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Did Miss McDonald tell Evelyn of her meeting with Philip in Central Park?

The Scotch loyalty to her service would throw a doubt upon this. At the

same time, the Scotch affection, the Scotch sympathy with a true and

romantic passion, and, above all, the Scotch shrewdness, could be trusted

to do what was best under the circumstances. That she gave the least

hint of what she said to Mr. Burnett concerning Evelyn is not to be

supposed for a moment. Certainly she did not tell Mrs. Mavick. Was she

a person to run about with idle gossip? But it is certain that Evelyn

knew that Philip had given up his situation in the office, that he had

become a reader for a publishing house, that he had definitely decided to

take up a literary career. And somehow it came into her mind that Philip

knew that this decision would be pleasing to her.

According to the analogy of other things in nature, it would seem that

love must have something to feed on to sustain it. But it is remarkable

upon how little it can exist, can even thrive and become strong, and

develop a power of resistance to hostile influences. Once it gets a

lodgment in a woman's heart, it is an exclusive force that transforms her

into a heroine of courage and endurance. No arguments, no reason, no

considerations of family, of position, of worldly fortune, no prospect of

immortal life, nothing but doubt of faith in the object can dislodge it.

The woman may yield to overwhelming circumstances, she may even by her

own consent be false to herself, but the love lives, however hidden and

smothered, so long as the vital force is capable of responding to a true

emotion. Perhaps nothing in human life is so pathetic as this survival

in old age of a youthful, unsatisfied love. It may cease to be a

passion, it may cease to be a misery, it may have become only a placid

sentiment, yet the heart must be quite cold before this sentiment can

cease to stir it on occasion--for the faded flower is still in the memory

the bloom of young love.

They say that in the New Education for women love is not taken into

account in the regular course; it is an elective study. But the immortal

principle of life does not care much for organization, and says, as of

old, they reckon ill who leave me out.

In the early season at Newport there was little to distract the attention

and much to calm the spirit. Mrs. Mavick was busy in her preparation for

the coming campaign, and Evelyn and her governess were left much alone,

to drive along the softly lapping sea, to search among the dells of the

rocky promontory for wild flowers, or to sit on the cliffs in front of

the gardens of bloom and watch the idle play of the waves, that chased

each other to the foaming beach and in good-nature tossed about the

cat-boats and schooners and set the white sails shimmering and dipping in

the changing lights. And Evelyn, drinking in the beauty and the peace of

it, no doubt, was more pensive than joyous. Within the last few months

life had opened to her with a suddenness that half frightened her.

It was a woman who sat on the cliffs now, watching the ocean of life, no

longer a girl into whose fresh soul the sea and the waves and the air,

and the whole beauty of the world, were simply responsive to her own

gayety and enjoyment of living. It was not the charming scene that held

her thought, but the city with its human struggle, and in that struggle

one figure was conspicuous. In such moments this one figure of youth

outweighed for her all that the world held besides. It was strange.

Would she have admitted this? Not in the least, not even to herself, in

her virgin musings; nevertheless, the world was changed for her, it was

more serious, more doubtful, richer, and more to be feared.

It was not too much to say that one season had much transformed her. She

had been so ignorant of the world a year ago. She had taken for granted

all that was abstractly right. Now she saw that the conventions of life

were like sand-dunes and barriers in the path she was expected to walk.

She had learned for one thing what money was. Wealth had been such an

accepted part of her life, since she could remember, that she had

attached no importance to it, and had only just come to see what

distinctions it made, and how it built a barrier round about her. She

had come to know what it was that gave her father position and

distinction; and the knowledge had been forced upon her by all the

obsequious flattery of society that she was, as a great heiress,

something apart from others. This position, so much envied, may be to a

sensitive soul an awful isolation.

It was only recently that Evelyn had begun to be keenly aware of the

circumstances that hedged her in. They were speaking one day as they sat

upon the cliffs of the season about to begin. In it Evelyn had always

had unalloyed, childish delight. Now it seemed to her something to be

borne.

"McDonald," the girl said, abruptly, but evidently continuing her line of

thought, "mamma says that Lord Montague is coming next week."

"To be with us?"

"Oh, no. He is to stay with the Danforth-Sibbs. Mamma says that as he

is a stranger here we must be very polite to him, and that his being here

will give distinction to the season. Do you like him?" There was in

Evelyn still, with the penetration of the woman, the naivete of the

child.

"I cannot say that he is personally very fascinating, but then I have

never talked with him."

