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Of course Philip wrote to Celia about his vacation intimacy with the

Mavicks. It was no news to her that the Mavicks were spending the summer

there; all the world knew that, and society wondered what whim of

Carmen's had taken her out of the regular summer occupations and immured

her in the country. Not that it gave much thought to her, but, when her

name was mentioned, society resented the closing of the Newport house and

the loss of her vivacity in the autumn at Lenox. She is such a hand to

set things going, don't you know? Mr. Mavick never made a flying visit

to his family--and he was in Rivervale twice during the season--that the

newspapers did not chronicle his every movement, and attribute other

motives than family affection to these excursions into New England. Was

the Central system or the Pennsylvania system contemplating another raid?

It could not be denied that the big operator's connection with any great

interest raised suspicion and often caused anxiety.

Naturally, thought Celia, in such a little village, Philip would fall in

with the only strangers there, so that he was giving her no news in

saying so. But there was a new tone in his letters; she detected an

unusual reserve that was in itself suspicious. Why did he say so much

about Mrs. Mavick and the governess, and so little about the girl?

"You don't tell me," she wrote, "anything about the Infant Phenomenon.

And you know I am dying to know."

This Philip resented. Phenomenon! The little brown girl, with eyes that

saw so much and were so impenetrably deep, and the mobile face, so alert

and responsive. If ever there was a natural person, it was Evelyn. So

he wrote:

"There is nothing to tell; she is not an infant and she is not a

phenomenon. Only this: she has less rubbish in her mind than any person

you ever saw. And I guess the things she does not know about life are

not worth knowing."

"I see," replied Celia; "poor boy! it's the moth and the star. [That's

just like her, muttered Philip, she always assumed to be the older.] But

don't mind. I've come to the conclusion that I am a moth myself, and

some of the lights I used to think stars have fallen. And, seriously,

dear friend, I am glad there is a person who does not know the things not

worth knowing. It is a step in the right direction. I have been this

summer up in the hills, meditating. And I am not so sure of things as I

was. I used to think that all women needed was what is called education

--science, history, literature--and you could safely turn them loose on

the world. It certainly is not safe to turn them loose without

education--but I begin to wonder what we are all coming to. I don't mind

telling you that I have got into a pretty psychological muddle, and I

don't see much to hold on to.

"I suppose that Scotch governess is pious; I mean she has a backbone of

what they call dogma; things are right or wrong in her mind--no haziness.

Now, I am going to make a confession. I've been thinking of religion.

Don't mock. You know I was brought up religious, and I am religious. I

go to church--well, you know how I feel and especially the things I don't

believe. I go to church to be entertained. I read the other day that

Cardinal Manning said: 'The three greatest evils in the world today are

French devotional books, theatrical music, and the pulpit orator. And

the last is the worst.' I wonder. I often feel as if I had been to a

performance. No. It is not about sin that I am especially thinking, but

the sinner. One ought to do something. Sometimes I think I ought to go

to the city. You know I was in a College Settlement for a while. Now I

mean something permanent, devoted to the poor as a life occupation, like

a nun or something of that sort. You think this is a mood? Perhaps.

There have always been so many things before me to do, and I wanted to do

them all. And I do not stick to anything? You must not presume to say

that, because I confide to you all my errant thoughts. You have not

confided in me--I don't insinuate that you have anything to confide but I

cannot help saying that if you have found a pure and clear-minded girl

--Heaven knows what she will be when she is a woman I--I am sorry she is

not poor."

But if Philip did not pour out his heart to his old friend, he did open a

lively and frequent correspondence with Alice. Not about the person who

was always in his thoughts--oh, no--but about himself, and all he was

doing, in the not unreasonable expectation that the news would go where

he could not send it directly--so many ingenious ways has love of

attaining its object. And if Alice, no doubt, understood all this, she

was nevertheless delighted, and took great pleasure in chronicling the

news of the village and giving all the details that came in her way about

the millionaire family. This connection with the world, if only by

correspondence, was an outlet to her reserved and secluded life. And her

letters recorded more of her character, of her feeling, than he had known

in all his boyhood. When Alice mentioned, as it were by chance, that

Evelyn had asked, more than once, when she had spoken of receiving

letters, if her cousin was going on with his story, Philip felt that

the connection was not broken.

Going on with his story he was, and with good heart. The thought that

"she" might some day read it was inspiration enough. Any real creation,

by pen or brush or chisel, must express the artist and be made in

independence of the demands of a vague public. Art is vitiated when the

commercial demand, which may be a needed stimulus, presides at the

creation. But it is doubtful if any artist in letters, or in form or

color, ever did anything well without having in mind some special person,

whose approval was desired or whose criticism was feared. Such is the

universal need of human sympathy. It is, at any rate, true that Philip's

story, recast and reinspired, was thenceforth written under the spell of

the pure divining eyes of Evelyn Mavick. Unconsciously this was so. For

at this time Philip had not come to know that the reason why so many

degraded and degrading stories and sketches are written is because the

writers' standard is the approval of one or two or a group of persons of

vitiated tastes and low ideals.

