own skin—waited for no explanation but

lost his temper and cursed me. I was ‘an ingrate to be viewed with the

deepest suspicion,’ I was ‘a turbulent chief who was a menace to the

country.’ I was everything that was vile and contemptible and

dishonourable. I lost my own temper in the end and cursed him back until

I didn’t know how I got out of the Palace without being arrested. I left

Algiers within the hour and Faidherbe misrepresented the whole case to

the Ministry of the Interior, and I have been under suspicion ever

since. But what else could I do? I had to fight. I loved Omair. When it

came to the pinch I found that my love for him was greater than my love

for France. I fought to defend his honour, and what I did later I did to

avenge his death—do you blame me?”

His restless eyes swept upward in frowning enquiry and a momentary gleam

lit them as Carew shook his head.

“No! but France blames me, and it hurts—damnably. France—” his voice

softened suddenly—“what she meant to me once! I loved her, I love her

still—the more fool I! She is like a woman—fickle,

undependable—courting you today, spurning you tomorrow. But I cannot

hate her as I hate women though she has hurt me as women have hurt me.

Women! God’s curses on them!” he exclaimed violently. “I always detested

them, always avoided them, but they made me suffer despite myself. For

love of a woman Omair died. The love of a woman took from me my best

friend, an Englishman as you are, just when I needed him most. _Bon

Dieu_, how I loathe them!” He flung himself back on the sand with a

harsh laugh.

The confidence Carew had been expecting ever since they left Biskra had

come with a rush. Much of the story was known to him already. A garbled

account of the chief’s delinquencies had been given to him years ago in

Algiers, more he had learned from his numerous Arab friends. That there

were faults on both sides was evident, but it was clearly a case where

leniency might very well have been extended to a chief who had been one

of France’s warmest admirers. It had been the last blunder of a weak and

unscrupulous Governor whose term of office had been a series of

unfortunate happenings. To curry favour with the home authorities he had

screened his own hastiness and magnified the chief’s offence, forgetting

that his scapegoat had it in his power to retaliate in a way that would

have cost France much. The Ibn Zarrarah were a large and powerful tribe

whose sphere of influence was far reaching and, flushed at the moment

with victory, a revolt of more than ordinary magnitude might easily have

occurred. Their chief, seething under a sense of injustice, a very

little might have turned the scale in favour of rebellion—and wars of

suppression were expensive. And often Carew had wondered not at what

Said Ibn Zarrarah had done but at what he had left undone. But now as he

sat still raking the loose warm sand with his fingers he was thinking

more of the chief’s concluding words than of his grievance against the

French Government.

He looked again at the distant caravan, a mere smudge now on the

horizon. He had spent a day and a night with the Arab and his train of

followers and he had reason to know that one of those slow moving camels

carried the closely screened travelling box of the wife of the man who

had cursed all women as heartily and as passionately as ever he had done

himself.

“You loathe women—and yet you are married,” he said slowly, without

turning his head or altering the direction of his gaze.

The chief rolled over with a growl of angry impatience.

“For the sake of the tribe,” he flashed. “Do you think by any chance

that I did it to please myself! Do I do anything to please myself in

these days? I put it off as long as possible, but my people were

insistent—the house of Zarrarah had need of an heir.”

“And your wife—?” The involuntary question surprised Carew even more

than his listener. To an ordinary Arab the remark would have been beyond

the bounds of all etiquette and convention; to Said Ibn Zarrarah,

western in his ideas even with regard to the sex he despised, it was

curious only as coming from the man it did.

“She is happy with her child,” he said with a shrug of indifference, and

searched for a cigarette in the folds of his burnous. But despite his

outward show of unconcern it seemed as if his answer had scarcely

contented himself for his black brows were knitted gloomily and his face

almost sullen as he sat smoking in silence with his melancholy eyes

fixed on the boundless space before him. “Why should she not be happy?”

he burst out at length. “She has everything she asks for—the only

wonder is she asks so little. She has more liberty allowed her than the

average Arab woman—and is too rigid an Arab to make use of it. She is

alone in my harem, she has no rival to make her life miserable—and she

has borne a son to the house of Zarrarah.”

She had borne a son—the supreme desire of the eastern woman.

A shadow crossed Carew’s face as he turned and looked at his companion

curiously. “And is that no compensation to you? There are those who

would envy you your son, Sheik,” he said, with a touch of bitterness in

his voice. But his question went unanswered and he changed the

conversation abruptly.

“You were a fool to leave it to Faidherbe,” he said with friendly

candour. “You knew what he was, and the attitude he was likely to adopt.

You had your chance with the change of administration. His successor is

a very different type. He would at least have listened to your

explanations with an open mind. He would listen to them now if you chose

to make them. But the first move must come from you. You cannot expect

the Government to make overtures to one who is _suspect_. I heard the

story at the time, of course—Faidherbe’s version of it, that is to say.

But I could do nothing then. I was practically new to the country and I

was not—”

“You were not El Hakim—the eye of France,” cut in the chief with a

swift smile. Carew laughed.

“Is that what they call me? A blind eye, Sheik, where my friends are

concerned.” The chief nodded. “That I have also heard. And that is why

you are trusted—trusted as few men are in Algeria,” he added gravely.

