CHAPTER IX

THE MAN WITH THE HOE

In the early years of the eighteenth century, a hardy family lived

frugally and simply on a few, fertile Norman acres. Their home was but

a hut of stone and clay and thatch. It was surrounded by a carefully

attended vineyard and fruit trees which, in the springtime, made the

spot most beautiful. On this May day the passerby would have stopped

that he might carry away this scene of perfect pastoral charm. The

blossoming vines almost hid the house, the blooming trees perfumed the

morning breeze, and it all spoke for simple peace and contentment. But

at this hour neither peace nor contentment could have been found

within. Pierre, the eldest son, was almost fiercely resenting the

quiet counsel of his father and the tearful pleadings of his mother.

Pierre loved Adrienne, their neighbor's daughter. The two had grown up

side by side, each had brought to the other all that their dreams had

wished through the years of waiting. Pierre had long worked extra

hours and they both had saved and now, nearing thirty, there was

enough, and they could marry. But the edict had gone forth that

Huguenot marriages would no longer be recognized by the state; that

the children of such a union would be without civil standing. So

Pierre and Adrienne had decided to leave France, nor did the protests

of their elders delay their going. It was a solemn little ceremony,

their marriage, a ceremony practically illegal in their land. Rarely

are weddings more solemn or bridal trips more sad, for to England they

were starting that same day, never to see their dear France again,

never to prune or to gather in the little vineyard, never again to

look into the faces of their own kin.

It was not a worldly-wise change. Wages in England were very low and

there were no vineyards in that chilly land, and Pierre worked and

died a plain English farm-hand, blessed only with health, remarkable

strength, and a wretched, but happy home. Much of their parents'

sturdiness and independence was passed on into the blood of their four

children, two boys and two girls, for in 1748, after long saving, they

all left England for America, "the promised land," and sailed for New

Amsterdam. Husbandmen they were, and for two generations painfully,

gravely, they tilled the semi-productive soil of their little farm,

west of the Hudson. Land was cheap in the New World. Their vegetables

and fruit grew, the market in the city grew, and the van der Veere

farms grew, and peace and contentment abode there.

After the War of 1812 two healthy, robust van der Veere brothers

tramped into New York City each carrying in his bundle nearly

$1000.00, his share of their father's recently divided farm. They

started a green-grocery shop. One attended the customers, the other,

through the summer months, worked their little truck garden away out

on the country road, a road which is to-day New York's Great White

Way. They prospered. One married, and his two boys founded the van der

Veere firm of importers. From the East this company's ship, later its

ships, brought rare curios, oriental tapestries and fine rugs to make

elegant the brown-stone front drawing-rooms of aristocratic,

residential New York of that generation. The sons of one of these

brothers to-day constitute the honorable van der Veere firm. The other

brother left one son, Clifford, and two daughters, Dora and Henrietta.

It is into the life-history of Clifford van der Veere that we now

intrude. He was a sturdy youth, with no illnesses, save occasional

sore throats which left him when he shed his tonsils. His father was a

reserved, kindly man, a quietly efficient man. His competitors never

understood the sure growth of his success--he was so unpretentious in

all that he did. Clifford's mother was a sensible woman, untouched by

the pride of wealth and the snobbery of station. Their home, facing

Central Park, stood for elegance and restraint. There were no other

children for ten years after the son's birth, then came the two

sisters, which domestic arrangement probably proved an important

factor in deciding the rest of our story. From early boyhood Clifford

was orderly, obedient, studious and quietly industrious. He made no

trouble for parents or teachers--other mothers always spoke of him as

"good." He was thirteen when his only sinful escapade happened. Some

of the Third Avenue boys shared the playgrounds in the park with

Clifford's crowd. They all smoked, some chewed and the more self-

important of them swore, and thereby, one day, our Fifth Avenue young

hopeful was contaminated. It was a savory-smelling wad of fine-cut. It

burned, a little went the wrong way and it strangled, but the joy of

ejecting a series of amber projectiles was Clifford's. Another

mouthful was ready for exhibition purposes when some appreciative

admirer enthusiastically clapped our boy between the shoulder-blades

and most of his mouth's contents, fluid and solid, was swallowed.

Somehow Clifford got home, but landed in a wilted heap on the big

couch, chalk-white, and sick beyond expression. The doctor was called

and, discovering the cause, made him helpfully sicker. The next

morning Clifford's father gravely offered to give him $500.00, when he

was twenty-one, if he would not taste tobacco again until that time.

Either the memory of first-chew sensations or the doctor's ipecac, or

the force of habit, or something, kept him from ever tasting it again.

Later, Clifford went to Columbia and was quietly popular with the

quieter fellows. It would seem that had any little devils not been

strained out of his blood by his long line of Huguenot ancestry, they

had followed the fate of the fine-cut, for no one who knew Clifford

van der Veere was ever anxious about the probity of his conduct. He

did not take to the importing business, while his cousins early showed

a natural capacity for the work of the big firm in all its branches.