The Mavicks did not return to town till late in the autumn. By this time

Philip's novel had been submitted to a publisher, or, rather, to state

the exact truth, it had begun to go the rounds of the publishers. Mr.

Brad, to whose nineteenth-century and newspaper eye Philip had shrunk

from confiding his modest creation, but who was consulted in the

business, consoled him with the suggestion that this was a sure way of

getting his production read. There was already in the city a

considerable body of professional "readers," mostly young men and women,

to whom manuscripts were submitted by the publishers, so that the author

could be sure, if he kept at it long enough, to get a pretty fair

circulation for his story. They were selected because they were good

judges of literature and because they had a keen appreciation of what the

public wanted at the moment. Many of them are overworked, naturally so,

in the mass of manuscripts turned over to their inspection day after day,

and are compelled often to adopt the method of tea-tasters, who sip but

do not swallow, for to drink a cup or two of the decoction would spoil

their taste and impair their judgment, especially on new brands. Philip

liked to imagine, as the weeks passed away--the story is old and need not

be retold here--that at any given hour somebody was reading him. He did

not, however, dwell with much delight upon this process, for the idea

that some unknown Rhadamanthus was sitting in judgment upon him much more

wounded his 'amour propre', and seemed much more like an invading of his

inner, secret life and feeling, than would be an instant appeal to the

general public. Why, he thought, it is just as if I had shown it to Brad

himself--apiece of confidence that he could not bring himself to. He did

not know that Brad himself was a reader for a well-known house--which had

employed him on the strength of his newspaper notoriety--and that very

likely he had already praised the quality of the work and damned it as

lacking "snap."

It was, however, weary waiting, and would have been intolerable if his

duties in the law office had not excluded other thoughts from his mind a

good part of the time. There were days when he almost resolved to

confine himself to the solid and remunerative business of law, and give

up the vague aspirations of authorship. But those vague aspirations were

in the end more enticing than the courts. Common-sense is not an

antidote to the virus of the literary infection when once a young soul

has taken it. In his long walks it was not on the law that Philip was

ruminating, nor was the fame of success in it occupying his mind.

Suppose he could write one book that should touch the heart of the world.

Would he exchange the sweetness of that for the fleeting reputation of

the most brilliant lawyer? In short, he magnified beyond all reason the

career and reputation of the author, and mistook the consideration he

occupies in the great world. And what a world it would be if there had

not been a continuous line of such mistaken fools as he!

That it was not literature alone that inflated his dreams was evidenced

by the direction his walks took. Whatever their original destination or

purpose, he was sure to pass through upper Fifth Avenue, and walk by the

Mavick mansion. And never without a lift in his spirits. What comfort

there is to a lover in gazing at the blank and empty house once occupied

by his mistress has never been explained; but Philip would have counted

the day lost in which he did not see it.

After he heard from Alice that the Mavicks had returned, the house had

still stronger attractions for him, for there was added the chance of a

glimpse of Evelyn or one of the family. Many a day passed, however,

before he mustered up courage to mount the steps and touch the button.

"Yes, sir," said the servant, "the family is returned, but they is

h'out."

Philip left his card. But nothing came of it, and he did not try again.

In fact, he was a little depressed as the days went by. How much doubt

and anxiety, even suffering, might have been spared him if the historian

at that moment could have informed him of a little shopping incident at

Tiffany's a few days after the Mavicks' return.

A middle-aged lady and a young girl were inspecting some antiques. The

girl, indeed, had been asking for ancient coins, and they were shown two

superb gold staters with the heads of Alexander and Philip.

"Aren't they beautiful?" said the younger. "How lovely one would be for

a brooch!"

"Yes, indeed," replied the elder, "and quite in the line of our Greek

reading."

The girl held them in her hand and looked at one and the other with a

student's discrimination.

"Which would you choose?"

"Oh, both are fine. Philip of Macedon has a certain youthful freshness,

in the curling hair and uncovered head. But, of course, Alexander the

Great is more important, and then there is the classic casque. I should

take the Alexander." The girl still hesitated, weighing the choice in

her mind from the classic point of view.

"Doubtless you are right. But"--and she held up the lovely head--"this

is not quite so common, and--and--I think I'll take the Macedon one.

Yes, you may set that for me," turning to the salesman.

"Diamonds or pearls?" asked the jeweler.

"Oh, dear, no!" exclaimed the girl; "just the head."

Evelyn's education was advancing. For the first time in her life she had

something to conceal. The privilege of this sort of secret is, however,

an inheritance of Eve. The first morning she wore it at breakfast Mrs.

Mavick asked her what it was.

"It's a coin, antique Greek," Evelyn replied, passing it across the

table.