And for a time he relapsed into silence and Carew waited for the

suggestion he preferred the other to make. He had a certain influence

now with the Government, he could pave the way for a reconciliation—if

Said Ibn Zarrarah really desired it. But did he desire it? It was clear

from what he had said that in spite of his very natural feeling of

resentment the chief nourished no schemes of revenge and had no thought

of turning the large forces at his command against the country he still

admired. But wounded in his deepest susceptibilities, embittered by

years of solitary brooding, would his pride allow him to make overtures

that must of necessity be humiliating and would require a certain moral

courage to perform? And his present position was a strong one, apart

from the injury to his feelings he had little to lose or gain either

way.

It was a problem the chief would have to decide for himself. In the

years that Carew had worked in the country he had learned to keep his

own counsel. He never interfered or gave gratuitous advice, and was

chary even of advising when asked. He had come to have a deep insight

into the workings of the native mind and he had long since realised the

value of neutrality. His rôle of intermediary was possible only so long

as his sympathies remained equally divided between the people of the

land and their foreign rulers.

And now he waited long for Said Ibn Zarrarah to speak, so long that more

than once he glanced covertly at the watch on his wrist. It was time,

and past the time, that the chief should start to overtake the caravan

that was now no longer distinguishable, and time that he himself set out

on the fifty mile ride back to Biskra. Travelling with no camping

impedimenta to hinder him he had reckoned on spending the night at a

tiny village that was known to him and which made a convenient halting

place. He would have to ride hard if the squalid little collection of

mud huts was to be reached before the light gave out. Not that either he

or Hosein minded a night spent supperless under the stars, but there

were the horses to be considered. There was, too, an odd feeling in the

air that he had only just realised. The heat that all day had been

intense was now suffocating. And as he raised his hand to brush away the

moisture lying thick on his forehead, it dawned on him that he had been

doing so frequently during the last hour. Instinctively his eyes swept

the horizon. There was nothing to break the uninterrupted view, and seen

through the shimmering haze that eddied from its surface, the wide

expanse of sand looked like the rolling waves of a vast leaden sea. A

sullen angry sea that seemed to heave and writhe as though straining to

let loose the tremendous forces lying dormant within its mighty bosom.

And far off to the southeast, where sky and sand met, a faint dark line

like an inky smudge caught Carew’s attention and sent him to his feet

with a sharp exclamation.

“You were better with your people, Sheik.”

At the sound of his voice the chief looked up with a start and sudden

anxiety flashed into his eyes as they followed the direction of the

other’s pointing finger. Then his gaze turned southward and for a moment

he stood peering intently as if striving to visualise the caravan that

had long since passed out of sight. Without moving he shouted to his men

and almost before the words died on his lips his horse was beside him

and he swung into the saddle.

Bending down he caught Carew’s outstretched hand in a grip that conveyed

much he did not utter.

“Some day I may ask you to speak for me,” he muttered hurriedly, and was

gone in a swirl of dust and sand.

For a minute or two Carew lingered, looking after him, then turned to

Hosein who was bringing up the horses. The man jerked his head towards

the east. “My lord has seen?” he murmured. Carew nodded. “It may pass,”

he said, running his fingers caressingly over Suliman’s neck before

gathering up the reins. But Hosein shook his head. “It will come,” he

asserted positively, “they know,” he added, pointing to the horses whose

nervous fidgeting and sweat-drenched coats evidenced uneasiness.

“Then in God’s name let it come,” replied Carew with a short laugh, “are

we children to fear a sandstorm?” And Hosein’s grim features relaxed in

an answering grin as he held his master’s stirrup for him to mount.

Riding, the air seemed less stagnant but the heat increased momentarily

and the deep silence of the desert was more strangely silent than usual.

The horses were racing, urged by instinct, and splashes of white foam

thrown back from Suliman’s champing jaws powdered Carew’s dark burnous

like flakes of snow.

But it was Said Ibn Zarrarah rather than the approaching sandstorm that

engaged his mind as he leant forward in the saddle to ease his weight

from the galloping horse. Said’s case was only one of thousands of

others, he reflected. East or west the problems of life were very

similar. The point of view might differ but the problems remained the

same. The eternal struggle between duty and inclination was not confined

only to the so-called civilized races but raged as fiercely here under

the burning African sun as in many more temperate climes. And Said Ibn

Zarrarah, trained from boyhood to despotism and self-indulgence, had

shown more moral courage than he himself had done. Surrendering to a

sense of obligation the Arab had gone back to the life he loathed and

assumed duties that were distasteful to him, while he, for a private

sorrow, had shirked the responsibilities that were his by inheritance.

It was a humiliating truth that was indisputable.

