CHAPTER VII

THE CRIME OF INACTIVITY

A half-century ago the Stoneleighs moved West and located in Hot

Springs. The wife had recently fallen heir to a few thousand dollars,

which, with unusual foresight, were invested in suburban property. Mr.

Stoneleigh was a large man, one generation removed from England,

active, and noticeably of a nervous type. He was industrious,

practically economical, single-minded; these qualities stood him in

the stead of shrewdness. From their small start he became rapidly

wealthy as a dealer in real estate. Mr. Stoneleigh was a generous

eater; his foods were truly simple in variety but luxurious in their

quality and richness. Prime roast-beef, fried potatoes, waffles and

griddle-cakes supplied him with heat, energy and avoirdupois. He

suddenly quit eating at fifty-eight--there was a cerebral hemorrhage

one night. His remains weighed one hundred and ninety-five.

The wife was a comfortable mixture of Irish and English. Her people

were so thrifty that she had but a common-school education. She was

the only child, her industrious mother let her go the way of least

resistance, and were we tracing responsibility of the criminality

behind our tragedy, Mrs. Stoneleigh's mother would probably be cited

as the guilty one. The way of least resistance is usually pretty easy-

going, and keeps within the valley of indulgence. Therefore, Mrs.

Stoneleigh worked none, was a true helpmate to her husband, at the

table, and like him, grew fat, and from mid-life waddled on, with her

hundred and eighty pounds. She was superstitiously very religious,

with the kind of religion that shudders at the thought of missing

Sunday morning service or failing to be a passive attendant at the

regular meetings of the Church Aid Society. Practically, the heathen

were taught American civilization, and she herself was assured

sumptuous reservations in Glory by generous donations to the various

missionary societies.

The only real ordeal which this woman ever faced was the birth of

Henry, her first child; she was very ill and suffered severely. The

mother instinct centered upon this boy the fulness of her devotion--a

devotion which never swerved nor faltered, a devotion which never

questioned, a devotion which became a self-forgetting servility. John

arrived almost unnoticed three years later, foreordained to be this

older brother's henchman as long as he remained at home. John

developed. Education was not featured in the Stoneleighs' program, so

John stopped after his first year at high school, but he was

energetic, and through serving Henry had learned to work. At twenty he

married, left the family roof, and starting life for himself in a

nearby metropolis became a successful coal-merchant.

Little Henry Stoneleigh would have thrilled any mother's heart with

pride. He had every quality a perfect baby should have, and grew into

a large handsome boy, healthy and strong; his disposition was the envy

of neighboring mothers; nor was it the sweet goodness of inertia, for

he was mentally and emotionally quick and responsive above the

average. Indulged by his mother from the beginning and always

preferred to his brother, he never recognized duty as duty. This young

life was innocent of anything which suggested routine; order for him

was a happen-so or an of-course result of his mother's or John's

efforts; the details necessary for neatness were never allowed to

ruffle his ease nor to interfere with his impulses. The Stoneleighs'

home was a generous pile, locally magnificent, but our young scion's

fine, front room was perennially a clutter. From his birth up, Henry

was never taught the rudiments of responsibility. His boyhood,

however, was not unattractive. He had inherited a large measure of

vitality and was protected from disappointments or irritations by the

many comforts which a mother's devotion and wealth can arrange and

provide. His memory was superior. The boy inherited not only an

exceptional physique, but mental ability which made his early studies

too easy to suggest any objection on his part. In fact, he was

actively interested in much of his school work and did well without

the conscious expenditure of energy. Little discrimination was shown

in the arrangements for his higher education; still he arrived at a

popular Western Boy's Academy, rather dubious in his own mind as to

just how large a place he would hold in the sun, with mother and John

back home. Rather rudely assailed were some of his easy-going habits,

and considerable ridicule from certain sources rapidly decided his

choice of companions. It was young Stoneleigh's misfortune that at

this epoch in his development he was situated where money could buy

immunities and attract apparent friendships. He was of fine

appearance, and should by all rights have made center on the Academy

football team, being the largest, heaviest, strongest boy in school.

But one day in football togs is the sum of his football history.

Academy days went in good feeds, the popularity purchased by his

freedom of purse and easy-going good fellowship, and much reading,

which he always enjoyed and which, with his good memory, made him

unusually well-informed. Finals even at this Academy demanded special

effort, which, with Henry, was not forthcoming, so he returned home

without his diploma. This incident decided him not to attempt college,

so for a year he again basked in the indulgences of home-life. His

father's business interests had no appeal for him, but the personal

influence of a young doctor, with his vivid tales of medical-college

experiences, and the struggling within of a never recognized ambition,

with some haphazard suggestions from his mother, determined him to

study medicine.

