VII

In youth, as at the opera, everything seems possible. Surely it is not

necessary to choose between love and riches. One may have both, and the

one all the more easily for having attained the other. It must be a

fiction of the moralists who construct the dramas that the god of love

and the god of money each claims an undivided allegiance. It was in some

wholly legendary, perhaps spiritual, world that it was necessary to

renounce love to gain the Rhine gold. The boxes at the Metropolitan did

not believe this. The spectators of the boxes could believe it still

less. For was not beauty there seen shining in jewels that have a market

value, and did not love visibly preside over the union, and make it known

that his sweetest favors go with a prosperous world? And yet, is the

charm of life somewhat depending upon a sense of its fleetingness, of its

phantasmagorial character, a note of coming disaster, maybe, in the midst

of its most seductive pageantry, in the whirl and glitter and hurry of

it? Is there some subtle sense of exquisite satisfaction in snatching the

sweet moments of life out of the very delirium of it, that must soon end

in an awakening to bankruptcy of the affections, and the dreadful loss of

illusions? Else why do we take pleasure--a pleasure so deep that it

touches the heart like melancholy--in the common drama of the opera? How

gay and joyous is the beginning! Mirth, hilarity, entrancing sound,

brilliant color, the note of a trumpet calling to heroism, the beseeching

of the concordant strings, and the soft flute inviting to pleasure;

scenes placid, pastoral, innocent; light-hearted love, the dance on the

green, the stately pageant in the sunlit streets, the court, the ball,

the mad splendor of life. And then love becomes passion, and passion

thwarted hurries on to sin, and sin lifts to the heights of the immortal,

sweetly smiling gods, and plunges to the depths of despair. In vain the

orchestra, the inevitable accompaniment of life, warns and pleads and

admonishes; calm has gone, and gayety has gone; there is no sweetness now

but in the wildness of surrender and of sacrifice. How sad are the

remembered strains that aforetime were incentives to love and promises of

happiness! Gloom settles upon the scene; Mephisto, the only radiant one,

flits across it, and mocks the poor broken-hearted girl clinging to the

church door. There is a dungeon, the chanting of the procession of

tonsured priests, the passing-bell. Seldom appears the golden bridge over

which the baffled and tired pass into Valhalla.

Do we like this because it is life, or because there is a certain

satisfaction in seeing the tragedy which impends over all, pervades the

atmosphere, as it were, and adds something of zest to the mildest

enjoyment? Should we go away from the mimic stage any, better and

stronger if the drama began in the dungeon and ended on the greensward,

with innocent love and resplendent beauty in possession of the Rhine

gold?

How simple, after all, was the created world on the stage to the real

world in the auditorium, with its thousand complexities and dramatic

situations, and if the little knot of players of parts for an hour could

have had leisure to be spectators of the audience, what a deeper

revelation of life would they not have seen! For the world has never

assembled such an epitome of itself, in its passion for pleasure and its

passion for display, as in the modern opera, with its ranks and tiers of

votaries from the pit to the dome. I fancy that even Margaret, whose love

for music was genuine, was almost as much fascinated by the greater

spectacle as by the less.

It was a crowded night, for the opera was one that appealed to the senses

and stimulated them to activity, and left the mind free to pursue its own

schemes; in a word, orchestra and the scenes formed a sort of

accompaniment and interpreter to the private dramas in the boxes. The

opera was made for society, and not society for the opera. We occupied a

box in the second tier--the Morgans, Margaret, and my wife. Morgan said

that the glasses were raised to us from the parquet and leveled at us

from the loges because we were a country party, but he well enough knew

whose fresh beauty and enthusiastic young face it was that drew the fire

when the curtain fell on the first act, and there was for a moment a

little lull in the hum of conversation.

"I had heard," Morgan was saying, "that the opera was not acclimated in

New York; but it is nearly so. The audience do not jabber so loud nor so

incessantly as at San Carlo, and they do not hum the airs with the

singers--"

"Perhaps," said my wife, "that is because they do not know the airs."

"But they are getting on in cultivation, and learning how to assert the

social side of the opera, which is not to be seriously interfered with by

the music on the stage."

"But the music, the scenery, were never before so good," I replied to

these cynical observations.