And from Said Ibn Zarrarah, Carew’s thoughts wandered to the young wife

who was waiting for the coming of the husband who had married her only

to satisfy the wishes of his people. It was a strange marriage even for

an Arab woman. Though treated evidently with unusual consideration, her

life must be a difficult one. Rigidly orthodox, as there was every

reason to suppose she was, her lord’s western tendencies and liberality

of thought would alone be sufficient cause for perplexity and

bewilderment. And solitary in a harem that was probably a marvel of

oriental sumptuousness, surrounded by everything that a woman could

desire, with no spoken wish ungratified, might she not still be longing

for more than the cold and empty symbols of a lavish generosity that was

prompted only by a sense of what was properly her due as the wife of a

powerful sheik? “She has everything she asks for—the only wonder is she

asks so little.” Unloved and perhaps yearning for the love denied her,

were her wants so few by reason of the one want that made all others

valueless to her? Said, with his magnificent physique and fine features,

was an arresting figure of a man who would appeal to any woman, more

particularly to one who could have had little or no opportunity of

seeing other men with whom to contrast him. Small wonder if the

girl-bride had fallen in love with her stalwart, handsome husband. And

he? Was love for her dawning in spite of his professed hatred of

women—was the mother of his son already more to him than he realised?

He was not as indifferent to her welfare as his words had seemed to

imply. He had gone unnecessarily out of his way to endeavour to

represent her as contented with her lot. That in itself was significant.

And the look that had leaped to his eyes when Carew drew his attention

to the threatening storm was certainly not anxiety on his own behalf.

What did the coming years hold for him and the woman he had married? The

woman—Carew checked his wandering thoughts with a bitter smile. What

had he to do with women and the love of women?

Jerking his head angrily he waved Hosein to his side, and as he turned

in the saddle a sudden gust of wind, scorching as the heat from an oven

door, struck against his face and a heavy peal of thunder crashed

through the intense stillness, reverberating sharply like the prolonged

rattling of artillery. For an instant the horses faltered, quivering and

snorting, then leaped forward racing neck and neck and, together, the

two men looked behind them. The inky smudge on the skyline was blacker

and more apparent than it had been, rolling swiftly up like a dense

impenetrable wall, and for the first time Carew realised the gloom that,

preoccupied, he had not noticed before. There seemed no possibility now

of escaping the storm that earlier he had thought would pass too far to

the south to touch them, and the prospects for the night should they

over-ride the tiny village in the darkness, were not cheering. But it

was all in the day’s work and he was accustomed to the vagaries of the

desert. And there was something in the thought of the approaching

struggle with the elements that stirred his blood and made him almost

welcome the physical discomfort that would inevitably ensue. It was

something tangible he could contend with, something he could do, and

doing, forget perhaps for a few hours the strange unrest that had laid

so strong a hold on him.

A vivid flash of lightning followed by another deafening roar of thunder

stemmed the current of his thoughts and concentrated all his attention

on his nervous mount. The pick of his stud, Suliman was the fastest

horse Carew had ever ridden, and today, fleeter than usual by reason of

his fear, it was difficult to restrain the headlong gallop that

threatened to carry him far beyond his companion.

Tightening his grip Carew leant forward soothing the terrified animal

with voice and hand. The gloom was increasing, the gusts of hot wind

more frequent and of longer duration, bringing with them now the

stinging whip of driving sand. There was a distant muttering like the

far off surge of waves beating against a rocky coast and suddenly the

sun went out, hidden by the racing clouds that swept across the heavens,

and with a tearing, whining scream the storm broke.

Reeling under the terrific impact of the wind that staggered even the

galloping horses, blinded with the swirling sand, the two men crouched

low in their saddles, wrestling with the flapping cloaks they strove to

draw closer about them, struggling to keep near to each other, their

voices lost in the roar of the tempest. The surrounding country was

obliterated and a thick darkness enveloped them. Between his knees Carew

could feel the great bay trembling and starting but the strain was eased

somewhat from his arms for the need of companionship had driven Suliman

close beside the horse Hosein was riding. It was pure chance now where

they would find themselves when the storm abated for the darkness and

the whirling clouds of sand obscured every landmark. But it was not a

matter with which Carew concerned himself. He had been through many

sandstorms, fiercer and more prolonged than this one was likely to be.

And here they were only catching the fringe of it. Further to the south

Said, with his slow moving camels and the burden of women on his hands,

was probably in a far worse case and would spend a more uncomfortable

night than they would. With a shrug he spat out a mouthful of sand and

dragged the heavy burnous higher about his face. The flying particles

stung like showers of spraying glass and the reins were rough and gritty

between his wet fingers. From time to time he shook off the clinging

accumulation but it gathered fast again filtering up his wide sleeves

and penetrating through his thick clothing till his whole body was

tingling and pricking. But in spite of the discomfort he was happier

than he had been for weeks. The fighting instinct in him leaped to meet

the fury of the storm. There was no time to think. He lived for the

moment, every nerve strained to the utmost, his sombre eyes glowing with

a curious look of pleasure, his knees thrust tight against his horse’s

ribs, his powerful limbs braced to resist the violent gusts that

threatened to tear him from the saddle. The fierce howling of the wind,

the savage pitilessness of the scene filled him with a strange

excitement, making him exult in his own physical strength, the strength

that had enabled him to pursue the wild and strenuous life he had made

his own. It was nature, capricious and changeful as he had learned to

know her—the nature he had turned to in his time of need, the nature he

would go back to with undiminished pleasure and confidence. A hard

mistress, cruel often, but alluring and compelling for her very

waywardness.