"How pretty it is; it is very pretty. Ought to have pearls around it.

Seems to be an inscription on it."

"Yes, it is real old. McDonald says it is a stater, about the same as a

Persian daric-something like the value of a sovereign."

"Oh, indeed; very interesting."

To give Evelyn her due, it must be confessed that she blushed at this

equivocation about the inscription, and she got quite hot with shame

thinking what would become of her if Philip should ever know that she was

regarding him as a stater and wearing his name on her breast.

One can fancy what philosophical deductions as to the education of women

Celia Howard would have drawn out of this coin incident; one of them

doubtless being that a classical education is no protection against love.

But for Philip's connection with the thriving firm of Hunt, Sharp &

Tweedle, it is safe to say that he would have known little of the world

of affairs in Wall Street, and might never have gained entrance into that

other world, for which Wall Street exists, that society where its wealth

and ambitious vulgarity are displayed. Thomas Mavick was a client of the

firm. At first they had been only associated with his lawyer, and

consulted occasionally. But as time went on Mr. Mavick opened to them

his affairs more and more, as he found the advantage of being represented

to the public by a firm that combined the highest social and

professional standing with all the acumen and adroitness that his

complicated affairs required.

It was a time of great financial feverishness and uncertainty, and of

opportunity for the most reckless adventurers. Houses the most solid

were shaken and crippled, and those which were much extended in a variety

of adventures were put to their wits' ends to escape shipwreck.

Financial operations are perpetual war. It is easy to calculate about

the regular forces, but the danger is from the unexpected "raids" and the

bushwhackers and guerrillas. And since politics has become inextricably

involved in financial speculations (as it has in real war), the

excitement and danger of business on a large scale increase.

Philip as a trusted clerk, without being admitted into interior secrets,

came to know a good deal about Mavick's affairs, and to be more than ever

impressed with his enormous wealth and the magnitude of his operations.

From time to time he was sent on errands to Mavick's office, and

gradually, as Mavick became accustomed to him as a representative of the

firm, they came on a somewhat familiar footing, and talked of other

things than business. And Mavick, who was not a bad judge of the

capacities of men, conceived a high idea of Philip's single-mindedness,

of his integrity and general culture, and, as well, of his agreeableness

(for Philip had a certain charm where he felt at ease), while at the same

time he discovered that his mind was more upon something else than law,

and that, if his success in his profession depended upon his adoption of

the business methods of the Street, he could not go very far.

Consequently he did not venture upon the same confidences with him that

he habitually did with Mr. Sharp. Yet, business aside, he had an

intellectual pleasure in exchanging views with Philip which Mr. Sharp's

conversation did not offer him.

When, therefore, Mrs. Mavick came to consult her husband about the list

for the coming-out reception of Evelyn, Philip found a friend at court.

"It is all plain enough," said Carmen, as she sat down with book and

pencil in hand, "till you come to the young men, the unattached young

men. Here is my visiting-list, that of course. But for the young ladies

we must have more young men. Can't you suggest any?"

"Perhaps. I know a lot of young fellows."

"But I mean available young men, those that count socially. I don't want

a broker's board or a Chamber of Commerce here."

Mr. Mavick named half a dozen, and Carmen looked for their names in the

social register. "Any more?"

"Why, you forgot young Burnett, who was with you last summer at

Rivervale. I thought you liked him."

"So I did in Rivervale. Plain farmer people. Yes, he was very nice to

us. I've been thinking if I couldn't send him something Christmas and

pay off the debt."

"He'd think a great deal more of an invitation to your reception."

"But you don't understand. You never think of Evelyn's future. We are

asking people that we think she ought to know."

"Well, Burnett is a very agreeable fellow."

"Fiddlesticks! He is nothing but a law clerk. Worse than that, he is a

magazine writer."

"I thought you liked his essays and stories."

"So I do. But you don't want to associate with everybody you like that

way. I am talking about society. You must draw the line somewhere. Oh,

I forgot Fogg--Dr. LeRoy Fogg, from Pittsburg." And down went the name

of Fogg.

"You mean that young swell whose business it is to drive a four-in-hand

to Yonkers and back, and toot on a horn?"

"Well, what of that? Everybody who is anybody, I mean all the girls,

want to go on his coach."

"Oh, Lord! I'd rather go on the Elevated." And Mavick laughed very

heartily, for him. "Well, I'll make a compromise. You take Fogg and

I'll take Burnett. He is in a good firm, he belongs to a first-rate

club, he goes to the Hunts' and the Scammels', I hear of him in good

places. Come."

"Well, if you make a point of it. I've nothing against him. But if you

knew the feelings of a mother about her only daughter you would know,

that you cannot be too careful."

When, several days after this conversation, Philip received his big

invitation, gorgeously engraved on what he took to be a sublimated sort

of wrapping-paper, he felt ashamed that he had doubted the sincere

friendship and the goodness of heart of Mrs. Mavick.

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