"That is true. And the social side has risen with it. Do you know what an

impudent thing the managers did the other night in protesting against the

raising of the lights by which the house was made brilliant and the cheap

illusions of the stage were destroyed? They wanted to make the house

positively gloomy for the sake of a little artificial moonlight on the

painted towers and the canvas lakes."

As the world goes, the scene was brilliant, of course with republican

simplicity. The imagination was helped by no titled names any more than

the eye was by the insignia of rank, but there was a certain glow of

feeling, as the glass swept the circle, to know that there were ten

millions in this box, and twenty in the next, and fifty in the next,

attested well enough by the flash of jewels and the splendor of attire,

and one might indulge a genuine pride in the prosperity of the republic.

As for beauty, the world, surely, in this later time, had flowered here

--flowered with something of Aspasia's grace and something of the haughty

coldness of Agrippina. And yet it was American. Here and there in the

boxes was a thoroughbred portrait by Copley--the long shapely neck, the

sloping shoulders, the drooping eyelids, even to the gown in which the

great-grandmother danced with the French officers.

"Who is that lovely creature?" asked Margaret, indicating a box opposite.

I did not know. There were two ladies, and behind them I had no

difficulty in making out Henderson and--Margaret evidently had not seen

him Mr. Lyon. Almost at the same moment Henderson recognized me, and

signaled for me to come to his box. As I rose to do so, Mrs. Morgan

exclaimed: "Why, there is Mr. Lyon! Do tell him we are here." I saw

Margaret's color rise, but she did not speak.

I was presented to Mrs. Eschelle and her daughter; in the latter I

recognized the beauty who had flashed by us in the Park. The elder lady

inclined to stoutness, and her too youthful apparel could not mislead one

as to the length of her pilgrimage in this world, nor soften the hard

lines of her worldly face-lines acquired, one could see, by a social

struggle, and not drawn there by an innate patrician insolence.

"We are glad to see a friend of Mr. Henderson's," she said, "and of Mr.

Lyon's also. Mr. Lyon has told us much of your charming country home. Who

is that pretty girl in your box, Mr. Fairchild?"

Miss Eschelle had her glass pointed at Margaret as I gave the desired

information.

"How innocent!" she murmured. "And she's quite in the style--isn't she,

Mr. Lyon?" she asked, turning about, her sweet mobile face quite the

picture of what she was describing. "We are all innocent in these days."

"It is a very good style," I said.

"Isn't it becoming?" asked the girl, making her dark eyes at once merry

and demure.

Mr. Lyon was looking intently at the opposite box, and a slight shade

came over his fine face. "Ah, I see!"

"I beg your pardon, Miss Eschelle," he said, after a second, "I hardly

know which to admire most, the beauty, or the wit, or the innocence of

the American women."

"There is nothing so confusing, though, as the country innocence," the

girl said, with the most natural air; "it never knows where to stop."

"You are too absurd, Carmen," her mother interposed; "as if the town girl

did!"

"Well, mamma, there is authority for saying that there is a time for

everything, only one must be in the fashion, you know."

Mr. Lyon looked a little dubious at this turn of the talk; Mr. Henderson

was as evidently amused at the girl's acting. I said I was glad to see

that goodness was in fashion.

"Oh, it often is. You know we were promised a knowledge of good as well

as evil. It depends upon the point of view. I fancy, now, that Mr.

Henderson tolerates the good--that is the reason we get on so well

together; and Mr. Lyon tolerates the evil--that's the reason he likes New

York. I have almost promised him that I will have a mission school."

The girl looked quite capable of it, or of any other form of devotion.

Notwithstanding her persistent banter, she had a most inviting innocence

of manner, almost an ingenuousness, that well became her exquisite

beauty. And but for a tentative daring in her talk, as if the gentle

creature were experimenting as to how far one could safely go, her

innocence might have seemed that of ignorance.

It came out in the talk that Mr. Lyon had been in Washington for a week,

and would return there later on.

"We had a claim on him," said Mrs. Eschelle, "for his kindness to us in

London, and we are trying to convince him that New York is the real

capital."

"Unfortunately," added Miss Eschelle, looking up in Mr. Lyon's face, "he

visited Brandon first, and you seem to have bewitched him with your

simple country ways. I can get him to talk of nothing else."

"You mean to say," Mr. Lyon replied, with the air of retorting, "that you

have asked me about nothing else."