The storm had been raging for some time before the rain came, a heavy

tropical downpour that, unexpected as it was short lived, drenched the

men’s thick cloaks and caked the sand on the horse’s bodies. It passed

quickly and with its going the gloom lessened slightly and the wind

abated somewhat of its violence. But Carew placed no faith in the

temporary lull. It would blow again later, or he was very much mistaken,

and probably harder than before. Meanwhile it was an opportunity to push

on, to increase the pace of the horses, whose mad gallop had gradually

slackened while the storm was at its height. It was only nerves and the

strong wind that had slowed them down. They were capable of a good deal

yet in spite of the strain they had gone through. It was not such blind

going now but it was still impossible to distinguish any of the

outstanding features of the district and the village they were making

for could be easily passed within a stone’s throw and yet missed. And

night was falling rapidly. There was nothing for it but to carry on and

trust to luck.

For an hour they rode steadily, huddled in their dripping cloaks, silent

as they usually were when together. And the moment, to men even more

communicatively inclined than Carew and his taciturn servant, was not

conducive to conversation. The air was still impregnated with drifting

sand that sifted through to mouth and nostrils in spite of the close

drawn cloaks, and the wind made speech difficult. And furthermore, Carew

was succumbing to an intense and growing feeling of drowsiness. He had

not slept during the hour of the siesta at the oasis and he had been up

the greater part of the previous night attending to one of Said’s

followers who had taken an ugly toss from a stumbling camel. Suliman,

his panic subsided, had resumed his usual smooth gallop and his easy

movements were sleep inducing. More than once Carew found his

sand-rimmed eyes closing. It was Hosein who noticed the first indication

that luck had favoured them and that they were on the right track for

the village they had scarcely thought to find. A clump of withered palms

clustered beside a broken well that had been dry for years. Carew

recognised the mournful little spot with a half-somnolent feeling of

detachment and nodded sleepily in response to his servant’s exclamation.

And it was again Hosein who made the further discovery that drew from

him a second exclamation that effectually banished his master’s

drowsiness.

Almost hidden by the palm trees and the crumbling masonry of the well,

two riderless horses stood with dejected, down-drooping heads, ridden to

a standstill apparently for even Suliman’s angry squeal failed to

attract their attention. Motionless like creatures of bronze, their

backs to the driving sand, their dangling bridles flapping in the wind,

there was something singularly forlorn in their attitude. At sight of

them Carew scowled in momentary indecision. He had no wish to be

hampered with the care of two spent horses, but it was not a night to

pass even an animal in distress. With a word to Hosein, he swung Suliman

towards the little dead oasis. The weary beasts took no notice of their

approach and did not move as Carew drew rein beside them. A quick glance

about him and he slid suddenly out of the saddle. Near by lay an Arab,

face downwards on the ground, and a few steps away a powerfully built

European sat with his back propped against the broken wall of the well

nursing a heavy riding whip across his knees. His head was sunk between

his shoulders, his face hidden by the wide brim of the helmet pulled low

on his forehead. Rain-drenched and spattered with mud and sand that

caked his once immaculate boots and clung closely to the rough surface

of his tweed coat, he presented a sorry spectacle, but his plight had

evidently not impaired his power of speech for there came from his lips

a steady flow of uninterrupted blasphemy that sounded oddly in such a

place and at such a time.

Carew was no purist himself, but the unnecessary foulness of the words

that assailed his ears roused in him a feeling of disgust and he turned

abruptly to the prostrate Arab who seemed in more immediate need of

attention. But as he touched him the man rolled from under his hands and

stumbling to his feet, shrank away with upraised arm as though to ward

off a blow. His eyes were dazed but mingling with the pain in them there

was a look of deep hatred, and his bruised and bleeding mouth told their

own tale. The individual by the well was evidently a hard hitter as well

as a hard swearer. To Carew, the sullen, twitching features were vaguely

familiar and it was obvious, when after a few moments the Arab collected

himself sufficiently to speak, that he himself was recognised. But he

could not place him and the name that was reluctantly vouchsafed

conveyed nothing—he knew dozens of Arabs with the same designation.

More he could not ask. Whatever were his feelings on the subject he

could not interfere between master and servant. But his expression was

not pleasant and he was conscious of a rising anger as he swung on his

heel to go back to the well. He did not reach it. With slow clenching

hands he stood where he had turned staring at the man who was leisurely

coming towards him—the man he had been trying to avoid since the night,

weeks ago, of the opera. The sodden helmet was pushed back revealing

clearly, even in the dim light, the blotched, dissipated looking face

that had stirred him to so strange and deadly a hatred. And now, in

their close proximity, that strange hatred seemed to increase a

thousandfold and it was all Carew could do to preserve semblance of

passivity and conceal the boiling rage that filled him. It was like

nothing he had ever experienced in his life before. As on that night in

Algiers it was sweeping him with a force that was beyond all reason, all

explanation. He could not explain it. He could not conquer it. He could

only hope to retain the self-command that seemed perilously near to

breaking point, for again the same appalling desire to kill was pouring

over him. Aghast at the horrible impulse that was almost more than he

could resist he thrust his hands behind him to keep them from the weapon

that lay hidden in the folds of his waistcloth. And completely oblivious

of the storm of passion his presence had evoked, Geradine strode up to

him with the swaggering gait and overbearing demeanour that

characterised him always, but which was especially notable in his

dealings with any native, irrespective of rank. A native to him was a

native, an inferior creature little better than the beasts of the field,

to be dominated by fear and kept in his place. He stood now, his legs

planted widely apart, slapping his boot with his riding whip, surveying

Carew through insolent half-closed eyes.