At this time a medical degree could still be obtained in a few schools

at the end of two years' attendance. Henry chose a Tennessee college

which has, for reasons, long since ceased to exist, an institution

which practically guaranteed diplomas. Here after three very

comfortable years, he was transformed into "Doc" Stoneleigh. At

twenty-five, "Doc" weighed two hundred and forty, and returned home

for another period of rest. He did not open an office, nor did he ever

begin the practice of his profession. During the next five years he

lived at home, sleeping and reading until two in the afternoon, his

mother carrying breakfast and lunch to his room. The late afternoons

and evenings he spent in hotel-lobbies and pool-rooms, where he was

always welcomed by a bunch of sports. Popular through his small

prodigalities, he, at thirty, possessed a more than local reputation

for the completeness of his assortment of salacious stories--his

memory and native social instinct were herein successfully utilized.

"Doc" now weighed two hundred and eighty-five, ate much, exercised

none, and was the silent proprietor of a pool-room, obnoxious even in

this wide-open town.

At twelve he had begun smoking cigarettes; at twenty he smoked them

day and night. The entire family drank beer, but, oddly, the desire

for alcohol never developed with him. Yet at thirty he began acting

queerly, and it was generally thought that he was drinking. Often now

he did not go home at night and was frequently found dead asleep on

one of his pool-tables. He had fixed up a den of a room where they

would move him to "sleep it off." A fad for small rifles developed

till he finally had over twenty of different makes in his den and

spent many nights wandering around the alleys, shooting rats and stray

cats. Eats became an obsession. They invaded his room and he would

frequently awaken suddenly and empty the first gun he reached at their

imaginary forms, much to the disquiet of the neighbors. One night he

burst out of his place, began shooting wildly up and down the street

and rushing about in a frenzy. No single guardian of the peace

presumed to interfere with his hilarity, and two of the six who came

in the patrol-wagon had dismissed action for deep contemplation before

he was safely locked up as "drunk." The matter was kept quiet, as

befitted the prominence of the Stoneleighs.

To his mother's devotion now was added fear, and she freely responded

to his demands for funds. There were no more outbreaks, but he was

obviously becoming irresponsible, and influences finally secured his

mother's consent to take him to a special institution in another

state. This was quietly effected through the cooperation of the family

physician, who successfully drugged poor "Doc" into pacific inertness.

He was legally committed to an institution empowered to use

constructive restraint, and for four months benefited by the only

wholesome training his wretched life had ever known. Here it was

discovered that he had been using quantities of codein and cocain,

against the sale of which there were then no restrictions. Unusual had

been his physical equipment, his indulgences unchecked by any

sentiment or restraint, the penalty of inactivity was meting a

horrible exaction--an exaction which could be dulled only by dope. In

the early prime of what should have been manhood, this unfortunate's

mind, as revealed to the institution's authorities during his days of

enforced drugless discomfort, was a filthy cess-pool; cursings and

imprecations, vile and vicious, were vomited forth in answer to every

pain. His brother, his doctors, his mother were execrated for days,

almost without ceasing. Here was a man without principle. As he became

more comfortable, physically, he became more decent, and later his

natural, social tendencies began to reappear attractively.

At the end of four months the patient was perforce much better. He

then succeeded in inducing his mother to have him released "on

probation." Many fair promises were made. For months he was to have an

attendant as a companion. His mother, believing him well, consented,

after securing his promise in writing to return for treatment should

there be a relapse into his old habits. As evidencing the decay of his

character, these fair promises were made without the slightest

intention that they would be kept. The first important city reached

after crossing the state-line saw his demeanor change. Beyond the

legal authority of the state in which he had been committed, he was

free, and he knew it. With a few words he consigned his now helpless

attendant to regions sulphurous, and alone took train in the opposite

direction from home. For several months he went the paces. With his

medical knowledge and warned by his recent experiences he was able to

so adjust his doses as to avoid falling into the hands of the

authorities. The weak mother never refused to honor his drafts. Six

months later a serious attack of pneumonia caused her to be sent for,

and when he was able to travel she took him back to the home he had

forsworn.

For over ten years "Doc" Stoneleigh has lived with his mother, a

recluse, a morphin-soaked wreck. Sometimes he may be seen in a park

near their home, sitting for hours inert, or automatically tracing

figures in the gravel with his cane, noticing no one, unkempt, almost

repellent. He is still sufficiently shrewd to secure morphin in

violation of the law. Sooner or later the revenue department will cut

off his supply. He drifts, a rotting hulk of manhood, unconsciously

nearing the horrors of a drugless reality.

The depth of this man's degradation may tempt us to feel that he was

defective, but an accurate analysis of his life fails to reveal any

deficiency save that reprehensible training which made possible his

years of physical and mental indolence.

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