"Mamma says he is very interesting about his family, and their place in

England, and about his travels. He has been in the South Sea Islands. I

asked him about them. He said that the natives were awfully jolly, and

that the climate was jolly hot. Do you know, McDonald, that you can't

get anything out of him but exclamations and slang. I suppose he talks

to other people differently. I tried him. At the reception I asked him

who was going to take Tennyson's place. He looked blank, and then said,

'Er--I must have missed that. What place? Is he out?'"

Miss McDonald laughed, and then said, "You don't understand the classes

in English life. Poetry is not in his line. You see, dear, you couldn't

talk to him about politics. He is a born legislator, and when he is in

the House of Lords he will know right well who is in and who is out. You

mustn't be unjust because he seems odd to you and of limited

intelligence. Just that sort of youth is liable to turn up some day in

India or somewhere and do a mighty plucky thing, and become a hero. I

dare say he is a great sportsman."

"Yes, he quite warmed up about shooting. He told me about going for yak

in the snow mountains south of Thibet. Bloody cold it was. Nasty beast,

if you didn't bring him down first shot. No, I don't doubt his courage

nor his impudence. He looks at me so, that I can't help blushing. I

wish mamma wouldn't ask him."

"But, my dear, we must live in the world as it is. You are not

responsible for Lord Montague."

"And I know he will come," the girl persisted in her line of thought.

"When he called the day before we came away, he asked a lot of questions

about Newport, about horses and polo and golf, and all that, and were the

roads good. And then, 'Do you bike, Miss Mavick?'

"I pretended not to understand, and said I was still studying with my

governess and I hadn't got all the irregular verbs yet. For once, he

looked quite blank, and after a minute he said, 'That's very good, you

know!' McDonald, I just hate him. He makes me so uneasy."

"But don't you know, child," said Miss McDonald, laughing, "that we are

required to love our enemies?"

"So I would," replied the girl, quickly, "if he were an enemy and would

keep away. Ah, me! McDonald, I want to ask you something. Do you

suppose he would hang around a girl who was poor, such a sweet, pretty,

dear creature as Alice Maitland, who is a hundred times nicer than I am?"

"He might," said Miss McDonald, still quizzically. "They say that like

goes to like, and it is reported that the Duke of Tewkesbury is as good

as ruined."

"Do be serious, McDonald." The girl nestled up closer to her and took

her hand. "I want to ask you one question more. Do you think--no, don't

look at me, look away off at that sail do you-think that, if I had been

poor, Mr. Burnett would have seen me only twice, just twice, all last

season?"

Miss McDonald put her arm around Evelyn and clasped the little figure

tight. "You must not give way to fancies. We cannot, as life is

arranged, be perfectly happy, but we can be true to ourselves, and there

is scarcely anything that resolution and patience cannot overcome. I

ought not to talk to you about this, Evelyn. But I must say one thing: I

think I can read Philip Burnett. Oh, he has plenty of self-esteem, but,

unless I mistake him, nothing could so mortify him as to have it said

that he was pursuing a girl for the sake of her fortune."

"And he wouldn't!" cried the girl, looking up and speaking in an unsteady

voice.

"Let me finish. He is, so I think, the sort of man that would not let

any fortune, or anything else, stand in the way when his heart was

concerned. I somehow feel that he could not change--faithfulness, that

is his notion. If he only knew--"

"He never shall! he never shall!" cried the girl in alarm--"never!"

"And you think, child, that he doesn't know? Come! That sail has been

coming straight towards us ever since we sat here, never tacked once.

That is omen enough for one day. See how the light strikes it. Come!"

The Newport season was not, after all, very gay. Society has become so

complex that it takes more than one Englishman to make a season. Were it

the business of the chronicler to study the evolution of this lovely

watering-place from its simple, unconventional, animated days of natural

hospitality and enjoyment, to its present splendid and palatial isolation

of a society--during the season--which finds its chief satisfaction in

the rivalry of costly luxury and in an atmosphere of what is deemed

aristocratic exclusiveness, he would have a theme attractive to the

sociologist. But such a noble study is not for him. His is the humble

task of following the fortunes of certain individuals, more or less

conspicuous in this astonishing flowering of a democratic society, who

have become dear to him by long acquaintance.

It was not the fault of Mrs. Mavick that the season was so frigid, its

glacial stateliness only now and then breaking out in an illuminating

burst of festivity, like the lighting-up of a Montreal ice-palace. Her

spacious house was always open, and her efforts, in charity enterprises

and novel entertainments, were untiring to stimulate a circulation in the

languid body of society.