Clifford's parents, too, seemed to feel that it was time that there be

a professional member of their honorable family. Moreover the property

was large, and the younger sisters would require a guardian, and the

estate an administrator. So Clifford finished the law-course. Nor was

it many years until the family fortune of approximately one million

dollars in real estate, securities and mortgages was left him to

administer for himself and the two sisters. Thus before thirty the

responsibility of these many thousands swept down upon him. Limited in

practical contact with the world, geographically, politically,

socially, having learned little of the play-side of life, he was by

inheritance, training and inclination a conservative. He had never

practiced law. He never tried a case, but he now opened a downtown

office where he punctually arrived at ten o'clock and methodically

spent the morning, carefully, personally managing all the details of

the entailed estate. He was essentially conscientious and, as the

years passed, there was no lessening of interest in his devotion to

each transaction, large or small. There were no losses, though his

conservatism turned him away from many golden opportunities which

knocked at the door of his wealth, the acceptance of which would have

doubled the estate in any ten-year period of these days of New York's

magnificent expansion. He was nearly forty when he married a quiet,

good woman who added little that was new, who most conscientiously

subtracted nothing of the old, from his now systematic life. They both

realized that their Fifth Avenue home was rapidly growing out of date,

so for nearly five years they spent their spare hours daily, in the,

to Clifford, vital and seemingly unending details of modernizing the

old house. It was during those days when the plans so carefully

considered were being realized in granite and marble and polished

woods, that Mrs. van der Veere felt the first distressing touch of

anxiety. Her husband seemed unduly particular. At times he would be

painfully uncertain about minute and minor details of construction and

on a few occasions unprecedentedly failed to get to the office at all,

delayed by protracted discussions of the advisability of certain

changes, long since decided upon, discussions which shook the

confidence of architect and contractor in both his sagacity and

judgment. Fortunately Mrs. van der Veere proved a wholesome counselor

and her opinions often settled details her husband, alone, apparently

could not have decided. At last the great new house was finished; it

was such a home as the van der Veeres should have. Indecision largely

disappeared for three quite normal years, office details only now and

then ruffling the smooth normality of Mr. van der Veere's life. Then

with the early spring nights came an unexplained insomnia. He would

waken at five, four, even three o 'clock, and, unable to get back to

sleep, would read until morning. The doctor found little to excite his

apprehension, but prescribed golf, so three afternoons a week all

summer and fall two hours were reserved for the links. He was better,

still the doctor insisted on three months, that winter, in Southern

California where he could keep up his play. Here he did eighteen holes

a day for weeks at a time, yet some of the nights were haunted by

scruples about neglecting his administrative duties. They returned

home in the spring, and a moderately comfortable year and a half

followed. Then things went wrong rapidly and badly. Peremptorily he

was ordered away from all "work" to Southern France, later to Italy

for the winter and to Switzerland for the next summer. And as the Alps

have given of their strength to other needing thousands, so they

ministered to him. He began climbing. His wife thought it was a new

interest. Certainly that was a factor, but he became ambitious and

went wherever he could find guides to take him. He returned home very

rugged the fall he was fifty. Still with reason, Mrs. van der Veere

was anxious, an anxiety shared by the family doctor. Between them they

planned for him a sort of model life, truly a circumscribed life, and

for five years wife and associates protected him from any possible

strain, and for five years it worked successfully. Then in less than a

month, almost like a bolt from the blue, all former symptoms returned,

aggravated in form, bringing most unwelcome new ones in their trail.

The family doctor called in a neurologist who, after examining the

nervous man, spoke seriously of serious possibilities, and advised

serious measures.

Mr. van der Veere was now fifty-five years old, short, almost stocky

in build, dark-skinned, with steel-gray hair and mustache. He was

depressed in mien though always well-bred in bearing. He was not

excitable and outwardly showed little of his suffering. Clifford van

der Veere had always taken life and his duties seriously. For years

his fear of making mistakes had been a chronic source of energy

leakage-now it was a nightmare. All he did cost an exhausting price in

the effort of decision. Duty and fear had long made a battle-ground of

his soul, and when he realized that he had broken down again from

"overwork," as they all expressed it, the depression of melancholy was

added to the weight he so quietly bore. Yet this man of many

responsibilities and interests had never truly worked. Since he left

college he had played at work. Effort had been expended never more

conscientiously. He was ever ready to give added hours of attention to

problems referred to him. His intentions were true, but he did not

know how to work. He did not know how to separate the serious from the

unimportant, and he had never added the leaven of humor to the day's

duties. An unusually well-equipped man, physically and mentally, he

should have found the responsibilities of his administratorship but

play. Had he been living right, he could have multiplied his

efficiency three-fold and been the better for the larger doing. His

wife felt he must "rest," and so did the family doctor; he himself was

practically past arguing or disagreeing.

But the rest-cure which the neurologist prescribed was certainly

unique. It may have been wrongly named. Mr. van der Veere was a man of

unusually strong physique. Nature had equipped him with a muscular

system better than nine-tenths of his fellowmen possess, but he had

never utilized it. For many generations his forbears had wrung food

and life and, unconsciously, health from the soil. He was three

generations from touch with mother earth, and back to the soil he was

sent. He was taught to work increasing hours of common, manual labor.

For weeks he did his part of the necessary drudgery of the world. He

shoveled coal, he spaded in the garden, he worked on the public roads,

he transplanted trees, he hoed common weeds with a common hoe, he

tramped, he toiled and he sweat. The need for physical labor was in

his blood. He needed his share of it, as do we all. And his blood

answered exultantly, as good blood always does, to the call of honest

toil. Within a month he realized a keenness for the work of the day.

His fine muscles took on hardness, they seemed to double in size, and

strength came, and with it not only a willingness but an eagerness

which transformed that strength into productive effort. With the

willingness to do what his hands found to do came sleep, for his

nerves--bred as they had been in good stock--rejoiced when they found

him living as they had for years begged him to live. A fifteen-year-

old appetite came to the fifty-five-year-old man, and transformation

wrought happy changes in his face and bearing. Indecision faded,

introspection disappeared, and a decision came which was to forever

put indecision out of his way. A decision which brought the peace and

contentment to the van der Veere Fifth Avenue home, which religious

intolerance had robbed from the van der Veeres in their stone-thatched

hut in far-away Normandy, a simple decision, not requiring brilliance

nor a college education, nor a professional training, nor even a

loving helpmate to accomplish: "Six days shall I labor not only with

my brain but with my hands, and the seventh day shall I rest."

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