VII

The acquaintance between the house of Henderson and the house of Delancy

was not permitted to languish. Jack had his reasons for it, which may

have been financial, and Carmen had her reasons, which were probably

purely social. What was the good of money if it did not bring social

position? and what, on the other hand, was the good of social position if

you could not use it to get money?

In his recent association with the newly rich, Jack's twenty thousand a

year began to seem small. In fact, in the lowering of the rate of

interest and the shrinkage of securities, it was no longer twenty

thousand a year. This would have been a matter of little consequence in

the old order. His lot was not cast among the poor; most of his

relations had solid fortunes, and many of them were millionaires, or what

was equivalent to that, before the term was invented. But they made

little display; none at all merely for the purpose of exhibition, or to

gain or keep social place. In this atmosphere in which he was born Jack

floated along without effort, with no demand upon him to keep up with a

rising standard of living. Even impecuniosity, though inconvenient,

would not have made him lose caste.

All this was changing now. Since the introduction of a new element even

the conservative old millions had begun to feel the stir of uneasiness,

and to launch out into extravagance in rivalry with the new millions.

Even with his relations Jack began to feel that he was poor. It did not

spur him to do anything, to follow the example, for instance, of the

young fellows from the country, who were throwing themselves into Wall

Street with the single purpose of becoming suddenly rich, but it made him

uneasy. And when he was with the Hendersons, or Miss Tavish, whose

father, though not newly rich, was one of the most aggressive of

speculators, and saw how easily every luxurious desire glided into

fulfillment, he felt for the first time in his life the emotion of envy.

It seemed then that only unlimited money could make the world attractive.

Why, even to keep up with the unthinking whims of Miss Tavish would

bankrupt him in six months. That little spread at Wherry's for the

theatre party the other night, though he made light of it to Edith, was

almost the price he couldn't afford to pay for Storm. He had a grim

thought that midwinter flowers made dining as expensive as dying.

Carmen, whom nothing escaped, complimented him on his taste, quite aware

that he couldn't afford it, and, apropos, told him of a lady in Chicago

who, hearing that the fashion had changed, wrote on her dinner cards, "No

flowers." It was only a matter of course for these people to build a new

country-house in any spot that fashion for the moment indicated, to equip

their yachts for a Mediterranean voyage or for loitering down the

Southern coast, to give a ball that was the talk of the town, to make up

a special train of luxurious private cars for Mexico or California. Even

at the clubs the talk was about these things and the opportunities for

getting them.

There was a rumor about town that Henderson was a good deal extended.

It alarmed a hundred people, not on Henderson's account, but their own.

When one of them consulted Uncle Jerry, that veteran smiled.

"Oh, I guess Henderson's all right. But I wouldn't wonder if it meant a

squeeze. Of course if he's extended, it's an excuse for settling up, and

the shorts will squeal. I've seen Henderson extended a good many times,"

and the old man laughed. "Don't you worry about him."

This opinion, when reported, did not seem to quiet Jack's fears, who saw

his own little venture at the mercy of a sweeping Street game. It

occurred to him that he possibly might get a little light on the matter

by dropping in that afternoon and taking a quiet cup of tea with Mrs.

Henderson.

He found her in the library. Outdoors winter was slouching into spring

with a cold drizzle, with a coating of ice on the pavements-animating

weather for the medical profession. Within, there was the glow of warmth

and color that Carmen liked to create for herself. In an entrancing

tea-gown, she sat by a hickory fire, with a fresh magazine in one hand

and a big paper-cutter in the other. She rose at Jack's entrance, and,

extending her hand, greeted him with a most cordial smile. It was so good

of him! She was so lonesome! He could himself see that the lonesomeness

was dissipated, as she seated him in a comfortable chair by the fire, and

then stood a moment looking at him, as if studying his comfort. She was

such a domestic woman!

"You look tired, monsieur," she said, as she passed behind his chair and

rested the tip of her forefinger for a second on his head. "I shall make

you a cup of tea at once."

"Not tired, but bothered," said Jack, stretching out his legs.

"I know," she replied; "it's a bothering world." She was still behind

him, and spoke low, but with sympathy. "I remember, it's only one lump."

He could feel her presence, so womanly and friendly. "I don't care what

people say," he was thinking, "she's a good-hearted little thing, and

understands men." He felt that he could tell her anything, almost

anything that he could tell a man. She was sympathetic and not

squeamish.

"There," she said, handing him the tea and looking down on him.

The cup was dainty, the fragrance of the tea delicious, the woman

exquisite.

"I'm better already," said Jack, with a laugh.

She made a cup for herself, handed him the cigarettes, lit one for

herself, and sat on a low stool not far from him.

"Now what is it?"

"Oh, nothing--a little business worry. Have you heard any Street rumor?"

"Rumor?" she repeated, with a little start. And then, leaning forward,

"Do you mean that about Mr. Henderson in the morning papers?"

"Yes."

Carmen, relieved, gave a liquid little laugh, and then said, with a

change to earnestness: "I'm going to trust you, my friend. Henderson put

it in himself! He told me so this morning when I asked him about it.

This is just between ourselves."

Jack said, "Of course," but he did not look relieved. The clever

creature divined the situation without another word, for there was no

turn in the Street that she was not familiar with. But there was no

apparent recognition of it, except in her sympathetic tone, when she

said: "Well, the world is full of annoyances. I'm bothered myself--and

such a little thing."

"What is it?"