This clever woman never showed more courage or more tact than in this

campaign, and was never more agreeable and fascinating. She was even

popular. If she was not accepted as a leader, she had a certain standing

with the leaders, as a person of vivacity and social influence. Any

company was eager for her presence. Her activity, spirit, and affability

quite won the regard of the society reporters, and those who know Newport

only through the newspapers would have concluded that the Mavicks were on

the top of the wave. She, however, perfectly understood her position,

and knew that the sweet friends, who exchanged with her, whenever they

met, the conventional phrases of affection commented sarcastically upon

her ambitions for her daughter. It was, at the same time, an ambition

that they perfectly understood, and did not condemn on any ethical

grounds. Evelyn was certainly a sweet girl, rather queerly educated, and

never likely to make much of a dash, but she was an heiress, and why

should not her money be put to the patriotic use of increasing the

growing Anglo-American cordiality?

Lord Montague was, of course, a favorite, in demand for all functions,

and in request for the private and intimate entertainments. He was an

authority in the stables and the kennels, and an eager comrade in all the

sports of the island. His easy manner, his self-possession everywhere,

even his slangy talk, were accepted as evidence that he was above

conventionalities. "The little man isn't a beauty," said Sally McTabb,

"but he shows 'race.'" He might be eccentric, but when you came to know

him you couldn't help liking the embryo duke in him.

In fact, things were going very well with Mrs. Mavick, except in her own

household. There was something there that did not yield, that did not

flow with her plans. With Lord Montague she was on the most intimate and

confidential relations. He was almost daily at the house. Often she

drove with him; frequently Evelyn was with them. Indeed, the three came

to be associated in the public mind. There could be no doubt of the

intentions of the young nobleman. That he could meet any opposition was

not conceived.

The noble lord, since they had been in Newport, had freely opened his

mind to Mrs. Mavick, and on a fit occasion had formally requested her

daughter's hand. Needless to say that he was accepted. Nay, more,

he felt that he was trusted like a son. He was given every opportunity

to press his suit. Somewhat to his surprise, he did not appear to make

much headway. He was rarely able to see her alone, even for a moment.

Such evasiveness in a young girl to a man of his rank astonished him.

There could be no reason for it in himself; there must be some influence

at work unknown to his social experience.

He did not reproach Mrs. Mavick with this, but he let her see that he was

very much annoyed.

"If I had not your assurance to the contrary, Mrs. Mavick," he said one

day in a pet, "I should think she shunned me."

"Oh, no, Lord Montague, that could not be. I told you that she had had a

peculiar education; she is perfectly ignorant of the world, she is shy,

and--well, for a girl in her position, she is unconventional. She is so

young that she does not yet understand what life is."

"You mean she does not know what I offer her?"

"Why, my dear Lord Montague, did you ever offer her anything?"

"Not flat, no," said my lord, hesitating. "Every time I approach her she

shies off like a young filly. There is something I don't understand."

"Evelyn," and Mrs. Mavick spoke with feeling, "is an affectionate and

dutiful child. She has never thought of marriage. The prospect is all

new to her. But I am sure she would learn to love you if she knew you

and her mind were once turned upon such a union. My lord, why not say to

her what you feel, and make the offer you intend? You cannot expect a

young girl to show her inclination before she is asked." And Mrs. Mavick

laughed a little to dispel the seriousness.

"By Jove! that's so, good enough. I'll do it straight out. I'll tell

her to take it or leave it. No, I don't mean that, of course. I'll tell

her that I can't live without her--that sort of thing, you know. And I

can't, that's just the fact."

"You can leave it confidently to her good judgment and to the friendship

of the family for you."

Lord Montague was silent for a moment, and seemed to be looking at a

problem in his shrewd mind. For he had a shrewd mind, which took in the

whole situation, Mrs. Mavick and all, with a perspicacity that would have

astonished that woman of the world.

"There is one thing, perhaps I ought not to say it, but I have seen it,

and it is in my head that it is that--I beg your pardon, madam--that

damned governess."

The shot went home. The suggestion, put into language that could be more

easily comprehended than defended, illuminated Mrs. Mavick's mind in a

flash, seeming to disclose the source of an opposition to her purposes

which secretly irritated her. Doubtless it was the governess. It was

her influence that made Evelyn less pliable and amenable to reason than a

young girl with such social prospects as she had would naturally be.

Besides, how absurd it was that a young lady in society should still have

a governess. A companion? The proper companion for a girl on the edge

of matrimony was her mother!

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