“Look here—” he began, his tone a mixture of truculence and arrogant

condescension. “I’m in the devil of a mess. Came out from Biskra for a

day or two’s camping—missed my people in this infernal sandstorm—all

the fault of that fool there. What’ll you take to get me out of this

bally graveyard? My beasts are knocked up—yours look pretty fresh. Name

your price, and for heaven’s sake get a move on, I—oh, _damn_!” he

broke off with a petulant shrug of annoyance as Carew continued to stare

at him with a purposely blank face that was neither helpful nor

encouraging. For a few moments, imagining himself to be not understood,

he glared wrathfully at the supposed Arab, favouring him with a string

of personal epithets that were neither complimentary nor parliamentary.

And with contemptuous indifference Carew let him curse. If Geradine had

accepted him as an Arab, an Arab he would remain—but not an Arab to be

either browbeaten or bribed. He was not in a mood to make things easier

for the blustering bully who was working himself up into a state of

childish rage. He could alter his tone if he wanted assistance. Nor at

the moment was Carew very certain that his assistance would be

forthcoming. Why should he go out of his way to help a man he hated! To

be left in the predicament in which he was would be a salutary

experience that might have a chastening effect on one who was obviously

unused to opposition or discomfort in any shape or form. A few

privations would do him no harm. And if he died in the desert, which was

not in the least likely, his death would probably be a source of relief

rather than grief to his friends and relations. Quite suddenly Carew

thought of the wife of the man who was facing him. She certainly, if all

reports were true, would have no cause to lament a husband she evidently

went in dread of. But what was that to him! A surge of anger went

through him as his down-bent eyes swept upward to meet the insolent

stare fixed on him. The foul-mouthed brute! God, how he hated him!

Almost unconsciously he moved a step forward, and there was something

menacing in his expression that checked Geradine’s flow of language.

With a shade more civility in his tongue he began to repeat his demand

in halting French that was scarcely comprehensible. And with typical

Arab aloofness Carew waited for him to come to the end of his stumbling

explanations. But it was not on his account that he listened to him. It

was the need of the wretched servant and the two exhausted horses that

swayed him and moved him finally to a reluctant decision.

With a cold word of assent, and a curt gesture that sent the quick blood

rushing to the other’s face, he turned haughtily as though from an

inferior and walked back to the horses, leaving Geradine to stare after

him spluttering with rage, twisting and bending the pliable whip between

his coarse hands, in two minds whether to follow him or not. Curse the

dam’ nigger and his infernal cheek, looking at him as if he were dirt! A

bit above himself, that chap. That’s what came of treating natives as

the French did—equality, fraternity and the rest of it, by Gad! A

rotten country! Who did the supercilious beggar think he was talking to,

anyhow? A silly tourist to be impressed by his dam’ airs of superiority?

He was hanged if he would stick impudence from any Arab. Coming the free

son of the desert over _him_, was he? The blighter could go to blazes,

and his horses too for that matter. _He’d_ not truckle to any eternally

condemned son of a—But a freshening gust of wind that, sand laden,

whipped against his cheek with unpleasant suggestiveness cut short his

muttered imprecations and quashed his half-formed intention of revoking

his demand for assistance and relying on himself to get out of an

uncomfortable situation he was convinced was due entirely to the

muddle-headedness of his servant. Curse the fool—there hadn’t been a

job yet that he hadn’t mucked up! Recommended for his capabilities, by

jove! A well-trained valet and an efficient dragoman, was he? He’d be a

bit more trained and efficient when his present employer was done with

him. There was only one way of dealing with cattle of that kind, and

Malec wouldn’t be the first nigger he’d licked into shape, not by a long

way. But Malec could wait—he could deal with him later.

With a snarl that boded little good for the unfortunate valet Geradine

went with no show of haste to join the group of men and horses by the

well-head. Carew was already mounted, wrestling with Suliman who was

backing and rearing impatiently. He swung him round as the Viscount

approached.

“You can ride my servant’s horse,” he said in French, “yours can hardly

carry themselves. The men will have to walk.”

With a grunt which was certainly not an expression of courtesy Geradine

took the bridle Hosein offered him and climbed stiffly into the saddle.

His drenched condition and his resentment at the authoritative tone

addressed to him did not tend to improve either his manners or his

temper, and with characteristic pettiness he vented his ill-humour on

the object nearest at hand. The horse that had been lent to him was

plunging in furious protest at the raking spurs that were being used

with unnecessary violence and, losing command of himself, he slashed

savagely at the little shapely head with his whip. Twice the heavy thong

rose and fell, then a hand like steel closed on his wrist and it was

wrenched from him. And, turning with an oath, he found himself

confronted by a pair of blazing eyes in which he read not only rage but

a totally unexpected hatred that sent an odd sensation of cold rippling

down his spine. He flinched involuntarily, dragging his horse aside,

conscious for the first time in his life of a feeling of fear. But the

strange look that had startled him was gone in a flash and Carew’s face

was impassive as he reined his own horse back. “Your pardon, _monsieur_,

he is unused to a whip,” he said icily, and sent the offending weapon

spinning into the mouth of the empty well where it fell beyond recovery.