"Oh, you know we felt a little responsible for you; and there is no place

so dangerous as the country. Now here you are protected--we put all the

wickedness on the stage, and learn to recognize and shun it."

"It may be wicked," said her mother, "but it is dull. Don't you find it

so, Mr. Henderson? I am passionately fond of Wagner, but it is too noisy

for anything tonight."

"I notice, dear," the dutiful daughter replied for all of us, "that you

have to raise your voice. But there is the ballet. Let us all listen

now."

Mr. Lyon excused himself from going with me, saying that he would call at

our hotel, and I took Henderson. "I shall count the minutes you are going

to lose," the girl said as we went out-to our box. The lobbies in the

interact were thronged with men--for the most part the young speculators

of the Chamber turned into loungers in the foyer--knowing, alert,

attitudinizing in the extreme of the mode, unable even in this hour to

give beauty the preference to business, well knowing, perhaps, that

beauty itself in these days has a fine eye for business.

I liked Henderson better in our box than in his own. Was it because the

atmosphere was more natural and genuine? Or was it Margaret's transparent

nature, her sincere enjoyment of the scene, her evident pleasure in the

music, the color, the gayety of the house, that made him drop the slight

cynical air of the world which had fitted him so admirably a moment

before? He already knew my wife and the Morgans, and, after the greetings

were made, he took a seat by Margaret, quite content while the act was

going on to watch its progress in the play of her responsive features.

How quickly she felt, how the frown followed the smile, how, she seemed

to weigh and try to apprehend the meaning of what went on--how her every

sense enjoyed life!

"It is absurd," she said, turning her bright face to him when the curtain

dropped, "to be so interested in fictitious trouble."

"I'm not so sure that it is," he replied, in her own tone; "the opera is

a sort of pulpit, and not seldom preaches an awful sermon--more plainly

than the preacher dares to make it."

"But not in nomine Dei."

"No. But who can say what is most effective? I often wonder, as I watch

the congregations coming from the churches on the Avenue, if they are any

more solemnized than the audiences that pour out of this house. I confess

that I cannot shake off 'Lohengrin' in a good while after I hear it."

"And so you think the theatres have a moral influence?"

"Honestly"--and I heard his good-natured laugh--"I couldn't swear to

that. But then we don't know what New York might be without them."

"I don't know," said Margaret, reflectively, "that my own good impulses,

such as I have, are excited by anything I see on the stage; perhaps I am

more tolerant, and maybe toleration is not good. I wonder if I should

grow worldly, seeing more of it?"

"Perhaps it is not the stage so much as the house," Henderson replied,

beginning to read the girl's mind.

"Yes, it would be different if one came alone and saw the play,

unconscious of the house, as if it were a picture. I think it is the

house that disturbs one, makes one restless and discontented."

"I never analyzed my emotions," said Henderson, "but when I was a boy and

came to the theatre I well remember that it made me ambitious; every sort

of thing seemed possible of attainment in the excitement of the crowded

house, the music, the lights, the easy successes on the stage; nothing

else is more stimulating to a lad; nothing else makes the world more

attractive."

"And does it continue to have the same effect, Mr. Henderson?"

"Hardly," and he smiled; "the illusion goes, and the stage is about as

real as the house--usually less interesting. It can hardly compete with

the comedy in the boxes."

"Perhaps it is lack of experience, but I like the play for itself."

"Oh yes; desire for the dramatic is natural. People will have it somehow.

In the country village where there are no theatres the people make dramas

out of each other's lives; the most trivial incidents are magnified and

talked about--dramatized, in short."

"You mean gossiped about?"

"Well, you may call it gossip--nothing can be concealed; everybody knows

about everybody else; there is no privacy; everything is used to create

that illusory spectacle which the stage tries to give. I think that in

the country village a good theatre would be a wholesome influence,

satisfy a natural appetite indicated by the inquisition into the affairs

of neighbors, and by the petty scandal."

"We are on the way to it," said Mr. Morgan, who sat behind them; "we have

theatricals in the church parlors, which may grow into a nineteenth

century substitute for the miracle-plays. You mustn't, Margaret, let Mr.

Henderson prejudice you against the country."

"No," said the latter, quickly; "I was only trying to defend the city. We

country people always do that. We must base our theatrical life on

something in nature."