"Oh nothing, not even a rumor. You cannot do anything about it. I don't

know why I should tell you. But I will." And she paused a moment,

looking down in an innocent perplexity. "It's just this: I am on the

Foundlings' Board with Mrs. Schuyler Blunt, and I don't know her, and you

can't think how awkward it is having to meet her every week in that stiff

kind of way." She did not go on to confide to Jack how she had intrigued

to get on the board, and how Mrs. Schuyler Blunt, in the most well-bred

manner, had practically ignored her.

"She's an old friend of mine."

"Indeed! She's a charming woman."

"Yes. We were great cronies when she was Sadie Mack. She isn't a

genius, but she is good-hearted. I suppose she is on all the charity

boards in the city. She patronizes everything," Jack continued, with a

smile.

"I'm sure she is," said Carmen, thinking that however good-hearted she

might be she was very "snubby." "And it makes it all the more awkward,

for I am interested in so many things myself."

"I can arrange all that," Jack said, in an off-hand way. Carmen's look

of gratitude could hardly be distinguished from affection. "That's easy

enough. We are just as good friends as ever, though I fancy she doesn't

altogether approve of me lately. It's rather nice for a fellow, Mrs.

Henderson, to have a lot of women keeping him straight, isn't it?" asked

Jack, in the tone of a bad boy.

"Yes. Between us all we will make a model of you. I am so glad now that

I told you."

Jack protested that it was nothing. Why shouldn't friends help each

other? Why not, indeed, said Carmen, and the talk went on a good deal

about friendship, and the possibility of it between a man and a woman.

This sort of talk is considered serious and even deep, not to say

philosophic. Carmen was a great philosopher in it. She didn't know, but

she believed, it seemed natural, that every woman should have one man

friend. Jack rose to go.

"So soon?" And it did seem pathetically soon. She gave him her hand, and

then by an impulse she put her left hand over his, and looked up to him

in quite a business way.

"Mr. Delancy, don't you be troubled about that rumor we were speaking of.

It will be all right. Trust me."

He understood perfectly, and expressed both his understanding and his

gratitude by bending over and kissing the little hand that lay in his.

When he had gone, Carmen sat a long time by the fire reflecting. It

would be sweet to humiliate the Delancy and Schuyler Blunt set, as

Henderson could. But what would she gain by that? It would be sweeter

still to put them under obligations, and profit by that. She had endured

a good many social rebuffs in her day, this tolerant little woman, and

the sting of their memory could only be removed when the people who had

ignored her had to seek social favors she could give. If Henderson only

cared as much for such things as she did! But he was at times actually

brutal about it. He seemed to have only one passion. She herself liked

money, but only for what it would bring. Henderson was like an old

Pharaoh, who was bound to build the biggest pyramid ever built to his

memory; he hated to waste a block. But what was the good of that when

one had passed beyond the reach of envy?

Revolving these deep things in her mind, she went to her dressing-room

and made an elaborate toilet for dinner. Yet it was elaborately simple.

That sort needed more study than the other. She would like to be the

Carmen of ten years ago in Henderson's eyes.

Her lord came home late, and did not dress for dinner. It was often so,

and the omission was usually not allowed to pass by Carmen without

notice, to which Henderson was sure to growl that he didn't care to be

always on dress parade. Tonight Carmen was all graciousness and warmth.

Henderson did not seem to notice it. He ate his dinner abstractedly, and

responded only in monosyllables to her sweet attempts at conversation.

The fact was that the day had been a perplexing one; he was engaged in

one of his big fights, a scheme that aroused all his pugnacity and taxed

all his resources. He would win--of course; he would smash everybody,

but he would win. When he was in this mood Carmen felt that she was like

a daisy in the path of a cyclone. In the first year of their marriage he

used to consult her about all his schemes, and value her keen

understanding. She wondered why he did not now. Did he distrust even

her, as he did everybody else? Tonight she asked no questions. She was

unruffled by his short responses to her conversational attempts; by her

subtle, wifely manner she simply put herself on his side, whatever the

side was.

In the library she brought him his cigar, and lighted it. She saw that

his coffee was just as he liked it. As she moved about, making things

homelike, Henderson noticed that she was more Carmenish than he had seen

her in a long time. The sweet ways and the simple toilet must be by

intention. And he knew her so well. He began to be amused and softened.

At length he said, in his ordinary tone, "Well, what is it?"

"What is what, dear?"

"What do you want?"

Carmen looked perplexed and sweetly surprised. There is nothing so

pitiful about habitual hypocrisy as that it never deceives anybody.

It was not the less painful now that Carmen knew that Henderson knew her

to the least fibre of her self-seeking soul, and that she felt that there

were currents in his life that she could not calculate. A man is so much

more difficult to understand than a woman, she reflected. And yet he is

so susceptible that he can be managed even when he knows he is being

managed. Carmen was not disconcerted for a moment. She replied, with

her old candor:

"What an idea! You give me everything I want before I know what it is."

"And before I know it either," he responded, with a grim smile. "Well,

what is the news today?"

"Just the same old round. The Foundlings' Board, for one thing."

"Are you interested in foundlings?"

"Not much," said Carmen, frankly. "I'm interested in those that find

them. I told you how hateful that Mrs. Schuyler Blunt is."

"Why don't you cut her? Why don't you make it uncomfortable for her?"

"I can't find out," she said, with a laugh, dropping into the language of

the Street, "anything she is short in, or I would."

"And you want me to get a twist on old Blunt?" and Henderson roared with

laughter at the idea.

"No, indeed. Dear, you are just a goose, socially. It is nothing to

you, but you don't understand what we women have to go through. You

don't know how hard it is--that woman!"

"What has she done?"

"Nothing. That's just it. What do you say in the Street--freeze? Well,

she is trying to freeze me out."

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