Speechless with fury Geradine glared at him, and then, his French too

limited to adequately express his feelings, let out a string of curses

in his own language which would have given him more pleasure had he

known them to be understood. But his hands were fully occupied with the

enraged mount and Carew had already ridden on. It was blowing again

steadily. Carew, sure now of his bearings, was heading more to the east

and the swirling sand was driving straight at them. Muffled in his

burnous, his face shielded somewhat by the close drawn haick, he felt it

less than Geradine did. But he had no sympathy to waste on the huddled

figure behind them with the exhausted horses. For them he was glad that

the village lay only a bare three miles away. And even three miles, over

rough uneven ground and against a strong wind, was a sufficiently

tedious tramp for men unused to walking and hampered by two jaded beasts

who required constant encouragement to induce them to move at all.

Progress was necessarily slow and more than once Geradine, impatient of

the snail’s pace at which they were proceeding, let out his fretting

horse and dashed on ahead. But ignorant of the way and not relishing the

prospect of losing sight of his companions in the growing darkness he

was forced each time to curb his impetuosity and wait for the others to

come up with him.

For a time he kept silence, but at last his annoyance found utterance.

“See here,” he exploded angrily, as Carew for the fifth time ranged

alongside without seeming to notice the temporary separation, “this

isn’t a bally funeral! For heaven’s sake push on a bit.” And as Carew

turned to him with an indifferent “_Plâit-il_?” he lost his temper

completely. “_Plus vite_, you silly ass,” he bellowed. “_Pas un

cortège_, _n’est-ce-pas_—confound you!”

For a moment Carew hesitated, his own temper rising dangerously. Then he

shrugged and raising his hand pointed behind him. “The men are walking,”

he said shortly, and wondered how long it would be before he was goaded

into retaliation. To profess ignorance of his mother tongue was easy, to

sit quietly under a storm of abuse and personal epithets was rather more

difficult. But he had brought it on himself, he had allowed Geradine to

think him an Arab and an Arab he would have to remain. To tardily admit

his nationality was impossible, it would only make Geradine feel that he

had been made a fool of and might probably lead to a quarrel that could

easily end disastrously. As it was, his mere presence was almost more

than Carew could endure. He had kept a firm hold over himself so far but

he knew that a very little more would shatter his self-control. He had

voluntarily decided on a certain line of action and he would have to go

on with it, if only for the sake of the wretched Arab. Left in the

lurch, Geradine would undoubtedly wreck his wrath on the servant who had

been already sufficiently manhandled. And again Carew racked his brains

to recollect where he had seen the man before. He rarely forgot faces

and now, for want of something better to engage his attention, he set

himself to discover why the dimly remembered features were familiar. It

flashed across him at length. De Granier’s man—taken on with the villa,

probably, poor devil. A fairly recent addition to the Frenchman’s

household, Malec had made no very definite impression on the guest he

had served but once. But having identified him Carew, casting back in

his mind, remembered that de Granier had spoken of him as a curious

character, responding to kindness, but sullen when corrected and quick

to take offence.

The change from the easy-going Frenchman to service with a brute like

Geradine must have been great, and Carew wondered suddenly what induced

him to remain with a master he obviously hated. High wages—or a more

sinister purpose?—He checked himself abruptly. He would be doing murder

by proxy, and rather enjoying it, if he let his thoughts race in this

fashion. His own incomprehensible hatred was deep enough without

allowing himself to dwell on another’s grievances. And for him there was

not even the excuse of a grievance. For no reason or cause whatsoever he

had hated Geradine at sight. With a shrug of perplexity he drew his

cloak closer round him and shook the stinging sand from his bridle hand.

The wind was gathering in force every minute and the light fading

rapidly. If it failed entirely and they missed the little village in the

darkness there was no other shelter available and Carew did not welcome

the thought of a night spent in the open with his present company. At

this slow pace the way seemed more like thirty miles than three. But he

could not increase it. Even kept to a walk, the horses had outpaced the

men and they were some distance behind. Deaf to Geradine’s snarl of

protest, Carew pulled up and waited until Hosein was alongside of him.

And as the man’s hand touched his stirrup the storm broke again with

redoubled fury and a tearing gust enveloped them in a cloud of blinding

sand. For a few moments the horses became almost unmanageable, wheeling

backs to the storm and crowding together in a plunging, kicking bunch.

They were pulled apart at last and the little party struggled on in the

teeth of the wind, choked with the driving particles and straining their

eyes through the gloom.

And complete darkness had fallen before they stumbled upon the squalid

little collection of mud huts that formed the village. Tenantless, it

seemed at first, for no lights shone from the tiny barred windows that

were blocked with rags to keep out the drifting sand. But Hosein,

despatched in quest of the headman, returned shortly with an elderly

Arab who, shrouded in a multitude of filthy coverings, salaamed

obsequiously in answer to Carew’s shouted enquiry and led them to a hut

a little distance away.