"What is the difference, Mr. Henderson," asked Margaret, "between the

gossip in the boxes and the country gossip you spoke of?"

"In toleration mainly, and lack of exact knowledge. It is here rather

cynical persiflage, not concentrated public opinion."

"I don't follow you," said Morgan. "It seems to me that in the city

you've got gossip plus the stage."

"That is to say, we have the world."

"I don't like to believe that," said Margaret, seriously--"your

definition of the world."

"You make me see that it was a poor jest," he said, rising to go.

"By-the-way, we have a friend of yours in our box tonight--a young

Englishman."

"Oh, Mr. Lyon. We were all delighted with him. Such a transparent,

genuine nature!"

"Tell him," said my wife, "that we should be happy to see him at our

hotel."

When Henderson came back to his box Carmen did not look up, but she said,

indifferently: "What, so soon? But your absence has made one person

thoroughly miserable. Mr. Lyon has not taken his eyes off you. I never

saw such an international attachment."

"What more could I do for Miss Eschelle than to leave her in such

company?"

"I beg your pardon," said Lyon. "Miss Eschelle must believe that I

thoroughly appreciate Mr. Henderson's self-sacrifice. If I occasionally

looked over where he was, I assure you it was in pity."

"You are both altogether too self-sacrificing," the beauty replied,

turning to Henderson a look that was sweetly forgiving. "They who sin

much shall be forgiven much, you know."

"That leaves me," Mr. Lyon answered, with a laugh, "as you say over here,

out in the cold, for I have passed a too happy evening to feel like a

transgressor."

"The sins of omission are the worst sort," she retorted.

"You see what you must do to be forgiven," Henderson said to Lyon, with

that good-natured smile that was so potent to smooth away sharpness.

"I fear I can never do enough to qualify myself." And he also laughed.

"You never will," Carmen answered, but she accompanied the doubt with a

witching smile that denied it.

"What is all this about forgiveness?" asked Mrs. Eschelle, turning to

them from regarding the stage.

"Oh, we were having an experience meeting behind your back, mamma, only

Mr. Henderson won't tell his experience."

"Miss Eschelle is in such a forgiving humor tonight that she absolves

before any one has a chance to confess," he replied.

"Don't you think I am always so, Mr. Lyon?"

Mr. Lyon bowed. "I think that an opera-box with Miss Eschelle is the

easiest confessional in the world."

"That's something like a compliment. You see" (to Henderson) "how much

you Americans have to learn."

"Will you be my teacher?"

"Or your pupil," the girl said, in a low voice, standing near him as she

rose.

The play was over. In the robing and descending through the corridors

there were the usual chatter, meaning looks, confidential asides. It is

always at the last moment, in the hurry, as in a postscript, that woman

says what she means, or what for the moment she wishes to be thought to

mean. In the crowd on the main stairway the two parties saw each other at

a distance, but without speaking.

"Is it true that Lyon is 'epris' there?" Carmen whispered to Henderson

when she had scanned and thoroughly inventoried Margaret.

"You know as much as I do."

"Well, you did stay a long time," she said, in a lower tone.

As Margaret's party waited for their carriage she saw Mrs. Eschelle and

her daughter enter a shining coach, with footman and coachman in livery.

Henderson stood raising his hat. A little white hand was shaken to him

from the window, and a sweet, innocent face leaned forward--a face with

dark, eyes and golden hair, lit up with a radiant smile. That face for

the moment was New York to Margaret, and New York seemed a vain show.

Carmen threw herself back in her seat as if weary. Mrs. Eschelle sat

bolt-upright.

"What in the world, child, made you go on so tonight?"

"I don't know."

"What made you snub Mr. Lyon so often?"

"Did I? He won't mind much. Didn't you see, mother, that he was distrait

the moment he espied that girl? I'm not going to waste my time. I know

the signs. No fisheries imbroglio for me, thank you."

"Fish? Who said anything about fish?"

"Oh, the international business. Ask Mr. Henderson to explain it. The

English want to fish in our waters, I believe. I think Mr. Lyon has had a

nibble from a fresh-water fish. Perhaps it's the other way, and he's

hooked. There be fishers of men, you know, mother."

"You are a strange child, Carmen. I hope you will be civil to both of

them." And they rode on in silence.

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