Only a hovel it was, but sheltering an amazingly large family—vague,

shadowy figures, sexless in their close drawn draperies, who shrank from

the vicinity of the strangers and slipped away stealthily into the night

with heads bent low and shoulders hunched against the sweeping wind as

the headman routed them out unceremoniously to give place to the

unexpected visitors. One room, the further portion screened for the use

of the women of the family, and indescribably dirty and comfortless. It

was nothing new to Carew, use had accustomed him to even greater squalor

than this, but Geradine’s disgust was evident as he stared about him

with curling lip, spitting the sand from his mouth and shaking it from

his clothing. Wet and angry, and in no mood to be further

inconvenienced, the sight of the horses vigorously propelled into the

hut through the narrow entrance moved him to noisy expostulation. With

frequent and profanatory lapses into English he managed to convey his

total disapproval of the shelter provided for him, which he described as

unfit even for pigs, and wrathfully announced his disinclination to

share the limited accommodation with “those dam’ brutes”—horses and

men-servants grouped impartially. His own tired beasts stood shivering

and listless but Suliman and Hosein’s horses were nervous of their

surroundings and for a short space pandemonium reigned in the hut and

his remonstrances passed unheeded. When he could hear himself speak

again he reiterated his demands loudly. But Carew, who was stooping to

unloosen Suliman’s girths, waved an indifferent hand towards the door

and intimated sharply that if he preferred the sandstorm he was at

liberty to remove himself, but that as far as he—Carew—was concerned

men and horses remained where they were until the weather conditions

improved.

Unused to opposition, and too selfish to think of anything but his own

comfort, the flat refusal was all that was needed to stir Geradine’s

smouldering rage to a white heat of fury. An ugly look swept across his

lowering face and he started forward with a threatening gesture. And for

a few seconds it seemed as if the open quarrel Carew had feared was now

inevitable. Tired and on edge, goaded by the other’s insolence and

overbearing manner, driven by his own hatred, nothing would have given

him greater pleasure than to respond to the provocation offered him.

Every instinct urged him to retaliate. He had done already all that

could be humanly expected of him, and for two hours he had borne

patiently with insults and abuse. He had done enough, and now his

patience had reached its limit. And it was Geradine, not he, who was

forcing the quarrel. Then why not give him what he asked for? By every

means in his power he had tried to avoid him—and fate had thrust them

together. Carew’s heart beat with a fierce exultant throb, and the

atmosphere of the little room seemed suddenly to become electric—alive

with naked passions—as the two men stared into each other’s eyes.

Behind them the Arabs, sensitive of the tension, were watching intently,

and Hosein was edging nearer to his master, his hand stealing to the

knife in his belt. Then with a tremendous effort Carew thrust from him

the temptation to which he had almost succumbed and swinging on his heel

without a word turned back to his horse. And checked, despite himself,

by a silence he did not understand, Geradine made no further protest,

but fell back with an inarticulate growl and crossing the room, dropped

down heavily on the cleanest spot he could find, as far removed from the

others as possible.

Lighting a cigar with difficulty, for his matches were wet, he smoked

sulkily until the horses were unsaddled. Then fumbling in the pocket of

his sodden coat he produced a good-sized flask and, gulping down the

remaining contents, shouted to the sullen-faced Arab—who was leaning

moodily against the wall beside the steaming horses—to bring him more

brandy. Apathetically, the man unstrapped the leathern holster from his

master’s saddle. And, following him, Carew saw the savage kick aimed at

him as Geradine snatched the second flask from his outstretched hand. To

the multifarious odours that filled the little room was added the reek

of raw spirit for the Viscount, whose hand was shaking, spilled as much

as he drank of the undiluted cognac with which he sought to quench an

unquenchable thirst. Even so, added to what he had previously taken, the

allowance was a generous one. But, beyond deepening the colour in his

already congested face and further dissatisfying him with his

environment, it seemed to make no difference to him for he cursed as

fluently and as intelligibly as before as he shivered closer into the

corner where he was sitting in a vain attempt to avoid the sweeping

draughts that whistled through innumerable cracks in the broken, mud

walls of the hut.

With growing hatred and disgust Carew listened to the uninterrupted flow

of filthy language, wishing passionately that Geradine’s hand had been

steadier. Dead drunk he would at least have been silent. Half tipsy and

vituperative he was intolerable. Was this what the girl listened to day

after day and night after night—Carew flung his wet cloak back with an

angry jerk, scowling at the sudden thought. It was no business of his,

no business of his, he whispered doggedly as he searched for a

cigarette. No business of his—but remembrance, stimulated, was easier

than forgetfulness and for long he stared sombrely at the wreathing

clouds of faint blue smoke that, curling upward in fantastic spirals,

seemed to frame the exquisite oval of a pale, pure face. When at last,

by sheer strength of will, he forced his mind back to the immediate

present, Geradine’s grumbling had ceased and he seemed to be asleep. The

men, too, were dozing, though Hosein’s hand moved mechanically each time

the restless Suliman stamped. The room was perceptibly darker, and

looking for the cause, Carew saw that one of the two little earthenware

lamps left by the routed family had burnt out and the other was

flickering feebly. He wondered if he also had been asleep. And listening

for the gusts of wind that before had shaken the crumbling building he

realised that the storm had passed. The atmosphere was stifling, and

going to the door he wrenched it open and went out into the night. There

the change was almost magical. Swept clean, the heavens were blazing

with stars and the desert lay calm and still in the soft, clear light of

a rising moon whose slanting beams shone silver on the sand. A peace and

silence that was gripping. To Carew, still seething with the hatred that

a little while since had almost mastered him, the marvellous beauty of

the night was like the touch of a healing hand and, watching it, for a

time he forgot even Geradine.

Behind him the tiny collection of huts straggled dark and mysterious in

the deep shadow of a great bare rock that, stark and solitary, rose out

of the level plain at some distance from the chain of mountains to which

it properly belonged. But he did not look at the sleeping village. It

was the desert that held him—the desert that with its silent voice was

whispering, enticing, as so often it had whispered and enticed before,

drawing him with the glamour of its hidden secrets. Caressingly his eyes

swept the moonlit plain. He was one with it now, a nomad for all time.

More than the stately house in England, more than the miniature palace

in Algiers, it was his home. For ten years he had lived in it. For ten

years, seeking to cure his own hurt, he had tried to bring relief to

others, fighting misery and disease, appalled by the magnitude of his

task and seeming to have accomplished so little. But even the little was

worth while. By even the little he was repaid. His toil had not been

altogether in vain. By God’s grace he had been enabled to do something,

and by God’s grace he would do still more. In the deep stillness of the

eastern night the sense of the Divine Presence was very near and, in all

humbleness, Carew prayed from his heart for strength to continue the

work that had become his life.

As he arose from his knees Hosein came to him, uneasy at his absence and

the unwilling bearer of a message.

“The English lord is hungry,” he announced briefly, with patent scorn in

his voice that Carew affected not to hear. The situation was already

sufficiently difficult without having to reprove his servant for a lapse

that was due entirely to Geradine’s own behaviour.

With a last glance at the shining stars he went reluctantly back to the

hut.

Half hidden in a haze of cigar smoke and aggressively wide awake

Geradine hailed his appearance with no more civility than before.

“Clear out those cursed beasts,” he shouted truculently. “I can’t sleep

in a damned stable! And get me something to eat. Something—to—eat.

_Quelque chose à manger, comprenez?_—you blasted fool!” he added,

pantomiming vigorously. The blood rolled in a dark wave to Carew’s face

but determined to keep his temper he swallowed the retort that sprang to

his lips and gave the required orders with apparent unconcern. But he

smiled inwardly as he watched the men lead the horses away. It was very

doubtful whether food of any kind would be procurable at this time of

night, and even if Hosein’s endeavours met with success it was not

likely that Geradine would appreciate the rough fare of the necessitous

little village. Nor, he was convinced, would the handful of crushed

dates he carried in his waistcloth prove any more acceptable.

And when at length Hosein returned with a bowl of curdled camel’s milk

he was not surprised that the Viscount, after one glance of mingled

dismay and repugnance, rejected both it and the unsavoury looking little

mass of sand covered fruit with a disgusted “Lord, what beastly muck!”

and retired into his corner with his hunger unsatisfied to curse himself

to sleep. He was still sleeping heavily when Carew woke with the dawn

and went out to find Hosein and the horses and make arrangements for

Geradine’s return to Biskra. It was not his intention that they should

ride together. His sole desire was to get away as quickly as possible

from the vicinity of the man he hated more vehemently than ever.

Last night he had controlled himself only by a super-human effort. This

morning he felt he could no longer trust himself. To escape the leave

taking that was otherwise unavoidable he did not go back to the hut

when, an hour later, he was ready for the road and had concluded his

interview with Malec and the headman of the village.

But as his foot was in the stirrup Geradine appeared, yawning sleepily,

and swinging his arms to get the stiffness out of them. Having wakened

for once without his customary morning headache he was in a better

temper than usual. Apparently oblivious of his incivility of the

previous evening he lounged forward with an air of condescending

geniality, prepared evidently to make himself agreeable. His shouted

greeting terminated in a loud laugh as he glanced at Carew, clean shaven

and immaculate as Hosein always contrived he should be, and then at his

own soiled clothing.

“You look smart enough, by Gad,” he said, fingering his rough chin

tenderly, “where the devil do you find water and a razor in this filthy

little hole? You’re off early—what’s your hurry? Oh, damn it, I forgot

you can’t speak English. Well, never mind, you’re a sportsman whatever

you are. I’d have been in the soup last night if you hadn’t come along.

Many thanks—dash it, I mean _très obligé, mille remerciments_—and all

the rest of it, don’t you know.” And with another laugh he thrust out

his hand.

But incited by the gentle pressure of his rider’s heel Suliman plunged

wildly and shot away leaving Geradine with his arm still outstretched,

half annoyed and half amused at Carew’s abrupt departure.

Proud as Lucifer, like every other potty little chief he had ever

met—but the beggar could ride, he reflected as he stood looking after

the galloping horsemen, and the man he had with him was worth a dozen of

the fool _he_ was landed with. And yawning again he turned back to the

hut and roared for the fool in question.

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